#I WAS ON THE VERGE OF PASSING OUT LIKE THE ENTIRE TIME 😭

[causenessus]

MORNING or evening or afternoon or night to u ness!! i hope you’ve eaten !! and i hope ur day is good! how are u !!!! today i had salmon and rice for breakfast and my friends wanted to go on a walk in this dreading weather so i’m getting ready for that rn !!! i hope ur day has been good and ur feeling alright!

GOOD MORNING MY LOVE!! oh it's 9:30 pm rn GOOD EVENING!!! I'm so sorry i missed you ask yesterday 😞😞😞 i was so busy between my two shifts but 6:30 am SOUNDS TORTUROUS i hope u don't have to do that often!! and honestly i went thru a little hamilton phase too so </3 but YK WHAT'S FUNNY!!! I ALSO ATE SALMON AND RICE TODAY <3 technically it was ochazuke (just pouring green tea over it) BUT WE'RE BLUETOOTH CONNECTED!!! i hope your walk was good and it wasn't too hot 😭 today has been pretty nice weather for me!! it poured for like five minutes and has been in like the 70s ever since I AM MANIFESTING AN EARLY FALL!!! i hope you are doing well today too!!! thank u for stopping in as always <3

[itshomobirb]

ok thinking more about things. it's kind of whack to me that the normal ranges for tsh are like 1-3, and then i test at 6, and then my pcp says, "hey our practice generally doesn't treat hypothyroidism until ur tsh is over 10." like. huh??? my test pops way out of range, but you wanna wait until my thyroid craps out enough to be over 3x worse than the normal range????? i come to you with all these symptoms and high tsh and you're like "hmmmm we should wait and retest labs in like 3 months, maybe it'll spontaneously resolve." ??????

putting brief weight talk below the cut

bro ok this could partially be blamed on me taking way too many antihistamines for so long (which fucked up my hunger cues while i was on them), but ive gained 20 lb since june. this is already after i gained weight after starting t and my pcp was like "hmm we should keep an eye on that." nearly 40 lb later and oh okay we're not treating ur thyroid 👍 like ok yes weight doesn't indicate health, health at every size, i agree. the issue is why am i gaining so much weight in what seems to be not that much time. cough cough. maybe it has something to do with my thyroid? and maybe we should treat it? cough cough. <- said in an exasperated tone

[luvluu]

Hello I hope you're having a good day I have a request for Chishiya, we visit him in the hospital after the whole Shibuya incident

Lillies… Shuntaro Chishiya

A/N: this is my first request and I’m so excited but scared omfg😭 so I hope you liked this because I rlly did! I feel like it has a lot of backstory but I hope you like it idk(I’m nervous ok?)

Please leave more request because they make me so happy idk why(love you all sm😭💕)

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Shuntaro Chishiya x reader

Fluff❤️‍🩹

TW: insults.

WORDS: 900

REQUESTED: YES/NO

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It had been months since you had a meal with your friends. You and Chishiya had been very busy lately agreeing on all the details of your wedding, which was to be held in December. Ever since you were very little, you had always dreamed of getting married at Christmas, with a white dress/suit to match the color of the surrounding snow.

Chishiya, on the other hand, had never had much interest in getting married, nor had he had much interest in love. His dreams were not related to having another person, but that changed when he met you. He knew how excited you were about getting married and although he had never thought about it, seeing himself together with you for the rest of your lives was something he didn't want to pass up.

It was during the spring festival. You and Chishiya went to a park, to a part a little out of the way of practically everyone. The pink petals were falling on your heads and you were looking around in delight, Chishiya knew that you always had a soft spot for that festival, you loved to see the city turn pink.

You were standing next to him, talking about how beautiful you found the scene when Chishiya knelt down in front of you and took a small box out of his pocket.

“Would you grant me the honor of spending the rest of my life with you?”

You were a tearful mess, not even bothering to try on the ring as you bent down and hugged him tighter than ever.

You were talking to one of your friends when a call came in. At first you didn't answer, it was probably the wedding ambassador asking for the seventh time in a week what kind of flowers you were going to want; but after persistence, you decided to answer.

“Are you the fiancée of Mr. Shuntaro Chishiya?” Someone asked behind the phone, you frowned quizzically.

“Yes, yes, it's me” you affirmed, moving a little away from your friends to speak more calmly.

“I'm calling from Tokyo hospital, your fiancé has been urgently admitted due to a meteorite that has affected the entire Shibuya neighborhood.”

No, it wasn't possible. You guys didn't even live near that neighborhood, what was Chishiya doing there, was he okay? Your mind clouded with negative thoughts. You weren't ready to lose the love of your life, no one was, but you... you just couldn't, not so few days before your wedding.

Without even saying anything to your group of friends, you got in your car and drove as fast as you could. The streets were in chaos. The road was full of cars, all on their way to the hospital while you could see smoke coming out of the Shibuya neighborhood.

