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bangtansfavwriter · 5 years ago

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🌷hobi having a crush on you 🌷

-hobi and you were inseparable, and when I say inseparable I mean it

-he introduced you to all of his friends and everyone knew you guys became a package deal

- he loooves spending time with you , which would already be a dead giveaway bc hobi's a really social guy, so him choosing to spend his time with you so often would already say a lot

-very playful and spontaneous, looots of laughter together

-you guys' favourite thing to do together would be karaoke and the two of you would put some singers to shame bc singing - check - dancing - audience wildin' and partying to you two - check bc the whole neighbourhood knew you by now and people would leave their own booth at the bar to come and watch you two (which would turn to spontaneous parties that would be absolutely legendary (and the place would be so packed that even dispatch would be like fuck no we ain't goin in))

-you'd come to watch bts' dance practices sometimes and just sit there and watch this completely different side of hobi come out

- he dances with such a passion that you can't do anything but watch him in awe, completely enthralled by the way he moves

-this was also something that made you fall for him slowly, you loved the fact that he was absolutely passionate about everything he does and puts his energy in

-and you admired him so much, bc he was still humble about his talent & also this innate ability to light up every room he walks in

- you almost felt like icarus trying to bask in the sun and sometimes felt like your feelings for him may get you too close and you would get hurt

-and whenever you would get into that mood, it would be hobi himself to snap you out of it, unknowingly

"hobi, there's no reason for me to come to the christmas party, you guys are like family, why would i be there?"

"nonsense, you're family, too. i want you to be there." ---and that's it, that's how he handled your moods, he always made you feel cherished and most importantly loved--

- he would play with your hair a lot and would be very touchy in general, the supreme method to shut down hobi.exe would be playing with his hair, he'd legit lay down and and go quiet, but chances are he's gonna fall asleep (and boy would he get cranky when you wake him up)

- he'd love to make you laugh and sing lil songs and do lil dances for you when you would make tea or something ("look it's y/n, making tea for mee, hobiii~, this sure looks like chamomile, chamomile is just my style, my legs are so sore, I'm gonna go lay on the floor..."*his voice fades* - "u ok there hobi?" - *weak* "no..") [btw chamomile tea helps with sore muscles ☺️]

- his spontaneous dances would be the best, he'd drop it to maluma and lowkey get emotional when you'd turn on some flamenco songs ("y/n, i should be a flamenco dancer, this music speaks to my soul" - "whatever you say, horacio" )

- he would sometimes give you very obvious signals:

"oh we're both wearing jean jackets, almost like a couple look hmmm~~~"

"you cooked for me ?? caring for me, like we're a couple hmmm~~~"

"look at us sharing our drinks like we're a couple hmmm~~~"

-and tbh, you guys would be the couple that has no idea that they're a couple bc you never truly established something along that lines

-but you truly liked him, after all, he's mr sunshine, with the most generous heart and boy's got the prettiest side profile you've ever seen (you knew you were whipped when you went for drinks with a friend and ended up being an emotional drunk who gushed about hobi's lil nose)

-hobi always gets shy when u praise him and you're like "BOI I CAN DO THIS ALL DAY LONG" and he'd go "noooo stop" and backflip to the other side of the room bc he got shy again but he secretly loves it (honestly, it would lift his entire mood, to a hyper extent.... one day you didn't have the time to stay for their dance practices and met hobi shortly before they started, to say bye and such, and you encouraged him to be strong, bc you knew how tough the new choreography was, and told him "you, horacio, dancing king of my heart, can do this, now go prove your title or I won't make you any pancakes for a week" and he SCREAMED in joy & spun you around like 3 times and sprinted to the practice room, you got one (1) single text from jin at 02.17 am, which you opened, confused at hell, it just said: "idk what you said to hobi before practice but you owe me a spa weekend for the muscle pain i have rn")

-but hobi is only human too, he also gets into low moods, which you help him through by simply not going anywhere even when he detaches himself from you and everyone else for that matter

-you knew he had to recharge and gave him some space without entirely distancing yourself from him ofc, you guys would still text tho from time to time

-you knew that he had practice again and one day you stopped by with some food you prepared for him and gave it to a staff member to pass it to hobi, bc you didn't want to intrude, and hobi would text you back a pic of the empty lunch boxes you packed for him with a caption like this: "👼🏻👼🏻👼🏻👼🏻💗💖💝💓💞💕🙇🏻‍♂️🙇🏻‍♂️🙇🏻‍♂️" (hobi talk for "you are and angeeeel, i loooove you & thank youuu") and you were happy with yourself and happy for hobi bc you knew this would cheer him up

-he came over to yours like 2 days later and your heart ached a little bc he was obviously exhausted but still shot you a smile when you opened the door

- you pulled him inside and hugged him, neither of you spoke a word, hobi just sighed and buried his face in your neck

- he came inside and you made tea for the two of you and prepared some snacks too and you caught him looking at you a few times, but his gaze was different... you couldn't quite pinpoint what it was and just thought that's it's probably just random and that he's tired, since he also didn't speak a lot that evening.. anyway you chilled in front of the tv and had a night in, which he gladly accepted because his legs were so sore he wasn't even sure if he could leave your place in first place

-so you spread out on one sofa, while hobi layed down on to the other one

-whenever you weren't looking, hobi stared at you with the most smitten look on his face, especially when you'd giggle about some scene in the movie you were watching, and unable to contain his feelings for himself, he'd flat out tell you:

"you know, if there wouldn't be a risk of me face-planting onto the floor, I'd be on that couch and kiss you"

- he couldn't quite tell if his words made your face go red or if it was bc of your near-death experience after choking on your nachos when korea's dancing king told u he wants to smooch

(-"you ok now ?"

"yeah, alive and kicking"

"good bc- don't eat that now- I have plans for us 👀"

"maybe I do too 👀👀"

" 👀👀👀")

however, you decided you should talk this out when both of you were less tired

- but you didn't... bc hobi was busy again

- days had passed and hobi didn't say a word which was really disheartening for you bc after that kiss-statement you really thought you would finally clarify what was going on between you two and talk about dating and stuff, so you mustered all your courage and texted him: "hey, i know ur busy and all, which is why im gonna keep it as short as possible.... hoseok, i wanna talk about what you said to me the other day and i know this could potentially change our friendship forever, but i liked you for a while now and I wanna now if you were just joking around back then or if u actually were serious"

-the next hours would be absolutely agonizing for you bc deep down you truly feared that this may ruin your friendship with him, but you needed clarity, even though it was really clear that he liked you, but you weren't sure how and asked yourself if you may have read too much into his actions and words.... you threw your phone on your bed and tried keeping yourself busy with something that would keep you from looking at your phone. you failed miserably tbh and you were contemplating deleting the text the entire time... "this is so stupid, I can't risk this..." you thought and were about to open the messenger to delete your text, when you saw that he texted back....: "you never call me hoseok" (you had to took deep breaths to calm yourself down or you would probably have stormed into bighit and throw your phone at him)

- you: "this is really all you have to say ???? "

and he texted back shortly after and you were like oohhh, im gonna grill jung hoseok now

him: "well you never call me hoseok, so I guess this is very serious to you"

you: "yeah NO SHIT sherlock, i confessed my feelings for you and this is how you answer me ?????

him: "im serious too, don't be like that!"

you: "well how tf should i know if you're serious or not??"

him: "you could open your door and find out"

-to use the word "dumbfounded" for how you felt the second you read that would be the understatement of the century, you threw your phone away and bolted to the door

-and there he was.. standing there and smiling at you as radiantly as ever

- he held a plush in one hand and playfully waved at you with the other the other, in which he was holding his phone. he gave you the plush and laughed at you bc you still were completely baffled, but you started laughing too

- you: mang beats any flower anyways.. (you took the mang plush and put it on a rack by the door)

him: yup! and why buy flowers when you have me? *does the flower pose*

- you: you're unbelievable, jung hoseok

him: ohh full name now, it's getting very serious ~

you: stop teasing!!

-you felt that you were blushing and turned away from him, still unable to hide your smile. hobi laughed while he quickly stepped through the doorway, just in time to grab your wrist and make you face him again. "look at us, y/n, playfully bickering like a couple hmm~~", he said and gave you a smirk that made your knees weak, but you'd be damned if you'd show him that. So you looked him straight into his eyes with a cocky smile and asked: "anything you wanna ask me, jung hoseok?"

"you don't even know what you do to me with that smile of yours, sweetheart..."

"answer the question, jung hoseok."

"look at us us, flirting like a couple hmm~~"

(you didn't even notice how close you two were standing until there were only a few inches between your lips and his)

"I'm waiting", you whispered.

"i really think... ", he began and gently cupped your face meanwhile... "i really think that we should be a couple" he said and finally closed the little space which had remained between your lips.

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aharris00britney · 5 years ago

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ASKS 17

umm idk what all got asked... s4s skin, castools, uploading sims, updating hairs, some compliments (thank you). oh and coupure electrique (my 2nd hair) makes a comeback; does anyone have pokemon sword and are willing to trade me some exclusives (i have shield)

Anonymous said: Hey, I just downloaded your Allison hair and it looks lovely! Just wanted to let you know that it is tagged as short hair, and not tagged for cold and hot weather, just in case you wanted to fix that.

hey! that hair came out before Seasons so anything pre June 2018 isn’t gonna be tagged there. I am going to update all the hairs I want to update (Allison is one of them) over my Christmas break so I will update it then and fix the tags + some small issues with the hair (edge splitting, specular) :)

@simmerapple said:💜💮🌷🌸✨This is the Amazing Person Award! Once you are given this award you are supposed to paste it in the ask of eight different people, who, in your opinion, deserve it. If you break the chain nothing will happen, but it is sweet to know someone thinks you’re amazing inside and out ✨🌸🌷💮💜

thank you <3

Anonymous said: Hiya gorgeous! Wanna start off by saying that I absolutely LOVE your hairs, I have like every single one installed in my game. I love your shorter version of the long University hair and want to download it, however, I don’t want to override the EA one. Is this something I could change for myself in sims 4 studio so that it won’t override? If so, would you be willing to share quick instructions? Totally understand if it’s a no though! Keep making your beautiful work! ❤️

Anonymous said: do u plan on releasing a standalone version of your university waves hair replacement?? :0

Anonymous said: Can you make a non default replacement as well for your Universuty hair too? Have a nice day

Anonymous said: can you make that default hair replacement for discover universty non default?

Anonymous said: so that replacement hair would be an override of the one with university? is there any way we could have it as a stand-alone item?

Anonymous said: Is your university hair a default replacement? It’s super cute, but i like the original hair too and don’t wanna replace it completely. thanks in advance

i need to get around to doing it sdcfgvhb I am just so lazy. I will try and do it this week while I am on thanksgiving break and have extra time

Anonymous said: hi i hope you're doing well! i'm so sorry if this is a dumb question but how do you access the meshes so fast? can't wait to get my hands on your new hairstyles, they're very pretty!!

