#I AM STAYING UP JUST SO I CAN WRIGHT THIS
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
genius11rare · 2 years ago
Text
In fucking credible
Hey Deltarune Fandom
I know its 3am as I wright this but I think I found something online that might be important- or at least, be something to consider- food for thought and all that jazz-
you see, I was scrolling thought reddit when I came upon a particular post...
Tumblr media
it starts of seeming very normal, right? I mean, it's just your average detarune fan asking about equipment advice, right?
but.. somethings... off, to say the least......
Not only is the wording weird when talking about Spamton, (with the phrasing of "Spamton dude" being particularly odd, as to get to Spamton's shop, you need to get fairly familiar with him and his character, but this user seems to be acting like this is their first time meeting him.) But Spamton HIMSELF seems to look... Different than usual. Or, at lease, different than his usual shop sprite that is...
and I was not alone on this sentiment, as the comments noticed too!
Tumblr media
which leads to wonder....
Tumblr media
... yeah, that...
To which OP provided an... Interesting answer....
Tumblr media
D-.... Didn't have the money? But, deltarune is free game? Or, at least, Chapter's 1 and 2 are...
you see, a while back, Toby mention online that Chapters 3, 4, and 5 would all be released together, and, unlike the first two, cost money. (or as a certain salesman would phrase it, cost some [[Sweet, Sweet KROMER]]!!!)
Not only that, but its kinda ironic that this user pirated a copy of a free game, and have the one character who has a history with shady links (or in other words, [[Hyperlink Blocked]]) be the one who's changed... Almost as if this bootleg game has its own bootleg of Spamton... The one character who literally tries to be a bootleg of ANOTHER character in-universe. *Cough cough* Swatch- *Cough cough*
But this also leads to question... are there any other differences in the game? I mean, it is a pirated game, surely there has to be some other differences from the original game other than some seemingly random shop sprite of spamton, right?
luckily, I was not the only one who was curious about this and a user by the name of kuro50 ask OP to quote:
Tumblr media
To which OP responded:
Tumblr media
how... convenient.....
I mean- don't get me wrong- I get that feeling not having any program to record with (though than again OBS Studio exist)- but even still, all of this seems a little bit too, odd to just let off as something "normal"...
but, than again, its not like there's anything necessary wrong about it either, right? I mean, sure, it weird that someone pirated a free game, but, maybe they're just some gullible kid online?
...Except, a user by the name of ThePotatoPerson510 pointed out a few striking things...
Tumblr media
And then... it all stared to click...
I went to check the profile and, just as ThePotatoPerson510 had said,
Tumblr media
"u/ThatDudeTobias, Cake day December 27, 2022, made 12 hours ago..." the same hour as the spamton post was made... almost as if the account was made just so they could post this.... (Note: the previous image in this post of the spamton post says it was made 10 hours ago. This time gap is because I have been writing this post for 2 hours straight now- coming onto 3 hours- as such, I give you this screenshot showing both the post and the profile, and thus, showing they were in fact made in the same hour-)
Tumblr media
MID WRIGHTING UPDATE: It seems as if there WAS a time gap between the two post, as its 5:24am and I just took THIS screenshot showing the time gap. Take this how you will I suppose ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Tumblr media
Now, about the name... It seem kinda... on the nose, to say the least. I mean, Toby, Tobias, seems a little to similar, right? But, at the same time, knowing Toby, he would be the type to use a seemingly obvious while still not TOO obvious name to fuck with us (he DOSE have a history with being a troll when it comes to his games ¬_¬||)
Also, looking back at the spamton image and comparing it to the name "Tobias", they both share one thing in common... They're both SIMILAR to their originals, to the point where you can tell what they're based off of, but, somewhat off...
As for the one other post on the account, well...
its..
Tumblr media
... A comment on MeIRL?
Well, what's the original post?
A..... Video of some guy walking up the stairs, only to keep looping up the same steps, unable to get to the end?
Well, that's... anticlimactic..... Sooo.... Is this just some random account then? Was all of this just for nothing? Was it all red hearings in the end? Well, that's what I thought..
For you see, I realized something....
Toby Fox is a well-known fan of anime, but, not just any anime.... specifically, JOJO'S BIZARRE ADVENTURE. How do we know this? Well, in undertale, there is an item in the game called a Punch Card
Tumblr media
When this card is used in battle, it says, "OOOORAAAAA!!! You rip up the punch card! Your hands are burning!" This increases your attack. "ORA" Is a common phrase screamed in JOJO' when one of the Jostar's are attacking.
Not only that, but in deltarune, main antagonist of chapter 2 is Queen.
Tumblr media
her battle theme? Attack of the Killer Queen
Killer Queen is the stand of Yoshikage Kira. The main antagonist of JOJO'S BIZARRE ADVENTURE: Diamond is Unbreakable. Which is the 4th Chapter of the series.
So, what dose ALL of this have to do with the video "Tobias" commented on? Well, you see, in JOJO'S BIZARRE ADVENTURE: Stardust Crusaders, when Polnareff, one of the main protagonist, tries to walk up the stairs to face DIO, the main antagonist, he finds himself in the same loop as the man in the video. Continuously walking up the same set of stares, unable to reach the end.
Meaning, the video that "Tobias", or, as we presume, Toby commented on was in fact...
A JOJO REFFERANCE, AND THUS, MAKES PERFICT SENCE AS TO WHY HE WOULD COMMENT ON IT
...... And so with that last tidbit out of the way, we are left with 3 conclusions that we can come to... 1. This "Tobias" is actually Toby Fox teasing us about Chapter 3 and or some other upcoming scheme of his he has up his sleaves.
2. This "Tobias" is actually Toby Fox just fucking with us
and 3. This is some third party not affiliated with Toby but still making something and teasing it (possibly and ARG or something of sorts) .... That or I've just spent over 3 hours of my life typing this up only for it to be a shitpost by Temmie or something :/
either way its 6:41am as I type this and I have not slept all night so I hope you liked this deep dive analysis into this possibly important reddit account that could hold significant lore for the upcoming chapters of deltarune and if you'll excuse me I'm going to go collapse on my couch for the rest of the day :) have a wonderful time zone <3
4K notes · View notes
simonisferal · 9 months ago
Text
not you again. "scaramouche x male reader"
Tumblr media
YOU were the smart kid in high school till he came along and ruined it. Now that he got you shipped away to your grandmother's, you're out for revenge. To beat him is your greatest wish but would that change now when he's your seatmate, partner. and roommate? Oh for fuc—
warnings: physical violence/fighting, the occasional underage drinking, heavily sexual themes and intercourse + some kinky shit (honestly, who knows), scaramouche is scaramouche 🤦‍♂️, exes to academic rivals to lovers, vulgar language, angsty(mentions of SH, suicidal thought, OD/ED), slow updates, homophobia (sort of), i know nothing about law so don't come at me, slow burn, and i think that's it!
written pieces will marked with 📖
Tumblr media
pheonix wrights — miles edgeworths
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
ᴥ season one — glow up, dick up
episode one — who the hell are you and why is your bitchass tryna fight me?
episode two — a man can't punch another man without it seeming homosexual nowadays, can he? 📖
episode three — if im sent away, im taking my dignity with me / fuck you
episode four — yes grandma, i'll rub your bare feet. just don't call grandpa over to tell his war stories again... 📖
episode five — i wonder how much he's suffering right now
episode six — in my slut era!! (i stay home with grams and gramps watching family fued)
episode seven — you'd think being the new kid is shit but it's actually worse since i'm hot
episode eight — who is juicytoot124 and why are they liking my tweets??
episode nine — fuck the school, fuck the students, and fuck the chairs too / who is he talking to
episode ten — this is NOT the USA miley cyrus was partying in 📖
episode eleven — holy shit, he has a sister? or is that his girlfriend..? 📖
episode twelve — kaeya, pass me the bottle; i’m getting wasted tonight
episode thirteen — holy shit. am i hallucinating or do i see a bobble-headed bitch coming my way? 📖
episode fourteen — it might be the paranoia coming in but i hear cops 📖
episode fifteen — how's my day? oh i was hiding in a fucking closet with my ex boyfriend from the police because of someone decided to steal alcohol. i wonder who.
episode sixteen — so i can't be a whore but my enemy can fuck around with his ex? not cool.
episode seventeen — wait, summer's over? i was just getting ready to rot in bed!
episode eighteen — basically what i'm hearing is that i'm a god and everyone loves me! /sarcastic
episode nineteen — yeah, so, what i just said previously was a fucking lie. 📖
episode twenty — ah shit, here we go again. 📖
ᴥ season two — and they were roommates?
episode twenty one — my clear conscience can't take this anymore; time to escape prison!
episode twenty two — everything i say was a joke unless you're into it, then it's not 📖
episode twenty three — first day of hell
episode twenty four — am i interfering someone's love triangle??
Tumblr media
status: ongoing
started: 04/13/24
taglist: @m-march7th , @wawanluvr , @shutingstar , @pookiemax , @chemiru , @scaradooche , @swivy123 , @yangbbokari , @academiq , @thystarsshine , @zoropookie , @notrsz , @justyoureader , @mercy-not-merci , @kiekole , @kazumiku , @featuredtofu , @yourfavoritefreakyhan , @b2tr09 , @ell1e2010 , @pwaap , @vxcmx , @vamxpi , @moonslie04, @allaboutiknowthatyoubeingdead , @somnium-kiss , @crxwned-mxnarch , @khisuko , @jad3-n , @emptydinner-plate , @popcorn-milk , @liuaneee , @neversore, @alicerosejane
(@simonisferal 2024)
511 notes · View notes
xalberrt · 1 month ago
Text
'packing up' is one of the craziest songs in 'in trousers' and we need to talk about it
so, basically marvin sings about leaving his family and we mostly see that he does feel good about it but still nervous and slightly regretting cause he's just afraid of any changes in his life. ''Whizzer will act very parental Completely gentle Absolutely swell Unlike me who's at his worst When he lacks a fee'' we're ALREADY told that whizzer is great parental figure! and marvin damn knows it. ''Honest to god No one's the villain I'm not dressed in black Sue me for fraud Sue me for killin' A woman unwillin' To get me off her back'' so marvin is still marvin and he literally starts blaming trina cause she doesn't want to let him go? he thinks, like, why she understands that i'm a burden and still wants me to stay? she unfortunately LOVES you, man, holly hell. ''Am I your nightmare Or your dream?'' i'll just leave these lyrics here. everyone should see them. this song is crazy ''I might borrow milk, or more I might, to begin If you see me at your door Swear you'll let me in'' i'm ready to talk way too long about how marvin's and trina's relationship are explained in 'in trousers'. we basically understand that marvin loves trina in some way. he does find her good and he wants to be able to see her after divorce(only when he wants though. still very egoistic man). i actually truly believe that they would have been friends if they hadn't gotten married. i can wright another too long post about their relationship in 'in trousers', they're explained sooo good. ''Pack it up and call it quits Like good quitters do Pack it up cause this way's shit Maybe that will too'' just look at this. read it. marvin sings it desperately and he is desperate cause he just hopes that this big, hard change in his life will make things good. well, in fact, it did for a bit. then it was the same heteronormative relationship, THEN he had what he truly wanted, and then lost it again. so at the end that way is really shit too, but i think it was worth it for marvin
30 notes · View notes
seokminfilm · 10 days ago
Text
attorney fever | lee seokmin
Tumblr media Tumblr media
🪄 pairing, lee seokmin x reader
🪄 warning, non-idol au, romance-comedy (is it funny??), fluff, a tiny bit of angst, attorney au, hint to girl dad!seokmin, hint to single dad!seokmin, wholesome, meet cute, vague (??) mutual attraction
🪄 summary, your charming lawyer is trying to make a good, professional impression on you, but how can he do that with a bunny figurine sticking out of his suit pocket?
🪄 author's note, this came up in my head when i saw the the 2nd picture on pinterest and i knew i had to do it....."thank you lyr's brain" we all say in unison! ALSO happy 2025!! new year new lyr so stay tuned for some big changes i may make!! much love lyrnation <3
🪄 now playing, trial, phoenix wright: ace attorney ost
🪄 word count, 1.1k | for @kstrucknet
Being in this situation was less than ideal for you.
