#I REALLY AM THAT BITCH ARENT I
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i love crazy contrasting 1p2p in every way(not every way). so i always subconsciously have 2P rusame be friends. unlikely friends etc. in whatever weird school au theyre friends. meri was probably bullied until he started hissing at other kids or something while rus2 was just like huhh okay yeah okay what fine. rus2 found him in a broom closet and it was as awkward as it sounds. in the weird stuckin1Pcoldwar au i have theyre friends also in the torturous existence. 1P rusame is too weird life is too short lets tomodachi✌️
#in comparison 1p rusame would be school insane psychological games social competition nerds MID OFF#2ptalia#i like the jp fanart where 2p ame is pitiful and gloomy. its cute#a little wannabe edgy but spare him he was left in the rain in a cardboard box when he was 2 years old.#i keep imagining a gay school au sorry. im gonna say shit now#rus2 is blunt and kind of. bad at reading signals. accidentally drags him and meri into karaoke with ame(enigmatic popular kid)#meri is like fuck my life... but he has a killer bitch face so people are like uwaa scary... hes brooding...#rus2 is like ah sorry i forgot you never had a normal teen friendship and clung onto (nada) all the time#meri is always coping like these people... dont get it... hes half right#they go to karaoke and ame sings really off key#actually i have a common daydream where ame's elusiveness is really funny to meri#he's like hahahaha what the hell that kids crazy ahahaha. like laughing at a cartoon#and then somehow he keeps being approached by ame (slow trying to step away) hes like noo... i dont actually wanna get close to u at all...#meri and rus2 probably play observers theyre quiet kids who go hmm im nooticing!#observing 1p rusames weirdship that everybody can see but they don't think anyone notices their crazyship#and rus2 is like oh two people talking and interacting alot. theyre friends. its just like a rivalry thing yeah?#while meri is like fuckkk the fucking golden boy is talking to us when ame talks to them rus2 is like#why dont you invite (rusia) to the karaoke arent you two friends#(ame mania face turns around)#okay thats all i got bye
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my best friend just told me she's gonna show me her regular ass grocery order when she gets home and i seriously cheered as if she said she was coming over Right Now
#admittedly... i have such low social energy just ebing shown routine/boring things from ppls day to days makes me really happy#cause like!! i know random silly things!! and i can learn so much from that!! like food preferences or even shampoo smells yk???#like augh mundane things < 33333333#(also yes if u want to be my friend its definitely easier if u just take a show and tell approach. like kindergarten show & tell style wehr#u go “HERE'S MY THINGS” nd everyone claps and cheers then it just keeps cycling. i love show and tell. its my favorite way to make friends)#its funny - i literally ramble so much in the tags someone could probably search them and figure out Exactly how to love me w/o me having t#say much to them (Cause i am such an oversharer in tags + ik myself v well) b/c im frequently giving stupid little “cheats”#(ik its not cheats im just being silly with that wording)#i once had a exfriend send me a picture of her reciepts from being out for the day with others (and none of the things she had gotten atp)#and we arent even friends anymore and i STILL think very fondly about that conversation bc ahhhhh <3 i just like knowing random silly thing#im such a friendship bitch
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Oh yeah since Jojo exposed the Momina 8 children fiasco I should add that when Hayato realizes that his children don't have a tribe (its through your dad) that actually makes him distraught!!! Momina comforts him by reminding him they have their own...tribe...I'm gonna throw up. I'm gonna choke her with her own intestines!!!
