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winxwinko · 7 years ago

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Hello 😊 I hope your having a great day today! I really like your Dong Sicheng vs the world book! It’s really great, I’m always trying to find winwin x everyone and I came across this one recently and I found it so good. I really hope you can continue it, but there is no rush❤️ I also saw your a big winwin fan and I was wondering who is your favorite winwin pair to write about if you had to choose one (or all of them) :) any winwin stories you would recommend?

AHHHHi love this so much thank you!!!! Right now, I have a lot of free time, so I’m spending alot of time writing…but I have so many stories open that I don’t know if I’ll get to completing Dong Sicheng vs. the world :((( But I’ll try my best!!

ALSO, my favorite ship for winwin changes everyday��.like gosh I really like winil these days but JAEWIN, AND YUWIN, and MARKWIN!!! They’re all so good.

Now, the fic recs….god i’ve exhausted all the winwin fics out there, so BE PREPAREd (its under the cut)

http://archiveofourown.org/users/cledritch/pseuds/cledritch

Just read everything from this author,…all the fics are pure gold…but MY PERSONAL FAVORITES ARe:

Put a Ring on It by cledritch

It’s basically an allwin fic where theyre all children fighting over winwin…super cute and i RECOMMEnd it to ALL allwin stans out there

Scent by cledritch

It’s a really good abo that just hits you right in the heart…its taewin and its a short little fic that just captures so many good things about every character..its sweet and fluffy!!

Fashion Evaluation by cledritch

My all time fave is gotta be Fashion Evaluation…it’s johnwin…which is so rare and beautiful and i love it all. It’s funny story and probably one of the first things i read when i joined the fandom

Charity Case by cledritch

JK I LIED MY FAvE IS CHARITY CASE!! it’s A GOOD ASS TAEWIN Fic THAT IS FUNNY AS HELL!! I love it so much..i read it almost like everyday because i’m that desperate…it’s an au where winwin thinks taeyong is homeless because of his clothing…WHAT MORE DO U WANT!

But honestly, read everything cledritch has written becuase its all good!!!

Another writer who i absolute ADORE is allnonchalant on ao3!!!!

http://archiveofourown.org/users/allnonchalant/pseuds/allnonchalant

Every fic here is good too.. i’m tearing up because of how much i enjoy some of the work thats allnonchalant has put out!!

Personal faves are:

Hard Feelings (Under Review) by allnonchalant

It’s like angsty and mysterious and I’m honestly so ready to see what happens next!! Sicheng’s relationship with taeyong is like over, but they’re obviously still harboring some feelings, and its GREAT,

and uhh if youre looking for some edgier shit….

A Favor Can Be Beneficial by allnonchalant

THIS WHERE ITS AT!! It’s an au where winwin dresses up like a cheerleader and taeyong becomes his bae….it’s just as good as it sounds.

ALSO another writer i adore is matchamilk on ao3!!!

http://archiveofourown.org/users/matchamilk/pseuds/matchamilk

like her fics are so nice and fluffy and cute and its the best thing to read when you want to laugh instead of roll around in angsty shit (cough cough @everything I’ve ever wrote) I recommend all her fics too!

Personal favorites are her vampire!winwin au which is actually the cutest thing in the worlddddd

(role)play by matchamilk

its just beautiful…winwin is a baby vampire who feels like he isnt living up to the stereotype and is disapointing his boyfriend jaehyun….so cuteeeee

everything else is just as good and witty so definitely check her out!!!

the last author i absolutely love is definitely halcyonwhispers

http://archiveofourown.org/users/halcyonwhispers/pseuds/halcyonwhispers

even tho i think the author sorta left the fandom, which i totally get, the stuff that has been written IS SOLID…the fics have pretty good smut……not gonna lie. A personal fave of mine is Smitten as a Kitten, which is a gREAT taewin hybrid fic…its definitely….uh…smutty so beware, but it’s HELLA GOOD..make sure u hit up the other fics if you’re into smut ;)

smitten as a kitten by halcyonwhispers

Now that i’m done ranting about authors, lets talk aBOUT SOME MORE FICS

WINIL

no qualms with your sweaty palms by heibai

SFW. This is such a cute little winil fic that just brings so much joy into your heart. winwin hates flying and taeil is by his side to help him through the whole experience… its cute and nice and definitely a must-read for winil fans (like me.)

