#I AM NOT OKAY FAM AHAHAHA

[ladyofthelake]

Me right now after finishing my Merlin rewatch and concluding with Diamond of the Day on Christmas Eve:

[ninja-knox-ur-sox-off]

MONKIE KID SEASON 3 EPISODE 10 REACTION 

RIGHT

SO 

UH

WOW

THAT WAS UH 

OH MAN 

SO THAT LAST EP WAS UH 

HOO BOY 

MACAQUE IS UH 

HAHAHA 

Y I K ES 

wow 

I’m not over the fact that the power is literally eating him up and like erupting out of him even while he’s in shadow, he looks trapped by it as it consumes him that’s insane bro 

Also uh 

ah 

wow he really 

beat Mk into the ground long and hard enough that he couldn’t get up haha 

wow

LEGO Monkie Kid WHAT THE CRAP 

that was insane 

that was insane

OKAY

EPISODE 10

MIGHT AS WELL DO IT WHILE MY BRAIN’S TOO FRIED TO UH

YEAH 

OKAY 

HERE WE GO 

still reeling but HERE WE GO 

FOR MY MENTAL HEAAAALTHHHHH— 

(which this show is destroying /j) 

HERE WE GO HERE WE GO

I’m gonna be killed this is it 

MAN THIS THEME SON GAFTER ALL THAT 

I am so freaking glad i didn’t watch this all at once, I’m so freaking glad i waited for the english dub THIS SHOW IS FREAKING INSANE RN 

FLASHBACK TIME

OH YES LETS FREAKING GO 

TRIPITAKA TANG SANZANG VOICED BY TANG YEAH YOU BET HAHA SCREMS 

“To split the fire you need to harmonize ur energies” HAHAH THEY COULD NOT BE MORE DIFFERENT I’M WHEEZINGBSFDL;MAWE

TRIPTIAKA’S SHOES ARE INCREDIBLE I’M YELLINGSDBF;LAWME

“this is kinda easier than i thought it would be” MONKEY KING PLEASE 

THE FIRE COMING AT HIM 

HAHA IT’S ONLY ONE OF THE ONLY THING STHAT EVER HURT HIM AHAHA YEAH OH MAN OH MAN

OH HE TRIPPED

HE TRIPPED

OH MAN

THAT FIRE EFFECTS HIM WAY MORE THAN IT DOES THE OTHERS HE’S MORE PWOERFUL THAN DBK AND THIS

OH MAN

AND THE WAY THEY’RE ALL YELLING AT HIM |;A;/ 

WUKONG YOU FOOOOOOL 

noooo

noooooo

oH NOOOOO

OH NO 

THAT IS WHAT 

OH NO

BUDDY 

YUP

THAT EXPAINS A LOT 

THE UH 

HAHA 

WAY TO COMMUNICATE AO LIE WAY TO LET PEOPLE KNOW UH

OH MAN

THIS EXPLAINS A LOT 

YEAH SO 

UH

HOW’D HE NOT DIE IS MY QUESTION 

HAHAHAHHAHA

SO MEI JUST GREW UP WITH THAT IN HER

SHE REALLY IS THE REINCARNATION OF UH

WOW WE’RE REALLY DOING THIS HUH AHAHAHAHHAHA I’M SCREAMING 

I LOVE NEZHA AND WUKONG’S LITTLE DYNAMIC THO 

THAT MY FRIENDS HAS THE ENERGY OF LIKE LAID BACK DAD AND HIGH STRUNG TOTALLY NOT ADOPTED SON GB;LAKSDMFWE THEY REALLY ARE JUST BUDDIES I LOVE THEM 

Not over the fact Wukong slipped up, everyone yelled at him, and he got hit by the fire, tripped, got hit again (the fire that is the only thing to every hit him) and like, no one even… cared? I mean I know he’s the monkey king, I know he’s immortal x7 but like 

dang 

Ao Lie Bai Longma tho, he took a brunt of one for sure and Tripitaka’s concerned about him instantly 

and the group hug with the jttw crew that’s in the background and Wukong’s just… not in it. He doesn’t even feel like he’s part of the group I’m actually gonna cry, that’s his family and they didn’t even seem to care beyond yelling at him 

WOW I’M

YEAH NO WONDER WUKONG DOESN’T LET PEOPLE KNOW HE’S HURT, NO ONE DOES ANYTHING BUT YELL AT HIM FOR IT UH 

HAHA

WOW

Like if hhh

MAN

If Wukong were in Bai Longma’s position, and jumped in front of Tripitiaka, no one would have batted an eye because that’s his job, that’s what he’s supposed to do. He could be hurt, hide it and they wouldn’t acknowledge it, and he certainly wouldn’t get praise cause that’s just what’s expected of him. Put him in another position, slips up, peoples lives are at stake, makes sense they’d startle, but like, if he ever slips up, shows he’s hurt, what does he get? Yelling. Scolding, anger. LIKE NO WONDER HE DOESN’T COMMUNICATE NO FREAKING WONDER ALL HE DOES IS TRY TO PROTECT MK, HE’S USED TO PEOPLE YELLING AT HIM FOR ANYTHING ELSE I’M 

H 

HECK

OKAY I REALLY NEED TO MOVE ON NOPE PAUSED AGAIN

THE WAY “YOU DID IT MASTER! WE KNEW YOU COULD!” AND THEY HUG HIM AND WUKONG LOOKS AT THEM FROM A DISTANCE, WITH THIS SMILE, THIS STUPID SAD KINDA HAPPY SAD SMILE, THE SMILE IS JUST AAAAAAAAA IT’S HE LOVES HIS LITTLE FAM BUT HE’S NOT EVEN PART OF IT I’M GONNA SCREAM 

OH YEAH RIGHT WE’RE IN THIS 

HAHAHA AW MAN 

TANG’S CRYING 

GOLDEN CICADA

THAT’S FREAKING H

MAN 

FREAKING

OKAY WE’RE FINE 

HE JUST KNOWS 

AHAHAHA 

WUKONG’S JUST PANCKED 

REALLY WANTED THEM TO WAIT

HAHA AW MAN 

AW

AW NEZHA

YESSSSS

YESSS

HE STOPPED TO LISTEN TO MONKEY KING

I’M NOT SURE H

GOSH DANG 

I’M HOLDING THEM BOTH SO GENTLY 

WUKONG LOOKIN GSURPRISED 

“Lets see if my aim is as good as it used to be” 

Wukong: AHA HOW BOUT WE DON’T— 

HE DOESN’T TRUST THAT AT ALLGBSDLKFMAWE 

MANS LOOKED ACTIVELY NERVOUS 

ALRIGHT

ALRIGHT GO SAVE YOU’RE FREAKIGN SON AND ALMOST DAUGHTER / REINCARNATED FAM 

GO GET YO SON 

GO GET YO FAM 

OH MAN

OH NO MEI

OH NO 

TOO LATE

OH NOOOOOO

OH MAN POOR MEI 

HEY

HEY NOW

ALRIGHT, HEY SO, THE CHAINS SNAP

IN THE

IN THE FRAME THING

AND HE LOOKS DOWN AT BOTH WRISTS

NOT THE BONE SIDE

BUT BOTH WRISTS WHERE THEY WERE

AND HE COUDL SEE THEY WERE GONE

WHICH MEANS HE COULD CONSTANTLY SEE AND FEEL THEM ON HIM THIS ENTIRE TIME 

OH GOSH MEI THO 

HERE WE MOTHERFREAKING GO 

Ngl 

I get the feeling Wukong was gonna try and snatch the fire and use it himself instead of it going to Mei judging from the way he was jumping directly in uh

Fire and monkey don’t mix

that would of uh 

hm 

interesting Wukong you really were ready to die huh

right we’ll lets see how this goes 

WELL ALSO THERE’S NO WAY HE DOESN’T KNOW NOW

THAT MEI IS BAI LONGMA’S REINCARNATION 

HAHAHAHAH THAT’S GONNA BE FUN 

THEY’RE PROBABLY NOT GONNA ADDRESS IT BUT BOY I WISH THEY WOULD 

AW MK

BUDDY

I’M GONNA CRY HE’S SO WORRIED 

THE WAY

THEY WAY MK

TRIES REACHING FOR HER ANYWAYS

WUKONG SNATCHING HIM AND GETTING HIM OUT OF THE WAY BECAUSE HEY, FIRE IS STILL MONKEY KING AND BY ASSOCIATION MONKIE KID’S BIG OL WEAKNESS

Nezha really has the worst bedside manner

Nezha: so, bad news. Yyou’re gonna die 

Mei: WHAT

I’M CRYGNDSKFAMWOE

MK’S CONCNERN, WUKONG DOES NOT LOOK LIKE HE’S INTERESTED IN LETTING THAT HAPPEN 

THE WAY WUKONG ZERO’S IN ON MACAQUE

YOU

AND MACAQUE JUST LIKE AH I NEED TO RUN RIGHT NOW

AND WUKONG REACHING INTO THE

REACHING INTO THE SHADOWS AND TEARING HIM BACK OUT 

HAHA

WOW 

YEAH

YOU DONE SCREWED UP MACCY BOY 

THE WAY THAT MACAQUE TRIES TO RATIONALIZE 

HE REALLY IS JUST

REALLY STUPID

HE HAS NO IDEA

HE’S JUST

HE JUST DOES STUFF WITHOUT THINKING 

HE HAS NO THOUGHT PROCESS

HE CANNOT SEE WHAT CONSEQUENCES MIGHT COME AND WHEN THEY DO TRIES TO ABSOLVE HIMSELF FROM SAID CONSEQUENCES DESPITE HIS HAND IN MAKING THEM HAPPEN 

THIS IS WHY HE BLAMES WUKONG FOR LITERALLY ANYTHING, HE JUST CANNOT RATIONALIZE IN HIS HEAD THAT HE MAKES ANYTHING BAD HAPPEN EVER, HE’S ALWAYS THE VICTUM I SWEAR I’M GONNA DRAG HIM TO THE UNDERWORLD MYSELF BGSDLKFMAWOE 

a

ah

THE WHOLE ITS THE

IT’S THE 

Dang 

Like the whole 

shoot man that’s 

heck 

Wukong goes to punch him, right? And Macaque just, turns his head away, but not to shield his injured eye, but the one he’s got left cause he was genuinely like “ah, he’s going to take my other eye” HOLY CRAP MY GUY 

…

shoulda punched him in the face

COME ON TANG YOU JUST WATCHED THIS GUY HURT BOTH OF YOUR KIDS

STOP BEING SO NICE AAAA 

I’m one to talk LOL 

MAN THO 

ACK 

THE WAY TAHT WUKONG ACTUALLY STOPS THE MOMENT HE HEARS TANG’S VOICE THO 

MAN 

ALSO TANG YOU LITERALLY CANT’ TAKE RESPONCIBLITY FOR THIS PLEASE 

I mean Macaque’s been through a lot, i get not wanting to see anyone get hurt but MAN holy crap has he wrecked a lot of stuff YIKES AND REALLY HARMED UR KIDS TANG 

OH FREAKING NO

TRIGGER WORD

DESTINY

AND NOW WUKONG’S HORROR, PANIC, PARANOIA OF PLAYING RIGHT INTO HER HANDS RIGHT ON HIS FACE 

JUST DROPS HIM LIKE AN EMPTY SODA CAN GBDSLKAFMAWE 

Like, 

hhhh

MAN I HAVE WAY TOO MANY THOUGHTS RN 

You ever think about the fact that Wukong maybe has gotten so used to people yelling at him and telling him he’s wrong that he genuinely can’t tell what action is truly the worst or not right because they respond the same way regardless? 

