#I AM WEEEEEPING

[topsyturvy-turtely]

i wilL never EVER RECOVER FROM THIS

taylor swift's eras tour - all three shows in vienna are cancelled because some assholes wanted to make a terror attack .

i am not even kidding when i say i would have rather died than not see her. my life is a fucking joke.

[sweetshire]

save me lord of the rings epilogue.. save me

[apaise]

even if it’s just a joke, it feels nice to hear audrey might consider sam a challenge. right before sam left for the audition, aunt alma had been heaping “reassurance” on her niece, reminding her it isn’t her fault if she fails because the odds are inevitably stacked against her. although deep down sam knows that’s not a lie . . . she feels encouraged just talking with audrey. she may have a ways to go in terms of experience and connections, but the journey doesn’t seem so bad with moments like these.

the tease about the candy has sam swiftly echoing her grin. ❝ yeah? ❞  sam chuckles, neatly winding her earphone cord around her hand before tucking it back in her pocket. ❝ then next time i’ll get you some chips too, for more help. ❞  next time ? ❝you need the savory to really bring out the sweet. ❞ she smirks with all sage advice. it probably sounds ridiculous, exchanging candy intel for acting intel. but there isn’t much else sam can offer, and strangely . . . audrey doesn’t seem to mind.

and then audrey surprises her again by reiterating that sam's good enough to be a threat to the other girls. the first time the statement could've been a fluke, excused as merely polite talk. but now repeated a second time . . . sam's beginning to feel like audrey may actually believe it. and for someone used to living without compliments and support nearly all her life, the casual kindness of it burns. 

instead of speaking the serious and sincere thanks her gaze nonetheless emits, sam swiftly abides to audrey’s more playful tone. ❝ oh yeah. without you, i definitely would’ve been in for a few scratches, ❞ she joins in on the joke, yet the gratitude still sits there in plain view.

sam doesn't have any hope that audrey would be able to stay long after the audition. it’s already night, and she looks like the type to have a family waiting on her. but instead of just leaving, audrey opens the candy bar, snapping it down the middle. when she offers it to sam, sam suddenly realizes she’s ravenous, all that waiting suddenly weighing on her. ❝ thanks, ❞ she finally takes it, but then holds her half up in cheers. ❝ to both of us making it through the day. ❞

after taking a satisfyingly big bite, sam gambles more with audrey’s time, wondering how much longer she could keep her for. it certainly beats sam returning home to a quiet apartment. ❝ so . . . how long you been in for? ❞ sam didn’t mean to make it sound like they were new cell mates meeting in prison, but she couldn’t deny that the inter-workings and hierarchies sometimes feel just as complicated.

@apaise​​​ | ( continued. )

it’s dark out by the time audrey finishes her audition. she’s no less nervous than when she first started in the acting business, every project making her stomach turn in anxiety. she’s at least a good enough actress to make everyone believe she’s confident to a fault.

the girl she crossed paths with earlier reminded audrey of herself in those first days. she seemed to be having the worst luck on an incredibly important day, coming in with ruined hair and makeup – it should hardly affect her acting skills, but audrey knows she’ll be judged for it regardless. offering to help fix her look was a small gesture, but by the look on sam’s face, it seemed to mean everything to her.

and yet, despite her obvious gratitude, audrey never expected for sam to still be here when she steps out of the audition room. perhaps it’s foolish to assume sam is there for her… but she dares cling to the possibility.

she can’t help a smile as sam swiftly hands her a snickers bar, her scrunchie neatly tied around it. audrey had genuinely believed she’d just keep it; she wouldn’t have minded.

just as she’s about to thank her, sam continues – and playfully calls audrey’s actions a mistake. “ well… i do like a challenge, ” audrey teases in return, plucking the snickers bar from her hand. “ or maybe i just really wanted candy. ” no amount of acting expertise would manage to mask the grin on her lips.

she softens at the mention of the other girls. audrey remembers what it’s like to be under their scrutinizing gaze; she has yet to escape it herself. “ they can be cutthroat  – and petty. they probably just saw some solid competition and got the claws out. ” audrey wiggles her fingers for theatrics, hoping to lighten the mood.