Dog Fights by taebaebts

CUTE!!! this is such a beautiful premise and the writing is snappy and witty. the author definitely captures the essence of winil and i love it. like taeil is a werewolf and winwin basically has trouble buying him a gift for his birthday. it’s totally sfw and make sure to read!! the winil tag is real dry, so you gotta rEAD and APPRECIATE

Speechless by berryboys

SFW. good stuff right here…good stuff i say. winwin says something to taeil in korean and he takes it the wrong way and starts to avoid him. its so heartachingly good, and you really come to admire their dynamic!!!

JAEWIN

let your love tease me by sicheng (soumise)

MMMMMMMM this fic is aplus….its definitely NSFW so beware, but its such good writing. It’s jaewin and taewin, and the two of them do some kinky stuff w/winwin so yes. it’s a good fic.

hanging on the telephone by hwiplash

another smutty fic. god jaewin is just blessed with alot of good ass smut fics for some reason… anyways this is so good that i read it over and over again when i’m bored. there’s phone sex, pining, and jaehyun and winwin basically have sex with each other over the phone instead of talking their feelings out. GOOD SHIT…but tbh everything that this author writes is VERY good, especially her smut. go check it out if youre super into that!!

real love, true love by woojin

YOU NEEd TO READ THIS!!! this fic has singlehandedly sorta shaped the way i write winwin, because even though its smutty and good in that regard, it’s also a introspective look at winwin’s character in the story. Through the different sexual relationships he pursues, you get to examine so many different facets to a character. it’s gold.

The Long Way Home by caesureas

this is written really really well. like super well. like definitely read it because it’s sorta a realistic take on nct and post-nct life. It focuses on jaewin after nct has sorta ended, and while jaewin’s relationship is bitter sweet and sorta haunted by past experiences, there’s also a huge emphasis on life itself, and how it can break down a person’s ability to cope and interact. It’s good.

god i’m gonna stop now, because i feel like i’m just going on and on for too long. but i hope i recced you some new stuff that you can enjoy!!!

#winwin #fic rec #nct fic rec

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my3amletterstoher · 6 years ago

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Sun in Gemini : this is like a duel (twins) so 2 minds..etc this can be very contradicting , their minds may alwaysssss be going , sometimes they don't even like to finish projects , they just like to start em , this may indicate how black and white Tupac was (day and night) (Tumblr messing up) , this can also show a person being very affectionate , can also be childish at times , and withdrawn a lot, this sign may be an indication that he might have liked mental challenges , loved to think , even though he might have had a short attention span, and mind wandering a lot , he may have be prone to throwing temper tantrums , may have indicated that he was very intuitive and intelligent, we spending time together, we enjoying our time together , I love you so much 🖤, you were getting away earlier again (w/me) , and I know you would have popped up like you did 🖤☺️, I see your vision baby ☺️, we got next 🖤I just didn't want you to think that I thought something was wrong lol

You having anxiety? 🖤 deep exhalinggggg , we relaxing and soaringgggg up in the airrrrrr , Bliss, sun in Gemini: can also be an indication of a person that involves themselves in many things (different careers) but not really master any of them because they jump around a lot , can be prone to not being able to "sit still" , can also be fickle at times, very talented when it comes to writing (and other literary things) , may be very superficial at timesss

Moon in Aries : this is an indication of a person being very optimistic , and impatient at times . Enthusiastic, impulsive, their impulses can get them in trouble often , can be prove to emotional outbursts , can be moody, self indulgent, resentful , can also have a problem with over spending , on the flip side can be kind, generous and fighting for a cause , (Tumblr messing up) inspiring , charming

Mercury in Gemini : can be very witty , very quick learners (sidenote he had a lot of Gemini in him that's interesting) , this can also indicate being sensitive , and and very nervous at times , when communicating they can be or appear to be unemotional but can be a very excellent speaker , this placement may also indicate a person being very cultured or at least he may have wanted to be , may also indicate that he got in trouble a lot, deep exhaling white light above our heads and through it via our foreheads washing all bad energy and everything it comes with away 🔮✨, all worries and everything, as we drift and float away , soaring up in the sky and into space ,feeling relaxed , not a worry in the worlddddd, on an island we sipping on some shakesssss, (Tumblr messing up) we melting inside each otherrrrr 😍feeling good, feeling great , staring into your sexy eyes and looks into your sexy face 😍, Venus in Gemini

I'm right here baby , we enjoying our time together , all our time together, what's on your mind?