It took you almost an hour to get to the hospital, an hour in which all you could think about was whether Chishiya was well. You were afraid that it was too late and that when you arrived you would be given the news that he had not held on long enough and had already died, but you refused to believe it.

You rushed into the hospital, more desperate than ever, and asked at the front desk about the room. Not bothering to wait for the elevator, you walked up seven floors and carefully opened the door.

Chishiya was in a shared room. There was a black-haired boy with half of his face covered lying on the bed next to Chishiya's. Your fiancé seemed relatively calm. He had that usual calm expression, as if he hadn't been on the verge of death.

“Shuntaro” you whispered with relief to see him safe and sound. “Shuntaro” you said now in a louder tone. Both men turned to look at you. You circled around another boy's bed until you reached Chishiya's and knelt beside the bed, hugging him tightly and shedding tears on his chest. “You scared me to death.” You felt his arms wrap around you and stroke your hair.

“You're overreacting...” he laughed lightly, you looked up to meet his eyes.

“Shut the fuck up...” you said, hugging him again. You clung to him as if he was the only thing that mattered to you. "What were you doing there? You asked in a broken voice, looking into his eyes, which were duller than normal.

“I think I want Lilies at our wedding...” he said, intertwining his hand with yours.

“You're an idiot.” You said and he wiped away your tears with his free hand. He moved to the side and you lay with him on the small hospital gurney.

Chishiya didn't remember why, but holding you in his arms again comforted him, as if he had been wanting to do it for months. He didn't remember, but if he won every game in Borderland he did it so he could go home to his fiancée.

“Chishi…” you whispered, feeling his hand stroking your hair.

“What?” He asked in a soft tone, keeping you as if you were made of glass.

“I love you.” He kissed you in the head as he heard your words.

“Love you more”

You couldn’t imagine a life without Chishiya, but he had to spend two months without even knowing if he would ever see you again. You would die without Chishiya, but he survived only because of you.

[vanillabeast]

The more days pass I’m more and more shadowvanilla pilled 🎭 anyway, as for someone who plays the game for 3 years now and didn’t care much about the main cast but a ship of forgotten side characters up to this point it has hit me with a ton of bricks. I love how active and inspiring and talented the people are on the tag here and just wow, looking forward new art from ship I liked was so foreign for me since I was the only one drawing it or some couple of my friends sometimes like 🫂

Makes me think how I was completely neutral to the character of Pure Vanilla up to this point and now I can see his personality and relate a lot from my personal late diagnosed autistic point of view. How the life pre diagnosis was a lie and now I can truly feel again and know my feelings better and realize they are absolutely valid. For PV it was a hard way around but opening eyes to the truth can be both healing and devastating. 3rd anniversary made me be on the verge of quitting the fandom entirely, but I haven’t found a place to be or anything to fixate about to replace the game I love to login every single day. The story of white Lily in said episode was so disappointing and the only good thing from it was the introduction of the beasts and Shadow Milks performance. Yet, not enough to kill the bad taste in mouth of all the “White Lily simp” men and early beascuits and fire the fandom was in in that time.

One year later I regained my passion again and really the world seems colorful again. ShadowVanilla makes me think back of what I fell when I was way younger and into crazy and sometimes cringe yaoi tropes. I just like to play with it and just it’s so… freeing? How I can do these things and have fun again after years of being pretty passive in my creation (and burnt out of jobs and personal relationships). I like the dark goth good guy turned bad in the best possible way and uh please I want to interact with people who love the ship too😭

It was all a tangent post but thanks to anyone who got through that ramble 💙

[jinxiguess]

GONE characters in a british highschool

this is like the stupidest post ive ever made also disclaimer i know NOTHING about the american school system so i think half of them are probably in the wrong years also i didn't want to put all of them in the same year so ignore how some of their ages dont even match up😭

SAM

year 11

ALWAYS forgets ingredients for food tech

and then burns everything

and then forgets to take it home and just leaves it in the fridge at the end of the day

never remembers to put money in his school account and quinn has to buy him lunch every single day

sleeps through maths

has the most obvious crush on astrid and the entire school knows

ASTRID

year 11

made it her life goal to get head girl when she was in year 7

and got it ofc🤭

try hard in every single class

and top set in everything

always has so much stationery

goes to homework club EVERY SINGLE DAY

besties w the librarian

somehow oblivious to the fact sam likes her

QUINN

year 11

always late to every lesson no matter WHAT

somehow keeps ending up front row in school fights and gets interrogated abt them

"can i go to the toilet?" and takes like 20 laps round the school before he comes back

takes 0.5 pictures of everyone

sells overpriced sweets at lunch and makes bank

threatens to fight people after school but never does

joined the football team but nobody ever passes to him bcs he cant play to save his life

