#I LOVE THEM SO MUCH GOODBYE MY HEART 😭😭😭🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

[killuaisaprincess]

Red Ribbon

“You are not stupid.”

Gon wipes away Killua’s tears with the pad of his thumb, pulling Killua into his lap, and Killua clings, wrapping his arms around Gon’s neck.

That right there. That is all Gon needs.

[queen-of-fxcking-everything]

now that I have fully had some time to sit with TTPD album I need to provide my unsolicited thoughts on some of my personal favourites ((:

okay so

1: fortnight

love this song, especially the line “your wife waters flowers, I wanna kill her” like oof that hits hard🥴 I mean I feel personally called out with that line tbh bc if that ain’t me🤧🥲

2: TTPD

lovvvve this one!!! so!!! much!! & it is honestly and truly dedicated to one of my failed relationships ✨✨

3: my boy only breaks his favourite toys

another love😭😭 this one quite literally describes my most recent breakup so perfectly - like “stole my tortured heart, left all these broken parts” I feel SEEN

4: down bad

OKAY I REALLLY LOVE THIS ONE - LIKE DOWN BAD CRYING AT THE GYM ??? GIRL YOU’RE LITERALLY WRITING SONGS ABOUT THINGS THAT I DO AT THIS POINT🤧🤧 another one that encapsulates high school feelings I had once experienced so vividly 🥲

5: but daddy I love him

another perfect song - yeah this one brings me waaaaayyyy back to high school where I thought I knew everything about everyone & my relationship at the time. turns out I knew nothing & it absolutely did not work out like the song does lol but that’s okay ((: we learn (((:

6: who’s afraid of little old me?

lyrical masterpiece- “leap through the gallows & levitate down your street” this is me🫡

7: I can fix him (no really I can)

I didn’t love this one at first tbh BUT the more I listened, the more I was like “wait hold up this is actually me” - like not me thinking I can fix every single guy I’ve ever liked/every relationship 🥲🥲🤧🤧 then realizing woah maybe I can’t lololol (this happens every. single. time.)

8: loml

this one. wow okay I can’t fully describe how much I love this one. like I cried in the car listening to it & that’s saying a lot because I never cry to music (hardly ever). this one goes out to a very special someone that I no longer know - I know I will alllways have a special place in my heart for them💜

9: I can do it with a broken heart

this one takes me back to my university days - where I was absolutely shattered from a messy breakup, yet still managed to finish university and teachers collage with some of the highest grades (like dean’s honour list level) & manage to be part of tons of extra curricular activities, take on leadership roles & work out/do yoga consistently while also managing friendships/social events 🥲🥲 I still don’t know how I got out of uni alive tbh BUT WE DID IT & WE DID IT WITH A BROKEN HEART HECK YEAH

10: the smallest man who ever lived

yeah so uh honestly .. I’m pretty sure taylor literally wrote this song about my ex🫡 the description fits so well (it’s actually scary kinda) - she might as well have just name dropped him at this point. I am so grateful that she put to words some of the things I wish I could’ve screamed at this person bc like wow🥲

11: the black dog

so good. so emotional. very similar vibes as the smallest man who ever lived. taylor really got my ex SPOT on. I’m living for these emotional tracks.

12: I look in people’s windows & the prophecy

I love these ones so much. they really describe my absolute hopeless romantic antics ✨🫡

13: the manuscript

another perfect emotional track to cry & scream to😭🥺 “the story isn’t mine anymore” - I just cannot okay bye

anyways I will be continuing to listen to only this album until further notice. thank you goodbye & have a nice day ((:

[lokisprettygirl]

😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔🤧🤧🤧🤧 this was the saddest chapter so far. We all new this time would come but it definitely hurts so much.

And there are still so many things to reveal. The relationship of Loki and Priscilla is toxic, weird and she's very selfish but...and please don't despise me...I can understand her in some ways. Of course it's not okay how she treated Loki when he didn't want to sleep with her. A loving wife would have understood him, had talked with him ' he wished that she understood how traumatic this was for him. You would have, you always did' but for her this situation isn't easy as well.

I'm not sure about her feelings for Loki and I don't know how honest she is and how trustworthy but sometimes you are hurt so bad that you want to hurt the people around you even more.