“ here. ” sliding the scrunchie onto her wrist, she’s quick to open the candy bar and split it in two. “ it was rough for me when i first started too. candy helps. ”

[tarisilmarwen]

Ahsoka "Shadow Warrior" Liveblog

*biting nails*

Okay first off, really? That's the title we're going with? Lol Filoni. Okay.

Open on Seatos, okay.

You know it just occurred to me? The long lingering shots we're so fond of, and the deliberately relaxed pacing are very animesque.

Theatrical serious anime, I mean.

In particular I'm thinking of The Girl Who Leapt Through Time, which liked to diverge from the plot to just kind of wander through shots of the environment, for atmosphere purposes I guess.

Wonder if that or something similar was an influence on Filoni's directing style.

The woods also look very ethereal.

Hi Hera!

Frick Jacen is still so precious. I love him. So much.

!!!

Oh! Oh this music cue right here reminds me a lot of a specific part of "Sabine Sees Ezra".

HUYANG IS SAD, NOOOOOOOO.

God, how much death has Huyang already seen? How many Jedi has Huyang had to say goodbye to?

He misses the Order so much. *sobs*

Friiiiiiiiiiiiick the World Between Worlds looks so GOOD in live action.

Rosario finally channeling a bit of Rebels!Ahsoka here.

"Tell me what's going on." Well Ahsoka I think the Force is personally whacking you over the head with the Vision Stick to make you get over yourself.

Oooh Ahsoka flinched when Anakin ignited his saber.

Leia mention! Eeee!

Jacen is totally Force Sensitive, of course. Can hear the lightsabers, either the lingering echos from the fight, OR, he can hear into Ahsoka's vision.

KANAN NAMEDROP.

WEEEEEP.

Anakin being super extra of course.

HO JEEZ.

HE SLICED THE PATHWAY.

Yeah, so with this transition this is definitely a Force Vision, not the actual World Between Worlds. This is almost exactly like the transitions in Ezra's visions in the Jedi Temple on Lothal.

BABY 'SOKA!

BAAAAABBYYYYY 'SOOOOOOOKKAAAAAA.

Is this one long TCW reference?

I feel like it's gotta be.

"We lost so many." Yeeeeeah, that'll happen in a war. It sucks.

Ohhhhhhhh I am going to have to reblog ALL THE META about these scenes, aren't I?

I just know TCW fans have got a million thoughts centerfuging in their brains right now about Anakin, about his relationship with Ahsoka, about the long shadow he cast over her formative development.

FRICK THAT SHOT OF ANAKIN CALMLY WALKING AHEAD INTO THE HAZE.

"THE HERO WITH NO FEAR".

AND THE FLASH SHOT TO VADER.

Outside the vision and the X-wings are sweeping, looking for...? Ahsoka I guess. Because that's what they're going to find, eventually.

"Normally no." LOL HUYANG KNOWS FORCE SHENANIGANS BE AT PLAY.

Also Hera, come on, you saw Ezra phase through a solid rock wall, people can absolutely disappear into thin air.

Chopper being a grouchy sassmaster as per usual lol.

SEIGE OF MANDALORE SIEGE OF MANDALORE SIEGE OF MANDALORE.

"Within you will be everything I am." THAT IS NOT REASSURING ANAKIN.

Oh yeah, yep, I'm not going to be capable of being normal about this, I need ALLLLLLLL the meta from dedicated Anakin girlies on this one.

Frick, his eyes went yellow.

Hayden is making this look effortless, amazing.

OHHHHHHHH OH AHSOKA'S EYES FLASHED EYLLOW JUST BRIEFLY OHHHHHH WOW.

SHE PASSED THE TEST.

Ohhhhhhh and the pathways are dissolving, something Force Weird be about to happen.

We're exiting the vision lol.

Jacen: *smiles*

Me: HE'S SO PRECIOUS IMMA DIE.

Oh yeah no, this episode was VERY heavily styled after some theatrical anime director, I will bet money on it.

Frick, Jacen playing with Chopper is the cutest shit ever.

WHITE ROBES WHITE ROBES THIS IS NOT A DRILL.

Yeah no, the height discrepancy between Rosario and Mary still bugs me.