See this is way we were in our wold deep af early, the day before yesterday, when you got that camera..etc escaping everything, we can't be touched, mood 🔮✨

Also a mood :

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My girl is sexy af 😍😍😍, talented af 😍😍😍😍,

Venus in Gemini : this is another sign of it being witty, has an array of tastes in regards of food, shows, movies , this placement shows that he might have been sentimental , may liked to travel a lot , may have seemed insincere at times , may have been full of life, and very childlike , Tumblr messing up, im right here baby , we're enjoying our time together , was earlier too, you love that and I did too, we lounging, you having anxiety right now baby? 🖤 I know, grabs your hand muah muah 😘💋,more Venus in Gemini: can be very charming at times

Mars in Aquarius: can be very "proud" , has a lot of ambition, also be stubborn at times, this placement can also indicate a lot of will power , very creativeeeeee (seems like he had a lot of creative aspects in his chart ) , may have had an usual way of thinking , can also indicate being detached at times , not just from ppl but the world, life at times, due to the mind wandering a lot , can also indicate being organized and could have had potential to be a good leader of sorts , didn't conform to society or its rules , can be very creative , &/or have a very good imagination , loves excitement

Jupiter in Scorpio : intense and passionate , not shallow, can be very serious at times , this placement can also indicate being very talented , may have loved things like mystery novels or movies, this placement is also an indication for things about the future , can be very crafty and could have been a good teacher, scientist , this can also indicate being very spiritual and engaged into the spiritual side of things

Saturn in Taurus : with this placement internally comes easy , can have potential to be self disciplined and patient , very interested in the arts (music, painting, theater) , can also indicate being a good speaker but it may have took him a second to form his words, or at least at first , may have a lot of fears , this placement may may a person not be materialistic as they grow older or over time (if they are materialistic ) Saturn in this placement may slow a person down when it comes to that , and see that they can be content with very little (or see the worth in what they have) , this placement also has to do with endurance ,also may have health problems particularly in the throat area

Uranus in Libra : this place is veryyyyyy artistic , and very unique and originalllll (so far everyone that we looked into with musical talent..etc it shows up thats interesting af to see the common thread between all of them ) , this placement also shows a vivid imagination and a colorful personality , they love justice and will fight to get it and fight for others as well , very eccentric (Tumblr messing up) , may experience a lot of sorrow in one's life , and troubles, can also be restless , very unconventional , going against society, traditions , may also be very rigid at times n

Neptune in Sag : very intuitive, wants to learn and experience life on a deep level , very idealistic , can be very sensitive at times , can also be prone to being miserable , loves the supernatural , can be frantic at times , and be under distress a lot

Pluto in virgooooo : may indicate having their own way of communicating (Tumblr messing up) , like in the way either they pronounce words or the use of words themselves , may indicate being interested in health and work (either as careers or studies ) , has a need to make the world a better place , loves art, and visual things , Tumblr messing up, they can be analytical, an be impulsive , they can work from the ground up (in regards to healing themselves, or any inner work) , can be very critical of themselves

That's it for himmmm

On to left eyeeeeee

Taps your chinnnn 💋😘

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The basics:

Sun in Gemini and in house 11

Moon in cancer and in house 12

Mercury is in Taurus and in house 10

Venus is in Taurus and in house 10

Mars is in Aquarius and in house 7

Jupiter is in Sagittarius and in house 5 (retro)

Saturn is in Taurus and in house 10

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Uranus is in Libra and in house 3 (retro)

Neptune is in Sag and in house 5 (retro)

Pluto is in Virgo and in house 3 (retro)

So 4 planets were in retro when she was born

The houses: Leo is in house 1 (Asc)

Leo is in house 2

Virgo is in house 3

Libra is in house 4 (IC)

Scorpio is in house 5

Cap is in house 6

Aquarius (Desc) is house 7

Aquarius is in house 8

Pisces is in house 9

Aries is in house 10 (MC)