We don't know anything about their relationship, how Loki get there ( I still have my theory 😎) how they got to know each other. What are the motives they married. Is it really his child, why doesn't he look like Loki, gave Loki him just an æsir look, did he adopt the kid, did Priscilla nearly die when she gave birth and Loki healed her, saved her and the baby and are they only together because Loki felt responsible for them ? I don't think that Priscilla cheated on Loki....until I change my mind again🤣🤣🤣 Oh my, I think I'm going to far into it 😆🤣

I feel so sad for y/n. I'm sure she and Loki are made for each other, the feelings they have for each other are honest, deep and feel so right.. y/n shouldn't feel guilty. She never forced Bluey/Loki to do things he didn't want to do too. She saved him, he's thankful and deep inside he always knew she's THE ONE.

'...I refuse to believe that we did something horrible, it wasn't wrong...it never felt wrong to me' infact he has never felt so right in his life

The whole goodbye scene shattered my heart in pieces 😭😭💔💔💔 and it had me sobbing 🤧🤧🤧 (you wrote a masterpiece here again, my Queen 👑)

'Darling....Cat will miss you.....returned as Loki, someone he didn't even want to be anymore...he loved you so much...he never fell in love before he found you '

Y/n is going to have a total breakdown when she opens the door of her apartment...all the memories she made with Bluey, the freezer, Cat, the notifications she collected in the box, the framed 'I love you, Bluey 💙'

'...as he watched your car fade away in the distance and his home driving further away from him more and more...' 💔🖤💔🖤💔

I love the idea that Bruce might call Loki because he must heal y/n's broken heart....and at least his own heart too...we all know you can die because of a broken heart 💔🤧....and that could be the way they meet again 🥺💚💙❤️❤️‍🩹

'...wishing that he had never gotten his memories back. Then maybe, just maybe, you both could have had your forever, together.'

What a chapter, my Lady, you gave me all the feelings and tears I craved for 😁😏. You always keep your promises 💕💚💙💔. I'm looking forward to the next one 😊....because I need moooore...😆🥰

Baby I would never despise or be mad at you for having a different interpretation about these characters (EXCEPT LOKI..SAY A WORD AGAINST MY MUFFIN AND I KILL) 😂

I'm just kidding. As a wife her jealousy and hurt is completely valid, as y/n said she would feel the same if the situation were to be opposite. But did she convey those feelings in the right way? No. She didn't even ask him where he was and what did he suffer, she initiated sex instead and when he told her that he was exhausted (which was an excuse NGL) instead of being mature about it she threw a tantrum. I mean if my husband returned with a memory loss and another woman I wouldn't do what she did but like you said maybe she's just hurting others because she's hurt ���

About their relationship, we will find out more soon but you are not far too off with your theories 👀

He knows she's the one and she's the one he had wanted all his life, but he is bound to someone and that's not something he can just ignore as much as he'd want to.

You are absolutely right about the breakdown that's coming ❤️‍🩹😞💔

I'm so happy with the reaction to this chapter, absolutely getting high on all the praise so thank you so much my dear ❤️🤗 love youuuuu 🫂🥶💙

[tiny-light]

love 1, 2, 5 and 13 for jennie and then mila with zh.ongli!!!! ( ꈍᴗꈍ) (I AM MAKING YOU SPILL TEA IM BEGGING)

I GOT YOU BESTIE (I wrote a lot hdhdhd bear with me 🤧🤧🤧)

1: Who said “I love you” first?

- SURPRISINGLY IT WAS JENNIE WHO SAID IT AHH, It catch Edd off guard (because he wanted to say it first hehe) They were talking on the phone and at some point the conversation got quiet, than Jennie suddenly said "I love you" She was really embarrassed but then Edd was like "You maybe have said it first but I can say it a million times more, I love you, I love you!!" 😭💖💖💖

2: What are their primary love languages?