EDILIO

year 10

accidentally downloaded a virus on one of the computers and nearly got expelled

gets squashed in the lunch queue

buttons up his blazer to look smart

makes sam join clubs with him so he isnt alone (he's scared of the year 8s)

tried to feed the seagulls outside the school

hangs out in the library w roger and denies that they're dating but literally everyone knows

so bad at pe that he doesnt even bother bringing his kit anymore n just gets sent to iso

LANA

year 11

literally never in class

vapes in the toilets w diana

ALWAYS in iso

dated quinn for like a week in year 8

somehow pulls absolutely everyone

so popular but everyone is also scared of her because one time she scrapped w drake and bashed his head in

brings alcohol to EVERY party

CAINE

year 11

head boy even though he does NOT deserve it

leads the year 7s to the wrong side of the school

pe try hard (screams "WHAT ARE YOU DOING GET THE BALL" at his teammates)

year 7s all have a crush on him

acts like he caught a disease after he touches a year 8

has like 60% attendance but the teachers still love him

never goes to form

always shoving in the canteen queue🙄

gets way too competitive over kahoot

literally never been sent to iso except that one time he shoved drake off his chair in the middle of class

DIANA

year 11

rolls her skirt up and always gets in trouble for it (and refuses to roll it back down)

vapes in the toilets w lana

sprays entire bottles of perfume every time shes near the year 7s

and then makes friends w them specifically to slag them off later

stalks the teacher's socials

uses xx or 💋 after EVERY SINGLE TEXT

has a pandora bracelet and wears different charms on it everyday

somehow untouched by school air

DRAKE

year 11

"WHAT DID I EVEN DO???" every time he gets sent out of class (he was literally jumping on the tables)

starts like half the fights in the entire school

scraps outside tesco like every single day

LOBS paninis at the year 7s

steals tesco trolleys

should probably just go live in iso atp

got kicked off the football team bcs he wouldnt stop slide tackling

literally on the verge of being expelled

DEKKA

year 10

1000% done w everyone elses shit

sits in empty classrooms at lunch n pals w the teachers

way too stressed abt gcses

actually really really good at music

so quiet but somehow everyone knows who she is

used to take the bus to school but decided she didnt want to have to deal w all the year 7s and stopped

got hit in the face w a netball in pe

BRIANNA

year 9

absolutely sprints to the lunch line

gets so mad whenever someone doesnt pass the ball to her in pe

and always fighting w caine in pe

shoplifts from tesco

forgets her pe bag at least once a day n leaves it everywhere

always getting sent out for talking back

LOST the form pet hamster

nearly blew up a science classroom

TAYLOR

year 8

always talking shit about everyone

makes those tips for year 7 videos

defo has pe first on a friday😭

snitches on EVERYONE

makes tiktoks in the bathrooms

spends half the lessons making her titles cursive and pretty

makes fun of the year 7s as if she wasnt one like two months ago

JACK

year 7

GIANT backpack

and probably gets trampled in the corridors

probably wears undertale or harry potter keychains (and gets bullied abt it)

always gets hit by paninis travelling at 1000kmph

got given a top locker and cant reach it

cries when he gets in trouble

PENNY

year 8

rolls her skirt up unevenly

side eyes EVERYONE

vaped in the toilets and taylor snitched on her

REFUSES to wear her blazer

falls over in pe and everyone sighs when she gets put on their team

got put in iso for insulting all the teachers

ORC

year 10

stabs his radnor fizz w a compass and sprays it at all the year 7s

also starts like a million fights

NEVER has a pen

grabs peoples bag straps and yanks them backwards

always steals the year 7's footballs and boots them into orbit

wears black airforces instead of school shoes

and is never ever ever wearing his tie

HOWARD

year 9

keeps getting mistaken for a year 7

hangs out with older kids to look cool

and then brags about it

sells vapes behind the school at break

tries to break up orc's fights and gets flung halfway across the pitches

MASSIVE blazer (looks like a roblox character)

SANJIT

year 10

probably a theatre kid

runs to every class so he isnt late

always skips pe

that one kid who highlights EVERYTHING

somehow manages to record EVERY SINGLE FIGHT (and then sends it to everyone)

holds therapy sessions in the toilets

that one asthmatic kid who screams whenever anyone sprays anything

[rodolfoparras]

Pinky promise I will write more for the concept of turning homophobic dude into your puppy and breeding bitch as soon as I have time. I also wanted to write you something for your birthday but I genuinely don't have time at all 😔

Since my co-worker is on vacation and we only work one shift (aka mine) I am swarmed the entire day and I have cried from stress nearly every day this week and I basically never cry. Also I had customer yell at me and threaten me two days ago and I was certain he would attack me?? He might've if another customer didn't walk in and it was for his mistake too. And when I tried to tell him that and offer to correct it, he got worse. Thankfully my manager is really nice and he told me I could've called him and police and that I should next time.

