#I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH HOPE YOU HAVE THE BESTEST DAY EVER

[thespiritssaidso]

Mr. Bean

Summary: Shawn gets drugged while undercover with Lassiter. So now the detective has to drag his boyfriend’s plastered ass back to their house. 

Except… Shawn doesn’t recognize Lassiter in his drunken state. Instead, he refers to him by another name. 

Notes: I don’t actually know how someone being spiked is treated for, so like. Please don’t come at me if i wrote it wrong 

Flufftober day 6: Mistaken Identity

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Lassiter unlocked the door to his house with one hand, the other busy with trying to keep Shawn upright by wrapping an arm around his torso. Shawn currently had one arm around Lassiter’s shoulders and was putting all of his weight on the detective. Not that it was much, but it would be just enough to knock him off balance if he wasn’t careful. 

They had been undercover at a bar, staking out a guy that was suspected to be a predator. All Shawn and Lassiter had to do was watch the guy and try to witness him in action. But of course, nothing was ever that simple. 

Lassiter had no clue what the hell had gone through Shawn’s head, but one moment he was watching the guy spike some girl’s drink and the next his boyfriend had grabbed it and chugged it down like it was the last glass of alcohol in the world. 

The guy was arrested, of course. Two witness accounts – especially if one of them was drugged – made for quite the testimony against his case. 

Lassiter would have gladly gone to the station to book the scumbag for attempting and succeeding in drugging a civilian. But Shawn was in no condition to drive himself home, much less look after himself. 

So after a quick hospital trip resulting in the doctor injecting a medicine that would dilute the effects of the drugs, and Lassiter convincing Juliet to not go easy on the criminal – absolutely no persuasion was needed – he could take Shawn home. 

“Here, let’s set you on the couch for now.” Lassiter said with an almost uncharacteristically soft tone. 

Shawn, eyes half-lidded, mumbled something that was slurred and unintelligible. Lassiter couldn’t pick out a single word that came out of his mouth. 

The doctor had informed him that the best thing they could do now was wait until the drug was out of Shawn’s system. So that was what Lassiter was going to do. He’d wait with Shawn until he was back to being himself. As he did, he poured a glass of water for Shawn. Might as well try and expedite the process. 

Lassiter took a seat next to his boyfriend on the sofa and was about to try and coax him to drink some water, but Shawn turned to stop him. Very sloppily too, nearly smacking the drink out of Lassiter’s hands. 

“Sorry, that’s- that’s my- husbands spot. You can’t sit there.” His speech was still slurred, but at least Lassiter could tell what he was saying. 

It took a moment, but Lassiter soon understood what exactly Shawn was saying. He couldn’t recognize him. He also referred to him inadvertently as his husband. 

Husband. They still had yet to be married, but Shawn thought of him as his husband. Not just his boyfriend. Husband. “Oh! Well then, I hope you don’t mind me asking who your husband is?” 

Shawn paused for a moment, his brain catching up to what Lassiter had said. Then a big dopey grin began to grow. “The bestest ever. He’s my puppy. My Lassiekins. But you wouldn’t know him, Mr. Bean.”

Lassiter didn’t know whether to be endeared by what Shawn had said about him, or offended that he’d called him Mr. Bean. He’d gotten the comment about his appearance a few times more than he’d liked, but hearing it from Shawn made him feel conflicted. He knew he didn’t love the nickname, but he didn’t exactly hate it when his boyfriend said it. 

But he brushed that aside and decided to focus more on what Shawn said before that. “Is that so? What’s he like?” Lassiter knew this was wrong, he shouldn’t be exploiting his boyfriend like this, especially after he’d been drugged. But he’d be lying if he said he didn’t enjoy hearing Shawn talk about him. 

“He’s sooooo cute. He loves guns so much. And the civil war. Mmmm I could listen to him talk about that forever. He- he just- mh he gets so into- the talking about it…”

Situating himself on the armrest of the sofa so Shawn wouldn’t try to shove him away again, Lassiter felt his face flush. He liked that? Lassiter had always had some deep-seated feeling that wouldn’t go away that Shawn would only let him prattle on about his favorite things (other than his boyfriend, of course) because he could see it made him happy. Now knowing that it also made Shawn happy… he was elated. “Yeah? What else?”

“You talk a lot. Aren’t you, like, quiet Mr. Bean?”

And then Lassiter was reminded of why this conversation was even happening. Shawn had no clue that he was talking to Lassiter, and in his drugged state thought he was talking to a fictional character from a tv show that he shared absolutely no resemblance with. 

Shawn shifted on the sofa, scooting down until a good portion of his back was now resting on the seat of the cushion and his head on the back with his neck alarmingly close to being at a ninety degree angle. “I love him so much, Mr. Bean.” 

Lassiter felt his heart warm, spreading from his chest to the rest of his body. “Shawn…” 

A snore interrupted him. Somehow, Shawn had managed to fall asleep with his eyes wide open. Seemed about right for him. 

Worried about his body posture, Lassiter scooped his boyfriend up and into a bridal carry. Shawn dangled limply in his arms, not stirring at the sudden movement. 

One short walk down the hall to their shared bedroom later and the two were laying in the big king sized bed. Lassiter had already closed Shawn’s eyes for him, not wanting them to dry out from staying open too long. He leaned over from his side of the bed and placed a gentle kiss on his cheek. As though he had felt it, a tiny grin grew on Shawn’s unconscious face. 

After sitting there and just staring at Shawn for a few minutes, Lassiter turned over and fell asleep as well. 

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Notes: Not the most proud of this one, but I wrote it and yea. I guess. 

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[whumpsoda]

heyy, just passing around here to say I love your OCs, they're so charismatic and nicely-developed

and I love you too, your blog is the best

I hope you have a nice day <3

Aww this is sooooo sweet I’m so so so happy you like my characters that means so much to me <3 and I love you too anon!! This totally made my day so tysm!! :D I hope you have the bestest day ever!!!

[lioncunt]

what are your opinions on the different lestats? and louiss? claudias and armands?

tomstat: a fantastic lestat, did his homework, very fun very angry gave validation to everyone who thinks lestat is lying about his height. flamboyant and cruel and charming he captured it all very well. writing wise anne just didn’t incorporate anything from the other books so he was pretty shallow.

musicalstat: BORINGGGGFF anne tried to make him woe is me i did nothing wrong SHUT UUUUUUUP. i loved his storyline with nicki in this one even though it was less insane and complex and him and gabrielle had great moments but god he was so boring. hugh panera or whatever did a garbage job

qotdstat: still haven’t watched it but i hate him on principal

samstat: my bestest friend sam reid who lives in my hippocampus and we compare tvl annotations teehee. my little science experiment i love to poke him with a stick. yeah of course he’s the best lestat no comparison he’s possessed <3 and best written as well! even if he doesn’t reference macbeth </3

rat piss: the worst louis i’ve ever seen i hope he drowns in a puddle of his namesake! writing wise he’s meh i think cher would’ve done a much better job with the script

musicallouis: he’s such a cutie he just wants things to be chill…..plus he actually was visibly in love with lestat awwww embraaace it embraaaaace it. he should’ve been in it more as is the case with every iteration of louis since the dawn of time

jacoblouis: RAGGHHGGF RHFNENWK. my girlfriend my munchkin tootsiekins,,,,,,,my beauty my angel. best written best acted emmy tony grammy oscar olivier golden globe. i once had a dream i was married to jacob anderson

kirstenclaudia: LITTLE BABY she’s just a little baby she didn’t do anything that’s a baby. the cutest lil babe. they captured her so well in the movie i love her sooooo much

musicalclaudia: SO FUN her song is my favorite song in the show I WANT MORE I WANT MOOORE like yes and you should have more!! have whatever u want !!!!!! also should’ve been in it more she was great

baileyclaudia: MY LITTLE GIRL MY DAUGHTER she’s my actual child like actually. best claudia of course she’s amazing and beautiful and so talented <3 as will be delainey my other daughter <3 but yeah i love bailey’s claudia so much that when the news broke she wasn’t coming back i cried in real life and it wasn’t tearing up either!

