#I THINK THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE ATEEZ SONGS OF ALL TIME

[elllisaaa]

Svt reaction to their s/o getting cute aggression on them

seventeen when their s/o gives them cuteness aggression

-> pairing : svt x gn!reader

-> word count : 1.6k

-> genre : fluff

-> reblogs and feedbacks are appreciated !

-> sorry for any mistakes, english is not my first language.

-> author's note : this idea is soooo cute ! i had a lot of fun writing this ! hope you'll like it !

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CHOI SEUNGCHEOL

cause of the aggression : cheol pouting because you won't give him one of the cookies you made.

he starts to whine when you pepper his whole face with kisses.

but you're not dumb - you see the big smile stretching out his lips and his eyes filled with adoration as you peck his lips so many times he can't count.

he's just so comfy with his hair ruffled from his nap and his glasses sitting on his nose so prettily.

he doesn't stop you until you finally decide that you attacked him enough.

"stop being so cute choi seungcheol."

"if i get kisses, i won't."

YOON JEONGHAN

cause of the aggression : jeonghan looking fondly at you while you're rambling about your favorite song.

the faint smile on his lips and the dreamy look in his eyes is enough for you to grab his face in between your hands and aggressively kiss his whole face.

jeonghan is whining the whole time, threatening you to take his revenge if you don't let him go.

but truly, he wants you to stop only because his heart is about to burst from how loved you make him feel.

when you finally feel satisfied with the amount of kisses you left on his face, it's your chance to witness a flustered jeonghan - his cheeks slightly red but enough for you to notice it.

"you're blushing, baby."

"am not, you just left your lipstick all over me."

HONG JOSHUA

cause of the aggression : his smile. yes, that is enough of a reason for me.

you playfully bite his cheeks - not hard enough to leave a mark behind - loving the way they become even more adorable when he smiles.

joshua only giggles at your antics and lets you do whatever you want.

but let's not forget that he's a menace and you understand that he's planning something the second you see his devilish grin.

in return, he also bites your cheeks.

"why did you do that, josh ?"

"you're adorable too, you also deserve cuteness aggression."

MOON JUNHUI

cause of the aggression : him playing with your cat and calling him his son.

they look alike too much and both of them together are too cute to not react.

you kiss your cat first, inhaling his scent, then you do the same to your boyfriend.

jun doesn't really understand what's happening to him, but quickly, the feeling of your lips against the skin of his temples and cheeks relaxes him and he closes his eyes.

he only opens them when you finally stop and your proud smile makes him chuckle while he pulls you closer to him to hug you.

"what did we do to deserve all of that ?"

"you're both cute. and i love you. isn't that enough ?"

KWON SOONYOUNG

cause of the aggression : the way his whole face brightens up when you bring him a new tiger plushie.

you squish his cheeks in between your hands, cooing at him while he looks at you, completely lost.

you kiss his forehead too many times to count, and then you do the same to his lips.

but soon enough, soonyoung is smiling too much for you to go on with your assault.

he doesn't even try to play it off and is fully comfortable with showing you the blush you caused to spread from his cheeks to his ears.

"i should be the one doing that baby ! you're so cute for thinking about me and buying me this !"

"i always think about you soonie."

JEON WONWOO

cause of the aggression : your sleepy boyfriend waking up from his nap and looking at you from his spot on your chest.

you take a deep breath before looking back at him, hit by the same heavenly view of your half-asleep boyfriend.

your "aggression" is quite soft because you don't want to scare him but you still pepper his whole face with little kisses that make his heart melt.

a quiet "baby" falls from his lips when you kiss the tip of his nose three times in a row.

when you're finally done and satisfied, your eyes fall into wonwoo's awestruck gaze and you feel the need to attack him again.

"i just woke up, can't you wait two seconds ?"

"no. you're too adorable, i have to show my appreciation right now."

LEE JIHOON

cause of the aggression : his focused face while he's producing is undeniably adorable.

you look up at him from where you're sitting on his lap and decide that his neck will be your target.

you nuzzle your nose against the side of his neck aggressively before littering his skin with just as aggressive kisses.

jihoon interrogates you about what you're doing but you only kiss him harder and he simply decides to let you do your thing.

once you're satisfied, you look up at him again, and he pushes a strand of your hair behind your ear.

jihoon is shaking his head but you see the light smile stretching out his lips.

"you're crazy, you know that ?"

"i know. that's why you love me, though."

LEE SEOKMIN

cause of the aggression : seokmin coming home with a bouquet of your favorite flowers just because they made him think of you.

you put the bouquet down on the kitchen counter to not damage it before throwing yourself in his arms.

seokmin giggles and the way he smiles makes your heart flutter even more.

his hands go down to hold your waist as you repeatedly kiss his nose, then you do the same to his lips.

seokmin lets you do everything you want to him, but before you can withdraw after your last kiss, he prolongs the kiss.

"i really am the luckiest man on earth."

"what should i say, then ?"

KIM MINGYU

cause of the aggression : his puppy look when begging you to go out that same night.

you can never resist when he's looking at you like that, so you roll your eyes before starting your attack on him.

you start by covering his forehead with kisses, then his temples, his cheeks, his lips and finally his jaw.

mingyu starts whining as soon as your lips come in contact with his skin, his wide eyes looking at you with adoration nonetheless.

when you stop, he's pouting with his arms crossed in front of his chest.

"you can't do that, baby ! my heart can't take this."

"well, stop being so cute. were going out if you want to, handsome. i can't refuse you anything when you're looking at me this way."

XU MINGHAO

cause of the aggression : him peacefully reading on a random saturday, all cozy on your couch.

you came from behind the couch, inhaling his scent as you buried your head in his hair.

minghao chuckled, but he let you nuzzle your head in his neck and kiss him all you wanted.

when you feel satisfied, you wrap your hands around his shoulders and he voluntarily leans his cheeks towards you, so you kiss him there too with a grin.

minghao is used to your impulsive thoughts but when you show your appreciation like that, it never fails to make his heart flutter.

"you made me lose track of my book."

"then re-read it to me, i love listening to your voice."

BOO SEUNGKWAN

cause of the aggression : the way he's so excited that you went with him to play badminton is making you fall in love all over again.

before the both of you can even start playing, you grab his hand to stop him and cut his face in your hands.

you pepper his whole face in kisses, but seungkwan is trying to playfully push you away.

it's only for form because his ears are slowly turning to a bright shade of red as he continues to sulk.

you place a last kiss on his nose before grabbing your racket and walking to the court, seungkwan following right behind you and trying to hide his grin.

"why did you do that ? we're in public, y/n !"

"oh, shut up, you loved it. and if you want me to stop, then you shouldn't be this adorable."

CHWE HANSOL

cause of the aggression : he's talking about his latest idea for a song and he's so adorable when he's passionate you just cannot help it.

you're currently laying on his chest in his bed, so all you have to do is to bury your head in his shirt.

then, you slowly start to kiss up his body, while hansol looks at you with wide and confused eyes.

your last kiss is on his lips and he still seems lost.

so you kiss him again, deeper, and he finally relaxes under your touch even if he doesn't understand why you feel the need to attack him like that.

but you're his beautiful partner, he's not going to complain at all, on the contrary.

"you're weird sometimes, y/n."

"you're weird too, that's why we're such a good match."

LEE CHAN

cause of the aggression : him preparing breakfast for the two of you because it's too cute to resist.

you walk in the kitchen, still rubbing the sleep from your eyes when you notice chan dancing around the kitchen while finishing up what he's been cooking.

he's literally the perfect man, you have to reward him by wrapping your hands around his waist from behind and leaving kisses and bites all over his shoulders.

and you're glad he doesn't wear a tee to sleep, it makes your access to his skin easier.

chan turns around as soon as you stop, and you easily notice the blush on his cheeks that you kiss too with a smile.

"good morning, baby."

"it is indeed a very good morning. i want that every day, please."

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[ DISCLAIMER ]: the following links contain PORN which is only suitable for mature audiences!! MINORS DO NOT INTERACT 18+!! all links contain hetero content! some dont have any sound :’)

[warnings]: porn… duh!, squirting, unprotected sex, spanking, shower sex, clit play, anything else i missed!

⭐️: author’s favorite

[ CHOI SAN ]

⭐️ princess treatment: san was always such a sweetheart to you; making sure you were well taken care of and loved. he absolutely adored you. he loved sterling his tongue around your soft tits as he ran his fingers across your clit. he would play with your bud faster and faster as you reached your high. his wet tongue would drag across your tits, as your slick gathered on his fingers. he loved teasing you, sticking one finger, then another. you’d only received the best treatment as his princess.

shower sex: what’s more sensual than the sweet feeling of shower sex? your warm, wet bodies pressing against each other as he shoves his cock into you. he has you pushed against the shower door, your tits practically showing through as fog and water droplets painted the glass. he has you in every position possible— his big muscles strong enough to pick you up and bounce you on top of his dick.

[ SONG MINGI ]

hold on tight: everytime mingi fucks you, it’s rough, sloppy, it’s always in doggy— he doesn’t care what he’s doing to you. he constantly craves his tip slamming against your cervix, your ass pounding against his waist as his thrusts get harder. hes pulling your hair, forcing you to meet his dark lusted eyes watched you cry out for mercy. he’s grabbing your ass, smacking you until it’s a sore red from his abuse. he’s practically drooling at the sight of you falling apart under him.

⭐️ sensitive bud: mingi loved to play with your pretty pussy. any chance he could get, he would sit you in front of him, legs spread as he abused your clit. he loved to hear the sound of your wet slick as he his fingers paced hungrily on your pussy. he’d sit there and whisper dirty things into your ear— whether that be praising or degrading, things to make you cum faster. his other hand would play with your tits, squeezing your nipples gently as his other hand worked like a dog to please you.

[ JUNG WOOYOUNG ]

⭐️ pretty on my face: wooyoung loved sucking pussy and he loved it even more when you asked to sit on his face. he would drag his tongue across your folds, licking up all your juices as he held you down. he’d fuck you repeatedly with his tongue, making your legs quiver uncontrollably. his tongue was quick and he refused to slow down with every flick he dealt to your sensitive bud. even after you finished, he’d keep teasing you, flicking your swollen bean no matter how many times you tried to pull away.

water ride: wooyoung may not seem like the dominant type, we all know that. but let’s say in this case, he was a power bottom rather than a top at that. he loved fucking you from below, slamming his cock into your sweet cunt. he’d bear hug you making sure you weren’t able to move while he rammed into you. and he wouldn’t stop, he’d keep going until you were practically a sopping mess. until your abused pussy was dripping all over him.

sk8ter boy: i wanted to add this one solely because i thought it was funny xD i feel like wooyoung would definitely do something like this just to tease you or prove a point to you.

[ CHOI JONGHO ]

⭐️ rosey cheeks: jongho is the man, the boss, and he hates when you disrespect him. did you really think you could get away with it this time? now look at you, a crying mess whimpering and whining as he smacks your poor cheeks. he can practically rip your skin open with his hard of a smack he deals, but he won’t stop, and actually refuses to stop until your skin is as red as his tip.

⭐️ rock steady: with that being said, he makes you do all the fucking, especially when you’re in doggy. He’ll sit there and let you throw it back onto him as his cock hire your sweet spot with every push. if it falls out? you put it back in. he makes you go harder, pushing your ass onto him as you stretch out your little pussy. jonghos like pillow princess, but he commands you.

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Coachella, Baby!

Pairing — Song Mingi x afab!Reader

Summary — Not quite sober and having enjoyed the set you were most waiting for, you and your friend enjoyed the rest of your weekend in the desert. Not knowing what else it held ready for you...

Genre — smut, fluff if you squint

Warnings — fingering, penetrative sex , alcohol, stay safe kids and use condoms!

Word Count — 2.5k

Rating — NSFW

A/N — I don't know why i always think i can do smut but here you go! Also i'm a about 8 months late with this so oopsiee :))

Disclaimer: this fic is written and copyrighted by ©hee0soo on tumblr. do not rewrite or repost on any other plattforms without my permission.

ALL RIGHTS RESERVED!

When your friend had surprised you with tickets for this years coachella to see one of your favorite groups perform, you weren't sure if you wanted to kiss her or smack her for spending so much money!

But now, standing a little to the side with a clear view of Ateez performing on the stage underneath the Sahara tent, you were sure your soul had left your body and had descended to heaven right then and there!

The bass was loud, filling your ears pleasantly, the vibration of the music playing and making the locals dance and bang their heads enthusiastically while Atinys were screaming their lungs out to make the group on stage hear their own fanchat with pride. You were glad that you could experience this milestone alongside those boys while they gave their all during the powerful set list they had chosen for the night.

And the visuals were a dream in and for itself! Unmatched even!

From the captains sudden change to cherry red hair, San's abs flaunted right in your face, Seonghwa's very low cut shirt to Mingi's almost white hair and chest tattoo, you were impressed that your legs were still working when the set was finally over and it was already late at night when you and your friend came back to the hotel.

The plan for the next day was simple. You hadn’t planned any specifics with her, instead opting to just go wherever you liked for the next 2 days and when you saw videos of the members enjoying their time watching other artists you didn’t think much of it. Happy that they enjoyed their stay, you weren’t planning to seek out any of them. You wanted to give them the privacy they deserved and not burden them with questions or attention.

With that in mind, you and your best friend, kept walking from stage to stage until it became dark again and while you watched over the other girl as she downed one shot after the other, you stayed sober enough to be clear minded. At least enough to realize that you had managed to trip over you own two feet and land in the arms of a complete stranger.

Hastily you freed yourself from the gentle hands holding onto your upper arms, apologizing profusely.

"Oh my god, I'm so sorry! Are you oka-?" you froze in your tracks the moment your not entirely sober brain caught up with the moment. Words that before had come out of your mouth like a waterfall, cut of and you were stunned to silence the second you realized that the person that caught you was not just a random stranger visiting the festival.

Dark brown eyes that somewhat reminded you of molten chocolate stared into your e/c ones and a devilishly handsome yet friendly grin made your heart skip a beat! His white hair looked wild and disheveled; standing into every direction while barely being tamed by the pair of sun glasses atop his head!

The carefree aura surrounding him had you relaxing instantly.

For a moment you just stood there, buffering while you tried to understand what was happening.

"I, uhm, okay?" the deep drawl of his voice went straight to your lower regions, lighting a fire you didn't know had been burning.

Quickly switching gear at the obvious, although adorable, struggle at communication in English, your next words made his face brighten even further if possible. The familiar sound of his own language causing his nose to scrunch up cutely and for once in your life you thanked the seemingly endless nights of studying for giving you the ability to understand and speak at least some Korean!

"I'm sorry Mingi-ssi, I really wasn't trying to bother you!" you explained with a rushed bow of your head.

The tall rapper waved you off. "No, I'm glad I caught you! Can't let a pretty woman like yourself get hurt," the wink he sent you paired with the way he was very obviously checking you out made your cheeks burn. "And your korean is so good too!"

"Ah, thank you that means a lot! I'm also glad to see that you can enjoy yourself like this freely," you said with a head tilt to the stage where ISOKNOCK was still playing. The smile never left his face. "Yeah, I'm really enjoying the view right now…”

Mingi took a step forward, reducing the distance between your body and his as he came to stand by your side while you were vibing to the music.

"Well, I'm glad to hear that," you winked and turned back to face the stage. You could feel him hovering behind you, eyes staring at the back of your head for a moment before whispering a soft, "Yeah...”.

Searching the crowd for your best friend, you found her dancing with a tall brunette that was feeling her up rather enthusiastically. The way it looked you knew that she wasn't gonna stay around much longer and would soon search for a spot to fuck the stranger into tomorrow.

She winked over his shoulder at you and you laughed at her antics before she took his hand and disappeared in the crowd.

"Was that your friend?"

You looked at him over your shoulder, nodding and looking upfront again. "Yes, seems like I'll be leaving alone later tho." you chuckled.

"And you aren't planning to do the same as her? Leave with someone to have some fun, I mean?"

His words made you stop your dancing and startled look back at his face again. He was smiling still but something about the twinkle in his eyes caused you to pickup on the ultirior motive behind said smile. It looked almost mischievous!

"Are you offering?"

The surprise in your voice was evident. Did he really just- ask if you were down to go fuck with him? Him? Mingi? Rapper of your favorite boy group? You were already surprised that you had kept your cool once you had known who had caught you and that he hadn't immediately left right after!

The man shrugged, his oversized black jacket with the little fix on drawing printed on, slipping ever so slightly. Revealing a small bit of tattoo on his chest. You gulped.

"Would you agree if I was?"

Suddenly his voice was much closer then before; him having leaned forward to whisper directly into your ear. You felt dizzy. With his front now almost pressed to your back, you could feel the warmth emanating from his body. It left you breathless and the touch of his hand on your waist did not make it better.

Humming quietly you nodded.

"What was that? I need words darling…” he drawled out, the music long having faded into the background.

Fuck!

You swallowed harshly.

"Yes, I would! Please…” you whispered hoping that he could hear you. Mingis hand left your side which you automatically missed until he reached for your hand instead, leading you away through the crowd and away from any people.

Panic struck when you remembered the amount of cameras surrounding you and him and what they could pick up.

He must have sensed that something was wrong. "Don't mind them." Hurrying to get out of the spotlight, the rapper led you to the backstage area, waving at the security guard who nodded at him with a low whistle that had your cheeks burning.

You recognized the trailers that the artists used to get ready for the show or simply to hangout and you almost squealed walking past Sabrina Carpenter!

While you weren't sure where you were being led to, Mingi knew exactly where he was going. The yellow sign with Ateez written in dark purple glitter pinned to one of the trailer doors clueing you in very soon.

Picking the lock swiftly, Mingi gestured for you to come inside before doing the same. The door of the trailer falling shut behind him.

You looked around, taking in the surroundings. There were multiple vanity tables, chairs and an unbelievable amount of luggage standing at the side but what caught your eyes specifically, was the big and very comfortable looking couch.

His hot breath fanned over the exposed skin of your neck, making you shudder and goosebumps appeared on your arms. Your purse mindlessly dropping to the floor and Mingi wrapped his arms around you from behind, plush lips pressing a kiss to the sensitive spot right below your ear, making you shudder.

You tipped your head back, letting it rest against his shoulder. Enjoying the feeling of his mouth trailing down your neck. The soft sting of his teeth nibbling on the skin getting soothed by his tongue licking over the bites like a little kitten. The temperature inside the room suddenly much warmer and a thin sheen of sweat appeared on your skin.

The man let up from your neck to walk in front of you, fingers reaching for you to pull you along, dropping down on the couch and take you down with him. Now perched up on his lap you couldn't stop yourself from pressing your lips to his in an urgent kiss. Not hesitating to reciprocate Mingi let his tongue run over your lower lip begging to be let in. His left hand found purchase on your waist, the left one pushing up the fabric of your skirt and squeezing the flesh of your thigh.

Your breath hitched at the touch and Mingi used the chance to deepen the kiss further.

With clumsy moves and shacking fingers you pulled down the zipper of his jacket, shrugging it of his shoulders and revealing a low cut black tank top and more of his tattoo. Gripping the hem of the shirt you pulled it over his head and threw it carelessly somewhere behind you.

"Fuck, I knew it looked good but damn-" you gasped out, finger tips brushing over his chest and making him laugh loudly.

“Good to know that it had it's desired effect ." he winked and removed your own top to throw it to the side. He admired you with hooded eyes, the strap of your bra slipping down your shoulder. Quick and definitely knowing how, he opened the clasp on the back and with a smooth shrug of your shoulder the offending piece of clothing landed somewhere behind you on the floor.

Mingi used the moment of distraction to lean forward, his plush lips now wrapped around your nipple, licking and sucking like he had spend a lifetime doing it. A moan ripped through the silence of the night and you could feel yourself clench around nothing while the rapper used his mouth to tease your breast as his hand fondled the other gently. Thumb flicking over the nub, stimulating it deliciously.