I really miss being here and every day and interacting with people but like...I barely see my dog because most of them home is spent sleeping. And the play I'm in is in like two weeks and I didn't have time or energy to properly learn my lines yet and we're supposed that have rehearsals before work next week and ngl I feel like throwing myself off of the building. (And I didn't even start with my final paper for college). Also I had bit of a cold and hell of a sore throat, I could barely speak and it hurt to swallow :((

There was so much I wanted to talk about and comment on but I literally don't have energy to type and I wish I could psychically send my thoughts to my phone. I hope you're doing better than I am though ✨🫶🏻 I'm on a hunt for less stressful job, hopefully something online so I can do it when I start college again this year (after two years).

(and side note but I love the idea of period sex but in reality because of my pcos and other problems, I am in way too much pain to do anything irl which sucks. But there are fanfics and roleplaying 😌 and the anon who mentioned this and said they have vampire thing are so real, me too bestie. And thank you for providing links of my husband, trans Simon is elite)

-🔮

Dw sugar bee!! You pop in whenever you have time!! And besides I appreciate the fact that you wanted to write me something sweet in the first place as we say down there it’s like you already did it so thank you lovey!

Sugar bee :(( that sounds absolutely horrible I’m so sorry angel customer service can be hell on earth especially down in the Balkans they really should have security work alongside cashier bc that’s what they do here you never know what can happen you know it’s okay to feel upset about it and cry it out just rmr that it was his fault and customers in general can be devils my cousin worked at a store for a short period of time and she says every time she passes it she gets physically sick bc ppl can be so nasty

And again like I said pop in whenever you can I understand you’re very busy rn and I hope things become less stressful so you can get some rest and spend time with your baby and of course to pop in here but I also have to say I admire you for balancing a job school and hobbies bc personally I wouldn’t be able to withstand this 😭

I also hope you get a much easier job so you don’t get burn out no offense but isn’t life crazy like you’re doing everything that’s expected of us have a job do school hobbies and you’re on the verge of getting burned out every day I am reminded of the hell on earth this is our society

Fanfics and roleplaying are definitely a good way to go about it! I mean might as well take the chance and have a vampire role play with your partner I mean who said that :/

[xchoxix]

Shuri Angst HCS

It’s been long enough, and I haven’t feed y’all with anything😭 so here are just some silly HCs I thought of, I honestly enjoy angst very gery much. Even though im not really supposed to. I just feel like there isn’t that many stories or HCs that talk about what she’d do when T’Challa passed. And I honestly lowkey like reading angst, there’s just something about it😮‍💨 but yea Lmk if y’all want a part 2!

Mentions‼️: SH, attempts of suicide, depression, eating disorder, ADHD (not sure if I missed anything else)

Tags gng: @neptoons1998 @s0lam3y @mal-urameshi

(Most of these are connected which would most likely be under it or would be somewhere!)

-After T’Challas death she took sleeping pills because without she’d end up laying thinking about him. She also tried to take them when her mother died. But they don’t work due to the herb.

-would draw T’Challa all the time, and even thought about tattooing a sketch she did of him on herself

-T’Challa always smelled good, so when shuri found a shirt that she had stolen from T’Challa, she began to cry uncontrollably because it didn’t smell like him anymore

-shuri began to isolate herself so everything could hurt a lot less. Especially after her mothers death.

-After Ramonda told she T’Challa passed Shuri ran to the table and shouted out at him. Telling him to wake up, but was held back by 5 Dora’s including Ayo and Okoye because she was “disturbing” his peace.

-When Shuri began to think less of brother she slowly forgot what he looked like.

-Never got to say a finale goodbye to T’Challa

-Locked only herself in her lab for an entire month with no food or water as a form of punishment

-Every day for the month Okoye, Ayo, Aneka, M’baku, and the Dora army would try to open her lab

- Once they were able to open it they found her on the ground on the verge of death. She was very skinny and lacked a lot of sleep and energy.

-Everytime someone would try to get her to talk about her feelings she’d blast her music till they sounded on mute

-One of the main reasons why she made earrings, was to be able to ignore people with her music

- Her last words to T’Challa was “Shut up! Can you stop apologizing and saying that I can’t do anything anymore? You’re not going to die, I won’t let you!”

-Everytime Aneka found her having a breakdown she’d called the lab and told griot to lock it for the day so she’d grief properly

-but she would always find a way to go to her lab

-Hallucinated about T’Challa during the day in her lab, and would do the talking for him. She’d often do their handshake that they’d do

-Her lab members would look at eachother knowing that itd be best if they left. Because it would normally end off with Shuri realizing he wasn’t there and she’d get mad

- Always always had eye bags even before his death but it wouldn’t be as noticeable till he did pass away. From afar you could be able to see them, and would think that they weighed a ton.

-Because Shuri would always pull pranks on T’Challa, he’d return them but they’d be a little too much. So when she was shouting out to him on the table, she shouted out “Get up, I don’t like this prank. Please”

- Would make the things T’Challa would ask her even if they were dumb like a some figurines T’Challa liked from movies.