banderasmand: meh. i love antonio banderas but he was Meh and i stand by that. i think by changing armand SO drastically you just kind of. lose the whole character. anyway he was a perfect santino!

drewmand: SO GOOD SO SO SO GOOD HOLY SHIT HES SUCH A GOOD ARMAND. even though he has super long straight hair in it i forgive him cause he has the voice of an angel

qotdmand: hate him on principle etc see above

assadmand: the real life armand the armand of my dreams and as a rashidmand truther from day one . and day one being WHEN HE WAS CAST. i knew i knew in my soul he was secretly armand i took one look at assad’s headshot and i said that is armand. and i was RIGHT. anyway he’s barely been in it but i know he’s the best <3

[2tarbell]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STAR !!! i hope u have the bestest day ever u sweet sweet girl <3 love u and ur fics so much

(this is mira (@lovlidollie) btw it’s already the 21st here hehehe)

MY ANGEL!!!!!! thank u so so sooooo much :,C u are always a joy to interact with and i ADORE YOU!!!!!! mwahhhh xoxoxo

[snnydcysarchh]

GUESS WHO'S BIRTHDAY IT IS TODAY???? MY ADORABLE MEG BUN!!! @prscttss / @doubtsndemons !!! yes yes my bby gorl's burfday! and yes.. i happily drew us as stick figures cause why the fuck not???

meggy meg bun, oh how i love you so. my literal first friend when i first came back to tumblr after a two year break. and now.. idk how many years it has been KJBGKGB but oh how i found the truest of friends in you. my fucking ride or die. the one i know who isn't afraid to kick some ass. the one who has the best fucking jokes that have me fucking wheezing. my now fellow lovatic since i have dragged you into this world KJBKREJGB

you've been through sooooo much, and can i say how proud i am of you for accomplishing what you have? and continuing to kick ass constantly? like get it bitch! werk that adorable meggy bun!

you are fucking magic. you are my chaos baby that i fucking adore. you are the most creative person i know and honestly one of the best fucking writers i have seen. like BIIITTCHH! you leave me in awe constantly! I COULD NEVER!

i hope you have the bestest day ever, mkay? cause i will kick some ass if anyone tries to bring you fucking down alright?? ESPECIALLY ON YOUR WEEKEND!! I WILL FIGHT TO THE FULLEST. FOR MY MEG BUN!

ILUHYUH BUNCHES <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEG BUN

[ayahimes]

taking a small break here to wish one of my bestest friends here a happy birthday !!! @inkbloodcd i know you're having the time of your life right now and won't see this until you get back but i love you sooooo damn much and i hope you have the best damn day / week / month / year because you sooooo deserve it !!! SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIE !!!!

lemme just gush here for a second : i wouldn't be here on my ayaka blog if not for b . i got back into genshin after not playing for over a year because she got into it and was telling me all about her adventures . so of course i added ayaka on my multi and wrote with her ayato and then i realized just how much i really loved writing her and finally moved her to her own space . tbh , i always leave this hellsite but two people keep me coming back and b is one of them . she is worth all the crappy experiences here and i would do it all again if it meant she was a part of my life .

she is one of the best writers i've ever encountered . i'm not even saying that lightly just to say it . her prose continues to amaze me . heck , even if we stopped writing i would still love her immensely !! she's been with me through so much and has given me so much direction in my life . i've laughed , cried , and fought with her and it only made everything between us stronger . i love seeing everyone love on her because she rightfully deserves it .

b - even if we don't talk every day for a year straight like the olden days i will always be here and support you . you are such a breath of fresh air and one of the reasons i'm still writing . you've helped me expand on my creative side so much and just given me so many opportunities to grow artistically and i'm so damn happy . once again , happiest of birthdays . i fucking love you !!!

[shanie-the-toyaddict]

Hey, I usually don't do follow forevers because I feel like I'm always leaving people out.

But screw it, I'm unmedicated, here goes.

First of all, my beloved @wrestlezaynia. I don't know what or where I would be without you. You wanna talk about Zowens? Without you, there would be no me. Literally. I can't tell you how many times just the thought of you has gotten me through the darkest moments. I legit wouldn't be here now if it wasn't for you, so from the bottom of my heart, thank you and I love you.

Next. @mrwrestlingkevinsteen. My... God, I don't know what you even are at this point. You're just... so much for me. To me. If Zaynee is the Kevin Owens to my Sami Zayn, you are the Kevin STEEN. You just mean the friggin world to me and to think, I was afraid you wouldn't like me. I was afraid to talk to you or approach you and now look at me. I can't shut up around you. I love you forever, I'm giving you so many smooches, I'm just gonna hold you for awhile OK?

@himbos-hotline. In a perfect world, I would have adopted you by now. The way you always tag my posts brings the biggest smile to my face. I simply adore you and I want you to know that, for 2023, I'm wrapping my big squishy arms around you and holding you close and keeping you safe. Please, when you're having bad days, even if I'm not around, remember that I am rooting for you and I love you and that my life would be so much darker without you in it. *hugs*

@baysexuality. My Lexie. You have offered me so much support this year that I don't know what I would do if you hadn't. You know I've been going through ish lately and you don't judge me or berate me and I am so grateful for that. I love you so so so sooooo much and I hope 2023 is just the best year ever for you.

@adampage. I feel like you are the unsung bestie at times. I feel like I don't give you enough attention for how much I love you and I'm sorry for that. Because I do, you know? I do love you, LOTS. You always make me smile with your posts and your gifs and I hope you can have everything you want for 2023 because you deserve it. You're such a wonderful person and I want the best for you always.

@colesterstrudel. I love you. Love you love you love you. You make me squee with joy when I see you on my dash lusting after Michael Cole (justified, tbh), and Sports Laura brings me more joy than you could ever imagine. I love the way you are passionate about things and I hope that someday I can find that same passion for doing the things I want to do, rather than them just living inside my head spinning like a damn rotisserie chicken.

@low-x-battery. I know we don't talk much anymore but I want you to know that when we do talk it means the world to me. You have changed my life, even just recently. I'm doing better since the last time we chatted and I'm pretty sure it's because of you. Your words make me want to be better and take care of myself and I hope in 2023 I can give back even a little bit of the care you have inspired in me. Love you.

@the--blackdahlia. You are... amazing. You are so amazing and you don't even know it. Your fanworks are so inspiring to me. I dream of having the kind of drive you do and I've already told you how much your stuff means to me. I hope that 2023 treats you so much better because you don't deserve to have people being mean to you ever. You're just the bestest, sweetest, most incredible person and I love you forever.

@smashthegiantkiller. My favorite arms dealer. First of all, keep being gorgeous, OMG how are you so gorgeous, yes, good, keep doing that, GOOD! Second, you make me smile whenever I see you on here so if I can continue doing that, then 2023 is gonna be a great year. Never change and hope you have the best upcoming year ever!

@honoraryuce. I'm just starting to get to know you, but I hope that 2023 is our year baybay. I'm gonna give you so many hugs this year and then when new years 2024 comes, I'm smooching you right on the cheek. Actually, screw that, not waiting. *SMOOCH*

@imswitchbabemox. I'm so happy I've gotten to know you better. You're just amazing and one of these days I'm gonna get to binging on your fanfic. Your passion for your works and your stuff is so inspiring I wish I had your creativity and drive. Also, I love you. I feel like I don't tell you that enough, so, yeah. *hugs*

Shoutout to @jamie-55, @bakurapika, @randomnessoffiction, and @nierthesheepdestroyer. How you guys put up with my non-stop wrestling nonsense, I have no idea, but I love you forever for it. I am so grateful for it though and here's hoping for another year where you don't unfollow me.