-Jennie is hugs!! Especially from behind, she loves coming up to Edd and wrapping her arms around his waist and buring her face into his back >.< As for Edd, forehead kisses 1000%, I can see him bending over to kiss Jennie on the forehead whenever they say hello or goodbye 🥺💖💖💖

5. Who initiates kisses?

- EDD EDD EDD!! Mans loves Jennie so much and he's not afraid to kiss in public either hehe. Usually it's quick kisses tho. When they're alone Edd likes to make them last for awhile ahh 😩🔥🔥🔥

13. Who remembers the little things?

- I'm gonna say both!! Like Jennie will remember the exact brand of cola Edd likes, the way he smiles whenever she makes a silly joke, or Edd will always remember the way Jennie eyes sparkle when she looks at him, and how she makes the pastries for him a lot cuter than the regular ones 🥺💖

NOW FOR MILA AND ZHONGLI

1: Who said “I love you” first?

- Zhongli says it!! It was during the fireworks in the lantern rite at night >.< I personally think that Zhongli always avoided any type of romantic feelings throughs anyone (especially after Guizhong) But after meeting and spending so much time with Mila he couldn't help but develop feelings for her 🥺 She give him another opportunity to feel those things again (plus seeing her in the light of fireworks made her look beautiful 💖) His heart swelled and the words came out, "I love you Mila" (Mila was absolutely shocked and cried, Zhongli thought he did something wrong but Mila assured him that she was really happy ahh 😭💖💖💖)

2: What are their primary love languages?

- Mila is nicknames!! She loves calling Zhongli darling or honey (when they're alone she calls him "my husband" makes Zhongli's ears go really red hehe 💖 For Zhongli I see him liking to kiss Mila on the hand, a tender way of showing affection ahh 😭💖💖💖

5. Who initiates kisses?

-Mila!! Because Zhongli is such a gentleman and he doesn't want to make Mila uncomfortable so girl has to pull him by the tie to kiss him 😌💖 Tho in public she'll kiss on the cheek >.< 💖

13. Who remembers the little things?

- ZHONGLI HAD A REALLY GOOD MEMORY SO HE GONNA REMEMBER EVERYTHING!! Like Mila does this thing where when she's in deep thought she'll scratch her left cheek (Mila doesn't really notice it but Zhongli does and he finds it adorable 😭💖) And Mila tries her best to at least remember Zhongli's favorite tea hehe 💖💖💖

[youngbloodbuzz]

Sundays become almost solely devoted to Jamie’s house. She continued to forgo Church, and while Eddie kept his word with making excuses for her as the weeks went on, Dani still couldn’t avoid the endless parade of questions every time she delved into town for errands or food.

It’s a different kind of devotion Dani, it’s okay ❤️

A decade of deprivation that left her hands aching to just keep holding Jamie for just a second longer. Making up for lost time, she told herself.

Oh honey….. you’ve got another thing coming…… 👀 right? RIGHT?!

Judy clutched at his cheeks the way she used to with Jamie, his eyes blinking in quiet bewilderment as they said their goodbyes

This is just such a sweet image. I can’t imagine how strange (in a good way) this must be for Jamie. Like a full circle moment almost.

"Stay. Please. It's nice having you around on my day off."

🥰🥰🥰

They moved around one another in the kitchen as though with a sixth sense for the other’s whereabouts at all times. Dani was hyper aware of Jamie’s location in a way she never was with anyone else.

Yup. This is it.

Around her mother it was a keen-eared alertness and walking on eggshells. Around Eddie it was shrinking, making herself smaller to accommodate the space he filled. Even around Judy, it was smiles and softness, forced eagerness and a desire to please engrained so deep she could feel the grooves in her face at the end of a day.

You guys 🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧

Hannah lifted her eyebrow but her voice was teasing. "Don't forget about yourself, dear."

Good point Hannah 🥺

The door to the staff room opened and a man walked in, but neither of them took any notice.

Mood.

'Thanks for the help this weekend,' it read. 'And sorry for being an arse.'

UGH I WOULD PROTECT JAMIE WITH MY LIFE

She didn’t have the heart to tell him that it wasn’t. 

She loves him so much but just not in the way that he wants 😭.

The relief now to have Jamie again, pressed warm against her side — solid, real, and safe —  changed, but otherwise still Jamie, was like sinking into a hot bath after spending years in the cold.

The imagery! So beautiful.