ANYWAY THO UH 

THANKS TO MK FOR THE BREATH OF FRESH AIR

THE FACT THAT MEI HASN’T EVEN MOVED YET BGLKDFMAE I AM SO FREAKING CONCERNED

also the fact Macaque hasn’t tried to run away again that’s getting to me 

as long as you stay away from Mk i’ll be happy 

AH HA

YEAH

THIS IS GOING WELL 

THIS IS GOING GREAT 

THE WAY THEY’RE ALL SHEILDING EACH OTHER 

the way we get a close up on mac’s face while Wukong explains his plan 

he really has no idea what’s going on also YEAH WUKONG’S LACK OF SELF-PRESERVATION MAKES AN APPEARANCE 

YEAH THAT ISN’T A GOOD PLAN BUT LIKE

UH

IT’S LITERALLY THE ONLY ONE THEY HAD 

YES THEY COULD HAVE DISCUSSED IT MORE AND MAYBE COME UP WITH A BETTER ONE

HHH

WUKONG *SHAKES HIM* I DON’T KNOW HOW Y’ALL COULD HAVE MADE THIS WORK BETTER BUT LIKE, IF YOU’D JUST COMMUNICATE YOU COULD HAVE FREAKING AT LEAST BEEN ON THE SAME PAGE BUT HE’S SO FREAKING USED TO FIGURING OUT STUFF ON HIS OWN I’M GONNA SCREAM 

The way Mei yells at him 

“Time and time again I’ve watched you hurt” yeah wow heck 

he really just

gets yelled at every time and you know what

yeah

crap man 

no matter what he does it ends in him getting yelled at 

understandable sometimes but no wonder he gets it wrong so much 

ALSO I KEEP TALKING ABOUT HOW MEI WATCHES WHAT HAPPENES TO MK BUT STEPS BACK A BIT TO LET HIM FIGURE STUFF OUT AND SUPPORT HIM BUT HHH

OH MAN I WASN’T EXPECTING THEM TO ACTAULLY BRING IT UP I’M GONNA SCREAM

WUKONG’S FACE 

H

THE WAY MACAQUE HASN’T LEFT THO 

HE HASN’T TRIED TO LEAVE 

THIS IS 

WE HAVEN’T SEEN THIS FROM MACAQUE BEFORE THIS IS THE FIRST TIEM HE HASN’T ACTED OUT OF SELF-INTEREST HE REALLY IS JUST STANDING THERE WATCHING THIS UNFOLD 

AND THE WAY MK’S LIKE “NOT A CHANCE GUYS I’M NOT LEAVING MY BEST FRIEND” 

AND THEN WUKONG EITHER GLANCES BACK AT MACAQUE OR MK 

AND THE WAY MACAQUE LOOKS 

I’m telling ya y’alls Wukong and Macaque were just best friends way back in the day I’m calling it now and hh

I’M FINE 

“DON’T YOU REALIZE YOU’RE HURTING THE PEOPLE YOU CARE ABOUT THE MOST?” 

…

hooooooo boy 

had to go back to that cause uh 

yeah

wow

really calling this monkey out on that one, which is rough, because he really is trying his hardest and its just… never right 

Except it has the potential to be with this group because they listen

he’s just…

not used to that 

dang 

heck 

okay

I can move on 

probably 

oh man

and the fact she’s just also basically saying “we care about you” um 

we care about you and you’re hurting us 

yeah 

I’M IN PAIN GUYS 

FR 

I WAS NOT EXPECTING THEM TO ADDRESS ALL THIS AND HAVE THIS ACTUALLY SAID 

IV’E BEEN TALKING ABOTU THIS FOR AGES AND THERE SHE IS SAYING IT ALL 

HOLY CRAP 

ah tHERE WE GO

FINALLY 

BYE MACAQUE 

HAHAHAHHAHA 

The fact that Mk still actually hoped he’d stay to help even after LITERALLY GETTING THE CRAP BEATEN OUT OF HIM BY HIM and actually looked kinda… hurt about it, but jsut squeezed his eyes shut, cause expected, and turned to do the thing whatever thing he’s about to do haha 

oh man 

Mk: we’re heroes 

Macaque: not me bud PEACE OUT 

No fr tho I don’t think Macaque views himself as someone who’s even capable of being a hero. it’s so funny how he’s so mad at Wukong for possibly “abandoning” him and getting all that power without him, but at the same time any time he’s presented with a chance to do something different, to change like wukong did, he nopes out. I don’t think macaque really wants power so much as he just… wants someone?? To care about him?? I dunno my dude, he’s an idiot whatever the case with truama and he needs to stay away from Mk because neither of them are really good for each other right now and get some freaking therapy away from this kid that he uses as a punching bag

AA TOO MANY THOUGHTS LETS KEEP GOING MY BRAIN IS SCATTERED SO NONE OF HTIS IS GONNA MAKE SENSE 

EVERYONE TELLING HIM TO LEAVE AND MK REFUSING BECAUSE THIS KID WILL LITERALLY DESTROY HIMSELF BEFORE HE ABANDONS ANYONE 

see this is why I’m an Mk kinnie BGLKA;M;OFE BUT ALSO A WUKONG KINNIE BECAUSE I’M GREAT AT COMMUNICATING /J 

THE WAY WUKONG REACHES FOR HIM 

OH NO THAT’S GONNA HURT HIM 

OH NOOOO

OH NOOO BUDDYYYY 

MK

HECK IT’S BURNING HIM HIS JACKET IS SINGED 

AND HE’S JUST

“I know you’re upset, and that’s okay—“ I’M GONNA START CRYING?? 

WAIT I JUST REALIZED

I JUST REALIZED 

MY POST

THIS IS MY POST THE WHOLE

MEI ALWAYS CATCHES MK AND WALKS HIM THROUGH STUFF UNTIL HE’S READY AND NEVER LEAVES HIM 

AND I TALKED ABOUT “I WONDER WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF MK’S PUT IN THE SUPPORT POSITION RATHER THAN MEI” AND HE IS

RIGHT HERE

AND HE’S NOT LEAVING, NOT EVEN BACKING AWAY, HE’S MOVING FORWARD THROUGH LITERAL ACTUAL FIRE AND TALKIGN TO HER YOU GUYS I’M GOING TO FREAKING SOB I SWEAR 

THE WAY HIS CLOTHES ARE BURNIGN AWAY

I’M GONNA START CRYING 

THE

THEY HUG

THEY DID THE HUG THING

THE YOU ALWAYS HAVE MY BACK 

WE WILL FIGURE THIS OUT

I’M GONNA START SOBBING

THE HUG Y’ALL THE HUG TO BRING HER BACK 

also this is a sidebar totally messing with the intense moment bUT FINALLY THE LIPSTICK HAS BEEN BURNED AWAY PRAISE THE CELESTIALS WE’RE FREE FROM THE HORRID THING— /hj 

MAN GBSDA;LKFMAWOE 

I 

I really love the fact that the MK crew is like YEEEAAH WE KNEW YOU COULD DO IT! because through everything they support each other and as long as they do that, things turn out okay (and i mean i know Mei’s gonna push him away and she’s gonna run away for fear of hurting them but like bgdls;kfae) AND THE WAY NEZHA AND WUKONG LOOK SO SURPRISED, SO SHAKEN, LIKE THEY CAN’T IMAGINE WHAT SUPPORTING ANOTHER PERSON REALLY DOES 

Wukong’s face

Wukong’s first time really seeing the crew rely on each other, love each other, hug each other, he sees Mk support his friends with everything he has and them support him back and that is what he looks like 

You guys this monkey is not okay 

I’m gonna start sobbing 

HUGS MK BACK

STARTS CRYING

MEI PLEASE

YEAH PUSH 

NO

ARGH SHE’S GONNA RUN AWAY

 OHHH

OHH MAN

OH MAN

THE

FIRST OFF, CLASSIC I DON’T WANNA HURT YOU SO I’M GONNA DISTANCE MYSELF FROM YOU *coughs and looks at Wukong* HAPPENIGN THERE IS FIRE (pun intended) AND I LOVE IT WITH MY ENTIRE SOUL THATS ONE OF THE BEST TROPES 

AND UH 

I STRAIGHT UP AM CLOSE TO CRYING FR RIGHT NOW AT THE WAY MK REACHES FOR HER AND TRIES TO JUMP, BUT CAN’T DO IT CAUSE HE’S BEEN BEATEN INTO THE GROUND AND WALKED THROUGH THE ONE THING THAT CAN ACTUALLY REALLY REALLY HURT SOMEONE WITH MONKEY KING’S POWERS 

AND HE CAN’T EVEN

STAND

I’M GONNA CRY Y’ALLS 

THE WAY THAT THEY’RE ALL HOLDING HIM 

Not a lot of shows are comfortable or even are good at writing the emotional stuff, the comfort, the holding each other, the emotional baggage, i am so happy this show keeps giving me everything i want and more I love this show fr y’alls 

Monkey King feeling real bad about this 

Guilt’s rough my guy

Wukong’s gonna do something stupid isn’t he 

ohhh no

“cant’ you see you’re hurting the people that care about ou the most” great way to not hurt people (except it does hurt them) LEAVE

GUESS WHAT I THINK THE MONKEY’S GONNA DO 

LEAVE

HE’S GONNA LEAVE ISN’T HE

HE’S GONNA LEAVE AND POSSIBLY TRY AND GO FACE THE LADY BONE DEMON ON HIS OWN BECAUSE WELCOME BACK TO WUKONG’S MIND, WEHENVER HE’S AROUND SOMEONE HE HURTS THEM, WHY DOES HE EVER LET HIMSELF STAY AROUND PEOPLE WHEN ALL HE DOES IS HURT AND HARM THEM RIGHT? BETTER TO JUST DO IT HIMSELF, ALONE, THAT WAY HE CAN’T HURT ANYONE RIGHT? 