And, while I'm sure I'm missing so many people, I'll end with the OG.

@aquilalorelei. We've been through a lot. Together and separately. You've had the shittiest 2022 that I think anyone on planet earth could possibly imagine. Somehow, you survived. That makes you so FUCKKING strong. I pray, wish, vibe, hope, whatever that the world is kinder to you this year. Please, universe. I'm begging. For both our sakes.

Anyway, if I have forgotten anyone, I'm so sorry. It's late and I'm sleepy. Please forgive. I really do love all of you.

Here's to a great 2023.

Happy New Year.

[tfshouldidohere]

GOOOOOOOOOOOOD MORNING BABY 💙💗🤎💙💗🤎💙💗🤎💙💗🤎💙💗🤎💙💗🤎

did u sleep well? i hope so <3 i love you sooooo much :)) <33333 have the BESTEST day ever !!!!!!!

HIIII BABYYY <333

I slept really well!! I went to bed at around 11 or 12 and then woke up at 8:30 😎😎 i JUST arrived at this fancy hotel in my city :3 my mom is treating me to it cuz she knows ive been stressed abt school :3

How abt uuuu? How was uuuurrr dayy?? Was it nice? Did life treat u kindly today? What did u have for dinner?? Did smthn good happen todayyy? I hope u only experienced happy things today baby!!!

I love uuuu so so soooo much babyyy, sleep welll <33333!!!

[eureka-its-zico]

Wow, I’m adoring your ‘Chaos in their Bones’. Like, reading it makes me feel nostalgic, even though the live action is by no means something old. The depiction of the crew, of Doc, of Kaya, and all their dynamics just makes me smile and feel all warm and fuzzy. And Doc’s fear of her drive to help Kaya being something selfish? Perfection. That self doubt was sooooo well written. All this banter between the crew and Doc, and Luffy just being the most empathetic person ever, without even realising that extraordinary quality of his, just hits the spot in my brain that sends feelings of warmth, and joy. I’ll definitely look forward to the next chapter, and I hope you have the absolute best day, week even, as your writing has definitely made mine great. anyways, lots of love from over here!!

Chilly. Sweets. WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME! Please I am EMOOOOOTIONAL. This is just so incredibly sweet and how dare you but not really in a bad way just in a way that I am a sensi baby tell me my writing made your week great.

I am a mess. Thank you so much for taking the time to read my fic and for stopping in to say such kind things. This has started my day off in the bestest way. Thank you thank you thank you! I hope you are having a wonderful weekend! Much love 🖤

[paarksunghoon]

HAIII it is ur fav person ever (Joking. unless...) sorry i didnt send an ask today morning (or night for u idk) i was busy trying to lock in, failed at it, took a nap, went to uni, came back n then finally locked in (face sitting w nerd chan sometimes my brain amazes me) BUT ANYWAYS! how are u my baby i hope u r doing well n that ur road trip went good!!! if u want i can share my chan playlist w u bcs it has cute love songs on it or give u some skz recs if u haven't fully checked out their discography cus tee bee eich idk how much of skz u actually know...

anyways u asked for a separate deep honey ask so i am delivering teehee but basically everything abt deep honey is my favourite duh!!! i loved the way hoon basically immediately took y/n into his arms the minute he saw her like no questions asked nothing or how he held her like a lil baby when they were in heeseung's room n brushed her tears away n gave her kisses :( the line of how he says he'd come running to her in a heartbeat n how u described him loving her like she's the only woman he's ever loved in his life was so so sooooo sweet i need a love like that so bad bcs he is just the most precious boy ever 🥹🥹 n then hee jay n jake all ordering her fav food n comforting her n jaeyun calling y/nhoon cuties ohhhh mannnn n OMG WAIT LISTEN... imagine an extension of deep honey universe where jake gets his own girl or smth... he meets her at a bookstore n tries reading her fav books in order to strike up conversation w her but he gets the details wrong n stumbles over his words n she just giggles at him n he asks for her number n GRRRRRRR MY JAEYUNIE

anyways if u have any more thoughts on deep honey u would like 2 share w the class i will be happy to listen to u 😇😇 as always much love from #1 paarksunghoon stan aka me n i hope u have the bestest day to come today n tmr n every other day for the rest of ur life i love u

— ur fav dh (altho im off priv but u can keep tagging me as this n i will keep signing off as this lolz)

hi!! send at your leisure. my inbox welcomes you whenever you want to stop by.

life is pretty difficult these days for a multitude of reasons. road trip was good, I’m happy to be reconnecting with a lot of friends I haven’t seen in a while. tomorrow I’m seeing a friend I met at my last enha concert because we both went alone and ended up talking + exchanging socials. suuuper excited

I like skz! they aren’t in my ults list but I appreciate their music and admire their production skills. han and I would so be best friends.

I love that you love deep honey. everything I write has a little bit of myself in there so it makes me happy to know this resonated with you. I felt quite soft when I wrote it. forever wishing I could hug sunghoon on the good and bad days. I also have a separate little jake wip in the works that originally wasn’t in the deep honey universe buuuut I might twist it a little and make my own literary universe.

I’d love to imagine deep honey sunghoon really loves to hold hands in public as opposed to full on PDA. he and his gf are really into movies + dinner (after watching) and he’s probably on the more reserved side, so he’ll let her talk and talk until he gets motivated to share his opinions. jay probably has to tell them to shut up if they all watch movies in his apartment bc they get so energetic 😭

eventually, yn probably gets really comfortable with sunghoon’s friends too (they did see and hear her sob her eyes out). hoon’s the type to always tell them random facts about her so they know things about her and she’s like ?? how do u know that ?? for example they know her top 3 cocktail orders so if she’s running late they get her one she likes. they probably know types of restaurants she likes so if no one knows where to go, they’ll pick something sunghoon mentioned. 1000% they know how she takes her coffee (vanilla latte with oat milk, half sweet) so if they go out when she’s not there, they always bring one back for her 😆

jakeyn = power best friends; yn will listen to him talk about this really cute girl who he accidentally spilled coffee on and needs advice on how to talk to her (from said wip); jake will playfully get mad @ her for “stealing” sunghoon; very sibling type of relationship

jayyn = chaotic duo; cracking really bad jokes that everyone tolerates; probably the first to be level headed when planning things (everyone leaves it up to them to plan hang outs because they have an #itinerary); in charge of shopping/ordering food because they always know how much to get without going overboard

heeyn = calm duo; heeseung brings out the more quiet side of yn and they could sit in the same room for hours, not say a word but do their own thing, and count that as quality bonding time; will text in depth about philosophical and life shit; they go to each other for advice a lot (yn will go to him first if hoon isn’t available and heeseung will send her 6 minute audio messages)

not unusual for yn to hang out with them without sunghoon because in my head, male/female friendships can 100% be platonic. sunghoon isn’t threatened but will still be all kissy kissy with her in front of them

sunghoon when he sees yn and his friends get close: back off that’s my gf

heeseung, jay, jake: ew she’s like my sister

sunghoon: wdym you guys don’t find her hot

heeseung, jay, jake: ???

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

SELLLLLLLLLLL

i promised u an essay and an essay u shall get <333 THIS MADE ME SO INSANE SO OVERJOYED SO EMOTIONAL SO????? my brain is SPINNING so this might get incoherent but i literally owe u my life like… i will NEVER be normal abt this ever ever ever I LOVE UUU SEL MWAH MWAH <33333

gosh where do i begin. im sooooo in love with sel!sugu…… sel!sugu my beloved……. i completely understand why writing him is stressful LMAO i feel like he’s kind of a paradox personified 😭😭😭 BUT U WRITE HIM SOOOO WELLLLLL i love your sugu to the moon and back!! he’s sooo precious to me!!!! he feels so so in-character but also so characteristically sel in the bestest of ways i’ll get to that later tho…..

