#I MISS MY CAT !!! SO MUCH

[grumpyghostdoodles]

Going back home. Not a happy camper

Surgery got delayed bc my surgeon is horrible at her job, and did a mayor administrative and legal error.

Im gonna fucking lose it, chat :) :) :)

I cant get into the exact details, but now I have to take legal action against the private clinic that im going to have my surgery in bc they did an immense administrative and legal screw up. My doctor is actually in danger of getting fired.

I traveled so far away, did everything right to ensure that my doctor had everything she needed to make a safe surgery, and now i have to go all the way back home, and wait aprox two more months for my surgery. Beautiful.

Sadly, im medically on the verge of a physical collapse, so im going to be on bedrest for a bit until my body heals back up. Mentally, i am fine, no need to worry, im just fucking exhausted and angry. If I draw, I'll be low effort doodles for a while, mostly to cheer myself up, so still no big updates or drawings

I am mentally fine, i am just very tired and physically ill, but in good spirits. My parking lot fight with the grim reaper will be postponed for a bit XD

[amtrax]

i’m not okay rn

ryker found rosie’s old brush. it has her hair on it. fuck.

[x-h3kk3ning-x]

It's 4am and I woke up and have a headache and I cant go back to sleep because back in 2009 my dad went to sleep with a headache and woke up with a stroke that took his entire ability to speak and showed him a blood disorder that he passed down to me.

He took an ibuprofen that night before sleeping. Ibuprofen is the only pain relief near me right now. So Im gonna just fight through the pain I guess.

Im really aleepy.

[cw-ianthe]

that post made me realize it's been 14 months and the grief hit me like a truck. i miss her so much. she really was a little teddy bear

[praisethegabs]

Today marks four months since I hugged you for the last time. It still hurts like it was yesterday. Every night, I sleep hugging the pillow you used to sleep on, and for some reason, it comforts me. I wish you were here with me to see our new home, to which I know you would love. I miss you so much, Kili.

Love you always

[chocochococoffee]

been listening to a lot of Grizzly Bear this days. They aint bad at all, just very hit or miss. But oh boy they got some songs that pierce my heart

they will be part of my Mood Music ** Melancholic ** Mix

[armorawk]

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[abrahamshipwreck]

Yes hello karma I would very much like a break from the bad stuff for a bit? Pls? A little bit??

[zuzsenpai]

crying for even one minute drains like three hours of energy out of your body

[everlastingdaisy]

i need to adopt two cats and name them Ruby and Niki (Nikita the tv show) for mental health reasons

[megueggu]

pet her! for @pup_hime ✨

[vogue-gonerogue]

i really only start reblogging a lot on tumblr when i’m in an extreme low in my life lol so this is like therapeutic for me

[another-void-tbh]

i don't think you understand how much i want to hug a cat and im being so brave about it

[daughtersofferrix]

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[bimbospace]

it’s such a struggle to get anything done when the things that need doing feel endless right now

[tsundere-isopods]

The thing about death is that your whole world is ending, and you look exactly the same as the day before they left.