- Sometimes while working if she’s in a bad mood she would often break her pencils or supplies due to the grip/strength she would hold them at

- She left Nakia short, but harsh and cold voicemails the first 2 times she tried reaching out to her. And would ignore the other voicemails

- Sometimes for the fun of it she’d answer the calls and would quickly end it

- Changed her wardrobe because T’Challa really liked Shuri’s style (it was a mix of American style and his style) but at the end she just dressed up likeT’Challa.

- Completely destroyed the outfit that we saw at the beginning of BPWF because it reminded her that it was her fault for his death

- Always late at events because she’d spend so much time in her lab she’d forget what day it was

- She would yell at everyone if they bothered her or reminded her to eat while she was working

- Had mood swings

- She would often fidget with her pen or anything she had near her.

- Would randomly get the most horrifying sickening nightmares or visions/flashbacks about T’Challa. And would act like nothing ever happened

- every time she’d try to sleep she always get nightmares

- Some nightmare,vision/ flashbacks she’d be most afraid was 1. Her being T’Challa’s lifeless body on the table with her screaming to to wake up. 2nd, Falling in pitch black and she’d be surrounded by everyone blaming her for not saving T’challa. 3rd, Her having the best percentage of the herb to save him, but before she could make her to him, there was something keeping her away from giving it to him so she watched him die

- Had sleep paralysis for the first time. It happened during the dream where she’d be T’Challa on the table lifeless while seeing herself shouting at him

- Her sleep paralysis demon would be her family(including Nakia, Okoye, M’baku, Ayo, and Angela) mumbling about how she was a failure

- Tried unaliving her self countless times but was either caught or stopped herself thinking that what would everyone feel like after she did. And how would she help Wakanda from invaders

- she survived her first and last attempt but was caught on her other attempts

- She would SH. And would use raw vibranium to burn herself. So she has burn marks from raw vibranium and scars all over her body

-She skipped her meals every day so Ramonda would watch Shuri eat or send Okoye or Aneka or Ayo to do it

- She would often freeze and begin to uncontrollably shake while having visions when she’d remember T’Challa in some type of way.

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Live, laugh, love, Angst🫶💕

If you wanna be tagged in my next projects also lmk!

Hopefully y’all don’t hate me after this🌚🌝

[m1ckeyb3rry]

Ok back again and finished and OH MY FUCKING GOSH THAT WAS LITERALLY THE BEST THING IVE EVER READ had me hooked the entire time UGHHH THE AIKU NAGI AGENDA IS SO REAL I was alr on board when you described it but reading the oneshot in actuality HOLLYYYYYYY

I esp love the way you developed Nagi’s “ego” here and also his like abandonment issues (?? Ykwim) but also his relation and semi attachment to Aiku it felt sm more meaningful/believable than a certain um duo….but the way Aiku approached him with the one shot method appealing to Nagi’s lack of motivation plus the way their “partnership” develops in a still essential but not so codependent way is actually my fav and ofc Nagi’s inner turmoil debating about what he really wants to do was a fantastic development/exploration into his character as we know it right now I’m mad at myself because I can’t find better words to explain this all but that was truly such a satisfying read like I couldn’t put my phone down reading it NAGI AIKU DUO ON TOP anyways

Also ofc KARASU MENTIONNNN LMAOOO yeah anyways I also love the tension with sendou and sae too also when sae was like “you guys are like shit that doesn’t stink you had one job and still failed” LMDOAOSAOA PEAK INSULT IM CRYING but yeah anyways this almost makes me wanna say give me more but the ending point was also perfect AIOIDHSGH anyways ANOTHER MIRA BANGER THIS IS THE FIC breaking you out of the fall hibernation and its absolute GAS RAGGHHHH someone needs to just make you kaneshiro atp

- Karasu anon

NAGI + AIKU AGENDA SO REAL SO TRUE SO CANON (they have literally spoken 0 times in canon) HELPPP I WAS WORRIED I SOUNDED INSANE GOING ON ABT THEM 😭 like even as far as what-if aus go this one was out there so i was lowkey like “nah they all must think i’m crazy for being so invested in this random dynamic that i’m writing an entire fic for it” I’M GLAD YOU WOUND UP LIKING IT THOUGH