I JUST LOVE HIM u wrote him so thoughtfully and delicately and i can picture this guy so clearly in my head yk???

and goshhhhh sel ur writing is just sososo PRETTY i really wish i was better at verbalizing my fondness for it but the most i can squeeze out is that i want to eat it LMAOO 😭😭 IT’S JUST. it’s just genuinely so pretty and soft and heartfelt!!!! and flows soso well!!!!! godddddd i’m just. i’m just gonna walk u through my favorite lines in this sel take my hand !!!! it ended up being 90% of the fic lmaooo oops

There’s a reason why Suguru always wins— At the slightest indication of a loss, he withdraws, slipping out at just the right time before it’s considered a forfeit. 

THESE OPENING PARAGRAPHS GOT ME SO HOOKED i’m just gonna pick em apart one by one hehe but GOSHHH i just love your writing so dearly AAAND i love this take on him!!! my experience reading this fic was basically just saying ”U GET HIM SELLL” in my head every two seconds PHDJSHD

he’s so. serpent coded. right?? like he coaxes you close but when he’s frightened he slithers away… he’s right next to you but a second passes and he’s already gone….. he’s fleeting yk?? like a nice summer breeze!! u capture that side of him so effortlessly sel like the fact that reader has to corner him to get him to compromise… yeahhh. sel!sugu and his commitment issues mean the world to me

In this game with you, he removes himself quietly, like a ghost haunting your memories. It’s the day after the seventh time he’s spent the night when he cuts contact. Calls, texts, everything.  You don’t understand any of it; what you had was good—messages you can’t stop replying to, scratches down the length of his spine, fingers threading through the silk strands of his hair; that kind of good. You don’t see why it should end, don’t want it to. 

”like a ghost haunting your memories” SELLLLL i collapsed. save me ghost imagery save me!!! i love it so much SUCH a fitting metaphor for him too like he’s just . Transparent. so close but so out of reach. i love him.

AAAAAAND THE SUBTLE INTIMACY the bread & butter of all sel fics i’m SO so weak for it. i’m sure that i’ll end up repeating this a Lot as i write out my thoughts but;;;;;; i just adoreeee the tiny little moments and characteristics that make up their dynamic. it makes their fondness for each other sooooo evident yk???? and just . goshhhh sel ur writing never fails to absolutely gut me in the softest of ways have i mentioned that 💔💔 lil scratches!!! fingers through hair!!! aaaa i feel so emotional

Bundled up in your favorite coat and the scarf he never returned for, you corner him in the crisp chill of an autumn afternoon. He’s wearing that damn leather jacket again, black turtleneck high to hide his skin from what you hope is the cold and not from you.  His gaze continues to reel you in, obsidian pools you could sink into. He still smells of apple and tonka bean; you know the cedarwood won’t hit until he’s walked away, trailing the air he passes through. 

LEATHER JACKET/TURTLENECK COMBO NEVER LEAVE ME sel i still think ur a genius for this u are the smartest girl in the universe JUST.. the rough leather-like exterior and soft interior. to me suguru is 100% a sweaterboy i just KNOW he collects them. AND HIS EYESSSS HIS SCENT SEL I FELL TO MY KNEES </3 i need him so bad it’s not even funny the way u describe him makes him seem so unbelievably charming it’s actually insane

There is so much you know about the man in front of you, how he hides his surprise by clenching his jaw; Suguru’s tell is never his eyes, it’s his lips—its sudden movements, the lift of a smirk down to the constriction of his throat.

SELLLLLL u get him…. u do…… maybe i mentioned this in my rb of the last part BUT i really do think suguru’s smile is the key to Understanding him yk… like the difference between his grin and his smirk and his soft smiles :’3 AND ALSO the theme of Knowing Someone in this!!!! i love it sooo much like there’s so much reader knows abt him and there’s so much they’ve yet to learn….. i think!!! sugu yearns for understanding above all else but he’s also kind of afraid of it :’3 baby boy

He swallows his lies every time he utters them, does it twice when he’s nervous.  His Adam's apple bobs two times.  (He doesn’t tell you your mistake: that you made it so easy to want mornings and nights spent entirely with you). 

SEL SEL SEL im jumping up and down ONE THING I ADORE ABT UR WRITING…. one among many!!!! and i KNOW ive said this before but i gotta say it again; the way u humanize ur characters…. through little movements and habits and tells etc etc… it just makes them feel so real AND also so Sel. the way u write and characterize is sooo distinct it always makes me so happy to read!!!!

aaaa but also :< sniffle. you made it so easy to want mornings and nights spent entirely with you…. selll he’s such a little loser he just wants to be Loved but he’s so scared of it too. so scared of what it could do to him. this is just my interpretation as i was reading but!! i feel like he’s a little afraid of how much he likes you….. loves you even!!! terrifying. suguru geto vs the mortifying ordeal of being Known and Loved (instant loss) HE MEANS THE WORLD TO MEEEEE TAT

He’s still charming, eyes dark and voice honey smooth when he speaks. (…) There’s still freshly made tea sitting on the kitchen counter when you wake the morning after, its temperature the perfect warmth you know he’s mastered. Dinners are still your favorite, and he continues to lean in instead of asking you to speak louder.

SEL SEL SEL 🥺🥺😭😭😥😥😥😥 UEEUUEEU😭😭😞😞🥺🥺🥺😥😥😥 IM IN SHAMBLES IM ON THE FLOOR IN A PUDDLE OF MY OWN TEARS look im sorry for just saying the same thing over and over but sel i adore ur writing i adore how intimate it feels and how soft it is and how warm it makes me!!!!! these tiny lil pieces of their dynamic but it just says so so much :(((( HE MAKES YOU TEAAAAA STOP IT RN MY ACTS OF SERVICE KING…… he continues to lean in instead of asking you to speak louder 🥺🥺 sel u and ur sugu have killed me. u have my heart.

The apples of his cheeks flush warm pink when you call him cute instead of handsome; he stutters the first time he sees you dressed up for the new year countdown. And when he lingers those few seconds before kissing you, you swear you catch the corners of his lips curve up into a small smile. 

I LIEEEEED I LIED IT JUST KEEPS GETTING WORSE/BETTER SEL IM SO………. yeahhhhh. yeah. yeah. i can’t be normal abt this……. flustered sugu has the most special place in my heart sel i need to bite his cheek 😥😥 he WOULDDD get shy if u called him cute IT’S TRUE IT’S CANON I WAS THERE…

no because the way reader treats him differently from everyone else… and in return he lets them see a part of him that no one else knows of… it’s so special to me!!! sel!sugu is gradually letting his guard down, gradually choosing not to twist his appearance and letting you see into his soul… and i’m sure it’s a lil scary but he does it anyway!! and he’s met with acceptance!! MORE ON THIS LATER just know i’m obsessed

He loves snacking, biscuits with tea especially, nuts second, and fruits third. When he reaches over one afternoon, cracker pinched between his fingers to feed you so casually, you freeze momentarily.  But you shake it off quickly, biting it from his fingertips while you smile brightly. The Suguru you know always looks at you directly, but this one coughs before blinking one time too many.  He swallows twice.

THIS MEANS EVERYTHING TO MEEEE like again. the habits!!!!! the casual intimacy!!!! (feeding ur partner ohhhh it makes me so weak sel) AND HIM GETTING NERVOUS HE’S A BABYYYYYY he’s the cutest in the world <3333 aaaa and sel.. the way u mention his habit of swallowing twice when he’s nervous only to bring it back here ….. it’s so satisfying…..

(The voice in his head tells him this’ll do the trick; he’s bared himself to you, mr. mysterious and cool signed out and replaced with none other than just plain Suguru).  —you like him even more now, you think. 