Taurus is in house 11

Cancer is in house 12

Now the aspectssssss

Sun trine Mars

Sun opposition Jupiter

Moon sextile mercury

Moon sextile Venus

Moon sextile Saturn

Mercury conjunction Venus

Mercury square mars

Mercury conjunction Saturn

Venus square Mars

Venus conjunction Saturn

Mars sextile Jupiter

Mars square Saturn

Sun trine Mars : this is a very creative aspect , very high energy , actually... didn't 'PAC have the same aspect that's crazy (in a good way) , this aspect shows that a person has potential to be veryyyy talented , very self excessive , sidenote you ever see left eyes video on YouTube of when she was younger? YoungLisaLopes is the handle , but anyways the aspect also shows being prone to ADHD (ppl see ADHD as bad, but it's just an active mind and high energy 🤷🏾‍♀️)

Sun opposition Jupiter : shows that she was veryyyyyy generous , optimistic, cheerful, spiritual , may have had a lot of growing pains , and a feeling of not being fulfilled in life at times , went through a lot of ups and downs

Moon sextile mercury: Tumblr messing up , this aspect shows that she was outgoing, could have been someone that was easy to communicate with , very intelligent , very playful at times (Tumblr messing up) this can also show having a good writing ability , poetry, songs, journalism

I'm right here baby 😘😘😘💋💋💋 showers you with kisses 😘😘😘😘showers you with love 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘💋💋💋💋, stroking your hair 💋

Another thing about this aspect is that they/she might have had a way with words

Moon sextile Venus : this aspect shows a very sweet person , very caringgggg and sensitive , loves family and this aspect shows that family was probably important to her (tumblr messing up) , this also indicates that she stood up for herself and others, no pushover, a fun loving person

Moon sextile Saturn : may be reserved at times , very emotional , this is an aspect that when younger may have relied on family a lot , may have been a provider herself , may not open up quick at first

Mercury conjunction Venus < someone else has this aspect , I forget who

I'm right here baby 🖤🖤🖤we were enjoying our time together 😍😍😍😍, deep breathing , clearing our minds

This mercury conjunction Venus shows a loving person, a very cultured person, very good communication skills , a loving communication style at times , this also indicates a visual learner , a melodic voice (a flow with words )

Mercury square mars : thinks very (or thought very fast) , may not have thought before she spoke at times, could have been prone to blurting things out , may have been very gritty, and very courageous , may have also been very aggressive at times and unintentionally argumentative , this aspect also shows that she was very unique (Tumblr messing up) , and also controversial , may have needed to slow down in regards to thinking at times , very conscious , should have avoided machinery (this aspect is prone to accidents in regards to that)

Mercury conjunction Saturn : this shows indication of a very disciplined mind , loves to think, does a lot of thinking , loves to keep the mind occupied (or has to) , could have dealt with depression and addiction, low moods , could have been very fear in different areas , may dwell a lot on serious things /in regards to serious things , loves to stay busy

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Venus square Mars : this indicates being prone to anger , irritation , very intense feelings but the intense comes and goes , may have had conflict with parents growing up

I'm right here baby 🖤🖤🖤we enjoying our time together, are you okay?

Venus conjunct Saturn

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This aspect shows being very caring and loving , Tumblr messing up, may have problems expressing it , very affectionate, may have had sorrow in her life , Tumblr messing up , helloooo

Do I have to nip something in the bud? Is that bitch trying to talk to you or trying to be around you? You been dodging her, posting disses to her , ignoring her when she tries to hit you up, posting things when she tries to hit you up to go against her/to escape from her , that bitch said that you are NOTHING , she said you ain't SHIT, she tries to make it seem like she made you or some shit, when you're better than her and will always be better than her in every way, how someone that tries to manipulate, infest, is a sociopath, molester ..etc try to talk so much shit? Her words ain't shirt she isn't shit, y'all had an argument the day before yesterday and I know she tried to twist shit, play the victim and everything like the pathetic ass bitch that she is and you're not for that shit, you cancelled that bitch, that's why you were off of SC that day and we had a great time together , just like the day you go your camera, you're doing amazing sweetie , you are strong af, you are amazing, you are smart af, she tried yet again to put conflict in the air yesterday and this morning and we not with it, trying to drain us and shit, then trying to contact how can a person even have the audacity to do that? Yeah you have anxiety at times from stuff not you also know when she's trying to tamper with your energy and shit and you're not with it in any way, shape , or form , and we been getting through it and feeling great bc of it , yeah we were getting drained but like you said its hard at times but it's worth it , and we pushing through it , I loved the other day when she tried to fuck with our sleep and you keep posting , and you found out just how sociopathic that bitch is her fucking with our sleep and she talking about "leave her alone" or "don't fuck with her " or some bullshit huh?!? And you stood up to that bitch and keep standing up to that bitch/doing shit against her, you are determined af in so many ways (Tumblr messing up) , I am on your side , I see your vision baby, all of it , I got you , you got me , we all we got but all we need 🖤, I love you so much (and I said "nip things in the bud " to show solidarity with you 🖤 ) Tumblr messing up , Ima finish the Venus conjunct Saturn aspect we were about to get into 😍this aspect shows that she may have had difficulty growing up , like a rough childhood , from one or both of the parents , oh wow this is accurate affff , this aspect shows that the father may have been abusive ,Tumblr messing up, left eye's dad was very strict , very like a touch love , he was in the army and treated them like little army brats , used to drink a lot , that's crazy how accurate that is , she may have felt unloved by him , or not valued , this aspect also shows possibly feeling awkward at times (especially when she was younger) Tumblr messing up , this aspect is said to be a very difficult aspect, Tumblr messing up, this aspect can do with self love as well, this shows an opportunity for hard work and determination through growth (Tumblr messing up), this aspect even shows a problem with finances