I blacked out in anger and snapped in the tags but also this is so long (tags) so I'll add here...really considered them having 9 kids because I think it'd be very funny for the two oldest to look at their dad like he's a monster. :) they did when the twins were born when they were 16 and 15 but would it not be even funnier if they visit from college and it's love "surprise! Hooyo is pregnant (again)!!" :) unfortunately I said Momina would be 41 when the twins are born BUT IMAGINE? Maybe for Mafia hs au 🙄
#khr ocs#momo x gokudera#tbh I actually hate it so bad when ppl misuse tribe and say dumb things like 'I found my tribe' fjjf#like unless you were out here actually doing that stfu#also I said tribe but in Somali its qabil so I may start using that instead 🤔#apparently that is ALSO an arabic loan word lmaooo#anyway I dont know how other tribes work but I also dont use Clan for Somali ppl#bc from what I've seen they all have the same last name? We dont! you take your father's last name#and for some reason I've seen the take that 'ppl in tribes arent related' and I assume its the last name thing?#but in Somali ppl's case that is completely incorrect#and ngl I assume that ppl in tribes are related on someway but this goes against some things white researchers have said#but I checked now and it says they tend to have a common ancestor so progress 😭#anyway I AM RANTING THIS IS AN IMPORTANT TOPIC TO MEEEE#despite how messy tribalism is I really love what it means to have a tribe okay#anyway Momina that traitorous BITCH would say that!!#also anyway 8 kids is funny to me bc I actually have 7 siblings 😀#the most I know in my family is my paternal auntie who had 14
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genuine question am i just a bitch for being upset over something .
#my mom decided to open some of my dads batman figurines. figurines dad never got to open.#theyve been unopened on a shelf since dad died. i THOUGHT we agreed to leave them unopened.#apparently not! because the second my niece decides she wants to play with them (THEY ARENT TOYS BTW) she just. opens two of them.#without even asking me. she wouldve pressured me into saying yes either way so i guess it doesnt matter but.#im. am i just a bitch for not wanting my four year old playing with my dads stuff. especially stuff he never even got to open himself.#am i genuinely just being an ass because seeing that made me want to cry.#i dont care that she put them back in the box SHE DIDNT EVEN ASK ME.#THAT WAS *MY DADS* STUFF. I SHOULD AT LEAST BE ASKED RIGHT? AM I CRAZY.#it wasnt mine but it wasnt hers either. its dads. its his. we shouldnt be messing with it. any of us. no one should be messing with it.#we should leave it alone. its not ours. and its definitely not ours to give to a TODDLER who might BREAK IT.#NOT TO MENTION SHE COULD HURT HERSELF IF THOSE THINGS BROKE.#idk. i. im really shaken up. maybe im just a bitch.
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.... Y'know they won't stop right
IM AWARE,, JUST,, YOU CAN'T REALLY FORCE TWO REAL PEOPLE TO ROLEPLAY TWO FICTIONAL CHARACTERS KISSING 😭
#mod william speaks!!#i really dont care but im letting everyone know that forcing this situation onto those that arent okay with it like i am is a bitch move </3
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anyway i love giving like all my ocs tourettes
#the bin#love giving them arm covers and gloves for padding bc ya bitch uses those irl#fun fact punching yourself really fucking hurts. like a lot. like a lot a lot. i shouod really get more cute gloves for padding#i need to get more actual proper gloves. i wish it was easier to find tech gloves that provided actual good padding#i tend to default to fingerless bc theyre cuter and most that i have are thicker than tech gloves but i can still use my phone with them on#but they arent great bc my fingers are still out and knuckles fuckin hurt. in colder months i will later them on top of tech gloves and#i shouod probs start wearing padding on the places i ounch most often and that might be a good solution but its a bit hard to#curse my love of skimpy clothes and my tourettes decision to punch my collar bones and rips really hard with my knuckles#girl why! why would you want this? fucking ouchies#all my ocs much be twitchy like me or else what am i even doing?
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nooooooo im not doing it noooooo you cant make meeee i dont want toooo are u fucking joking this is not funny anymore brainnnn make it stopppppp .