You were being tried in court because an entitled lady wanted to sue you and your entire workplace for "conspiring to kill her" because you had accidentally put pickles on her sandwich, to which she was "deathly" allergic.
(If you could even be allergic to pickles.)
And so, here you were—standing in an overly decorated courtroom just three days before New Year's Eve, waiting for the lawyer who was supposed to be defending you in the trial.
Your friends had all heard good things about the specific lawyer they had hired for you, and you trusted them, even if the main thing they told you to comfort your obvious worry was that the lawyer was "drop-dead gorgeous".
(Like that was supposed to help you not lose tens of thousands of dollars just before the new year.)
The doorknob twisted, and you stood up, brushing off your outfit as you stood at attention, ready to see your defense attorney.
If he couldn't save you, there was no way you were going to make it out of this courtroom alive, and you'd have to call your mom and tell her you lost your job and have to live with her again and—
Suddenly, all of your worries, fears, and thoughts in general popped like a bubble to a finger, face heating up at the sight in front of you.
He was drop-dead gorgeous.
"You must be..." He trails off, voice rich and confident as he takes your hand in his. You shake it, nodding as you try to clear your throat. "I am."
"I'm Lee Seokmin. I'll be your attorney for this rather unusual case." The smile he gives you sends your body to heaven and back, and you're sure you've been gripping his hand like you'd drown if you let go.
"Thank you, Mr. Lee. I—trust me, I didn't think I would be in this situation either," Blushing, you stare down at your shoes, and Seokmin offers you that shockingly pretty smile again, shaking his head as he retracts his hand.
"That doesn't mean we can't get you out of it, though. Have a seat." He gestures to the empty seat behind you, and you nod, sitting down as he stares at you, dark brown eyes taking in your features.
"So, I've read the case over a few times, but I need to hear your side of the story so I can argue with the prosecutor." Seokmin's voice is firm, experienced—and you would be lying if you didn't think it was extremely attractive.
"Well, long story short—I didn't know the lady was allergic to pickles, and put them on her sandwich like normal because I do that with all sandwiches all the time." You say, blushing at the absurdity of all of this—here you were, telling a really attractive man about a silly mistake of yours turning into a court case.
"She returned after taking a few bites, gestured down at the pickles she pulled out, and then went on a thirty-minute rampage about how we were trying to kill her because she was rich or something."
Sighing, you rub your head, shaking it moments later as you look up at Seokmin.
"I honestly don't really know. All I know is that I could lose my job, and thousands of dollars if I lose." You sigh, your voice becoming shaky as you look down at your feet again.
Lord forbid you to lose this case—everything would change if you did, and not for the better.
"Hey, hey, look at me," Seokmin's voice is calm now, and you follow his instructions, studying his features. His eyes meet yours, and you know he could break anyone with just his stare─it's soft, intense, and almost makes you want to break down on the spot.
"It's going to be okay. You're going to be okay. You put your faith in me, and I'm going to do everything in my power to prove to you that you did the right thing. No stress here, okay? I know you're innocent. Now, I'll get the court to realize it too." Seokmin's words are instantly comforting, and you nod, giving him a smile as your eyes glance down to the little figure sticking from his pocket.
It had been distracting you the whole time, and you had wanted to get a glance at it for a while now. Now that you finally did, the smile that spread across your face was impossible to hide. It was a little bunny rabbit, cute little face peaking just over the top of the pocket.
"Um, Mr. Lee?" You asked, and Seokmin's eyes widened just slightly, replying quickly nevertheless. "Yes?"
"Is that bunny supposed to be the pocket square for your suit?" You gesture to the little bunny peaking out from his chest pocket, and Seokmin's face turns red, laughing nervously as he takes it from his pocket.
"Oh, um─no, no. My daughter, she─" His explanation was hurried, as the blush on his cheeks grew, and your heart broke just a little at the implications of his sentence, even if you knew it was wrong.
He had a daughter. He must be married, then.
"It's cute, though! Your wife must have forgotten to take the bunny out of your pocket," You say, and Seokmin smiles, shaking his head. His eyes become far away for a second, and he shakes his head again, sighing.
"I have no wife to do that for me anymore, so it must've just been my daughter's doing." Seokmin's laugh is bitter, and you fall silent, noting his now solemn countenance.
It hurt you to see him sad, even if you've only known him for a few minutes. He was a dedicated man, and you feel like that didn't apply to just his job. If only you could offer him some comfort of some kind. Would you even be able to do that? Would it be right? Would you be overstepping your boundaries as his client?
Seokmin recovers quickly, shaking himself slightly as he clears his throat, standing up as he glances down at his watch. The pain has vanished from his eyes, something like confidence in his eyes as he looks at you.
"I apologize for falling silent unexpectedly. Let's get you in there and prove you innocent, yeah?" Seokmin's smile is warm, and you nod, giving him a smile that changes his whole world for just a second.
It's warm, inviting, trusting, and he feels his face heat up as he turns away, feeling a swell of something in his chest.
Something he hasn't felt in what feels like forever.
Then and there, as the two of you leave the quiet room, he makes his decision: Seokmin will win this case for you. He was starting to think he'd win any case for you if you asked him.
24 notes · View notes
ty-bayonet-betteridge · 5 months ago
Note
Phoenix/Miles 35
in reference to this. 35 - as a lie
Miles Edgeworth, hearing his office door swing open, moved quickly. It only took a moment to open his desk drawer and slip the letter he'd been writing inside. He closed the drawer again, feigning nonchalance as he glanced up at the man entering his office.
Of course it was him. Who else would it be?
"Wright," Edgeworth said. "What are you doing here at this ungodly hour?"
Phoenix smiled, shutting the door behind him. He was wearing his jacket, but removed it and folded it over his arm as he spoke. "I could ask the same thing of you, Edgeworth. Are you really working this late on a Friday night?"
"Unlike some people," he said, "I do not have the luxury of my own schedule. The Prosecutor's Office doesn't stop on my whims."
"What could they have you working so hard on right after we just wrapped up all that SL-9 business?"
"Oh, you mean the incident in which it came out that I'd achieved a conviction using fabricated evidence? The one where the Chief of Police was revealed as a murderer? The one where our Chief Prosecutor was incarcerated?" The very corner of his mouth tipped up in a slight, sarcastic smile. "You're quite right, Wright. I can't think of any fallout from that incident which might require further attention from the Prosecutor's Office."
Phoenix crossed the room easily - he always moved with such purpose - to stand on Edgeworth's side of the desk. He leaned easily against it, an intrusion Edgeworth catalogued and said nothing about.
"Even so, it's not fair for them to make you stay so late," he said.
"Hm. Still haven't lost your idealism, have you?"
"Maybe so," he said, "but if I haven't, I don't want to."
"Sometimes, Wright, I wish I could see the world the way you do."
"It's never too late to change your outlook, Miles."
"Hah." He shook his head. "So what brings you up here, in any case? Are you just visiting to needle me about my late hours?"
"Well, not entirely," Phoenix said. He fiddled with the folds of his jacket, still slung over his arm, before sitting it down on Edgeworth's desk and continuing. "Ema's just left for Europe."
"So I heard. To stay with one of Chief Prosecutor Skye's friends in Germany, if I recall correctly."
"You didn't come to the station to see her off."
Edgeworth turned his eyes away. "I... had the distinct feeling my presence would be somewhat less than appreciated."
"And there it is," Phoenix said. "I came here to see if you were still blaming yourself. Looks like I got my answer without needing to ask."
Edgeworth sighed. "Sometimes, Wright, you are entirely too perceptive. It has been a consistent thorn in my side since you made your way back into my life."
"You know you didn't do anything, right? You're completely innocent."
"I used forged evidence to achieve a guilty verdict. That is enough for me to consider myself beyond forgiveness."
"That's not your choice to make," Phoenix said. "I forgive you. Lana and Ema forgive you. There's nothing you can do about that."
"I appreciate the pep talk, Wright," he said, "but unless you have something of concrete value to say, I'd ask you to leave me to my work."
"I'm not leaving until you're done throwing your little pity party," Phoenix said. "Stop moping."
"I am not moping."
"You're definitely moping. Don't mope. It doesn't look good on you."
Edgeworth gave a long-suffering sigh. "The only evidence I have ever found for the existence of a God," he said, "is that without one, it is astronomically unlikely a man so perfectly tailored to disturb me and my peace would come to exist."
Phoenix laughed.
"It isn't a compliment, Wright," he snapped.
"No, but it's funny," he said. "Sometimes I feel just the same way as you. You're a real piece of work, Edgeworth."
"I have been... made aware."
Phoenix leaned forward, placing a hand on the side of Edgeworth's face. Edgeworth's first instinct was to jerk away, which he successfully resisted.
"Hey," Phoenix said. "You know I'm in love with you, right?"
"I'd realized," Edgeworth said. "And you know I can't return those feelings. Not yet."
"That's alright," Phoenix said. "You've had a lot going on these last fifteen years, Miles."
"Hah. I suppose one could say that."
"Just..." Phoenix paused. "Don't go anywhere. Take as long as you need, but stay right here. Promise me that."
The letter was burning a hole in Edgeworth's desk. "Of course, Phoenix," he said.
"I need you to promise, Miles," he said. Phoenix bit his lip and looked away. "I spent too long wondering what had happened to you. I can't do that again. I need you in my life, in whatever way you'll let me be."
Edgeworth wasn't usually one for impulsivity, but he'd been trying to take the odd lesson from his childhood friend, and that seemed to be a primary characteristic of the way he lived his life. So he did something impulsive. He placed his hand on the back of Phoenix's head, pulled him further down, and planted a kiss on Phoenix's cheek.
"I promise you, Wright," he said, "that I will remain in contact with you for as long as you would like me to."
Phoenix visibly relaxed. "Thank you, Miles."
"Of course."
46 notes · View notes
snapghoul · 4 months ago
Note
Heyyy. I've been so obsessed with the seresin twins. They've taken over my life, and I love it.
I've got a question, though. How did Tyler react to Jake coming out? Gimme all the headconnons.
Me too, I’ve been consumed by them and I will gladly share them for those who love em ❤️
How Jake’s coming out was a lot far less rocky than he’d originally thought.
Note: writing snarky banter between Bradley and Jake is so hard like it looks cringy to me but then I remember how cheesy their banter was in the movie and I feel better about it.
Warnings: foul language, internalized homophobia and homophobia
Tumblr media
Jake had always sensed that he wasn’t attracted to women. Growing up in a small Texas town, he had a few girlfriends, but none of those relationships ever felt right. He dated primarily to fit in, rather than out of genuine interest. While he could acknowledge that some girls were conventionally attractive, he never felt any real attraction.
His first kiss with a girl, in freshman year of high school, was a moment of clarity for him—it didn't feel right, but he initially chalked it up to inexperience. He tried to replicate the experience several times, hoping it would change.
It wasn't until college that he found himself in a situation where he almost all the way with a girl, only to back out because he felt uncomfortable and disinterested. This experience made him realize he wasn’t into women at all. It was shortly after this that he shared his first kiss with a guy, which felt more genuine and right.
He remained closeted to his parents for two years.
Jake was relieved to find that his parents were surprisingly accepting when he finally mustered the courage to come out. As he fought back tears, his mother reassured him, “I already knew, dear. As long as you find someone who loves and cares for you, I’m happy to welcome them.”
His father’s response was a bit more blunt but equally supportive: “The second they lay a hand on you, I’m grabbing the shotgun.”
Not everyone was accepting at Sophia’s wedding. A few aunts, uncles, and cousins cast disapproving glances and made hurtful comments as Jake’s boyfriend stood by his side, their arms linked. Sophia did her best to keep the comments away from Jake but in the end he experienced his first true heartbreak after that, his boyfriend breaking up with him due to the homophobia in his family.
But Tyler had always been different. He’d known something was up the moment Jake came home after his first kiss with a girl, he saw the hint of confusion and disgust in his eyes. Although he didn’t have a name for it back then, he recognized that girls weren’t for his brother. Tyler was also the first person Jake called at 2 a.m. when he was overwhelmed.