THIS THIS THIS THSI TSJI IM GONNEEEEE IVE COLLAPSED IVE EVAPORATED…… sel you are killing me how could you do this. I LOVE THIS TAKE ON HIM SO MUCH like genuinely i’m so in love!!!!!!! the contrast here too!!!! sugu finally stops pretending to be some mysterious untouchable handsome devil and he assumes that’ll make you like him less but of course not!!! silly little man!!!! it makes you like him more because you’re finally seeing suguru, just suguru and no one else.

he’s literally the most charming man on the planet smh even and ESPECIALLY when he’s not trying to be… i hate him (said lovingly 🥺🥺) sel reading this made me miss him sm LMAOO

For a man over 6 feet, dressed loosely in wide pants and layers of blazers, you’re surprised he even managed to squeeze himself to fit in this tiny space. 

heavy breathing.

sorry carry on <33 THE THOUGHT OF HIM STRUGGLING TO FIT IN THE PHOTO BOOTH IS SOO FUNNY THOUGH…….

You must be the sun’s lover, how your eyes seem to reflect every beam of it, warming him even in the winter. He’ll never understand what you mean when you say you hate how your hair looks in the morning, baby hairs sticking up and curling around the edges of your forehead; to him, you always look lovely. There’s honesty, in every breath and word you give him—something he’s not used to, something he isn’t well versed in. 

SEL (i am grabbing u by the shoulders) your writing is just so PRETTY……. you must be the sun’s lover :(((((( i think i associate u so much w sunlight because ur writing just feels so so warm all the time. it feels like sitting in a sunlit room and drinking tea and hearing the birds chirp outside. it feels like coming home in a way. I KNOW THAT SOUNDS SAPPY BUT I MEAN IT OK im a sel fan first human being second <33

aaa and !!! the way he loves u so wholeheartedly :(( it’s not a one-sided thing; both reader and suguru see each other in their most bare unguarded state and find them lovely even still. this dynamic is just brimming with affection waaaahhhh

You call him cute when he’s only ever been handsome. And you laugh at his jokes, all the good but especially the bad ones too; you’ve been complicit to one or two pranks on Satoru. Sometimes at night, he clings onto your body, tucking you within him and draping his leg across your hip bone—he’s a human furnace but you let him engulf you entirely. 

AND THIS TOOOOO the intimacy never stops it just grows stronger……. SUGURU BEING A HUMAN FURNACE IS THE REALEST THING EVER SEL that man radiates heat in more ways than one it’s true!!!! thank god he’s not satoru because the ”is it hot in here or is it just me ;3” jokes would never end

He doesn’t expect you to remember that he loves soba, that he’s dreamt of perfecting all forms of martial arts since he was seven. He doesn’t expect you to remember that he prefers hot showers, so he can step out on the tiles to feel contrast so strikingly cold.  You shouldn’t know this much about him, and yet you do.  —there’s no one else he’s been this genuine with. 

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 yeah. yeah!!! ur take on him here is soooo so lovely & so thoughtful and i agree w it so much!!! i really do!!!!! i think suguru needs someone who he can be genuine with above all else… not to bring stsg into this (let’s be real i always do) but i think that’s also why sugu was so fond of toru. he didn’t have to pretend to be a goody two shoes, he could be a little teasing and mischievous and it wasn’t the end of the world.

and in this fic sugu finally finds someone he doesn’t have to pretend around <333 someone who doesn’t have him mentally planning out traps for them to fall into because they love him as he is and he loves them too. it’s soooo good sel i’m so genuinely enamored by this dynamic

So when you peer at him smiling, earmuffs resting cozily by your ears, his eyes soften, face relaxing as the corners of his lips curve up into a small grin. Flash! He says it, mouth forming the syllables around his words. You tilt your head, confused, eyebrows furrowing because you can’t hear him. Flash!  His hand reaches for you, pushing your earmuffs to slide down the back of your head. It lands to rest around your neck. Flash! “You win.” he says, loud enough to fill the space of the booth. 

AAAAA I LOVED THIS SO MUCH it’s so creative and it adds so much to the atmosphere???? i literally feel like i’m in the booth with them LMAO it’s so good!!! AND SELLLL 😭😭😭 ”you win.” I SCREAMED I CRIED I’M SOOO…… it’s such a perfect moment i’m weeping. you won!!!! he concedes!!!! it’s so playful and fond but so so meaningful and intimate ????

And the look on your face when it registers, how your eyes glisten like glints on a sunshower; how you give him the prettiest smile that has his heart running for miles. 

like a sunshower 🥺🥺 he really does think of u as the sun’s lover wahhhhh…. WAITTTT THAT MAKES HIM THE SUN 💔💔💔💔 he is very suncoded isn’t he…….

Tears well up in your lash line; one blink and they’ll fall. You’re smiling so hard he wonders if your cheeks are hurting, if you’ll want him to massage them the way you smooth out the knots between his shoulder blades. 

🥺🥺🥺🥺 THIS IS SOOO CUTE he’s so naturally nurturing i need him so bad i love him so much he’s a sweetie!!! it takes a bit to get there but once u peel back the layers he’s a softie!! a loverboy!!!

When you part, his forehead rests against yours, the proximity holding you nose-to-nose.  Suguru’s never felt this kind of peace—he hopes the camera captures it, how contentment looks on his face in moments like this with you. 

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 cutiepie. my heart feels so warm sel. and they have pictures of this!!! OKKK BUT SEL HEAR ME OUT ;;;;;; imagine they stay together and get married and sugu carries the pictures with him in his wallet :((( or maybe he has them framed somewhere or hidden in a special place so he can take them out and cry lil happy tears …… i’m physically incapable of not seeing him as a huge sap i think

—if you win, he’s yours.

THE ENDINGGGGG I’M CHEERING & CLAPPING CAN U HEAR IT SEL……… he’s yours!!!!! <333

aaaa this was just the cutest softest thing i feel so lucky rn 😭😭 that i get to read ur writing & that i got to know ur sugu!!! i LOVE him sel like again; i understand why writing him scares u a bit BUT U SHOULDNT BE your sugu is so lovely!!! he feels so real!!! he feels so Sugu!!!!!! all his lil habits and likes and touches. i have nothing more to say just know that i love him and i love you <333 tysm for this!!

₊˚⊹｡ —let's play it again | geto suguru

wc: 1.6k

summary: you don’t see why this good thing should end, so you negotiate. 

contains: implied f!reader but no pronouns used, non-curse!au, fuckboy!suguru, vague descriptions of sex

a/n: a part 2 to fuckboy!suguru inspired by those reels/tiktoks of couples capturing confessions in photo booths 🥺 + an early birthday gift for @irisintheafterglow!! he's a lil softie in this one 🥺 i hope you like it my dear iris!!

part 1 <- you are here

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT.

There’s a reason why Suguru always wins—

At the slightest indication of a loss, he withdraws, slipping out at just the right time before it’s considered a forfeit. 

In this game with you, he removes himself quietly, like a ghost haunting your memories. It’s the day after the seventh time he’s spent the night when he cuts contact. Calls, texts, everything. 

You don’t understand any of it; what you had was good—messages you can’t stop replying to, scratches down the length of his spine, fingers threading through the silk strands of his hair; that kind of good. You don’t see why it should end, don’t want it to. 

So you negotiate. 

Bundled up in your favorite coat and the scarf he never returned for, you corner him in the crisp chill of an autumn afternoon. He’s wearing that damn leather jacket again, black turtleneck high to hide his skin from what you hope is the cold and not from you. 

His gaze continues to reel you in, obsidian pools you could sink into. He still smells of apple and tonka bean; you know the cedarwood won’t hit until he’s walked away, trailing the air he passes through. 