#.......my hair feels like its too short which is a very bad sign#It Isnt Short . I Need A Haircut . Are YOu Serious .#hate this ! i dont have time to rewatch all that either AND i hate **** ***** too much to watch most of it anyway#if u think i am watching his 3 stupid self titled movies you are Wrong hes a Bitch and i Dont Like Him#i hate the ******** why did i first person them earlier . IM NOT GOING THERE YOU CANT MAKE ME#THEY DONT EVEN LIKE EACH OTHER THEYRE LIKE FRIGID COWORKERS THEY ARENT EVEN FRIENDS#kicking and screaming . kicking and screaming . not fucking going here . once in a side series was enough IM NOT GOING IN THE MAIN MOVIES#fuck this shit so much . repression box .#id even take being ********* over this !!!! absolutely not get out#txt#I KNOW THE *** MOVIES ARE STUPID AND BAD BUT THEY ARE ALSO GETTING ME . I DONT WANT TO GO HERE EITHER#YOU MAY THINK YOURE SAFE BECAUSE OF THEM BEING STUPID AND BAD YOU ARENT ! YOU REALLY ARENT !!!#m*rvel problems
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hate how im now at a point where im legit like kicking my legs and grinning like an idiot over fictional characters SEND HELP
#take One Guess who im talking about. YES ITS KOI BOI#hes so prettyyyyy and cute and lovely and i love looking at him i wanna hear him speak and laugh and sing just AAAAAAAAAAAA#(turns to my own brain) BITCH WE ARE MEANT TO BE AROACE WHY ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH TWO FICTIONAL CRIMINALS WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?????#my brain: (that fuckin anime girl gif from evangelion (i think??))#like fuuuuuck man is it self shipping if u use a proxy? like. hes an oc but he's a stand in for me. he is me and i am him but we also arent#he is his own person and i am my own our lives are very very different but i use him to express love for Mad Dog and Koi Boy#cause they could actually love him if i were in their world i wouldnt stand a chance but my boy has one so he loves them for me#its far easier to imagine him kissing them than it is for me to imagine myself kissing them but that might be because im wired weird#idk it *feels* like it counts yknow. my dumbass out here gettin jealous when i see a Certain Ship cause like i disagree with it on#a Fundamental Level. and on TOP of that half the time the art is so CUTE and im like 'motherfucker that should be ME' or i guess my lad but#STILL am i making sense?? doesnt help that i worry im like. misreading what content i have but also fuck you i can do what i want and also#i get him more than yall kgyugkhjhk (jk jk. Unless) basically when i call them my boyfriends i fuckin mean it#look its Real Missing Nishiki Hours i love him i wanna kiss his perfect face someone shoulda shown him love i could save him and he could#make me worse <3 I Want Him#and do not get me wrong i may be focused on him but Majima is still my wifey too!!! hes mine you cant have her <3#i just have koi boy brainrot i very much desire them Both (YES THAT MIGHT BE WHY I SHIP THEM TOO LOOK I ALSO THINK THEYD WORK WELL TOGETHER#OR AT LEAST HAVE A FUN DYNAMIC TO EXPLORE I SHOULD DATE THEM AND THEY SHOULD DATE EACH OTHER WE ALL HAVE 2 HANDS)#might delete this in the mornin who knows but im feelin silly i wanna talk about them i wanna talk about my boy but idk if ppl would really#GET IT yknow i can think of maybe Two People and that INCLUDES bestie but just aaaa point is i love my koi boy so much hes so lovely <3 <3
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Had the deranged thought of 'you know being gay should count as gender nonconforming since gender roles expect you to be het by default' but then I remembered how vile some gender conforming gay people are to gnc queers and yeah, no. You dont get that.