You could feel his other hand resting on your waist, guiding the rolling of your hips against the very prominent bulge in his pants. Until now, you hadn't even noticed that you had started grinding against him and judging by the blissed out expression, Mingi didn't seem to mind in the slightest.

At a particular hard roll against his dick, Mingi Iet up and an almost whiny sound of desperation escaped his throat.

"Want you out of those pants," you panted against his mouth, knowing full well that's what he wanted too.

"Fuck yes, please?" Mingi gasped lowly. His face was scrunched together in pleasure and with barely opened eyes the man nodded again for good measure. At this point he was already so hard that it was almost painful wearing the prison of fabric that were his pants and underwear and the little sounds he made went straight to your pussy.

You could feel your underwear very well sticking to the skin, sure that it was a whole mess in them by now after grinding against him and it wouldn’t surprise you if you had soaked his sweatpants too.

With your skirt scrunched together at your waist you pulled away, his mouth separating from your tits and a sound of disappointment came from him.

It sounded suspiciously close to a whine which in return made you smirk smugly down at him.

“Get these off.” You demanded with a teasing peck to his cheek and loved the wide boba eyes he gave you at the change of tone in your voice. Mingi entranced by the look on your face quickly rushed to do as he was told.

His cock sprang free and hit his stomach before bouncing back and you could feel your mouth watering at this.

“Good boy.” You purred, forcing him to look into your eyes by holding his face just how you wanted it; thumb gliding smoothly over his cheek bone and you let up once more to shrug your panties down your legs.

When you reached for the hem of your skirt, Mingi stopped you and shook his head with begging eyes.

“Leave it, you look so sexy in it…”

So you left it. Hands lowering to his shoulders you sat back down in his lap which Mingi did not stay in for long as he twisted you around so you were suddenly trapped under his large frame, caged in by his arms right next to your head and making it impossible to escape.

Not that you wanted to.

The man above you surged forward to meet your lips in urgency. His cock was rubbing against the inside of your thigh searching for your cunt to plunge into.

“Can’t wait anymore, can i-“ he gasped against your mouth.

“Yes! God, yes pleeease!” you keened in return and let your head sink back into the cushions of the couch, lifting you hips a bit so he could line himself up.

His head caught against the opening of your pussy and you groaned in unison with Mingi when he finally pushed himself in.

It didn’t take much for the rapper to absolutely lose it. As soon as he was sheathed inside you, he lost control over himself. His head fell forward as loud moans filled the trailer and his thrusts were met with the rolling of your hips.

You felt like you were send straight to heaven. Riding the cloud of ecstasy as you got fucked just like you needed him to.

It was evident that Mingi very well knew what to do [don’t argue with me on this cause my man absolutely knows how to fuck!!!].

You were both so wound up that it didn’t take long for your orgasm to build up.

You slung your legs behind his ass, urging him to go faster. Your hand reached for his hair to hold onto while your other went down to rub your clit and a high pitched whine fell from your lips and went directly into Mingi’s ear.

His thrusts grew erratic as you both hurled towards your peak.

Your walls clamped down on his dick sending yourself and him over the edge. White hot cum spilled out while Mingi did not stop plunging himself into you, fucking you through the waves of your orgasm to let you ride it and you felt his seed run down the inside of your thighs when his moves stuttered and slowed down.

The pleasurable pain of overstimulation burned through you and neither you nor Mingi had the strength to move. The man let his man rest against your bare chest before letting out a soft chuckle.

“What?” you asked, amusement lacing your voice at his demeanor.

Mingi glanced up with a mischievous sparkle in his eyes.

“Coachelly, baby!”

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✎ᝰ. mon's ateez fic recommendations (part 1)!

mdni!

│hi there! i haven't read much lately so the first part came across as a bit shorter than i expected but the next ones will surely be longer!

— as a writer myself, i just wanted to take a moment to thank all the authors for sharing such incredible writing, your hard work is truly appreciated! thank you for sharing your writing with us! ♡

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⤷ kim hongjoong x reader

♡┆ugh, as if by @ennysbookstore; the whole mini-series is just amazing and i enjoyed each part a lot! once i started i couldn't stop reading! loved how well hongjoong was written! the build-up of the first part was top-notch! and the character development... i should thank the author on my knees for writing this masterpiece. one of the best authors out there! definitely will read again!

♡┆swapped by @daisykihannie; the prompt is just so fun and interesting, one of the most creative ones i stumbled across! i haven't read something like this before. enjoyed it very very much!

♡┆punching bag by @mulloey; i must admit it was so just so undeniably hot, angry hongjoong and also so well-written! you will find me re-reading it an unholy amount of times.

♡┆clumsy hearts, steady love by @edenesth; WHAT IF I TELL YOU I CRIED? i already commented on this one on my main but im going to repeat myself! incredibly written, hongjoong suits the concept so well, my heart hurt a bit while reading but it's hongjoong, of course, i forgive him. somehow still very cute.

⤷ jeong yunho x reader

♡┆active recovery by @k-hotchoisan; y'all so i was always so shy about commenting on smut but tbh don't we all read it? author killed it yet again! got me hot, bothered and i am starting to consider a gym subscription!

♡┆the drill by @byuntrash101; look i know this one was posted last year, and i am so mad for not reading it sooner😭 i loved the storyline, wooyoung as a side character was just so funny, yunho without rizz altered my brain chemistry. i can't lie i was thinking about this fic for days after i read it! it's the perfect blend of fun and smut.

♡┆private lessons by @bombuni; i must admit i love professor yunho and it is always a pleasure finding and reading such fics, especially when it's as good as this one! (would love to see a part two one day)

♡┆muffled by @desirehorizon; the plot!!! the writing!!! the smut!!! and it was funny too!!! what more can i want? perfect!! imma say it once again but i enjoyed every word of this fic!!! can't wait to read more from the author!

⤷ song mingi x reader

♡┆still your biggest fan by @byuntrash101; good god it was just so incredibly hot, we need to appreciate the idea because it surely is creative! who doesn't just love teasing mingi? let's agree that we all do.

♡┆sour candy by @0097linersb; loved the idea🙂‍↕️ needy mingi is my favorite mingi, it was very very hot. you better find the time and read it!

⤷ choi jongho x reader

♡┆minor nuisance by @everyonewooeverywhere; i tell you they are in love love! trust me, you definitely need to read this one! jongho was just so sweet, a great fluff/smut combo and now i need jongho in my life even more :(

♡┆freestyle lap by @bro-atz; we all should know by now that bro is just simply one of the best when it comes to smut and they never, never disappoint. i definitely needed to read this one after i saw that pool jongho pics. if you haven't read it yet, what are you even doing?

♡┆falling and sleeping by @seonghwaddict; it was posted earlier this year but i just had to include it :( it was just utterly cute, jongho is adorable. well-written, and melted my poor heart.

multiple members:

⤷ choi jongho x kang yeosang x reader

♡┆the post show high by @bombuni; i must shamelessly admit while reading it i felt like the author somehow got into my brain and just picked one of my fantasies, hope it's not tmi. so saying i loved it it's an understatement! one of my favorite authors for real!

pairings:

⤷ kim hongjoong x jeong yunho (hohong)

ao3 ♡┆darling, you will bury me (before i bury you) by SunshineAndRayne; cute cute cute! i loved every letter of it, yunho is so whipped and i am living for it!

ao3 ♡┆waiting for you by marspacz; i absolutely loved this one so much! my heart needed this, had me smiling the entire time i was reading! and then the shotgun scene—damn, that was hot!

[bibittybopittybadbxtch]

Chess Not Checkers

Pairing: Jeong Yunho x Reader

Summary: You and Yunho have been sleeping together in secret for months. Both of you want more, who’s going to make the first move?

Warnings: 18+, Mature Content, Oral Sex (F receiving),

Word Count: 1.3k

A/N: Hi hoes and hoochies (affectionately.) I once stole a yunho photocard right from under my best friend’s nose at an ateez concert. This is one of my favorite things I’ve written. Hope you enjoy!

XOXO, Bibi 🩷

P.S.

I do NOT consent to have my work posted, translated or published to any third party site or app. ALL WORK IS PURELY FICTIONAL. NOT MY GIF

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Thanks For Reading ❤️

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You walked into the KQ Entertainment building, heels clicking down the halls as you made your way to your brother’s studio. Hongjoong was sitting at his computer when you arrived.

“Hey, what are you doing here?” he swiveled is his chair to look at his as you plopped down on the couch.

“I have about an hour before my lunch date, I came to kill time.” Which is true. You did have some spare time before meeting your best friend for lunch down the street, but the main reason for your visit had just walked into the room.

“Hi. Hi.” Yunho greets as he walks into the room. His gaze lingers on you for a second longer than it should before he turns to Hongjoong asking what the plan for the day was.

You can feel Yunho’s eyes on you the entire time he is recording. His eyes are burning a hole straight through you. You know he wants to ask why you’re dressed up and waiting in the studio. He is just waiting for the opportunity to present itself. After about 45 minutes of recording, Hongjoong gets a call and excuses himself to take it outside. Leaving you alone in the room with Yunho.

“So…what are you all dressed up for? We don’t have plans do we? I wouldn’t have forgotten that.” Yunho’s voice floods from the booth, pulling your attention from our phone. You look at him, a flicker of mischief in your eyes.

You walk over and press the talkback button.

“No we don’t. I have a lunch date in a few minutes.” It’s like you watched a switch flip in Yunho. His eyes narrowed and his brow furrowed as he stared at you.

“I’m sorry. What?” Before you get a chance to respond your brother comes back in the room.

“Hey, that was my manager. There was an error in my schedule. I’m actually supposed to be filming a radio show in an hour. I have to go.” He rushes around the room gathering his things before he stops.

“Shit. Yunho, you need to finish today.”

You can see the vein start to pop in his forehead, which only happens when he’s overly stressed. Being the good sister you are you jump in.

“I can finish helping him record. I remember everything.” You’ve been Hongjoong’s shadow since he was still putting together songs in his childhood bedroom. He leans down and presses a kiss to your forehead, “Thanks Sis! I owe you one.” Then he’s out the door, once again leaving you with Yunho.

You shift your gaze from the door to Yunho, who’s looking at you expectantly.

“What?” You say as you move to sit in your brother’s seat.

“You were explaining to me, how you think you’re going on a date.” Yunho moves to lean against the wall, never taking his eyes off of you.

“No..I know i’m going on a date. In about 15 minutes actually. We need to move this along.” You meet Yunho’s gaze and the jealousy on his face surprises you.

Yunho rests his head against the wall behind him, adam’s apple bobbing in his throat as he laughs. (author’s note: *insert gif*)

“If you think that I’m gonna let you walk out of this room to go entertain another man with a meal, you’ve lost your mind.”

Yunho pushes himself off the wall and takes off his headphones, before making his way out of the booth. He makes his way over to your chair before trapping you in the chair with his arms.

You look up at him and voice your confusion. “What are you talking about?”.

Yunho leans closer to your ear before he begins speaking again. “You’ve been mine since the moment I met you and you know it. I don’t just fuck anyone into the mattress like I do you.” Shocked by his brazenness you reach out and shove at his chest with flushed cheeks. It doesn’t sway him, but it did make you feel better.

“Yunho.” You lean back in the chair, trying to create space between the two of you.

“Are you being serious right now? You want to be together? Seriously?”

Yunho signs before moving to kneel in front of you. “Princess. I never say anything I don’t mean. But you seem to be a hands on learner. Let me try and change your mind about that date.”

Yunho places his hands on your knees and spreads your legs. He slides his hands up your skirt, long fingers brushing tenderly against your thighs as he reaches to pull down your underwear. Once he has them off, he brings them to his nose and inhales your scent deeply. He proceeds to tuck your favorite lace thong is his pocket. Winking at you when he catches you staring at him hungrily. Yunho spreads your legs further and takes a moment to admire the glistening mound between your legs. He leans in, pressing soft kisses along your thighs. He must’ve neglected to shave this morning because the slight stubble on his face is causing a delicious friction against your inner thighs. Yunho’s large hand reaches out and he hooks his index finger to swipe through your folds. He exposes your clit before diving in. He laps at your pussy like a man starved. Loud slurping noises bouncing off the room of your older brother’s studio. Yunho suckles your clit as he inserts two fingers into your eager hole. Yunho pumps his fingers in and out of you and he continues his assault on your sensitive bundle of nerves.

Above him you have your hands woven into his dark hair. Your hips are slowly grinding into his face, head tilted back in pure bliss. You’re trying to be quiet but the man at your feet is trying twice as hard to make sure you aren’t.

“Come on Baby, let me hear you.” His ego had taken a blow. Yunho needed to hear you cry out for him. His girl? On a date with someone else? Over his dead body.

“Yunho” You moan as he replaces his long slender fingers, with his tongue. The tip of his tongue brushes the soft spongy spot inside of you. He feels your body stiffen above him, and he knows he has you. An orgasm crashes over your body, and Yunho keeps his pace. Slurping at your juices until he’s satisfied. Yunho picks his heads up, eyes twinkling and your juices dripping from his chin. Once you catch your breath, he moves to stand up.

“So Princess..What do you say? Still wanna go on your little date” He stands back and watches as you adjust your clothes.

You chuckle as you shimmy your skirt back into place. “Yes, I will still be meeting Y/f/n for lunch. Even though you’ve put

me behind schedule.” Yunho looks at you puzzled.

“As in your best friend? Your female, best friend…” You can see the wheels in his head turning. Slowly you grab your purse and start making your way to the door. “Did you trick me into thinking you were going on a date to make me jealous?” Yunho laughs, he should’ve known. When you wanted something. You got it.

“You little minx” Yunho chuckles as he reaches to grab you. You quickly turn the door handle and run out of the room. As you get further down the hall you turn to see Yunho standing outside your brother’s studio smiling at you. “I’ll see you tonight.” You call as you continue to make you way down the hall. Yunho shakes his head as he makes his way back into Hongjoong’s studio. You sure will see him tonight, and maybe a glimpse of his wooden spoon for your sneaky scheming. He begins packing his things thinking he is done for the day since both you and your brother have now left, when he gets a text:

From: Shorty in Blue 💙

My studio better not smell like sex. I’ll kill you if you fucked my sister on my couch. I’ll be back up in 10 minutes so we can finish recording.

Of course Hongjoong knew. He should’ve known. His sneaky girl. You were definitely getting the spoon tonight.

THE END.

[atinysuh]

ateez and their favorite sex positions + explained

yunho, jongho: reverse cowgirl - ok hear me out, imagine yunho guiding the movements of your ass with his huge hand as you bounce on his dick while you look back over your shoulders to watch his expressions. he thinks its so hot to watch you performing on top of him that you almost can see the sparkles on his eyes. he usually let you ride him like this when he knows you had a long ass day at work or college or both and you need to take the stress out of you, so he offers his dick for you to do whatever you want because he just wanna make you feel good. on the other side… jongho also LOVES this position since he can watch your curves. his favorite body part on you is your thighs and the tattoos on it so every time he has the chance to see them bouncing on his cock he’ll take it. he’ll just relax his head on his hands and bite his lips while enjoying his girl. and you also love his thick thighs so you two are even. phew… he’s so fucking hot.

yeosang, mingi: you on top - yeosang loves leaving love bites on your neck and squeezing your waist while you ride him. out of all the girls he has dated in his life you’re definitely the only one who knows how to ride him RIGHT. because let’s be honest, my man’s got a big dick and you can take 100% of him and that’s one of the numerous reasons he fell in love with you at the first place. you kinda got the sauce. he also loves to feel your sweet vanilla cherry scent, he thinks is very sexy, so be careful because sometimes he can get drunk of you! he just place his face in the crook of your neck as you ride him and closes his eyes and stays there guiding your hips, like yunho, but in this case by the waist. okay and mingi… well, mingi is something else. he completely loves sucking on your nipples when you’re on top of him, hands on your ass spanking every now and then to remind you he’s the only one in the world who can bottom you out like that. he kinda asserts some dominance without even noticing and you can’t help it but call out his name every time you go up and down his dick. also, has a huge size kink.

san: BACKSHOTS - 6 words. on the way by jhené aiko. this song is SO choi san coded, every time i hear that “booty clapping from the backshots while we watch porn on the laptop” verse san’s the first person that comes to my mind. we all know he loves a big thick curvy ass that he can spank whenever he pleases. also “inhale the smoke while you stroke inside it” makes me literally malfunction since my biggest guilty pleasure is san getting high and passing the blunt to you while he breaks your back. if i could dedicate one song to one man it would be on the way to san because oh my god i could spend hours talking about this topic but imma stop before i pass out.

seonghwa: face off - we all know seonghwa’s the romantic type… but also the freak type. he likes it when you two are seated at the end of the bed or on the couch or even on the kitchen chair and have you like this, on top of him, facing him. as i said, when you’re fucking in the kitchen, for example, he usually put his elbow on the table behind him and expect you to ride his dick but sometimes it can get a little bit hard for you to keep a steady pace in this position so he loses his patience and quickly switch positions. you’re now laying on the kitchen counter. we also know he’s a worshipper, so he’ll make you feel so loved in his arms even tho he’s fucking the soul out of you. well, love and affection is something you’ll always receive when it comes to having a relationship with seonghwa whether is fwb, a date, a one night stand or a marriage… but he’ll also fuck you HARD and when i say hard i MEAN IT because we’re talking about a fucking aries here and as an aries myself i know exactly what goes on on his mind when it comes to sex.

hongjoong: missionary - still talking about zodiac signs, for those who don’t know, hongjoong’s a scorpio and girl let me tell you about scorpios… ma’am they are another type of freak, like, they literally invented freak, to me they are sex gods. and even tho this is a common sex position doesn’t mean hongjoong will make it ordinary. he’s very possessive so he wants to make sure that you know you’re HIS and his only and he does that by pinning both of your wrists with one hand while he chokes your neck with the other. sex with him is always pleasurable, he’ll satisfy you 200% of the time, overwhelm you even. but you can’t never get enough of him. also, he likes to hear it when you say that your pussy is his for him to please and your body is his for him to touch and that you belong to him. his moto is saying that he wants to spend the rest of his life with you because he couldn’t stand the thought of somebody else touching your body. i love hongjoong so much.

wooyoung: spoon - OK… i see wooyoung fucking you in a spoon position and it can be any type, with your leg up, down, kissing your neck, grabbing your breasts, chocking you, biting your lobe teasing you, but as long as it is in a spoon position. ooooh he loves the way you bite your bottom lip and do that crying expression with your eyebrows when you tell him to slow down and he just gives you a sassy smirk and says nothing but starts fucking you ROUGHER. you can barely open your eyes to look at his hungry eyes looking back at you because it’s rolling with pleasure. all you can do is whine and not even when he cums he’ll stop, he likes overstimulating you AND him.

[st4ytiny]

Cause I don't wanna be in love with another, even in another life

AN: I'm having ateez and stray kids brainrot rn. Rewatching all of skz code and wanteez... LORDDDD IM LEGIT SOBBING I LOVE THEM ALL <33333

Mentions of soft San, fluff with a sligth slice of angst and implied nsfw. Mostly teeth rotting fluff, self indulgent (sorry not sorry)

Sannie who is the kindest guy you've ever met. Many think he's tough and mean, but once you get to know him a bit more, he's actually just a ball of sunshine. He's warm, comforting, gentle, nurturing and healing. Somehow he always has something to say no matter your problem. He has the most gentle touches. Jokes and laughter is also a big part of your time together. He enjoys having his hair played with while he reads. Head in your lap while you do random stuff.

