#I WANT HIM I WANT HJM I WANT HIM I WANT HIM
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um. can i say somethinf
#♡.gabi barks#self indulgent i dont care but#need him to tie me up soooo bad but like#need him to use the tie as. a leash. i dont knoq#need hjm to put it around my neck n need to be his puppy and idk idk idk idk idk ikd im so#gonna cry#wanr him to makr me get on all fours n cr*wl to him and oh my god. oral fixation is so bad. need him to let me **** his ****#usinf the tie to. Tug. and Pull. and.. yeah#wow i can really just write what i want … i forget i can literslly Do That.#okay would he call you#mutt or pup/puppy or. dare i say. doggie…. i donr know#please dont perceive me i hate weed im nevwr takinf an edible or smoking ever again never ever ever ever#enhypen smut#park sunghoon smut
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needed to draw them again i love them so much you don't understand
#south park#south park post covid#south park style#stan marsh#kyle broflovski#fanart#stan x kyle#wanted to draw adult kyle with glasses#matt stone may've got contacts or laser eye surgery or something#but in my bones i feel that kyle would be skeeved out by anything that has to do with his eyes#if you touch your eyes in front of him it makes hjm viscerally uncomfortable
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i hes so he. i. exploding into confetti, shaking him around, screaming and throwing up /pos
#i want to scrunch hjm up and throw him into a wall /aff#he simultaneously has the “omg i made you?!” (affectionate) and “omg i.. made you?!” (insult) affect on us#im so normal
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Can I say that Jason let's himself be forged into a weapon so he can be can be held
#last blorbo post of the night i prommy. i hauve thoughts about hjm#becoming too lethal and heavy of a weapon that no one wants to use him after making it all that he is#i am so close to shoving appetite of a people pleaser in my jason todd playlist. at first i fully denied. copycat was enough and appetite#is a different branch of that tree#but man. man.#cat standing on hindlegs image#he has to feel useful. hes so used to having to help to take care of to do#and obviously. bruce basically adopting him to be robin. and *gestures vaguely to all of bruce*#i just want him to be allowed to be a child i just want him to be held i just want him to be loved and not having to do anything for it#or feeling like he can only get it if hes Useful somehow#tge modern comics may destroy me i thibk#anyway. good night#honk shoe mimimi or whatever#ive seen posts recently about the parentification of jason (mostly in regards to fanon) and man. man.#they have fully entered my beliefs yeagh#sits on the floor holding cigarette loosly in hand image
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sometimes i feel this longing for him and i want to die
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i need to kill myself (re-experiencing debilitating crush i did not ask for)
#sorry for pining on a friday morning i just need to talk somewhere#im so bad at emotional vulnerability hhaaah#what am i even doung. i wsnt tot ell hjm so much but#i would sooner simply disappear from the face of the earth than ever make him uncomfortable or make him feel obligated to put up with me#i really. i dont want ot talk to him but also its the one thing i want to do all day every day#anyway i slice it. he wouldn't understand anyway that id be satisfied eith whatever sort of intimacy i can get from him#so its not like it even matters when ill only ever be an arms length away#ah. i want to send him sunflowers and whatever fucking household appliance he needs today#this sucks. so much#who in the world would willingly choose to ever fall in love#ran rambles
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Can't even pick a movie because everything reminds me of him
#txt#put the simpsons movie on 3 nights in a row cause its juat#just#not a reminder lol its the only thing#8 years of watching shit while in a relationship#and its all#a#reminder#i legit havent wanted to die so badly since i was a teenager#everything is fucking agitating me#i cant handle it#i csnt#i donnnnnnnttttttt wanna do this#omg#im going insane aha#he comes here and it makes him sad so i said dont come here anymore#but i need to see hi.#him#and talk to hjm#but he said im messaging too much when i asked#so what the fuck am i supposed to do#cant sleep without something on BECAUSE of him ahaha#the fucking irony man
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O YA I FORGOR FOR A BIT BUT HAVE SOME GIJINKA'D OC DOODLES
#object show community#object shows#osc art#osc oc#osc ocs#my ocs :]#shark is so sweet because he could literally KILL SOMEONE#and yet he wants to watch butterflies and sniff flowers like a disney princess#i love him i made him so loveably pathetic#THE OTHER OCS R COLL TOO#my daughter notebook and her brother martini#are they not both your children? why is martini not given thr son title.#i dont like hjm#ignoring the fact notebook isnt even here#i just thought that was funny
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sabins gray beard im so sick about it
#i want him i want him i want him i wnat him i want him i want hjm i want him i want him#impact liveblog
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I'm going to see how I feel after this date tomorrow, but at the moment my thoughts are that he'd be a nice friend but I don't feel romantically interested. Whether that's just something that needs time idk.
I worry I have a bit of a scarcity mindset, that I worry about this being my only option hence why I'm so unsure about it.
He's nice, we talked for 4 hours but he hasn't text me since Monday, he hasn't done things I would usually want from a man in a romantic way ie. Taking the lead, asking me to let him know I got home safe, letting me know he had a good time on the date which i had to do hours later etc.
He's nice but I suspect I want what he can't provide in terms of a more dominant figure, leader, a protector. Not that I can't protect myself but as I'm in that dominant role for work, it's nice when the guy takes over and I can just feel safe and looked after. I also want someone who's super into me and who I'm super into as well, I want someone who I'm excited to talk to not just like oh he's nice...