“Ty, I just—I kissed a guy, and honestly, I think I’m gay, and I don’t know what to do. Shit, Ma and Dad are gonna be pissed—”
“Jake, slow down and breathe,” Tyler said. He stayed up until 6 a.m., helping Jake calm down and reassuring him that everything would be okay.
“Ty, do you care that I might be—no, that I am gay?” Jake asked shakily, fearing his twin’s reaction.
“No, Jake, I don’t. Honestly, I’ve had my suspicions for a while, and I don’t care who you love. Remember Mr. Henes and Mr. Wright?”
“Yeah, they ran the rodeo… wait really?”
“Yup, and they’ve been married for thirty years, that explains some of the looks they got but they didn’t care! They did their thing and let no one stop them. Jake, why should it matter that you like guys?”
“I don’t know… because it’s not right?”
“No, you know what ain’t right? Telling people who they can or can’t love. That includes you. If you like him and he makes you happy, then go for it. If you feel it, chase it!”
“Christ, what kind of cheesy movie did you pull that from? ‘If you feel it, chase it?’”
“I actually just made it up. I like it, though. It can apply to a lotta things.”
Jake chuckled, and they sat in silence for a moment.
“Want to hear about the field science I’m doing? My class has us studying cloud microphysics, so I’m just walking around taking pictures of the sky. It’s actually pretty fun! I’d much rather be out here than stuck in a stuffy classroom.”
Without missing a beat, Tyler shifted the conversation from Jake’s anxiety, taking it with him and letting the moment of calm settle between them.
Bonus: Jake panics over a certain chicken.
Jake tried to keep his cool, reminding himself, Play it cool, play it cool, Jake. He’s watching! Holy shit he’s coming over!
Bradley fucking Bradshaw had an uncanny ability to fluster Jake, driving him insane. There was something about the guy that made Jake lose his composure. Jake had felt this before, but never to this extent; the way Bradley moved, talked, and just existed made Jake feel cornered. When Jake felt cornered, he relied on his greatest defense: his offense.
“Y’know, Rooster, if you’d just hop off that perch of yours, maybe you’d actually be a decent pilot. Instead, you just sit there, waiting for something that never comes.”
Bradley’s expression darkened, his frustration clear as his feathers metaphorically ruffled at Jake’s jabs.
Seriously!? Rooster?! What kind of name is that? Not cool! Not cool! Don’t piss him off! Jake thought, desperately trying to regain his composure.
Wait, why is that look kinda hot? No! No! Jake, stop it! But damn, he looks good.
Bradley’s irritation flared. “If only you’d stop leaving your wingman hanging, Hangman. Maybe you’d actually get someone who feels comfortable enough to fly with you. But hey, no one wants to fly with a wingman who hangs them out to dry.”
Jake’s jaw tightened as Bradley closed in on him. Hangman?! I don’t leave them hanging! I always come back…
Bradley’s proximity made Jake’s heart race. Holy shit—he’s much bigger up close. Jake tried to focus on not letting his growing attraction show, but it was getting harder by the second.
Bradley took Jake’s silence as a victory and gave him a hard shoulder check as he walked by. That was the moment Rooster and Hangman were born—along with Jake’s frustrating attraction to Bradley Bradshaw.
Tumblr media
45 notes · View notes
lovesodakid · 10 months ago
Text
sworn to secrecy 4
Tumblr media
chris x fem!reader
1 2 3 5 6
summary: chris and y/n have known each other, pretty much their whole lives. y/n has always had a crush on chris. chris always viewed y/n as ‘nate’s little sister’ until one day, he realized, she wasn’t so little anymore…which nate sees..in which. he does not approve of whatsoever. (“brothers best friend trope”)
warnings: slight mention of underage drinking and a small mention of toxic household. that should be all :)
____________________________________________
“y/n.”
“y/n wake up.”
i softly groan at the feeling of being shaken awake. as i sit up fully in my seat, i look over to chris, leaning dangerously close to my face from his seat beside me, as he was whispering in my ear to wake me up.
“mrs. johnson called your name three times for you to answer the question.” he quietly says to me.
that’s when the embarrassing truth of me falling asleep in class hit me.
“miss y/l/n?” mrs. johnson asks from across the room while shooting daggers into me with her eyes. “what is the answer to number four?”
i freeze. mostly in embarrassment, half in fear as i feel what seems like a thousand pairs of eyes on me. have i mentioned i have a small fear of being put on the spot? no? well now you know.
“i-um. what..what was the question?” i ask, rubbing my eyes.
“well. since you can’t seem to focus in my class, maybe you can focus in detention.” mrs. johnson says as she begins walking over to her desk.
i let out a sigh as i stand up, gathering my things. as i finish, i look over to chris as he shoot’s me a sympathetic smile as i begin making my way to the front of the class.
as mrs. johnson finishes wrighting up my detention slip, she clears her throat to speak again.
“next time, don’t fall asleep in my class.” she says calmly.
i don’t say anything as i just nod, taking the slip and walking out of the classroom, making my way to detention.
it’s been two days since nate and i stayed at the triplets house. things have been okay at home since we came back. usually when we end up having to stay at the triplets, the day we come back home, everyone just pretends everything’s fine. my dad speaking in a unsettling calm tone, my mom looking like she’ll break down any moment. i don’t know why she stays with him, i’ve cried multiple times for her to divorce him, but she just won’t. she claims that he was her “first love”. that she can’t abandon that or him. quite frankly, i think my dads a piece of shit who deserves to be abandoned.
as i enter the detention room, i hand the lady at the desk my detention slip before making my way to the back of the room.
as i sit down, i put in my airpods to listen to music. letting my mind drift off into space.
the good thing about being in detention, is the fact that the lady in charge of the kids in detention, couldn’t give a fuck less what we do.
ever since the night at the triplets, i’ve had the same re-occurring dream of the memory of my mom and dad. i used to have them when i was younger, but one day in eighth grade, they just stopped. i thought i had somehow blocked that “traumatic memory” out of my mind. or that’s what my old therapist said anyways.
-
“you got detention?” nate practically yells to the whole cafeteria as i sit down next to him.
i rub my face in annoyance. “i just fell asleep in class. it’s no big deal.”
“it is a big deal since it got you detention.” he mumbles, a hint of anger lacing his voice. “what’s with you? why have you been so tired recently?”
i roll my eyes. “i haven’t been sleeping well okay? im sure ill be able to soon.”
he doesn’t say anything as he just shakes his head.
“so..you guys coming to the party tomorrow night?” nick asks, cautiously.
chris and matt look at nate and i for an answer.
“i am.” nate speaks up. “she isn’t.”
“what? what do you mean im not?” i quickly question him as i whip my head towards him beside me.
“for one, you got detention.” he says calmly. “for two, im not dragging my little sister with me to a party.”
nick, matt, and chris just stare at us as we slightly argue.
“nate, i just fell asleep in class. i didn’t blow up the school.” i scoff, “and i can go with them, i don’t have to ride with you there.” i say, motioning to the triplets.
“y/n i said no.” he says firmly.
“nate, stop pretending your my dad. you don’t have a say-so in if i go or not.” i spit out, crossing my arms. “im going. i’ll probably just have to ride with you guys if it’s okay.” i say, looking between the triplets.
they briefly look at eachother before quickly nodding, nate doing the opposite, letting out an annoyed breath.
-
it’s now the day of the party. nate still isn’t talking to me, which hurts a little bit but i don’t focus too hard on it. a party has never really ever been my ideal type of way to have fun, but trying it out couldn’t be too bad right?
as i get dressed, i put on a denim mini skirt with a tight black, short sleeve shirt that’s slightly cropped. after 5 minutes of debating between doc martens or random knee high black boots, i choose the boots.
i normally wear baggy jeans and a random shirt, so i rarely ever dress up. but when i do, i usually feel hot, like tonight. my whole life i’ve ever only been hung out with the triplets and my brother. i’ve never really made an effort to look “good”. i mean yes i put makeup on and nice clothes, but ive never dressed up around them. so this is definitely a new one.
the second im done, almost on cue, i hear honking coming from outside. which can only mean the triplets are here.
i grab my phone before walking out of my bedroom and making my way downstairs. the house is empty, signaling my parents are gone, as usual. which also makes me thing nate has already left for the party.
i walk outside towards the van, i can’t help but notice the way chris looks at me through the window of the dashboard. it could mean nothing, but my body reacts differently. a surge of butterflies swarming my stomach.
“oh my god y/n!” nate exclaims excitedly as i get in the backseat. “you look hot!”
“thank you nick.” i thank him, a small giggle exhaling from my mouth.
“so, y/n/n. are you drinking tonight?” matt asks from the driver seat. per usual.
the thought of drinking tonight hadn’t even crossed my mind until now. drinking is completely out of character for me, the girl that usually has a book in her face, replacing it with alcohol?
“um, i don’t really know yet.” i answer honestly. “maybe?”
there’s a first time for everything right?
“well if you decide to. make sure you stay close to one of us okay?” chris says from the passenger seat.
“okay.” i agree.
-
“holy shit there’s a lot of people.” i say in surprise as we pull up to the, might as well say ‘mansion’ for the party.
the front door wide open, teenagers standing and sitting on the porch. one kid in particular seems to be vomiting. yuck. the front yard flooded people who look like they’re having a good time.
“yep. that’s a ‘christian davis’ party for you.” chris says, unbuckling his seatbelt.
christian davis is one of the richest kids in school. not to mention one of the most popular.
“let’s go!” nick screams in excitement, grabbing my hand to pull me out of the car.
____________________________________________
a/n: i apologize for the constant time skips, but i didn’t know what to writeee. plus i wanted to hurry up and write the party part 🙈 (for those asking for a tag list, i probably won’t do one for this story, given the fact this is my first one.)
61 notes · View notes
doc-pickles · 1 year ago
Text
sent to save me | sidney crosby (ch. 3)
Tumblr media
series masterlist
summary: sid and annie have the fight that ends it all
warnings: general angst, swearing
author’s note: hi friends! i'm so happy you're all loving this series! this is a flashback to the fight sid and annie have that ends their relationship, so this happens eight years in the past. it's short but it's important to the plot! enjoy!
xoxo
nina
Sidney had just come home from a gruelling game against the Flyers where he’d taken one too many hits and they’d lost in OT. All he wanted was to crawl into bed and hold Annie, forgetting about the shitty day he’d had.
But when he unlocked the door to their house he found Annie sitting in the living room, tears staining her face as she stared blankly ahead. Sid dropped his bag and rushed over to her, kneeling in front of Annie and cupping her face in his hands.
“Annie?,” Sid whispered as he wiped at her cheeks. She blinked and met his eyes, her green ones brimmed with unshed tears. “Sweetheart, what’s wrong? You’re scaring me.”
“Do you love me?”
“More than anything,” Sidney replied quickly, scanning her face for any sign as to what was going on. “Baby-”
“I can’t do this anymore Sid,” Annie breathed out, eyes shutting as she said the words. “I… You’re never home and when you are all you’re focused on is hockey. I just can’t be second place anymore.”
Sidney looked over Annie’s face for any signs that she was bluffing but only found hurt and sadness there, “Baby where is this coming from? How long have you felt like this?”
Annie stood, shaking her head as she walked away from him, “Forever Sid! I’m never your first thought. I, god, I want to spend my life with you and you can’t even consider me! You’re never here and when you are all you can think about is hockey. Will I ever come before that?”
Sid sighed, running his hands down his face, “Honey, I just do-”
“Why the hell am I still here if you can’t make me a priority Sidney?”
There’s a crisp in the room as Annie’s words sink in. Sidney looks over at her, the determined look on her face despite her wet cheeks. That was his Annie, always overpowering her weaknesses to protect herself.
“Baby I’m trying! Don’t you see that?,” Sidney begged. “I love you so much, more than anything in this world, Annie. But I also have a team to think about, a whole fucking franchise riding on my shoulders! Don’t they matter too?”
Annie let out a laugh at that, running her hand through her hair, “Yes Sidney, they do matter. And they clearly matter more than me.”
Annie turned and walked away from Sidney, who quickly followed her. She went upstairs into their bedroom, Sid’s heart sinking as he watched her pull out a suitcase from their shared closet.