omg yay i feel like this lowkey ended up being just as much me rambling on about nagi’s ego and psyche as it was a random au so it’s nice to hear you think i got it right ^^ his abandonment issues being glossed over in canon is fr my roman empire especially with how that SHOULD have manifested in his health and habits which is why i made his basically be at the verge of malnourishment pre-aiku JFHDHS like not only is he so skinny that it kinda frightens his teacher but that’s also why he’s so sleepy in the beginning of the story!! like he’s still lazy and talks about napping up until the end because. well. it’s nagi 😭 but him being permanently exhausted in the first half stems from him having like no food besides fruit jellies ever 😟 and i wanted his relationship with aiku to make sense given that context?? like it’s not just a “oh he likes me so i like him” because a) aiku is too well adjusted for that and b) idk that’s not my fav dynamic overall…so it became this thing where aiku wants to nurture the best striker since he can’t be that himself so he picks nagi as his bet (#gambler) and at first he obviously seems to care way more abt nagi than the inverse but then by the end it’s like. oh nagi doesn’t want him to leave. oh nagi actually loves him (me personally i would say in a friend/sibling way but like if this was canon people would probably ship it so whatever). oh nagi needs him more than he needs nagi…but actually neither of them really NEED each other it’s just that nagi doesn’t WANT aiku to abandon him which is crazy because until he met aiku he never wanted anything wait this also reminds me i feel like i really cooked with the ending and how it mirrors the beginning??? like at the start nagi doesn’t care about the snow or soccer or his life or anything and by the end he’s looking up and hoping it’ll snow soon and he’s begging sae to pass to him and he wants to be alive FHDJDJD UGHHH HE WANTS TO BE ALIVE

hehe i thought the one goal thing kinda ate too it felt like exactly the kind of thing someone would say to get nagi on their team and it made sense with aiku being a defender?? WRITING NAGI’S INTERNAL MONOLOGUE WAS SO FUN i hope the change in his mindset was gradual enough that it didn’t feel too forced or sudden that by the end he’s having a genuine crisis and he’s actually trying where he never has and he finally reveals he DOES care for aiku but ALSO he’s friends with the rest of the u20s too!! like he keeps being like “yeah aiku’s my only friend and barely” but he knows so much about all of the u20 players and he tries to cheer them up and keep them from getting stressed because they’re his FRIENDSSS like hayate and kitsunezato and all of the rest HE CARES ABOUT THEM TOO 😭😭😭 he lowkey kept slandering niou though idek why i did that it was kinda funny though i think that one line where nagi’s like “for all of niou’s propensity for following aiku, he really does come through when it counts, and he does have a mind of his own, which, you know. it’s nice when he uses it.” is one of my favs AHAHA he’s such a diva i love him

IS IT EVEN ME IF I DON’T SNEAK KARASU IN THERE 🙂‍↕️ that one epinagi panel where nagi calls karasu “cocky crow-san” or smth is a) SO fucking funny and b) the inspiration for karasu just being nagi’s opp for the whole game OSDHDJS but omg sae was so funny in this one lowkey i thought he might’ve been TOO mean so i almost got rid of that line but then i was like “no this is too funny” so i just popped the ooc tag in there and called it a day 😭

i really like the way it ended so agreed i probably couldn’t write more BUT there were two things i cut from the story that i’ll just mention here because i probably won’t ever write them LMAO but around when nagi is talking about how aiku is a hassle as a friend and he always makes nagi come to parties with him there was going to be a scene where a girl is trying to rizz nagi up and nagi looks to aiku for help and aiku mouths smth like “tell her she’s pretty” so nagi is like ?? how will that make her go away ?? but he trusts aiku’s vision so he DOES IT and the girl is like 😳 and then nagi is like WTF because now she’s rizzing him up even MORE 😭 the oaeu tried its best to rear its head even in this au but i could sense the fic getting crazy long already so i had to cut it 😢 the other one isn’t really a scene per se but in that last moment when sae is helping nagi up after his second goal, he was going to say something along the lines of “maybe you won’t like madrid, but if you keep playing like this, there’s a club in germany that would be happy to sign you. their striker’s an asshole but it’s cold enough there for bad weather” therefore setting up a nagi + kaiser interaction as well as showing that sae does see some promise in nagi HAHA it just ended up feeling a bit too lighthearted compared to the more serious vibe of the ending so i took it out but please do imagine that sae says that to nagi while they’re in the locker room post match or smth 🤩

DID I NOT TELL YOU THIS HAPPENS EVERY FALL AND THEN EVERY LATE NOVEMBER I MAKE MY COMEBACK??? it’s literally a pattern now like i should just plan my writing endeavors around it anyways YAYYYYY I REALLY AM SO HAPPY YOU LIKED IT I WAS SO SCARED TO POST IT i’ve gotten really nice comments though which is always cool!! but YEAH maybe long story short i should do stuff outside of my comfort zone like this more often

[zaiisaii]

If i may ask, what would you do to daniel In the midst of pleasure?.

I think he will be a pretty crier as you take his virginity.

