#I LEARNED TO COLOR METAL and maybe leather idk how i feel abt that part

[antipathy-arsonist]

WOAH man where you going dressed like that. you dont seem like the type to get invited anywhere...

[EDIT: check rbs for diff versions]

[juuheizou]

hi take my overboard numbers again for the obscure asks: 1, 3, 6, 7, 8, 14, 18, 23, 30, 32, 33, 34, 36, 40

yES go as overboard as u want i honestly love it!! anywho!!

1. what’s your favorite way to dress?

comfortable and practical, but still all black and lowkey aesthetically goth. my autistic self can’t do the more elaborate looks w all kinds of horribly uncomfortable materials, but i don’t think i own a single article of clothing that isn’t at least a v dark grey and i do love my leather motorcycle jacket and army surplus boots. i’d probably dress more highkey alternative if accessorizing while autistic wasn’t such a (expensive when it’s not super spoons-consuming) game of trial and error.

3. what movie/game/etc. helps you calm down?

the hatsune miku games. i just love rhythm and music games so much, and find them v calming to play.

6. what kind of music would you listen to if you could only choose one?

ok now i know i’ve rbed this game before bc i’ve answered this exact question before, and i’m glad to get it again bc i’ve gotten over my trying-so-hard-to-be soft boi phase and changed my mind. i would choose metal

7. what song is your aesthetic?

lemme preface that musically i’m a metalhead but i lean more into goth aesthetics, so even though there are songs i like better, imma go with helena by misfits

8. what color do you think goes best with your personality?

black

14. do you like makeup?

idk. i almost never wear it and a full face of it is a sensory nightmare no matter how light, but sometimes it’s fun to screw around with fun eyeshadows (even though i only end up using black and some browns lmao) and lipsticks and i like to think i look manly but in a goth way w my poorly done raccoon eyes

18. what animal would you keep as a pet, if you could?

realistic answer: a big cuddly dog. fantasy answer: a fricking seal.

23. do you like soft, fluffy blankets or rough/smooth blankets?

soft and smooth

30. what instrument do you wish you could master?

guitar. i’m learning but i wish i had had access to one small enough for me to play comfortably when i was younger bc i’d be so much better at it now than i am. (ps, if it’s an option for u ash, look into models known for being particularly small and consider going electric. the fretboards tend to be slimmer and my ibanez mikro changed my 4′10 baby-handed life)

32. do you have any strange interests?

play piercing. i’m sure that one would get me canceled if i was relevant bc it’s considered an s&m thing and tumblr (surprisingly, lgbt tumblr) has really decided to turn against that community, but honestly it’s an art to me and i’d love to master it one day.

33. do you have any strange fears?

already answered, but i’ll give u another one. there ain’t shit i can do abt it that i don’t already do as best i can, but i have this weird fear of my teeth rotting out of my head and losing them. i have so many dreams abt it where it’s the only part i remember and every time my mouth feels gross i'm like “well this is it.”

lately though my dreams have stopped revolving around my teeth and instead started being abt my snake bites. like last night the only thing i remember of my dream was the part where one of my labret studs got caught in my teeth and the ball fell/disappeared and i ripped out the post, and putting the post back in hurt so much i started seeing black spots and almost passed out in my dream it was wild. so maybe just mouth trauma?? in general?? though i love looking at gruesome pictures of mouths that aren’t mine?? idk what that’s about

34. what food do you binge on when you’re lazy?

none really. i used to genuinely binge-eat (i’m sure i’d have been diagnosed w binge-eating disorder if there was a word for it at the time) p bad for years and years since i was a child and am making a deliberate effort to not do that anymore, so i’ll generally avoid the kitchen when it’s not mealtime. otherwise i would tear into my low-spoons meals until there was nothing left. haha sorry if this one was tmi.

36. do you have any impulsive movements? (twitches, ticks, flapping, etc.)

so very many.

40. do you like light blankets or heavy blankets?

heavy. if its too hot i’ll cool down by sleeping butt ass naked before i lighten my blankets

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