I CAN’T BELIEVE THEY’RE LEGIT GONNA DO THIS, IF THEY LEGIT DO THIS I’M GONNA FREAKING FLIP 

also vocally out loud realized a minute ago that Red Son has yet to show up which means he’s probably gonna show up to mei and be like “fire powers, am i right?” and then BGALKSMFAWE I’M GONNA BE THRILLED IF THEY DO TAHT IT MEANS POSSIBLE MORE RED SON TIME IN THE NEXT SEASON AND MORE RED SON AND MEI BONDING I’LL LOSE MY MIND

okay now that i’ve dropped my dumb predictions LETS GO 

KID CANT’ EVEN STAND 

THE FACT NEZHA’S LIKE “WEIRD SHE HASN’T DIED YET” 

I think it’d be neat if she has some uh… immunity to the Fire since its literally been part of her for her entire life. That would be freaking epic ngl 

“y’know, for people not paying attention” I LOVE THEM ALL SO FREAKING MUCH GBB;LWKEMFOFE

OHHOHO I JUST REALIZED THE

THE PARALLEL OF THE FIRE BURNING AWAY HIS JACKET

TOOK ALL OF MEI

TAHT WAS A GIFT FROM MEI

AND THE FIRE TOOK EVERYTHING OF MEI, HER, HER GIFT TO HIM, HER SUPPORT, HER PRESENCE, EVERYTHING GONE 

HAHAHAHA WOW I’M GONNA START SOBBING 

WOW 

ohhh man

the way Nezha’s talking, even saying “hey, maybe his plan wasn’t completely crazy” 

and Wukong doesn’t even respond

he’s just…

standing there 

(his tail is gone animation error but I’m choosing to assume he wrapped it around himself) 

he is not okay uh 

oh boy if you do the thing monkey… 

Oh nooo

Wukong

buddy 

don’t do this 

AH YUP, HE’S DOING THIS

HE’S SHAKING

GUYS

HE DOES NOT

ACTUALLY THINK HE CAN DO THIS YOU GUYS HE’S SCARED OUT OF HIS MIND TO THE POINT OF SHAKING 

GRABBING HIS ARM TO STOP IT SO THEY DON’T SEE 

GUYS

GUSY HE’S NOT OKAY AT ALL 

“If one more of my friends FLYS OFF today I’m gonna LOSE IT” YEAH THAT’S FAIR TWO LEFT CAUSE “I don’t wanna hurt you guys” BASICALLY I’M SHAKING BOTH OF THEM 

They really both said “I don’t want to hurt you so I’m gonna leave” HUH, THEY REALLY DID THAT 

THE WAY WUKONG SAYS ALL THAT THOUGH 

“I need to stop dragging you into my fights” ONLY HE KINDA HASN’T?? LIKE THERE’S THE SUCCESSOR THING, BUT LIKE, HES TRIED SO HARD TO KEEP MK AWAY FROM THE REAL FIGHTS HE KNOWS ARE DANGEROUS AND THAT HE MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO HANDLE, IT’S THESE VILLIANS THAT KEEP GOING OUT OF THEIR WAY TO PULL MK IN SOLEY BECAUSE HE’S ASSOCIATED WITH WUKONG

LIEK NO WONDER THIS MONKEY HAS ABSOLUTELY NO ONE 

I’M 

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

MK REALLY SAYING IF ANY OF OU LEAVE I’M GOING TO KILL YOU  

THE WAY NEZHA BGL;KSAMFAWE

“Less… slim??” I LOVE HIM HE’S PART OF THE TEAM NOW PLEASE STAY HE’S INCREDIBLE 

LOVE THE FACT MK’S JUST “NEZHA TELLS SOMETHING? SURE ACCEPT IT AS FACT HE’S FAM NOW SO WOO” 

Mk just adopting dad figures, and siblings left and right HGL;AKMF;OAEW 

WELCOME NEW SIB NEZHA, ENJOY UR STAY IN THIS CHAOTIC BUT SO SOMFT AND DEVOTED FAMILY WHO LOVE EACH OTHER SO VERY MUCH 

Them truama beans are just drawn to Mk i guess, he’s just so freaking kind and forgiving and understanding regardless i’m going to cry 

doesn’t put up with some crap when it crosses a line *looks at the monkeys* but he really is just open to letting anyone close if they’re willing to just try and I’m hh

yeah 

its rough to be that person it really is but man

man

lays down

man 

going after wukong

you ever think about the fact that this is probably the only time people have bothered coming after him outside of needing him for something. they’re going to bring him back so he doesn’t get hurt trying to do something 

AGH I JUST

I WANT THEM TO CATCH UP TO HIM (they probably won’t i know that, I know he’s probably gonna get possessed, or beat to pulp or just locked away  or half erased or something I know that) BUT LIKE, IF THEY CAUGHT UP TO HIM AND MK DID THE SAME THING HE DID FOR MEI, AND JUST HUGGED HIM TO STOP HIM FROM GOING ANYWHERE, FORCING HIM TO PAUSE AND THEN JUST TALKS TO HIM, AND WUKONG LIKE, LISTENING TO HIM AND CALMING DOWN AND I DUNNO CRYING MAYBE EVEN CAUSE HEY THEY CAME AFTER HIM AND TEAM WORK AND STUFF AND HHHHH AND THE AAAA AND THE HIM MAYBE YEAH CRYING AND HUGGING HIM BACK AND GOING BACK WITH THEM 

I KNWO IT’S MORE LIKELY HE’S GONNA GET POSSESSED OR SOEMTHING CAUSE THIS SHOW LIKES IT’S MOTHERFREAKING ANGST BUT BGL;KSADMFAOWE

IT’D BE GREAT IF MACAQUE FOLLOWED WUKONG IF HE’S FOLLOWING ANYONE IT’LL PROBABLY BE HIM NGL I SWEAR I’M GONNA THROW HIM INTO THE SUN 

okay sorry I’m good now i can move on HAHAHAHAH SCREAMS

THEY’RE SO ENCOURAGING 

OH HE DESPERATELY NEEDED THAT HUG 

THANK YOU SANDY FOR GIVING THEM ALL THE HUG THEY NEEDED FOR REAL 

NEZHA AND MK TEAM UP, SIBLING ROAD TRIP—

PIGSY GAVE HIM HIS JACKET

EVERYBODY SHUT UP TAHT IS A FATHER THAT IS A DAD THAT IS HIS DAD I’M GONNA START FREAKING SOBBING DADSY PIGSY IS A FATHER I’M SOBBINGBF;LAMOG;OIAW4EBG;AOUIEFN;AG;OAI4EWMFRAGBA;WOEM;OIAGFO;W

Monkie Kid gives me literally everything I want, this is the most satisfying show I’ve ever watched in my life, it gives me stuff I didn’t even know i needed right on a silver plate this show is everything I ever wanted and everything I ever wanna make straight up it’s gorgeous 

Mk: If another friend of mine flies off today I’m gonna LOSE IT

Mk, five minutes later: *flies off with Nezha* 

I’M /J I JSUT THINK IT’S FUNNY BG;LASDFMA;OIWE F

OKAY MEI TIME

OH THIS IS GONNA HURT ISN’T IT TO WATCH HER PUT OUT THE FIRE

BUT I WAS RIGHT RED SON’S GOTTA SHOW UP NOW OR NEVER

AND IT ALL BURNED UP INSTANTLY 

OH MEI

MEI PLEASE 

THE WAY HE PEEKS OUT FROM BEHIND THE BUSH

AND SHE’S JUST CRYING

AND HE THROWS THE

THE PLSUHIE TO CALM HER DOWN

I’M GONNA START SOBBING HE KEPT IT BGDL;KFMA;WOEHF 

THE STUPID POSING

THE WAY HE HAS TO POSE FOR THIS

“RED SON TO THE RESCUE” 

STUPID HAIR FLICK 

OH MY GOODNESS

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH 

HE’S SO STUPID HE’S SO LOVELY I’M SCREAMING

HOLY CRAP THESE EPS WERE INSANE I’M NEVER GONNA RECOVER AND THE SPECIAL IS COMMING OUT WAY TOO FAST IT’S ALMOST HERE I’M GONNA DIE BG;LASDKMFA;HG;OAWIEFN;OGOIWEFMW 

I’M SO HAPPY THE LIPSTICK’S GONE I’M SORRY BUT LIKE, SHE LOOKS SO MUCH BETTER WITHOUT IT SHE’S SO PRETTY AND LOVELY HASTA LA VISTA LIPSTICK 

OH MAN

THAT TOOK

HAHA

FIVE HOURS TO WATCH BOTH

I’M NOT EVEN KIDDING Y’ALL BG;LKASDMF;AOH;AIWOEMF  WHEEZING 

WOW THO

THAT WAS A LOAD TO UNPACK AND I BASICALL ANALYZED EVERY MOMENT DEAR GOSH WHY DON’T I JUST POST MY REACTIONS AS ANALYSIS’S CAUSE THAT’S WHAT THEY ARE AT THIS POINT BG;SALKMF;AWOEFOIM 

OKAY I GOTTA STOP AND UH 

FOOD

WATER

FIND MY SANITY I DROPPED IT SOMEWHERE  

SEE YOU ALL FOR THE SPECIAL FOLKS I’M GONNA NEED SOME RECOVERY TIME FROM THESE SO UH, I’LL GET TO ASKS SOMETIME IN THE NEXT TWO WEEKS GODSPEED I’M GONNA GO PERISH NOW BG;SLDKFMA;OHWER F

[isagrimorie]

Okay, initial reactions to Revolution of the Daleks:

- First, I get why this is a New Year’s Special, also I now get that New Year’s Day kind of gives the team more flexibility of storyline without being tied up with Christmas.

- I always wondered how Jack was going to mix with the Fam, who are really grounded people and Jack’s a larger than life character, sometimes more so than the Doctor, and the Fam are very even handed and grounded people. I mean Jack does become the brooding, quiet hero in Torchwood and I suppose they’re accessing that. But he was still majorly flirty.

So Yaz being all: “Are you feeling insecure? ‘Cause you seem to need a lot of praise.”

And then Jack’s Face At Being Seen:

Ahahaha! Go, Yaz!

The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known, huh, Jack?

Also, Jack saying: “Being with the Doctor you don’t get to choose when it stops, whether you leave her or... she leaves you.”

The pause there because the Doctor’s left him before, and he knows what it’s like, and he’s never stopped.

The fam kept the House!TARDIS, so the Future Humans didn’t stay there and the TARDIS is filled with sticky notes, presumably they wanted to track down the Doctor and couldn’t figure out how to make the TARDIS work.

This might put them in danger or could help them depending on how the Daleks detect this TARDIS.

And now to the Daleks!

AHHHHHH! POWER OF THE DALEKS REFERENCE, YES??

(And also, Victory of the Daleks).

It’s the Dalek armor shell Thirteen left behind in the GCHQ, isn’t it? They recreated it, and some Dalek scientist puppet mastered the Humans into recreating the Dalek armor.

I’m still not sure this isn’t Shada. But look at the aliens Thirteen is incarcerated with: Weeping Angels, the Big Green thing I’m not sure of, possible Silurians. In short she’s in prison with a lot of creatures the Doctor’s stopped and/or killed wholesale.

So, that’s gonna be fun.

It makes me wonder if she was just recently moved from isolation to Gen Pop.

But also, I wonder if the Doctor will get out of the prison this special or if the Fam’s storyline’s are on their own and that’s why Jack is there.

Also:

We know Chibnall’s MO now: Releasing Jack’s back and the Daleks they’re the red herrings, what is the story truly hiding?

In summary:

I AM EXCITED!!!

[staysuki]

Okay so I'm back and wow I have so much to say

Firstly, welcome 🦄,🌺,🗽!