I'm going to see how I feel after the date tomorrow because first dates are awkward and it might be different but... I think my level of uncertainty about my feelings probably suggests it's not going to work as something other than a friendship.
If you've got advice etc feel free to drop me a line lol
#last guy i dated i liked him the moment the date ended#i was giddy ans excited and wantes to spend all my time wirh hjm#this is not it#the nerdy boi
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Some warriors fans on Twitter are hella obsessed with hating on poole
That brother isn't even in our damn team anymore leave bro to fuck around with the wizards damn!!
#i hate that mf#but I'm not gonna shit on hjm once he aint in the team#the fuck i look like#hope he has fun with the wiz tho#i just dont want him on my team#jordan poole#golden state warriors#gsw
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Shinji Ikari x ME is the best Evangelion ship, actually. I will treat him right. We will hold hands and I’ll cheer him on. He will be my boywife and we will kiss :3
(Please note that I’ve only seen NGE and EOE, I do not know wgat is going on in the manga nor the rebuilds yet!!)
#idk I never felt this way watching the Netflix dub (I get why ppl like Casey but I just can’t vibe w his Shinji)#but during my whole viewing experience of the ADV dub my heart has been in shambles over this guy!!!!!!#ljke he’s so fucjing RAW he’s ANGSTY and PISSED OFF and SCARED and I want to HUG HIM#I’m finally verbalizing this shit outside of my journal now bc idk tomorrows workout will b the final episode and i can’t take ittttt#instrumentality is SO FUCJKUNG SAD!!!!!!!#also to get around Kaworu they can be moirails idk :3#he just makes me happy#and sad#but sad in a cute funsies way#my txt#f/o#fictional other#I wgant hjm#I am considering the chikita#but his face is so OBLONG THERE
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I think about him more than I want to
#me talking#its been 2 and a half months i want to stop thinking about him already#sometimes its not even about liking him still its just about random things i like about him#its like the same amount as i thought of him when we were together#im happier now but im still sad i think about him this much and id rather just move on like he has#probably?#i just wanna know what the other part of his resson for asking me how ive been was#but that was a few weeks ago i feel like its been too long to show interest in that#i dont want hjm to know if he isnt thinking the same way#hnmmmmmmm he could definitely be thinking about me like this too. i know what i did to him
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#hey so at what point do i sctually stop wsnting to tslk to hin when i see him#bc . im so . well detschrd fromcthid i dony rlly Wsnna fjcking tsljntl him#n then i see his fucmin. face n jus wanns tslk to him but I Literslly Rdfusd sorry#like he clesrly wants notging tk do with me butbdawg . i miss him a little#i gag st watxhing him im sk honest here . bht#if i dont ill like . get thjd sching feeling wstxginf hin knosing i cant dcen talk tk hjm#like . sgit msn . this is killing me to a degree .#anyway dsnxing js fun im enjoying this .#so fsr its freestyle n a hakf attempt st attemptung the actusl glee dances / or an interprutstionnofnthr dsnce#bc i am drunk n rlly fucming stoned. snd tjred#side nore . i refuse to think abt ehst i look like playing pool#that is None of my zbusiness 💜#shove it up ur arse
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i migjt need to put down as a mercy kill or whatever
#thinking anout unrequited silvercandle again#WHAT DO YOU MEANNNN THEY DONT TALK ANYMORE??? WHAT ON EARTH???#literally made to be together what /j#see im so genuiely sad about it but i also feel like their distance is good for silver#bc silver became infatuated with candle and its like yeah ofc ofc crush#but if got bad when it stafged to negatively effect him and other people around him#like with what he did with yin yang (knocking hjm out) bc in his mind he needed to prove himself or whateevr?#and in that same episode he needed to trust the candle doll like cabby did with test tubes doll#but he didnt which yeah ofc he would with the real candle (maybe) it kind of shows that hes still kind of distrusting#we also have him like obsessing over her acceptance and approval which ends up leading to him using inner flame#which if you WATCHED the ep then you would know it went horribly#mot to mention candles side#she just wanted to best for everyone including herself#she knows the two of them staying seperate and just friends would be the best thinf for the both of them#im sure shes sad that she wont get to spend time with silver as much as she wants to but its in thejr best interest#not to mention she doesnt like him like that#and in silvers exit interview he spoke on like people who didnt find him as charming as he thought he was didnt deserve him#and i think the distance between him and candle really made him see that#that like even though he wants to talk and spend time with candle she doesnt give him approval#and that he would most likely not get it if he tries to obsess after her for it#him realizing that he needs to give up on having a romantic relationship with candle and finding people who like him#thats the best thing to happen#so rven if he doesnt get to marry or date candle he still got the best thing to happen#anyways im going back to crying this is upsetting
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i dont knowew whats wrong with my brain i litr feel soooo on edge rn and i had a flashback and i need to cry but i cant release and im just so overwhelmed and tired
#too many thungs in my head!!!#and i want to talk 2 sweet dandelion abt it but idk ive nvr broached things ljke that before & hes still in bristol w pals so i do Not want#to rake away frm that esp after his ex!!!#i think ill chat w him on friday abt like. what we both struggle with & how 2 support each other :) i like hjm lots
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