“Baby, don’t do this. Please, let’s talk,” Sid begged as he stood in front of Annie, gripping her shoulders tightly. “I can… We can work something out?”
“Are you willing to compromise on your hockey schedule? Take things for the team out of your schedule so I can see you more than twice a week,” Annie asked, lips turned down. When Sid didn’t answer she huffed and pushed past him. “Yeah… Didn’t think so.”
Sidney watched in silence as Annie began tossing things into her suitcase, tears streaming down her face. He wanted to say something, anything, to make her stay. But he was at a loss for words, only snapping out of his thoughts when Annie was standing right in front of him.
“I’m sorry Sid, I never wanted it to end like this. But I need to look after myself,” Annie took in a deep breath, then leaned up to press a sweet, chaste kiss to his lips. “I love you Sidney.”
Without so much as another word, Sidney Crosby watched Annie Wright walk out of their bedroom with his heart clutched tightly in her hand.
68 notes · View notes
darkravens-blogs · 11 months ago
Text
Tumblr media
Lucifer Morningstar x reader part two. This art is not mine credits to the artist again this is gonna be a series part one is already out im working on part three now.
You walk into your house and start to get ready you can tell that someone followed you but you couldn’t quite figure out who but despite that you still decided to get ready you put in a beautiful red wine dress (picture at the bottom of da page) and start to do your hair and makeup.”I can feel you lurching” you say in an “teasing” tone “I thought so”Lilith said as she came out with a knife you noticed this and say”what’s that for” you say as you tilt your head” to kill you you fucking bitch”she says in a angry jealous and venomous toned voice as she lunges at you with the knife.you dodge and look at her with a “wtf” face “ but wh-“ before you can finish your sentence she intent you again putting the knife to your throat.” Because now I’m gonna give you three options I kill you right hear and now or I let you live and you can leave heaven and not come back or you can skip the date stay hear but never see Lucifer again and you have to watch from afar as we have the life you wish you had”she offers you a few options”if I pick the threed option can I still at least see him and know he’s ok” she nods “yes you may but you can’t interact with him at all no matter what or I swear I will kill you” who pushes the knife further into you neck drawing blood”understand bitch” “yes I understand” “good” she backs away from you as she removes the knife from you neck “now pack you things and leave you’ll be staying down in hell so he can’t find you oh and wright a letter saying your leaving” “ok”
(Time skip cuz imma lazy hoe and tired)
“So y/n is leaving” Lucifer said l through teary eyes”yea she wrought you this letter tho and said smothered a parting gives attached to it or something like that”. Lilith said as she handed him the letter”I’ll leave you alone for a bit to process what’s happening”he got up and left as he read the letter and tears started to fall from his face the letter read.
Dear luci
I have to go away for a bit and I don’t know if I’m gonna be coming back any time soon and in case I don’t come back I want you to know that I love you lucifer I always have and always will no matter how long we’re apart I will love you now and always even if you sit love your self I’ll love you through thick and then bad and worse sickness and heath no matter what happens or where I am I will always love you and find you and so you don’t forget me I taped a pic of myself to this letter and a promise ring so I have to for fill the promise I made to you I have a matching one so we will always find each other so all you have to do is remember me and wear it around your neck or finger so we know it’s is us I love you luci always have always will till next time luci :).
Lucifer starred to cry he couldn’t believe it he had to find you he just had to to let you know how he felt too he was going to find you no matter who or what he to go through.
The dress you were gonna wear 👇
Tumblr media
53 notes · View notes
chemicallywrit · 8 months ago
Text
What a week in audio drama! Happy Audio Drama Sunday folks, can we talk about some episodes????
🎥 @thesiltverses comes through once again with an absolute banger. Val is chilling—Val has always been chilling—but this week seeing her vulnerable was somehow. Worse. Hey Chuck??? Run, maybe? And if you’re lucky a treason charge will be the best you can hope for. Don’t think too hard about the worst.
🌄 @midnightburgr my beloved, I love you Midnight Burger. I adore the Hood’s Pocket crew and how delightfully normal they are in the face of time-traveling cowboy outlaws. This show continues to bring the wittiness and smarts firmly alongside compassion. It’s so beautiful.
👁️ Why must you hurt me, @hellofromthehallowoods? We’ve heard Nikignik in some bad emotional spots before, but this ep was three kinds of heartbreaking. Can we talk about the sound Nikignik made—
🚬 I feel like @radio-outcast’s strength is their expert combo of the surreal and the tangible, and that’s doubly true when our heroes are trapped in an illusion as they have been for a minute. It makes it all scarier what happens to Helix at the end of the story, and all the more a relief when the happy ending comes. For now. Enemies abound and surround our heroes, but they will carry on.
🐍 There’s no show like the Magnus Protocol to make me just so so scared of a tiny hole a squirrel made. Like I yelped aloud. That team knows how to hecking GET you. And in the office romance department, I find whatever Alice has going in mighty compelling. I’m sure that will be totally fine.
🚀 I started @jumpleadsscifi this week and I am honestly delighted. I love a sitcom, and I’ve finished episode five, which means we’re to my favorite part of the sitcom: getting just a little bit sad with it. Jump Leads is about two underqualified star trek-like officers whose job it is to fix time and space—though mostly they just mess around. I love it.
🔎 YOU WERE ALL RIGHT ABOUT SHERLOCK & CO. This is what I wish BBC Sherlock was. This means everything to me. I’m obsessed. I’m barely even finished with the first episode. It’s amazing. THE MUSIC.
🐰In Inn Between news, I’m about to ruin all y’all’s lives, and in Re: Dracula news, WE ARE BACK BAYBEE. In The Dead news, Run Rabbit will be back this week! We also are finishing up recording the next story for The Dead, which I’m so excited about. Stay tuned!
For real, this month is looking a little thin, and if you felt like giving me a tip, it would really go a long way. Thank you! See you next week!
42 notes · View notes
sonadow4life · 8 months ago
Text
Ok so I'm working on a little fic thing (first one ever yippee!). Heads up I'm really bad at wrighting ESPECIALLY when it comes to complex characters like Shadow. Anyways I would love some feed back. Don't go expecting too much when you read it. It's supposed to be set after Sonic 3. I also don't have a name for it yet. Or a plan. I just started wrighting and was like "yep, this is ok, I'm totally gonna finish this" so I have no clue where it's going. I'll get there when I get there I guess. It follows the storyline of SA2 but also I haven't finished that game so I don't know much about it lol. I think I might just make this story all about Shadows life after what I imagine Sonic 3 to be. Just think of the story line of SA2 but he doesn’t fall and die. He does fall. Doesn’t die. Also imagine it being a bunch of 15 yr olds. Just typical Sonic movie stuff. Tom and Maddie thrown in there where you can. I really can’t explain how I imagine it. It can’t be translated into words lol.
It was dead silent in the house aside from the annoyingly loud tik…tik…tik coming from the clock. Shadow lays wide awake on the Wachowskis couch. Mr and Mrs Wachowski had insisted he stay with them, just until he could find some place to stay. He had tried to refuse, especially after all the trouble he’d caused trying to destroy the planet, and while they seemed a bit hesitant, they persisted and continued to insist he stay with them for a while. Shadow looks over to the clock on the wall, the time reading 3:45 am. Shadow never tends to get much sleep, plagued with foggy memories of the ARK. The image of his sister's pale body lying lifelessly in a pool of her own blood replaying every time he closed his eyes, probably the only thing he could remember in full detail unfortunately. He runs his ungloved hands down his face, letting out a small, quiet whine and trying not to think about it much. Trying not to think at all. 
Tails and Sonic were upstairs in their shared room, Knuckles having been moved down to the basement for everyone’s sake, his footsteps being far too heavy to be walking around at 2:00 am. Sonic and Shadow didn't exactly get along well. They could tolerate each other at best and get it a full blown fist fight at worst. Shadow didn’t necessarily dislike Sonic, as much as he tried to pretend he did at least, but he definitely didn't like him. Totally. Shadow was soon pulled out of his thoughts by a loud creak from the steps, followed by a quiet mumble that he recognised as his rival's voice. Shadow peaked over the back of the couch, making eye contact with a very drowsy looking Sonic. 
“Sorry, didn’t mean ta’ wake ya’..” Sonic slurs lowly, walking the rest of the way down the stairs towards the kitchen.
“You didn’t.” Shadow says simply, laying back down on his side and staring aimlessly at the turned off TV. It was silent for a while before Shadow heard a glass clacking against the counter and a sink turning on, presumably Sonic getting a drink. Shadow shifted a bit, trying to find a comfortable enough position to attempt sleeping. 
21 notes · View notes
yakool-foolio · 3 months ago
Note
Phoenix Wright
Just gonna go off of what's listed on the shipping wiki, cause if I tried to rate every single pair with him with the amount of characters in these games we'd be here all month.
Phoenix x Iris: 8/10; very cute, me likey. Iris genuinely caring for Phoenix while pretending to be Dahlia is super sweet, and Phoenix instantly being able to tell the difference between Iris n Dahlia is concrete evidence he knows her like the back of his hand. While I personally don't see them dating again post-Bridge, they'd definitely stay good friends forever.
Phoenix x Mia: 4/10; can't imagine this relationship lasting very long before death knocks on their door, but the utter grief is suffocating. Their relationship would just be full of sadness on both ends; they'd probably date for a short time just to try to forget Mia losing Diego and Phoenix being betrayed by Dahlia. Romance as a coping mechanism.
Phoenix x Maya: 0/10; nuh uh, they're siblings to me. I refuse to see them in a romantic light personally, but it certainly isn't the end of the world if I come across it. I don't care what anyone else does, I just don't ship it in the slightest.
Phoenix x Dahlia: 4/10; only fun if it's one-sided. I wanna see either Dahlia silently hating Phoenix's guts as he boasts the pretty lil necklace she gave him, or Phoenix cursing under his breath at the thought of talking to Dahlia again while she's possessing Maya. I need them to be bitter or I shall turn my nose up at it.
Phoenix x Doug Swallow: 2/10; this is a thing apparently, according to the wiki. I mean, I can guess why people might ship it; Doug basically saves Phoenix from the impeding doom of Dahlia and then they make out about it. Only reason it's rated so low is cause I haven't seen anything about this ship to really get a sense for their chemistry, but I do get the baseline concept.
Phoenix x Godot: 6/10; a ship I see a surprising amount of content for and I think it's getting me to like it more. Another relationship sunken in grief, but it's a much better fit on them in my eyes. Coffee dates are the best dates. Imagine all the coffee shop AUs that exist just for them.
Phoenix x Gumshoe: 5/10; neutral on this one, but I do like the concept! Just a couple o' guys staking out crime scenes together, lovin' their work. The best dudes for the job. They're supposed to be rivals but it never works. They're homies for life.
Phoenix x Kristoph: 7/10; if I liked Kristoph more, I might like this ship more than I already do. I am a sucker for toxic yaoi, so I'll gladly take it! Kristoph definitely has respect for Phoenix, as much as he hates to admit it, so why not seal the deal by making them have a very shaky relationship that ends in one framing the other for murder. Phoenix is suffering Edgeworth withdrawal and it's leading him to dark places. Kristoph is the Maria to Phoenix's James (n Edgeworth's Mary) and no one can tell me otherwise.
Phoenix x Lang: 5/10; I have no idea where this ship materialized from, but it just sounds funny. Alpha Wolf hot shot and his sassy lawyer boyfriend. If you thought Phoenix's sass was apparent enough already, Lang just intensifies it by being around him and they have a blast gossiping about the competition. I wanna see them interact in canon now.
Phoenix x Edgeworth: 10/10; A CERTIFIED CLASSIC! ONE OF THE FOUNDING FATHERS OF MLM SHIPS! THEY ARE A PART OF INTERNET HISTORY! It's so hard for me to ever think of them not being hopelessly in love with each other. They're husbands to me. They have matching wedding rings you just need to look closer.
Phoenix x Larry: 3/10; I don't like Larry so in turn it's really hard for me to like this ship. I think it could be interesting if teen Phoenix is in his bicurious era and does practice dates with Larry who is more than willing to help him out. Two men realized they're bi that day.