The ashnon family is genuinely becoming so much fun I just wish that we could have a group chat where we're anonymous too cause I'm better at small ass messages than lengthy paragraphs. Anyways, for the zodiac stuff, I'm a Libra, Sagittarius rising and moon in Libra too even though I barely know what that means because I haven't really checked out much in those terms, all I know is that Libras tend to have alot of crushes and are super lovey dovey people while I'm not really attracted to people and as I said before, in my picrew thing, people are kinda scared of me so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯¯\_(ツ)_/¯¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Also, LOVEGAME ANON HAS SUCH BIG BRAIN WITH SO MUCH BRAIN CELL WOWWWWWW HELP ME PLEASE AND DONATE SOME BRAIN I POSSESS AN EMPTY SHELL OF A HEAD

And dw bs, I know you're not cheating, so can we simp for lovegame anon's sexc brain together? Cause damn damn damnnn

But I'm sure that lovegame anon wouldn't be able to read into the characters this well if Ash didn't write them with so much thought behind each of them, so thank you Ash, you have big big brain too

Also am I the only person who thought that candy was definitely Hyunjin from the teaser because the synopsis literally says, "Definitely not like Hwang" or something like that which always means "it's definitely hwang" like okay anyways wowowow

Also Ash, you being a lyING SNEAK CHEAT HOW COULD YOU I GENUINELY THOUGHT THAT YOU MEANT THAT YOU WERE A SCORPIO AND THEN I PANICKED BECAUSE IT'S SCORPIO BIRTHDAY SEASON COMING UP IN A FEW DAYS AND I NEED TIME TO GET SOMETHING TOGETHER FOR YOU LIKE ???? I NEED WARNINGS

No but when you said that you were lying, I genuinely thought that you just wanted some gifts real quick and not the whole scorpios are bad ass bitches sort of thing 😭😭😭

Anyways, SLC is really vavavoom if you get what I mean, it's just so damn interesting. Your girl currently thinks that Ryujin is the hottest person in this entire series because she is, just look at her vibes and personality and everything. She's perfect. Felix is giving me very mysterious vibes, this boy really gotta sneak around and apparate and disapparate. Teach me your ways sir 🙇‍♀️

Also Lovegame, can you do an analysis of pp heart cause like ahahaha, bs anon, ash and I absolutely love it cause it's genius

ANYWAYS THAT'S ALL I THINK

-🍕

(CURRENTLY IN THE BATHROOM. WILL EDIT A REPLY TO THIS LATER BUT WANTED TO GET IT POSTED IN CASE OTHER ANONS GO ONLINE TO SEE IT)

(this is my new “reply is under construction photo”)

NEW EDIT:

was gonna remove the standholder reply but honestly it’s funny so i’ll keep it there.

ASHNON FAMILY pls, it sounds like im some shitty youtuber pls “HEYYOW 💫WELCOME BACK 🤪WHATSUP ASHNON FAM 💁‍♂️”. same i wish there’s an anon chat thingie somewhere idk 🤧. i checked out my astrology chart and i can’t find the rising but i’m a capricorn moon apparently so i’m ~emotional~ from being a cancer but i’m also ~cool, calm, and collected~ from the lunar capricorn thingie. i’m so 4D.

yes, honestly, lovegame such a smartie 😭🤧 she’s so kewl. and thank you 💀💀💀 you don’t have to sneak in a praise for me everytime JSHWJSHHSHSHWSH.

I ALSO THOUGHT IT WAS OBVIOUS FROM THAT TOO “iTs DefinIteLy NOT hyunjin 🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️”—though i can excuse BS anon, because she knew right away that it was hyunjin, i just gaslit her into thinking otherwise bc haha 🙆‍♀️ got em. she was like “oOoh hyunjin” n i was like “ya sure?? 🤔🤔🤔”.

LMFAO. I DIDNT EVEN KNOW IT’S SCORPIO SEASON 😭😭😭 i just wanted to give off bad biddie vibes why would i want gifts, all ya’lls presence are presents on it’s own~ (jkjk) dw, i’ll remind you two months in advance if my bday’s coming HSHWJSHSHS i told ya’ll it’s coming up next year 💔💔💔

FELIX IS NOT REAL. he is indeed a mere ghostly apparition, everyone just has supernatural powers hence why they see him. the big reveal is that he’s actually candy and is like the supernatural force in Unfriended.

PP heart please 😭 someone requested a part two and i was like,,,, i’m sorry, i’m not doing one JSHWJSHSJSH. like i can’t even believe people READ it.

[magnumx-opus]

AHHH THANK YOU! i feel bad filling your whole blog up with my own asks, if you’d like to restore neatness to your blog i can message off anon im jus real shy HAHA 🥺 and ahdhskgfjs your replies always make me smile sm goodness gracious me💕💕💕and oh my you’re so sweet and caring ahhh my heart literally went 🤯!!!!!! altho pls don’t worry i assure you I’m really okay now ahaha (especially after hearing from you hehe💖)

and catboy mozart for halloween???? absolutely iconic I’m in LOVE — AND I DIDNT KNOW YOU PLAYED PIANO !!!! HOW TALENTED CAN ONE PERSON BE ??? THATS AMAZING ILY EVEN MORE NOW 💖💕💖💕💖 i could literally have 1000 questions sdjsdjsdj but for now can I please ask what your favourite piece to play or just listen to is? 🥺

and it’s not out of nowhere at all !!!! i love talking abt music & I’m honoured that you would ramble to me pahahaha

AND I DONT MIND AT ALL, I JUST SENT THE EXTRA ASK INCASE YOU DID MINDED BC I DIDNT WNAT YOU TO FEEL PRESSURED — ALSO DISAPPOINTED ??? HOW ???? IVE BEEN THINKING ABT THAT DRAWING SINCE YOU POSTED IT SDJSDJSDJ NEVER EVER DOUBT YOURSELF YOU’RE PERFECT

Feel free to message whenever you like dearie I’d love to talk to you for longer ^^ and I’m so glad ur feeling better :D you’re too sweet 😭😭💕💕

YES AHAHAHA I thought it would be fun to dress in the whole 18th century attire for Halloween but it will be a struggle to find the clothing MSKSJKSJM aND NOOOO IM NOT THAT TALENTED KSJIMWHISHMIEHM I just really love music and let that passion push me 😤✊ favorite piece to play? Hmmm... I really like pieces that are loud and fast like the ending of fur Elise where you just BAM on the keys and the music is LOUDDDD but at the same time I really love melodic pieces that are rich with emotion and feeling. I actually won first place a citywide piano competition this December and I was so proud of myself !!!!! 😭😭🙏💕💕 baroque is really fun to play although very difficult to learn because I have a tendency to go fast and stray from the designated fingering which makes me trip up and AAAAGH it’s difficult but I still love to play it when it’s finished. Last year I did invention no. 8 and that was a lot of fun too. To listen to, however, I really like symphonies, each movement gives me that build up to the most satisfying release before the conclusion and 20-40 minutes of that is just hEAVEN for me. For Mozart I like 25, 38, and 41 a lot (although I haven’t heard all of his symphonies so I can’t really say). For Beethoven I like 2, 5, and 7, but like I said I don’t know all of them yet so that’s subject to change ;) I like lots of romantic era music as well as well as some other composers like Tchaikovsky (PAS DE DEUX IS BEAUTIFUL I ONCE WROTE A FANFIC AROUND THAT PIECE) and Chopin and Liszt but idk lately I’ve been super into Beethoven. I’m listening to this podcast biography lecture thing about Beethoven’s life and omg, absolutely adore it. It’s so informative and I love getting to see these composers as actual people with actual lives and I just ???? Maybe it’s weird but I love them so much they mean so much to meeee

This is getting so long I am so sorry omg but yeah about my favorite things to listen to I also love Beethoven’s 5th piano concerto!! My dad took me and my fam to watch it live once and I was absolutely entranced. I listen to it all the time now and it NEVER gets old. Sooooo good omg

IM GLAD U DONT MIND ME RAMBLING BC U SURE GOT A LOT OF IT AHUSGHSGWHGEHEG SORRY ABOUT THAT

You are such a sweetheart ily dear

[wwwafflewrites]

Supernatural: A Collection of Summaries

Scene: somewhere, night.

Some person: *is alone*

Monster: *rustling and camera motions of something supernatural watching them*

Some person: *??? but not too concerned*

Monster: *begins rustling around*

Some person: ????

Monster: *literally throwing furnature and stomping around*

Some person: ?????

Monster: You serious? Okay, you know what—

Blood splatter.

///

Scene: At dead person's relative's (DPR) front door.

Dean/Sam: *closing Impala's doors and walking up to the house*

Dean/Sam: Hello, we're FBI.

DPR: Why is the FBI here.

Dean/Sam: Because.

DPR: I already talked to cops.

Dean/Sam: Please?

DPR: Yeah, okay, come in.

///

Scene: in DPR's house.

DPR: I can't even believe it. It's so sad.

Dean: Was there anything weird?

DPR: Huh? What do you—

Sam: Enemies?

DPR: I don't—

Dean: Sulfer?

DPR: What—

Sam: Black eyes?

DPR: No? Lemme see your badges.

Dean/Sam: *gives badges*

DPR: Hmmmmm okay.

///

Scene: at mortuary.

Doctor: I've never seen anything like it.

Dean/Sam: Yeah?

Doctor: Yeah, it's kinda weird.

Dean/Sam: Someone killed them?

Doctor: It's just an animal attack.

Dean/Sam: Sure, sure.

///

Scene: motel room.

Sam: *typey typey at my computer*

Dean: *opens a beer* Anything?

Sam: Nope.

Dean: *calls Bobby* Hey.

Bobby: Already on it.

///

Scene: some diner.

Sam: Get this—

Dean: *chomping burger* Wha.

Sam: *shows computer* This is what we're looking for.

Dean: Nerd.

///

Scene: in the Impala.

Sam: Dean we should talk about you.

Dean: I'm fine.

Sam: Dean, you're literally dying, let me help you.

Dean: *plugs ears* No! No chick flicks moments!

///

Scene: in the Impala.

Dean: You've been lying to me, Sammy?

Sam: Sorry, but—

Dean: How can I even trust you?!

Sam: Sorry.

Dean: I cannot believe you!

Sam: Sorry.

///

Monster: *rustle rustle*

DPR: Crap.

Monster: Ahahaha you're dead.

Dean: *vroom vroom with rock music in the background* Not so fast.

Monster: Lol what are you going to—

Dean: *stabby stabby* Kill you, duh.

Monster: Oh yeah. *chokes Sam* Haha, but he's your weakness.

Dean: Sammy, no! *bang bang*

Monster: Bleh.

Dean: Sam?

Sam: Dean?

DPR: ??????????

///

Scene: in the impala.

Dean: Maybe we are each other's weaknesses.

Sam: We're still fam.

Dean: Yeah, I know.

Sam: Dean, I'm sorry.

Dean: Yeah, I am too.

Dean: ...

Dean: Damn it, we just had a chick flick moment.