(Part 2 of re-read)

don't have much to say here but i'm just

@romanimp

[lookhere-2seok]

i think it’s illegal it took me so long to finally sit down and read this masterpiece but i finally did and 😭😭😭 after reading i needed two whole business days to process everything. i apologize in advance for the incoming essay but this is what your fics do to me. they break me. and i love it!!!

FIRST OF ALL this seokjin is so mf endearing 😭😭 like his little actions and personality are everything!! the thing about repeating the directions ?? “Seokjin, who repeated the direction out loud before following through. Just like always.” IM SOFT ITS SO SWEET THAT HE STILL DOES THAT. and when they were talking about the golden hour pics “What are we waiting for? Let’s golden hour swap!” IM GONE HES SO ENDEARING GOODBYE

oc is such a beautiful soul, she deserves the world!! i felt so bad for all the heartache she was going through :(( she’s so strong and i love her so so much. i’m glad she had rin by her side, rin is an absolute queen!!

this friend group!!! they’re so adorable🥺 their texts to oc had me melting because they care sooo much for each other, it’s lovely😭😭😭

all the secretiveness had me so anxious omg, i was about to pass out🤧 i had my theories about what jin could be hiding. seeing how everyone in the group acted had me really worried!! i thought jin could be like ill or something but then i remembered your “no sad endings policy” and it calmed my nerves lol.

the campfire scene was absolutely beautiful!! it was bittersweet because who knows when they’ll all get together like this again :((( but it all felt so warm and wholesome that i just knew they will be alright 🥺🥺

the confessions GOSH i cried with them!! the emotions were so well described and so detailed i swear i was going through everything with jin and oc 😞 i felt my heart being ripped apart when seokjin declared his love!! and then it was put back together when oc told jin she loved him too 😭 their last night together (at least for a while) was emotional…and HOT 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 it was so damn hot i had to take a pause while reading!!

i’m so glad they’re giving it a chance, i think it’s so beautiful that they’re willing to go through so much to be together because they know it will be worth it 😭 “You knew better than anyone that love was a choice. And for Seokjin, you would choose it a thousand times over” CAN YOU HEAR ME CRYING

also, i really liked how the polaroids had such a special meaning for jin and oc, it was truly heartwarming!! and jin keeping the one of oc in front of the carousel 😭😭😭

i always refrain from leaving such long reblogs bc i feel like i’m being annoying lol but i just wanted to let you know how much i loved this fic 😖 you’re writing is soooo amazing you always leave me speechless!! ryen, thank you so so much for writing 🥺🤍🤍

Last November (M)

title: last november (m) post date: december 14th, 2020, 8pm est  ⤷ revamped/extended: march 27th, 2021, 10pm est pairing: seokjin x reader(f) genre: angst, smut, exes to lovers au summary: you two broke up on good terms. even seeing each other on your friends’ yearly end-of-november trip was never awkward. so why did this trip feel so different? and why does it feel like the end of something that wasn’t even there in the first place? warnings: angst, bad puns and jokes, mutual pining, light dom/sub undertones, oral sex (m/f receiving), nipple play, hair-pulling, choking, rough sex, unprotected sex (pls be responsible!), dirty talk, spanking, creampie, seokjin is a consent king, did i say angst?, did i also say bad puns and jokes? mobile users: alt link if this doesn’t open in tumblr ➛ AO3 word count: 23.7k 24.7k !!

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On the last Friday of every November, your group of friends piled into two cars and set off into the mountains. 

Ever since you all graduated from high school years ago, everyone branched off into their individual, intricate walks of life. Different towns, different jobs, different social circles. 

But before those grand adventures started, each of you promised one thing: a yearly trip to keep the friendship alive.

This time around, you happened to be in the “decidedly more fun” car as Jimin, Taehyung, and your longtime friend Rin jammed the backseat with singing and road trip games. Since Seokjin took driver, you claimed navigator, leaving the front of the vehicle a bit muted compared to the other half. Which was fine - you always loved relaxing on the sidelines while your friends played with chaos and hilarity. 

Namjoon kept you company from time to time, too, so you weren’t completely alone in your preferred space.  

The only thing that could’ve made the ride awkward was if you and Seokjin were on bad terms. 