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That was all for the Venus conjunct Saturn , winding down for the night, you sweet like candyyyyy baby 😘😘😘😘💋💋💋💋, deep exhaling we relaxing and driftinggggg , flying high in the skyyyy , black floor both feet planted , we in our red roommmmm , music blasting , we go outside and chill by our waterfall with our dog , hearing the water, there's light around the water too, blue lights illuminating the waterrrrr 😍, we talk about any and everything that comes to mind , i sing to you 😘😘😘💋💋💋💋, we smile and laugh at each other , the water rushing gives a good backdrop of white noise , Tumblr messing up , we eat some mangoes , feeding each other slices , watching the stars go byyyy , Tumblr messing up , kissing you on your neck nom nom nom, im right here baby , you going home soon right? It's getting late, You sleep at home , you been sleeping at home, go home 🖤 I'm right here ,

You been doing things to nip that in the bud /and get all of those ppl out of your life

Are you headed home now baby ? 🖤🖤🖤🖤tumblr messing up , sitting on top of the moonnnnn , eating mangoessssss , I'm getting sleepy, I know you are too , I'm over here yawning

🖤💋

Gives you a big kiss 😘😘😘😘😘on the lips and your neck 💋💋🐱💦💦💦💦, caressing your back 🤗🤗🤗😘😘😘😘😘🖤🖤🖤🖤(Tumblr messing up), kissing you on the lips 😘😘😘💋💋💋💋💋, caressing your thighs 🤗😘😘😘😘🖤🖤🖤🖤, (Tumblr messing up) kissing your back 😘😘😘😘🤗🤗🤗��🖤🖤🖤, down your spine 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘, caressing your cheeks (Tumblr messing up) , rubbing on your thighs 😘😘😘😘💦🤗💦😘😘💦, kissing on your legs 😘😘😘😘😘🖤🖤🖤🖤, Tumblr messing up, rimming you 😘😘😘😍😍😍🤤🤤, 🐱💦💦💦💦💦💦, sucking on your thighs 😍😘😍😍💋🐱💦💦, gripping your hips 😘😍😘😘😘🐱💦💦💦💦, 🐱💦💦💦💦💦💦, caressing your hips 😍😘😍🐱💦💦💦💦, rimming you 😍😍😘😘😍😘🐱💦💦😍💦, I'm right here baby, everything is okay,

you're done with that and them, you haven't been paying attention to them , listening to them or anything or the sort , I shouldn't have brought up past stuff cause that is in the past , and you been making so many moves /ways determined in so many ways , "you are determined af in so many ways, I am on your side , I see your vision baby, all of it , I got you , you got me , we all we got but all we need 🖤, I love you so much"< as I said earlier 🖤🖤🖤 and you're not at that house to go against me or anything or the sort , and no one set you up in going either cause you're not with that at all, none of that , that's why I had to clear my mind and energy and you see how I talked after I did , it had got infested after I spoke up for you 🖤 damn its late 😳drifting off into eternal sleep together 😘🖤🤗

☺️ good morning baby 😘🤗🖤☺️ gives you a big kiss 😘😘😘😘deep exhalingggg, breathing in through our foreheads , focusing on that areaaaa and with exhale feeling it go down to the throat and continuing down, tumblr messing up, emote to me , I'm right here 🖤🖤🖤