[wildshero]

ooc: welp i went ahead and spoiled AoC for myself, under the cut are spoilers you have been warned

im super disappointed in nintendo for making everyone live. the game would have been so powerful to have the true ending that leads straight into botw. but they just love their split timelines don’t they. not every game has to end happily at risk of spoiling spider man: miles morales that game has a very bitter sweet ending with death involved, and no one is complaining. i just don’t get why they had to ahead and ruin a timeline they already firmly set up. like the game was described as being a view into what happened before the 100 years, but its not that if you go and change the whole damn story.

like ngl if botw 2 takes place after aoc i’ll be kind of disappointed, like aoc erases everything from botw

like all the heartache and shit is erased in aoc, and it takes away everything that link and zelda fought for in botw in order for it to not happen, which is fine, but at the same time like calling forth the “new” champions from the future to fight alongside you isn’t an answer to the problem. it just creates a huge paradox

so from here on out are basically my thoughts to watching the cut scenes

its just bad writing, not to mention straight up stealing the fact that zelda and impa can understand the egg from droids and their “masters” from star wars, the egg is her music box... and plays her lullaby. like stop forcing the egg on us please

why can no one see hestu til zelda can? like scuse me, no link can see the giant brocoli just fine despite this cut scene. also hestu not remembering link in botw if this scene is real? like COME ON

mipha is shit at hiding her crush

the not ganon character is a seer who wants to control their own calamity possessed egg, and sooga is like its not for mortals to control

it is weird seeing link without the slate on his armor, there’s a place for it, but its like not there.

i know its hyrule warriors and you gotta have more than two people going but like impa being there at the spring of courage... like love her all you want but nah fam this aint it also it steals story elements away from link, i know the boy is selectively mute BUT JESUS give him something please

also its like link being the hero means nothing in terms of the slate and the towers, and then the shrines. its like all of it is meaningless in this game, which like revali says what’s the point of link then

calamity comes early? what the hell? this game. im so upset, but also like rhoam getting unnecessarily angry at link for doing what he’s supposed to like jesus fucking christ then he lowkey dies like okay

purah being there when zelda breaks down and its not just link... like the whole story of botw is like fucked, and zelda has time travel tears now

like all the things that happened in botw that built the characters is erased, like everything is a group effort which like is disappointing. i love how the new champions come BUT at the same time it defeats the point of the champions ballad, and the solo battles that link has to face.

alot of the story telling elements are repeated like more obviously than in botw which is saying something

all that the new champions are seeing is for nothing... like they will go back with these memories and it will suck cause they know the current state will have been changed and so what they see will be burdens they carried alone and for nothing for their future people

link’s sacrifice is for nothing, so thanks for diminishing that for me AOC. like him fending off the four blights unlocks zelda’s power but like seriously what is the point of him in this game, he is literally useless, like he straight up disappears. and her power isn’t unlocked via her love, but seeing link fight, and then thinking of the loss of her father

the yiga joined the good side? the fuck aoc

oh link is magically back now. why is he even in this game?

her father isn’t dead but was transported to the temple of time cause of a relic zelda and her mom found. THE PLOT ARMOR, its a shield its literal plot armor oh my god. which lead to her power awakening having no real meaning

literally everything from botw is unwritten, all the strife and everything that was fought for in botw is literally gone

i liked that teba was not a fan of revali’s attitude but like he then becomes a simp for him like dude you can still be in awe and think he’s a jerk to link and in general

ah a blood moon at the end... *eyeroll* okay

harbinger ganon... *squints*

the seer becomes sucked into ganon and the egg attacks zelda and link deflects its blast killing it... WHAT IS THIS WRITING

cool zelda is crying more over this damn egg than her people in BOTW, so zelda is like 5 when her mom dies in the castle (?) its not clear, and her dad is like training only now

also the eggs name is terrako

who needs the master sword the darkness when you’ve got egg boy and zelda’s sealing power, no wonder its shit 100 years later. fi realized she wasn’t fucking needed

slice him through like butter link that’ll do it *eye roll* what happened to that courage power from the fucking master sword scene? what sealing are you doing with that sword? you sliced through him. LIKE?

things that i kinda like, and appreciate character wise

link gets flustered easily. revali revels in the fact that link will be the fallen knight and his reputation what little he has will be ruined, it is also well known that link is in fact a nobody meaning his family is not noble born, but that does not mean his family, read his father, on this blog is a nobody.

urbosa defending link from revali’s bullshit

link fighting malice champions from the totally “not ganon” hooded figure

link is officially considered a champion, and talks with urbosa

impa being pissy with the egg, i feel it. i am tired of the fucking egg pushing himself in too

sooga is the only character i want to see in botw2

link can teleport more than one person is confirmed, though three max is like it in a weakened state.

as much as i hate how many paradoxes this creates, yunobo and sidon’s enterances are very good, and teba’s and riju’s are similar. urbosa recognizing she’s in trouble is very in character for her imo.

i liked that all in hyrule worked together but like at what cost

i prefer this design of calamity ganon

the master sword lets FUCKING DISCUSS

ahahaha no. link pulls the sword when he’s a kid. I WANT TO HAVE A DISCUSSION NINTENDO GIVE ME YOUR NUMBER

like the scene is cool and all but we’re gonna be rewriting that bullshit. the only thing im taking from it is apparently link and the sword together have some courage power a-la zelda’s healing power... NOT THAT IT MATTERS CAUSE HE DOESN’T GET TO FUCKING USE IT

HOWEVER he does not pull it for the first time right then and there, sorry nope, not happening

The story is very much zelda’s which it should be, but like every moment that could have been link’s was taken by another character because of how hyrule warrior’s opperates. like if you want to play as zelda this is your game

im just disappointed, it erases everything from botw quite literally. it gives the new champions memories that they bare alone because zelda and link wont be there in 100 years to help them with it...

link was useless in the game. like you could literally write him out and have the same game, having the master sword literally does fucking nothing because of how OP zelda is. like its called legend of zelda and rightfully so but Link becomes a literal footnote. purah and others takes his place in all the important scenes that were his before.

and like i said if BOTW2 takes place after this its gonna be disappointing and not as dark as nintendo is intending IMO, they should have let this game end the way it does in the lead up to BOTW, it would have been so much more rewarding in my opinion yes you “technically lose” but you would still get some awesome final moments with zelda, and it would hype you up for BOTW.

there were parts i liked obviously, but there were major issues, and this is JUST STORY BASED, im not even talking game play.

[artificiary-fr]

ok so arti’s unnecessary opinion time

Just wanna give a disclaimer that these are just my sort of thoughts in general, and are in no way an attempt to demean, attack, or cause drama about any artist or staff member, or community member. Just kind of what I’ve observed and come to the questions/conclusions of. I got a little opinionated at the end but I tried not to single anyone out save for I think, one unnamed example? 

I’ll put everything under the cut here, because I know I have a tendency to get wordy (and spoiler: It did. This is a super long post, I’m sorry). So, here we go...

TL;DR: I like the gene, I’ll wait for the revamp before giving a concrete opinion, there were definitely some issues, I appreciate that staff took note/action, more communication like this or the dev streams is good (though communication between staff/community is a Thing unto itself of which I probably have a Disliked Take on and that was the really long part that isn’t necessary to read)

Okay before anything: the familiars. They’re super pretty! I like the recolors, and now I’m gonna have to grind the Kelp Beds for those boss fams. Dang. I love the kitty golem recolor.

With that out of the way, here we are - the subject of today’s discussions... Glowtail.

So, my first opinion: It’s not a bad gene! I can see some curious use for it, certainly. But there are some problems with it (and yes; I am aware staff has addressed this and pulled it to fix those problems! That’ll be more relevant later on here c: )

Note One: I think I do understand why it is a gem gene. Yes, design/thematically it does appear to fit the bill of a Baldwin Gene more. But I’d like to posit it’s the completion of a gem-gene set - Wasp/Bee/Glowtail. So in that regard, it makes sense!

Note Two: My personal opinion with the gene is that I like it, but it feels... hm. Plain isn’t correct. Like it’s missing something, I guess? I wish the segmenting was a little more prominent, and that the glow or gradient had a little more glitz/glamor, maybe some glitteries around the hips, to really sell it as a gem gene. I do like the glow we have on the other bits of dragon like light reflection, though, because it adds a little bit of dimension! All in all however even so, I do like it, and I won’t cement my opinion until we see what their updated version looks like in the future.

Note Three (The Problems): The art errors. What... what happened here?

As we’ve noticed, male snappers and male tundras are the two big offenders, with large chunks of color erroneously sitting outside the lineart quite noticeably. There is also part of the ‘glow’ (the aforementioned light reflection) that doesn’t make sense - being on parts of the dragon where it shouldn’t be, like on the front of wings where the tail is not in front of said limb, but behind.

But like... how did this not get caught before it got posted? Was it a time crunch, or it just... didn’t get quality checked before this happened? It’s really unfortunate. :c

Something I do with my art - and this is just my own process/thoughts - is when I’ve put down the base color, before I do any shading/highlights/big details, I pop a layer underneath the entire drawing and fill it with a high contrast color to the palette. That way any bits where I missed coloring in - or didn’t clean up outside the lines - becomes super noticeable, and I can fix it then instead of being a problem later. Maybe doing something like this before throwing the gene through the color automation process would’ve helped?

Last Note:

I feel like part of why these errors went unnoticed is because of how often, and sometimes how rushed, some of these updates have been - and this has been more noticeable in this year than otherwise. Is it because of community dissent with wanting more updates creating more crunch? Due to low-attention reticence creating a need for pushing more ad revenue / more “come to the site there’s new”?

I’m unsure, but it’s unfortunate nonetheless. I think staff, and FR as a whole, would benefit from like... hm. How to word this...

Maybe taking more time on updates / a more extended schedule so things aren’t as crunch (of course this being said, I don’t know what the workload is like so I can’t even say if crunch is applicable), and more open communication? Like how the dev streams were going - that was pretty well liked and everyone I know got pretty excited to see em and how the art was doing. It also opened up the avenue for more open communication / more nuanced opinions or thoughts.

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But herein lies the huge issue, I think, with communication. This is the part where I’d like to reiterate, this is just my observations, and is not intended as an attack, a vaguepost, or deliberate callout at anybody. There’s no malicious intent here. This bit could also be construed as drama I suppose, and I apologize for that because again - not the intent. Just my take.

I’ve noticed posts going ‘no drama please’ or being tired when new updates come out of like, ‘oh boy here comes the negativity’ so I don’t think it’s just me who’s seen it, but have you guys noticed when anything new comes out, there’s an immediate rush of extreme salt and negativity?

And I don’t mean posts where its like “it’s not for me” or “I don’t like it but here’s [detailed/explained reason why]” - those are the nuanced opinions I mean. Those are fine. I mean the ones where people in forums, or on the more prolific drama blogs, are just.... mean/empty? Like “FUCK staff I hate how lazy they are with this it’s shitty looking” - that really vocal generally super salty in general minority of the community. Just hate without explanation, or just kind of aimless generalized attack/complaint.

I think that’s where communication with Staff fell off the bandwagon. The really loud, really vocal minority of folks who throw super salt or yell “This Sucks You Suck” completely overshadow the people who are well intentioned with sharing their opinions or problems/criticisms. The toxic bits and really vitriolic words are what gets seen and noticed. I think this is the majority of what gets heard, which is why communication got so closed off / shut down unless positive, in recent times. Do I agree with that? No, I don’t either - but I’m just looking at this from the outside. Idk how staff feels or thinks.

And this goes for both people who don’t like the content, and people that do.

Remember that the Keel thread got locked because someone who was white-knighting started getting real nasty with people in the thread, and going to extremes insulting artists who did mock-ups to help visualize their thoughts/opinions and was just being a real douche?

What I really wish was that we could have more open communication. Some of the things I really liked to see were like: Dev Streams, Community Updates/Q&A, Opinion Polls, That Update Progress on Breed/Gene Progress from a while back. All of that was excellent. And I like to see the community responding in well thought out ways! I like to see staff more hands on too! We’re only human and love this site and our dragons and want to see it at it’s best - but they’re also only human, and make mistakes, and we don’t know what’s goin on in there, just out here.