CASTools :) I have it linked on my resource page. If you need help learning how to do it feel free to DM me on discord. I have helped numerous creators learn how to use it lmao

Anonymous said: you honestly outdo yourself every time. thanks for spending you time to give us such amazing cc ❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️ Anonymous said: Your CC just keeps on getting better and better!! I fall in love with every single one!!!

thank you so much <3

Anonymous said: It’s funny how you seem to be using dogsills hairs lately lmao. He probably forced you to get clout lmao

hjdfkshkdjf how would he force me to use them 💀💀 I just don’t have many hairs in my game besides my own so there aren’t many to pick from

@whocouldchuckwood said: I honestly cannot wait for you to release the WIP's that you showed on stream. The longish wavy hair tucked behind one ear, and that bun/ponytail with the bangs in front are just...*chefs kiss* Everything you do is stunning though. Ive never downloaded something from you and not liked it. Thank you so much for all that you do for this community. You're unbelievably talented. XO

thank youuu, lmao the long wavy behind the ears will be coming in december

Anonymous said: Could you maybe set a date when to upload your sims so you can tell us when. Just a request, it would be helpful if you could answer. Not trying to rush you. Anonymous said: One more thing, did you change the bone structure from when they were first uploaded. Are Joella Blount and Jada Burke the same person but with different eyebrows?

I am wanting to by 2019 I just have so much to do fgvhbjn plus I change them around a lot so we will see what happens. I actually made a post for Jada that is in my drafts but I hate it now

yes their bone structure is a lot different now

I honestly don’t remember. I know my red headed model is my Claire sim upload I just changed her around a bit.

Anonymous said: why did you make the pigtails style, the p**nstar pigtails. i was going to be a patreon but not for that freak crap, yuck

well I didn’t think they looked like that and I didn’t preview them as that ever so... chill

Anonymous said: Would you ever consider making a tutorial? Maybe for patrons?

I am so bad at explaining stuff and I have wanted to do a blender basics tutorial for hair but there is just so much and i am not sure anymore. You are free to DM me any questions though.

@everythingmysass said: Ugh Austin thank you king for the hairs they’re literally the only ones I allow my sims to use (esp the crystal hair bc it’s hard to find cute curly textured hairs) keep up the AMAZING work!!

<3 <3 I am glad you like Crystal lmao I rarely see anyone using that hair. Thank you!!

Anonymous said: Hi I love your sims 4 studio model it's so pretty I was wondering if you would ever consider uploading it if not it's fine I just thought I would ask

I think I have uploaded it in the comments of one of my youtube videos LMAO let me see if she is on SFS; ok she wasn’t but I uploaded her. You just put this file in your Sims 4 Studio Mods folder and reopen S4S. link

@squishybuttercup said: You dont have to answer this or anything. I just want to share that when I first switched to mm hairs my first thought was “I could start with AH00B’s hairs theyre good” and well no regrets!! Just an appreciation on how you encouraged me to develop my sim style and start to discover other amazing cc creators such as you💕 HAVE A LOVELY DAY!!

omg :( thank youu for thinking of me first lmao. my stuff is really simple compared to other stuff creators come up with. This is a late reply but have an amazing day as well

Anonymous said: Hey I love watching your twitch streams but I hear you sometimes chewing on your gum in the background and I have something called misophonia. I get really anxious and irritated when hearing people chew,nail biting,live singing,couching and so many other things. It’s something I have deal with all my life. Sometimes I really hate myself because of it.

fghjbnk this is late too but I am sorry you had to deal with that. I saw this and didn’t even remember chewing gum but i made sure not to do it on my streams after it. Sorry again <3 and don’t hate yourself bc of something like that. It it just who u are

Anonymous said: You're just cranking out theses awesome meshes. Keep up the great work!

LMAO i did so much the past few months cfgvhbn I am gonna chill in December and January i think. I did 5 hairs in june, 7 in July + some of the AxA clothing, 5 in September, 5 in October + ADA clothes, and then this month i did 5 hairs again tfgvhbjn i honestly don’t know how i managed to keep decent grades in school but so far so good :) finals in like 2 weeks and it looks promising (i hope fgvhbjn)

Anonymous said: Hey! I absolutely ADORE all of your hairs - you're my absolutely favorite CC hair creator of all. I wanted to ask if you will ever update your Coupure Electrique hair to be hat compatible? (It's my favorite hair of yours!) On another note, would it be possible to ever have a version of the Kira hair without the buns? Thank you so much for your time, have an amazing day!!

my coupure electrique hair is being replaced by Karley LMAO. look at them... ian saw the karley hair when I was making it and was like “didnt you already make that?” and he was talking about coupure electrique and like.. yup. Karley is much much much much better though

Anonymous said: This is going to be a really strange question xD. I really love how you use that google doc item index for your collabs... is there anyway you could do a small tutorial on how to do that?

I can next time I make one lmao, spring break maybe not sure don’t quote me

Anonymous said: Omg another pack!? You’re pumping them out like hot cakes, i like it.

yes

#asks

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mister-lady · 4 years ago

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All the Sanders Sides Ask Game? :DD

I- CNCFNAKAKDK AAAAAAAAAAAAA THANK YOUUU I DIDNT EXPECT THISSS ❤❤❤💗❤💗❤💗💖💞💖💞💖💞💞💕💕💞💕💞💖💗💖💗❤💗💘💘💘❤❤💕❤💖💗💞💖💖💞❤💗💘💕💘💗💘💘❤💖💕💘💗💘💗❤💕❤💕💕❤💕❤💗❤💗💘💕❤💗💖💕 ILY TY

Favorite Side: I dont pick favorites!!!" I truly just cant pick one!! I know this sounds overused but its trueee

Least Favorite Side: Orange side. Come out ur hiding hole

First impression of the show: omg I loved it from the start- they were all so funny and amazing!! I cant fully remember my first impression since it's been like..... over two years ckcmmfmdmdkf but I do remember loving the heck out of the show and immediately binge watching the heck outta it XD

Most recent thoughts on the show: Thomas is trying to RIP our hearts out like dang broski

Opinions of C!Thomas: he is a big mood for me XD he is a great character and I relate to him a lot lol. We wouldn't have the sides without him uwu.

Opinions of Logan: I lov himb,,.,,. He is a big dorky moron that needs a hug and needs someone to listen to him so badly. He starts simping over anyone that calls him cool and I wanna have him tell me about the starrssss <<33

Opinions of Roman: he also desperately needs a hug. He's very romantic and smooth and he has a beautiful singing voice and he's so loving and dramatic and not to mention he is a prince???? I wanna shower in affectiiooonnnn <<3333

Opinion on Patton: oh,,,,poor baby sweet sweet babyyy,,, someone tell him its gonna be okay and he needs a shoulder tone cry on. I hope he's okay after getting emotionally ripped apart- I wanna hug him and make sure he's okay. Poor bby needs to stop repressing <3

Opinions on Virgil: cute emo dork I lov himm he's all silly but he got a not so fun past. He needs a hand to hold when he gets nervous and he has the most prettiest smileee,, I lov him in the Halloween episodeeee what a silly dork <333

Opinions on Janus: he also needs to be listened to mor. He has a hat and I lov his hat. What a classy snekk I lov hiss scales. He acts mature and he is but once you get to know him he's as chaotic as remus and wants to push people down stairs. He has probably committed a crime. Wish the others weren't meanies to him <3

Opinions on Remus: dumb rat man stole my heart somehow. He likes trash a lot and eats things that shouldn't be eaten. He probably has abandoned issues and gets very clingy and wishes people would stay around him longer. He has committed countless crimes but I still lov him lots <<33

Opinions of Remy: I'm sorry but I dont have too much of an opinion of Remy qwq. I dont know a lot about him. I've seen some of Thomas's videos that involve him and he seems cool! I know he likes iced coffee ckvmvmfkskf sorry remy

Opinions on Emile: cute therapist makes puns and talks about cartoons and oh gosh he deserves all my love he is so silly and sweet and i wanna cup his cheeks and squish them <<3333

Favorite episode: ooooo!!!! I love this question so much!!!! Its the Christmas episode!!!! My second favorites is a hard tie between ssvss and the frozen asides video!!!! Its kinda funny it's my favorite episode tho cause ironically I'm not too big on Christmas-

Best song: oh God the incomplete/puzzle song. It makes me cry because it's so incredibly touching and it always makes me feel better when I'm upset. Rythm Redux also is a very good song as well

Funniest line/scene: NCCNNFNDMASN LIKE I CAN PICK ONE- I probably have one but I cant think of it off the top of my head ckcmfmkskt. Right now it's the whole bit in dwit where Remus is being gross and Virgil says "don't say juicy like that" and what unfolds afterwards is just SJDJSJASAHAHSDJKA I LOV THAT SCENE OKAY IT ALWAYS MAKES ME LAUGH NO MATTEER WHAT MOOD IM IN OKAY.

Best scene: like I can pick one- ckcmfmdkkr. Again can't think of it off the top of my head but its probably what I previously mentioned- I also love when Logan screams falsehood in the Christmas song- one of the reasons it's my favorite vngngmkdkg

Most heart warming scene: the end of the moving on part. 2 episode where Logan gives patton the sweater and Roman gives him puppies and such. That scene kills me.

Most angsty scene: *scoffs at the word angst* jvcnfmmdmd. Probably when Patton gets emotionally overloaded and thrown under a bus then off a cliff and into a ditch when the whole frog thing happens and he just gets bullied the rest of the episode. That whole episode was angst besides the ending tbh-

Line that stuck with you the most: I cant remember lines exactly but in the incomplete/puzzle song when Patton talks about how it's okay to cry and at the end of the song when they say "and we put it in song so it's easier to hear it" I just,,, those are the two big factors for why I cry during the song they just hit so hard

A theory you have: Logan is going to lose is sh*t in one the episodes and it's not gonna be pretty and I am and will never be prepared for the angst that will persue.

Unpopular opinion: HI PATTTON IS NOT MANIPULATIVE OR USING ANYONE OR IS SELF CENTERED AND IF YOU BRING UP ANY UNSYMPATHETIC STUFF ESPECIALLY OVER PATTON I WILL GO OFF AND I WILL THROW YOU THROUGH A BRICK WALL WITH MY BARE HANDS DAMMIT. PATTON IS NOT BAD. NOT EVIL. ANYWAYS BEFORE I START WRITING A BIG PARAGRAPH THANKS FOR COMING TO MY TEDTALK.

If you could spend a day with any side who would you choose and what would you do: ahhhhhh can I pick all of them?- and I would spend my time cuddling and kissing them and spoiling them rotten with affection tyvm

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1pepsiboy · 6 years ago

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Boyfriend Colby

A big spoon for sure.

Buy all the Chipotle you want, but wouldn't really spoil. He'd only spoil you for your birthday and Christmas.

When standing in lines, he'd stand beside you with his arm around your shoulders, constant kisses on the cheek.

Pleasantly watch you decorate for the holidays. "Yup, looks great babe."

When he wants his quiet time, he'd want you around. Just not a lot of talking. He'd like to have you around all the time, no matter what you're doing.

Plan something big for your anniversary.

Wouldn't show you off unless someone asked about you.