#im not saying masc gay or fem (not femme) lesbian is a monster who hates gnc people#but youve seen the 'not like other gays'/'what people think lesbians look like vs what lesbians really look like' posts#theyre out there. these cunts#bitch mantis#im not saying those ppl cant call themselves gnc. what am i the label police im a bi lesbian gay guy ffs#im just saying that they need to be normal about weird gnc queers too. butches and flamboyant gays arent your enemies. l
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Oh I BET you used to be a hamilton kid
see this is the kind of shit im talking about. sorry that youre so uncomfortable with the thought of a musical that you have to go like AHH!!! AHAHAHA!!!! I GOT YOUR ASS HERE!!!! because like. yeah i was so what. i was in high school and its pretty much an agreed thing anyways that even with its shit the music and performances are really good. just like anything else i consume as an adult i am critical of my interests and address nuances in their content and how theyre consumed which you obviously cant say for yourself
#and AGAIN this is touching back on how people dont bother to know anything about musicals other than one example of what is the biggest and#therefore what is generating the most discourse#and then using that as some gotcha or as an example of why they dont like all musicals like. do you think actual fans of musicals havent#already gone over all this?? you really arent doing what you think youre doing#OHHHH FCUCUCKKKK THIS BITCH HAD INTERESTS AS A KID WE NOW CONSIDER CRINGEY!!!! LETS KILL HER!!!!!#apparently i am the fucking musicals warrior now. girl i really dont give a fuck what you have to say shut up and go watch chicago#asks
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me remembering that i am incapable of not getting mad for my friends
#sophie speaks#itsa no good#i really am that autistic people sense of justice arent i#one of my first memories is absolutely wailing on this girl (who was a bitch) for breaking a promise and partnering up with someone else#and everyone and their mother getting mad at me for making her cry when all i did was call her like. a liar#i have anger issues. so many anger issues
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I HATE BOTH OF MY SISTERS
One leaves that absolute MINIMUM amount of toilet paper on the roll every time JUST so that SHE doesn't have to be the one to deal with replacing it, and the other NEVER REPLACES IT HECK SHE DOESNT EVEN THROW THE NAKED CARDBOARD IN THE TRASH SHE JUST LEAVES IT THERE
HOW AM I THE YOUNGEST ONE OF THESE FUCKERS
#arent older people supposed to be more responsible??#really hoping my future roommate isnt as much of a FUCKING BITCH as my sisters are#if you are one of these people i am exploding you rn#you will spontaneously combust
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My mother was genuinely pissed off tonight about the concept of two guys showing affection towards each other in any capacity and was ranting about it for like 20 minutes. And she still claims she’s not homophobic 😞
#the klock keeps ticking#im genuinely so sorry i feel like i keep bitching about being home but hnnghhhh this woman is so exhausting to be around#like here she was complained saying that boys nowadays are really affectionate towards their male friends#like. hugging them#THATS LITERALLY ALL IT IS THEY HUG THEIR FRIENDS FOR MORE THAN HALF A SECOND#and my mom is like I DONT HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THIS BUT-#like bitch you so fucking clearly do have a problem you specifically brought this up out of the blue and bitched about it#and im like literally what is the problem here its a good thing these kids are being affectionate with their equally affectionate friends#especially since boys ESPECIALLY around here are pumped up on toxic masculinity and dont express love in healthy ways#and she literally I SHIT YOU FUCKING NOT said that shes worried a) about the fact that boys apparently#arent ‘touching’ girls anymore (which she specifically said was cuz of metoo era parenting so shes literally talking about assault)#so yeah i guess shes mad boys arent sexually harassing girls as much???#then b) said that boys as a result are going to and i quote ‘stop touching girls and start only touching each other and living together’#and this is an issue cuz humans will no longer procreate#IM NOT MAKING ANY OF THIS UP SHE SAID LITERALLY ALL OF THIS AND SOMEHOW DOESNT SEE HOW ITS HOMOPHOBIC#i really really am just. exhausted she is too much#i kept desperately trying to move on but she kept TALKING ugh#i hate her#i need comfort and a restraining order
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Awful: worst person you know made an au specifically catered to you
#speculation nation#really i should just have them blocked to spare myself the psychic damage but im a nosy bitch#they probably arent actually the literal worst person i know but theyre Not Great!#... and they made a very good point about another game i love. and i am very angry about it 😠
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My feel of infinite disbelief when someone who used to tell me i was too much/too dramatic and that it made them angry posted a very tear inducing insta story about her sick leave. I have been on sick leave for months by now. You insisted I should do it and then told me I was overreacting. I didn't post shit about it, but i did post something (respectful and out of genuine grief/wanting to move on) when the friendship ended and i still got angry messages. I'm always overreacting always a crybaby always emotionally manipulative even if NOBODY WAS SUPPOSED TO BE READING ME. And i think. Good fucking riddance. Honestly. Her leaving is the best thing that ever fucking happened to me
#text.txt#also her putting a very passive aggressive story on valentines day like implying that people that put valentine's day's photos#arent really loving or in love. bitch do i need your approval to be happy online#the thing is that you cannot accept that it wasn't just me that was the problem#bc i am fucking flourishing. im thriving. im happier than ever. WITHOUT YOU#the girl you said that was unable to love and be loved?#the girl you said that would end up alone bc nobody would be able to handle her?#that's me!!!#vent post
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edit: 4 was NOT supposed to be there i dont know how it happened
Like I know we all love making ADHD seem cool but like, don't forget it's actually a disability? My ADHD is bad enough I've nearly been evicted for forgetting to mail the rent check to the property manager, I've forgotten to pay the utility bills and had my water or power get turned off or had to pay fines bcs I missed a credit card payment. Once I was supposed to cat sit for a friend and I lost the house key she gave me but didn't realize until she was already out of town, and she had to call the apartment office to get someone to give me the spare so her cats would have food for the week. When I'm unmedicated I can't even get myself to shower half the time, forget eating or cleaning. Before I started living with my fiance I'd just like, not eat for days because I didn't have anyone to remind me to eat or go buy me food. I've forgotten to turn the stove off so many times and ruined kettles and tbh been DAMN fucking lucky the house didn't burn down. I've done stupid, impulsive shit that's nearly gotten me KILLED. I can't remember to close the shower curtain reliably even through my fiance points out every single time I forget, and he's almost out of soap rn bcs for the last MONTH neither of us have been able to remember to order more once we get out of the shower.
