#I AM SO SO SICK
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will loves mike the way mike wants to be loved
#and this is why#in my humble opinion#the van scene is a heartbreakingly beautiful scene#bc in that moment mike thinks he’s nothing while will thinks he’s everything#bc mike struggles w feeling inferior and useless#especially bc he doesn’t have any cool powers or special abilities and he didn’t ACTUALLY go through anything particularly traumatizing#(which is false)#and then wills like hey wait a minute#i love you exactly as you are but i can’t tell you that because i know that you don’t feel the same#so if el loves you then she must feel like i do#bc how could who not with you as her bf?#so he tells mike what he feels#how he loves him#and it’s what mike wants to hear#BECAUSE WILL LOVES HIM.#WILLIAM BYERS LOVES MICHAEL WHEELER#I AM SO SO SICK#ITS CANON THAT HE LOVES HIM#AND MIKE MAKES WILL FEEL LIKE MAYBE ITS OK THAT HE LIKES BOYS#BECAUSE HE LIKES MIKE.#DO YOU UNDERSTAND#AHGHDJSNWKSNSJSJSBWNNSNS#byler#will byers#mike wheeler#stranger things#lia talks
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how much do we want to bet that a large part of this stems from people especially younger kids growing up in a culture where every aspect of your life has to be blasted online and privacy isn't a thing and break ups and fall outs and on and on have to be huge public spectacles. like how much
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yet again I have been reduced to tears by the mere presence of my lovely mutuals
#I am so so sick#And yet I get to see all my online friends having a ball today#So all in all it could be worse
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blergh
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still feeling so bad. had to take a klonopin two hours into my work day and now i can't even walk in a straight line
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claws at my face. ahhhhhhhhhh
#i want to teach you about it...................#leave humanity behind with me. stop loving this family. stop being so attached to these dreary things#enjoy this fantasy world with me. enjoy this mystery i've built for you.#enjoy this childish world where anything is possible with your imagination#leave them all behind leave morality behind; none of us need or deserve it anyway!!!!#i am so so sick#eli plays umineko
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Let's talk about Eden and mirrors in SNK, since I've referenced it a few times now.
To start, Eden is attractive. I don't think I have to specify that. (I mean, look at her.) But her attractiveness doesn't really have anything to do with the reason why she avoids mirrors. No – she looks in a mirror and she sees her mother. Traces of her father. They aren't with her anymore. They're dead. Long dead. Shouldn't that make her want to look at herself? To remember them? Keep the features they gave her alive in her mind? You'd think. But no, she sees ghosts. They haunt her. They'll never return to her. No matter how long she stares at her face. No matter how much she sees her mother's eyes, nose. Her father's high cheekbones.
And even post-series, at the start of her retirement. She has trouble then, too. Because her brother is part of the collection of ghosts she wears on her face now. Forever.
But maybe... those wounds will heal. Maybe one day she can look at her face, see them... and feel... strangely at peace. Maybe they aren't ghosts after all. Maybe they're pieces of her now. Pieces of her heart, that she carries with her. And maybe the fact that she wears them on her face is a good thing.
And maybe... ghosts aren't all she is. Maybe Josie looks at her and sees their family, but she also sees her sister, alive and well. Not a ghost. Not a collection of ghosts.
And God, she didn't even consider that people might look at her face and see... Eden. Just Eden. And maybe they love that face. That tired, war torn face. Eyes much older than her face shows. Maybe they love that face.
Maybe she can too.
#study : eden emerson / shingeki no kyojin.#I AM SO SICK#I AM SO SO SICK#NOT ME TEARING UP RIGHT NOW
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They can't
because this "family matter" decides who BOMBS them.
Tbh silly silly hahas aside fuck you people who act the the US exists in a vacuum. In the age of the internet? Inexcusable. For shame.
Non-Americans please look away, this is private family matter.
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please i love you i'm begging you bring back suspension of disbelief bring back trusting the audience like. i cannot handle any more dialogue that sounds like a legal document. "hello, i am here to talk to you about the incident from a few minutes ago, because i feel you might be unwell, and i am invested in your personal wellbeing." "thank you, i am unwell because the incident was hurtful to me due to my childhood, which was bad." I CANT!!!!
do you know how many people are mad that authors use "growled" as a word for "said"? it's just poetics! they do not literally mean "growled," it's just a common replacement for "said with force but in a low tone." it's normal! do you hear me!! help me i love you please let me out of here!!!