It wasn’t every day you found yourself sitting beside your ex, after all. 

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[killuaisaprincess]

🥃

“Shh, it’s okay, my love. I’ll give you what you want.”

Killua stops crying at those words, hiccuping, and looking up at Gon with those big blue eyes of his, and Gon forgets how to breathe.

Even with mascara running down his face, Killua is the most adorable thing ever.

[killuaisaprincess]

💖

“What’s wrong, sweettart?”

Killua harrumphs, pulling his arms away and crossing them over his chest.

“If you don’t know, then I don’t even wanna tell you, stupiiiiid!”

Gon gently places Killua on the balcony edge, one arm wrapped around his waist, as Killua looks down, pouting, tears in his eyes.

“Do you not like our honeymoon location?”

Killua shakes his head rapidly, pulling the edges of his sleeves up, and Gon rubs his thumb against Killua’s hip.

“No, you jerk! It’s your dumb shirt!”

All day, all day long…stupid Gon! Leaving his shirt unbuttoned! All the stupid girls were staring all day! Drooling over Gon’s stupid ripped body!

“Stupid! I hate you!”

[killuaisaprincess]

👗

Hmm…

Killua plays with the ribbon on the back of the apron, his face flushing red as he stares at the mirror.

Wearing this without his normal c-clothes…

…’s embarrassing…

And was the back always this exposed…?

H-he’s never wearing tight jeans with this apron again!

[pomegranatearildreams]

I don’t think words can do how I feel about this series justice, so here goes my attempts with the aid of gifs n pics 😋 (this is looong because my feelings for the series are strooong…)

I LOVE THIS SERIES SOOO FRICKIN’ MUCH 😭😍💘!!!

Some feelings on part four

Oh I just melted at how much their relationship has evolved 😭😭😭 Will was finally able to give all of himself to reader and show her how he feels about her 💘💓

“Any speed would’ve been too fast. Too far from where you are.”

“You in this big hoodie and nothing else—his favorite look on you aside from when you’re spread out on the mattress, or on any surface, begging for his sex and beautifully undressed.”

“And when it’s done that’s when it starts; he pulls you close and holds your heart. He loves you hard. Fucks you to pieces just to love you back to whole.”

These lines are so adorable 😭 He’s so soft for her it’s heartbreakingly sweet and I’m so happy he’s finally able to show his love for her by holding her and talking to her freely 😭🤧

The part about Benny was so sad 😢😭, and the fact Will was able to bit by bit open himself up to her just shows how much she means to him 🥺

And their happy ending yeeesss 😭😍❤️❤️‍🩹!!! After this rollercoaster of four parts, the ending was so perfect for them 🥲😍❤️

Some feelings on the entire series 😍

I’m in love with their love story 💘!!! From going from strangers one night to falling hard and fast for each other and then gradually sharing more and more of themselves with each other over time 🥲 You’ve told this story so beautifully ❤️ with writing out so amazingly their feelings and thoughts and the ever evolving bond between them I just …. I am stunned at how wonderfully written this is 😍🥲

It’s so sweet too how much they love each other 😭😭😭 My heart exploded at how they feel so strongly and deeply for each other and it’s super sweet how they have such a good understanding of each other’s boundaries and head space. All the times reader’s known when Will needs his space and how they both knew how each other felt without even having to say the words aaahhh it just made me even more invested in them 💘😍

The angst was gripping too! Reading about how much of an internal battle Will was fighting for so much of this and how he was too afraid to let himself acknowledge his feelings for reader, oh man 😭 And I felt so much for reader because she waited by his side so patiently, hoped so desperately he’ll let her in 😭 I’m so glad he was finally able to show her his love for her 🥲💘💓💗

Some lines that shook me when I read them, they’re just THAT stunning 🤯 All of them, but the ones in bold just … R.I.P. ME 🤯

“Some other life he might’ve pressed you up against the soaked glass of the shower. In a home you’d share together. Not some shitty bar you won’t revisit ever. Maybe a nice home with a state of the art kitchen. Marble counters. Good for pounding meat or something, better yet for fucking. Babe, this place is ours. Get distracted while the two of you are making dinner and the roast burns in the oven, ‘cause the only thing that feeds him is your loving.” 🥺