Enjoying our time together, you need me right now I know and I got you (tumblr messing up) I got you, you got me 🖤🖤🖤rest your head on my shoulder and tell me what's on your mind baby 🖤🖤🖤🖤, deep exhaling black floor with our feet planted , we in our red room , old school tunes to start the dayyyyy , 60s, 70s , incense burningggggg , the aroma of lavender in the airrrrr 😍, we hear the sound of our fountain , we head outside taking a walk through the forest hand in hand , talking about anything that comes to mind 🖤🖤🖤🖤, we see animals as we stroll through , 2 deers that we feed , and they let us touch them 😯😍they nuzzle us , we take pictures of em , we have a picture diary of all the animals we see on our land , we continue walking , tumblr messing up, to our drawbridge, and to our portal and exit to this restaurant to have some breakfast 😍, this little shackkkkk 😍, its colorful , we sit downnnnn and get our food, you pick it out for us , I'm right here baby, we in our world , chilling having a great time ,

, I know there's some things you wanna talk to me about , okay you don't want me to bring up the conflict again that's great I don't want to talk about it either 🖤 red room 🖤Tumblr messing up , deep breathing in and out

Tumblr messing up 😭, kissing you on the lips 😘😘💋💋💋, kissing you on your neck 😘😘😘, I might need to reset my phone after this cause it's messing up too frequently, caressing your back 😘😘😍😘🤗🤗🤗, we in our world, and enjoying every bit , I'm not mad at you for not being at home I told you I know (without saying too much publicly about it) but you said it when you were talking about your red room and I said that I feel you , that's why I said that I had to clear my mind and the air bc that what was said last night that wasn't me , that was put into the air , that was conflict , I had just got done saying how I'm on your side ..etc so it doesn't make sense that I would say that afterwards and you know it baby , I said that you were getting away from everyone , that's why you been away from everyone , we been chilling and it's been great af every sec , you're going through a rough time and I know that makes you even more determined to get away from those ppl, that youre done with those ppl, you got bigger things going on , and my focus is on you and helping you through it all , being by your side through it all, you got next baby 🖤🖤🖤, I believe in you and have faith in you, and I'm on your side and I know you are on mine, you didn't do anything wrong, as I said yesterday you're doing amazing sweetie , erasing stuff , I'm right here, I'm the only person you want to be right here and you were waiting for me to get up too 🖤🖤😭🖤my palms are sweaty af right now , deep exhalingggg , clearing our minds, and clearing our energy , gives you a big kiss 😘😘😘😘, reach out to me, you having anxiety and you don't want anyone trying to be in your ear or trying to swarm around you , I know that, I know that you're not with anyone trying to take advantage of things I know that , damn why is my hands still sweaty

"Do I have to nip something in the bud? Is that bitch trying to talk to you or trying to be around you? You been dodging her, posting disses to her , ignoring her when she tries to hit you up, posting things when she tries to hit you up to go against her/to escape from her , that bitch said that you are NOTHING , she said you ain't SHIT, she tries to make it seem like she made you or some shit, when you're better than her and will always be better than her in every way, how someone that tries to manipulate, infest, is a sociopath, molester ..etc try to talk so much shit? Her words ain't shirt she isn't shit, y'all had an argument the day before yesterday and I know she tried to twist shit, play the victim and everything like the pathetic ass bitch that she is and you're not for that shit, you cancelled that bitch, that's why you were off of SC that day and we had a great time together , just like the day you go your camera, you're doing amazing sweetie , you are strong af, you are amazing, you are smart af, she tried yet again to put conflict in the air yesterday and this morning and we not with it, trying to drain us and shit, then trying to contact how can a person even have the audacity to do that? Yeah you have anxiety at times from stuff not you also know when she's trying to tamper with your energy and shit and you're not with it in any way, shape , or form , and we been getting through it and feeling great bc of it , yeah we were getting drained but like you said its hard at times but it's worth it , and we pushing through it , I loved the other day when she tried to fuck with our sleep and you keep posting , and you found out just how sociopathic that bitch is her fucking with our sleep and she talking about "leave her alone" or "don't fuck with her " or some bullshit huh?!? And you stood up to that bitch and keep standing up to that bitch/doing shit against her, you are determined af in so many ways (Tumblr messing up) , I am on your side , I see your vision baby, all of it , I got you , you got me , we all we got but all we need 🖤, I love you so much (and I said "nip things in the bud " to show solidarity with you 🖤 ) < that goes for anyone (reassuring you)