#i am so sick of writers having to anticipate the most boring#bad-faith readings of their work. i am like - if you use cheese as a currency#okay! as long as the world makes sense to me: cool. cheese tax. moving on.#my job as the reader is to suspend my disbelief and say okay! i am so sick of like#fanfiction authors having to write dissertations#because they had an interesting idea they'd like to try out!!!#just write it! if it doesn't make sense that's someone else's problem!!!#PS OP is autistic. yes sometimes i take things literally at first glance. then i think about it lol#this is so clearly not about accessibility etc. it's about like. girl even i an autistic person#am able to understand ''they probably didn't mean his eyes darkened LITERALLY''
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whichever madman pointed out that the new rift on bill's body in the theraprism is meant to parallel ford's cracked glasses after he emerges out of the portal,,,, MY SOUL IS YOURS TO TAKE ANYDAY MY GOSH
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bonus !!
ford about bill:
bill about ford:
#I DETEST THEM#AAAAAA#please the way ive been lying awake at night thinking about this#alex hirsch YOUR BRAIN#idgaf if this doesnt mean anything at all THE PARALLELS??!!#them. THEM.#they make me sick did i mention this#gravity falls#billford#the book of bill#bill cipher#stanford pines#uncontrollable sobs#this is my magnum opus#i am so normal about them#toxic old man yaoi hits hard#“BILLFORD!” we cheer in unison
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Do you think we’re soulmates in another universe?
#I AM SICK#THIS IS SO SICK AND FUCKING TWISTED#we won but at what cost#DID HE EVER GET TO TELL JINX HE LOVED HER#i’m so heartbroken#arcane#arcane s2#arcane season 2#timebomb#jinx#jinx arcane#ekko#ekko arcane
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reminder to take care of your loser human body
#danny phantom#danny fenton#college au#sam manson#tucker foley#there’s uh#lots of headcanons here#everlasting trio#they really ride the line between good friends and assholes#I love it for them#also#I headcanon the nausea thing comes when he neglects either half#do too much ghost stuff?#forget to be human?#get sick#too much human stuff?#energy too built up?#congrats you’re sick again#self care is important lmao#emetophobia#cw vomit#I spent so long drawing this idk who I am anymore
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And is the update that removes tumblr live with us right now?
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i swear mobile games aren't even games anymore they're just vehicles for ads. i've gotten really into sudoku lately so i downloaded a sudoku app. multiple 40-second unskippable ads per game. solve a grid or a line of numbers and you get rewarded with an ad. need a hint? watch two ads. not to mention all the ads are for other mobile games, which are themselves vehicles for more ads for other mobile games and so on, like a set of matryoshka dolls that all want you to download their app and subscribe for £6.99 a month. remember snake? we used to love snake. it was a kinder world back then
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taking my life into my hands to resurrect this godawful hellpoll and let it run for a week this time
#tumblr polls#my polls#poll#rice v potato#let's see if we can avoid getting weirdly and vehemently racial with it this time!#i am making this choice while sick and brain muddle-y so let's hope i don't regret it#last attempt at this seven months ago managed to get over 6k votes in 24 hours#let's see if this will once again be rip my notifications
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learning to love
#they make me so fucking unwell i feel so ill whenever i think about them#it's OVER for me i'm done#teen skk is going on my fucking suicide note thanks for everything asagiri#something something your bloodied hand in mind something something by you i am forever undone#something something to the world we may be villains but to each other we're two halves of the same soul#head in my fucking hands#sry for getting all emo i rewatched pmmm yesterday and i've been feeling existential about everything#i actually listened to the pmmm ost while drawing it saved me i love you yuki kajiura😍 (i died)#nothing like a haunting latin chorus echoing through my empty head while i draw tragic yaoi 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#big shoutout to sis puella magica i had that one on loop for like two hours‼️#anyway enough about the doomed yuri anime back to skk#forget everything i said i actually hope they explode i'm sick of their asses#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#chuuya nakahara#nakahara chuuya#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#soukoku#skk#posting at ungodly hours again this is gonna catch up to me 💔#lotus draws
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