Hello Rosario can emote, lol.

PURRGIL!

:(((((

~We're gonna follow the purrgil, we're gonna follow the purrgil.~

"That'll do." ARE WE GONNA RIDE SOME PURRGIL? LOL.

Teva is carrying this scene lolol.

"Okay. But you're not gonna believe me."

"How the whales took Ezra and the bad guys far far away." SOBBING, BLUBBERING, NO NOTES, CAN'T TALK.

Well this part is definitely Miyezakian.

Ahsoka looks so much happier and more content. *sobs*

Lol the "HO BOY" look on that Rebel commander's face.

Aw man, this is the kind of wonder and disbelief and awe that Lothal must have had in the finale.

Living legends. Like magic. Come to save them.

FRIIIIIIIIICK.

I HAVE NO NOTES.

I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY.

HELLO YES, THIS IS THE FORM THAT I WAS WAITING FOR. THE DEPTH OF EMOTIONAL RESONANCE. THE PSYCHOLOGICAL ANALYSIS OF WHO THIS CHARACTER IS, WHAT COMPLEXES SHE'S WORKING THROUGH, HOW SHE'S GOING TO RECONCILE HER IDENTITY AS VADER'S APPRENTICE AND MOVE FORWARD, FORGIVE HERSELF FOR THE GUILT.

I AM ROLLING IN THE DEPTHS OF IT.

ALSO, SPACE MARINERS, SPACE MARINERS, SPACE MARINERS.

AAAAAAAHHHHHHH!

[ruuari]

I'm so excited to finish my unversed + vanven pencil case weeeeeps

got covid booster and flu shot on the same day so I'm out of it. but I am (re)watching slowbeef play birth by sleep ventus route while I'm in bed and my heart is buuursting with love for this game. the only game I've ever platinum'd

and I can't stop thinking about ventus being insecure both in general and over being trans, following terra around

[marydublinauthor]

I just finished the SITD ARC and I am blown away. I absolutely loved every bit. The banter, the slow forming friendships, the FAIRY ORGIES. I’d love to be friends with you both in real life, becuase you can’t write witty banter without being a bit witty yourselves. The only bad thing about this book is that I need the second one asap.

I’ll be sending in my review soon, thanks for letting me read it before the world.

WEEEEEP 🥹🥹🥹🥹 this made my day, week, MONTH. thank you for reading!! Im so glad you enjoyed the new and improved story— banter and all. 💕we would love to be irl friends too omg.

Can’t wait to share book 2 updates! We just started writing it a couple weeks ago and it’s such a fun, angsty, beautiful adventure 😃✨

@kendsleyauthor

[soleadita]

YOU FINALLY WATCHED TOG i'm thrilled <3 what did u think

(@scattered-winter combining these <333)

skdkdjs i tried to answer this as soon as you guys sent them, but i legitimately had to, like, decompress afterwards (and then yesterday i was in hyperfocus mode on a Project). like, picture me laid out on the couch in a cocoon of my heaviest blankets clutching my little kobo e-reader and medicating my elevated heart rate with comfort fics. i still don’t totally have fully formed thoughts (and i might never), but the closest i can think of is to compare it to how i felt watching the bear, because i LOVED the bear but it was also SO tense and made me very anxious.

the problem was that, for most of the time, i was totally expecting someone to die **permanently** (i don't know why i thought that?), so i was just wildly on edge. like, during that whole fight sequence at the end, i felt like i was barely breathing. (LITERALLY EVERY TIME ANDY DID SOMETHING i’d be like, “oh shit this is it. andy’s gonna die. oh no, she’s fine. ok ok.” when she went off on her own?? to take down that dude on the glass bridge thing? OH i thought she was done for real.)