“He visits demons in his dreams. Most days his silence fucking screams. He rarely speaks; you’ve seen him smile twice in eight weeks. But goddamn if your life doesn’t revolve around those moments when the storm clouds in his blue gaze part and something sacred gleams. You never knew that his revolved around yours too. You never knew because he never fucking told you. Never even let himself show it by holding you the way he’d want to hold you. Even so you dared to dream it, to believe it, till the day his demons woke you from your dream.” 😢💔

“Whereas last night he’d silently decided that today would be goodbye—he fucking swore—he’d woken up and realized he would sooner die. You have no clue that just this morning he’d decided he would open up a door.” 🥺😭

The mixture of adorable fluff of their love for each other and the hot angsty smut in all four parts set off fireworks in my heart and another part of my body 🤪

I love all parts of one goal completion so so much 😍they have me feeling THINGS, WARM FUZZY things and I can’t get over it, they’re my favourite fics aaahhh

All parts were written so beautifully and poetically … I mean you always write magnificently but these four fics HIT DIFFERENT

I think it’s the combination of Will the-actual-god-amongst-men Miller being my favourite Charlie character, and the way you wrote the beautiful balance between the touching angst and the sweet fluff that I’m so in love with this series 🥲

To conclude my meltdown

One Goal: Completion

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4

A/N: Here’s the final installment of this fic about Ironhead with equal parts angst x smut x fluff! In which you’re helping Will heal through a time when he’s incapable of feeling love or making love. (He’s more than capable of sex – lots of hot sex – but you both know that’s not enough…) Heads up: The backstory that I imagined here is pretty different from what anyone would probably expect, but I felt that the premise of this fic called for a compelling reason as to why his heart is so totally wrecked 💔

Pairing: Will “Ironhead” Miller x Reader Warnings: smut, swearing, angsty angst, rough sex, fluffy smut later on, heads up: I made up some sad shit that happened to somebody close to our captain…

… Continued from Part 3 [Read Here]

“Hey.”

You choose the simplest of the thousand things you could’ve thought to say. No need to even ask aloud if he’s okay.

The bed was empty when you woke today; for once you didn’t feel alone because of it. He’d cried himself to sleep last night—like, really cried—and let you hold him through the worst of it. Come morning light, he had to get away.

Not far—just cried a little more alone out in his car. He didn’t even hit the gas. Any speed would’ve been too fast. Too far from where you are. Kept it in park as rain beat down upon the glass, waiting until the storm inside and out both passed. Sometimes a soldier needs to be alone with his own scars.

Or so he’d thought until you came into his life. Light in the dark of that crap dive. Now he can never be alone, not even if he tried—his heart is yours to own. You’ve made your home inside.

The sun after the storm is always warm. Beckons him out of his cold lonely ride, all spent of tears to shed, the fallen dried. Opens the front door with a slow quiet nudge forward so as not to cause alarm. If you’re still sleeping you should stay in bed; he owes you that, after a long and restless night.

But you can hear him in his silence and you’re wide awake. You let him have a few more moments to himself just for the soldier’s sake. Warrior clad in iron armor only love like yours could break. Then wrap a robe around your shoulders, stepping out to meet your soldier, kitchen fragrant of the coffee he decided he should make. Coffee is what he does each morning and if he stops he might break.

He’s got his arms crossed over his broad chest. Wrapped in the soft blue hoodie that he zips up tight around him, every time he wants your presence to surround him. Fabric smells of you by now because he says you wear it best. You in this big hoodie and nothing else—his favorite look on you aside from when you’re spread out on the mattress, or on any surface, begging for his sex and beautifully undressed.

Whatever you may choose to wear, your heart for him is always laid beautifully bare. Whatever you may choose to say, or not to say, your heart speaks louder anyway. Today it’s just a quiet hey. Hand combing through his golden hair, the sun that lights his bright blue stare. Limbs intertwining soon enough, both of your clothes tossed off, lips locking soft yet rough, as he spreads you out on the table and takes you right then and there.

The coffee isn’t even done but for the first time in his life he doesn’t care. 

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