Sannie who loves poetry and loves writing for you. Even if he doesn't have the courage to show it to you. I feel like he's the type of boyfriend to leave you notes around the house with words he can't say in person. The type of boyfriend to crush on his partner, who goes above and beyond to make you feel better if life is shitty atm. He enjoys being your safe haven and feels safe being with you. The boyfriend who can't handle alcohol so whenever you two are out, at an event or dinner with his group, he ends up taking care of you. If he is drinking I have a feeling he's gonna end up in your lap, clinging onto you for dear life. (I feel like he cries alot when he's drunk? THAT ONE TIME HE GOT SCARED BY THE MEMBERS IN THAT WANTEEZ EP. AND CRIED. I LITERALLY SOBBED, MY SANNIE)

Sannie who needs a stong bond to the people he surrounds himself with. I feel like he's attracted to individuals who are older than him. Preferably if you enjoy working out, being outside or is a bit of a nerd. Love has no boundraries for him though. He likes feeling like he's stronger than you, just because he likes being protective. Even though you both know who's gonna be ordering for you two. He is the type of guy to act intimidating if someone approaches you when you're on a date. Then afterwards he's gonna be like "Woah, did I look intimidating just now?", "Woah, Hyung/Noona didn't I look totally badass?" (SOBBING I NEED A BF LIKE HIM, SORRY THIS IS SO SELF INDULGENT)

Sannie who loves being praised for small things. He thives of being helpful for you. ESPECIALLY IF HE IS TALLER THAN YOU. He enjoys watching you while doing the most mundane things. He enjoys the smell that your parfume leaves in the bathroom, or the fog on the mirror. He enjoys seing your favorite colour next to his favorite colour when he's out shopping. Sends you pictures of it with "This is us" attatched to it. I don't feel like gift giving is is biggest love language. BUT i do think he's the type of guy to give you a pretty rock because he thought about you when he saw it.

Sannie who gets stressed and insecure easily. Reassurance is important in your relationship. As well as gentle reminders that you think he is the awesomest. Joking around with him when he's stressed is something that makes him let go of the tension in his shoulders. He loves just sinking into your warm touches at the end of the day. When he's touring or busy, he forces wooyoung to cuddle him while he wants to cry because you're not there. If you're an idol aswell, i believe San would cheer you on alot. He'd be so proud whenever he saw you absolutely devour the stage. You two might also write lyrics/poetry together.

Sannie who can be rough when it comes to being intimate. But when he's stressed, exhausted, sad or insecure, he definatly enjoys you being soft, praising him and a tiny bit of body worship. He likes having his hair played with and i have a feeling that his some of his sweet spots are his arms, neck and thighs/calfs?? I don't know. He likes recieving but also giving. Definatly soft dom leaning though.

Songs I listened to DIMPLE - BTS, HURT - NEW JEANS, HEAVY - THE MARIAS, VAMPIRE EMPIRE - BIG THIEF, HEAVENLY - C.A.S

[moonlitcelestial]

Chapter 18 

Beyond the Lens - Logbook Videographer!Reader x OT8 Ateez

W/C 12,065 

🎥 Series Masterlist 🎥

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Previous Chapter (Chapter 17)

Disclaimer: This story is purely a work of fiction. It is not meant to assume or mock anything about Ateez, Atiny, or anything relating to what I do not know about being a videographer. This story will follow several of the events that Ateez has done in the past year for Golden Hour Part 2, that being said I will not be able to include everything. 

Contains she/her pronouns.

The logo in the center is mine. Please do not reuse or copy.

I strongly recommend looking at the inspiration pictures and the Pinterest boards linked above (which will be updating as the story goes on).

General Warnings: slow burn, cussing, conflict, angst, fluff, and obliviousness. 

CHAPTER WARNINGS - Cuteness

Let me know what you think! <3 Moonie

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You had played all of their songs that you knew and had moved on to showcase the other things you had under your belt. Some of the things you played were mashups flowing into several pieces without stopping, some movie soundtracks and some more classical pieces. Most of the time Hongjoong was sitting as close to you as he possibly could without interrupting your flow of music. That was until you decided to play something you knew would get them riled up. You started the notes of one of your favorite Stray Kids songs Back Door. As soon as Wooyoung recognized the tune he started yelling and marching over to you. 

“Yah! Yah! None of that!” He grabbed your wrists from over your shoulders and you held back your giggle. 

“Y/n-nie, No playing other oppa’s songs you should know better.” You turned to look at Hongjoong and he was surveying you like a predator would. 

“They're not my oppas,” you snarked looking up at Wooyoung who was practically glued to your back. He was looking at you and you could see the twinkle of mischief behind his dark eyes.  

“Yah, Y/n-nie” you heard Yunho from behind you and Wooyoung. 

“Yes?” 

“Don’t be a smartass.” You let out the laughter that was sitting in the back of your throat. 

“I’m being truthful,” you said between giggles “they aren’t my oppas if I am older than every one of them.”

“Even Chan?” You heard Seonghwa ask from the corner of the couch he was perched against.

“Yes, even Chan.” You responded with a small huff. “Besides it's not like I am having an affair” you muttered under your breath. Only Hongjoong caught it and clicked his tongue at you. He knew exactly what you were doing now. 

“Don’t be a brat Y/n-nie” You moved your eyes to look at him and his dark look was enough to shut you up about it. You nodded and Wooyoung released his hold on your wrists before making his way back to where he was on the couch. 

“Jagi?” You turned yourself around on the bench to look at San who was sitting with his arm around Yeosang on the green couch.

“Yeah Sannie?” 

“How did you learn all of these songs without having the sheet music?” Most of the eyes fell toward you with curiosity in their gazes. Hongjoong and Mingi both seemed particularly interested in the answer you were about to give. 

“I have a penchant for being able to play things by ear, my Granny also taught me some techniques, I also may have inherited perfect pitch from her as well. Really it's a toss up between that having a little over fifteen years of experience playing, and being around a pianist for longer than that. I actually used to fall asleep best when I listened to piano music, or just music in general. 

“Wait, so you can hear something and know exactly where it is on the piano?” Seonghwa asked while looking between you and Hongjoong. He must have been able to do the same. 

“Pretty much,” you shrugged and looked over to Hongjoong who was smiling at you.

“So the intro from Ice on My teeth is something you could do without having music if I sang it for you?” 

“Yeah, that's something I can do, ninety percent of the time I just listen to the song and learn as it plays anyway.” San got up from his comfortable position with Yeosang and was immediately replaced by Beans. He came closer to the piano and sat on the seat Hongjoong occupied a few minutes before. He started singing the intro to Ice on My Teeth, you briefly wondered if it had been stuck in his head and he wanted to get it out. As soon as he finished you looked at the keys of the piano.

“Can you do it again?” He hummed it again and you immediately went to the notes and played the small intro. 

“Wahh,” You looked over your shoulder to see Mingi grinning at you. He seemed to be utterly entranced by you if the sparkle in his eye was anything to go by. Your eyes swept over the other boys and they were all wearing small smiles. 

Turning back to the piano you caught Hongjoong’s stare. The brown in his eyes was deep and entrancing, he really tended to speak with his eyes. The way the lights twinkled in them was like stars; which is becoming one of your favorite sights. It made you happy that you could see this unguarded part of him, one that wasn't afraid to look at everyone in the room with absolute adoration; even you. 

You turned back to the piano with a blush at the intense eye contact you had initiated. Smiling down at the keys you briefly wondered what spending all of your time like this would be like, not having to worry about the responsibilities of the rest of the world. You felt a hand on your chin, it gently brought you to look at Hongjoong. He was smiling at you, which made your heart absolutely melt; he was so beautiful like this. He leaned in and pressed a lingering kiss to your lips. You felt the pace of your heart pick up and the blush rush to your face; you couldn't stop the grin from spreading across your face as well. You tried to look down again but the hand on your chin quickly stopped you by tightening just a little. He kept eye contact with you until you remembered the polaroid folio you had stashed in your bag upstairs. You let out a noise of excitement before jumping up out of his grip and running out of the room and up the stairs leaving behind eight very confused men who followed you up. You took the stairs two at a time to get to your duffle in your room. You grabbed it and started rooting around, pulling out the black tennis ball you set it aside on the bookshelf. Digging farther you finally felt the edges of it. You made a squeal of triumph and did a small dance before getting up and making your way back down the stairs. All of the boys were standing in the great room watching you as you came down the stairs.

“Come on, let's go to the nook, I have something I want to share with you!” You grabbed the closest boy to you which happened to be Yeosang as you rushed past them. He let out a noise of surprise as you started dragging him toward the nook. Settling a large pillow behind you, you opened your arms and made grabby hands at them. Yeosang was watching you with an amused smile before he cuddled up to your left side followed shortly by Wooyoung on your right. San settled himself by Yeosang and Jongho was by Wooyoung. Mingi grabbed Seonghwa’s hand and led him to settle by Jongho. Both of them leaned on each other while Yunho and Hongjoong did the same on the other side. Each of them was making themselves comfortable leaning on each other; making one giant cuddle pile. 

“So, y’know that I had my polaroid and was taking pictures during the MV,” They nodded their heads at you. “Do you guys want to see them?” (Polaroid reference Pics this is only some of them) They immediately burst into excited chatter, Wooyoung was speaking so quickly next to you that you couldn't quite understand him. 

You opened the polaroid book to the first picture of your team, all of them had seen that one so you just moved past it. The next picture was the one you got of Seonghwa standing next to a lamp in his resistance outfit. Taking it out of the folio you handed it to Hongjoong and he gently took it before smiling widely. All of the boys craned to see the picture he was holding out. 

“I didn't even see you get that! It looks so cool!” You smiled at Seonghwa who was looking at the picture closely. Hongjoong tried to hand it back to you but you shook your head at him, he reluctantly kept it whilst trying to hide a smile. Turning the page you went to the next picture which was the first group shot. You handed around the folio and watched with a smile as they almost fought over it. Mingi and Yunho were exchanging kicks at each other like four year olds while Seonghwa and Hongjoong tried to avoid their flailing limbs. Once the folio made it back to you you went to the next picture. This one was one you snickered at before taking it out and handing it to San. Wooyoung missed it entirely until it made its way back around again. 

“Yah! What's this?! Why did you take this?.” He hid himself in his hands at the picture of him squatting in front of the mirror taking selfies. Everyone was laughing and the picture made it back to San who, like Hongjoong, tried to give it back to you which you wouldn't accept. He smiled at you and squeezed your leg in appreciation. The next picture was the one you caught at the end of the day of Hongjoong. You took this one out and handed it to Seonghwa who burst into loud laughter. All of the boys were interested to see what the eldest was clutching to his chest. Once he recovered he showed everyone and Hongjoong was trying to hide from embarrassment at the superman pose. 

“How were you quick enough to even catch that? I only did it for a second!” He almost wailed. 

“Photographers lightning quick reflexes Joongie. I’m good at what I do for a reason.” You smiled back.

Seonghwa looked at you before tilting his head in a silent question if it was for him. You nodded to him and looked back down at the folio. The next two were from the sitting group shot. You took one of them out and handed it around the group. They all started a yelling match to fight over it; you could see the smirk on Hongjoong’s face as he pulled the I'm the captain card. Mingi reluctantly handed it to him and you snickered at his pout. The next one you had in the folio was one that you caught of Jongho. You handed the little book around the group and all of them cooed at the maknae at how good looking he was holding the pocket watch. You joined in and by the time it got back to you his face was beet red from the compliments. 

Turning the page you got to the ones that made you fawn over Mingi; and his hands. You took one of the two shots and handed it to Yunho, who looked at you in shock. You laughed at his expression and he almost kept it to himself without letting the rest of the boys see it. That earned him a small smack on the leg from Hongjoong. As soon as he handed it off the boys were freaking out about how hot Mingi looked staring at the camera putting the ring on. You were glad you kept one because you knew they would have fought you over it. Yunho made a show of tucking it away and you snickered before moving on. As you flipped the page you realized this one was after you gave Aurora the polaroid. You took in the picture, it was a close up from behind you while you filmed Mingi dropping the lighter. You were grinning and Wooyoung snatched the folio from you because you were taking too long. 

“Wahh that's an amazing shot! Look at our treasure getting a video of our princess!” He handed the folio around to the rest of the boys who were smiling at you. You made a mental note to do something for Aurora as the folio got back to you. Turning the page you saw a cute picture of you and Jongho side hugging. You handed the book to Yeosang who was smiling at the picture. As it made the way around the circle the poor maknae was being teased again. 

“Yah, you don't like affection but it's okay from her?” Wooyoung pouted as he received the folio. You held back the laughter bubbling up your throat at his expression. 

“She doesn't push my buttons every second of every day like you do, and she asked before touching me.” He sniped back. Wooyoung looked up at you and you stuck your tongue out at him.

“I'm just his favorite.” Most of the other boys made noises of complaint at the comment. You looked to Jongho who was smiling at you, he gave you a small nod which made you grin even wider. Snatching back the folio from Wooyoung, who was holding it hostage, you turned to the next page. This one had to have been one of your favorites, it was a shot similar to the one with Mingi. You were in the foreground of the picture and Yunho was in the background with his head tilted back, the flames were outlining your silhouette and making him glow. You had half a mind to skip this one so they wouldn't try to take it but Yeosang had already seen it and was absolutely enamored by it. Which prompted San to reach over him and take it from you. Hongjoong and Yunho both leaned over to inspect the picture. Yunho was immediately a blushing mess as San and Joongie complimented him. The folio got passed around and all of the boys were amazed by it. Mingi tried to take it out of the folio but you grabbed it before he could. 

As you turned to the next page you were met with the funniest picture of all of them so far. You threw your head back as you burst into laughter and clutched the book to your chest. All of the boys were wearing puzzled looks at your outburst. When you recovered you handed it around and all of them were pouting and protesting at the looks on their faces in the picture. Aurora had captured the moment you picked up the Tinkerbell moth, each of them were either staring at you with shock, disgust or awe. As soon as you had the book back you knew this one was getting stashed in your wallet. Flipping the page you were met with another comical picture. This time you snickered and handed the folio to Wooyoung who you knew would tease Seonghwa. 

“Yah, Hwa hyung did noona embarrass you?” He jested holding out the picture. You were withholding one of your business cards from a very red faced Seonghwa. It must have been after you called him pretty. All of the rest of the boys burst into laughter as they inspected the picture. Seonghwa was absolutely mirroring the red face of the picture right now. When it made it back to you you flipped to the next one and your jaw dropped. Aurora must have either gotten in the water with you or was at the very edge of the fountain. You were in the bottom of the picture squatting getting the recording of the boys walking across in front of the flame. Jongho gently took the folio from you and exclaimed at the amazing picture. All of the other boys straightened and started squirming to see the picture. As soon as they saw it they all started bickering to see if they could get the picture. Hongjoong looked toward you and immediately knew you would want to keep this one. He snatched the folio from Yunho, who was being the most vocal about wanting it, and handed it back to you. 

Flipping to the next page you were met with a very similar picture, only this time it was of you laying in the pool with the boys walking and Mr Song standing with his phone out recording you. You gasped and dropped the booklet out of shock before immediately picking it back up and investigating it closer. Moving your glasses out of the way you brought the photo as close to your face as it could get without distorting it; which ended up being only just beyond your nose. This time around the boys let you take in the picture before taking it from you.

“I can't believe she caught this, I am totally going to have to do something for her now.” Running a hand down your face, you readjusted your thick framed glasses over your face. You handed the book to Yeosang after fixing your glasses where you wanted them.

“What's that our treasure?” Hongjoong held his hand out to see the folio. San handed it to him and he inspected it closely like you did. 

“Mr. Song was recording me in that picture. He actually posted a video of me stating how dedicated I was, it went viral within the photographer and videographer communities, and I am sure throughout some of the modeling and kpop companies with how much he has done.” All of the boys looked up to you and were wearing large smiles, you could feel Wooyoung wiggling around like he was trying to suppress the urge to bounce around. Just when you thought he had it under control he practically tackled you into Yeosang. He was hugging you so tightly you let out a breathless laugh. 

“ ‘M so proud of you my rose.” He murmured to you, squeezing you even tighter. You wrapped your arms around him the best you could and Yeosang wrapped himself around the both of you giving you a gentle squeeze. Very few people told you that they were proud of you, it struck something deep in your chest hearing it; especially from someone who means so much to you. 

“We are all proud of you Kkulbeol (Honeybee)” He left a kiss on the top of your head. Wooyoung squeezed you one more time which prompted a squeak out of you before letting you go and straightening up. As the picture made its way around the group you couldn't help but to smile at everyone who was as invested in this as you. 

When Wooyoung handed it back to you, you flipped the page and immediately melted. You looked back up to all of your boyfriends before looking back down at the folio. You knew they had seen this one as they were the stars of it; Aurora must have handed the polaroid to them immediately after you went to change. All of them were in their MV outfits holding out finger hearts and beaming for the picture. At the bottom of the picture in the small white space was a heart with Ateez written next to it in what looked like Hongjoong’s handwriting. You looked back up to the smiling men and back down to the picture. This might be tattoo material down the line. You tried to say something but all of the thoughts flew out of your head as soon as you saw the picture, the butterflies had also made a rapid return to your stomach. Yeosang and Wooyoung were smiling at you while they leaned closer. Seonghwa leaned over Mingi and Jongho and gently took the folio from you. He held out the picture to show everyone and all of them immediately understood. Without any words having to be exchanged you moved onto the next picture. 

This one was definitely one that would receive a lot of teasing. You took the spare out of the folio and handed it to Wooyoung. As soon as he caught sight of what it was he dramatically swooned while clutching it to his chest. Jongho had to practically wrench it from his hands and immediately went red at the picture of San sitting pretty and shirtless in his fur coat holding his barley tea. Shortly after he handed it off to Mingi.

“So hot,” Seonghwa murmured to himself while leaning to look at the picture with Mingi. You burst into laughter and looked at San who didn't realize it was him just yet. When it made it around to San he immediately flushed red and was waving his hands out in front of him trying to stop the teasing compliments. You flipped to the next page and showcased the next picture of him hanging from the chandelier. All of them immediately teased more, San was absolutely red faced, he was hiding from all of you by the end of the giggle fest. 

The next one you flipped to was of Mingi standing in front of the large mural and looking like a god. You took the spare out and handed it around the group. As soon as Yunho got it he claimed it. You turned the page and were met with the pictures of Hongjoong squatting in front of the statues with that horrendous bow. You took one of the two out of the folio and handed it around.

“Yknow, that bow was absolutely atrocious.” You said as the picture made it to Hongjoong. He looked up at you with a smile and his eyebrows raised. Some of the other boys started snickering at the brash words. 

“The only thing I could think of while you were wearing it was if I could get away with pulling you closer to me with it to kiss you.” Fuck why did you say that. The rest of the boys burst into bigger laughter while some of them agreed with you. Hongjoong’s face flushed while he looked down at the picture before handing it off to Seonghwa who was the last to see it. When it made it into Seonghwa’s hands he tucked it away with the other picture he had. 

“You were thinking of him like that before you even were in a relationship with us,” you turned to look at Yeosang who was smirking at you. You felt the heat rush to your face and you immediately sunk into yourself away from him and into Wooyoung who was cackling. You tried to make yourself as small and hidden as you could behind Wooyoung. 

“You had a crush on us,” Wooyoung teased, leaning back onto you. His entire body was shaking with his laughter. 

“Shut the fuck up,” You got out from behind him so he couldn't lean on you any farther. Bringing your knees up closer to your chest you crossed your arms and let out a huff. San was the one to reach out to you and squish your cheeks as you pouted. You smacked his hand away and glared at him. The rest of the boys burst into laughter and started cooing at your embarrassment. You started moving to get up so you could leave. Just as you were scooting to the edge of the nook you were blocked by Yunho and Seonghwa; who were stretched out across the bottom of the large bed. An arm wrapped itself around your middle and yanked you back to your previous spot. 

“You can dish it but you can't take it can you?” Yeosang was close to your shoulder as he asked. You chose not to dignify him with an answer, in choosing to do so all of the boys cooed at you again and got as close as they could to you. You started trying to push them away from you at one point you shoved Wooyoung’s face away from you while he was making kissy noises at you. 

“She's so cute when she's flustered, we should do this more often.” Your head whipped around to look at Yunho. If looks could kill, he would be a dead man. His smile was cute but it held a little bit of menace behind it. The butterflies in your stomach were having an absolute field day, it almost was enough to make you nauseous. 