There is so much you know about the man in front of you, how he hides his surprise by clenching his jaw; Suguru’s tell is never his eyes, it’s his lips—its sudden movements, the lift of a smirk down to the constriction of his throat.

“Did I do something wrong?” you ask, brows furrowed and arms crossed, a little anxious.

“Not at all.”

He swallows his lies every time he utters them, does it twice when he’s nervous. 

His Adam's apple bobs two times. 

(He doesn’t tell you your mistake: that you made it so easy to want mornings and nights spent entirely with you). 

So, you negotiate a rematch; a deal to go back to the way things were. 

If by the end of the next six months, neither of you want anything to do with the other, he wins and you’ll never speak to him again. But if you win—

He agrees.

(If he nips it at the bud, proves there isn’t anything more to this feeling and gets over you before he ever has to, then it’s a whole world of pain he’s avoiding—a whole web of attachment he’s never been used to making). 

.

The rematch finds you learning a new side to Suguru.

He’s still charming, eyes dark and voice honey smooth when he speaks. His hands still know you best between your sheets, grabbing hold of your hips and molding you as he squeezes the flesh when you reach your peak.

There’s still freshly made tea sitting on the kitchen counter when you wake the morning after, its temperature the perfect warmth you know he’s mastered. Dinners are still your favorite, and he continues to lean in instead of asking you to speak louder.

Your contact is in his favorites, everyone else unanswered. 

He’s still the same Suguru, except—

The apples of his cheeks flush warm pink when you call him cute instead of handsome; he stutters the first time he sees you dressed up for the new year countdown. And when he lingers those few seconds before kissing you, you swear you catch the corners of his lips curve up into a small smile. 

He stays awake for a bit after sex. You know because you feel him next to you, finger feather light as it trails down the slope of your nose to your lips; then he kisses your forehead, completely innocent, pure, as if he wasn’t just inside you. 

It’s a softness to him he’s never shown you before, less mysterious and more genuine. 

You learn that he keeps mementos and photos all over his room, either aesthetically displayed or safely tucked inside boxes; that he holds onto the things that remind him of the people he’s let in his life, even when they’re gone—especially when they are.

He loves snacking, biscuits with tea especially, nuts second, and fruits third. When he reaches over one afternoon, cracker pinched between his fingers to feed you so casually, you freeze momentarily. 

But you shake it off quickly, biting it from his fingertips while you smile brightly. The Suguru you know always looks at you directly, but this one coughs before blinking one time too many. 

He swallows twice.

(The voice in his head tells him this’ll do the trick; he’s bared himself to you, mr. mysterious and cool signed out and replaced with none other than just plain Suguru). 

—you like him even more now, you think. 

.

On the fifth month of this whole ordeal, you bring Suguru to a photobooth. 

You figure that if he wins, at least he’ll have this remembrance of you.

It’s old fashioned, one of those booths that only print in black and white—a time capsule of nostalgia, a place that feels of love captured through stills in time. 

You tell him it’s a late birthday gift from you, a last hurrah for your cutest winter outfits. The end of a season before a new one begins. 

Velvet slips through your fingers as you push the curtain to the side, and you bow your head to step in with Suguru close behind. The set-up is fairly simple: a bench, the camera, a touch screen to keep it modernized. You can take a total of eight shots, to be printed later into two strips of four—one for you and one for him, you figure. 

It’s a bit cramped when you settle into the seat, soft cushion sinking further once Suguru follows next to you; for a man over 6 feet, dressed loosely in wide pants and layers of blazers, you’re surprised he even managed to squeeze himself to fit in this tiny space. 

You zip your jacket up until the collar, fleece tickling the corners of your fingertips. The earmuffs you’re wearing act as a perfect statement piece while simultaneously keeping your hair from flying.

It’s a bit unsettling, but Suguru’s been quiet since you got here—watching, observing. 

(Even while you’re setting up the timer, suggesting poses he’s nodding off to, he focuses on you entirely, tilting his head subconsciously.

You’ve been heavy on his mind lately—all the little things about you he can’t help but notice more intently. 

You must be the sun’s lover, how your eyes seem to reflect every beam of it, warming him even in the winter. He’ll never understand what you mean when you say you hate how your hair looks in the morning, baby hairs sticking up and curling around the edges of your forehead; to him, you always look lovely. There’s honesty, in every breath and word you give him—something he’s not used to, something he isn’t well versed in. 

Since giving this another shot, he’s tried to shake you off, put down his front to show you a Suguru so far from the one you know, from the one that first attracted you—all in the hopes of you dropping him. 

Of you conceding to make him win. 

But he’s realizing—

You call him cute when he’s only ever been handsome. And you laugh at his jokes, all the good but especially the bad ones too; you’ve been complicit to one or two pranks on Satoru. Sometimes at night, he clings onto your body, tucking you within him and draping his leg across your hip bone—he’s a human furnace but you let him engulf you entirely. 

He doesn’t expect you to remember that he loves soba, that he’s dreamt of perfecting all forms of martial arts since he was seven. He doesn’t expect you to remember that he prefers hot showers, so he can step out on the tiles to feel contrast so strikingly cold. 

You shouldn’t know this much about him, and yet you do. 

—there’s no one else he’s been this genuine with. 

So when you peer at him smiling, earmuffs resting cozily by your ears, his eyes soften, face relaxing as the corners of his lips curve up into a small grin. 

Flash!

He says it, mouth forming the syllables around his words. You tilt your head, confused, eyebrows furrowing because you can’t hear him. 

Flash! 

His hand reaches for you, pushing your earmuffs to slide down the back of your head. It lands to rest around your neck.

Flash!

“You win.” he says, loud enough to fill the space of the booth. 

You still don’t quite get it, brow raised in puzzlement. 

Flash!

So he grabs your hand, interlacing his fingers with yours before he repeats himself again.

“I said, you win.” 

And the look on your face when it registers, how your eyes glisten like glints on a sunshower; how you give him the prettiest smile that has his heart running for miles. 

He’s confident he’ll always remember this version of you, thankful that he has evidence of it as the camera goes off into another—

Flash!

Tears well up in your lash line; one blink and they’ll fall. You’re smiling so hard he wonders if your cheeks are hurting, if you’ll want him to massage them the way you smooth out the knots between his shoulder blades. 

Your hands remove themselves from his, only to replace the heat on his face.

Flash!

Then you kiss him, lips crashing onto his. you taste of pomegranate—the lip gloss he can’t resist. 

His hand finds its way around your waist, spreading itself to support your back as he dips you, pressing against you harder. While his fingers slot themselves in the junction between your ear and jaw, your hands fall to his chest, gripping the lapels of his blazer. 

Lips smacking, sliding. A breathy smile. 

Flash!

When you part, his forehead rests against yours, the proximity holding you nose-to-nose. 

Suguru’s never felt this kind of peace—he hopes the camera captures it, how contentment looks on his face in moments like this with you. 

Flash!)

.

You step out of the photobooth hand-in-hand, collecting the photo strips from the dispenser; it’s your souvenir after all, a tangible evidence to remind you of the deal you made—

—if you win, he’s yours.

thank you notes: @mididoodles for helping me through this 🥺 + @twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat for all the support always!! + @mysugu @soumies bc when i think of sugu i think of u both... 🤧

comments, tags, and reblogs are greatly appreciated ♡

[itsjaywalkers]

hi lauriee!! how is your day going? it's the advice anon from a few days ago and i just wanted to update you that i posted the lil fic and i did what you told me to do hahha posted it deleted the fking app and then went to sleep and just wanted to say thank you for responding to that ask and making it a bit less scary experience! but i survived and now im here to tell you how much i appreciate you and your blog and and your writing and your ng jeggy and your pandora rosier persona, i still stand by that one!! hope you have a good day and sending you so much hugs and kisses!!<3333333

hi angel!! already ranted about the absolute shitshow of a day i had, so i'm not gonna be complaining again, i promise..