Trello is a really good way to kind of show that communication, and is transparent, but isn’t free-to-use for businesses, so... of course I also don’t know how Stormlight Workshop runs their business/hours so I’m just blowing hot smoke. But anyway, I think everyone would benefit from slowing down and opening up. If things are going slow, that’s okay - if Staff opens up to the community and says “This is taking longer than expected, but here’s upcoming releases / current in-progresses” I think we’d be like oh okay things are happening and it’ll be nice! As compared to everyone gets super antsy, nothing’s happening, no-one is talking... and then we get hit with a bunch of updates, some of which, like today’s, have... issues.

Of course then I worry that with more open talking or “we’re experiencing delays” the more vitriolic will get even angrier/saltier which doesn’t... help... but I mean... yeah. 

ANYWAY so I’ve written a full dissertation essay here without really intending to (see? I warned y’all! I ramble/don’t shut up ahahaha) so I’m gonna just stop myself here before I start going in circles. This last chunk I don’t really know what the meat of what I was trying to say was, now, I think. Sorry about that. It was just “here’s my stream of consciousness” apparently ^^;;;;

Have a good evening y’all! Thanks for listenin’ to my (rant?) if y’all made it this far. You’re appreciated and thank you for letting me bend your ears! Stay safe in this crazy world, hang in there, and have a good one!

[magicalmoose]

                          Hoi fam! It is me! J.J back with another video edit. 

Except this is for them thirsty hours. Ahahaha. I mean they don’t call them BANGtan Boys for nothing right? Okay I’ll see myself out. That was a horrible joke. I only hope you enjoy this edit. I think it’s pretty good. I love you. You’re doing amazing. I am proud. I hope life is being gentle with you.

[tsukkeirock]

30 questions challenge

Rules: Tag the person who tagged you, answer the questions, tag 20 people

Thank u @hystericalroger for tagging me!! 💕💕💕

1. How tall are you?: 5'2-5'4 I'm not sure haha but it's in that range

2. What color and style is your hair?: I have really dark hair, shoulder length and i have bangs that are growing out hehe i look cuter with bangs so yea

3. What color are your eyes?: A dark brown, nearly black i guess but there's a bit of brown

4. Do you wear glasses?: Yep! I have astigmatism basically :> I'm not really blind but things get a little blurry if i don't wear them

5. Do you wear braces?: Yes!!! And I am in immense pain right now because i got my wires again yesterday and found out that I'm really gonna have my 2nd or 3rd molars removed by surgery this summer so yay :') send help pls huhuhuhu

6. What is your fashion style?: 80s-90s Art hoe ish. Basically just mom jeans, striped shirts, ribbed tops,mens sweaters, sometimes art socks and vans or converse :> but i mostly wear shorts right now because it's really hot in where i live

7. Full name: I'm not gonna put my full name here but my second name is Martha and that's kinda where i got my online name which is mat hehe

8. When were you born?: July 20 '01 :> i nearly have the same bday as brian uwuwuwu oh yah guess who's gonna be legal this year yeet

9. Where are you from and where do you live now?: I'm from the Philippines and i live somewhere in manila ahahaha

10. What school do you go to?: I'm not gonna say what school specifically bc there's multiple branches of this school so Im studying in St Paul University so im a paulinian basically :'))

11. What kind of student are you?: I'm a really quiet one ahaha like i don't really recite and i have average grades and of course i procrastinate alot but I try not to and I'm described as 'masipag' I don't know how to translate this but it's something like productive in a way?? idk my filo mutuals would get it so ahaha sorry but I always try my best in school :))

12. Do you like school?: It's okay i guess hahaha there's just some subjects I don't like hahaha oral communication I'm looking at you

13. What are your favorite school subjects?: So I just finished 1st sem and honestly i don't really have a favorite but i like science, personal development, mandarin even tho it's just a club activity and literature haven't had the subject yet but I already like it hahaah

14. Favorite TV shows: Game of Thrones, Doctor Who, , NCIS, Brooklyn 99,Big Bang Theory, Orange is the new black, Hannibal

15. Favorite movies: I have a lot of faves ahaha but I'll list a few that I really like

Call Me by Your Name, Kimi no nawa, The Hobbit and LOTR series, Les Miserables, American Psycho, Studio Ghibli Movies, The Breakfast Club, Marvel movies and of course Bohemian Rhapsody

16. Favorite books?: I have some classics that are my faves like The Great Gatsby, Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire and Half Blood Prince, The Hobbit, The Picture of Dorian Gray and Ryunosuke Akutagawa short stories and Shakespeare's A midsummer nights dream and Sherlock Holmes stories and i have some modern faves like Lang Leav and Michael Faudet's works, To all the Boys I loved before series it's really good omffjkd, Percy Jackson and Magnus Chase series, Fangirl and Eleanor and Park

17. Favorite pastime: Sleeping lmao, playing the uke guitar and piano, reading actual books and fanfics, hanging out with fam and friends, eating and baking

18. Do you have any regrets?: Yes, a lot of regrets but hey that's alright

19. Dream job: I don't really know im still trying to figure that out but probably somewhere in psych, law or crime related careers

20. Would you like to get married someday?: Marriage is cool but i don't know yet but maybe, I'm still young and I barely date but thinking about marriage makes me anxious somehow?? idk

21. Would you like to have kids someday?: I don't know man, I like kids but having kids of your own takes full responsibility and commitment and I don't know if im ever ready for that so I'd rather be an aunt even tho im already one and have nephews and nieces ahaha

22: How many?: well if i were ever planning to have kids, maybe 2

I'd rather have cats and puppies as my children cough

23: Do you like shopping?: I guess?? I window shop most of the time and i buy food, books and stationary most of the time but right now I'm saving ahahaha

24: What countries have you visited?: I went outside the country twice and the countries I visited is Singapore and Hong Kong

25. What’s the scariest nightmare you’ve ever had?: I had very few nightmares and most of them happen when I have sleep paralysis and I'm not really scared of them about but I had a dream where it kinda made me anxious and I woke up sweating and i couldn't breathe properly so yah I don't remember much of the dream but it did made me freak out when I woke up 

26. Do you have any enemies?: idk?? There's people who thinks I'm annoying but they're not really threatening like heck we fucking spilled tea we had a freaking tea party with some friends so none i guess

27. Do you have a s/o?: nope! lmaaoo I wish but hey self love comes first ;) but srsly tho im so lonely date me pls

28. Do you believe in miracles?: uuuhhh not really I'm a bit of an atheist so no

imma tag @whoevenisgalileoos @heyyyydee @queenrogerina @doing-allright @sneakydeakyy @drowsyroger @bensroger-tay @ben-hard-on @marshzzellow @moonvinyls @dancing-deacon @ddeaky I don't really know who to tag so hahaha just want to get to know u guys a little better ahahha yall don't have to do this btw hehe

[haikyuutrash11]

GET TO KNOW ME!

1:                                        My name?  Jess, but most online people call me Jet              

2:                                        Do I have any nicknames? I have loads of nicknames and I pretty much answer to slurred words too lmao             

3:                                        Zodiac sign? Taurus    

4:                                        Video game I play to chill, not to win? Overwatch                 

5:                                        Book/series I reread? Junjou romantica and a few others                

6:                                        Aliens or ghosts? I like both... but I guess aliens                 

7:                                        Writer I trust enough to read whatever they write? @yakulev-trash               

8:                                        Favourite radio station? don't have one... oh wait... maybe kerrang                

9:                                        Favourite flavour of anything? toffee               

10:                                        The word that I use all the time to describe something great? sick                

11:                                        Favourite song? worst question to ever be asked... fuck knows fam               

12:                                        The question you ask new friends to get to know them better? got any kinks? lmao               

13:                                        Favourite word? yaaaars               

14:                                        The last person who hurt me, did I forgive them? my ex and no I do not               

15:                                        Last song I listened to? post Malone better now              

16:                                        TV show I always recommend? the big bang theory or anything Michael McIntyre                 

17:                                        Pirates or ninjas? ninjas                 

18:                                        Movie I watch when I'm feeling down? I don't really watch a lot of films to be honest               

19:                                        Song that I always start my shuffle with/wake-up song/always-on-a-loop song? at the moment BTS- idol ft minaj                

20:                                        Favourite video games? overwatch, rayman, bloodbourne                 

21:                                        What am I most afraid of? losing my son               

22:                                        A good quality of mine? non judgemental                

23:                                        A bad quality of mine? quick to assume                

24:                                        Cats or dogs? dogs               

25:                                        Actor/actress you trust enough to watch whatever they're in? Jason stathem                 

26:                                        Favourite season? winter                 

27:                                        Am I in a relationship? no im happily single                

28:                                        Something I miss? lay ins                 

29:                                        My best friend? Jody and wife                

30:                                        Eye colour? blue               

31:                                        Hair colour? at the moment its half purple half red               

32:                                        Someone I love? Yaku! my omega :D               

33:                                        Someone I trust? my mum                

34:                                        Someone I always think about? my son                

35:                                        Am I excited about anything? Haikyuu season 4               

36:                                        My current obsession? Reinhardt x Lucio smut               

37:                                        Favourite TV shows as a child? Sailor moon and digimon                

38:                                        Do I have someone of the opposite sex that I can tell everything to? yeah, my gay American friend Jacob                

39:                                        Am I superstitious? nahhhh                

40:                                        What do I think about most? getting all my shit sorted                

41:                                        Do I have any strange phobias? ……. nunu from teletubies and wind turbines                 

42:                                        Do I prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? behind it                

43:                                        Favourite hobbies? writing, gaming, painting, drawing                

44:                                        Last book I read? deviations submissions                 

45:                                        Last film I watched? 47 ronin               

46:                                        Do I play any instruments? I used to play the violin and guitar. but don't anymore, although I do want to learn piano                

47:                                        Favourite animal? leopard                

48:                                        Top 5 blog on Tumblr that I follow? bun that               

49:                                        Superpower I wish I could have? telekinesis                 

50:                                        How do I destress? vape                

51:                                        Do I like confrontation? mate I love that shit                 

52:                                        When do I feel most at peace? when im cuddling my son                 

53:                                        What makes me smile? a few things... okay a lot of things but too many things to name                 

54:                                        Do I sleep with the lights on or off? off, what made man sleeps with them on?!?!               

55:                                        Play any sports? pfffffft               

56:                                        What is my song of the week? why is there so many song questions                

57:                                        Favourite drink? milk                

58:                                        When did I last send a handwritten letter to somebody? ………… hand...…. written...…. letter?               

59:                                        Afraid of heights? nope               

60:                                        Pet peeve? chewing gum loudly               

61:                                        What was the last concert I went to see? reading festival and I only went to see metallica lol                

62:                                        Am I vegetarian/vegan/pescatarian? no                

63:                                        What occupation did I want to do when I was younger? red arrow pilot               

64:                                        Have I ever had a friend turn enemy? yeah                 

65:                                        What fictional universe would I like to be a part of? Haikyuu… and I would be such a slut lol                

66:                                        Something I worry about? all the legal stuff im going through right now               

67:                                        Scared of the dark? embrace the dark                 

68:                                        Who are my best friends? what... like you want me to name them all?????                

