#I NEED TO VENT BECAUSE AAAAAHHHHHFHFHF
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so i really do have cptsd, huh?
#I NEED TO VENT BECAUSE AAAAAHHHHHFHFHF#sometimes i be like “nah I'm fine. i just overthink too much”#and then i ✨ remember ✨#I can't believe how fucking blind i was for so many years#My family always tells me that I overreact and exaggerate when I try to tell them how I really feel#but when i told my psychiatrist about my trauma she completely understood me and actually wanted to hear me without judging me#my family's been gaslighting and manipulating me for years. not to mention scapegoating me#both of my parents neglected me throughout my entire childhood/teenage years#which is why i sometimes feel like an orphan#I've been grieving who I might've been for so long now#I can't think of any traumatic event from my life without bursting into tears#i relate to sufjan's music and sharp objects for a reason#lol. lmao even#rambles
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