Probably wouldn't surprise you by flying to you. He doesn't seem like a big spender and it's just a reality of his job.

Take random selfies and pictures of you.

Get a matching tattoo with you when it's serious

Would binge YouTube videos with you for sure. All day long.

Would cuddle with you to an extent. But seem like he'd cuddle to sleep for a nap. Like if you wanna sleep, he'd let you sleep in his arms as he scrolls through his phone or watches something.

Only sleeps in basketball shorts.

Support you in whatever you do.

Help you however he can. Including driving you to and from work to spend the extra time with you.

When it comes sexually and there's only time for one thing, I think he'd rather receive. But later he'd give back so much.

Think he'd prefer to have sex before you sleep because after the high is so relaxing.

His phone homescreen would be a random picture he took of you.

Would text and facetime when he can. Possibly snapchat's all the time, probably would keep a streak.

Always send a morning text. "Good morning beautiful", "I hope you have a great day baby :)"

Most definitely will call you babe, baby, and have some other nickname for you that only he calls you. Would get defensive if someone else called you it.

Straight up kiss you on the lips if a dude is constantly flirting with you in front of him. But he doesn't seem like the jealous type other than that.

Would wait for you to say I love you first so he knows it's real. He's a lot more quiet with his feelings. But once it's said, not a lot would change. It would probably take engagement and marriage for things to go to another level.

Since he's not a big cuddler, I feel like he would play with your hair when you're alone. Like take his rings out and everything, and while you're scrolling on your phones, he'd just casually play with it or have his hand resting in it.

After a while, Colby would probably casually mention that he's made some space for you to have a stash of clothes in the closet and a drawer in the bathroom for other hygienic items. He'd try to not make it a big deal, but it's a big deal; that would be a huge move for him to make.

He would always have your favorite snack and food at his condo. That's real love right there.

Would have a secret spot at a beach for you two to hang out, lay on a blanket, watch stars, etc.

He would buy a hoodie for you and wear it for a while before giving it to you. He's very particular on his hoodies.

Would not a break a diet for you. He fucking stuck to keto when he was in jail lmao

You'd meet the gang pretty early on. Like if you can't get along with them, it's probably not gonna work.

@twinklelightshorts helped me with this! Shout out to her, I love youuu❤

#colby brock #colby brock imagine #colby mf brock #colby brock fluff #imagine list #colby brock imagine list

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ineffablecolors · 6 years ago

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If you happen to still do the winter prompts, I have a request, and no rush or worries if it takes time to complete! -- 47. our first date goes horribly so i don’t know why i say yes to a second date, and now, we’re stuck at the diner until the snow slows down and i’m having fun

I’m happily ignoring the madness that is tumblr right now to bring you this prompt that really got me inspired (thanks, Sarah :*) and that I only altered a little bit. :D Again, if you like this, check out all of ‘Tis The Season and if you really really like it, check out my brand new book which also contains a selection of Christmas stories - thank youuu!

47. our first date goes horribly so i don’t know why i say yes to a second date, and now, we’re stuck at the diner until the snow slows down and i’m having fun from @lifeinahole27

Fifth Date is the Charm; ~ 7, 500 words; FF.NET || AO3

Hey.

So… I caught my guy faster than expected.. doyou wanna get a cup of something at Granny’s maybe?

It’s Emma by the way.

From last week?

Killian stares down athis phone, his finger a bit numb from shock. He was fully convinced that thefirst two messages were meant for someone else and was just typing a reply(something along the lines of Sorry,lass, I think you texted the wrong number. This is the inadequate arsehole youwent out with last week.) when the other two came in.

Is it possible thatshe had more than one date last week? Well, it’s certainly more probable thanher wishing to see him again. Ever. In any situation. Let alone a social one.Their date was a “low point” for Killian. And that coming from a guy who, inthe last year alone, lost his hand, his job and his girlfriend in that preciseorder, each one as a consequence of the previous.

Hello, Swan. I feel like I should make sureyou’re aware – this is Killian Jones. Ruby set us up last week.

He tosses the phoneback on his coffee table, sure that he is not going to even get an oh shit, sorry, wrong number and headsto the kitchen, sending a silent prayer that there is some spaghetti leftbecause he does not want to gooutside in this weather.

He’s out of spaghetti.Of course, he is. The universe doesn’t leave pasta in the cupboards of thepeople it hates.

His phone pings againand he feels bad for underestimating Emma Swan’s politeness. After all, this isthe woman who stoically sat through the excruciating two hours that constitutedtheir “date” and even asked if he needed a ride home afterwards. The woman ispart angel. But then he figured that out pretty quickly. That was part of theproblem.

I know?

Killian frowns down atthe bright screen. The hell? He starts sliding his thumb over the keyboard,cursing as he gets every second word wrong in his rush.

I’m sorry. I just wanted to make sure. You wantto get something to drink at Granny’s? Now? With me?

He scrunches up hisface. Can you get second-hand embarrassment from your own texts? Or is thatjust first-hand embarrassment?

Umm, yes? If you want to?

He doesn’t understand.Is this to be payback? Maybe she’ll stand him up? Or show up and throw a drinkin his face? In either case, she is entitled to it, he won’t deny her that. Andit won’t take more than a few minutes probably, he can replenish his pastasupplies on the way back.

Of course. I can be there in half an hour?

Sounds good. See you there.

Well, this will beinteresting.

Emma circles theperimeter around Granny’s, cursing under her breath as she tries and fails tofind a parking spot.

Honestly, if you askher why she is doing this… she can’t really tell you. She bagged her skipeasily, she got paid right away, she felt good – she did not feel like goinghome, drinking hot chocolate alone and rewatching F.R.I.E.N.D.S. for theeleventh time. And Killian Jones’s unshaven face came unbidden into her mind.

Emma’s been on a lotof bad dates, not even counting all the honey traps, and Killian Jones was byno means the worst. He didn’t get handsy, he didn’t laugh in her face when shetold him what she does for a living and he didn’t spend the evening talking toher boobs.

Admittedly, he didn’tdo much talking at all. Or staring. She was fully convinced that the guy just wasn’tinto her and regretted agreeing to the date throughout the whole evening. Shecan’t deny it left a slightly bitter taste in her mouth.

For her part, Emma wasrather pleasantly surprised when she walked into the Rabbit Hole and sawKillian waiting for her at the bar. At first glance, he was without a doubt theman she would have chosen, if she had her pick from the whole venue. Hell, fromany venue she had been in for quite some time. The broody air and hunchedshoulders didn’t bother her, she often gave off the same vibe while in public.What did bother her was that nothing changed when she approached him, sayinghis name. Oh, he straightened up and turned to her with an attempt at a smilebut it dropped as soon as he set eyes on her.

And, yeah, alright,she didn’t put that much effort into her look – just her standard jeans, a nicewhite sweater, her favourite leather jacket and a fluffy scarf that wasprobably not the sexiest touch. She’d curled her hair though and done hermake-up in her favourite beautiful but understated way. She’d thought shelooked nice. Apparently Killian Jones didn’t think so. He never even took hishands out of his pockets.

He sits down in one ofthe more secluded booths at Granny’s and breathes a sigh of relief when neitherof the two waitresses in the diner are Ruby.

On the way here, herealized Emma might have very well asked him to come so she can pointaccusatorily at him while giving Ruby a piece of her mind for setting her upwith someone the likes of him.

Honestly, he has noidea what the hell Lucas was thinking when she did that. He has brought hissocial interactions down to the bare minimum during the last few months, hecertainly hasn’t entertained any members of the fairer sex since Milah lookedat him with all the disappointment in the world and slammed his door shut.

But Ruby has been onhis case for weeks. He thought one date wouldn’t kill him. He’ll make politeconversation with the girl, walk her home and assure her she didn’t have tocall him back. He’ll get Lucas off his back and go back to enjoying his coffeeand scrambled eggs in peace.

And it’s not like heexpected her to set him up with some evil witch, he thinks he can still makefor some pleasant company, even if he is neither one-night stand, nor seriousrelationship material anymore. But this – Emma Swan. He could wring Ruby’s neckfor this.

He felt like thebiggest arse as she came up to him – keeping his hands in his pockets and noteven getting out of his chair, his face probably doing something less thanappealing when he saw her. But— bloodyhell. Why? Why on earth would Ruby torture him with a woman like that? Awoman who he will very much like to call him back. A woman that he not onlydidn’t have a shot with but who probably had a line of men, waiting for achance to spend an evening with her. And she was wasting it on him.

Her smile was a bittight, a bit untrusting from the start, and Killian… Killian just couldn’tbring himself to go through the motions of trying to charm a woman with whomhis failure was guaranteed. So he let her talk – about her frankly badass job,her love of Christmas lights and her dislike of tinsel and glitter, her favouriteTV shows and the first Game of Thrones book that has been gathering dust on hershelf for the last two months.

He snuck the occasionalglance at her but mostly kept his gaze focused on his glass of rum and hisright hand in his pocket so it wasn’t too obvious that his left one never cameout either. He was sure Lucas had told her but there was no reason to make thelass even more uncomfortable. And no reason to tempt himself by looking at heror engaging her in conversation when she was already proving too witty andcharming for his own good. Eventually her voice trailed off and she tried toask him some questions as well.

Killian orders a cupof tea and cringes at the memory of his monosyllabic replies to the beautifulwoman who at least tried to make their interaction seem like a date.

The bell above herjingles loudly and she quickly scans all the patrons in the diner. She is noteven a little surprised when she spots Killian Jones at the most secludedtable.

Maybe it’s partiallyto preserve some of her own dignity but Emma has managed to convince herselfthat Killian is simply not a people’s person. To a degree that skirts the linewith rudeness.

Again, she questionsthe wisdom of giving into her inexplicable desire to see the guy again. Perhapsit is the mystery that still clings to him. Emma hates leaving a case unsolvedand Killian really didn’t give her enough to figure out what kind of a personhe really is. He told her he was between jobs, said he had no family in townand not that many friends unless you counted Belle’s never-ending flow of bookrecommendations and Ruby’s never-ending attempts to get him “out there”. Emmatried not to cringe at the obvious bitterness in those two words. She is prettysure she failed.

She could have gottenangry – she felt her indignation rising on a couple of occasions when his lackof desire to be there with her became a bit too obvious – but the guy justlooked too damn unhappy for her to get properly mad at him. It genuinely seemedlike he had beef with the whole damn world – she just happened to be in it. Andas the evening wore on he seemed to get even more quiet – a feat that Emmawould’ve thought impossible – until he almost seemed unaware of her presence.It was then that she started wondering if he’d ordered more than the two drinksshe saw.

She was fullyconvinced he had when she finally decided to put them both out of their miseryand suggested they call it a night only to have his “sure, love” come out a bitslurred at the end and have him almost topple out of his chair.

Yup, somehow, he’dmanaged to get himself drunk without her noticing. Then the bartender handedher the check – Killian already on his way to the door and really, she didn’teven mind paying for the privilege of getting out of there and away from him –and she could confirm that she’d had two glasses of whiskey and he’d had justtwo glasses of rum. Seriously? Lightweight it was then.