(i don't mean this to be criticism of the movie in any way; this was all on me, because i am such an anxious bitch (affectionate) and i know this about myself, and yet. i was like, "hey, wouldn't it be so fun if you watched this movie without knowing how it ends?")

anyway, because of *gestures* all that, i feel like i didn't absorb too much of the softer emotional stuff but here are some quick very unrefined thoughts:

charlize theron <33333 (i have no opinions about her in literally anything else but as andy? oh. <333)

i love nile <3

I WAS SOOOOO EXCITED about joe and nicky actually being, like, soulmates. i've seen things on tumblr, but i'm just...never sure, you know? but i LOVE THEM!!! and that they met in the crusades!? as opposing soldiers/crusaders/whatever idk what the correct terminology is??? killed each other multiple times?? are in love now and live and die and live and die and live by each other’s sides??? as @stardustsea said, “they’re the loves of each other’s lives. and deaths.” AND YEAH.

the way joe and nicky sleep. i sob. that is all. (they are also SO FUNNY. snarky battle husbands yes.)

in the flashback with andy and quynh i was literally weeeeeping.

the fight choreography, especially in the last scene where they're human shield-ing andy - cannot believe HOW good that was

the SOUNDTRACK

MARJAN MARWANI??? MADE AN APPEARANCE??? <3

why does military propaganda mixed with found family and traumatized characters slap so fucking hard?

booker broke my fucking heart, but also for some reason he reminded me so viscerally of charlie day and i couldn't look at him without thinking of that.

also i don't have any coherent thoughts on this, necessarily, but something about the whole...found family, immortal beings, living and dying and living and dying and living, and not knowing when you might die for the last time? watching everything and everyone you know age and die and change? the grand potential for loneliness and pain, but also the grand potential for love and ~humanity~?

idk. i'm kinda fucked up about it.

<3333

[itoshi-s]

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY!!! 🎉🎉🎊🎉 I had a small fluffy thought for u as a lil birthday gift! ❤️

Rin didn't had many friends, well he didn't had friends, just a few classmates that he talked with. Rinnie just had his dear childhood friend and his dear brother, but he went off to Spain. Sometimes, without his brother he felt lonely and bored, but you were always there to make him happy again with that bright smile of yours!!

Always going with him to his practices, just so you two can walk back home together. Playing horror games together even when you are about to pass out from a heart attack, Rinnie is just watching you with a small smile, containing a laugh, manz unfazed from the enormous and grotesque scene or jumpscare ever know to mankind..

There is even more!

Something that he LOVES is that you're up to explore haunted or abandoned places with him! always holding your hand when exploring, just for you to not go missing, or fall because of how dark is, obviously just for that...

Running away from the haunted place you guys were because something or someone is ACTUALLY in there. Stopping infront of his house, out of breath, hands on knees, sweaty and everything just to laugh it off. You always end up sleeping over at his place after every time you two explore bcs of fear. 😭

After a long day you two sleeping on the floor of his bedroom after watching a movie, he just wakes up to turn off the tv and to cover you up with a blanket. He truly loves you, his dear friend, spending time with you is one of his favorite things to do besides playing football, because after all this years you were always with him even when his brother wasn't.. <3

anywayz,, i wish u a happy birthday again zarii!! ✩

STAR ... STAR !!!! NONNIE YOU JUST ABT MADE ME WEEEEEP so hard !!!!! SO INTENSE i am telling u. please this is feeding me sm rinnie brainrot </3 i love him so much it's insane i cannot take it anymore !!!!!

he's the cutest bf ever .. so doting and soft that u sometimes forget just how harsh he can be w others !!!!! the haunted spot dates too OMG .. he's so cute it's insane kdjafsahh the way he pines over us too.. but just doesn't know how to say it :( he's so scared it'll end up scaring yet another loved one away :( SOB this is so sweet i almost cried. made my day 1000/10 bbie thank u SO MUCH AHHHHHH </3

[stumbleonhometomycats]

all the videos people sent in.... I am weeeeeping!! Jason is so loved

[ricearicema-latenight-thoughts]

It’s that time again!! Scream into the void time?!