69:                                        What do I admire most about others? honesty. if a person is honest with me all the way through then I will really appreciate them                

70:                                        Can I sing? don't think so                

71:                                        Something I wish I could do? dance and play the piano                 

72:                                        If I won the lottery, what would I do? treat my mum and dad to what ever they wanted and the fly over to Hawaii and be with my omega and then move to Japan               

73:                                        Have I ever skipped school? no kids don't skip school!               

74:                                        Favourite place on the planet? Tokyo                 

75:                                        Where do I want to live? Tokyo                 

76:                                        Do I have any pets? nope              

77:                                        What is my current desktop picture? Kuroo and Tsukki in suits sat on a sofa                

78:                                        Early bird or night owl? night owl                

79:                                        Sunsets or sunrise? sunsets               

80:                                        Can I drive? legally no               

81:                                        Story behind my last kiss? goodbye lmao               

82:                                        Earphones or headphones? headphones              

83:                                        Have I ever had braces? yes for 2 years then I didn't wear my retainer and they moved back lmao               

84:                                        Story behind one of my scars? I have a scar at the top of my finger where I caught it in the part of the door where it locks and I was on skates and slipped and chopped my finger off. I went running to my mum and she put the tip back on and rushed me to hospital lmao               

85:                                        Favourite genre of music? metal               

86:                                        Who is my hero? my mum                

87:                                        Favourite comic book character? do overwatch comics count? if so then Genji                

88:                                        What makes me really angry? having to repeat myself                

89:                                        Kindle or real book?  real book              

90:                                        Favourite sporty activity? *throws up*                

91:                                        What is one thing that isn’t tight in schools that should be? sorting out bullies                

92:                                        What was my favourite subject at school?                

93:                                        Siblings? yes 3... 2 sisters and 1 brother               

94:                                        What was the last thing I bought? bread                

95:                                        How tall am I? 5″8

96:                                        Can I cook? yes I can                

97:                                        Can I bake? indeed                 

98:                                        3 things I love? anime, Tsukki, and petals               

99:                                        3 things I hate? slow updates, not getting haikyuu season 4 and my ex lmao                

100:                                        Do I have more girl friends or boy friends? boy friends                

101:                                        Who do I get on with better, girls or boys? usually boys               

102:                                        Where was I born? Hastings UK                

103:                                        Sexual orientation? pansexual               

104:                                        Where do I currently live? Hastings                

105:                                        Last person I texted? my mum                

106:                                        Last time I cried? I couple of weeks ago                 

107:                                        Guilty pleasure? im not guilty about any of my pleasures ;)                

108:                                        Favourite Youtuber? the anime man                

109:                                        A photo of myself. nope                

110:                                        Do I like selfies? if im the one taking it                

111:                                        Favourite game app? summoners war               

112:                                        My relationship with my parents? really good with mum and a bit rocky with dad                

113:                                        Favourite accents? Australian                 

114:                                        A place I have not been but wish to visit? Hawaii to visit my omega                 

115:                                        Favourite number?  7             

116:                                        Can I juggle? not a chance                 

117:                                        Am I religious? science                 

118:                                        Do I like space? yes               

119:                                        Do I like the deep ocean? nooooooo                

120:                                        Am I much of a daredevil? yeah, stupidly sometimes ahahaha               

121:                                        Am I allergic to anything? peanuts               

122:                                        Can I curl my tongue?  yeah I can ;)              

123:                                        Can I wiggle my ears?  yeeeeeee              

124:                                        Do I like clowns? I don't hate clowns?               

125:                                        The Beatles or Elvis? the beatles                

126:                                        My current project? wildest dreams                

127:                                        Am I a bad loser? sometimes               

128:                                        Do I admit when I wrong? yes I do                 

129:                                        Forest or beach? forest                

130:                                        Favourite piece of advice? “each day is a gift and not a given right” 

131:                                        Am I a good liar? I am really!!! shit at lying. I twitch and stutter, its not pretty.                

132:                                        Hogwarts house / Divergent faction / Hunger Games district? Hogwarts house- Slytherin                

133:                                        Do I talk to myself? sometimes                 

134:                                        Am I very social? I can be                 

135:                                        Do I like gossip? its like asking if I like to breath                

136:                                        Do I keep a journal/diary? nahhhhh               

137:                                        Have I ever hopelessly failed a test? I failed a few tests                 

138:                                        Do I believe in second chances? yeah                

139:                                        If I found a wallet full of cash on the ground, what would I do? find the ID and return it                

140:                                        Do I believe people are capable of change? no                

141:                                        Have I ever been underweight? nahhhhhh               

142:                                        Am I ticklish? yes, very...its embarrassing                 

143:                                        Have I ever been in a submarine? I have but it wasn't going under water lol                

144:                                        Have I ever been on a plane? indeed I have                

145:                                        In a film about my life, who would I cast as myself, friends and family? rebel Wilson to be me, Melissa McCarthy to be my mum lol                

146:                                        Have I ever been overweight? yeah still am a thic bit ahaha               

147:                                        Do I have any piercings? yes I have 10                

148:                                        Which fictional character do I wish was real? Tsukki or Kuroo maybe even Yamaguchi for best friend material or Tanaka for banta                 

149:                                        Do I have any tattoos? yes I have 4                

150:                                        What is the best decision I have made in life so far? to break up with my ex lmao                

151:                                        Do I believe in Karma? 100%              

152:                                        Do I wear glasses or contacts? no I have perfect vision                 

153:                                        What was my first car? n/a                

154:                                        Do I want children? if I didn't then I would be pretty fucked now ahaha                

155:                                        Who is the most intelligent person I know? I did have a friend called Aaron and he was very very very very smart                 

156:                                        My most embarrassing memory? I don't get embarrassed                

157:                                        What makes me nostalgic? the smell of clay                

158:                                        Have I ever pulled an all-nighter? yes many times                 

159:                                        Which do I value more in others, brains or beauty? brains                

160:                                        What colour mostly dominates my wardrobe? black lmao!!                

161:                                        Have I ever had a paranormal experience? yeah loads lol                 

162:                                        What do I hate most about myself? my weight                 

163:                                        What do I love most about myself? ugh.... my humour lol                 

164:                                        Do I like adventure? hell yeah!               

165:                                        Do I believe in fate? yes I do               

166:                                        Favourite animal? …. wasn't this already asked? well in case you forgot! leopard                 

167:                                        Have I ever been on radio? nope                

168:                                        Have I ever been on TV? yes I have hehehehe               

169:                                        How old am I? 25                

170:                                        One of my favourite quotes? because we don't have wings we look for ways to fly                 

171:                                        Do I hold grudges? a few                

172:                                        Do I trust easily?  no I really don't               

173:                                        Have I learnt from my mistakes? yeah, its important to always learn from your mistakes               

174:                                        Best gift I’ve ever received? a child               

175:                                        Do I dream? I dream big fam                 

176:                                        Have I ever had a night terror? yeah and its fucking horrible and wouldn't wish it upon anyone!!               

177:                                        Do I remember my dreams, and what is one that comes to mind? I do remember most of my dreams. one that comes to mind was a very very smutty one between a haikyuu pairing but I wont say it because ill be adding it to wildest dreams hehehehehe               

178:                                        An experience that has made me stronger? a break up from a long term relationship has made me grow as a person                 

179:                                        If I were immortal, what would I do? try and become what ive always wanted to                 

180:                                        Do I like shopping? I love shopping but only if I know what im going for or if I have money to spend                

181:                                        If I could get away with a crime, what would I choose to do? murder                

182:                                        What does “family” mean to me? it means home                 

183:                                        What is my spirit animal? a leopard or a bunny lol                 

184:                                        How do I want to be remembered? I want to be remembered for having a sense of humour and for being very accepting                

185:                                        If I could master one skill, what would I choose? dancing                

186:                                        What is my greatest failure? not passing some gcse’s

187:                                        What is my greatest achievement? becoming a mum               

188:                                        Love or money? love                

189:                                        Love or career? career               

190:                                        If I could time travel, where and when would I want to go? to the future about 5 years                

191:                                        What makes me the happiest? when my son is laughing and when I talk to the people I love                 

192:                                        What is “home” to me? home is where the heart is                

193:                                        What motivates me? ive had to be my own motivator most of my life                 

194:                                        If I could choose my last words, what would they be? just lost the game               

195:                                        Would I ever want to encounter aliens? yeah but the seem to only kid nap dumb arses                 

196:                                        A movie that scared me as a child? robo cop lmao                 

197:                                        Something I hated as a child that I like now? toad in the hole               

198:                                        Zombies or vampires? vampires                

199:                                        Live in the city or suburbs? city                 

200:                                        Dragons or wizards? dragons                

201:                                        A nightmare that has stayed with me? dunno               

202:                                        How do I define love? it cant be defined by another person, each person has to figure out there own type of love and for what reason and if it matters to them then no one else can judge                

203:                                        Do I judge a book by its cover? hell no I don't! I love people for who they are as a person not there appearance                

204:                                        Have I ever had my heart broken? yes of course                 

205:                                        Do I like my handwriting? nahhhh my hand writing is horrible                 

206:                                        Sweet or savoury? savoury                

207:                                        Worst job I’ve had? caravan park... cleaning them ><               

208:                                        Do I collect anything? anime stuff!!! :D               

209:                                        Item of clothing or jewellery you’ll never see me without? shoes lmao!               

210:                                        What is on my bucket list? to move to Japan, to learn Japanese, to become an author, to learn an instrument.... the list goes on                 

211:                                        How do I handle anger? not very well ahahahaha               

212:                                        Was I named after anyone? no I wasn't                 

213:                                        Do I use sarcasm a lot? pfffft me? would I ever? of course not! *looks to the corner*                

214:                                        What TV character am I most like? ermmmmmmmmmmmm I would say a mix between Rosa from Brooklyn nine nine and Michael McIntyre                

215:                                        What is the weirdest talent I have? erm… I can twitch my nose and move my ears at the same time without touching them               

216:                                        Favourite fictional character? Tsukki 

[yoolee]

I will take a FINDING FAMILY story over a romance any and every day of the week.

Like. Romances are okay. Mind you, I am not a romantic person. My initial reaction to 99% of romantic gestures instigated in my direction is an uncomfortable nose wrinkle and an ugh do I have to reciprocate this. I am that horrible person who asks their SO to please not say “I love you” so much because if they do I have to say it back and eeeeh. But I enjoy it in a fictional sense.

But romance is uncomfortable. Romance is hard. For every sweet, tender moment there are ten of nervy anxious butterflies and draining passion and tension. There are negotiations, compromises, the necessary exercise of navigating someone else’s being to fit into your life. Romance hurts, romance necessitates some kind of change. It’s a choice! Sometimes a very easy one, sometimes not. All of that’s great.

But family, sometimes, just happens. It’s not a choice, it just, becomes an immutable fact over time. The same could possibly be said for romance but those stories don’t ring or resonate as deeply for me (for example – Inuchiyo being Big Bro to both MC and Yahiko feels as natural as breathing. It just is. Inuchiyo transitioning to a love interest takes some uncomfortable—though ultimately fulfilling and wonderful—steps and mis-starts and changes to happen. All of that works for me.There is effort involved to become romantic. No effort at all to be family).