From then on sheslapped the bills on the counter and ran after the guy to offer that they sharea cab, just so she wouldn’t have to feel guilty for the rest of her life, ifthey found him in a ditch somewhere after he had two freaking drinks with her. He was leaning against the wall, eyesclosed and little breaths coming out of his mouth as puffs of white. He shookhis head at her offer and she rolled her eyes – she wasn’t going to beg to seehim home.

And if that was that,maybe she wouldn’t be walking toward his table right now. But just as she wasturning to leave, Killian grabbed her hand and apologized. She still isn’t surewhat he apologized for – barelytalking to her, getting pissed, leaving her to foot the bill, blatantlyrejecting her?

But he was genuine.That one part, his “sorry about this, Swan” was more genuine than anything elsethat night.

So here she is.

She is just asgorgeous as he remembers – perhaps even more so in the soft light of the snowyday. He can now tell that she’d done her hair and make-up specifically for thatnight and he feels like something has lodged itself in his throat.

Wanker.

This woman – anabsolutely stunning woman that for some reason is trying to give him somethingresembling a smile right now – prepared for a date with him and he repaid herby being an absolute wanker.

Then again, this isnot the first time he is realizing this. About an hour into their date (he usesthe term very loosely) he decided that he should give himself a slap over thehead and at least attempt to behave like the gentleman he used to claim he was.But by then it was too late.

Killian tried toformulate some kind of an engaging question, to recall some fun story with Rubyand Belle but he found his mind in complete disarray. He looked down at hishalf-empty glass, wondering how the hell he could’ve gotten drunk on a coupleof glasses. And then he remembered the pills.

“Hey.”

He looks at her for afew seconds without blinking and Emma is already cursing herself for her poordecision making.

Seriously though, whatthe actual fuck? She doesn’t give most guys even a first chance, why on earthis she giving this idiot a second one?

A little voice in herhead tells her in has something to do with how blue and sad his eyes are andhow his full lips are a bit chapped from the cold and his cheeks a little pink,but Emma likes to think that she is not that shallow. It’s part of the reason,sure, but—

Thankfully, Killianseems to shake himself out of his thoughts and jumps to his feet. He evenextends his hand. She takes it and watches him debate with himself for a moment– his thumb doing two sweeps over her chilled skin – before he shakes it andlets it go.

She is notdisappointed – this is already going better than last time. He hasn’t lookedaway from her yet. Actually, he is staring at her pretty hard. It makes herlook away first, nodding toward the table he was sitting at.

“Right. Please,” hewaves in a sort of invitation and Emma slips into the booth.

Killian remainsstanding for a few seconds before he joins her. His hand wraps around the cupof tea on the table and Emma looks around for a waitress – she’d like a cup shecan fidget with and hide behind as well.

There is no waitressin sight – she should tell Granny her staff is slacking off. The silence hascontinued long enough to be awkward now. Why did she do this to them again?

“Emma.”

She startles at thesound of her name coming from him – badly enough that Killian looks genuinelyalarmed, then confused, then worried. She is pretty sure he is starting toquestion if he remembered her name right.

“Um, yeah?”

He sighs in relief.Yup, definitely questioning.

“Look, can I just— Ihave no idea why you decided to text me.”

The good thing aboutwinter is that your cheeks have an excuse for being pink at all times. She’lltake it.

“But I’m glad you didbecause I really wanted to apologize for last week.”

“You—“ she starts tosay that he doesn’t have to but, well, he kinda does have to. “It was a prettyshit date.”

He chuckles without alick of humour in the sound and Emma’s eyes widen a little when she realizesshe said that out loud but she schools her expression back into mild interestin his apology before he looks up at her from under his lashes.

Shit, he looks reallyapologetic.

“I know. I haveresigned myself to being your “worst date” story.”

It’s her time tochuckle and there is quite a bit of humour in it.

“Please, don’t flatteryourself.”

Killian’s eyebrowjumps in surprise and her smile is really more teasing than mocking.

“It was pretty bad butnot my worst by far.”

His other eyebrowjoins its partner high on his forehead and he leans forward in an unconscious showof interest the kind of which she has learnt to read in people, the kind he didnot display even once on their first date.

Wait, is this theirsecond date? Did she actually ask him on a second date?

“Well, I know I haveno right to it but I just have to hear this story. If you’ll be so kind.”

She contemplates himfor a moment, her eyes narrowed and her lips pursed and she knows her look isprobably making him sweat a little under his layers. Good.

He knew Emma Swan wasinteresting – a woman has to be to singlehandedly carry out 90% of theconversation during an almost-2-hour date – he did not know she can bepositively hilarious.

The story of her datewith some guy named Walsh makes him clench his fist and grit his teeth morethan once at the nerve of that man but the way Emma tells it makes itimpossible for him not to laugh out loud. The image of her giving the bastard ablack eye also aids his merriment.

He admits that hedoesn’t have many dating horror stories to repay her with.

“Is that cuz I was yourworst?” she asks suspiciously, narrowing her pretty eyes at him once more.

His ears feel likethey are on fire.

“No, I… well, I’veactually avoided labelling… last time as a date, in my head at least.”

Her brows furrow inconfusion and he wants to apologize again but he can’t really do that without eitherwaxing poetic about her beauty and patience or spiraling into his tragic littlestory.

“But I can mostcertainly regale you with the tale of my most embarrassing date.”

Emma’s look tells himthat she knows exactly what he is doing but she is intrigued enough to let itslide. So she takes her hot cocoa, leans back in her booth and waves her handfor him to proceed. She looks positively regal and he hides his desire to bowand call her “your Highness” behind a rakish grin.

He tells her about hisfifth date with Tink and makes sure to emphasize the amount of glitter the girlhad been covered in, remembering Emma’s dislike for the stuff. He is rewardedwith the adorable scrunch of her nose. He recalls how Liam came home early andhe was so proud of himself for managing to pull Tink’s dress down and get offhis knees in time.

“So he didn’t catchyou? How is that your most embarrassing story?”

“Aye, he didn’t reallyand I was damn proud of myself, acting all cool and nonchalant, all the whilewondering why Liam’s face was getting redder by the second. He managed torestrain himself for ten seconds before he was bent over, hands braced on hisknees, laughing his sodding ass off. I was so bloody confused.”

“So he knew?”

“’Course he bloodyknew! I had glitter all over my face!”

Emma sits there for asolid ten seconds as well – her eyes wide and her mouth hanging open a littlebit before she bursts into laughter.

“What? How—“ she triesto take a breath but then dissolves into another fit of giggles.

Honestly, he is soproud of himself – this is the least he has ever minded telling this story.

“She had glitter down there?”

“Darling, she hadglitter everywhere. Something about asparkling body lotion. Hell if I know. I told her that can’t be good for herbut I don’t think I was very credible, seeing as my face was bright red and covered in glitter and I couldn’tget my brother to stop laughing at me.”

Her sides hurt alittle bit but Emma thinks it’s totally worth it. Killian seems rather pleasedwith himself for someone who just revealed that he got caught going down on afreaky fairy or something. Seriously, glitter was the worst, why would you wantit—

She shudders.

“Can I tell him aboutour date and how you were taken down by two glasses of rum then?”

She means it as ajoke, she really does. She is not that upsetabout that, she knows how easily alcohol can get the better of you – you’re abit tired, you’re a bit hungry and before you know it you’re drunk on twobeers. It’s happened to her, she is not—

But Killian’s faceliterally crumbles and she doesn’t think it’s that big of a deal.

“I’m afraid that will be quite the feat.Unless you have the ability to communicate with the departed.”

What now?

“The depa— oh!”

Fuck.

“Fuck. I’m sorry. I—“

“I’m alright, lass. Noway you could’ve known. Doesn’t really follow the rules of logic. He was barely30.”

She swallows. Herthroat is just a little raw from laughing so much. She feels horrible about it.Yet, she kind of appreciates it – that he told her a story about his late brother.

“And, umm, just so wecan… clear the air. I was going to explain earlier as well but…”

Killian is back tolooking uncomfortable and contrite and she doesn’t really care for it, she justwants to tell him that it’s fine, that everybody has off days and—

“I wasn’t drunk. It’sjust… the cold months give me a bit of trouble. With the… the hand. The pain.And I’d got those new pain meds the day before and I completely forgot that Iwasn’t supposed to mix those with alcohol and… yeah. You know the rest.”

He is not looking ather at all anymore and it makes her feel even more lost in this conversationwhen she can’t read things in his eyes. Now that she has spent some timeactually looking at them, she has a clue why he didn’t look at her much lasttime – Killian Jones wears his heart in his eyes.

And now he onlychances a glance at her. He looks self-conscious and she hasn’t got a clue whathe is talking about.

“I’m sorry, what? Whywere you on pain meds? What did you do to your hand?”

All other emotionsdepart Killian’s face to make room for his utter confusion.

“Lucas didn’t tellyou?”

“Tell me what?”

“Bloody hell,” hemutters under his breath and for a second she thinks he looks angry but whetherit’s at her or himself or Ruby she has absolutely no idea.

“Killian—“

He cuts her off with ashake of his head and takes a deep breath before he puts his hands on thetable.

It takes her a moment.

Oh.

“Oh.”

His right hand is onthe table, his left one however ends at his wrist and all she can see in hissleeve is the shirt tucked around the end of his forearm.

“I’m sorry. I reallythought you knew.”

“No, I—“ she looks upand he seems so damn guilty – why on earth would he feel guilty? “Killian, it’sfine, you don’t have to apologize.”

She reaches for hisright hand and he instinctively pulls the left one back. It makes her hesitatefor a moment but she leaves her hand where it rests lightly over his own.

“This isn’t somethingyou – or Ruby – needed to warn me about.”

His snort ishumourless and dismissive and makes her a little angry. She hasn’t been angryat him today but it almost feels like familiar territory.

“Sure it is.”

“Umm, it’s really not.Do you usually ask for your dates’ medical records before you go out with themfor the first time?”

“It’s not like I havediabetes, Swan, I’m missing a limb.”

“Right. And I reallydon’t want to diminish your pain but I’m pretty sure you can die from diabetesso…”

“Aye, but it’s not…”

He gestures aroundwith his left forearm, seemingly at a loss for words and she arches an eyebrow,daring him to say something stupid. He rolls his eyes at her and sighs.

“Well, at the veryleast, it might’ve prepared you for a situation where your date is a moron who mixed up his pain meds.”

“Are you calling me amoron?”

“No, I—what? Love, Iwas obviously referring to myself.”

“Bold of you to assumethat I’ve never mixed painkillers with alcohol, Jones.”

He chuckles butquickly tries to adopt a stern expression that makes her grin in turn.

“Do I want to hearthat story? I should warn you that is a very dangerous practice and—“

“Well, I did do it athome. And kind of by accident. I mean really, I think my insides were trying tokill me, I didn’t even remember I’d taken some painkillers.”

He frowns at her andshe just waves him off.

“Wanna order somefood?”

