#I COULD NEVER TORMENT THESE TWO THIS WAY IN ANY CANON FORM I SWEAR ISWEAR

[cconfusedkat]

hie dont mind me the cringe won im blabbering abt hanahaki 🐏🕷 au 💔

In a secret spot near silk cradle ,, purple and blue lighting ,, sitting right underneath an empty golden skull , staring at the ghost town right below them ,, they both talked and talked for hours on end ,, enjoying eachothers company ,,

Rare for shamura to get out , as well as rare for lamb being able to fetch some time ,, they wanted a moment between them to last forever without EVER *explicitly* saying it to one another . it was embarrassing for them both

"I love you," which would be the last word's shamura ever says to lamb ;; lamb looks back at them and stays silent. Confused and lost, fear and dread,, what were they even meant to say ?

Lamb didn't return that feeling and still needed more time to properly recover from getting into any relationship , due to the stress put on them as a leader , not fitting any time to love Themself,,,

You fast forward to years later where the two haven't. said /anything/ to eachother in years, due to Shamura's awkward confession of never being returned properly,,

Laying there was shamuras now dead body ,with hydrangeas surrounding them ,, lamb rushing over and begging shamura to wake up ,, begging and crying because they werent able to ever express how a year later they loved shamura back ,,, no matter how much the spider convinced themself they no longer loved lamb

And thats lambs last ever words back to them ,, hydrangeas were lambs favorite flowers ,,because the color and beauty of it reminded them of none other than shamura

... was this the moment the two were hoping to get ?

Shamura, from the inability to strike up a conversation with Lamb, stressing internally from not being able to have that wonderful future with them that everyone ever talks about ? Dying from the amount of flowers they coughed up ? Of which , all of these flowers were all lambs favorite ,,, Accepting their fate that lamb never ever wanted to talk to them again because of their unput confession

Lamb, mourning their lost lover, all because of the major miscommunications,, the worry of shamura not wanting to speak to them anymore because they didnt return their feelings,,, scared of hurting them ever again and thus forcing themself into marriages they were never happy in to get over shamura ?