8 notes · View notes
shurislover · 2 years ago
Text
All Of Me
Letitia Wright x Black Fem Reader
Baby Mama Drama Part 2
idk how many words but this is kinda long
Summary
- It’s been 2 years since Letitia’s big turn around. She has been in Aria’s life ever since , she’s gained your trust and love back. She non stop shows you and Aria love in the media anytime someone asks. This is the Letitia you’ve loved from the start and you were glad to have her back.
Tumblr media
“ Babyyyyyyyyy wake up I have a surprise planned for you “- Letitia laughs as she shakes you awake
“ I don’t want to get out of bed, and quiet down I don’t want Aria waking up , we trynna take our naps“ - You groaned
“ Aria isn’t here , I dropped her off at my mothers house. She’s staying the night because I have something special for you. “ - Letitia smiled
During these 2 years Letitia changed drastically. She was there for you and Aria 24/7 , her anger issues were pretty much non existent, She was 2 years sober from drinking. She cut off every person she’s slept with expect Eva because they started off best friends and you loved Eva she was a great Godmother to Aria.
You groaned
“ Alright alright fine , let me go shower. What am i wearing today ?” - You asked
“Something sexy”- Letitia smirked
You jokingly rolled your eyes and gave Letitia a quick kiss on the lips and walked into the bathroom.
——
You finally finished blow drying your curly hair and was satisfied with the way you looked
Tumblr media
You decided on wearing a gold dress with shoes to match
“ Mmm you look so good I could kiss you “- Letitia smirked
“ So do it “ - You teased
Letitia softly grabbed you by the chin and pulled you closer, your lips connected to hers like a magnet. At this moment nothing else mattered.
Her hands slid down from your face
to your arms
to your waist
This kiss felt like you guys were in Heaven. You were so weak in the knees for this woman. You craved her 24/7.
Her hands then slid down to your ass as she softly grabbed you.
You could help but moan in her mouth.
At this point y’all have been kissing for a few minutes and your lungs couldn’t take not having air anymore, so you gently pushed her away and licked your lips
“ Let’s go before we end up not going anywhere & I end up eating you out on this couch “ - You winked
“ I mean I wouldn’t stop you “ - Letitia grabbed you hand and guided you towards the couch
“ Nope we are going. I need to know what you have planned, I got woken up out my nap for this” - You giggled
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Letitia surprised you by taking you to a restaurant, but not just any restaurant it’s the exact restaurant she asked you to be her girlfriend for the first time.
She had gotten a private and secluded part of the restaurant so we could have less distractions from others.
She had set up the tables with your favorite flowers ( sunflowers ) , rose petals sprawled all over the floor and your favorite R&B playlist playing in the background.
“ I’m so lucky to have you. “ - You broke the comfortable silence
“ Actually i’m lucky to have you. I appreciate you so much y/n and i’m very grateful you gave me another chance to redeem myself. Im so lucky to have Aria too, that girl is my whole world and i’m grateful I can be there for her every moment“ - Letitia smiled
The moment she brought up Aria , it made you think about a question that’s been on your mind for a couple months.
Honestly you were ready for another baby. You and Letitia have spoken about it but the conversation just drifted off into another conversation. You knew Letitia wanted another baby but didn’t know when.
“ Hey pretty mama. Whatcha thinking about ?”- Letitia asked as she sipped her sparkling water
Before your brian could think of a lie you blurted out
“ Another baby”
Letitia choked on her water
“ Woah , I was not expecting that answer “ - she smiled
“ Do you not want another baby ?” - you questioned
“ I definitely want another baby. The other day i watched you hold your best friends baby and couldn’t help but imagine you with another one. Just thinking about Aria and you with a baby on your hip waiting for me to come home .”- Letitia sighed
“ Let’s go make a baby then ?”- You shrugged
“ You’re so bold today, maybe later I have the surprise to give you but first let me use the restroom. - Letitia jumped up and jogged out the room.
You sat and admired the flowers for a bit wondering what’s taking her so long to pee.
Before you could continue your thoughts the lights automatically dim.
“ Um ? Tish ?” - You stood up confused
Cause all of me loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Then your all time favorite song starts playing.
All of Me by John Legend
Give your all to me, I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose, I'm winning
And that’s when the water works started. You watch as your girlfriend walked out with her hands behind her back
“ What are you doing this time ?” - You sniffled
She stood right in front of you and smiled
“ The moment I met you for the first time will always be one of the best memories in my life because it was the day my life changed. I remember you on the red carpet at the Black Panther premiere and I couldn’t take my eyes off you. That day I knew you had to be mine. “
You couldn’t help but smile.
“From that exact day we spent every minute together and I fell more and more in love with you. I loved having you by my side. I loved taking you to different places. I love how you always wanted to travel with me to promote my movie. You stuck by me through the toughest times in my life and I am forever grateful.
After months of being around each other I was so excited for to you meet my family because I knew my mother would love you. And I was absolutely right. Not sure if you know this but my mother and I watched how you played with my little sister and was in awe of how much of a kind person you are. My mother whispered to me “ you gotta marry this one, she’s a keeper “ From that day I knew you were the one I wanted to share every single moment of my entire life with.
That next day I made you my girlfriend and I couldn’t wait to show you off to the world. I remember putting in my story “ Incase you guys are wondering what’s making me so happy it’s this girl right here “ Man being with you made me so damn happy. So happy I proposed 3 months later.
“ That was the quickest I ever moved in a relationship “ - You laughed
Letitia couldn’t help but laugh with you.
Y/N , you encouraged me to get up every morning and do great things. You encouraged me to go out and have fun, to let loose. Ever since losing my brother it’s been so hard for me to be myself and not hide away from everyone. But you helped me come out of my shell and I’m the happiest i’ve ever been. You are truly my inspiration, my rock , my sun , my everything.
You stuck by me for so long even when I didn’t deserve you by my side. I did so much in life I regret. I made so many bad decisions to the point I lost you and our child, and till this day I still regret my decisions. I made sure if I wanted you both back in my life I had to change my ways. And i did just that. I took time away from everything to make sure I could be a good person not only to you or our baby but to myself. I’m extremely grateful for you giving me another chance even though sometimes I don’t think I deserve it. I love you so fucking much it hurts.
I am making a promise to do everything I can to be the perfect person for you and to be the wife you absolutely deserve. I will do everything in my power to make sure your beautiful smile never fades. God has given me the greatest and most precious gift I could ask for and I am so thankful. I am looking forward to the day when my last name will become yours again. And yes I did say again. I want our love and support to be even stronger this time.
You watched as she took a small step back
“ Y/N will you make me the luckiest woman on Earth. “
Your heart started beating so fast, it felt like it was gonna pop right out your chest.
Letitia got down on one knee
“Will you marry me ?”
You stood there in shock ? Because the love of your life was there in front of you with your dream ring.
The tears poured right out
“ YES YES A MILLION TIMES YES” - You squealed
Letitia slid the ring on your finger and picked you up in the tightest hug.
“ I love you do much baby “- You mumbled
“ I love you even more.”- she smiled
———————————
On the car ride home you were beaming. You’ve waiting to experience this day again. You felt like a kid on Christmas getting a gift they’ve waited all year for.
You wondered why your phone was blowing up because you haven’t announced anything yet. You opened your eyes home and seen you received over hundreds of text messages , phone calls , notifications from different apps so you checked Instagram first and couldn’t help but smile
Tumblr media
liked by evssofficial and 348,768 others
letitiawright - found my Mrs Wright
view all 22,000 comments
kehlani - finally, happy for you both
evssofficial - YES YES !! been waiting for this one
letitiasbbygrl - IM SO HAPPY IM SCREAMING
lupitanyongo - proud of you tish , can’t wait for the wedding
shuriheartsriri - NO FLIPPING WAY. SHE DESERVES ALL HAPPINESS
You scrolled through the comments and were soo happy with all the positive comments , you turned off your phone and gave Letitia a kiss on the cheek.
“ I love you forever and always “ - you mumbled
“ And i love you to infinity and beyond “- Letitia answered back
……………………………………………..
i finally finished lmaooooooo i changed the idea of this so many times , and im very thankful for how patient you guys have been. and thank you for showing Part One so much love.
I’m always open for some ideas you guys might have. Hope u enjoyed 💕
242 notes · View notes
abcwordsurge · 1 year ago
Text
intro post
Hey guys
As I already said in the description, I go by Bee or Surge, and they/them pronouns
This is a fandom and life blog. I dabble in a lot of fandoms and am currently obsessed with the Goes Wrong Show, but my loyalty is to WttT- I might neglect and ignore my other fandoms (apologies) but I will always stay active with my beloved WttT mutuals. My other fandoms that may or may not show up occasionally are:
Miss USA
Owl House
Wings of Fire
Romeo and Juliet
PJO universe
DuckTales
Boy Meets World
Ninjago
Gone (by Michael Grant)
Nightside Saga (by Tristina Wright)
Phineas and Ferb
The Goes Wrong Show
My writing prompts (and other writing-related things) are on my side blog, @abcprompts, feel free to hop over there if you feel so inclined. If you want to use prompts from there, go right ahead- I'd love for you to tag me, but you don't have to. [Currently inactive!]
The other blog I host, @abchavenforanon, is for anon opinions, which will be posted with mild (and nonjudgmental ofc) commentary. It's mostly for WttT, but if you have random opinions about any of my other fandoms that you want to share anonymously, go right ahead!
(I also have queued reblogs in the blog @abcreblogs if you're curious)
I'm still accepting requests for my Rare Pair Wednesday series. Guidelines:
you can request any ship from the fandoms listed above with less than 100 fics on AO3
please clarify if it's romantic or platonic or queerplatonic or whatever
you can request a specific genre of fic if you want; I'll write anything but smut. if you don't request a specific genre, you'll probably just get a fluffy little thing
I'll be posting it on AO3, and I'll let you know in a post here when I do. if you tell me your AO3 username, I can also gift it to you there
put requests in my ask box, or in the notes of this post
I can't guarantee that I'll get to it- I try my best but my muse works in mysterious ways
Ok I think that's all, love you guys
(updated 28th of November 2024)
25 notes · View notes
alizestvrnss · 4 months ago
Text
𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐌𝐄!! 💙🦈
Tumblr media Tumblr media
✪ Hey loves! My names Alizé or you can call me Zae! I am a minor. (Wont be saying my age lmao dont want bitches to judge). I was born in Decemeber meaning im a Saggitarius! I am bisexual!
I am of course a matt girl! but i love them all (matt just a bit more🤭). I wright for fun and sum shits and giggles so dont take anything seriously.
I have anxiety and sum mental health shit so if that gets in the way of my wrighting im so sorry but i will be taking at least a 2 month break if it gets bad.
My dream college is UCLA, im an aspiring music artist and actor, and if that dont work out ill probably just end up being a stripper/jks
Im Puerto rican, Mexican, White, and Native! (I look white as shit(for my face rev) but i promise its all true lmao)😭
Tumblr media
𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒚 𝒇𝒂𝒗𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔!
✪ Color- Blue, baby pink, and Black
✪ Tumblr, tiktok,chai and Instagram!
✪ Penut M&Ms
✪ Sports- Basketball, Hockey, and Boxing
✪ Drinks- Mountain Dew, Root beer,Cherry pepsi, And water
𑁍 Artists- Nessa barrett, Billie Eilish, Lana del rey, Sabrina carpenter, Dominic fike, etc!
𑁍 Celebrity crushes- 𝐌𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐰 𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐨𝐥𝐨. Ralph machio, johnnie guilbert, Nessa barrett, Madison beer, Addison rae, Alabama barker, Landon barker, Etc..
Tumblr media
𝐒𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐞!
I have ADHD, Anxiety, Social Anxiety, Body image, and few more things im not comfy sharing on here yet lmao
I live in Cali (born n raised)
I have 4 Dogs!
I like to stay to my friend group but i like to make friends (ppl just dont like me lmfao)
I dont tolerate bullying (anymore.) (but unless they be treating you bad)
Tumblr media
𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝑰 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆!
Snakes! Butterflys! Hikes! Baggy clothes! Stuffed animals! Makeup!
Tumblr media
anyways..!
𝐌𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫! 𝐈 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐝𝐚𝐲!