They order pancakesand a mountain of scrambled eggs and Killian’s never had a preference about howmuch women eat one way or the other but the way Emma cuts into the pancakesbefore she has even swallowed her mouthful of eggs pulls insistently at thecorners of his mouth.

Then she goes and cutsthe whole stack in four and he feels his heart squeeze almost painfully. Itmight just be the way she does it – though the quick look she steals at himtells another story – he doesn’t know, but he is thankful that he wouldn’t haveto awkwardly break the food with his fork all the same.

Emma is in the middleof telling him about a particularly stupid slip she had to chase a couple ofmonths ago when Granny comes out of the back – flushed and agitated.

“OK, folks, nothing toworry about, we’re just locking the doors for safety reasons. If you want toleave – which I really don’t advise you to do but it’s your life and toes afterall – just come up to the counter and Ella here will give you the key.”

“Wait, what?”

Emma looks around andthey realize two things at the same time – there are only a couple of peoplebeside them left in the diner and the outside world is nothing but a wall ofwhiteness now.

“Whoa!”

“Was this in the forecast?”he gets up and wipes at the window – nothing, just more blinding whiteness.

“I don’t believe inthat so.”

He turns back to her –amusement probably painted all over his face.

“You don’t believe itweather forecasts?”

“Nope,” Emma plopsdown in her seat and takes another bite of pancakes dripping with maple syrup,calm as can been.

“If you don’t mind mesaying, you don’t seem particularly bothered to be snowed in here for theforeseeable future, lass?”

She shrugs and wipesher mouth with the back of her hand – then she looks up at him as if he caughther committing a horrendous crime and reaches for a napkin. He swallows hischuckle, sure that she will take it the wrong way.

“I mean, I don’t haveanything to do. It’s warm, there’s food, you seem to improve on the secondviewing.”

“High praise.”

She rolls her eyes andnudges the last of the eggs toward him but he just shakes his head.

“I think I’ll go getsome coffee since we’ll be stuck here for a while. You want anything?”

“Mmm, coffee soundsgood. You sure you don’t want any more of this?”

“All yours, Swan.”

He goes to the counterand orders two large cups of coffee and pretends he doesn’t see the wink Grannythrows his way before she disappears into her kitchen.

Yes, he likes to thinkthis is going much better than last time, perhaps so well that after they getout of this snow trap he might be able to call Emma Swan a friend. But he istrying really hard not to think too much about all the other things that hewould like to call her – in low tones that do not belong in a diner or anypublic place really.

Ella deposits the twomugs in front of him with a smile and he thanks her, taking one and bringing itto Emma before he returns for his own. The timing – as it usually is in hislife – is bloody terrible and the pain shoots up his left arm just as his rightone picks up the red mug.

The noise of porcelainhitting the tiled floor is deafening in the quiet diner and Emma’s head whipsaround just in time to see Killian step back from the black puddle on the floorand squeeze his eyes tightly shut, his hand clamped around his left arm.

“Killian?”

She jumps out of thebooth and steps right through the mess on the floor. Ella is already comingtoward them with a mop in hand so Emma just takes Killian by the arm and slowlyguides him back to their booth. His jaw is clenched so tight it must hurt butthe way his nails are digging into his sweater makes her think that he hasbigger issues than that.

“Hey, Killian? What’sgoing on? Are you in pain?”

“It’ll pass,” he gritsout and that’s really not what she asked.

“Can we make it passfaster?”

He shakes his head andfinally opens his eyes. She almost wishes he didn’t – if she had any doubtabout how much pain he is in, it’s gone now.

“I-it’s fine, lass.Just need a… a sec.”

He swallows, his Adamapple going up and down with effort.

“Do you have yourpills?”

Another shake.

“OK, we should leave.”

She makes to get upfrom where she is kneeling beside him and ask Ella for the keys when Killian’shand falls on her arm.

“Don’t. It’ll passsoon.”

She frowns at him.

“Are you sure? Howabout regular painkillers? Somebody must have something?”

She glances back atthe counter – Granny has come out of the kitchen, looking at them with obviousconcern and trying to figure out how to help, and Ella seems terriblyuncomfortable and a bit upset. Emma feels something possessive and kindaviolent gather at the pit of her stomach and she just wants them to stopstaring. Killian must hate people staring. She hopes she is not glaring toohard.

But when she turnsaround he isn’t looking at the women behind the counter, he’s looking at her,and it’s then that she realizes his hand has slid down and is now holding hers.

For the most part, hewould really prefer to erase the last five minutes or at least to have spentthem in the privacy of Granny’s bathroom. Or better yet, he would prefer tohave taken his bloody meds today. But he can’t deny that some small part ofhim, that is threatening to grow by the second, has latched onto the way Emmalooks with concern – for him no less– in her eyes, the set of her shoulders when she is ready to take control ofthe situation and her fingers – warm and firm as she squeezes his hand back.

“I’m fine, love. Thankyou,” he lets himself infuse the words with all the emotion inside him rightnow.

“You know if the coldmakes it worse, you really should’ve said no to coming here.”

“And let you go onbelieving that two rums put me out of commission?”

She rolls her eyes.

“Priorities,” shemutters with some ill-concealed amusement. “Let me get you another coffee.”

“That’s al—”

But she is alreadygetting up and waving at Ella for another cup of coffee so he returns his focusto his damn arm. The pain is duller now, not the blinding shock that made himdrop his blasted mug. Fuck, the mug.

Killian gets up anddigs his wallet out of his pocket before he approaches the bar, rotating hisleft shoulder carefully.

“Let me pay you forthe mug, lass.”

“Oh,” Ella looks athim with eyes as wide as saucers and then glances at Emma uncertainly, almostas if asking permission – he would be amused, if he didn’t find it so weird.“That’s not ne—”

“I insist. Just add itto our bill and give me the check.”

It’s as he is takingthe bills out of his wallet that it hits him.

“Bloody hell!”

She was just reachingfor his second cup of coffee when his voice startles her and her hand landsflat on the counter instead. She swears Killian is just not meant to have anycoffee today. Or they are meant to break all of Granny’s mugs.

“What’s wrong?”

Her eyes quickly zeroin on his hands and then jump up to his face. But Killian doesn’t seem to be inpain, he just looks like she just slapped him across the face.

“What? What did I do?”

“Emma—” it comes outall low and gruff and she is pretty sure he doesn’t intend for the word to havethe effect that it does on her. “Emma, did I leave without paying last time?”

“Oh,” her whole bodyloosens and she signs in relief before she grabs his mug and makes her way backto their booth. “Yeah, you were pretty out of it.”

“Bloody buggeringfuck.”

He follows after her,his hand working restlessly through his hair before he reaches for the mug.

“That’s pretty hot.”

He huffs indispleasure but leaves the coffee on the table and drops back in his seat,grimacing a bit and reaching over to rub at his arm again.

“You sure you’re ok?”

“I’m fine. Let’s getback to something more important. I saddled you with the bloody check last time—”

“How on earth is thatmore important?!”

“—and you called meagain?!”

She was about to gointo some basic self-preservation lessons and the value of health and comfortover splitting the fucking check but that part effectively shuts her up.

Logically, Emma knewthat he might question why she texted him again after what she herself dubbed “apretty shitty date” but… well, she was hoping he might get around to it afteranother couple of dates.

“I guess,” she shrugs.

Good one. Veryeloquent.

“Swan, you—” he shakeshis head and runs his hand throw his hair a few more times, tugging on thelittle earring in his ear – which does not make her smile, absolutely not – andhuffs a few more times before he fixes her with a disbelieving stare. “Youcalled a guy who said a dozen words to you all evening, got drunk – to your knowledge,and left you to foot the bloody check?!”

“Well, technically, Ididn’t call. I texted. And I don’t know… there was a small chance that you werejust being very feminist about it.”

If his eyebrow gotboosted by any more disbelief, it would probably fly off his forehead.

“What? Are you tryingto say you’re not?”

“I assure you, I’mfully capable of reconciling the feminist and the gentleman inside me and noneof them approve of leaving a lady to pay for everything after she has been putthrough a most unpleasant ordeal.”

She rolls her eyes.

“Jesus. You make itsound like you made me undergo a medical procedure.”

“Swan, I think we needto talk about your choices.”

“Oh, for the love of—Get off your high horse, you’re not that special.”

“Never said or thoughtI was, I’m just genuinely worried about your forgiving nature.”

She snorts.

“Yeah, trust me, not athing you should be worried about, seeing as it doesn’t even exist.”

“And yet here I am,proof of the exact opposite.”

She leans back andstudies him carefully, trying to decide if he is in any way flattering himself.He doesn’t seem to be and, from what she has seen today, Emma really doesn’tthink Killian Jones is all that full of himself actually.

“You are a fluke, ok?”

“I beg your pardon?”

“I don’t mean it like…in a bad away,” she looks down at her hands, his eyes suddenly a bit toocurious and unguarded. “But I don’t usually give people chances and I don’tusually do… this.”

She waves her handover the table between them. Yes, eloquent indeed.

Killian doesn’t reallyknow what to say to that. He tries really hard not to read between lines thatare probably not there.

“You don’t get snowedin diners with strangers you had a horrible date with?”

She rolls her eyes athim. He thinks he is beginning to like it when she does that. Bad form probablybut he can’t really help it.

“I don’t date,” shesays simply and the shock must be written all over his face because she shrugsher shoulders and looks away in the next second. “What? It’s why Ruby set usup, isn’t it?”

“Oh.”

Now it makes somesense. Well, not a lot, he still thinks Lucas should’ve been able to tell that,even if she is pretty rusty, Emma can do far better than him. Maybe a couple ofyears ago but even then, he’s not sure. He feels like one has to have somethingspecial indeed to make it with Emma Swan. As it should be.

“What?”

“What did you mean by“oh”? Isn’t that what you thought as well?”

Well…

“Well, no. I-Iactually thought we were quite badly matched when we met.”

“Oh.”

Her “oh” is not one ofrealization though, he doesn’t even need to be paying that close attention tosense the undercurrent of disappointment and rejection.

How on earth can he reject her?

“Emma, I don’t mean—”

“No, that’s… umm,that’s ok. I kinda got that last time as well, I don’t know why I thought�� Weshould— Do you think we can go now?”

She should get up. Sheshould just get up and leave. But she really doesn’t want to look like evenmore of an idiot when she tries to walk out of the door and is just met with a wallof snow and forced to go back in with her tail tucked between her legs and sitat a table in the opposite end of the diner because—

Why did she thinkthings were going better this time around?

“No. Swan, will youplease hear me out?”

“Killian, it’s fine.You’re not obligated to like me just because Ruby set us up. Really this is…this is on me, I should’ve gotten the message—”

“There was nomessage!”

She looks up sharply.Really, he doesn’t need to take a tone withher while rejecting her.

“Really? Then you havea very strange way of expressing your interest in people!”

He slums back againstthe seat, his shoulders and head dropping a little as he rubs at the back ofhis neck and then down his arm and she’s kinda angry that she is still kindaworried that he is still in pain.