LOOKISM

⋆ — crybaby .ᐟ ﹙daniel park﹚ .

warning:: gender neu. reader , sub character & nsfw .

bully him :D

daniel is definitely a crybaby.

he's never felt something so good before, he's never been held like fragile glass, and he's never been touched in these places.

everything is heightened now that someone else is touching him. when it was himself, it felt plain but now... he feels like he's about to go crazy.

i don't doubt he starts to tear up when you undress him, slowly kissing his exposed body. maybe it's his emotions catching up, maybe he just feels so vulnerable yet comforted at the same time he isn't so sure how to handle it in any other form.

he always squirms away and cries when you lick up the beads of come dripping down his cock. his hands grasping the sheets for support.

with his two bodies, you can explore many things. his original body is much more sensitive, but he tries to keep up with you. his skin is softer and it makes you want to just have your hands roam all over him.

i would think he would want to save that body for marriage though.

and his second body is more flexible than his original. he can take a lot of things, though, of course, he, himself can not. his mind just makes everything feel ten times more enjoyable.

while it may appear as a gentle kiss to his tear-stained cheek, to daniel, it feels like a rocket has just exploded in his stomach.

to go back to your original question. what would i do if danny feels so much pleasure? well, i'd bully him.

his expression and movements are just so cute, anyone would love to see all the different faces he makes.

taking his virginity really helps with it. it means he trusts you, with all his heart and soul. i think it would be fun to see him stumbling over his words — "w-wait- ah, please don't stop! please please please!"

his voice goes in a higher pitch than usual, back arching into you and his eyes rolling into the back of his head when you finally kiss his lips.

he gets so shy too.

"we're literally having sex and you're too shy to kiss me?"

danny nods hesitantly, a blushing face hidden behind his shaky palms. he only gives in when he's on the verge of coming.

tears stream down his face as sobs run throughout his entire body. someone passing by from outside of his house might even think he was hurt!

he's pretty even when he cries.

his throat is so sore from all his wailing but that doesn't stop him from calling your name out for the whole world to know.

"aw, so cute," you coo to him, this only makes him feel more vulnerable. he feels like he's being mock but he's so turned on by it. "you look so dumb, can you even hear me?"

daniel whines and shakes his head 'no'. it's semi-true. your voice sounds like an echo in his head, he has to repeat your words to himself before answering.

you laugh at him causing his hips to rock back and forth to get more friction from you. he earns another coo, "my sweet, sweet boy."

daniel moans weakly. your press your lips against his, catching all his pretty little gasps. he doesn't even know how to kiss with his tongue yet so every time your tongue meets his, he's shaking and crying even more.

he's such a huge crybaby and its the cutest thing ever.

so sorry if this isn't up to your standards, i got caught off track 😭

[mariondeux]

It's my second time writing this i am sorry for bothering u but i just wanna read this help😭😭 So Can i request an angry??? kohaku x male reader nswf like they were lovers

and one day rinne teased you with asking whos the bottom and whos the top in bed saying "I think ur the bottom one m/n-kun~" and m/n gets frustated saying shit like "M-me? I am definetely the top! Kohaku is the bottom one ofcourse!!" but little did he know that kohaku was behind him all the time and gets angry ?? amused ?? and he says an excuse to get them both home like " me and m/n-han have some job to do " ,,when they both get home he roughly fucks reader in different places, positions that reader can't walk the day after that,, so what? He showed whos the bottom one and whos the top one!!

Elements..hmm maybe belly bulge and ass slapping?? I will be so happy if u wrote this u wrote so good😭😭

— SYNOPSIS ; Kohaku wouldn’t let you get away with lying and telling his unit mates that he’s a “bottom”.

CW ; NSFW, rough sex, anal sex, degradation kink, mean dom Kohaku, belly bulge, ass slapping, manhandling

WORD COUNT ; 461

PAIRING ; Kohaku Oukawa x Male!Reader

A/N ; firm mean dom Kohaku believer.

FEMALE ALIGNED DNI.

“So, who’s the bottom and who’s the top? I honestly think you’d bottom for sure! Haha!”

HiMERU sent a stern look towards Rinne’s way. “Avoid asking such personal questions.”

You shook your head, waving your arms as you felt your cheeks heat. “No, no! I’d definitely top! Haha.. Kohaku is definitely way more of a bottom than me!” You were beyond embarrassed as Rinne continued to tease you in fits of laughter. 

Little did you know, Kohaku had been standing behind you the entire time. In between Rinne’s teasing, he grabbed onto your shoulder and spat out an excuse that even Rinne knew was bullshit. He smirked as he watched you get dragged away by your lover, already fully aware of what was going to happen.

“Well, I’m going out so I can avoid what the hell is about to happen.” Kohaku held onto your wrists, pulling them back behind you as his cock breached into your ass and stretched you out further with each thrust. Your head hung low as your hardened dick tapped at your stomach each time your body bounced against his. He’d been fucking you so roughly for god knows how long. All you knew was that this was the third position he’d put you in and you could feel your body on the verge of giving out. If he puts you in another position, you won’t doubt that you’ll pass out.