“Alright I think she's had enough.” You glanced at Hongjoong who was watching you. He was holding out the folio that had gotten moved around in the commotion. You gently took it from him and opened it to your previous spot. The next picture you had forgotten about. You took the spare out of the folio with a snicker at the sight of a silly photo making you feel just a little better. Yunho immediately started laughing at his own expense when it got to him. The picture was of him while he was trying to be a mime behind the picture fame. Mingi snatched the picture from the last person who had it and kept it. You grinned at him and moved on. Yeosang’s pictures with the chandelier were next, you took the extra out and handed it to Jongho. His face immediately lit up and he tried to gatekeep it. With a light smack from Seonghwa he shared the picture. All of the boys were complimenting Yeosang who was hiding his face in your shoulder. You looked down at him and could see the red on the tips of his ears. Leaving a kiss on the back of his head you continued. The next ones were some of your favorites, just because of how Seonghwa was posed; and because he was iconic. Taking the more candid of the two out you handed it to San first. You knew he absolutely loved this kind of style. His eyes immediately went wide as he took in the picture of Seonghwa sitting on the car in his heels with his cute man bun. 

As it made its way around the group most of the other boys were complaining about the pain of heels and how they don't know how Seonghwa does it. He responded with a smile and a shrug. You knew Mingi’s pictures were next, his form was perfectly silhouetted while he was standing on top of the car. All of the boys made noises protesting him standing on top of the car which was met by a laugh from you. They were expressing the thoughts you suppressed while he was actually doing it. He was smiling and giggling at the teasing remarks from the rest of the boys. After the teasing fest you flipped to the next page and smiled at the picture of Jongho standing next to the piano. Yeosang snatched the picture from you which shocked you as he had been fairly calm the entire time. Turning to look at him he was smiling at the picture and tried to keep the other boys from taking it from him. Wooyoung had reached over you and gave him a smack, holding his hand out expectantly. 

“Be nice,” if Yeosang wasn't going to stand up for himself you would have to do it for him, he was too sweet for his own good. The rest of the boys started ooing at Wooyoung like children after you lightly scolded him. He looked at you like a kicked puppy and you pinched his cheek. He tried to smack your hand away but you were quicker to pull away which resulted in a smack to himself. Yeosang let out a snort and you snickered as well. The picture finally made its rounds and most of the boys were babying Jongho. The maknae was hiding himself on Mingi’s shoulder as the picture made it back to Yeosang. Flipping the page you were surprised to find this picture. Aurora had a penchant for knowing when to pull at your heartstrings. The picture was of you playing the piano in front of the boys who were all leaning against it. You could see some of the people in the background who had frozen in time while you played. Tearing your eyes away from the picture you handed it around.

The boys were thoroughly inspecting the picture of you. Turning to take each of them in you let a small smile worm its way onto your face. Yeosang was just leaning on you content, as was Wooyoung. San was laying on Yeosang’s hip as he laid down, Hongjoong was leaning on his arm on San. Yunho was laying with his head on Hongjoong’s stretched out legs; Seonghwa was doing the same with Mingi. Jongho was sitting close to Wooyoung but mostly leaning on Mingi. All of them were just smiling and radiating happiness. 

When the polaroid booklet made it back to you you turned the page to see Yunho’s beginning shots with the sucker. This one you knew they would fight over so you handed it to Yunho first. His responding smile was contagious and sent shivers down your spine. As it made the rounds the boys were loudly debating who would get the photo, but what they didn't notice was Jongho tucking it away. He held eye contact with you and held up his finger to his lips, you nodded and started to move on. When you flipped to the next picture you smiled adoringly at the one shot you got of Yeosang covering his blushing face with the tennis racket. You showed it to him first and he suppressed a smile and hid himself in your shoulder. 

“The director complimented him and this is what happened.” you handed it to San after he hid from you. As soon as he had it in his hands he started smacking Yeosang. His cuteness aggression was in full force while looking at one of the most bashful members caught in the picture. When the other boys saw it they started cooing at an embarrassed Yeosang, who was digging his head farther into your shoulder like you could absorb him. 

“That is all of the ones I have, plus the ones you guys got when I was taking them.”

“Y/n-nie?” you turned to look at Yunho, “Thank you for sharing these with us, we really love that you did this for us.” 

“Yuyu, I loved being able to do this for all of you. It brings me immense happiness to be able to bring anyone joy. It's part of why I chose this job. For me it’s not about the pictures or videos I capture. It is the memories that are beyond the lens.” Looking over all of their faces they were watching you with an intense sense of understanding. You could see a lot of what they do in what you do. Creating to inspire. 

“Do you ever look at a picture and think back to what was happening then and what led up to it?” They nodded at you and some of them looked at the polaroids they were holding onto. “That's what I strive to invoke, the emotions connected to the pictures and videos. That's what I did today with these pictures. I evoked all of your happy memories leading up to the pictures and helped you create ones after showing you them.” 

“You are something else Y/n you know that?” Smiling down at yourself you made your hands busy with the folio to keep from picking at your nails. Having this much attention on you could be pretty nerve wracking. Wooyoung squeezed your arm a couple of times for comfort. All of them were watching you with smiles, as soon as you met their eyes they were satisfied you were okay and pulled out their phones. You pulled yours out from the pocket of your dress and checked it. There were a few emails from some people that you had been conferring with about traveling to help with their model shoots or commercials. Those emails were something you could deal with later when you got back into the office. You also had to plan for the trip you were going to be taking the day after Yeosang’s birthday. 

“Oh, I forgot to mention, the day after Sangie’s birthday I have to go on a business trip for about a week and a half to France for Mens Fashion Week.” You didn't even look up from your phone while you confirmed the booking of your hotel. 

“You're going to Men's Fashion Week?” You looked up at Hongjoong who all but threw his phone at your words. 

“Yeah,” you tilted your head at him. “A few of the brands I have worked with are requesting my presence for some of their photoshoots and shows. Specifically for the Comme des Garcons Homme Plus Show, I've been working with them for a couple of years now.” His eyes got wider if that was even possible. Seonghwa was laughing in earnest now at your confused look.

“I'm going to that show! I was invited as a VIP!” He was almost shouting with excitement. 

“Really now?” You let a grin worm its way onto your face. 

“Shutterbug!” his large smile was contagious and had made it across most of the other boys’ faces; yours just got wider. 

“Songbird!” You raised your eyebrows at him, he was bouncing around and Yunho was laughing at how much he was making him move. You got up and stood to walk off the mattress of the nook making sure to carefully avoid the limbs of the other boys. As soon as you made it off the nook you stood there looking at him with a tilt of your head. He took the hint and clamored over Yunho to throw himself at you with excitement. You wrapped your arms around him and laughed as you steadied yourself. 

“I get to see you in your element! I'm so excited!” He separated himself from you and settled his hands on top of your shoulders, slightly shaking you. 

“I can tell Songbird, but you have already seen me in my element plenty, I literally basically work for you at this point.” He made a noise of disgust before rolling his eyes.

“You don't work for us you work with us there is a huge difference. I meant in your element like you not focusing on us.” 

“Ohh, I see. Either way I'm excited too! I can't wait to see your outfit for the show, I'm sure it will be amazing.” He was absolutely beaming at you at the mention of the outfits he would be wearing. 

“It's going to be interesting for sure, of course if you are wearing what you normally wear I am sure we will be almost matching.” That was an odd thing to mention. 

“What is it that I normally wear, Joongie?” You already knew the answer, you just wanted to mess with him a bit. His eyes widened and his face turned a cute shade of pink at your teasing question. 

He took his hands off your shoulders and started waving them in front of him to make sure you understood that he didn't mean to offend you in any way. “I mean like if you wear your black formal clothes like when we first met ‘cause it is more of a professional setting you know? Or just black in general like you normally do.” You let out a small snicker at his rambling and heard a few snorts of laughter behind you. 

You cupped his cheeks in an effort to calm him slightly, “Joongie, I’m just messing with you. Generally photographers wear all black when they are out for shoots anyway.” He let out a sigh and closed his eyes leaning into your touch. You smiled at him and left a kiss on his forehead before stepping away and moving back to the large cuddle pile on the nook. He followed shortly after you and let Yunho cuddle up to him again.

All of you were content just laying out on the large expanse of the nook. Some of the boys were just scrolling on their phones and others were petting the giants who had made their way around. Mocha was laying on your legs while Yeosang and Wooyoung were leaning on your shoulders watching TikTok videos with you. Before too long you ran across Aurora’s repost of the video of you that Mr. Song took. She captioned the video ‘The dedication is unreal VisionsbyOnyx, kqentertainment, Ateez_Official_’ with a large amount of hashtags. She had only reposted the video a few minutes ago. You liked and reposted the video before two boys leaning on you could quite register what it was.  

“Yah! Is that you?!” Wooyoung inquired loudly next to you, which startled the rest of the men surrounding you. 

“Yeah that’s me, and there’s you and the rest of the boys,” Yeosang gently grabbed your hand and brought the phone closer to his face to watch the video again. His face broke into a smile and he looked up at you adoringly. 

“Let me see! Let me see!” San was reaching toward you making grabby hands at your phone. You chuckled and gave it to him.

“Wahh Jagi! This is so amazing!” He beamed as he showed the video to Yunho and Hongjoong. Both of them lit up as they watched the video. 

“Don’t gate keep it! We want to see too,” Mingi was motioning wildly with his hands at Hongjoong who had your phone. He rolled his eyes and handed it over. 

“Our Treasure! That’s so cool! I still can't believe that you laid in a pool of water to get that shot!” Seonghwa was smiling as he kept watching the video. 

“It’s part of my job to get the shots no matter what. Remind me one of these days and I will show you the pictures I got while I was strapped into the back of a moving car for some of my motorcycle and car shoots.” (Here is a reference of the kind of photography I am thinking Bellakshoots)

“Wait what? You did what?” Your gaze fell to Hongjoong’s shocked one. All of the boys were looking at you like you were absolutely nuts. 

“I've done many miscellaneous and slightly dangerous shoots especially during my college days when no one had the balls to do it.”

“You have to show us those soon!” Yunho was smiling at you as the words flew out of his mouth. 

“I will, It is a lot though so we might have to carve out a day to do it.”

“Deal!” He and Wooyoung responded in unison. They both looked at each other and started giggling. You shook your head at them and motioned for your phone back. Jongho gently gave it to you and you resumed doom scrolling. Most of the other boys had resumed what they were doing and all of them had some kind of contact with you, either a hand on you or laying on your legs; whatever they could get. The warmth of everyone and the tiredness from all of the excitement of the day was finally starting to wear on you. Your eyelids were getting droopy and you tried so hard to stay awake but you couldn’t. 

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“They’re asleep.” When the words were whispered by San everyone turned to look at where you, Wooyoung, and Yeosang were huddled together. Your head was leaning back against the window and the boys were slumped against your shoulders. Your phone was softly playing a photography video over and over again. Yunho got up and the rest followed quietly and gently to make sure not to disturb you guys. As soon as all of the boys extracted themselves San and Jongho shifted you three to be actually laying down instead of leaning at an uncomfortable angle. Seonghwa grabbed one of the blankets that was in the large basket and covered all of you, even Mocha, who seemed content enough to start purring as soon as it was over her.

“I know we haven’t known her for very long but it feels like I have known her for a lifetime. I am really happy we have the opportunity to take care of her and love her.” Yunho turned to look at Mingi who was watching the entire thing with a small smile. His eyes spoke volumes as they looked back at him. He took a step toward Yunho and immediately wrapped him in a hug. Relaxing into it Yunho gave him a pat on the back and a kiss to the side of his head. Mingi must have needed to put that energy somewhere else so he wouldn’t squish them. As soon as he pulled away he grabbed Yunho’s hand and led him out of the room to the gaming room. Yunho watched as Mingi grabbed a controller and plopped onto the large beanbag which almost swallowed him. Snickering, Yunho grabbed the other controller and settled next to him.

As they browsed the options of games San and Jongho made their way in holding hands. Jongho settled onto the couch and San immediately curled up to him. watching the Maknae still get flustered after all this time was one of Yunho’s favorite things. His face was red as he tucked an arm around San who pressed a quick kiss to his cheek. Jongho lightly slapped him on the shoulder and turned to look at the two on the beanbag for help.

“You chose one of the clingy ones to hang out with, don’t look at me like that.” Yunho was smiling at the two of them, even after getting flipped off by Jongho. Mingi let out a snicker and finally chose a game. Most of the afternoon had continued like this. The boys had made themselves at home within your home. 

A short while later there was a slight shuffle across the floor of the great room. All of the boys that converged into the gaming room leaned to look out the door to see Wooyoung rubbing his eyes with a sleepy smile. As soon as he spotted the rest of his boyfriends he made his way over and crawled into the space between San and Jongho. The former laughed as Wooyoung tucked himself as close as possible to the two of them. 

“What are we going to do for dinner?” Everyone turned to look at Seonghwa. Some of them snickered at his question.

“We could go and get things to prepare noona food, or she has told us many times that we could poke around and make something if we wanted.” Wooyoung sleepily responded before he yawned.

“I like that idea, a repayment of when she made us something this morning. I think there was a shop not too far down the road, one that is maybe a few minutes drive.” 

“I'll go get changed and head out then," San detangled himself from Wooyoung. Wooyoung whined up at him until San gave him a small peck in the lips. As soon as he did Wooyoung got up to go with San, the rest of the boys watched as they left. 

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You woke up to the smell of food and an arm wrapped around you. Peeking up to see who it was, you found Yeosang smiling down at you. He had placed his phone down to his side to pay complete attention to you.

“Hi, did you sleep okay?” He tucked some of your hair behind your ear. You responded with a sleepy smile and tucked yourself closer to him burrowing into his chest. 

“Yeah I did, I haven't fallen asleep in the nook in a long time. Also you didn't have to stay with me, you could have gone to be with the other boys.” His arms wrapped tighter around you and he placed a hesitant kiss to your hairline.

“You were comfy against me, I couldn't move and disturb you especially knowing your shitty sleeping habits. You are just as bad as Joongie hyung” You let out a snort and reached out to lightly smack his side. He let out a chuckle and tucked you closer to him, if that was even possible. You listened to the general chatter coming from the kitchen, most of the boys must have been in there. 

“Dinner is almost done, is she awake?” Yunho questioned from the general vicinity of the arch between the kitchen and nook. You picked your head up from Yeosang’s chest and looked over to him. As soon as he realized you were already awake a smile lit up his face. He stepped closer and sat at the edge of the nook placing a hand on your leg. 

“Youngie and Minki made dinner for you to repay you for breakfast. Dont worry Hwa hyung made sure to not let them completely destroy your kitchen.” You let out a huff of laughter at the thought of Seonghwa following the two around the kitchen cleaning up after them. Sitting up and moving away from Yeosang you moved closer to Yunho who was still smiling at you. Yeosang followed you but got up and walked out toward the kitchen. You stretched your arms above your head and let out a small squeak at the way your bones popped. Yunho got up and offered you a hand to help you. As soon as you took it he gently tugged you up and into his arms. You relaxed into the hug wrapping your arms around him and you felt him rest his head on yours. His heartbeat was steady under your cheek. 

He pulled away from you and gently grabbed your face, running his thumb over your cheekbones. His hands took up most of your cheeks and his fingertips rested on your neck. He leaned into you and gently put his lips against yours. You closed your eyes and leaned up into the kiss, lightly grabbing his shirt to keep yourself steady. Your heart stuttered in its rhythm, the gentleness with which he held you was earth shattering. He held you like you were his whole world while he poured everything into the kiss. You let your hands run up and down his back which prompted a small shutter from him. Smiling into the kiss you stepped closer to him successfully slotting yourself as close as you could without breaking the kiss. Once you broke apart you opened your eyes and watched him as he put his forehead against yours smiling softly with his eyes closed. When he opened them his dark eyes sparkled with love. You couldn't stop the small smile that made its way onto your face. 

“You are so beautiful when you smile Haebalagi,” you tilted your head at him in a silent question. 

“It means sunflower in English. Sunflowers always face the sun and I want to be your sun, the one that always makes you smile; with the exception of the other boys and your team.” Your smile only got bigger as you put your face in his chest. His responding laugh warmed your heart as he wrapped his arms over your shoulders again; one of his hands coming to rest on the back of your head. You felt him start to sway with you. God damn. Just about twenty four hours ago you would have never thought this is where you would be. 

“Yuyu, everything okay in here?” As soon as you heard Mingi’s soft voice you peeked your head around Yunho to look at him. He smiled widely at you and walked into the nook. You watched as he walked past you and settled himself behind you wrapping his arms around you and Yunho. Your mind immediately thought back to the first time this happened. You really should have seen this sooner, the way they held you hasn't changed but the feelings between the three of you had. Sighing happily, you settled back into their embrace, Yunho was sharing a small look of absolute pride with Mingi above your head. You just stood there for what only felt like seconds before Wooyoung had started yelling across the house summoning everyone. 

The three of you perked up as soon as you heard someone snap a picture of your group. Peeking around Yunho’s shoulders for the second time in a few minutes you saw Hongjoong with a large smile on his face. The smile you wore never quite left your face; it only got bigger as the time went on. Mingi was the first to step away with a kiss to the back of your head, Yunho did the same but with a peck to your lips. You stood there for a minute in shock, it still felt like a fever dream. One of your hands made its way up to your face, your fingertips lingered against your lips. Hongjoong approached you and held out his hand for you to grab so you could go to the other room. You gladly took it and noticed how perfectly his hand moulded against yours. He gently tugged you out and toward the back porch where the rest of the boys were. 

Something about how quickly and easily they settled into your house made your chest tighten with adoration. All of them were chatting and waiting for you and Hongjoong to join them; just like this morning. The only difference was the fairy lights you had strung across the ceiling were twinkling giving the porch a warm glow in the twilight. As soon as the rest of the boys saw you their smiles made the room even brighter. There was a seat open next to Jongho which you took with a small smile. Hongjoong took the seat across the way from you between Yunho and Seonghwa. There was already a plate of food ready for you and Jongho scooted it closer to you. When you took the first bite the flavors burst across your tongue, this was easily the best food someone made for you; other than your mother. You looked at Wooyoung and Mingi and smiled wide.

“Thank you for making this, it is absolutely delicious.” Wooyoung being Wooyoung smirked and threw his hands out in a dismissive motion. Mingi beamed at you with a small blush covering his face. 

“We got all of the things from the small shop down the road, and we replaced some of the things you used on us this morning.” You looked over to San who was wearing a small smile. You had completely forgotten to show them the greenhouse, they could have used some of the things you had instead of spending their own money on you. 

“You really didn't have to do that, I was more than happy to make it and use the things I had on you guys; you are my boyfriends after all.” A weight settled on your leg toward your knee, looking down you saw Jongho’s hand resting there. You looked back up at him and he was looking at you already, as soon as your eyes met his he looked away. You gently grabbed his hand letting yours rest on top of it. His hand squeezed your fingers that had settled themselves on his palm. 

“Aish, we wanted to, and it was the perfect excuse to get to know your kitchen better. If I have my way we'll be cooking together more often.” You looked at Wooyoung who was smiling wholeheartedly at you. 

“You just want to have more space than the dorms to cook, don't be so coy.” You looked at Yeosang and burst into laughter; he really was a sniper with his comments. He huffed at the two of you and returned to eating. The dinner continued with small chatter from the boys between bites. Jongho’s hand was a steady presence throughout the dinner, it made you happy that he was getting more comfortable with you. 

A little while later while you were settled on the couch in the game room watching the boys play one of the co-op games you had. You were leaned back against San’s chest with his arm wrapped around your shoulder. Yeosang was on his other side leaning his head on his back quietly watching the others play. Seonghwa was lying across the couch with his head in your lap and his legs on Hongjoong who had a hold of your hand over Seonghwa’s stomach. You were smiling down at Seonghwa’s relaxed face as you combed your fingers through his long hair. A shout startled you and you turned to see what happened. Mingi was caught in a death loop as the others kept trying to get him to move. A snicker left you before you could suppress it. All of their heads whipped up to look at you, each one of them was squinting at you like you had cursed at them. 