“I know, I… I’m sorry.Again. For… that whole evening. But I just…” he takes a deep, fortifying breathand looks her straight in the eye and Emma has just a moment to assimilate thefact that he looks like he is about to drop something heavy before hecontinues. “My ex-girlfriend left after I lost my hand and my job.”

The fuck?! What kindof—

“And she didn’t botherbeing too nice about it. And I really didn’t need her to help me re-adjust myworld view but, anyway,” he waves his hand through the air as if that’s allpast and done and unimportant now and she really wants to disagree. “When Lucassaid she wanted to set me up with a friend of hers I really didn’t expect…”

He waves at her thistime and she is a little frustrated with a whole lot of things.

“What? What’s thematter with me?!”

“Nothing! That’s thebloody point!”

“Excuse me?”

“I don’t mean…Bloody hell, Swan, surely you’re aware that you’re absolutely stunning.”

Well, she wouldn’t goas far as—

“Positively hilarious,enticingly confident and a tad intimidating.”

Her mouth hangsslightly open and Killian thinks thisis now the most embarrassing date of his life because he didn’t really mean todo… that.

“I… don’t think I’veever heard a human use the phrase “enticingly confident” before.”

He cringes.

“Yeah, well… it’s beenin my head for a while.”

“I- I think I’mflattered?”

He chuckles and looksanywhere but at her as he searches for a way to change the bloody subject. Theblasted snow is still falling.

“Aye, well, feel freeto add it to your dating CV.”

Cue awkward laugher.Take a sip of coffee to cover it up. Do not look the stunning woman in questionin the eyes.

“Wait, so you what?Decided I was out of your league or something?”

He shrugs and nods anddoes not look at her.

“Really?”

Her voice is somewherebetween disbelieving and giddy and genuinely sounds like he told her he isgoing to adopt a panda bear or something equally ridiculous. He gives her adirty look.

“Sorry. I’m sorry.”

She does an admirableeffort of tampering down her smile but it just breaks out again and he almostcan’t be mad at her.

“I just… you knowthat’s really stupid, right? And like, I have a ton of baggage.”

“Swan,” he sighs andtries to give her a smile as well but he really just wants this pointlessdiscussion to be over. “Everybody has baggage.”

“No, I mean like,serious baggage like…” she chews on her bottom lip for a second, obviouslycontemplating whether or not she should tell him this – whatever this is – and he is about to assure herthat she doesn’t have to when she powers on. “Foster care record and criminalrecord and lots of abandonment kinda baggage.”

He frowns andcontemplates, if he should reach over or say he is sorry or—

“But that’s… like,really besides the point. I mean, I know fuck all about dating andrelationships, but I’m pretty sure it’s not about completing a checklist ofthings that the other person should or shouldn’t have.”

“Aye, of course, but—”

“Like, the sum of allthat shit is probably what makes a person who they are but they’re not just…their childhood or their master’s degree or their crappy apartment or theirhorrifying dating history.”

His laughter is moregenuine now and he finds it easier to smile at her.

“You just either likea person or you don’t,” Emma nods, as if she is quite happy with the conclusionshe has reached and he can’t quite argue with her.

It just raises a veryobvious question that he finds he actually has the nerve to ask.

“And you decided youlike me?”

She doesn’t even stopto think about the consequences, she just rolls her eyes at him and answers inher best deadpan voice.

“No, I asked you outagain because of your excellent conversation skills and impressiveconstitution.”

She almost laughs atthe way his face is trying to reconcile the awe and indignation that seem to bebattling for dominance inside him.

“Honestly, I just feltlike I didn’t get the chance to figure you out. And I wanted another try.”

“And?”

“Well, I think you’rea bit too complex to figure out on two dates but I now know that you’ll let mehave the last bite of eggs, do not actually get smashed from two glasses of rumand will go down on a girl on the fifth date.”

The way his eyesalmost pop out of his head is exactly the reaction she was hoping for so Emmaleans back and brings her mug to her mouth with a satisfied grin before shedelivers her closing argument.

“So I really think weshould have at least three more dates.”

(She has to go chase askip in the middle of their fifth date and Emma is not ashamed to admit thatshe has never slammed a guy against the hood of her car with that much pent-upfrustration.

Killian has the nerveto say it’s a good thing they got interrupted or he never would’ve gotten asixth date – which is beyond ridiculous, seeing as they’ve already madeChristmas and New Year plans together – but Emma exercises levels of restraintshe did not know she possessed and makes him wait until the seventh date justto prove him wrong.)

#cs ff #cs au #cs christmas #xmas challenge #captain swan fanfiction

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Of course, I have no problem indulging! Congrats on passing your placement!!! 🎉🥳 The wedding sounded like such fun, I’ve always wanted a wedding that was just fun and relaxed, not too traditional. I hope you have a great relaxing week before uni starts back up for ya!

I’ve been alright, thank you for asking! Just trying to get through the day and to the next, you know? As for what I’ve been up to, I recently tidied up my room which was nice since that can be hard for me at times, and I started rearranging my room but haven’t finished cause I’ve got a lot of wires in the way for my tv and my record player stuff and my speakers so I don’t even wanna deal with it yet, I need better cable management definitely. And cause I’ve got lots of little knickknacks, paintings, random stuff etc. that I need to move cause I’m a sucker for weird little things all over my room. I’ve also got a dresser I want out of my room that’s been keeping me from finishing cause it’s been there for years since my sister in law left it and never picked it up like she was supposed to and I’ve got nowhere else to put it so it’s taking up the space I need to put the desk a friend is giving me 😐 also it’s heavy and won’t fit anywhere else in my room.

I’ve also been spending some time with friends and watching this god awful but also somewhat good show with my best friend? It’s so bad but we can’t stop watching. I’ve been writing which is nice it’s been a long time since I’ve felt creative enough to write! I’m trying to redo the “theme” (ig?) of my room, looking at more weird knickknacks I want for my room, and buying birthday/Christmas gifts for friends too! I think that’s what I’ve mostly been up to so far! Thank you for asking, hope you have a lovely rest of your day/night! xxx ❤️ -🤍🤍🤍

THANK YOUUU!!🥰 yess me too!! i think it can make the whole event too stressful if ur trying to meet family expectations of tradition or whtvr

i get that, sometimes the days really do feel like theyre lasting forever so im sending u hugs <3 ohh nice i love a good sort out and sounds like you've got a bit of a plan for rearranging it !! i recently redecorated my childhood bedroom and i kinda went with a blue, grey and pink theme with what i would describe as 'minimalist furniture but maximalist clutter' lmao bc i LOVE knicknacks too!!! and just Things to make a room look more personal and homey <3 what kinda theme were you thinking of so far?

i love watching shitty media like that lmao bc with the right person any tv show/movie can be fun to watch honestly. And yayyy to being creative!! im sending anti-writers block vibes to u skfjsjs

#hope ur having a good day/night too <333 #🤍🤍🤍#asks

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day-trippin-dreamer · 3 years ago

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hiii tina! we’ve talked before but just wanna let you know once again that you’re making me laugh with your posts. prob bc i can relate. like for example with the coffee stuff, anxiety (oh myjfhdjsjs i should be able to manage that right??) but yeah. how are youuu? are you a fan of christmas? what plans do you have in thr coming holidayss? <3

hii bestie! <3 i hope you're doing good!! omg I'm glad?? lol, i wish neither of us could relate (especially to the anxiety ones) but oh well 😭

I'm okay!! YES! I love Christmas, it's my favourite holiday and I'm really looking forward to it!! Planning on rewatching the same three Christmas movies I watch every year lmao! (and eating too much food <3). Also really excited because my best friend is spending Christmas eve with my family and I (because she can't travel to see hers) so it will be our first Christmas eve together!!

What about you?? 🥺

#aah this was so sweet 🥺#brightened my day whoever you are 💖#thanks for stopping by!!#anon treasures #inbox treasures #the joey to my chandler

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“to all admins (who are so beautiful it is sO UNFAIR) : it’s me!!! sofia ahaha and im sending this a lil early because i wont be home for christmas (:p) and i’d like to thank all of you because i can’t send over gifts due to the ocean. damned water. somewhere in december, i think on the 14th??? i will have known this blog for 5 months ! which isn’t that long but im looking forward to spending many more weeks and months on this wonderful blog. all the admins are so, so friendly, nice, amazing, interesting, beautiful, etc etc. thank you for talking to me ! thank you for being here for me during the tough times! thank you for your advice, thank you for your jokes, your rants, your posts, your everything. this blog has given me as much joy as seventeen does. really! i’m so happy i stumbled upon this blessing of a blog when i was still a baby carat and needed more knowledge.

