#I JUST . LOOOV AN OPPORTUNITY 2 TALK ABT MY HCZ N STUFF

[phinjeet]

Isabella staring longingly at the happy queer platonic relationship of phinjeet wishing in she could have given that to Phineas but knows it’s not how she would get along in a relationship, weather it a qpr or something romantic. dear gawd your dragging me in. o h n o

* EVIL LAUGH . IVE GOT U NOW

* ik i focus a lot on phinjeet (and lately baljeet in particular) bc theyre my comfort characterz and im crazy but i do think of this all az like The Phinjeetbella Extended Canon and her feelingz r important 2 it 2 , like shez flawed n fuckz up w phineas imo but shez also still yk . a person and a dear friend n they all still care abt each other a lot , even if she couldnt b what phineas needed , even if they couldnt love each other the “right” way , they come out of their failed relationship az stronger n better n kinder ppl w a better understanding of each otherz feelingz And their own , but like god it still hurtz her yk , it still hurtz like hell 2 know she “failed” w him

* on a sillier note i can see her hanging out w baljeet (probably while the phinabella breakup woundz r still fresh) n briefly thinking “u ruined everything i hate u i hate u” n then stopping herself n immediately feeling AWFUL abt it like “why would i think that :(( hes my friend :(((“ LIKE YK . COMPLICATED N CONFLICTING FEELINGZ

* ultimately itz 4 the best , theyre happier n healthier this way , her relationship w phin shouldnt come at the cost of hiz happiness , hez aromantic n essentially haz 2 put on a show 4 her of some1 he rlly iznt , and she wantz (and dezervez) 2 b loved back romantically and genuinely and it waz just never gonna work the way she wanted , n shez allowed 2 b sad abt it bc it doez suck 4 her , it suckz 2 go through that n she cant help the way she feelz

* like oh . being in a relationship w phineas n realizing ur romantic needz arent met n hiz platonic needz arent met and neither of u r rlly happy but uve wanted this 4 so long it cant b hopeless it haz 2 work , u hav 2 b able 2 force the puzzle piecez 2gether somhow but it only hurtz both of u more = PAINFUL , letting him go and watching him find love and happiness and queerplatonic fulfillment w some1 else n ofc ur happy 4 him bc hez ur friend and u lov him but god god god that couldve been Us , what did i do Wrong = ALSO PAINFUL , SHE CANT WIN POOR GIRL