Night is trash

I am a 🗑️ 🚮 weeeeep woop

[tsuki-in-faerun]

i wrote that before jammer even got to ask his question to the coli/qohlye (captions have had both spellings).

jfc the talent i am weeeeeping

lou wilson, you are breaking my fucking heart this episode

[kaerinio]

I'M NOT SAYING ANYTHING NEW WITH THIS BUT rereading the books has made me appreciate your Daenerys all the more (for the record: didn't think that was even possible)!! Her mannerisms, her reasonings, even her dialogue and WAY OF SPEAKING are perfect and near exactly like how they are in the books! Not only have you gotten DANY down, but you've matched the tone of her chapters too! Your blog feels like her chapters, if that makes sense. Again I am not saying anything new here, djsskak, but damn Luxx you truly honor Daenerys Targaryen with your blog and you should be so proud of it!!! 💕💕💕

i'm sitting here with tears in my eyes and my mouth hanging open because i'M GONNA SCREAM. EMILY, OH MY GOD, THIS COMPLIMENT??? THIS IS LIKE THE ULTIMATE COMPLIMENT?? I HONESTLY FEEL SPEECHLESS, LIKE MY BRAIN IS SHORT-CIRCUITING AS WE SPEAK BECAUSE THIS IS JUST SO UNIVERSE-SHATTERINGLY SWEET. you have touched the deepest part of my heart, and i am just so incredibly honored, and i am going to cherish this (also, you, but pls you know i adore the heck out of you) forever and ever. i'm just also extra 🥺🥺 because EMILY !! you are such a lover of all things daenerys targaryen (i think about when you wrote her on your multi all the time because oh my god your portrayal!!!! a thing of pure beauty. LITERAL MAGIC!!!). i need you to know that you and your presence are just a massive inspiration for me when it comes to writing. your beautiful thoughts, theories, and reflections, along with all of our chats and screaming just !! energize me so very much, and i aspire to be as thoughtful and true in my musing and writing as you are. 🥹💖

[urcadelimabean]

- Izumi Shikibu

[allsystemsblue]

OMFGGG. I’m so embarrassed you seen this. LOOOOL

I am SUCH a big fan of yer art, my dude. Like you have no ideaaaa. I always tell Sin that yer line work makes me weeeeep. 😭 Yer so fucking talented it’s insane.

Thank you for being kind to my dumb little doodle. 💙

Soooo. I don’t draw, but I wanted to try my hand at something that wasn't clay or paper. And what better than to draw your blue obsession from Star Wars?

Also, holy shit, that's the first time I drew anything using my iPad. I gotta tip my hat to you digi artists, y'all make it look so easy. THE LAYER FUNCTION FUCKED ME UP.

Thank you to @sinisterexaggerator and @downrightembarassing for encouraging me to finish this old bastard. ILU

[deadlockcr]

💀 /  @harliquinn​ :  ✘ = hugging them                    send one for my muse’s reaction to your muse --- || ACCEPTING !!

       NORMALLY NOT ONE FOR PHYSICAL AFFECTION -- she strays from it to keep people out, pushed neatly away to keep herself guarded && keep her strength displayed without weakening it -- but she supposes this is a special occasion && she lets the other woman hug her (  not as though she could have predicted it anyhow  ). rifle is raised in the air as harley’s arms wrap around her midsection && hold her tight as if she might slip away again somehow if she let the gunslinger go -- (  one again laughably tiny  ) b.o.b shifting on the woman’s shoulder as her balance sways with the weight && force of another now attached to her.

      it comes as a surprise that anyone in this place might have missed her absence -- being home with her gang again had been nice && yet she found herself here yet again -- && a moment’s time passes before red lips pull into a lopsided smirk of a smile, short chuckle leaving her as she places the length of her viper along the top of her own shoulder, free hand patting the other’s back.

       ❝ missed you too, sugar. ❞

      she didn’t -- she hadn’t remembered the island or its inhabitants once she’d left -- but now that she remembered...well, maybe she’d missed her a little. not that she’d admit it easily.

[readingwriter92]

AM I SUPPOSE TO EMAIL FRENCH TEACHER IN FRENCH EVEN IF THE ISSUE ISN’T A LEARNING THING??

cause like ki just sent an email in english to one of my teachers since I’m too anxious and done to write a french email that would make sense and to then have to go and run it through bon patron. it’s prob for the better that i write in english since there’s a 70% chance it’ll make more sense lol. 

I ask tho cause like nobody ever *tells* you if you should or not. I always assumed you should and I think most people do but i’ve also emailed them in french and gotten english replies sooooooo?? what do you people do?