but please, you guys, get enough rest okay? i heard that someone (like joshua’s wife cough) doesnt get enough sleep and i swear im flying over. all of you are humans and you need rest. you all are in school and you need rest from school (which can be a pain lets be honest) and a break from writing. remember, we, as your readers and fans, care more about your health than how fast you answer our asks. we want you all to be happy and we wish we could give you back the happiness youve given us with this blog. i hope that in 2018, the blog will earn many,many more followers, the admins will make many more friends, and get more supporters (ok but i still dont understand why and how people send hate to the admins?? like fuck you man, these people work so hard arghhh don’t send them hate just because you’re pathetic and lonely and deprived of love and all the good things in life. Legit everytime I see a post about a hater i want to throw a pan at the shithole who hated on these amazing creatures. @jun @minghao @hoshi @scoups jom let’s go beat up the haters im bringing my frying pan and my sunat knife y’ALL BETTER WATCH OUT LATER KENA I SUNAT YOU) drink water, not alcohol : okay sO YOU’RE TELLING ME THAT A HUMAN IS ALLOWED TO BE A TALENTED WRITER, PRETTY ENOUGH TO BE A MODEL AND BE A SINGER ????? JESS IDC WHAT YOU SAY YOU ARE G O R G E O U S YOU’RE SO QR3UBFD-BGQIF and you’re so talented and friendly and n i c e. You’RE SO HARDWORKING AS WELL YOU’RE IN YOUR LAST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL AND STILL WRITE ON THIS BLOG AS OFTEN AS YOU CAN (it really touched me when i told you me and my best friend were fighting and you sent me tons of dino pics and tagged me in pictures of him. that really cheered me up , thank you :D) i think you’re the first admin i started to talking to hahahaha and even though im really annoying you still talked to me? like ?? i heard that you’re in your last year of high school and i wish you the best of luck !!! do only what you want to do. Don’t stress about choosing the right college/uni or the right course, just do what you want to. Please take your time with the blog, college tends to stress writers out and whenever you feel stressed rEST PLEASE. pls make many many new friends in college and have a better diet than ramen 24/7 which doesnt sound too bad but that’s a lot of sodium. i hope everything goes well for you but remember if anything goes wrong or u just wanna talk im here! love youuu bb. 10:10 : ok sERI. WE REALLY NEED TO FIND TIME TO TALK because whenever i text you you’re in class and whenever you text me im about to sleep (damn these timezones) sighh. it’s okay if i ever have kids, i’ll sell them and buy a plane ticket to meet you. okay when i first started talking to you i was really impressed because you’re really..tough? like i really people with thick skin and people who don’t give a shit about what other say and tbh i’m trying to be more like that. people like that are so cool !! and ur so pretty and cool sighh im so jealous (you have vv nice lips dONT TAKE THIS THE WRONG WAY I JUST THINK THEY’RE VV PRETTY oR dO I) also you’re really smart ! like you’ve gotten full marks for a test like woah hoshi is so lucky. i hope you remain thick skinned and brush the haters away, but it’s okay to feel bad once in a while, you’re only being human. but you can talk to me any time you feel down or u just wanna talk or rant or vent. i hope you don’t stress about school, please take a break if you have to (i dont want you to go away i want you to get the rest you deserve)anyways i love you ! my name is soonyoung, call me soon : APA KHABAR MY MALAYSIAN FREN ahaha im soooo happy i met you on tumblr. *ur the aesthetic queen* . i hope that we meet in person soon or one day because we live in the same country and won’t it be cool to see each other? we should have a photoshoot together. speaking of photoshoot im very happy to have a model sensei to teach me how to pose. also ur one hell of a sweetheart. you always share fandom things with me and i tend to fangirl in the middle of tesco or class because of you. hmm if seventeen ever come back to malaysia we should meet at their concert, given both of us are going. i’d really love to know more about you lmao you’re so interesting and you’re really patient with me!!! which is reallly nice. okay bb let’s find a date when both of us are free and leggo have some fun. i hope you don’t ever have to feel sad. well actually i think sadness is vital to humans so maybe anger. i hope you’ll continue to be very peaceful and freak out w carats and kpop fans across the glose and i hope that one day you’ll see naega hosh up close and p e r so nal. ilysm bb xxx my i geddit because wo ai ni so ur my love heh : hello my wife /name twin ish / dancer girl / jun’s / blessing to thie world. oh my god we need to talk moreeeee. ur so funny and we’re so alike (like we both swear like pigs) but we’re different because you’re so good at dancing! heck, whenever i dance i blind people from a 5 kilometre radius. all the other admins say you could dance my i with jun and i am sHOOK BECAUSE ho l ee s h i et also do you know what i would give to see you dance with jun? i’d give up all my memes. yeah, that’s right. my knowledge of all memes and vines and fre sh a vacado. apart from your dancing skills, you’re very, very pretty. i can’t believe you think you’re ugly , sweet jisoos, you’re have… the beauty of all the sunsets in the world. you’re actually really nice (stop protesting) because you’ve listened to me rant about all the damn drama in my life and you gave me advice. and you’ve never lost your patience with me. jeez i love youuuu !!! you’ve laughed with me and sent me dino pics to make my heart explode and you were there when i did something really stupid on kakaotalk. sighhh good times amirite? well we can still talk on tumblr. i hope you continue being yourself, the amazing person you are. xx love you to bits. seventeenteenteen : i survived. you havent killed me yet. i have stuck to dino faithfully. well actually, my first bias for like, a week, was memesol but then dinosaur found his way into my heart. i know y’all are busy and it may be hard but please rest. please don’t read mean comments, please love yourselves, please eat well. please do anything that would make you happy. each and every one of you are so, so important to me and i hope all of you are healthy. the8 please rest, i hope you get better soon. scoups, i hope that fever is gone. dino, i hope you find someone that makes you really really happy and i hope you wake up with a smile on your face each day and i hope people will stop prying into your personal life because you deserve to find someone you love and you deserve to be able to love that person without hate. i hope all of you don;t feel pressured to keep away from relationships because of selfish “fans” and i hope all of you will be happy. @josh @hoshi @jun you guys, please take care of your aegis. @josh wish ur gf luck for college, @hoshi stop killing these girls w ur visuals and @jun im waiting for u and sophia’s dance duet. i love all of you with all my heart <3333 thank you for a wonderful 5 months, i hope many more will come. love, sofia xx add on : i wrote this note before jonghyun killed himself and i’d just like to say this to everyone. the admins and the readers ; please ask for help. you are not alone. people are here for you. mental illness is not and will never be a light topic. suicide is never the answer. i know it’s hard but you need to stay, because we need you. i need you. it doesnt matter if we are close friends or complete strangers : you are so important. you are strong and brave and kind and smart and beautiful and you can get through this. you have people willing to listen. if somehow the whole world refuses to listen, im here. there are people around you who care deeply about you and please, stay. if any of you feel sad about the recent tragedy, take a break from tumblr, okay? i love all of you and please, stay safe. — sofiafabulousphan”

Admin Jess: Sofia, bb T^T I honestly can’t express how much your words mean to me. I love you so so much thank you for everything. I honestly won’t deny, it’s hard. I think it will always be difficult to a certain degree to run this blog. Not that I don’t love every second of it believe me, I just (LMAO LEAVE IT TO ME TO START TEARING UP IN THE MIDDLE OF TYPING THIS) I’ve never wanted to do something I wanted to just because I can. I don’t run this blog expecting anything in return. I do it because I genuinely love, love the happiness it brings other people, because I love seventeen and I love doing it all. If I didn’t love it with all my heart I don’t think I would have held up this long. You’re right, it’s my last year of high school. My hardest year because I decided to take a multitude of difficult classes. I have cried tears over so many classes (I’m crying writing this response omfg PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER JESS), I have had plenty of mental breakdowns, a lot of crying whenever someone simply asks me if I’m ok or suggests I get more sleep. I have been an emotional wreck all year. It is my fault though, I did decide to take challenging courses this school year, but one can only run on four hours of sleep everyday for so long and not be emotional I guess. AND I WAS TERRIFIED. I was so scared that in the course of this year, through all the difficult hours of studying and finishing homework at 2/3am in the morning before having to wake up at 6am and walk to school by 7am, that I wouldn’t have the time or effort to do just the one thing I wanted to do the most in the world. I only had one real hobby I loved doing and it was running this blog (again hella emotional and dramatic sorry it’s like one am here when I’m writing this). So I forgo sleep to get everything done. It’s not healthy but in my mind, if I gave up on this blog for one day, that one day might turn into two days, which would turn into a month, and then I’d never be able to do anything ever again just because I kept pushing it off, treating it as if it didn’t mean the world to me when it so very dearly does. OK I’M RAMBLING ABOUT MYSELF NO ONE CARES JESS AHEM,,, My point is, I sacrificed sleep for school and this blog not because I was forced to, but because if I slept, this feeling of guilt when I woke up in the morning, a feeling of “ahh I could have done more, I could have been better” would permeate my mind for who knows how long. I didn’t want to disappoint anyone. I hate disappointing people. So to hear you say this blog and all the stuff we do on it makes you happy? It makes me think maybe I’m not such a big disappointment after all, and maybe if I keep working hard, I can continue making more people happier, and that’s all I really want. True, with college approaching, I can’t make any guarantees. I anticipate not being able to do anything at all, and that idea is scary too and makes me want to work even harder now while I still can. I will definitely try to get more rest though??? I mean no one likes a sleep-deprived me at 3am lmao, I may seem nice but at 3am I’m bawling my eyes out over homework and cursing at my posters and pictures of Seventeen and school and textbooks in like three different languages (it’s not pretty lol). So yes rest? Idk what that is... but I’ll try??? fjnvksjn? I think I recall when you first sent in an ask, I’m not too sure but honestly the blog is about as old as you’ve been here so thank you for being one of our first supporters (did you have a book with a flower icon hmm trying to recall)! The hate I think will always be a thing I’m sure, I just don’t know how to deal with it T-T I am very naturally a sensitive human bean, what can I say... LMAO I’M NOT GORGEOUS THOUGH it’s called filters, lighting, angles, and makeup. The only reason I look anywhere near decent is because I use a combination of those things to hide all my flaws LMAO. As for singing, I’m not super? I can sing a pitch correctly I suppose? I can sing a chromatic scale? Idk if that qualifies as good singing (I can definitely sing svt songs in broken Korean shamelessly no matter where I go though). I’m really not that good, but I’m not awful like a dying seal or smth. I don’t even think I’m a talented writer, I just try my best I guess. I do sincerely try my hardest. YOU’RE NOT ANNOYING AT ALL I 117% would listen to you rant or scream about anything and I’m just super grateful you don’t think I’m annoying lsnfdnvd. OF COURSE I THINK YOU AND CHAN ARE THE CUTEST (or you and Jongdae pick your poison;) and of course I sent all those Channie pics omfg, I’m always here if you need it^~^ Thank you for all your kind words love (AND IMMA PRETEND YOU DIDN’T CALL ME JOSHUA’S WIFE BC MY HEART CAN’T TAKE IT KDFJNVKSBBDIBI I’LL CALL YOU CHAN’S WIFE ISTG I WILL) make sure to take care of yourself and you’re always welcome to come talk to me bb :)

Admin Meagan: aaaHHHHHHH, really appreciate you Sofia ✨😩 Gosh, can't believe you wrote us sub a long essay AHAHAHAH. Also, SUNAT KAU AHAHAHAHAHAHAH (Non-Malaysians wouldn't understand lmao) But yeeeee, thank you so so much baby for taking the time to send this ask in <3 It's been amazing knowing you and gosh you are such a sweetheart! Also, Chinese New Year is soon, let's go out together ;)) Cafe hopping at SS15 maybe? Hehe. I want my postcard AHAHA and to spend time with you of course!! <3 You are such a bright individual and Chan loves you hella lots. Thank you for always sending us such encouraging messages and for being a good pal really. But for reals, you mean a lot to me and gosh I can't wait to meet you. Also I not model material lah AHAHAH, only a certain days ;) but yess!! A photoshoot would be amazing haha, I can try to teach you some tips lmao. And yes, thank you for caring about our mental health. January hasn't been the best month for me, honestly it's been horrible but stuff like this really warms up my heart yah know. So yes, really really appreciate you man. Keep being so spunky and loveable. Take care, stay safe and I hope we get to meet each other soon ❤️

Admin Seri: SERIously SERIously, you have no idea how much this warmed my heart. ahh i so wish we could find a better time to talk, i’ll work on that :’) i’m not very good at expressing my feeling through words! and for that mianhae mianhae. in fact, that’s one very VERY COOL thing about you!!! expression your feelings isn’t the easiest and hey, use those feelings to brush for those haters. as you know love, other people’s opinions don’t effect me BUT THERE’S NOTHING WRONG with being affected! just know, those people are irrelivant, and once you realize they can’t do a single fucking thing to you unless you let them, it gets a bit better <3 but GIRL i remember you from the VERY being!!! i can’t believe you stuck around this long , you’ve seen all the changes, how much we’ve grown, it’s seriously amazing. becoming an admin (sure as hell didn’t know it back then) was definitely my HIGHLIGHT of twenty seventeen. there’s not a day that goes by where i regret it, not at all, even when our inbox is loaded or when i have writers block. and you being here along that journey warms my heart so so much! i’m not kidding sometimes i find myself in the middle of the night looking through all the comments or reblogs and GOSH i just see every single sweet sweet message you leave. AND OH MY GOD I’M ALREADY FOR SURE GONNA VISIT AJVBELJNGR IM ALREADY PLANNING TO ONE DAY TO SEE MEAGAN SO LIKE DUHHHH WE COULD MEET UP!!! just augh i’m super super grateful for you message jinja jinja ily~~~ <333 !!! {p.s. i totally wrote bodyguard reader! Chan thinking of you, ngl}