Byeee 💋💙
(ⁱ ᵈⁱᵈ ⁿᵒᵗⁱᶜᵉ ⁱ ᶠᵘᶜᵏᵉᵈ ᵘᵖ ᵐʸ ᵘˢᵉʳ ᵒⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵖⁱᶜ ᵇᵘᵗ ⁱᵈʳᶜ)
19 notes · View notes
angel-shaw · 6 months ago
Text
First draft of my Magnus Archive Fic!
This is the first “chapter” of my first TMA fic:) I am still working on it and I haven’t edited this at all yet but I really want some input and praise:3
I started this fic off of a dream that my TMA obsessed bf begged me to wright. I haven’t reached the main part that I am super excited about yet so expect more! For those who read this let me know if I should post this as a multi chapter fic and post this rn to Ao3 or if I should wait till I am done with it:)
Summary - Tim and John are trapped in a concrete room inside the Achrives, Nether knows what happened or how to get out so they have no choice but to sit in their together. (Takes place after season 1 and definitely before season 3, might make it so Sasha is fine because I can )
Currently at 8016 words:)
Tw: being trapped, paranoia, etc kinda stuff (lemme know if more needs to be tagged :). )
“Tim,” John said, shaking his counterpart.
“Tim you need to wake up, food is ready and you need to eat it hot.”
Underneath several thick blankets John heard heard tim mumble something along the lines of
‘I’m cold, fuck off.’
John sighed.
“I know your cold Tim but the warm food will help with that, please i don't want to fight you on this every time.”
The blankets shuffled quickly and John flinched back as Tim pulled the blankets down from his, very tired looking, face.
“Then don't! Leave me be! Why do you even care John? It's not like anything can be done about this so why not do what you've always done and either leave me alone or go speculate about whether or not I'm some possessed version of myself who will randomly decide to try and kill you for some obscure reason only you understand in a corner?!”
John stood frozen for a few seconds as Tim glared at him. When Tim started to shiver despite the blankets it snapped John out of his stupor. Instead of responding he instead held a hot bowl of soup out for Tim to take.
“This should help,” John whispered as Tim frowned.
It took a minute but Tim shifted to prop himself against the wall and took the bowl.
John took his own bowl and sat a little ways away from Tim as they both ate in silence.
This was their routine, minus Tims outburst normally. For the last 2 weeks Tim and John have been trapped in this room. It reminded John of the archival room without the shelves and boxes of statements. A stone room with no windows and only one door. John couldn't even remember how he and Tim had gotten there. He couldn't explain why they were stuck in there and even less of a clue where the food and resources came from. It felt like some kind of thing fucking with them. Giving them what they need to survive but not to get out.
At first he and Tim argued a lot, both scared and confused. Johns added paranoia didn't help that ether and seeing as how they were stuck together now 24/7 they had plenty of time to fight. That was until Tim started to get sick, it was so easy for John to notice the change. Tim started to shiver, at times John could even hear his teeth chattering. He stopped moving around the room and just stayed curled up under his blanket. One night John had waited till Tim had fallen asleep and threw his own blanket on top of Tims shivering form. The days following John had asked Tim if he was alright but was met with hostility. And that's how it had been the past week and a half. When Tim stopped eating John took it upon himself to make sure Tim had food to eat. He noticed when he ate Tim stopped shivering for a time so he made sure there was almost always a hot food for Tim to have when he started to violently shiver.
John and Tim rarely talked because it seemed it could only lead to another fight. So the silence the two fell into well eating no longer felt awkward.
When Tim placed his bowl down onto the stone floor he immediately withdrew into the two blankets.
“Do you want more?”
A muffled mumble.
Because John couldn't hear him he decided to move closer. He scooted up to the blanket and leaned down.
“What was that?’’
The entire blanket flinched and before he knew it a flash a pain shot through his nose. John flinched back and cried out, bringing his hands up to his face.
John's eyes were shut tight and he could feel the tears welling up behind his eyelids. He was too preoccupied feeling a hot wet liquid start to run down his hands and wrists to notice Tim and sat up and threw the blankets off of himself.
“Oh holy shit! John, I didn't realize you got so close. What the hell where you doing?! Shit are you ok? Oh holy fuck thats alot of blood. Shit shit SHIT! Here uhh just, just stay here. I'll go and find something, oh fucking hell theres so much blood’” Tims rant could barely be heard by John who was still sitting in shock and pain.
A few seconds later John felt Tims strong hands envelope his own, distantly he could hear Tims voice. It sounded…calmer than usual? No, not calmer… nicer.
“John come on, lemme see.”
John could feel his head shake, there weren't any real thoughts going through his mind really so he didn't know why.
“Hey come on, I kinda know how to fix it….a little…I won't make it worse at least.”
John felt his head shake harder. He really needed to stop doing that. It made his head hurt and him feel dizzy.
“Come on John, please let me help.”
Finally John let Tim pull his hands down, his eyes still shut tight and still in an immense amount of pain.
“Shit…Ok here,” Tim's voice was quiet as he started wiping around the nose, clearing some of the blood before holding it to John's face firmly.
“See that's not too bad right? We got this…no problem.”
Tim took a deep breath, “Ok John can you hear me?”
Again John could distantly feel himself nod, nothing felt real.
“Good, good. Ok so this next bit is gonna sting like a bitch right? It will be over quick though ok? Can I?”
Another nod, what was he even agreeing to?
And then the grasp on the cloth over his nose became much firmer before there was a loud crack and a fresh wave of pain with an overwhelming nausea flowing through him.
“Fuck!”
He could hear a lot clearer now, so much so that he could hear the hiss of Tim sucking air through his teeth.
“See,” Tim meekly tried, “Wasn't too bad ay?”
John finally opened his eyes, he could still feel how wet they were and to his displeasure he could feel that wetness stream down his face. Tim was still sat in front of him holding his nose with a weird look on his face.
It was a look John couldn't quite place, he had never been the best at reading people. Somehow always coming to the seemingly worst concussion possible.
“You ok John?”
Tims voice was quite soft, it was something John had noticed. Whenever Tim spoke to others, others like the random people who visited the archive or the food attendees at the outings he was forced to go on. He would question why talking to Tim made those people feel better, or at least good judging by their smiles. Now that that softness was directed at him he understood why those peoples smiles got bigger. He wanted Tim to keep talking to him like that.
“John?”
John looked up at Tim, still in shock from Tim REBREAKING HIS NOSE.
“Did you just break my nose..?”
Tim shifted uncomfortably, “Ya I'm sorry, I had to set it so it won't heal wrong…”
“That really hurt, like a lot….It still really hurts”
“Here just hold the cloth to it for now and the bleeding should stop soon, plus the pressure might help with the pain. It's what i did when i broke my nose”
John stared at Tim increadisully but talking moved his nose and made it hurt more so he decided to stay quiet.
Until he looked down and saw how much blood there was everywhere.
—----------
Tim watched as he saw John's breathing get faster, his eyes were huge as he looked at his hands and arms. The blood was still wet and dripping down his arms to the stone floor.
“John?”
No response from him, John didn't even look up at him.
“Jonathan, man are you ok?”
Again, no response. Faster breathing, it was starting to freak Tim out. Was John having a panic attack? Sure Tim had seen plenty, hell just working at the Archive meant a lot of people who were giving statements had a lot of them. John though, he was always so…well not really confident but he held himself in a way that made him seem untouchable.
Tim had seen him with his paranoia but it was never like this, he was always looking for a way to fix whatever he was paranoid about, even if he was bluntly wrong and being stupid. This…this was so different. John was panicking, worse than the panic Tim had seen during the Worm incident. Why was a broken nose worse than a worm burrowing itself into his skin?????
“John!”
Nothing.
“John, look at me.”
Tim was still holding the cloth, John had never reached his hands back up to take it himself. He was too busy…working himself into a panic attack???
Tim used that to his advantage, he tilted John's head up until his eyes shot to him.
“It's ok, you're ok. Nothing really happened right? You're all good. The pain will go away soon, you just need to breathe.”
John shook his head and looked back down at his hands.
“Is…is it the blood freaking you out?”
John didn't reply but as Tim contoured to follow his eyes he was pretty sure he was right.
“Shit ok, umm here, John.. John!”
John startled to look back up at Tim, he really did look panicked. Shit….
“Look John, just close your eyes ok? I'll take care of it. Come on, just close them. I'm not going anywhere…it's not like i can really, But I swear i'll take care of it”
John finally squeezed his eyes shut again, his breathing was still way too fast but it seemed like he was trying to calm that down so that was good.
Tim wasn't quite sure what to do after that. Now that he knew what the major problem was he should try to fix it right? But he was still holding on to John's nose so he couldn't go to the sink to get anything to help so what the hell was he going to do?
It was really cold out from his blankets, not as cold as before but still. He might fight John on it but the warm food really did help. John was so confusing, one day he was acting like Tim would snap and go on a random killing spree and now he was…trying to help him? It didn't make any sense.
Then Tim had an idea.
“Hey John, can you stand up?”
John nodded his head slowly.
“Ok good, well I need you to stand, I'll be right here k? You don't have to open your eyes, i'll lead you where we need to go.”
John nodded again. It took another moment for John to try to start standing, he almost fell and grabbed onto tims arms to stabilize himself.
Shit he has a weak ass grip-
“Hay it's alright,” Tim said quietly, “You can hold onto me.”
John's hands somehow ended up on Tims side as he stood, the two of them stood there letting balance be regained before struggling to move around the room.
—-----------
It was hard to stay standing with his legs shaking but he could feel Tims free hand helping to hold him up as they shuffled somewhere.
Where were they going? It couldn't be far of course, the two had stuck in this one room for what felt like so long now. Unless Tim had been lying and he had known a way out this entire time. What if all this was a plan?
No he was being unreasonable, he knew Tim. Tim wouldn't.
Before he could think anymore on it he heard tims muffled voice again.
“Ok I'm gonna lean you again here kk? Just lean here and I'll clean you up.”
John just nodded again.
See? He thought to himself. Tims good, Tim wouldn't lie like that. As prickly as he had been he hadn't done anything wrong and he was stuck here too.
Jonathan had always struggled with paranoia, he always needed someone or something to blame for everything. Even if it was himself that at least gave it a reason to happen, it gave an explanation he could wrap his head around. But when something he didn't understand or explain happened he always tried to reasonably put the blame onto someone. That someone just tends to be who else was with him. Even hard evidence against his accusation did little to rest his mind.
It had gotten worse over the years, working at the institute had started to help. Sure the stuff he knew was real was terrifying and he wished it were not, hense his dismissal of the cases, but they gave explanations. It gave him an odd sense of calm, knowing that. But the second something happened that he couldn't explain, something that just possibly could have been one of his coworkers, he fell deep into a rabbit hole of mistrust and dishonesty. His pariona got so bad, he knew it affected his coworkers in negative ways, because they told him. Tim expressly got fed up with his actions.
In the time Tim and himself had been stuck John had started to try and think his way through his paranoia. That was hard when his tactic was to blame something and the only thing he could think of at first was the one he was trapped with. But eventually he noticed his parinona of Tim go down. It really started when he noticed how sick Tim had gotten. It sprung something in his mouse brain that it just couldn't be Tims fault, Tim was sick and needed help. It started to override his paranoia.
At least of Tim. Everything else though was fair game. The vent? Something was in it. The wall? More worms.
There were multiple nights where John stayed up and checked every coroner of the room for something, anything. But night after night he found nothing.
Now everytime he had some paranoid thought about Tim it seemed so much easier to work through it. It was a nice change, being able to work through it.
And now Tim was running warm water and slowly wiping John's own blood off of him. Honestly John was surprised Tim didn't just leave him sitting there on the floor in his own panic bubble. But distantly, he knew Tim wouldn't do that, couldn't. Tim was so kind, even when they yelled at each other Tims concern for John seemed so obvious. Though the anger and everything, it was still clear Tim was worried about John. Just like he was worried for everyone else.
John could feel the warm cloth down his arm, it was soothing. Tim was still holding his nose, it must have been getting annoying.
So John lifted the arm Tim wasn't currently working on and tried to take the cloth himself. His eyes were still closed but he could swear he heard Tim jump when his hand touched his.