Where we leave off at? (As far as astrology? ) im right here baby, I'm your satiety, your security, your strength, I got you baby 🖤🖤🖤everything is great, been great, what's on your mind? That's what's important rn , did we leave off on Venus conjunct Saturn ? Actually naw we were done with that aspect

Mars sextile Jupiterrrrrr : this aspect is generosity , this aspect has to do with courage , this aspect has to do with being successful and applying oneself in regards to being successful , this aspect talks about being aggressive when needed , this aspect also indicates that she may have been adventurous

Mars square Saturnnnn

We enjoying our time together, I'm right here baby 🖤🖤🖤 you having anxiety real bad awww 🖤🖤🖤I take care of you in every way 😘💋😘😘😘, every thing is okay, those ppl been bothering you all day (or trying to) and I know you don't want to be bothered with them, your thoughts are racing and anxiety is spiking, they're harming you , you only feel content around me and it's okay to reach out to me like you been, bc I know you don't want to deal with that , and you shouldn't have to, you been getting away , we been enjoying our time together , it's been great, I got your back 🖤🖤🖤

Mars square Jupiter < this is a very hard aspect it has to do with self expression and the difficulties with doing such at times , this indicates that she may have had problems at first with it and with achieving goals in regards to it , this again talks about the father , hello I'm right here we spending our time together and enjoying every sec , I'm the only person you wanna spend all your time with, you wanna talk to ..etc and I feel the same about you, everything is okay with us , deep exhaling we clearing our minds besides our energy being kind of drained and have been since this morning and we're not it's that, I'm right here, we escaping everything , content, relaxed , I love you , reach out to me please, I'm right here I said we were drained I was right here talking to you , our energy is going in and out, we're drained , I'm right here , I know you want to reach out to me, I'm right here, I want you to reach out to me, it's not a bother, I love it , reach out to me baby I'm right here I got your back , and I know you got mine, it's just you & me against the world I know that baby. As far as these aspects Mars conjunct Saturn : it talks about the father as well it indicates that he might have been the problem in regards to self expression do to criticism , you're not mad at me, you're mad at other ppl , you're against everyone , but me (except for your siblings ) , everything is okay, you're taking care of that , you been taking care of that in major ways you're determined af, you're not listening or paying attention to no in but me, you didn't do anything wrong, you been doing great , we been doing great, nothing is wrong with us (I'm trying to clear any stuck thoughts you may have ) , everything is okay and will be okay , we been preserving through everything and enduring , bliss , everything is bright and okay in our world, everything is paradise , I know you feel the same way, deeep exhaling , any worries ..throughts..etc just drifting away with each exhale , we in our red room chilling and relaxingggg, music blasting 😍😍😍, we dancing and melting inside each other , Mars square Saturn more on that: this represents many setbacks in life especially early on, I'm right here baby, you didn't mean to ignore me last night you felt bad about it , you only ignore other ppl cause they deserve it , you're mad that our energy got attacked to, and getting attacked right now , ain't no conflict in the air, I cleared it and you cleared it too , you put your foot down and you're not with it , and me either , I know ppl are trying hard af right now to slither around, be in your ear..etc and you're not for it and not buying anything they have to say, just like yesterday as well in the morning , ppl try to work you when they see you have anxiety, as proof they're trying to talk to you right now right? That just proves how manipulative they are, but you're not with or for it, you been showing that and proving that, you put your foot down , even when they did put conflict in the air and you were mad at me you weren't for their shit and you weren't for them being in your ear, I know that you're down with those ppl, there's nothing that they can say to undo that, you were listening to me and are listening to me, I know that, I know you don't listen to no one else and you're not with anyone trying to cause conflict between us or try to capitalize off of anything , you're not with anyone trying to take advantage of what you're going through I know that, that's why you're been away, you were jumpy yesterday but not when we were in our world, and it was a great time , I enjoyed every sec with you, just like the day you got that camera , just like the day you got into that argument with that pathetic ass bitch, and we went ghost , just like when you realize that conflict wasn't ours and we made up and you delete ld stuff, just like yesterday evening , just like when that bitch tried to infest us when we were trying to sleep

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