Admin Soph: As much as I love you and as much as you’re my ai. DONT GIVE UP YOUR MEMES FOR ME WTAF. MAN I LOVE YA BUT MEMES ARE IMPORTANT XD. And you might only be disappointed after watching me dance with Jun. Ah I wish we could talk more too :””) We get along so well and Im fucking positive were soulmates just looking at how similar we are XD. Ah im not really good at things like this. Im really speechless because damn boi I love ya and you took the time to write all this for us :””). Youre an angel sent from the heavens. AND ME PRETTY??? NUUUUUUUU.Just like what Jess said, filters and lighting exists. Im only cute tho (char). But youre more prettier than me love. Both inside and outside. You're as beautiful as the northern lights. And like the northern lights, you light up my dark days :””). We dont talk much but we always check up on each other man. Goddamn I love ya. I hope we can make more stupid but fun memories together ^^. And I will literally hug the shit outta you when we meet. Also can we like talk about how much we appreciate ya? You’re always in our inbox sending adorable and heartwarming asks to both Svt and us. I remember telling you that your asks about the admins literally brightens our day. How you're little “I hope the admins stay safe” means so much to us. I really hope you only experience happiness for the rest of your life. You’re a person I really appreciate and love. AS MUCH AS I LOVE JUN. HELL YEAH I SAID IT. hAHHAH Dont be afraid to come to me if you have any problem. I will always be here to talk to you and help you love ^^. Please take care of yourself too. DonT FUCKING SKIP MEALS. GET A LOT OF SLEEP OR IM GETTING CHAN AND JONGDAE. Ah im sorry if I didnt say a lot. I want to say a lot but I literally dont know what to say :””). I WILL MESSAGE YOU A LONG AS MESSAGE ON YOUR BDAY OR SOMETHING. I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY TO YOU GADBSVF ASNMK. For now, I love you and take care of yourself. You are loved by a lot and I hope your life gets filled with happiness and joy. Im also always here if you ever need to talk ^^

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(/ω＼)ﾟ.+(〃ﾉωﾉ)ﾟ.+°50 More Interesting Questions

Rules: fill this out and tag at least one person you’d like to know more about! Or just fill it out! Or don’t! Answer only some of them! Make up your own questions! “What kind of requirement is that”, you ask? A reasonable one! Who am I to tell you what to do? Anything goes!

tagged by @theempresskaizer and @incorrectmidc THANK YOUUU <3

1. What kind of food can’t you stand?: FISH, especially Fried Tilapia. I dunno. I loved fish as a kid, but now just the smell of it makes my stomach churn. Oh, and broccoli. GDI the first time I tasted it was traumatic :’D

2. If you could choose one minor inconvenience to never have to deal with again, what would you pick?: losing my pencils -- for a person who draws often losing these babies is kinda ironic, isn’t it?

3. Have you got any useless talents?: Uhm.... I can sleep anywhere. LOL

4. If you could be really really good at one thing, what would it be?: drawing.it’s literally the oldest hobby i have so :/

5. Name a few people you think are extremely good-looking: real people?! okay, dumb question. i kinda view people’s faces as equal, but there are particular people who stand out. i love looking at Eva Green and Angelina Danilova. my girl crushes :v

6. What was your favorite way to pass the time as a kid?: doodle doodle on the wall; wait for my mama’s angry call :’D

7. What is something you’re proud of?: uhm... I dunno. I don’t dwell much on myself on a positive light, so I haven’t really thought of the things I should be proud of. Unless it means something else? IDK lels

8. What’s one character flaw in people that you just can’t tolerate?: being self-righteous, or being too self-important. I tend to act cold towards people like these cuz duuuuuhhhh. I’d rather treat you like fart than say mean things cuz people like these aren’t really worth getting work up over.

9. Do you consider yourself to be more of a leader or a follower?: Back when I was a youthful optimistic fellow, I have, indeed proven myself able to be a leader, but now I just wanna be a follower. Energy-saving mode on unnecessary things :D

10. What kind of student are/were you?: When I was in high school, I was the overrated student. And it sucked because teachers placed high expectations against my will when in fact I am the lazy student who relies on stock knowledge to get through school life :v

11. Butterfly effect question! Has there ever been a seemingly minor decision you’ve made (at the time) that ended up having a profound influence on your life?:Yes.*blushes*

12. Name your most irrational fear/aversion: I used to run away at the speed of light at the sight of anything worm-like. >___<. I once accidentally touched a worm and it felt cold and slimy it was disgusting I literally threw a fit (LOL), but now I can tolerate them. Just... stay away within a one-meter radius D:

13. Are there any fictional characters you find especially relatable?: a looottt.

14. If you drink, what kind of drunk are you? Alternatively, what sort of person are you at parties?: I don’t drink alcoholic beverages to the point where I get wasted. But let me tell you a story: when I was a kid, Mom gave me a quarter kilo of grapes. I finished it in one sitting, but I got drunk so I hit my head on the door knob when I tried to stand up. I wonder what kind of drunk I am now? AT PARTIES? NOOO... I just stay at corners and try to avoid having to party. It’s not the party that’s bad, it’s the socializing. :’D

15. Do you fall in love easily? Or does it usually take a long time for you to trust someone?: I fall in love with 2d men easily. And yes, it takes quite some time for me to trust someone nowadays, cuz I learned my lesson the hard way.

16. Would you rather have one close friend or 100 casual friends?: just one close friend is enough. I get tired of people quite easily.

17. Do you consider yourself to be more of a slob or a neat-freak?: *glances around my work area* Yep. I’m a slob alright. But that’s only when I’m too busy on something. Otherwise, you’ll often see me arranging my stuff here and there.

18. Describe a place (imaginary or real) that you would find incredibly cozy: a view of the sunset in a large window from a high place. and where a contrast of temperature is at its best <3

19. Do you have kids? If not, do you want them someday?: I’m not that fond of kids because the kids in my neighborhood are brutal. They call me pancit canton (instant noodle) because of my hair :’’’’’’’’’D (I’m a 23-year-old bullied by 5-year-old kids)

20. What was your favorite book as a child?: I didn’t like reading, believe me. I learned to read quickly because I wanted to get away from books as fast as possible. LOL

21. Name one thing you just don’t get what all the hype is about: uhm... mobile legends and despacito :x srsly what are those

22. Name one thing that you think is tragically underrated: what is. IDK... ಠ_ರೃ

23. If you had to be glued to a person for a month, real or fictional (who you have never met), who would you choose?: I’d be with Hitsugaya Toushiro! (then will secretly glue us together again before one month ends LOLOLOLOL) Taichou! <3

24. What’s something you’d like the chance to do someday?: I want to travel a lot to old places. Ah... it’s a life-long dream :3

25. Do you typically speak your mind when you have a controversial opinion? Or do generally prefer to not rock the boat?: I’m a peace-loving person, and I’m weak at arguments so I keep my mouth shut and let my brain become noisy until my thoughts settle down instead of speaking up.

26. What’s the dumbest fad you’ve been caught up in?: I live in a cave -- what even is the latest fad today

27. What’s something you thought was cool as a kid/adolescent, but now cringe at yourself for?: I was low-key emo back then but it only manifested in my music preference because I was keeping up a good school image. Now when I look back at that “shiny and brilliant student” facade I wanted to smack my younger self in the head (btw, my music preference never changed).

28. What’s a trait you consider to be very admirable?: Bravery. It can take you far if you have it. I admire brave people.

29. Is there a particular kind of item people always tend to give you as gifts? (For instance, people always get you things with ducks on them because you like ducks, etc.): I don’t receive gifts anymore (too bad, will you give me a gift? XD) but my godmother often gave me dresses and clothes, and blue items cuz she knew blue was my favorite :3

30. Do you speak multiple languages? Which ones?: I speak Filipino, English and not that fluent at Japanese (and currently taking a crash course at Bahasa Indonesia)

31. Would you rather live in the big city or the countryside?: I’d choose countryside in a heartbeat!

32. Has there ever been something you were certain you’d hate, but ended up loving?: none in particular.

33. Do you mind being the center of attention, or do you prefer the spotlight to be on someone else?: I do not like too much attention. I do appreciate it when someone notices me but if I get too much of that, it wears me out.

34. Favorite holiday?: Christmas!

35. Are you a more go-with-the-flow type of person, or do you need to have things planned meticulously?: there are days when I just go with the flow, but when the situation calls for it, I spend a night planning my days, especially trips. Yup.

36. Is there something you loved so much you wish you could forget it and experience it all over again? (A tv show, book, series–anything.): Final Fantasy Advent Children. I’d love to experience that doki-doki when I see Cloud in action <3 and my nightly walks back at the province. The moon-lit road home, the fireflies, the silence, the nature -- I’d love to go back there and spend a good vacation. Plus the residents are really friendly

37. What hobbies do you have?: Drawing, procrastinating, sleeping, procrastinating, reading manga, and did I mention procrastinating?

38. If you could have a superpower, but it was only mildly useful, what ability would you want to have?: what even -- then it’s not called superpower anymore, but rather just “power” LOLOLOL. I wish I could shut down my nose when someone farts XD

39. Something people are always surprised to learn about you: that I’m not actually intimidating and that I am indeed Filipina.

40. Something that took you way too long to figure out: how to answer this. also, still trying to figure out how I’ll dissect my building. -_-

41. Worst injury you’ve had?: I fell down the stairs when I was a kid and it damaged my knees. Now both knees hurt during the cold season.

42. Any morbid fascinations?: I like drawing gore?

43. Describe your sense of humor: dark! as a result of my depression, my jokes tend to be categorized as black comedy LOL. Also perv. :v

44. If you had to be born in another era/place, which would you choose? I wish I was born in Japan, or renaissance England (^◇^；)

45. Something you are irredeemably bad at: time management (/ω＼)

46. Something that sucked but you’re glad you went through: College. Why the hell did I have to pick Architecture major of all things? But I learned a few things so okay.

47. Would you rather have a really godawful ugly tattoo in a place that is only slightly inconvenient to conceal with clothing (upper arm, thigh, etc.), or the coolest, most beautiful tattoo ever in the middle of your face? (Neither tattoo can be removed or concealed with makeup, and the ugly tattoo will deeply offend anyone who sees it.): ugly tattoo. I don’t like having stuff on my face

48. Are you more of an optimist or a pessimist?: I’m a pessimist irl. I’m actually a depressing human being hiding behind my drawings online ﾟ.+(〃ﾉωﾉ)ﾟ.+°

49. What would be the most flattering compliment someone could give you?: that I’ve inspired them. Ah truly a ray of light in this dark depressing life of mine (￣∇￣) .+°

50. Something you feel people often misunderstand about you: my silence. me being silent to them often means I’m mad, or brooding, or being a bitch. LOL NO. that’s just my face ᕕ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)ᕗ

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