“ i can hold it..,’’ John said quietly. It felt like talking too loudly would break whatever was happening right now. And John didn't want that.
—------------
Tim was in fact shocked when John's hand grabbed his own, he was so focused on trying to get the blood off with only one hand that it caught him off guard.
But he let John hold up the cloth and was finally able to use both hands. John's breathing had evened out a lot, Tim hadn't noticed at first but as he worked he could feel John taking long deep breaths. It was the first time Tim had actually seen John even try to self regulate.
That was one thing about John that pissed Tim off, it always seemed as though he just let his pariona dictate everything. He never even seemed to try and reason anything, just letting the fear take over and start running everything. It was good to know John COULD chill himself out a bit.
Tim continued to wash John’s arm off before rinsing the cloth and continuing. There really was a lot of blood, it was suppressing John hadn't fainted or something. Sure when he stood he was wobbly as all hell but being dizzy was expected.
The two of them stood in silence for a while, Tim at one point lifting John's free hand up to hold the cloth so he could clean the other but it was a comfortable silence.
John's eyes, despite still being closed, looked much more relaxed than just a few minutes prior. Granted the dark circles that came with a broken nose were starting to show, Tim frowned at that even after his nose had healed those bruises would probilly stay there for quite a while. Tim thought about it for a second longer, overall they weren't too much different from John's massive eyebags he had all the time. Given the nights Tim knew he had been staying up just walking around the room muttering to himself.
That was another thing about John Tim noticed, he talked to himself a lot. Not in a creepy way like in movies, ok well sometimes, but mostly it felt like he was just trying to think. Like just saying his thought process out to make sure it sounded right. There was once he had heard one of John's tangests when he thought he alone and John had said something, stopped and said “well that didn't make sense” it was quite funny. Probably would have been funnier if Tim hadn't been so upset with him at the time.
Only when John's arms were clean did Tim break the silence.
“Here John, your arms are clean. Lemme see if the bleeding stopped.”
John still didn't say anything, just wincing as Tim pulled the bloody rag away from his face.
Tim winced, “Ya…no keep that there im gonna get some toilet paper.”
As he walked away Tim heard John mutter something under his breath so he wheeled himself around on his heel. He felt himself getting angry, he was trying to help him and John was still making comments and shit?? God this was why he stopped respecting him, all his damn paranoia and bullshit.
“What.” It wasn't really a question, whatever John’s answer he wasn’t going to like it. So technically it could be considered a trap.
John of course didn’t notice the massive shift in Tims face as his eyes were closed, but he did hear the change in his voice.
“Thank you, I said, this hurts, a surprising amount actually. I don’t think I’d know what to do if you weren’t helping me….so thank you”
For once, for once in the entire damn time Tim had known him, John said something right.
Tim immediately felt stupid for getting mad so quickly. He might not understand what the hell John’s switch up was about but it pissed him off.
“Right.”
Even if he was wrong he was still annoyed, none of this made sense, if anything John suddenly tried to help him or whatever this upset him more. Hell the only reason he was helping him right now was because he panicked once he heard the crack of John’s nose.
—-------------
John held his nose until Tims bigger hands pulled his own away. Quickly John felt the wads of toilet paper touch him as Tim tried to shove them up his still bleeding nose.
As it stood, his nose still hurt like hell evidently. So John flinched hard, abruptly pulling back from Tim. Even more unfortunately, the sink he was leaning most of his weight on was not big. So when he flipped back he had thrown his weight into….well nothing.
All the shit people said about falling in slow motion, was in fact just that, shit. John didn't have any time to process he was even falling before he felt Tims arms wrap around his waist. John by all definition was a small man, he knew that, but when Tims arms were so solidly wrapped completely around his waist he /felt/ small.
“Shit! Fuck I'm sorry are you good? Well obviously not, fucking duh. Shit here, Im just gonna….uhh…I'm gonna get you over on the chair that way you don't rocket yourself on the floor ya?”
Johns face was burning again, strangely not just around his nose, but it must have been from irritating it. He made and tried to help make it at least not a struggle to move him, which was hard considering his legs were not planted on the ground, tangled between Tims.
Somehow Tim was able to move him without ended with both of them on the floor. John's only real thought during the short journey was that Tim didn't radiate heat like most did, he wasn't cold per say but he missed the warmth someone would expect.
“Damn you're warm, you know that?”
“Hmm?”
John was pulled from his thought by Tims comment’ “I think you’re just cold”
Tim sat John down on the wooden chair.
Tim rubbed the back of his neck with his hand, “ nah I think it's you”
John hadn't realized it but he had finally opened his eyes. His own arms weren't covered in blood thanks to Tim. Tims arms however were not so clean. He had been trying to help John stop freaking out and gotten blood, John's blood, all over him.
“Oh shit! Right, you're still bleeding; give me a sec!”
John honestly hadn't noticed his nose still leaking blood down his face until Tim reminded him, he lifted his hand to catch the blood but before his could Tim was back and stopping him.
“Put your damn hand down. I just cleaned your amsnup I don't need you fucking that up already. Ok it looks like I set it ok so it should be good.”
“Ya did hurt a lot by the way”
“Ya I know, I'm sorry. I mean if you would have rather it healed in the wrong place we could have left it but I figured if I just did it then…” Tim trialed off, he had an odd look on his face.
“ No no,that was uh fine. It hurt though. How did you know to do that? I figure it's not something you just picked up from tv….at least I hope not.” John tried to joke, but he really really hoped that Tim didn't just do that just because of a bad tv show.
“Haha ya, I umm, I broke my nose quite a lot as a kid so I learned how to handle it. If I'm being honest I did originally try it because of the show…it was a really bad cop sitcom that I watched all time.”
“You watched sitcoms?” It genuinely caught John off guard, he expected Tim to watch a bunch of horror or something like that.
“There a problem with that?”
“No no of course not, I just… didn't expect it”
—------------------
As they talked Tim noticed that it seemed to draw Johns attention away from his injury. Would he normally talk about stuff like this to him? No of course not, hell if he tried John probably would have had a paranoid delusion about it or something and accuse Tim of being a clone or some shit like that.
But if tim helped keep him calm, and he wasn't going to freak out over it, fine.
He started to clean Johns face as he talked. He tilted John's face back and actually managed to get the paper in his nose without a mass spasm this time.
“Ya, normally it's not my kind of thing but I watched it a lot when I was younger. The….uh..guys I hung out with could tolerate it and it didn't make me cry so it was always on. Heh, I love the show. It's actually pretty funny, not accurate but I get enough action with cops nowadays that I don't need accuracy about ‘em” Tim laughed.
He could see John's smile, Tim distantly thought it would be better without all the blood.
“That's…nice. ,my grandmother wished I would get into a show. It could never keep my attention for long. I was better with books.”
This was weird, this entire thing was weird. John being civil and…nice. The two of them talking casually about things Tim had never told anyone. It wasn't like Tim was telling John everything that was part of it but John now knew more than anyone else and it was so casual. The two of them had been stuck in this place for what, 2 weeks now? And now here the two of them were, talking after Tim had broken his nose.
“Never had the time to read books, I uh, got busy alot so shows where a lot easier you know?”
“That's fair enough.”
Tim finished cleaning John's face and backed up,” there you go, you gonna have raccoon eyes for a while.”
John's head tilted to the side, holy shit he looked like a….a confused puppy.
“Racoon eyes?”
Tim laughed, he couldn't help it, “ ya when you brake your nose for the first time you get bruised around your eyes and they look like the face of a raccoon. It hurts but it looks cool once they heals a bit. I probably still have a picture of me with ‘em somewhere actually.”
John already had the circles forming around his eyes, they were gonna get a lot darker in the next few hours but they should clear up pretty quick.
“I see, well thank you for telling me. I'm sure it would have been quite a nasty shock to see that in the mirror with no warning.”
“Ooooooh ya” Tim laughed’ “ the first time it happened to me the guy who broke my nose had to burst into the bathroom to see why I was sobbing after I saw, God that was a daaaay. Hurt like a bitch.”
Tim saw Johns frown, he obviously saw the problem in Tims word and for a second Tim really thought he was going to ask and he would have to shut the entire conversation down because he fucked it up.
But instead John just kept it going, “ Well I'll try to keep my shock to a minimum to not startle you then.”
Tim smiled.
—------------
John saw the change in Tims demeanor when he had said that, if there was one thing John was good at t was avoiding conversations. Sure he was curious and a little worried but it wasn't any of his business. It was Tims life and childhood, whatever had happened he was fine now so there wasn't any need to push it.
It was then when John saw the blood on Tims shirt. It made Johns chest tighten, that was one of Tims favort shirts, and quite frankly one of the only peaces of clothing's he hadn't the moment well trapped in the room.
“Oh Tim your shirt…”
Tim looked down, apparently also having forgotten he was covered in Johns blood.
“Damn it! Oh fuck that sucks. I don't think I have another shirt clean…”
John had been cleaning what he could and for some reason it seemed that the cloths they put in the laundry basket occasionally got cleaned but it seemed to be at random times and if Tim said he didn't have another he didn't.
“Damn…I liked this shirt to. Ya think I’ll be able to get the blood out?”
Tim was back to rubbing his neck, like it was a nervous habit or something. Most of the blood has dried and because Tim’s shirt was a relatively light color there was little hope for it.
So John shook his head, “I think you got it on your neck…”
“Hmm? How the hell would I have gotten it on my neck??….oh..”
Tim pulled his hand from the back of his neck, and stared at it.
“Fuck.”
“You say that a lot.”
Tim’s eyes snapped back to him. Oh that was the wrong thing to say.
“Ya I do. Ya I fucking do John. You know why? Beacuse for the past two week I’ve been stuck in a freezing fucking room with my boss who suddenly 180ed how he’s acting and that’s fucking confusing. I’m cold all the time and every night I hear you walking around the room muttering to yourself about whatever the fuck you are, you have been insisting on feeding me and ahit when you never cared before. Hell apparently you wanted to feed me so fucking bad I broke your fucking nose and now I’m standing out in the cold open air well cleaning you up and now I have my only shirt covered in blood. I think I’m allowed to swear when all this shit keeps happening,” Tim took a deep breath breath
John was frozen in shock from Tims outburst. Sadly he wasn't done.
“No and you know what John? I have tried so fucking hard to bond with throughout my years working with you and all I was met with was a complete wall and hell later I was met with worse then a wall! All I got from you was distrust and a fucking staucker! We worked together for how many years before you became the head Archivest and you still thought I was some fucking monster! You took pictures of my house and I still was trying to give you grace but at every turn you just proved it was useless. What changed? Why the hell are you trying to be so fucking nice to me now?? I'd love to know!”
John sat silently staring up up at who had began rubbing his arms well pacing. He had no idea what to say, he knew after everything he hadn't treated Tim, or any of his staff really, well. Much less the respect they deserved. Tim had gone though the exact thing John had just with the extra stress of having to run through the tunnels alone. And still John treated him as a threat, he knew Tim and still was so cruel.
Tim had every right to be angry, to be hurt. And after everything he deserved to question John.
“I….I'm sorry Tim. For everything,” before he could continue Tim turned on him again.
“Your /sorry/?! Your sorry that you completely disregarded everyone and pushed all of us to our wits ends. Your sorry for all the nights where we tried to stay late to help you with whatever you thought was going on? The multiple accusations you threw around without a second thought? Your sorry? Are you fucking kidding me John!”
John flinched and looked away from Tim. All the softness and concern drained from his voice and expression.
“Yes…I'm sorry. I…nothing I say will fix it…I was to deep in my own parking and could never stop to think about you all,” John whispered.
He heard Tim scoff but he stayed quite.
“I…thank you for trying so hard Tim…I didn't..don't, deserve any kindness your understanding from you. I know before this all I was not the best ether, I'm sorry for that as well. I can't tell you what changed..I don't even remember when it did. Just after we got locked in here….I was able to stop thinking about you like that. It seems so obvious now that you couldn't, wouldn't have done anything, especially not this. You wouldn't lock me in a room with you, you wouldn't let yourself get sick…you stuck in here too. I saw how you got sick, the least I could do after everything was at least try to help..”
—-------
Tim let his arms drop. He had screamed at John and instead of fighting him, John was apologizing.