I've had such bad memory my entire life that to this day someone suggesting I forgot something because I simply didn't care enough is a legitimate trigger that, in the worst cases, makes me have a breakdown.
I get that for some of you this is just something that makes studying hard or you forget to take a pee break when you're playing Minecraft or whatever, that's still a valid struggle and you do deserve help and understanding, but like, ADHD is a disability. It's disabling. It's not impossible to improve and learn coping skills, meds help a lot, there are great accommodations out there(LIKE CLEANING SERVICES), but not every case of ADHD is the same, and a lot of them are pretty ugly ngl, and just because you managed to do something doesn't mean someone else is gonna be able to manage it too, or that they're being lazy for struggling. And that obviously doesn't mean ADHD people have a free pass to never work on themselves and make everyone cater to their every need or whatever, but we do deserve some understanding when we explain that our disability is actually disabling in ways that aren't palatable to you. So like, idk, maybe don't immediately recoil in horror when you find out that someone with ADHD can't keep their house clean. And for fucks sake don't ridicule them for it.
#yeah. I have pretty severe adhd and along with impacting my focus and things#i have really bad memeory problems because of it. medication doesn't even help that. Like you could tell me something thats really fucking#important or spill out feelings to be and id probably forget it all in the span of a few hours to a day.#i forget to eat. I forget to brush my teeth. i forget to shower. i forget to drink water. i forget to clean things.#i also want to add that. I can have major meltdowns because of my adhd. And I bet other people have that happen too#I dont know about other people but#i would NOT want to be avoided or treated badly in general because of a meltdown. There's at least a few other people who can agree with th#I know im not the only one. So please#dont ridicule people with adhd for not keeping their house clean or forgetting something you said#and don't be a bitch because someone had a meltdown they couldn't control#this isnt me saying “ohhh when someone does ____ in a meltdown they still shouldnt have consequences”“! no.#i fully believes in taking responsibility for your actions#but you guys also need to remember that we arent in the right mind AT ALL during that. i know I can be extremely unpredictable and sometime#violent towards myself or others during the breakdowns#yes I am aware that is not ok.#i will take consequences for my actions#but if you're just going to tell me to stop doing shit for attention or to “stop crying its already happened”#stay the fuck away from me.#(btw i had a worker at a mental hospital do that to me. He also got angry at me and snatched my clothes away from me when i was trying to#get them in the dryer because i was acting confused and was taking too long#what was actually happening was that i was stuck trying to process all the instructions he gave in like less than a minute.#i then had a meltdown after he snatched the clothes away from me. I didnt get violent but i was screaming. not at anyone#just screaming because of how distressed i felt in the moment over that. I felt like i wasnt understood#it felt like nobody even gives me a chance before i get stopped for “being too slow”.#because yes#i can take a while to process things sometimes.#but that doesnt give anyone the right to be an asshole to me in(at least I'd thnk so)#so along with not ridiculing someone for not having their help clean#not brushing their teeth or not drinking enough water#dont be an asshole because someone with adhd had a meltdown and also be patient with them.
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