“Go on, keep embarrassing yourself, it's entertaining.” Yunho hid his smile at your response. Mingi rolled his eyes at you and turned back to the screen. Wooyoung and Jongho both smiled at you and turned back to the screen. You watched as they continued the game after Mingi got himself out of the loop. 

“When do you guys need to head back?” You asked, turning back to looking at Seonghwa and Hongjoong. Seonghwa opened his eyes and moved his head to look at Hongjoong. 

“We can spend one more night here, tomorrow we have a mid morning schedule we need to get to.” He squeezed your hand with a small smile. 

“That works perfectly that way you don't have to get out and navigate while it is dark.” Your mind wandered for a moment before remembering you needed to show them the greenhouse. “Oh speaking of it being dark, I have something that I would like to show all of you whenever they get done with this round. Seonghwa nodded against your thigh and closed his eyes again, basking in the attention you were giving him; just like Toothless does. A few minutes later the boys had completed their round and paused the game. As soon as they did, the four of them got up, Yeosang was the first to separate himself from the pile on the couch. Seonghwa sat up and stretched, Hongjoong reached over to smooth out his hair which was a little ruffled from you running your fingers through it. You stretched out your legs and your knee let out a large pop, you winced and straightened it back out. San was looking at you with a small tilt of his head. 

“It's just my shitty knees, nothing to worry about.” He nodded at you and got up. Jongho had stepped in front of you to help you up. Smiling up at him you took it and offered your other to one of the boys still seated on the couch. Seonghwa ended up taking it and smiled as you tugged him up. As soon as he was up he let go of your hand and helped Hongjoong up. Once everyone was ready you started leading them out of the room toward the front door where their shoes were. 

“We have a little bit of a walk to get to where I am taking you so you might want your shoes instead of being barefoot like I generally am.” All of them muttered as they went to find where they left their shoes. When all of them were ready you slipped on your well loved black studded birkenstocks. You would have to get them some slip ons to have around here. You led the boys to the back door and outside, a hand found yours just as you passed the threshold; you turned to look back at Jongho. You smiled at him and made your way out into the backyard. Following the curve of the pool you went to the small walkway lined with firefly lights toward the back behind the hottub. Making your way out over the small path you took them down toward the greenhouse. 

The boys followed you diligently through the winding cobbled path. The lanterns were casting a warm glow through the trees as you led them farther away from the house. As soon as you got close enough to see the large weeping willow you paused to make sure all of the boys were with you. Jongho was the first to catch sight of it, his eyes sparkled as he looked at the lights. He turned to look at you and back at the tree. When the other boys got into range and almost ran into the pair of you you heard several shocked gasps. Looking over their faces you snickered at the shock and awe. You led the boys farther down the path and past the koi pond. Jongho had let go of your hand to explore the rest of the area which was lit up with various fairy lights and lanterns. Some of them had stopped to look at the water and let out shrieks as they noticed the fish. 

Shaking your head at them you moved toward the greenhouse which they had yet to see. They couldn't quite see the greenhouse because it wasn't lit up and the other lights were only bright enough to light up the small area around them. The dark colored greenhouse only stood out to you because you knew what to look for and had been down here many times at this time of the night. You walked into the greenhouse and turned on the lights taking in the smell of fresh soil and plants. Most of the boys shouted in awe when you turned the lights on within the greenhouse. Every one of them moved toward where you were standing in the doorway. All of their eyes were shining as they took in the expanse of plants and things scattered about. 

“This is where I get a lot of the produce that's up in the house. Most of the strawberries I had were from here, I only bought some frozen ones to go into the daiquiris. This wing is for fruits and herbs I can grow in the greenhouse.” you motioned to the left wing. 

“This wing is for the vegetables” you motioned to the right wing looking over the several things that were ready to be picked. Hongjoong let out a noise of disgust before retreating out of that wing and toward the fruits. 

“The center is just for some of the plants I dont keep in my office. I also have several fruit trees that I have amassed over the years outside.” Wooyoung was bouncing around like a kid in a candy shop. He immediately spotted the watermelons and went over to inspect them. The rest of the boys had spread out amongst the greenhouse looking over everything and touching most of the leaves. 

Your mind started to wander at the possibility of having a large picnic out here. The large picnic blanket would be set out under the willow tree. You could see Wooyoung and Yeosang out here picking some of the fresh vegetables and fruits. Seonghwa and Jongho would be picking apples and some of the other things. While the other boys sat and watched the koi. You were startled out of your thoughts when someone grabbed your hand. As you focused back into reality you saw San standing in front of you with a smile. Finally letting yourself listen to your intrusive thoughts you poked his cheek where his dimples were showing. Just as you did so he burst into small giggles which were contagious. The both of you were giggling at each other, further listening to your thoughts you leaned in and pressed a hesitant small kiss to his cheek right where his dimple was. You watched as his smile turned bashful and his face turned a cute shade of red. 

“Awwww look at how flustered he is, noona you made him turn red.” Snickering at Wooyoung’s comment, you moved around San and walked over to the fruits hoping he wouldn't see your blush too. After a couple more minutes of letting the boys explore you started to head back to the house. As you meandered down the pathway you were smiling at the humming and chattering of the boys behind you. A few of them had run past you chasing each other which you shook your head at. You made your way up to the house to see the three goofballs lined up on the cat tree staring into your soul. As soon as you walked into the house all of them scattered their nails scraping across the floor in their haste to get away.

 “We should probably get to bed soon,” you said plopping onto the couch next to Mingi and tucking your legs under you. The rest of the boys had made themselves comfortable on the other couches. You watched as Beans and Mocha were running across the pedestals on the wall. The two of them were running all over the place and Toothless was just behind them. When the children started getting hyper it meant they were working off their energy to go to bed. The boys were watching with worried looks as the giants were running across the wall and ceiling. Toothless had jumped from one of the pedestals on the ceiling to the large treehouse with a loud thud which made the boys jump who weren't paying attention to him. You snickered as he leapt off the treehouse and took off up the stairs almost careening into Yunho who had just come out of the bathroom. He let out a yelp and jumped over Toothless so he wouldn't collide with him. Yunho looked at you with a raised eyebrow, which made you lose it. You had doubled over on the couch at the look of confusion and shock. As he was walking to make his way over to you Mocha and Beans both almost ran him over too. 

“Aish you crazy cats,” he muttered as he approached the couch. 

“When they get like this it's best to just sit still and keep your feet up off the floor.” As you said that the other boys moved to tuck their legs up under them or to rest on the others. They heeded your warning in perfect time because Mocha came in chasing Beans around the small table you had in the middle of the couches not a second later. Yunho leapt over the back of the couch and settled himself next to Mingi as the girls took off again. 

“If you give them a few minutes they will calm down, this is their night time routine before we settle down for bed.” San let out a laugh at the fact which made you smile at him. Shortly after you heard the scraping of claws against the wood floor and you watched as Toothless ran away from Beans. You leaned forward on the couch knowing exactly what he was going to do. He leapt up onto the back of the couch and ran across it which scared both Yunho and Mingi. As soon as he made it toward the edge of the couch he leapt off it and ran around the cat tree with Beans. Several of the boys let out laughs at the absolute absurdity of the giant's chaos. It had already been a few minutes of this, not to mention however long they were doing this before you got back to the house. 

“Alright, since they show no signs of stopping I am going to go get ready for bed, maybe if I settle down they will too.” You stood up and stretched, most of the boys had muttered some form of goodnight before you made your way up the stairs. After you made it to the middle of the landing, Toothless ran into the back of your legs at full speed and knocked you over. You caught yourself on your good knee before resting your other one on the floor with your hands coming down to balance you. You turned yourself around to lay on your back as the giggles overtook you. Fucking 23 pound monster. The loud thud of you catching yourself before hitting the floor startled all of the boys downstairs which prompted them to run up the stairs to see you laying on your back on the floor giggling. You looked up at each of the concerned men surrounding you. 

“Are you okay?” Yeosang crouched down next to your prone position on the floor. You nodded and fell into another fit of giggles. 

“It happens all the time, he will run into me and then disappear. Sometimes I swear he does it just to fuck with me.” Just as you said that he wandered into the room like nothing happened. San immediately moved to him and scooped him up. You watched as he gently scolded the giant cat in his arms. Wooyoung moved over to pinch his back feet which made him squirm. San ‘tortured’ him with a few kisses on his head and put him back down. As soon as he was back down on the floor he walked up to you and headbutted you like he normally did when this happened and walked away. San offered you a hand to help you up and you took it. You dusted yourself off and smiled at all of the men. Seonghwa had his hand on his chest like he was still trying to recover from hearing you hit the floor. Mingi, Yunho and Jongho were watching you with a quiet intensity. You caught Hongjoong looking you over to make sure you really weren't hurt.  San and Wooyoung were just smiling at you which you returned. Yeosang stood back up to his full height and settled his hand on your lower back.

“Come on Y/n-nie lets get you to bed so the crazies will calm down too.” Yeosang started escorting you to your room. Most of the boys scattered and made their way to the rooms they claimed attempting to avoid the giants as they ran around. When you stepped into your room and turned on the light you saw Toothless laying on the large tree in your window. You stepped up to him and started petting him.

“Did you really have to go and embarrass me in front of my boyfriends like that you little shitlin.” (this is an actual thing I call my cats, it is a mixture between shithead and gremlin) He chirped at you in answer and Yeosang snorted. You let out a small chuckle at him and walked away toward your walk in closet. Yeosang had made himself comfortable on the chair at the end of your bed. You closed the door and ruffled around for another sleep set, the one you had worn this morning would have been fine in any other instance but after cooking in it you were sure it smelled like food. You grabbed your low battery sleep set and threw it on. Once you were finished you stepped out into the main portion of the room to see Yeosang had changed into some shorts and a tank top. He looked up at you from his phone and smiled.

You grabbed the remote off your shelf on the bedframe and turned to the star lights that were embedded into your ceiling. After you made sure they were the perfect brightness and set the sleep timer you walked over to turn off the big light. Yeosang let out a small gasp as you turned off the lights; you smiled at his wonder. You made your way back over to your bed and crawled into it. As soon as you were comfortable you opened your arms in an invitation to Yeosang. He set his phone off to the side and moved over to you and crawled into the bed with you. You were situated on your back and he hovered over you giving you a small peck on the lips before he settled on top of you with his head directly over your heart. This was the first time you got to hold him and not the other way around when you cuddled. He absolutely melted into you as you started running your hands up and down his back giving him scratches here and there. Eventually your hand made it into his hair and he let out a small noise of contentment. You listened as he hummed a small tune, his deep voice was reverberating against your chest and it shot an arrow straight through your heart. His voice was so beautiful and unique, you could just sit here and listen to it for the rest of your life.

A couple of minutes later San walked into the room, he glanced up at the ceiling. “Wahh, that's so cool!” He stopped just short of the end of the bed and took in the rest of the lights. You were just smiling at him, he turned to look at you and smiled back. He crawled into the bed on your other side but before he could lay down completely, his eyes caught on something above your head. 

“Yah, is that Hetmongi and Ddeongbyeoli?” You picked up your head and turned to look up toward the headboard by your pillows where you knew they were. Yeosang was looking up and caught sight of them. The grin that split across his face was smug as he looked back at you. 

“Yeah, the rest of them are sitting on the shelf just above my head. I'm honestly surprised you didn't clock the large dragon plushie first.” San’s eyes moved around the bed until he caught sight of the large black dragon plush that was close to Yeosang’s side. His eyes continued up and saw the rest of the Aniteez sitting pretty on the bedframe’s shelf you put your glasses on. He was very pleased with himself as he picked up Ddeongbyeoli and replaced him with Sandeoki on the bed. You rolled your eyes at him and opened your arm to him so he would settle against you. He settled on his side next to you tucking himself under it. He and Yeosang were both smiling at each other and exchanged a sweet kiss before cuddling farther into you. 

“Goodnight my sweethearts,” you murmured, taking off your glasses and setting them on the shelf. 

“Goodnight our treasure, we had so much fun with you today.” 

“I had fun with all of you too, we definitely need to make this a habit whenever we can.” Yeosang nodded his head against you, you could tell he was losing the battle with sleep. His breathing started evening out and you left a kiss on the crown of his hair before turning to look at San. He was looking at you with his eyes half open and a sleepy smile. You returned it and cradled his head closer to you so you could leave a kiss on his forehead. He melted into you and finally closed his eyes. You stared up at the ceiling watching the lights twinkle like stars. 

How the hell did you get this lucky? These men had shown you more love in the past day than any other prospective relationship had or any relationship for that matter. You thought back to Hongjoong’s words yesterday. 

You feel like the missing piece we never knew we needed. We are pursuing you. You are the person that we want to have with us from now on. You. Not anyone else. You. We want you through the light and the dark. We want you through everything.

Maybe it was finally time to put your trust into someone else, to let them care for you in the way you had for yourself all this time. Maybe you could finally let someone else in. You had taken a large step into the unknown with these men and right now it felt like one of the best decisions you have made in your life. You had always been on the outskirts of everything and now it was your turn to be loved. Being able to see and feel the love surrounding you was something foreign and you knew it would take some getting used to. Finally it was your turn to get something that you deserved, something you yearned for. You let your happy thoughts and their steady breaths carry you into dreamland.

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[reallychaoticwoo]

What’s up babe? How’s it going? Could you please write something about how each ateez member would be like coming home to reader with a established relationship??? Love you🥰🥰🥰

⛓️Looove this idea! I still have longer fics in the works. Please dont worry! Figured I'd at least post a bit of a shorter request for you all today🖤 Im working on making my masterlist and making things easier to access. Please just bare with me through this process, lol⛓️

✨️Coming Home to You✨️

❤️Pairing: Ateez (individually) x reader

⚠️Warnings: Possibly some cussing, suggestive, lmk if I missed anything 🖤

‼️This is purely for entertainment purposes and does not represent the idols in any way‼️

🖤Hope you enjoy! Also, shout out to my day 1 and biggest help @evis-gossip thank you for all the amazing ideas and for helping me proofread🖤

Hongjoong:

A man really invested in his work, it's his pride and joy. He never thinks much about leaving until he's already on tour. Then he realizes just how much he misses you. Coming home he is quick to wrap his arms around your waist and smother you in kisses. He missed you and your body more than he thought he could and he will absolutely be making up for lost time. First, you have to open all the gifts he got you from every single place they stopped.

Seonghwa:

Walking through the front door, he is quick to drop his bags and give you the softest most lovingly passionate kiss. He already planned a spa day for the both of you on his way home and is telling you to pack your bags. Taking you out for some relaxing time together is all he wants right now. He's glad to be home, you are his home.

Yunho:

He is picking you up and twirling you around giving you little kisses in the process. Your giggles are like music to his ears and oh how he's missed his favorite songs. Placing you back down he is quickly dragging you to the couch for cuddles. And of course you're watching your favorite comfort movie: Spiderman.

Yeosang:

He isn't usually one for being extra but he missed you more than you could imagine. He's dipping you down in the most passionate kiss, whispering how angelic you look in your ear. He'd whisk you away to your room for cuddles and little nap. He really missed sleeping with you in his arms.

San:

He is coming in and picking you up IMMEDIATELY. You're getting kisses everywhere, your face, neck, shoulders, head, anywhere he can reach with you in his arms. Once he's satisfied, he's carrying you to the kitchen and placing you on the counter, so he can make the two of you dinner. After a romantic candlelit dinner, he's taking you to bed and taking his time making sure every single inch of your body gets loved and worshipped.

Mingi:

He is walking in and scooping you up bridal style without a word. He'd carry you straight to the bedroom saying he's made sure his schedule is clear for the week and you two will be spending every second of that together. He's ordering delivery and turning on your favorite anime, wrapping his arms and legs around you like a human blanket. He's missed his baby and neither of you will be free from this cuddle puddle anytime soon.

Wooyoung:

He's walking through the door and looking around with a fake pout on his face. "What, no party? You must not have missed me that much. I'll just go back". Once you give him a scolding look he's quick to grin widely in return, running to you and spinning you around in his arms. He'd say he was just joking and you'd most definitely punch his shoulder calling him an idiot. He's quick to ease the playful tension, pulling you to the bedroom, saying you'll be having a "two person pleasure party" then.

Jongho:

He made a pit stop in the car on the way home. There was absolutely no way he's showing up without your favorite flowers and a new book for the two of you to read together. At home, he's giving you the biggest bear hug, before putting your flowers in a vase for you. He'd ask if you want to read together now or later, in case you had other plans. You of course chose to lay in his arms, your back against his chest, as he read to you placing gentle kisses to the top of your head in between paragraphs.

[thirstkanaphan]

The Real - Heung version (250330 The Performance)

The Real is my favorite title track. Aside from the music, which sounds like nothing else in kpop, I love the song's message and what it symbolizes about their journey. All the hardship they endured and what they overcame without losing an ounce of their humility and kindness.

I love Hongjoong's big swooping kick to start the song, I love the satoori dialect punctuating the lyrics, I love dance break, I love how much fun they always have performing it.

I once watched a pair of youtube reactors say that in 10 years if you were to ask about Ateez's musical legacy in kpop, you'd point to The Real. I think that's true.

Also, this was the performance directly following Wooyoung's infamous live where he declined to do the Like Jennie dance challenge bc of its choreographer (a former friend who plagarized the Say My Name choreo and never apologized), and who then received an avalanche of negative attention as a result. It was a rough night on twitter.

The following day, Ateez went out on stage STEAMING MAD. And they delivered a barnburner of a performance.

Watch Wooyoung during this song. At the beginning of their showcase, they made a last-minute switch to their lineup and did Say My Name (for obvious reasons). The camera was trained on Wooyoung the entire time as if waiting for something...and Wooyoung made them wait until The Real to deliver his statement.

First, he makes a pointed (almost mocking) gesture with his hands during the lines Frown your brows more / But bow in ninety degrees mimicking a 90-degree bow.

Then comes his iconic killing-moment: "chum deureogayuuu~~" and Wooyoung looks straight into the camera's lens, smirks...and does the "biting" move. BOOM.

This is why no one else is on their level. Their performances are infused with the meta-textual knowledge of who they are and where they've been and how they've grown. Each performance is a living document in the archive of Ateez.

I love them so much and I really can't wait to see them live again this summer.

[hearthwrm]

𝒜 Collection of My Favorite Vocals From Yeosang

As a firm Yeosang bias, I decided to share my favorite collection of moments where Yeosang's vocals shine. I was going to share this for his birthday, but I think I would rather take a dive into the fashion they dress him in. So, I will—with hope—be working on that in the future. Truthfully, it is a shame that KQ Entertainment gives him so few lines. I won't wonder or speculate as to why that is, as I find it can be quite the intense topic for some fans. I will say that I am anxiously awaiting his birthday, so we may get more glimpses of his vocals. Hopefully, anyhow .. ♡

BLOOMING DAY

I urge anyone to watch the video (provided here) in full, as his stage presence is the aspect that enamored me the most with this performance. Not only his, but of the group as a whole. If someone told me they were an official group, I would believe them. I find that Yeosang plays soft roles in a manner that comes across as very genuine and bright (also seen in the "I Like You" performance here). One aspect I don't see people acknowledge about Yeosang is just how easily he seems to click with others when performing. In this case, Xiaojun and Hyeongseop. While, yes, that may mean he takes a back seat mostly when groups are bigger than three, he harmonizes with others in a seamless way. Which makes it to me obvious as to why a lot of companies would want him. He comes across as reliable. Professional.

Personal Favorite Section: 2:14 – 2:20 min.