He looked so…sad? Remorseful? Guilty?
Good.
He should feel bad, after all the shit he put Tim through.
As John sat there Tim could feel all his anger leave him,it was like a weight off his chest. Without the weight he felt empty, like he had nothing to keep him going. To keep him standing.
God it was cold.
So Tim sat. He looked up at John whose head shot up when he heard something hit the ground. Damn it, he really was worried about him.
He sighed.
“Keep talking,” Tim said as he pulled his knees to his chest and rested his head on them.
“W-what?”
“Just keep talking, I'm…I can't be mad any more John, I'm too tired right now. Anything you want to tell me, tell me now. The quiet is too loud.”
Tim stared at the wall. It hadn't changed at all, still a plain, windowless, slab of cold concrete. He could hear John's breath.
“Right then. I suppose I can do that. When do you want me to start?”
Tims mouth was covered in the curled up position so even to him his words were muffled.
“Don't care”
He cared a little bit, even if he didn't have the energy to be angry he still wanted to know. Granted what John already said was more then he had ever expected to hear. He wanted more, apparently John was going to give it so he would take what he gave.
“Right. Well, you know this part already, after Martin found Gertrude's body I spiraled into a panic trying to figure out what happened. I'm still convinced that someone, or at least something killed her…but I was so far in the panic everyone seemed suspicious, no matter how much evidence I had. I needed something to blame, a reason that wasn't just some random thing killing her in a way she had no chance of stopping. I…I felt I needed to know so I could stop it happening to me. You all were the people closest so I…I blamed you. Even if it didn't make sense.”
Tim knew that, it was obvious to everyone honestly. Everyone except John himself of course, Tim supposed it was good for John to finally realize it to.
“If I'm being honest….I wanted it to be one of you so I could prove to myself that I can't trust people. But..I know it wasn't, you all, you all are good. I don't know how to approach any of you, even before all this. I'm so distant from everyone because I believed everyone was just…plotting. A Lot of the times I was right but I wasn't with you all. You all were genuinely trying to be kind to me and I refused to meet you. I'm sorry again.”
Tim hummed. He understood that train of thought, that everyone was bad and out for themselves. Hell he thought that for the longest time too, it was the only thing that kept him alive for years. He didn't notice when he stopped thinking that, was it when he found the Institute? Meeting Sasha or Martin maybe? He couldn't be sure.
Thankfully John continued after a brief pause. Tim heard the deep breaths he was taking.
“When we first got stuck in here I was still going down my rabbit hole, I don't know when I first was able to stop and think properly again. I think it was when you stopped pacing around the room, strted to hide in the blankets. I knew something was wrong and it….flipped a switch and suddenly I was just able to…trust you.”
Tim lifted his lead and looked at John, who was looking anywhere but him.
“You..you trust me?”
Silence.
Tim thought he was going to backtrack or ignore him but,
“Yes. I trust you Tim”
John finally looked at Tim.
The bruises around John's eyes were starting to darken and Tim couldn't help but start to laugh.
After everything, after Prentiss and all the fucking worms, the servalance tapes, everything. This is what got John to trust him. He decked John in the face not even an hour ago and now he was flat out saying he trusted him!
He could see the confusion on John's face but as his eye crinkled so did the starting bruises and it just looked so ...so funny on John. John who was always so serious and methodical and paranoid looked like he had a painted on bandits mask.
Tims laughter dubbed and he ended up laying back on the hard floor. John to his credit stayed quite as Tim laughed, just as he didn't when he yelled. But that didn't make it any less funny.
“Holy hell John,” Tim barely breathed out between bursts of laughter.
“You, you make no sense!”
—-----------------
Tim was still having with laughter as John processed what was going on.
He had no idea why Tim was laughing. Just a few minutes ago he was angry and yelling but now? Right after John told him he trusted him..did he think John was lying?
If he were less worried about Tims sudden for of laughter he would have given himself the moment to just enjoy the sounds. Later that night he would think about it and realize it was the first time he really heard Tim laugh. Not just he chuckles and short huffs, a real laugh.
When Tim finally called down he stayed laying on the floor. His breathing was loud and felt exaggerated but John didn't say anything.
“You know John, you have the strangest mind.”
More beats of silence
“Do…do you really trust me or are you just fucking with me John?”
Finally John was able to say /something/.
“ When have I ever “fucked with you”? I am of course I do trust you I wouldn't just say that…”
Tim chuckled again, “ it's just odd John, I was so angry at you a bit ago but now, now I just ... .God I don't know.”
John sat there confused and frankly a little concerned.
The both of the sat there, John could feel the tissue in his nose collecting blood and it was weird.
“Hay John…”
John looked at Tim immediately.
“Yes?”
“You're a real prick, you know that?”
Although he was insulting him Tims voice didn't have any anger in it anymore, not as far John could tell. Then again John was shit at telling somehow knew. Not John.
“I..yes I am aware.”
Tim groaned
“ God you sound like one too! Seriously you need to lighten the fuck up and learn how to talk without sounding like a English teacher.”
“I think the way I talk is just fine,” John said defensively. His arms crossed over his chest.
“No, no you really do. I swear you give me flashbacks of falling asleep in 10th grade English. It's crazy,” Tim was still laying on the floor and while John couldn't see it, was smiling.
“Well perhaps the reason you think it's odd is because you were napping while being taught proper language.”
“Na, you're just weird. Also no one just says ‘perhaps’ John. Nobody.”
Tim finally sat back up. He leaned back on his hands and looked at John. He sighed.
“I'm sorry John.”
What? What could you be apologizing for? I-”
“Cuz I just started fuckin yelling at you man. You didn't even do anything and I just blew off on you,” John was about to interrupt but Tim held up his hand.
“I mean I had every right, have, for that matter, to be angry but I just blew up on you when you were probably just trying to mess with me. Fuck I broke your nose and then cleaned you up and then yelled at you! Here I am going on about mixed signals and doing it myself! It wasn't fair. I'm sorry.”
“Um, thank you?”
“Was that a question?”
“I…No?”
“Why are you just asking questions? I'm trying be sincere here man.”
“I know I just, I don't know what to do. I, I am not used to being apologized to..”
“Martin says sorry to you all the time?????”
“Well, ya, but that's ,Martin. He apologizes for everything, even when he's done nothing wrong.”
Tim agreed and laughed a little.
“I suppose that's true. But ya John, I should've, I should've handled it better. Especially cuz I just broke your nose well you were trying to do something nice to me.”
“I did catch you off guard. You can't be fully to blame.”
Tim laughed again. John felt himself smile. He didn't quite understand what was going on or how Tim reacted but he liked that he seemed calmer. He seemed calmed then he had been since the two of them had been trapped. John didn't want to ruin that. Tim deserved a moment of calm.
Then Tim had a full body shiver. It snapped John out of his semi-daze.
“Are you alright?”
“Fuck ya I'm fine,” Tim was rubbing his arms again.
It must have been a trick of the light but John could have sworn Tims lips where blue.
“I'm just a bit cold. Its fucking freezeing in here.”
“You should lay back down, maybe eat some more.”
“Oh shut it. I'm fine. It's just a bit cold. It's not like the floor is helping any though.”
John went to stand up, but when he did it felt like a rush of dizziness and nausea ran though his bones. He quickly sat back down. His eyes squeezed shut trying to stop the room from spinning around him.
“Oh shit, John.”
He felt Tims strong hand on his shoulder holding him up to prevent him was falling forward.
Strong hand? Why was he thinking that. It's just Tims hand.
“Hey, it's ok. Just breath, Itll go away soon.”
John nodded. He reached his hand up to hold Tim's arm he took deep breaths and slowly he could feel the world righting itself around him.
When he finally opened his eyes Tim was right in front of him kneeling on the floor. His arm reached him stabilizing John and the other rested on the chair, just shy of touching him.
Tims eyes were on his, the brown color piercing into Johns.
“You ok there John,” Tims said softly.
His voice was always so smooth, it never sounded bad. Tim was so close to him.
John nodded, he opened his mouth but when nothing came out he closed it again and looked away from Tims concerned eyes.
“You lost a shit ton of blood you know, you really should be more careful. You, of all people, should know about the dizziness man.”
“Right, I was just trying to-”
“Ether way man,” Tim interrupted “You can't be fucking stupid. Come on, I'll help you to lie down.”
“I can walk just fine on my own.”
John was trying but Tim had other plans. He slid his arm under johns and lifted him to his feet. John's head swam as he rose.
“Every time you have tried to walk in the past, however I've been out of my blankets you've almost fallen so I don't wanna hear it.”
Tim walked John over to his pile of blankets. Not Johns little spread but Tims own.
“And before you start bitching about this being my…. pile, I broke your nose and you lost a lot of blood, you need to stay warm. You can use my stuff tonight.”
As Tim sat John down he was able to catch up with what he was saying.
“What about you? I gave you all these because you've been shivering all night.”
“John….have you been watching me sleep.”
It didnt really sound like a question but John answered it anyway.
“Well it's not exactly hard to notice. I uh, I don't sleep a lot. I spend a lot of time trying to find something but I do….check on you occasionally. You shiver a lot so I have been giving you any new blankets that appear. I don't really need them.”
Tim stared at John. He could tell if he was angry or not, he looked almost passive. Well he wasn't holding John any more he could still almost feel a chill coming off of Tim. The little bit of his arms that were exposed were covered in goosebumps.
That's one thing John never understood about Tim, his style. He would wear a lot of more revealing clothes, nothing too scandalous during work but he seemed to be wearing it under his clothes.If John sent him to get information he always came back to the institute…wearing less then when he left. Right now, he was wearing one of his only long sleeves he currently had. The only problem was that his sleeves had holes at the shoulders. The shirt was designed like that. And it's not like it looked /bad/ on Tim, it just defeated the point of wearing long sleeves.
John realized he was staring at Tims shoulders and looked back up at Tims face. They both knew he was cold and before John could start to object Tim did something completely unexpected.
“Ugh fine. I don't want to hear a word from you about this. Got it? You did this yourself and the only reason I'm doing it is because your right about me being cold. Its fucking freezeing in here and it's crazy your not frozen to death with the week ass scratchy piece of cloth that we have been calling a blanket.”
Tim shifted to sit next to John and layed down.
“Well come on, I'm not going to sit with the cold air hitting me for much longer.”
John didn't say anything and lied next to Tim on the thick comforter he had pushed over the concrete floor to protect from the cold. Tim quickly pulled the other 4, yes 4, blankets over the two of them.
“There, now you can't complain.”
John nodded and watched as Tim curled his body so all of it was under the covers, even his head.
—————
Tim felt John shift around for a minute before finally laying still.
The blankets were big enough to cover both of them easily so it wasn’t like they were touching or anything but they were still quite close. He could feel John’s warmth under the blankets, his body heat being trapped in.
Tim had to admit it was really nice, the blankets helped but having John right next to him helped even more with the cold that continued to seep through him. He wished he could have John just fold around his body so he could soak up all his warmth. But that was asking way /way/ too much. He didn’t even ask about this, he just forced John to lay down somewhere that wasn’t on the freezing concrete.
He really did feel bad about snapping at John today. He felt justified in his anger but just because he was justified in it doesn’t mean it was appropriate. Over the past few days John really was just trying to help him, he kept insisting that he eat and he kept giving Tim his blankets.
It was really sweet when he stopped and thought about it, he could take a form of comfort in that. He also took a not so small comfort knowing John was right next to him. He could feel his warmth and feel the blankets shift as he did.
And even though Tim was always cold he usually held one tight against his chest. He just couldn’t sleep without holding something, when he was home he had a stupid stuffed animal that he would hold at night but here he didn’t. Any semblance of comfort Tim useily took part in was gone, for now and the foreseeable future. But he could at least have this for now, even if it was only for tonight.
Maybe he could convince John to sleep like this more. He thought as he curled even more into himself and tried to fall asleep.
That’s for what I thought would be a good chapter 1!
I do have more written and I am continuing to wright it:)
Should I start posting this to Ao3 now or should I wait?
I love feedback and suggestions!
If you want to be tagged when I post about this fic let me know and I’ll try! :)
Thank you so much for reading!
8 notes · View notes