“Tell me who’s the bottom now, bitch,” He hissed as he let go of your wrists and pushed your head into the dirty sheets, using his free hand to slap your ass. He handled you so carelessly that bruises littered your body because of his ferocious treatment. You couldn; t do anything but weep in response, babbling incoherent words.

Kohaku delivered another harsh slap to your ass, delivering another brutal thrust. Your ass stung from the constant slapping and rough thrusts. It felt like your skin was on fire. Both of your bodies were draped in sweat along with the heavy air staining the bed. 

“What are you, a dumb fucking baby? I said tell me who’s the bottom! The least you could fucking do is say one word!” Kohaku flipped your body around and laid you on your back, placing his palms flat on either side of your head. Now that he had a good look at you, he could clearly see the bulge in your stomach from his cock. He grit his teeth and rocked his hips with such aggression, he wanted this moment to be burned into your head. This wasn’t a treat, this was punishment. You were completely disheveled, mouth open, with drool slowing down your chin and onto the sheets underneath you. You really looked dumb. 

“I-I’m the.. Hnngh! Bottom!”

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[seasidepierre]

ohhhh im gonna need you to tell us everything about the concert so i can live vicariously through you 😭😭😭

Welp, that was an absolute banger and I'm officially too old to go to concerts and be wild, now. Seriously, everything clicks, everything hurts, everything's sore. I'm in pieces. But let me do a recap of my day because my oh my was it good.

I made my way to the arena at around 2.30pm and ate on my own because I was the only one of my group of friends going to the soundcheck. It was a bit awkward and I got yelled at by a group of fans because they were giving numbers to us all (which annoyed me a little, because you're just a bunch of fans so you shouldn't tell me what to do? anyway, I respect their wish for order but I was honestly just trying to have a good time and then join my friends at the back so I truly didn't care whether I was #138 or #569 tbh). I entered the arena at 3.30pm or something like that, which wasn't granted because apparently, my friend's ticket had been scanned several times already and they wouldn't let me in. Even though my name was literally next to hers on the screen. It was so dumb, it was a joke. I got to talk with a nice lady who was in the actual 5SOS staff and explained to her that my friend couldn't attend anymore and had sent an email to explain that I was the one who could take her place. She very kindly laughed at the whole ordeal and told me I was fine, so here I was in the arena, waiting for my fave dumdums.

It was my first 5SOS soundcheck experience and tbh, it left me a bit confused. They were super late, which, granted, is a very 5SOS thing of them to do. They played Valentine (which I really don't like), answered a bunch of questions that had been pre-selected, and played Vapor (which made me want to actually sob). Calum was wearing a trucker hat, which hid his entire face during the Q&A so I'm not sure we got to actually see Calum and not some lookalike at that point. Luke was sitting crisscross it was super cute. Michael kept giggling at his own jokes and Ashton looked super soulful so I was stocked. When they played Vapor (they elt us choose between Vapor and Lie To Me), Calum had to step out to grab his phone and google the lyrics and chords, it was just hilarious. I got back out of the room, waited again and finally made it to the fifth row in front of Luke. It would have been perfect to stay there, I was so close, it was so nice, except..

Except I am ochlophobic and I could feel myself getting very very stressed out, to the point that I could hear my heart beating more loudly in my ears than the opening act. It was bad. Also, there were TONS of foreign fans who apparently didn't care at all about the rest of us and who showed up drunk or high already. Two of them tried to squeeze by me, which ended up in me having a sweaty shoulder stuck to my cheek (disgusting) and the girl in front of me, who refused to let them pass, got bitten (????). It was a massive joke. I couldn't move, my arms were stuck, I couldn't even clap. All I could do was throw my head back and get some air, which I did for most of the set. I didn't really enjoy the opening act, their music was a bit too agressive for me and tbh, the fact that I was full on the verge of a panic attack wasn't making anything better.

I squeezed on Michael's side between the two sets and felt myself breathing for good. I stayed on the side, it was really good, I could see the stage pretty well and that was all I needed.

There's something truly magical to me about the moment when Ashton finally comes on stage. For the longest time, he was the first one stepping on stage and we'd get him alone for a handful of seconds. I've been in Ashton's lane forever so it was truly a communion of some sorts between him and I. I was looking forward to this part, but they came all at once and I didn't get that little suspended in time moment. I was a bit disappointed but that was quickly swept away.

The first third of the show felt like a blur because they did not stop at all. The songs blended together, the transitions were really really good though!! They stopped to chat a couple of times but honestly, it was the perfect mix of old and new songs. Beware, they don't do the SLSP jump anymore and because I'd been told about it, I jumped myself. Gotta take the matter into your own hands lol. At some points during Talk Fast, Luke dropped the mic and Calum couldn't stop laughing, which made Luke laugh too and the whole start of the song was a giant mess.

It was overall a super super nice experience, which a couple of really weird moments, but I enjoyed my night and I'm so glad I got to see Ash and Mike again!