#I DONT KNOW ANY BUTCHES IRL. IVE BEEN GOING TO GAY EVENTS BUT THEY AREN'T THERE | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

thatskindasapphic · 1 year ago

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So I'm leaning towards a masc/butch lesbian label but worry I won't be butch or masc enough to call myself that. Like I'm sitting here identifying with them internally but idk if dress/act in a way that embodies them. I gotta stop worrying about labels altogether and just live lol

#h talks #I'm going thru a masc phase again. which is like fine except I have a lot of clothes that feel too feminine now #and I know better than to get rid of them because I might want to dress femme again in the future #idek how to dress masc I'm just guessing and going with what feels good #and maybe there isn't a definition for what is butch/masc enough but I feel like I hold myself to an unknown standard anyways #like other people can be butch/masc however they want but its different when its me yk like what if I'm not enough #I DONT KNOW ANY BUTCHES IRL. IVE BEEN GOING TO GAY EVENTS BUT THEY AREN'T THERE #like my city has a sapphic organization that hosts a shit ton of events and I go to the ones I feel comfy with #but I've only seen like maybe two masc ppl at those events so far and they're always like attached at the hip with their partner #AND I GET INTIMIDATED #LIKE IM SCARED TO APPROACH THEM. WHAT IF IM NOT COOL ENOUGU #ok honestly I think my social anxiety and insecurities are getting the best of me here but idk how to help that #I just think it would be nice if there was a masc gay person I could talk to who like understands my unique experience #ok I'm done discussing my insecurities on the internet for today. regular sillyposting will resume momentarily

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