#I DONT KNOW I need to overcome this some how. My goal for 2025
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I tthink I could stand to be weirder and gayer about barney.
#And other fictional characters of course but you Know.#It's just my anxiety about. what people think of me and the purity culture that's been baked into me from day one#Where I'm like. Ohhh I'm not allowed to be gay and thiunk people are hot . BUT THIS IS A RULE I MADE UP FOR MYSELF 🙌 WHAT THE FUCK#I thiunk fat dudes are ridiculously hawt. Okay . And women. And And and and . I THINK EVERYONES RIDICULOUSLY HOT.#ourhrghghggghhh. . Guh#I DONT KNOW I need to overcome this some how. My goal for 2025#ITS SUCH AN ODD THING because this is a thought pattern I only apply to myself#And this is like veering into vent territory but I KNOW it's because I spent years being infantilzed by friend groups#Because I was so sheltered as a Kid. Where then I'm like.#Ohhh hes the sheltered aspec kid who's uncomfortable with himself as a person and Such topics because they were new and scary#Let's all treat him like a smol bean ^_^ and that's who you are now and you can't change that and that's all you're allowed to be .#AND IT SUCKS BUT I DONT KNOW . WHAT TO DO#Anyway. Sorry for bringing barny into this . But it is His fault ☝️#Somehow#Guh. GUH#Leo yells#whatever WHATEVWERRR.
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