INTO THE NEW WORLD

I will preface by saying that Jongho was the one that distributed the lines in this performance. Is it selfish to say I would wish he could be in charge of such a thing? Perhaps it is because of his very… vigorous vocal training in his youth, but his ear for others' vocals is delightful. Not only that, but the way he made every member shine is so heart-touching. Yeosang had a small dance intermission, and all three shared the center with their own sections of solos. I am thankful to the ATINYs who captured this moment and uploaded it for us to watch (please spare them a view, here and here). I used the former for this audio clip, it would be my hope for everyone to give the original posters some love. Unrelated, but do Jongho, Yeosang, and Wooyoung have a name? I was searching for one to place in the artist category, but found none. So, I placed ATEEZ even when the eight members aren't physically there. As I feel it still fits.

Personal Favorite Section: 1:08 – 1:43 min.

ONLY THEN¹

According to a commenter on the video on YouTube, Yeosang had this to say about this specific cover:

“This is when later~

Of course, it's much later. Just long after when I, someday in the future, have to part ways with ATINYs. [through the song I want to say] That right now, instead of worrying about it and having those thoughts, it's something that we'll see to at that time. In the present, I like you, and you like me, too. So, let's live happily!”

Is this true? I don't know. I would think most of this information—if true—would either have been said in a VLIVE, fromm chat, Universe, or another Korean-based app that I cannot get my non-Korean (cough, broke) hands upon. Then, if said information was shared, it was probably done so on Twitter which... I don't have. If anyone has any basis to this, I would be more than happy to add a source! Still, I think it's a nice thought. Even if it did not come from his mouth. It also fits into the narrative if you take into consideration the song that follow this one. Which is a cover of "Don't Forget About Me" by Chris James.

Personal Favorite Section: 2:50 – 3:36 min.

TO MY YOUTH²

Have I cried to this cover? Yes, and I am not ashamed to say so. This is just my interpretation of Yeosang (that is his persona, not his person), but I always felt he had this sort of bright melancholy to him. By this I mean there's this bittersweetness of youth that clings to his aura. It reminds me of lemon tarts. Which, as you may have guessed, is why this post is all sort of shades and tints of yellow. Brushing past that, however, I think that this cover shows a subtle stroke of his range. He can do deep ranges—portray the drums of a revolution in HALAZIA or a bone-deep thrill as seen in Dune—but it's hard to portray authentic tenderness. I listened to the original by BOL4 (Bolbbalgan4), and her voice brims with authenticity. The thing, however, is that with the original, there's this crescendo at the end. Akin to screaming on top of a coastal cliff. With Yeosang, there is none of that. It remains contained in oneself. It reminds me of squeezing a fruit too hard. Cathartic for a second, but once you look down at your hands, you realize everything is still a mess.

Personal Favorite Section: 2:55 – 3:17 min.

With this, we conclude this very long post. Hopefully, to those that have made it this far, you have enjoyed this small journey. This took me… much longer than I thought it would .. (ᵕ—ᴗ—)

I tried to make most of them .mp3 files so, hopefully, everyone can listen to them!

FOOTNOTES:

¹ This song is part of an unlisted playlist (which can be found here). Why is it unlisted? I believe KQ Entertainment did so because the QR code in Yeosang's birthday photobook redirected to this playlist.

² To note is that this is a special clip that can be found on YouTube, yet it also is the first song in the array of covers he did for his "The Middle of June" photobook previously mentioned.

[bontentrio]

ATEEZ AS TAYLOR SWIFT SONGS P.2

[MAKNAE LINE] all (separated) x gn reader

read HYUNG LINE here

tw: tooth rotting fluff in san and mingi’s parts + nsfw(-ish?) on wooyoung (implied oral sex, reader recieving) and jongho’s (reader rides jongho’s thigh)

a/n: my god i finally got around to finish this draft!! i am actually kinda obsessed with jongho’s one so i miiiiight make a nsfw one shot based on it (keyword might)

SAN - SWEET NOTHING

san went through a tiring day, from early dance practices to fansigns and then late night recordings. normally these days wouldn’t bother him at all, but sometimes they did take a toll on him, making him feel mentally and physically exhausted. he just wanted to go back home and rest with you between his arms. 

san found you in the kitchen, softly humming a song while you prepared some midnight tea. you were wearing one of his shirts that looked a little too big on you, and your hair was messy, yet he thought you never looked more beautiful. he hugged you from behind, wrapping his arms around your middle and hiding his face between your neck and shoulder, kissing the spot. “san! you surprised me” you squealed, nearly dropping the cup. he muttered some sort of apology, that got lost between his kisses. “tea?” you asked, grabbing his favorite cup, not even waiting for his reply. you just knew it. 

san once told you about how he used to write songs back when he was a trainee, but eventually stopped doing so to focus on his dancing and singing. he remembers your surprised face, and how you took his hands in yours excitedly as you exclaimed “you should start writing again!”. with your encouragement, and a little help from hongjoong, he started composing whenever he had the time. on some occasions he shared lyrics with you, and each and every time you would look at him like he put the stars in the sky “you are so talented, sannie”, you said, followed by a kiss on his cheek. 

san found himself sitting on the sofa, with you cuddling right on his side as he mindlessly wrote about his feelings about the exhausting day he had, as per your suggestion when asked for inspiration. he had made mistakes while practicing the new choreography for the upcoming comeback, making him feel extra frustrated for the rest of the day, which affected his mood at the fansign. he didn’t want to let anyone down, so he kept thinking of ways to improve his dancing skills. it’s like he was hearing the same voice in his head from when he was a trainee, the same voice that said “you should be doing more” each time he failed. but, as if you could hear the same voice in his mind, you turned to him, setting aside the notebook and pen on his hand for a moment. “tomorrow is a new day, san. it’s going to be okay”. san nodded in response, closing his eyes as he rested his head on your chest. 

san finished the song. he wrote it as a ballad, about how exhausting it is sometimes to wake up, but how rewarding it feels when you come back home and find your person, softly humming in the kitchen while making midnight tea. about how, despite the pressures from the outside world, he could just be himself around them, admitting that he is, in fact, too soft for it all. you teared up after reading the lyrics (i would too). 

MINGI - THE LAKES

mingi is actually a private person, who often indulges in side quests from his main story as an idol. he tries to do whatever he wants while avoiding the media, not finding it necessary to share every aspect of his personal life unless he decides to. because of this, sometimes he feels like he “doesn’t fit” with the rest of the idols, i mean, if you don’t want attention why become one in the first place? 

mingi knew it was controversial, yet he hoped his fans would understand. at least, he knew you did, often supporting his decision of randomly taking off to some random place whenever he had a break. he liked bringing you with him in said trips, not only because you’re his lover and favorite person, but also because you inspire him in more ways than you can imagine. you’re his muse, the only person who can inspire him to make a thousand different songs about one single thing. he could pull out a ten minute song about the way your eyes looked under the sunlight, or how dark they seemed after a heated kiss. or about how easy it was for you to make him smile, even after having a rough day. or how tempting your lips looked after applying gloss, or after waking up in the morning after an intense night of lovemaking. 

mingi could hear the sound of your giggles as you excitedly talked to your friend on the phone, about the upcoming trip he had planned for you two now that he’s on a break after touring. “no, i don’t know where exactly he is taking me, but isn’t that exciting? i just know the weather is going to be hot during the day so i’m packing light” you said as he entered the room. you were throwing clothes all over the bed, matching them and making outfits for the week. “oh hi love!” you said when you saw him. “mingi please tell me where you’re taking my friend, i’m dying to know!” your friend exclaimed on the phone, earning a chuckle from both of you. “no way, it’s a surprise for a reason”. 

mingi took your hand, leading you towards the lake by the cabin he rented for the week. the sun was setting in, painting the whole scenery in a golden color, and the breeze was light, merely messing your hair. the wet grass under your bare feet tickled. “it’s so pretty mingi! definitely worth the suspense” you said, leaning on him as he wrapped his arm around you, bringing you closer to kiss your forehead. 

you admired the view, while he admired you, his one and only muse, the one who will always inspire him. his patience was growing thin though, he just couldn’t wait to give you the small piece of jewelry that had been resting in his pocket for a month now. 

WOOYOUNG - I CAN SEE YOU

wooyoung watched you from across the hallway, as you took pictures with the members of your group by the stairs. for a moment, your eyes interlocked before you quickly averted your gaze, a soft blush quickly making its way to your cheeks. truth is, wooyoung has been obsessed with you ever since you met at a variety show. always so quick to continue his jokes, with that contagious laugh of yours and your charismatic aura. how your personality remained the same even after the cameras stopped rolling, walking up to him and indulging him in an entertaining conversation. 

wooyoung’s gaze followed your every move on the stage you were performing at, quickly becoming enamoured with the way your body moved to the beat of the song and the way your voice hit the high notes perfectly. despite the professional scene, he still felt sinful from the way he couldn’t stop himself from imagining you squirming underneath him while your melodic voice begged him for more. that was, until you caught his hungry gaze and smirked. in that moment, he knew he had to have you, professionalism be damned. 

wooyoung’s lips found yours as soon as he dragged you inside the usual empty room at the very back of the hallway. he managed to pin you against the wall while simultaneously locking the door, making sure the little affair you had been having for three months remained a secret. “i missed you wooyoung” you said in between kisses, pulling him closer to your body by the tie around his neck, as his hands traveled all the way to your ass. “me too” he muttered, before suppressing a moan when you pulled his hair lightly. 

wooyoung was having trouble keeping quiet, you just felt so perfect for him, so addictive. “w-wooyoung keep quiet, we were a- fuck- almost discovered by my manager last time” you managed to say in between moans and gasps. “and who’s fault was that, baby?” he counter-attacked, before biting your neck trying to muffle the sounds he was making. as if it was muscle memory, you threw his jacket on the floor and started working on the buttons on his shirt. “besides”, he started saying “it’s more fun this way, no?”. 

wooyoung’s lips traveled from your neck down to your collarbones and chest, as his own hands copied your actions from moments ago, undoing the complex top in which you performed. his lips kept going down, lower and lower, tickling your stomach and sides as your lower part burnt for him to touch you more. how ironic, as you had shushed him moments ago, now it was your turn to struggle with keeping quiet. wooyoung’s experienced hands started pulling down your pants along with your underwear, licking his lips as he admired the view. “i think this is fun” he muttered, before pressing a short but wet kiss where you needed him the most, “hiding away, the secrecy of it all-” another kiss. “the discreet glances-” lick. “it makes me want you even more”, he finished, before diving deeper.

JONGHO - SO IT GOES

jongho’s eyes landed on you the moment you entered the bar where your mutual friends decided to gather to celebrate the “moving voices” project. after working hard on each song you all performed around different cities, it was finally time to relax for a little bit.

jongho’s relationship with you was rather… complicated. he understood that both of you had responsibilities in your own respective groups, so most of the time everything was handled proffessionally. but sometimes, late at night as you both met up in the studio to rehearse a song you’ll be performing together, every line and boundary became a blur. neither of you knew who leaned in first, nor how you both ended up on the studio’s worn out couch moaning each other’s name as if it was part of the song and nothing else mattered.

jongho’s thoughts had been scrambled ever since, always hoping to whisk you away and make you his again and again. at such longing, he found his heart skipping when you’re gone. but it also skipped in your presence, specially when you sat so close to him he could smell your perfume.

jongho mentally counted every minute of the hour and a half that you spent at the bar, along with the number of times another guy made you laugh or blush. he found himself gritting his teeth and surpressing an immediately eye roll, covering it up with a sip from his drink and acting chill about it. hell, even hongjoong managed to get under his skin at some point, after making you blush by complimenting your voice throughout the project. after an hour and a half, he felt like he had enough. he placed his hand on your thigh, squeezing slightly in order to get your attention, and interlocked eyes. you seemed to understand what he wanted, because you fakingly started yawning and pretending you were tired from the day.

jongho offered to take you home, making all eyes fall on him. then you. and finally, his hand on your thigh. he noticed his captain surpress a chuckle, seeing right through the whole act. whether the others saw it too or not, he did not care, as you both said your goodbyes and left the bar.

jongho pressed you against the wall, his leg placed right between your legs as his thigh flexed against where you needed him the most. his lips never left yours since the second you entered your home, but as soon as a delicious moan left your lips, he lifted up his gaze and noticed the smudged lipstick you were wearing. he was sure it covered his face too, and couldn’t help but smirk at the sight.

jongho’s hands were placed on both sides of your hips, rocking you back and forth against his thigh, while managing to balance you against the wall. your moans only got louder as you felt a burning sensation on your lower stomach, and he genuinely thought that he could live like this forever. despite having been intimate not for too long, he quickly found out about the things you liked and didn’t, and he was surprised that you had the same understandment of him. it was like you both fit each other, like pieces falling right into place whenever you were together.

jongho wasn’t sure what this meant, nor where your relationship was headed, but he was ready to give himself entirely to you, he was ready to be yours to keep or lose.

[mybelovedwoo]

Just here to request Seonghwa as your boyfriend head canon <3 I love your other ones sm!

Thank you so so much for you request!! Sorry that it took this long but here it is, i hope you like it:))

park seonghwa as your boyfriend - headcanon

headcanon, romance, fluff, smut

reader x bf!atz

wc. ~ 0.8k

an: since seonghwa is my main wrecker this was really something else to write!!!

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masterlist

-the kind of boyfriend that is also your best friend, he is so soft and careful with you, you are literally the most precious thing to him, sharing hobbies and interests

-he likes to plan cute little dates with you, like a picnic date or like going to the farmer's market

-but most probably his favorite dates are the stay-in dates, where you two build legos together or cuddle in bed while you watch a movie

-also the type that gives you his jacket every time you two are out, no matter if you're cold or not, he doesn't want you to get sick (full-on mother mode)

-takes such good care of you, especially when you do get sick, he cooks for you, does your grocery, even cleans up your apartment and he never lets you feel neglected, always texts you sweet little nothing, and making sure you're okay

-he likes to act cool in front of you, even tho everyone knows he is more like the soft type, but he hates to admit it

-knows you better than himself, memorized everything that you like from your favorite food to your favorite song, so he can always give you the best of everything

-compliments you every given second "wow how can you look more an more prettier every single day?" or "how did i get so lucky with you?"

-having his arms around your shoulders whenever you two sit together, keeps you both warm and safe

-sleeps with you as he's hugging you from behind and one of his legs is over yours, you literally cannot move for god's sake even if you want to

-oh man he's so jealous (as most of ateez are), he doesn't like it when other men are touching you or even looking at you. gets real serious right there and then, like we all know his famous deathstare right?

-shamelessly kisses you in front of everyone (not full-on making out, just a sweet kiss on your lips or your cheeks), doesn't really care about the other's opinion

-loooves flirting with you and making you all flustered, but also loves it when you flirt back, he thinks it's really hot 

-facetimes you every single day when you two are not together, these calls literally last for hours and hours, and you two are just doing your own things not even talking really

-is the most gentlemeness gentlemen to ever gentlemen on this earth, doesn't let you carry heavy things, opens the door for you and lets you go first, just so respectful and polite

-you would think he's not the type to love skinship, but it's different with you, he just wants to hold your hand all day and night, also loves to hug you from behind

-just stares at you a lot

-not gonna lie likes to be dominant with you, likes to initiate the kiss or a hug, he likes to feel he's the one protecting you, but nothing crazy

-literally acts like a child when it's just the two of you, he does the goofiest little things, you have tons of videos of him that are the funniest

-cute nicknames that have meanings behind them and just the two of you understand

-he's really good with communicating problems, so when you guys have a misunderstanding he's always ready to talk it out and is brilliant with solving it to be good for the both of you

-kisses with him i feel like is very dominant as i said, but somehow also very soft and sweet, but very passionate, he's addicted to your kisses

nsfw +18!!!

-as i said before, he is very dominant but also very romantic at the same time. he doesn't really care about his pleasure, but yours instead. likes raw and passionate sex

-god the thing he can do with his tongue, it's really his super talent that no one can experience just you, probably eats you out as a hobby

-his libido is quite high, cuddle sessions often turn into sex not gonna lie. doesn't mind quickies either

-makes sure you enjoy ever minute of it, likes to asks you questions that you have to answer even tho you can't really speak at the moment. also loves talking dirty a little too much

-he's usually open do try new things like toys, as long as you are comfortable with it

-biggest turn-ons for him are seeing you in sexy clothes and probably good scents (yes he's sensitive to scents)

-he's really impatient, doesn't like to wait, so probably jumps in to things pretty quickly

-he doesn't really mind it when others hear it what you're doing, he thinks it's the proof of your love

-but also he's not very loud in bed, he just whimpers and really breathy

-please praise him!!!! he would be done right there and then

-for positions i think anything where he can be dominant (also always ready to try new ones), like a good doggy or the classic missionary, he just have to be top that's all

-a big cuddle session is a must for him after (especially bc the  previous one had to be interrupted), he wants to feel loved and wanted

-also would take such good care of you after, brings you water and cleans you up

[whatsk-poppinhomies]

Pairing : Idol!Song Mingi x F!Reader TW : reader is an internatiol ATINY ; nationality unspecified ; pure angst ; long distance relationship ; arguing ; disastrous break up ; heartbreak ; it's just sad ; he's a little bit, slightly yandere ; Word Count : 8.0k A/N : Mingi angst!! Yay! Haven't written for ATEEZ in a good bit! This one is fun! I have full control and I love it! Time for some heartbreak!! This turned a little yandere... But I hope you still like it! Also, I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while. I'm trying to write as much as I can! Request : Anonny : hi! I was wondering if you could do a mingi angst! I've been reading your angst fics and well just your gifs for like the past year and never had the courage to ask until now! I don't really have specifics and you could just do whatever you want with plot wise or something! I haven't thought about plot and stuff yet, just mingi angst 😭

The last fancall, it was kind of sad, but in a way, also relieving. They got to just relax after this call, they didn’t have to try to understand what an international fan was saying, not that it was a problem, but it was hard, although they’d never expect anyone to learn Korean just for them. They all loved talking to ATINY though, even if it were just a few, they got to personally get to know them for a minute or two, they got to joke with them, laugh with them, even playfully flirt with them. It was just nice to have some kind of interaction with the fans that brought them to where they were today. 

It was your first fancall, you weren’t even sure how you had gotten so lucky to be chosen, but you had been, and when you got the email you screamed so loud that your neighbor started banging on the walls. Something as small as a video call, but it was huge to you, it felt like a dream. Surely, anyone who wasn’t a fan of k-pop wouldn’t understand, they’d probably think you were crazy for getting so excited over something like this… But this just might be the closest you’d ever get to any of them, and it would most definitely be the only time you ever got to talk to them. 

You had done your hair and your makeup and you had changed your outfit about six times before settling on something more casual. It’s not like any of them would remember you anyway, and you weren’t even upset about that, you were just glad to be able to have this opportunity… an opportunity that had you so insanely flustered that you could barely even speak when Hongjoong showed up on your screen. 

How embarrassing it was to sit in front of your favorite idols, not all of them at once, but one by one, they all got to look at you and see you looking so absolutely enamored that they were in fact actual people. The most you could get out was a ‘hello’, and even that was kind of squeaky and they would laugh, which in turn would make you more shy. They were all so nice though, asking you what your favorite song was and who your bias is, even though you couldn’t seem to find your voice. You wondered if things like this happened often. 

Then you got to Mingi, who was last second to last in the lineup. He wasn’t exactly your bias, you didn’t really have one, they were all amazing and attractive in their own personal ways. But damn did he look good. If you were awestruck before, you were completely starstruck now, your eyes widening as you took in his perfect features and just… everything about him. 

“Oh my god…” You said, under your breath you had assumed, but he had to have heard you considering he turned around and looked behind him before looking back at the camera to smile and wave at you. “Hi…” His turn was slightly different, it made you feel different. The other guys had simply looked at you, but it felt like Mingi was really looking at you. What did he see? Did you have something in your teeth? Was your hair messed up? You felt shy, like you were standing right in front of your crush. It was crazy. 