SO SO SO PROUD OF U DARLING <3 CONGRATS!!! U DID IT!!! THE EVIL HAS BEEN DEFEATED!!!

u deleting the app right after posting it is so fucking real.. i've been there and i will probably be there again. but i'm sooooo happy my silly advice helped and also worked for u!! sometimes u really just gotta do it scared, unfortunately. AND STOP THANKING ME it was my pleasure and i adore talking to u guys <3 it's one of the highlights of my days for sure

i appreciate u too nonnie <3 so much more than u can imagine <333 i also hope u have the bestest day ever and i also hope i manage to read ur microfic somehow!!

sending u hugs and kisses and all my love MWAH MWAH

[tehohaews]

- sometimes love is just doing things without having to be asked, making a cup of tea for someone as they’re working, packing an extra lunch because you know they’re rushed for time. Love doesn’t have to be expressed in grand gestures, to me, the little gestures of love matter more. (x)

                  Happy Birthday Lara 🥳💞 ( @atotsphutian )

[astrophileous]

THIS IS SO AMAZING!!??! Whuuuttt 😭😭😭😭😭😭

Thank you so much for including me in this list and saying such kind words and even GIVING A SPECIAL SHOUT OUT TO LOVE BUGS!?!??! I'm now a puddle on the floor 🫠

Idk how and what else to say 'cause I'm literally so speechless. I'm always so touched every time someone shows support for Love Bugs bcs this series is my baby!! 🥺 I'm sooooo happy that a lot of ppl seem to enjoy it.

Again, thank you so much for this 🥹 I hope you have THE BESTEST DAY EVER!!!! 💯💯💯💯✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️

Monthly Fanfictions Recommandation: October'23

Here are my best discoveries from the last weeks:

🍬 The Authors

@astonishment : First thing first, I love this Author so much. Mal is so sweet and always there to answer to Anon and followers. If you have any question or thought, don't hesitate to tell. About the stories, you will love them. Even if all stories aren't my thing (I love your writing sweetie but Time Turner is really not my thing), You're Losing Me is a masterpiece, like really. I can't stop reading it and your style is just so sweet and fluid. It's always a pleasure to read from you. Keep on the hard work, and really don't hesitate to check this amazing Human Being.

@astrophileous : You're looking for a great and unique Criminal Minds writer? I think you would enjoy Zara. She's so sweet and adorable. And her story Love Bugs is so sweet. It's pretty rare to find good Derek Morgan stories, and even more series. Gosh I love you and your writing style so much. And you're always so quick to reply and tag your fans.

@secretswiftymarvelfan : Okay, so I discovered I'm just so weak for Chris Evans and his characters (as I'm writing this I'm watching "Knives Out", again). And with this blog and author, my thirst is satisfied. I haven't read all your works, there're so much of them (bless you). Your style is pure and it's always a pleasure to read anything from you. You write with your heart and thank you for sharing it with us!

@once-upon-an-imagine : Ooookay, here we are. As we do say in French, c'est mon petit bonbon! My new comfort blog and author. I love them. I could spend hours to read Harry Potter stories, I won't be able to share all my favourite because I loved every single one I read. It's just perfect, one shots like series. I wish I could have more breaks to read more from them. If you love Harry Potter, Marauders Era like Golden Era, you won't be disappointed I promise you! Thank you for sharing you stories with us, it's always a pleasure!

@pagesoflauren : Lauren is a wonderful author. Hear me out, her writing is flawless and her ideas are really original. I could spend hours on this blog too. Another wonderful temple of Chris Evans characters. I won't say a lot, just go and check her amazing works and tell her how brillant she is. Like really.

@supernatural-jackles : My Supernatural daily dose~ My lastest Supernatural discovery and I wasn't disappointed. Much more stories for Dean but the Sam ones were cute too. I melt with "Fake Yours". My God. It was perfect. Like really. And mostly, if you just want a little Dean one shot, just go check Jen's masterlist, you will have a good time.

🍭 The Stories

* = Smut (Minors DNI) || 🦋 = Series || Beware of the TW please

You’re Losing Me 🦋 || @astonishment (J𝖺𝗆𝖾𝗌 P𝗈𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝗑 R𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋, R𝖾𝗆𝗎𝗌 L𝗎𝗉𝗂𝗇 𝗑 R𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋, Hanahaki AU, 𝖸𝗈𝗎 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖩𝖺𝗆𝖾𝗌 𝖯𝗈𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝖺 𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗉 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗇𝗈 𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋, 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝗈𝗌𝗍 𝗎𝗇𝖻𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗄𝖺𝖻𝗅𝖾 𝖻𝗈𝗇𝖽…𝗈𝗋 𝗌𝗈 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁𝗍. 𝖶𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝗁𝖺𝗇𝖺𝗁𝖺𝗄𝗂, 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗋𝗍 𝗉𝗎𝗅𝗅𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖺𝗐𝖺𝗒 𝖿𝗋𝗈𝗆 𝖩𝖺𝗆𝖾𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗇𝗈 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝗁𝖺𝗋𝖽 𝗁𝖾 𝗍𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗌, 𝗁𝖾 𝖼𝖺𝗇’𝗍 𝗌𝖾𝖾𝗆 𝗍𝗈 𝖽𝗈 𝖺𝗇𝗒𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗋𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍. 𝖶𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗉 𝖻𝖾𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗉𝗎𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗎𝗅𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖺𝗍𝖾 𝗍𝖾𝗌𝗍, 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖿𝗂𝗇𝖽 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗐𝖺𝗒 𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝗍𝗈 𝖾𝖺𝖼𝗁 𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋? 𝖮𝗋 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝖩𝖺𝗆𝖾𝗌 𝗅𝗈𝗌𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗀𝗈𝗈𝖽?)

Why Didn’t We Work Out? || @/astonishment (James Potter x Reader, 𝘑𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘗𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘵 𝘏𝘰𝘨𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘴. 𝘠/𝘕 𝘠/𝘓/𝘕, 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘧𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘩𝘴; 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘓𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘌𝘷𝘢𝘯𝘴, 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴. 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦’𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘹𝘦𝘴, 𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘰’𝘴 𝘯𝘶𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘴…)

At Arms Length 🦋 || @/astonishment (Remus Lupin x Reader, 𝖸𝗈𝗎 𝗇𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎’𝖽 𝖿𝗂𝗇𝖽 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋𝗌𝖾𝗅𝖿 𝗆𝖺𝗋𝗋𝗂𝖾𝖽 𝖺𝗍 𝖾𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍𝖾𝖾𝗇, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎’𝗋𝖾 𝖽𝖾𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗆𝗂𝗇𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝗆𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖻𝖾𝗌𝗍 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝗂𝗍𝗎𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇. 𝖸𝗈𝗎 𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝗁𝗈𝗉𝖾 𝖱𝖾𝗆𝗎𝗌 𝖼𝖺𝗇 𝖿𝗂𝗇𝖽 𝖺 𝗐𝖺𝗒 𝗍𝗈 𝗅𝖾𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗂𝗇. 𝖠𝖿𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝖺𝗅𝗅, 𝖿𝗈𝗋𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋’𝗌 𝖺 𝗅𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗁𝗎𝗌𝖻𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗄𝖾𝖾𝗉𝗌 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖺𝗍 𝖺𝗋𝗆𝗌 𝗅𝖾𝗇𝗀𝗍𝗁.)

Love Bugs * 🦋 || @astrophileous (Derek Morgan x Reader, You and Derek Morgan have an arrangement. At work, your relationship is strictly business. Under the sheets, it's all about pleasure. Nothing more, nothing less. Until, of course, your feelings start to get involved. Your situation is complicated enough without the unexpexted predicament that suddenly befalls upon you. But with a maniac serial killer on the loose, will you ever get the chance to make everything right?)

