#I USED TO PRAYYYYY

[elliesglock]

AZZI FUDD DRAFT DUMPING I CANT BREATHE

[veilleur-de-nuit]

ETOILES IS BACKKKKK

[mmyashas]

WE USED TO PRAYYYYY

i just saw this jbut # SO REAL i hopeu are doing aweosne salty jr a cool friend never forgettjat

[crystillvisions]

I-C-U-N-I | 12 Jan 2021

none of us can stay focused lol that podcadt??

stays in the VAULT

let’s not call it t 2020 let’s say 0202

like oh two oh twoooooo never much luv when we go 02 i pray 2 make it back in one piece i prayyy i prayyyyy

cuz i will not be driving tn

i read these texts from the group chat a full year and some days later

i can still see the message in the thread because the gc hasn’t been that active

i think we all departed from our vision boards at some point

which aren’t set in stone or anything vision boards can just be tossed and re-done and re-done on impulse

we are all very good at living on impulse

not sure if it’s something we shouldn’t have in common because it’s maybe not great

it gets us into weird places

we each wake up in weird places

this is something i’d rather not think about so i will text y’all again

do u guys still have ur vision board stuff

if u do let’s pick up together!!!!

we can work together

by that i mean u can take inspiration from me n

i will bring new time/people mags over

it’s never 2 late xcept in death

n then only maybe

[crispyimagines17]

Hey!!! This quarantine is not fun! I hope you are staying healthy and safe, but I’m obsessed with the gossip girl stuff and was wondering if it is still a series or if it will be out soon? It would make may quarantine way better!! Stay safe!!!

Hi hon, hope you’re doing well too. 

Ugh tell us! This quarantine shit got us struggling with happy/sad moods hahah one day we’re okay and the other we’re so tired to get out of bed. Hope the end of all this is near or at least almost 60% haha 

About Gossip Girl... 

I’m the one in charge of writing that hahha and my friend L has been telling me to comeback but Uni and life got in the way. Though today I woke up with a lot of Blair’s mood haha i’m listening to our Upper East Side mood playlist and i’m feeling inspired. 

Pray prayyyyy for this feeling to keep on until night when i can finally have a moment of peace without work and study sessions so i can writeeee. 

If it’s not then you’ll surely get news of Gossip Girl this June. I promise. Uni sets us free that month hahha

Take care and stay safe, honey!

-D. 

[happyhippystuff]

CB Day 40:

didn’t sleep well last night, so i woke up feeling like i barely slept. woke up edgy, made a cup of lemongrass tea and wrote letters. then, did a revitalise class by psycle which was a good balancing flow. decided to stream into morning service for a change + i was waiting to break my fast - ps russel spoke about prayer, and we will be entering 2 weeks of prayer and fasting. i think one area that God has been challenging me this season, is also in the aspect of prayer life and also WHO DO I KNOW HIM AS. i always find it so hard to believe in the power of prayer, idk if i don’t trust in who God is, or do i not trust myself but again, it all boils down to how much i know God - is He someone who only answers certain prayers? or is He a God who answers our prayers, regardless of who we are. 

anyhow, i broke fast on the dot today HAHAHA and felt a bit less edgy after ingesting some CARBSSSSS HAHA mb its the lack of carbs making me angsty.......... and then i proceeded to have lunch + a bunch of snacks (this is why i will never lose weight), but okay ~period cravings~ HAHA i think bad sleep just makes me lose all form of self control. 

it is currently 14:23 and i have yet to do anything productive today, except maybe decide on a birthday gift for aunty yani - i took REAL long on that bc i don’t rly research on skincare much + trying to fit within a budget + having SO MANY options + my indecisiveness ._. it makes me feel like getting stuff for myself too HAHAHA but no, i do NOT need it. 

i plugged in my earpiece and am listening to piano tunes, just for some calming effect + cues to get into the mood to prepare for my interview. i’m trying to tell myself to just be myself, and to really think about what i want and who i am, instead of moulding myself into who i think the interviewers want me to be - i think this is sth that i need to learn, to be truest version of me - and if people are unable to accept, then it is probably not a good fit. also trying to keep in mind that it is He who opens doors and He who closes them - whatever it is, i know that it is for my good. 

going to have belated mothers’ day crab meal for dinner tonight so i guess, cheat day :D am just rly sluggish today but i think i’ll still do a workout later, and if i’m rly not feeling it, i can always do easier variations. 

okay, interview prep time (!!!) 

I ought to be asleep, but I just wanted to end off today!!!

So I did a workout in the end because, keeping the goal in mind. No regrets tho, I think the thing about working out is... the starting is always the hardest. Dinner was super yums, I ate so so so much but no regrets :-) hehe. Also, I shamelessly asked the bf if he could buy me flowers HAHAH Altho I’m not a flower person but I Guess... once awhile it’s nice🥺 and maybe bc life has been so mehhhh. but idk..... the money can probably be used for better things HAHA

Hmm sort of prepared for my interview, but also am a bundle of nervesssssss oh Lord I don’t want to want it more than You. And decided that I will fast from processed sugar and snacking for the next 14 days. Fasting is always such a thin line to tread for me personally bc Idw to use fasting as a cover for other things but this time!! I’ll rly check my heart and make sure that my intentions are right. I’ll also try to be more INTENTIONAL with spending time to prayyyyy.

Okay bed time!!!!

[itsmymindspeaking]

Oh god I prayyyyy that they don’t censor these for us when it comes out to EN these were sooo beautiful and I was looking sooo forward to them 🥺

And also hope they don’t drastically change future dates and karmas :/

MLQC CH: Valentine’s Karma Changes

honestly, i can’t comment on why the changes were done, because it’s more of a cultural thing in general– but i’m hoping they’d consider giving us the original version when it comes to the en game. i also hope to get the original dates with it! i really hope the overall gameplay doesn’t change. ♡

Before and After!

i’m glad they didn’t close victor’s shirt– but mc now has jeans. gavin’s mc now has a long skirt with no slit showing. kiro’s mc got leggings. lucien’s was hard to spot for me; her cleavage got a more solid cover haha. as for the last gavin card, mc was wearing his shirt in the original– but in the new version, gavin has his shirt on and mc just has a clear shawl (i guess). currently, the sp karma have become static. ☆

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[norepinephrine]

While friends talking about upcoming friends' weddings and being bridesmaids:

me: wow you've been bridesmaid sooo many times! hmm i wonder if i'll get to be a bridesmaid one day...

kn: prayyyyy for us eefy!

...huh how does that connect to me wanting to be a bridesmaid --> OH did she just say ill get to be her bridesmaid or what 😂