“You ever been to Korea?” He asked, and it was so blunt, but he had this cheeky smile on his face that both eased your nerves and somehow had them going haywire at the same time. You giggled nervously and shook your head no. “You should come, it’s nice here. A lot of pretty girls, you’ll fit right in.” He… He just called you pretty? Was this fan service? It had to be! He was just really really good at it. “Do you have a boyfriend?” None of the other guys had asked you these types of questions, why were things getting so personal? Why didn’t you seem to mind it when it was coming from him? You shook your head no once again. “Good. I’m your boyfriend now. Okay?” 

It probably wasn’t a good time to take a sip of water, not that you had expected him to say something like that, but you spit it out all over your desk, completely in shock at the words that you had just heard him say. There was no way he was being serious right now. His fan service was immaculate. “Oh…Okay!” You stammered out, and you wondered how long this would go on. He had surely passed up the timer. 

“My turn now!!” You heard Wooyoung shout from beside him, and Mingi groaned loudly as his bottom lip jutted out. “I’m gonna steal your girlfriend, deal with it.” He teased, and you let out a small sigh. It was just fan service. You felt kind of foolish for momentarily getting worked up over something that he probably said to 20 other people today. 

“I’ll see you again, yeah?” He asked, his words coming out rushed, and what the hell were you supposed to do? Say no?! You obviously wanted to see him again, that would be awesome, but the chances of you winning a fan call raffle twice were so low, you would be crazy to think that you’d ever have a moment like this again. 

“Yeah… Yeah, you will.” You said, because even though you knew he was just very skilled in acting, you might as well play along with it. For a few short seconds, you had been Song Mingis girlfriend… And now that you had moved to a call with Wooyoung… All you could think about Mingi and his words and the way he looked at you. It drove you crazy… He drove you crazy. He had just become your ultimate bias though!

///

“I’m not gonna be able to go to the Ateez concert.” Your friend mumbled, and part of you, the more selfish part of you, was partially glad that she wasn’t able to go. She had flaunted the fact that she got front row tickets and you hadn’t been able to get even a back seat, they were sold out before payday. “Stupid fucking job, not giving me a day off. I requested it too!” 

“That’s bullshit.” You shook your head, trying your best to sympathize with her, but all you could selfishly think was that if you weren’t lucky enough to go, she shouldn’t be lucky enough to go either. “Are you going to sell the ticket? You could get some good profit considering it’s a front row seat.” You quizzed, but the way she was looking at you made you quite uneasy. It looked like she was planning something… or at least thinking of something, and you didn’t know if it was malicious or something else completely. She was hard to read. 

Long, manicured nails tapped against the table top, the sound putting you even more on edge, and then she sighed. “I know that your birthday is coming up, and… well I’m poor because I bought this damn ticket so…” Her shoulders shrugged, but there was a slight, tight lipped smile spreading across her face. “I’m just gonna give it to you. Happy early birthday! Yay! Tell Yuno I love him so much.” 

Your jaw might as well have been on the floor. Was fate really giving you a good hand this year? Was this all that good karma you had earned from being a wonderful citizen in society? “Holy shit… No way! Are you being serious right now?” You just had to be sure. There was no way someone would just give up a front row ticket, especially not for free, even if it were your best friend. There had to be some kind of clause. 

“Yes, I’m serious. Now, accept it before I change my mind and just skip work that day. I would have done that anyway if I didn’t have to pay rent.” She rolled her eyes and sunk down in her seat. “Take as many pictures and videos as you can… for me. Please! That’s all I’m asking for.” You nodded your head firmly, shit, that was the easiest thing you’d have to do. “He’ll probably look so good… Maybe…” 

“No take backs!” You blurted out, your finger waving back and forth as you stared at her, and you hoped that she thought you were just goofing around and that your expression didn’t let on just how panicked you felt just by her words. “I will facetime you just so you feel like you’re actually there… Okay?” She was sulking, as anyone would be, you knew damn well that you would be if you were in the same position as her. 

“Just have fun… And make a big sign, you have to get at least one of them to notice you, especially since you’re front row. Take advantage of those seats, bitch.” She teased, reaching her hands across the table to grab yours as she let out a little squeal, kicking her feet and acting as if she were still the one going. Maybe she was just trying to hype you up. “I gave you the best birthday gift, nobody can top me, they shouldn’t even try.” 

“They should definitely still try though… I mean… I like getting things.” She snorted loudly, and you couldn’t help but laugh along with her. She was absolutely crazy and you absolutely adored her. A world without her as your best friend would be dull and boring and you didn’t even want to think about how sad it would be. You would have the best time of your life at that concert, and you’d do it for her. 

///

Picking out an outfit for something like a concert was much harder than picking out an outfit for a video call. This was important, especially since you were going to be in the front row. One of them - hopefully Mingi - would look directly at you at some point. You couldn’t just be casual about it, you had to draw attention to yourself, you had to make sure that you were noticed. This decision felt more crucial than anything else in your life, and that seems quite absurd, but these guys had been the subjects of all your dreams and daydreams, you at least wanted to look good in front of them. 

You had only been to one other concert in your entire life, and it was back during middle school for an indie group when you were going through your “emo” phase. This was bigger than that, you could already tell as you pulled up to the arena and saw the people pouring into the entrance. Your heart was hammering in your chest, it was crazy, you had even gotten there 2 hours early to try to make things easier on yourself but the crowd was already massive. 

The lightstick in your hand was already shaking, but only because of your nerves, but you knew that you couldn’t just sit in the back of the Uber forever, so you climbed out, taking a deep breath before heading into the building. It was somehow more packed inside than it was even outside and it was so insanely congested that it felt more like a train station than an arena for a concert. Did all concert venues look like this or was it just because ATEEZ was performing? 

Since you were front row, you got to go in and watch them warm up… funnily enough, you felt you might miss it considering you didn’t have a single idea where the hell you were going. You were trying your best to navigate through this cluster of people that were just as excited as you were, and you wished that you had someone to help walk you through this whole thing. It was so loud and you were being bumped into, and while they apologized for it, it didn’t make you any less anxious. 

By the time you finally made it in the arena, you were just exhausted. The big sign that you had made and brought along with you had miraculously made it through all of it unscathed, but you were drained. You dropped down into your seat, hoping that your hair and your outfit had survived as well as the sign, but there was no mirror and you didn’t want to risk getting lost on your way to or from the bathroom, so you just had to rely on that hope that you still looked as good as you did when you left the house. 

It felt like you hadn’t even had enough time to really catch your breath or cool off before the guys were walking out on stage. Everyone around you was screaming, but you were so enamored by the sight of them, literally right in front of you, that your mouth was hanging open but no sound was coming out. You had really thought that the video call was the most amazing thing, but now, you were sure that you were wrong. They were legitimately real, they were right in front of you. “Holy shit…” You mumbled to yourself, and for some reason, even though there were still a pretty good amount of people around you, you were self conscious, you were shy, you were nervous. 

They came to the edge of the stage, one by one, and they all walked by and finished hand hearts that other people were making and stayed still long enough to be in selfies with certain people, none of them really stopped for longer than a minute tops… No one, other than Mingi. 

Oh, Mingi… Who had managed to make your heart flutter through a simple video call, he made you feel like you were going crazy… Surely he wouldn’t remember you though. But why… Why did he full stop on your side of the stage? Why did he kneel down in front of you, his eyes locking with yours as his head tilted to the side? Gosh, he was adorable. There was no way that he would notice you after the couple months that had passed. The video call hadn’t lasted long enough for your face to be saved in his memory. Had it? 

The chants of the people beside you seemed to pull him out of whatever trance he was in, and he quickly stood up and scurried along the stage, but it didn’t go unnoticed that he continued to look back at you, his eyes narrowing as if in deep thought. Did he remember you? 

Soon enough they were off the stage and the rest of the stadium began to fill. The noise was much worse inside the arena, the sound just echoing off the walls and filling your ears, and you wondered how people could handle it constantly. You were sure that you’d have a major headache once you got out of there. The sudden influx of people and the growing excitement of the show that was about to begin had taken your mind off of the slightly strange interaction from before. You shouldn’t think so hard about those things, it was foolish and you didn’t want to be delusional. 

As the show started, the screams that you had originally thought to be loud seemed to multiply tenfold and your ears were already ringing. Of course, you had a seat right next to the speaker. Would your eardrums even make it through the night? Were there enough ibuprofen in the world to soothe the awful ache in your head once you got back home? 

It didn’t matter now, you just wanted to enjoy the show. You were here to enjoy the concert, to live the experience… But also, not forget to get enough video footage of Yunho to thank your friend for the ticket. This was something that you wouldn’t be able to do again, at least for a long time. Screw the headache, you should enjoy it while it lasts, and that’s exactly what you were going to do. 

///

“I swear, I think that’s her in the front row.” Mingi said backstage after the warmups. The guys all stared at him like he was crazy, but he knew that he wasn’t. He knew your face, he knew your eyes, they had filled his dreams every night… They thought he was crazy for that too. “I’m so serious right now. I wouldn’t say it’s her if it wasn’t.” 

Wooyoung snorted, but patted Mingi on the back as he walked by. “Maybe you’re the delusional one. Spotting your dream girl out in the crowd. That’s crazy. Come on, we have to get ready. Get your head out of your ass.” Mingi pouted as he walked over to the stylist and dropped down into his seat beside Hongjoong. 

“I’m being so serious right now. You believe me, right? I mean… You saw her in the call. You know what she looks like. That was her out in the crowd… Right?” Mingi asked, trying to keep his voice down so that Wooyoung wouldn’t come over and completely crush his dreams and rain on his parade. Hongjoong chewed on his bottom lip, looking at Mingi through the mirrors that were in front of them. “You… You believe me… Don’t you?” 

Hongjoong sighed, turning to Mingi with a slight pout. “I didn’t… But if you really believe you saw her, I’m happy for you. I’m not going to tell you that you’re crazy.” He pushed himself up off of his chair and stretched, preparing himself for the show that he was about to put on for all the fans. “It’s almost time to go out there…” 

“Yeah! Maybe you’ll see your girlfriend!” Wooyoung chimed in, seemingly coming from out of nowhere. “It’s okay to be delusional, bud. I’m not judging you for it.” Although it seemed like he was judging him a lot for it, Mingi tried to avoid the teasing and focus more on the fact that he was about to head out on stage in less than five minutes. 

He was so nervous though, not for the reasons that most would think though. Being up on stage in front of thousands of people wasn’t the issue, it was being up on stage in front of you. What were the chances of you winning a fancall and being at a show too? It’s like the universe was trying to bring the both of you together. He truly believed that. He couldn’t think of any other reason for those two things to happen. Especially with you being right in front… Front row seats, like he was meant to see you. It wasn’t a coincidence, it couldn’t be, and he knew that it was you. Your face was unforgettable to him. He daydreamt about it every day, he would have dreams of you every night. He couldn’t get you out of his head. 

///

The speakers in front of you send vibrations through the air around you, you could feel it in your muscles, in your bones. The entire arena went dark for a moment, and then you heard the crowd roar as they walked out. You had already seen them once during their warm up, but it was like the first time again, your breath held in your lungs as they walked out, the music crescendoing the closer they got to the edge of the stage. 

It felt like when you ride a rollercoaster, the slow climb to the top of the hill, and you knew that the edge was coming soon, that feeling of falling, excitement and fear all in one… But this time there was no fear, it was just the strange tingly feeling in your stomach, that last breath of air before you’d let it all out in one loud scream. 

Building and building, their bodies like shadows in the darkness, and then with one click the spotlights turned on and they were illuminated, the bright lights shining on each and every one of them, but you were only looking specifically at one. An audible gasp left your lips as you seemed to once again lock eyes with Mingi.

Your hands shook as you held up the sign that you had made, feeling quite foolish now as it was hoisted above your head. “Call Me Mingi”, with your phone number written neatly at the bottom. It was a joke, one that your friend had laughed about right alongside you as she added the glitter to the glue hearts that had been neatly placed along the board. 

It was crazy, you and your friend both agreed to that, but it was probably a good switch up from the typical signs that asked the idols to marry them. What was even crazier though was when Mingi pulled out his phone, aiming it in your direction and snapped a quick photo. You couldn’t be delusional, being delusional wasn’t good for your heart or your mind, but you also couldn’t help but think that maybe he took the photo so that he could check back on the sign… So that he could call you… 

The rest of the concert felt more like a blur, stuck in your own mind thinking about what Mingi could have wanted that picture for. You didn’t see any of the other guys taking pictures of the crowd… Or maybe you were so lost in your thoughts that you didn’t even notice if they did. You couldn’t stop thinking about it though, and before you knew it, the concert was over and you couldn’t even remember the setlist or the last song they played before the main lights in the arena turned back on and everyone began filing out. 

Your friend was going to kill you, you hadn’t gotten a single video of Yunho for her. You honestly were quite pissed at yourself as well. This is why delusions aren’t good at all. You missed the whole concert, one that you most likely were never going to be able to experience ever again, because you were too busy thinking about whether Song Mingi, a literal idol, would make the time to call someone like you. 

///

“You didn’t get a single video of Yunho!? Oh my god!” Your friend whined as you laid in bed, your phone next to your head, not even on speaker, but her voice was loud enough that it didn’t need to be. “Maybe it’s a good thing I didn’t go to the concert. I can’t afford to be a delulu as your ass.” 

“I’m sorry!” You mumbled, throwing your hands over your face and letting out a loud groan. “I just… I’m not even thinking about him calling my number at this point. I just don’t want him to post a picture of it online and have a bunch of people trying to call me or text me, you know?” You explained, finally getting over your delusions and moving onto a safer, yet still highly panic inducing train of thought. 

“Oh! Your phone is going to be blowing up! You’ll finally be super popular!” Your friend teased, snorting loudly as she said it, but you could only muster a slightly annoyed shut up in response before your phone started vibrating. “It begins! Maybe he did post it!” 

“Oh hell no! I’ll call you back!” You said quickly, ending the call with your friend to quickly answer the incoming call. “Look. I don’t know where you got my number, but if it’s from where I think it is, I will not tolerate unsolicited calls. This is harassment.” 

“Oh…” The voice on the other end was quite timid, but you could tell it was a guy. He sounded kind of nervous, and although all of you wanted to believe who you thought it was, you didn’t want to go down that road again, at least not tonight. “But your number was on the sign… I thought you wanted the phone call.” 

“The sign was a joke!” You explained exasperatedly, kicking your legs like a toddler in the store who was throwing a temper tantrum. You surely didn’t want to deal with this right now. “Unless you are Song Mingi, I’d advise you to hang up the phone and find someone else to bother this late at night.” 

There was a chuckle, although the sound was slightly muffled, but it was extremely agitating that someone found this funny. As if harassment was something comical nowadays. “So I shouldn’t hang up the phone then… Right?” You scoffed loudly, finally getting up from your bed and pacing around your room, something that you often did when you were just too annoyed to sit still. 

“Look, this isn’t funny. If you’re doing this to mess with me, I’m sure you’ve already had your fun. I’m trying to get some sleep, I’m exhausted. It would be really cool of you to not fuck with people like this.” The words came out in huffed breaths, you were beyond pissed, not just at whoever this person was, but at yourself for being stupid enough to put your number out so publicly just on the small chance that someone like Song Mingi would actually dial your number. 

A soft hum, and then your phone started vibrating again, this time an invite to a video call that you surely weren’t up to accepting. You let it continue ringing until it ended, and you thought that it would be a one and done type of thing, but then it started vibrating again. “Just for a second, you don’t even have to be on the camera, I just want to show you something.” 

You didn’t exactly mean to laugh as loudly as you did, but you had heard that line one too many times in your lifetime to trust it. “Look bud, I don’t want to see a live action shot of your dick and balls. I wasn’t born yesterday.” You snarkily shot back, and the audible gasp that came through your speaker had it crackling slightly. 

“Who did that to you? That’s disgusting… Hold up. We don’t have to call. I’ll just… Send you a selfie real quick. Not of my dick and balls.” Were you so annoyed that you were laughing, or did you actually find him funny? You weren’t sure, but regardless of what it was, you laughed at his little quip, your hand moving over your mouth so that the guy didn’t think he was actually getting anywhere right now. 

Your phone buzzed in your hand once again, and luckily it was only once, but when you went to your texts, you were met with a selfie of the guy that was on the other end of the line… The guy that the sign had been made for. “I call bullshit!” You blurted out, because there was no way in hell your little glitter bomb sign would have worked. You just couldn’t fathom it.

“Reverse image search it then. It doesn’t exist anywhere else than in your messages.” He said rather bluntly, quite cockily too. Now that you were really listening to his voice though, you couldn’t deny that it sounded all too familiar to the voice you heard at the concert, and not just that, but the voice you had heard in your phone before when you had won the fancall. You were stunned into silence, you didn’t know what to say or what to do next, and he could tell. “You believe me now?” 

“Mmhm…” Was all you could mutter, because what else were you supposed to say? How were you supposed to think of anything coherent when you were currently in a very real, very one on one call with Song Mingi… Or was it one on one? Did his managers know about this call? Were they just standing around him listening to every word you and him say? Did they freak out when he sent the selfie to you? 

“So… I’m going to be here… Close to you… For another two days…” What was he hinting at? Ain’t no way he was hinting at what you thought he was… right? “If you want to meet up for lunch or dinner… or something…” Holy shit he was. “I know that this is crazy, I just needed to be sure…” 

“Sure of what?” You asked, and your heart felt like a freight train, speeding straight to your ribcage and you were sure it was going to shoot out in a matter of seconds. 

“I… I need to be sure that I do actually like you…” 

///

Two days wasn’t enough, but in a sense, it was for him. It felt like a dream when he finally met up with you, even though he had to practically disguise himself from the public, it felt nice to just be able to sit across from you for lunch and talk to you. It didn’t take long for him to be 100… No… 500% sure that you were the woman that he wanted to be with. Love worked in crazy ways, but he trusted it, because the odds of everything lining up so perfectly to get to this moment… It was fate, it had to be. 

The way your body froze for a second before melting against his when he so suddenly pressed his lips to yours. It was a spur of the moment thing, but it felt right, and he needed to kiss you now because he knew that the moment wouldn’t come again for a long time. It wasn’t supposed to lead to anything more, it wasn’t what he had planned, but before either of you could really think twice, you were falling back onto the hotel mattress and he was falling on top of you. 

In that moment, it was like his heart grew ten times bigger, and laying beside you, your hair carelessly clinging to your sweat covered forehead as you dozed peacefully beside him… Love wasn’t hard to find, the world was just waiting to bring the one you were supposed to love to you. That’s how he felt, and he believed it wholeheartedly. How could he not when he felt like he was falling deeper and deeper in love with you with every soft breath that escaped your lips. 

To live in that moment forever, both bodies hidden underneath wrinkled sheets, his feet hanging out from the end of the blanket, your arm draped lazily over his bare chest. Could you feel his heart beating beneath his skin? It seemed like now it was only beating for you. He saw his future flash before his eyes, mornings like this, every morning like this, just waking up beside you, being able to see your beautiful face as soon as he opened his eyes. What a wonderful future it would be to spend it with you. 

Falling in love was easy when it was with you, but it was hard… It was hard because he knew he couldn’t stay with you, at least not in person. He had to go back to Korea, he had to finish the rest of the tour. His heart felt like it was connected to yours entirely, and having to leave you behind was going to be painful… But it would work. He’d make it work, solely because he couldn’t imagine his life without you in it. 

“I wish I could take you with me…” He whispered, and while he knew that that wish couldn’t be granted, not yet at least, he had been able to swindle security to pick you up just so that he could ride with you to the airport, so that he’d be able to see you one last time before he had to go. “I’ll message you… I’ll call you every day.” 

“What if you get bored?” You practically whimpered, and his heart cracked at the question. How could he ever get bored of you? He had spent months before the concert just thinking about you before he even knew where you lived or what you were truly like. He had been loyal to the singular thought of you. There was no way that he’d give up so easily when he finally had you and was able to call you his. 