Best Friend’s Brother * 🦋 || @secretswiftymarvelfan (Chris Evans x Reader, You and Scott have been best friends ever since you were 10, meeting at summer camp. Being best friends with Scott means you know his family very well, especially his older brother. After a failed attempt at dating Chris when you were 18, when you move to LA for a job will you and Chris grow close again. What would the world think? and most importantly what would Scott think?)

evermore 🦋 || @/secretswiftymarvelfan (Steve Rogers x Reader, Stuck in a marriage that seems to have dried what happens when you meet a down to earth painter at a party. Will you allow yourself to fall in love even though your heart is promised to another?)

Memory Served * 🦋 || @/secretswiftymarvelfan (Ransom Drysdale x Reader, Following a terrible accident, every memory you ever made was gone leaving you to try to piece together what happened) (Val's note: beware the TW for this one, really well written but ask Niamh if you have any question)

Dear Prudence || @once-upon-an-imagine (Remus Lupin x Potter!Reader, You have always lived in your brother’s shadow. You have never really minded but Remus does. So he always does whatever he can to show you that to him, you will always be number one.)

Some Kind Of Wonderful || @/once-upon-an-imagine (James Potter x Reader, You and James have been friends since you were born. Over the years, the friendship grew to love on your side. However, you know that he only has his eyes and heart set on someone else; Lily Evans.)

What Was I Made For? || @/once-upon-an-imagine (James Potter x Black!Reader, Growing up in your home as a Hufflepuff was even worse than when your older brother was placed in Gryffindor, making your parents not even acknowledge your existence anymore. Or your birthday. So, when James promised to change that, you try to not get your hopes up because you knew he would also forget it. And he does)

Hanging By A Moment 🦋 || @/once-upon-an-imagine (Charlie Weasley x Reader, Your best friend Percy convinces you to go home with him for the holidays and asks you to pretend to be his girlfriend since he’s not out to his family. You accept, wanting to help your friend and thinking it shouldn’t be hard, right? That is until you meet his very much attractive, older brother, Charlie)

Thank You For Loving Me || @/once-upon-an-imagine (Spencer Reid, There were three little words that you and Spencer had yet to say. For five months, the two of you still hadn’t found the right moment to say it. And now, Spencer fears it might be too late)

Ride & Prejudice * 🦋 || @pagesoflauren (Steve Rogers x Reader Cowboy AU, A take on Pride & Prejudice, certain circumstances in your life have led you to take refuge and work in a farm village, particularly on the ranch owned by Steve Rogers. He doesn’t take kindly to you, having bad perceptions about city folk. Your only reaction to that is the one you deem acceptable: get annoyed at every little thing he does whilst doing your best to annoy him and still keep your job)

The Highest Bidder * 🦋 || @/pagesoflauren (Ransom Drysdale x Reader, A graduate-level education is a costly pursuit. When you move out of state to study in Boston, expenses pile up, leading you to auction off what is apparently your most valuable asset: your virginity. It goes to the highest bidder…who happens to be Ransom Drysdale)

Fake Yours * 🦋 || @supernatural-jackles (Dean Winchester x Reader AU, Your brother is getting married to one of your best friends, and you’re the maid of honour. Your horrible mother is on your case about showing up with a date, as you ex, the best man, has moved on. Your only option is to beg the stranger who took you home, to pretend to be your boyfriend until the wedding is over. How much pretending did you really have to do to convince them all it was real?)

Wrong Number * 🦋 || @/supernatural-jackles (Dean Winchester x Reader,  Taking a break from studying, your best friend Jess and her boyfriend Sam give you the number the bartender left for you. You decide to take a chance and give them a call, not expecting who’s number it is)

She’s Quiet and I Love It || @/supernatural-jackles (Sam Winchester x Reader, Sam falls for the quiet reader, she helps patch him up and she finally speaks)

[early20sfailingplenty]

Hey sugar,

Vincent and Jonesy are startin’ to miss you a whole lot. I’d be a damn fool if I said I wasn’t feelin’ the same too. Just want ya to know we’re thinkin’ ‘bout you. Sounds like it’s been a rough few days for ya’, so I thought that I’d send a little something to cheer ya up.

Shit, even Les misses ya! Last time he came ‘round he was askin’ ‘bout you. Vincent’s been sulkin’ all over without ya. Barely comes up from the basement. Though he is poutin’ that he’s missin’ a sweater. I won’t tell him you took it, yet…

Anyways, we miss ya and hope you come ‘round real soon. I’ve been havin’ a hard time sleepin’ without ya next to me, and it sure would be nice to wake up next to that pretty face. Vin wants me to tell ya’ that he loves you, and that Jonsey does too.

Love ya sweetpea. See ya soon.

-Your Beauregard (+ Vinny and Jonesy)

(WHO DID THIS?????🥺🥺🥺🥺😍😍😍😭😭😭🥰🥰🥰🫂🫂🫂💖💖💖 I'VE READ THIS OVER AND OVER AGAIN OMG I KEEP DROPPING MY UWUS HHHHHHHHHHH THANK YOU NONNIE THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOUUUUUUUU ~ 🥺😍😭🥰🫂💖 I'm sooooo ~ jumping on this chance to 'talk' to Bo...👀)

Beautiful Bo (Bo-tiful?🥰😂)

This is so sweet of you; typical, you try and cheer me up and your efforts only make me cry (in a good way, though! Not all tears are sad ones, but they're always a release)! Thank you for staying with me through all of this; ever since we met, life has been a wild ride and every time I think I have a handle on things, something changes or crops up and the cycle begins anew. But I get to come home to you and your brothers and the bestest girl Jonesy, so how bad are things, really?

I miss all of you a lot. Ambrose isn't so far away, not really, all I have to do is close my eyes and concentrate and I can find you easily, and yet I never seem to find the time to come home.It won't be long before Lester is rocking up to my door threatening to drag me back.😂 Making time for you means making time for me, too, and I need to be better about that. Many a person has told me so, and with you telling me too, I really should start listening.

Ohhh, Vincent🥺🥺🥺🥺 I'm gonna have to come over just so I can drag him outta the basement! Bet he hasn't changed the sheets on that bed since the last time I was there... not that I can say anything; I haven't done mine for a while but I will once I've sent this text. PLEASE don't tell him I took one of his sweaters; he'll want it back and if I don't have something which is HIS, it'll make me sad💔he shouldn't have put it in the dirty wash basket if he didn't want me to swipe it.😂

I'm on my way, Bo. For you, for Lester, for Vincent and for Jonesy!! You better have been giving her lots of kissies in my absence! Can't wait to come home, Bo. I'll be there soon, sit tight. I love you all very much! There are forehead kissies for each of you and big biiiiig hugs!!!

I love YOU Bo. Very much.

- Your Erika💖

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HIESSS hopefully u don't see these till tomorrow cuz u said you'll go ia at night and m really hoping it's night there and i would've dmed which i know u would've totally seen not before tomorrow but u don't like dms that much😭oh my god i need to shut up!! HAPPIEST BIRTHDAYYY MOONIEEE 💞🌸i. love you. SO BAD! you're like the most mostttest mosttt amazinggg person everrr and i adore u so sooo much, everythinggg about u! m so lucky to know u like? m soo soo luckyyy to have u as a friend :( and you're so sooo precious to me and m so so so sorry for everytime i've made u upset or uncomfortable i wish i knew and i wish i could undo it all :/ but m sorry and i would never ever want u to be uspet i adore u sooo soo much and you mean a whole lot to me sooooo so much!!! happiesttt 19th birthdayy angel lovie i hope you have the bestest day ever and i hope u get everything u wish for and i really really hope that u alwayss stay happy. stayyy happyy and i hope u keep smilingg the whole dayy and i hope everyonee u loveee gives u sooo much lovee and i hope they always stay with you 🙁❤okie i love you so muchh happiest birthdayy!!! YAYYYYYY ENJOYYY UR DAYYYY!! i'll go noww takee caree stay safe💟