“I’d never get bored, baby. I’ll wait, always… Until we can be together.” He reassured you, his hands cupping your cheeks gently as he wiped away the stray tears that fell from your eyes. “Don’t cry, please don’t cry. I’ll start crying and then I won’t be able to get out of the car because I won’t want to leave you…” He kissed your forehead, and then the tip of your nose before leaning back and giving you a smile that had his eyes disappearing momentarily. It was your favorite smile, you had told him multiple times, and it always seemed to cheer you up. 

“I’m sorry…” You sniffled, leaning forward and resting your head against his chest. Could you hear his heart now, could you hear how fast it was beating for you? “You should go now… I don’t want you to miss your flight.” The words sounded choked out, and he would have said more, but he knew that his words would come out the same way. 

For some people, two days wasn’t even enough to be acquaintances, but for him, two days was enough for him to feel like his heart belonged to you completely. You were his soulmate, his everything, without a doubt… He wouldn’t even look at another woman, he wouldn’t be able to look at anything without somehow finding a way to see you in whatever it was. He loved you with every ounce, every fiber of his being. 

“I’ll… I’ll try to make a stop here after the tour… I’ll visit you again… Before I go back to Korea… Okay?” He held out his pinky to lock with yours, twisting his hand and pressing his and your thumbs together. “Wait for me… Always wait for me, okay?” You nodded your head quickly, your nose scrunched up in the most adorable way as the tears continued to fall down your cheeks. With one last kiss, he was moving away, closer to the door. He hated goodbyes. “Get her home safe, okay… Please.” He told the driver who simply nodded, and then he was gone. 

The windows were tinted, and although he knew that you could see him constantly looking back at you through the windows, he couldn’t see you at all. The last image of you that he held in his mind was your tear stained cheeks and the expression of sadness as he let go of your finger and your hand dropped back down to your lap. He wished he could take you with him, but life just wouldn’t allow that… Not right now at least. 

///

For a good amount of time, you both kept in touch with each other frequently. Hell, you even had your first argument as soon as he got back to Korea because he pinky promised that he’d come visit you before he left, but he didn’t. It was quickly solved though, because one of the main things the two of you had going for the relationship was communication. He promised that when he had free time he would come visit you for a week, and you held onto that promise just as you had held onto the one from before. 

You would talk about how your day was, all the little things that happened, regardless of time difference or schedules, you both always found a way to keep in contact. For months your nights would end with video calls from him, and his nights would end with video calls from you. Everything was perfect, he truly felt that way. 

But soon the messages came in less often, it seemed like you were always busy doing something when he wanted to talk. He’d call you at night and you wouldn’t answer, always miraculously not having your phone with you or on when the call would come in. He didn’t understand it, and when he went to one of the other members to talk, he didn’t want to hear what they had to say either. 

There was no way that you were getting tired of him. You couldn’t be getting bored… Because he promised you that he wouldn’t get bored. It would be hypocritical for you to ask him if he’d get bored of you and then… then get bored of him. 

The thought stuck with him though, and while that would usually make most people give up, it just made him try harder. He messaged you as much as he could, he sent you constant pictures, he tried to call you whenever he knew you’d be on a lunch break or when you’d usually get off work. Your responses were always so dry though. Were you trying to get rid of him? Had he done something wrong? He was doing his best, it’s not like he enjoyed being so far away from you. It had only been 3 months… He was willing to wait forever to be with you… Why couldn't you do the same for him? 

“Hey baby, how did you sleep?” Nowadays he felt nervous when he texted you. He didn’t know whether he’d get a one word reply or no reply at all. It felt pathetic that the days he’d get the one word replies were his favorite, but you had been leaving him on read so often now that even the smallest response felt like a win to him. 

“I think we should talk…” A five word reply, and while the words didn’t sit right with him and they made his stomach do flips, it was nice. It was nice to think that you wanted to talk to him, regardless of what it was about. 

“Yeah sure! I’m down to talk, do you want to call? I haven’t seen you in a while. I miss you!” 

“No calling… It’ll just make this harder.” Make what harder? What were you going to say that could possibly be so hard? You weren’t… leaving him… were you? You couldn’t be… He hadn’t done anything wrong. He was devoted to you, he was loyal to you in every way. You weren’t just going to give up on him that easily… Were you? 

“Well, whatever it is that you have to say, I want you to know that I love you. I can’t wait to see you again!” Maybe that text would make you rethink whatever it was that you were about to send. If you knew that he loved you, although he did tell you every single day, maybe you’d realize that whatever you were planning on doing wasn’t the right thing to do. 

“Mingi… I can’t keep this up. I… found someone else…” 

“No you didn’t… No you didn’t!” He was already crying even though he wanted his mind to just forget that he had even read that text. “You love me! Don’t you love me?!” You had to love him… Why else would you have been so sad in the car when he went to the airport? “Is this because I couldn’t visit you after the tour was over? I’m sorry! I’ll come visit you! I’ll buy a plane ticket right now!” 

“It’s not that… I need someone that’s here with me. I don’t just want to keep repeating the same conversations every single day. The schedule differences and… Everything is stacked up against us… We weren’t going to work.” 

How could you say something like that? He was doing everything he possibly could to make it work. He was the one putting in all the effort. He was the one staying up later than he should just to be able to call you and message you when you were free. “No… You just didn’t want it to work… I still do!” His fingers moved like lightning across his screen, his eyes blurred with the tears that he was trying so hard to hold back. “You can’t decide something like that.. If you would have talked to me… We could have made it work.” 

Did you know that you were killing him, that you were breaking his heart? Would you take the words back if he told you? “I don’t want to argue with you… I just wanted you to know…” Were you as nonchalant as your texts made it seem you were? You really didn’t care… But maybe… Maybe if he gave you some time… A bit of time you’d come to realize that you did love him. He won’t message you… He’ll let it simmer… Maybe you’ll end up missing him and messaging him first. 

So he waited, and days turned into weeks, and he thought he’d be able to wait a month, but then you started posting on Instagram. You looked so happy in your pictures, you looked absolutely gorgeous, and the smile that you were wearing was the same one you had given him during those two days he got to be with you. He swiped through, and he was fine… Maybe not as fine as he wanted to be, but he was fine with seeing the pictures of just you. It brought back happier memories of when he was able to actually be with you. Then he got to the last picture, the guy that you were currently with, he assumed, his arms around you and his lips planted to your cheek. 

As if your words hadn’t been enough to have his heart breaking in two, the pictures felt like you were purposely throwing it in his face that he couldn’t be with you, that he couldn’t make you happy. He couldn’t stand seeing it, he was pissed, he was devastated, he wanted to lash out and he wanted to cry. Why were you doing this to him? What had he done? 

There wasn’t a single thought in his mind as he closed the instagram app and went to kakao, not even bothering to text you before his thumb slammed down on the call button. He didn’t care if you answered the first time, he’d just keep calling until you did, and that’s exactly what he had to do. It took 6 times for your exasperated breath to come through the speaker when you finally answered, but he wasn’t going to give you any time to complain. 

“Did you post it to piss me off or upset me? Because you did both! I guess you’re really winning now, aren’t you? You got to break up with a k-pop idol and break his heart! Good for you!” Right off the bat he was ranting, and maybe he sounded a little bit psychotic, maybe he sounded just slightly obsessed, but when you’re in love with someone, isn’t that how it should be? 

The sound of a man talking in the background had Mingis ears perking up. Were you with the guy still? Oh, how he wished the guy would get on the phone, he’d love to have a word with him. “You’re being ridiculous. I had a clear, logical reason to break up with you. I didn’t do it to hurt you or piss you off. I just wanted to be happy.” How could you sound so sad when you were the one that left him. He didn’t do this! You did! 

“What about my happiness?!” He screeched, running his hand through his hair. He had become aware of the rest of the guys all coming into the room to check on him, but he didn’t care enough to stop. You were going to listen to what he had to say, and those that decided to stick around would have to listen to it too. “You gave up on everything… You’re so selfish! And you weren’t even going to tell me!” 

“I was going to tell you!” You shouted back, and for some reason, it made him kind of excited to hear you fighting back. Something about hearing you get emotional over his words… It had butterflies swarming his stomach. “I didn’t even have time to fully think about how I was going to tell you, but you kept fucking messaging me and-” 

“Of course I kept messaging you! You were my girlfriend and I hadn’t heard from you! Don’t try to act like I’m the bad guy when you’re the one who was practically cheating on me!” While he was angry, he was also struggling to keep from laughing. It would probably sound a bit maniacal to start laughing right now though, and that’s the last thing he wanted. He just found it so cute, the way you were swearing and breathing so heavily, he could almost perfectly envision your face right now. 

You huffed loudly, and the sound was so beautiful to him. Maybe it was just the fact that you hadn’t hung up yet… You were still making time out of your day that you were spending with your boyfriend to focus on him. “I don’t know why you’re being such an asshole right now… I didn’t do anything to you. I never cheated on you… We… What we had… It couldn’t even be considered dating… We were only together for two days…” 

Now he was laughing though, his head falling back as the sound built in his chest. “Yeah okay! Let’s just hope that your boyfriend doesn’t have to go out of town or leave the country for more than a week. You might replace him too!” He shot back and he could almost hear the eye roll from your end. “Maybe you’re not actually meant for relationships, you just want someone to physically dote upon you daily. Sorry I couldn’t fit your selfish needs into my already busy schedule.” 

A small sniffle and the shuffling of fabric, maybe you were wiping your tears or maybe your wonderful boyfriend had come over to wipe them for you. “You’re being unnecessarily mean to me right now…” You whispered, sniffling again before swallowing thickly. “I’m sorry that you’re hung up… And I’m sorry that my happiness is upsetting you. I’m not asking you to stick around though… I’m not forcing you to. You don’t have to stalk my life… You can unfollow me.” 

Of course he wasn’t going to do that. He couldn’t imagine not seeing you on his feed when he opened Instagram, or not having your messages to look back on when he missed you too much. “You’re happiness won’t last long… You’re too selfish to be truly happy with anyone. The first time you can’t get exactly what you want, you give up. Have fun with that.” 

“I-” He quickly hung up, and it was only then that it sank in what he had done… And a wide smile spread across his face. He’d be kicking his feet if they weren’t touching the floor over the edge of the bed. The call only lasted 20 minutes tops, but hearing your voice that long… It was amazing, it made his heart beat a mile a minute and that familiar warm and fuzzy feeling washed over him. 

“Dude… What the fuck?” Wooyoung finally spoke up, concern masking the man's features as he stared at Mingi on the bed. No one had ever heard him talk like that before, and truthfully, he looked and was acting like a complete psychopath right now. “Who was that? What’s going on right now?” 

“I found a way to talk to her…” Mingi said, his chest rising and falling heavily as he let himself drop back onto the bed. He was happy, the happiest he’s been in weeks. “She’ll keep talking if we argue… I just have to keep arguing with her… Then she’ll come back to me. She’ll realize how much she misses me… This’ll work. I know it will.”

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[dinossaurz]

He ask you to marry him

(Hyung line)

Pairing: Ateez x reader

WC: 1.080

Genre: fluffy, maybe a little suggestive

Network: @blossomnet

Maknae line

Hongjoong

"Hongie, I'm here"

He was overworking, and you were worried with him, but he asked you to accompany him in the studio, and you gladly accepted.

"Baby, hi." he get up from his comfy chair hugging you tight and giving you a lot of kisses on your face. You thought he was acting all weird, because he didn't liked physically touching you too much.

"You're okay?" you look confused at him e he just laughed.

"Sit here, babe. I have a little surprise to you." he guided you to the chair, and you sited in front of his computer and saw a paused video, you looked at his direction, even more confused, and then he just clicked in the play button.

The video had a really sweet melody, it was your favorite Ateez song, it was a bunch of video he recorded of you without you seeing it. All your dates you already had together.

The video had a voice. His voice.

"I know sometimes the world seems hard and cold, there's really mean people that says awful things to us that makes us feel really low. Just as people makes me feel in the past. But after I met you, I realized that when we're on our lowest, it means we only have one way to follow. It's upwards. Y/N, I want to be your only way. Your begging and all that came with that."

You had tears on your eyes, because you were worried when he was making something to you. In the moment you were turning to talk to him, he bent down in one knee and showed a little box. Your heart couldn't stop beating in a really fast tune.

"Y/N, will you marry me?" he had shaky voice, tears in his eyes and you didn't need to think twice.

"Y-yes... yes, yes." you shake your head and started crying and Hongjoong took your hand and put the ring on your finger and you jumped in his chest to hug him tightly, and both of you cried for a while until you decided you needed to kiss him.

Seonghwa

"It's so pretty, isn't it?" Seonghwa said, laying by your side in the cold sand at night, stargazing.

"Yes. I love the stars." you said, looking at your boyfriend and smiled. He turned and hold your hand softly.

"Can I say something about the stars?" you smiled.

"Sure, love." he prepared himself and looked at you in the eyes.

"The sailors used to be lost in the darkness, they used to be desperate sailing through the night, they never knew if the darkness were the sky or the sea. But do you know what they used to do to not being lost anymore? They used the stars to guide themselves, being possible to calculate a new path or even correct it in the darkest nights. Y/N, just like the stars to the lost sailors in the old times, you're my star. Your corrected my path and made me feel safe exiting the darkness."

You opened your mouth, wordless.

"Would you like to marry me?" his eyes were teary, just like yours, and then you started to cry in happiness.

"Hwa... of course I would marry you, jagi."

"I love you so much, my little star." he kissed your forehead and moved away a little and showed you a diamond ring that was in his pocket and you gave your hand to him put the ring on your finger.

"I love you too, my love." you smiled and he whipped your tears with his fingers.

You both kept looking at each other's eyes and then made a heated make out session.

Yunho

"Happy anniversary, baby!" you exchange a gift for your dating anniversary. You firstly gave him a chocolate box, keeping a surprise to tonight, a new pair of lingerie and all your love to him.

"Thank you, jagi." you said, kissing his cheek when he gives you a letter. It was a tradition to give you a letter in your anniversary, and you just had a surprise when you opened the letter, it was different.

"You didn't realized? Decipher the code... our code." it was what it was written on the letter. You looked at him in confusion and he blinked at you when you remembered. All the letters had a initial letter on top of the paper, and you always asked yourself the meaning of that.

This time, it only had a '?'. Immediately you went to the other letters.

" W, i, l, l, y, o, u, m, a, r, r, y, m, e, ?"

Each letter to a month of anniversary. The letters formed 'will you marry me?' made you put your hands in your mouth, in pure shock. Your eyes already watering.

"Yunho you... I don't believe..." you looked to the letters and smiled to him, your eyes shiny.

"So, I'm waiting for your answer." he kneel and showed your a velvety box with a silver ring inside.

"Yes. Definitely yes! Thank you, Yuyu." you hugged him tightly and let some tears flowing through your face and he whipped them out softly and then kissed you, passing his hands though your curves. He felt you with no underwear and he just knew what you wanted.

"Hmm... so this was your gift?" he laughed close to your lips and you nodded and kissed his neck, provoking him.

Yeosang

"Y/N, you're awake?" he whispered, seeing you laid, rubbing your eyes, with messy hair.

"Oh, hi... you're here." you stretched yourself and didn't noticed a ring on your finger, Yeosang put it there while you were sleeping. "I'm so ugly right now. You should have called me so I could get dressed pretty before you came." you laughed.

"Actually, you're perfect just like this, it wouldn't disturb me seeing you like this every single day, waking up by my side. Cuddle with you, give you love and affection by morning, it would be nice, wouldn't it?" you looked at him confused and he laughed.

"Huh?" Yeosang hold your hand and you saw the ring. Now you realized, you sleepy form were just gone.

"Y/N, will you marry me?" your heart gone insane just like butterfly wings, your smile grows and without realizing, you're crying.

"Of course. Yes, yes, yes." you cried and hugs him. He kissed your head and fixed your hair, just making it messier and it made both of you laugh.

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How did they feel the last time they saw you? [group 2]

This is the reading for group 2. If you picked group 1 or group 3, go to the respective posts to get your messages. You picked group 2 if you chose ATEEZ Hongjoong.

Group 2

Note from reader : right before I started shuffling for your reading, which I did on 11/11 if I may point that out, I had NewJeans ' Bubblegum playing on loop on the back of my mind. This song is very dreamy and sweet, reflective of a crush kind of energy. So this gave me the impression that the person you are thinking of feels very excited and mellow whenever they're around you. I had this warm feeling in my belly that kinda made me feel giddy. So that could be representative of this person's energy towards you at the moment.

9 of cups, page of cups, Death, 7 of cups, 9 of pentacles, knight of wands, back of the deck King of cups

The spread further confirms the energy I was picking up on before pulling the cards. When you last met, which may have been quite recently, this person was in a very good mood. They felt like they were on cloud nine because the context of the meeting felt ideal. Like both of you were in the best position and disposition to interact. It felt like a dream to this person and they may have had a hard time leaving you afterwards. The context of this meeting feels very intimate. It is possible that there were only the two of you. But if you were with other people, this person definitely felt like only you mattered. The were kinda like in a bubble and you were all they could see and think about. With the energy of the King of cups, this person may have felt very lovey dovey and in a romantic disposition towards you. They wanted to pour their heart out and surround you with their love and affection. You really opened this person's heart space and filled it with emotions. They were definitely turned on but that was more of an emotional attraction than a physical one. The conversations you may have had at that time could have revolved around romance, dating, the possibilities that both of you had when it comes to this connection. You and this person may have been single at the time but both were open to getting to know each other on a deeper level. It kinda feels like a date setting but it doesn't have to be. This person had a huge crush on you and they couldn't stop staring at you, basking in the moment, taking in your features and scent. They may have felt like an important page of their life was being written at this moment. Here I feel like the Death card speaks more of a deep transformation of this person's feelings for you the moment they saw you. Maybe in that moment they realized that they wanted more than just being friends. As I wrote that I felt a shiver running through my spine, so that to me is a confirmation that this is what was happening. Ever since that moment, this person can't stop thinking of you and day dreaming about you, hoping for more, wishing that you were in their arms. When they last saw you, I can definitely say that they felt the urge to kiss you and hold you in their arms but for some reason, they couldn't. They may have felt scared of destroying whatever chemistry you had. "If I do it, we may never go back" kind of feeling. They were hesitant to show you the extent of their true feelings but oh boy was the temptation there. You may have felt it in the air. You may have perceived that this person was acting a bit different than usual. There were things in what they said or what they did that may have been tell tale signs something was going on. Like this person drinking your favorite coffee when they explicitely mentioned several times that they were not fond of it. Or them wearing a different brand of cologne that you just so happened to talk about the other day, because you spent minutes sniffing it in the store before you bought it. That kind of subtle details. Or maybe they were talking a bit differently than usual, or just something about their energy felt off. Anyways, this person was trying very hard not to lose their composure. They did their very best to remain calm, reassuring, respectful. But all they could think about were "unholy" thoughts. I won't dive any further on that matter because this wasn't supposed to be an 18+ reading, but you get my drift. They may have felt compelled to by you a gift or do something they usually wouldn't do just for you, so that you could feel special. I particularly pick up on a very specific thing that is a bit personal, but maybe this could resonate with you.

When I was in highschool, I had a classmate that was very popular among our peers. We got along well and would talk from time to time because we were partners in science class and had to work on common projects. His friends didn't like me, so he sometimes felt a bit shy being seen with me but he didn't want me to think that he didn't appreciate me. So what he would do to make sure I knew he wasn't ignoring me or forgetting about me, is that when he walked in the corridors to greet his friends, he would walk past me and discreetly wink at me as a hello. That was something he only used with me. And it made me feel included and special. So maybe the person you were thinking of does similar things. When you are in group settings and they don't want you to feel left out, they may have a discreet interaction with you, a little sign that only you can notice and understand. This also tells me that the person on your mind may have felt cornered or too shy because of external factors such as being in public or just being surrounded by people that know you personally like family and friends. But also, they feel like they have a special bond with you that no one else has. This reminds me a bit of group 3's energy. If you felt drawn to group 3 as well, you may want to check that group's reading too. I don't know why but I feel like this connection may be something that both of you hide from your peers.