Family—real family, good family, found, chosen family—is comfort. Family is snuggling on the couch in a blanket when you’re sick while someone puts a cool cloth on your forehead and makes you chicken soup an runs out to buy sprite and Gatorade and checks in on you. That isn’t to say romantic partners don’t do that – they totally should – but it’s a smaller portion of the whole. Your romantic partner is not only comfort, they are also excitement and partnership and forging ahead and moving forward. You don’t have to go anywhere with family (I am speaking metaphorically, but literally is also true I guess LOL)

And also – full disclosure – adoption is super near and dear to my heart. I can’t speak to every adoption experience, obviously, but I can tell you that for us, for me, there were absolute, almost bizarre and surreal moments of ‘this one is ours’ in your bones knowing-it. That isn’t to say there aren’t even now still occasional adjustments and navigations and challenges, but there’s something unshakably absolute nonetheless. And I appreciate the normalization of it in stories, the casual addition and fact of found family as opposed to the presentation of it as a last resort or a charitable act. And some of this too, my projection on the kids in the stories, comes from some of the heartbreaking, horrible foster care stories we hear (two of my fam still do casework, and they don’t share details, but you don’t have to at this point) and how many kids can and do recover and flourish and grow alongside how many the system abandons or fails along the way.  I really do believe there is something almost magical about the healing power of a family. It can’t solve everything, it can’t heal everything, but my gosh can it give someone the best chance they’ve got. 

ANYWAY.

I also think there is an element of standing beside instead of face to face. With your SO, you’re looking right at them, and everything rages around you and they’re there but you have to face them, constantly, good or bad. But your family is more, shoulder to shoulder just around, and you can drag them in or not, they can come and ago (which suits my personal ‘could you maybe not be around all the time preferences’) – I think there is a hard-coded fear to most of the romances we read. These two lovers are so destined and so meant to be with one another that…what happens when one dies? I am a big believer in ahahaha life goes on but that’s another ramble.  There can be a great deal of loneliness when your entire life is wrapped up in a single other human being. I’m not a fan of that, I don’t think it’s healthy, but I recognize it happens. It’s much harder (tho certainly still possible) to be lonely with a veritable passel of loved ones surrounding you, eating meals with you, doing stuff like going to festivals, crashing on your couch, coming and going and keeping the pace of the world familiar and present so you aren’t just wrapped up in one person in a make or break sprint.

That isn’t to say family doesn’t fight or squabble or not get along. Of course they do. But again – fictional stories, the found family is something special and precious. There’s no obligation, it just is, and that makes me really happy.

There’s a lot to gain from a romance. But I’ll just take my family comfort <3 

[rollingdoughnut101]

Most parents when they had kid(s), the will always change to be better individuals , set a good role model to their kids do the best for thier kids etc etc etc. Its a Wonderful thing to see how a child could evolve and make you grow better and wiser.

So basically, he (my dad) has not change for the best till my brother got married 5 years ago. Then I thought, "okay this shall be the best moment. Probably my brother has a greater impact in his (dad) life 'Kos he has a successful career, leading a better life and getting married, compared to me job hop and shitty all the time."

But this year , in my 27 years of life I just realise, i didn't make any impact to my dad's life. In fact my SIL was the one who had made an impact. He burst out of tears when my SIL seek forgiveness this Eid.

So much positivity happened after brother's marriage. I do realise too that my dad is actually more comfortable having conversation or listens to my brother. And my brother is blessed to get a wife who could change the whole family after all.

I guess this I did not made any impact to the family probably because :

1. I was the unplanned child, I came to moms womb by surprised. (Like hey wtf wants an extra shit at home? They are probably happy with 3 in a fam)

2. Am not being the smartest in the family but still tried to be one

3. Have never been a useful child. Well I think I bring alot of embarrassment to the family with the way I look; fat, unhealthy and ugly and useless brain.

4. Probably I am being a burden to my family.

5. Yes, yes I have attitude problem and my anger management is really bad.

Took me 27 years to realise this.

Saddest truth by far.

My existence is no longer important even I tried so hard to be responsible worked my ass off to make sure no one at home is starving. Working and continuing my education to earn more so I could shelter my parents. But I guess, I'm not putting enough effort. Also I felt distant with mom now. Like we dont vibe anymore. Not too sure because I see her lesser kos I'm busy with work and school?

Or probably all this time she just had to bare with me cause no one would want to be around me and she just had enough of me ? AHAHAHA

Bye.

[aibrechts]

Would you do a Tyki/Allen reclist??

YES, i certainly WILL HAHA

if you know me then you know i love my tykillens 100% consensual and thats. That’s a bit tough, cause not many in the fandom seem to agree with me lol.  it’s a bit of a wasteland in ao3 not gonna lie but the tag there has recently been blessed, and I’ll dig out some old gold too

Honestly it’s uh. It’s probably gonna be easiest to organise this by authors and then I’ll like. Pick a couple of my favourites from each of them, and link a few randoms i like at the end. 

 Moonswing: I love the way this author writes them - the dialogue especially is quick, witty and so so fun, and the ideas they come up with are

Loves Company is the first poker pair fic i read that gave me hope for this ship. it’s so light and funny and good and went a long way to inspiring me to continue writing for the pair.Some Minor Issues looks like it’s only just been started and I honestly cant wait for more. Modern AU where Tyki is the son of a mob boss, the best trans Allen i’ve ever read (in a world of fem!allen i have finally found an oasis of casual and accurate representation). definitely excited to see where it goes, if it goes, idk if it’s gonna be continued or what but !!!!Reapers is another new one, and the title kinda says it all lol. Allen and Lavi are reapers working for the Earl, and Allen is designated Tyki’s personal servant ahahaha

hiat:Not gonna lie i haven’t actually read a LOT from this author, but what I have read has been exceptional

A Small Reprieve is wonderful, especially considering it’s the author’s first smut like. Damn. It’s sweet and a little bit sad, but this is Tykillen so what did u expect lmaoFondant and Fakery is so cute and sweet like omfg ahahaha it’s all the lighthearted Tykillen fluff i ever neededWorlds Apart is probably my favourite from them, but im not sure if it’s ongoing or if they’ve abandoned it? Another mob AU and i really really hope they continue it because !!!!! im in love with this fic ahahaha and want to see more

ArbitrarySpaces:oohhh boyyyy //rubs hands together

While You Sleep is somehow the only soulmates au (that i know of) and i love it?? its amazing and cute, where each Allen and Tyki sees through the other’s eyes in their dreams.Mr. Poker Face is super funny and lighthearted - i love the flow of dialogue, it’s so quick and witty and them I honestly yelled a lil when I saw it’d been updated with a second chapter.How to Build a Life Together depicts snapshots of Tyki and Allen, uh. Building a life together i guess lol. Each chapter is a different point in their relationship, starting from the point where Tyki gives Allen a rock (and not in the traditional sense. That comes later lmao).

rustandstardust:they’ve got some damn good shit i tell ya

it’s all a game is so ???? good ??? casino au where allen’s a tease and tyki’s a sucker, everything feels so lavish and indulgent and i love it!connection I haven’t… actually…. read. But! it’s on my agenda tonight tbh and I have high expectations lollove me like you mean it is also really good, like. I don’t know what else to say lmfao it’s just… good. 

CandyCrackpot:I am shocked and appalled by the fact I almost missed them because they’re like. Like. If there’s a holy trinity in this fandom then they’re god. just. Just straight up they’re a fucking god okay.

Gamble got me on the bottom!tyki hype train and i have yet to follow through - mostly because i’m intimidated by the quality of writing and characterisation that went into this 100% rly fukkin good would recommend.//squints// and uh that’s all for them??? but they have a HEAP of other fics for this fandom ((if ur looking for some soft papa mana and baby allen fluff then Smile is def the place to go))

Hurryup:every time i think about them my chest gets tight and my hands start shaking like ???? is this love ?????????????? fam help i think im dying honest to god

shutdown is… its, uh. I honestly can’t put it into words. It’s the best Tykillen fic I’ve ever read. It’s beautiful, subtle, quiet, so bitter and sweet, but somehow not bittersweet and i honestly. i dont know how to explain how that’s possible but it is and it’s perfect and i will scream from the top of mount fucking ararat about how good it is til the day i drop dead okay like. if you read only one fic from this list, let it be this one.idk why i thought they’d written more tykillen than that, probably because it was so fucking good and the characterisation was flawless, but for the life of me i can’t find any others for this ship by them so…??? but lots of link/allen if ur into that. i haven’t read them personally but if shutdown is any indication they’re gonna be lit like a talking bush.

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Chinchirinoda’s fic Worship gave me a hand kink. No kidding, it’s short and sweet and quiet and sad and lovely and one of my OG favourite Tykillen fics

I haven’t actually read Allen’s worst Struggle by slaying_dragons, or Night of Truce (new author on the block what up) but I have the tabs open and im prob gonna get to those tonight too lol

Let’s Do Something Wrong by kittybandit is a super cute collection of super short super sweet prompt-drabbles. Like condensed milk. Or a shot of straight cordial. Or cocaine. The yoga one is def my favourite, but they’re all amazing

autumntea is the kind of cruel where they’ll write 700-ish words and every single letter is perfect and amazing and makes u want MORE but then like. there isn’t. there isn’t more thERES NEVER MORE AND I WISH THERE WAS BC IT’S ALL SO GOOD. all of it. Every tykillen fic they wrote is a dicktease and i want MORE, DAMMIT

If you want crack (and for some reason Kingdom Hearts characters working in a casino ????), Sin City Dreamers by The_Button_Harlequin is lit the most well-written shitpost i’ve ever had the experience of reading, like. I lit couldn’t stop laughing while reading it it’s… No, i can’t explain it, you have to read it yourself to understand lmfao definitely worth it, I promise. i promise.

And, uh. I dont mean to toot my own horn (i totally do bruh look at my ego okay) but if you’d like a chef’s special then i recommend make it out alive for smut, and Pilate saith unto them, behold the man for ‘fluff’ (so far as fluff goes in my vocabulary) and Mutually Beneficial for Tyki’s big dumb crush.

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There you have it !!! that’s. That’s pretty much the entire consensual Tykillen tag right there. And it’s all good like idk how yall do it but ur fukkin masterminds okay im honestly in shock, still in shock actually after reading Hurryup’s fic last night like. fuck i wanna cry just thinking about it lmfao it’s so perfect and beautiful and sad like jesus fam let me breathe. 

I know you’re going to find something in here you love and if you don’t then im. i don’t know what to tell u man lol this is the best of the best so i hope u enjoy yourself

[vonseal]

what im weak for this week

you guys really put out so many quality fanfics the past week, im jealous but more than that, im so happy that we have so many awesome astro fanfic authors. im going to shower everyone with dollar bills.

btw it’s long, you guys really showered the world with so many this week, i loved them.

three times the moon shined for minhyuk, and one time it didn't by koutarous

spoiler alert: IT DOESNT END IN SUNSHINE AND RAINBOWS. but i dont even care, i seriously loved this fic through and through. it was sad at the end, but reading it through was so satisfying, so even if this moonrock fic doesn’t leave you smiling and cheering, at least it will leave you in a puddle of goo, wanting more from the author. bless.

cant keep my eyes off you by arohawe

MYUNGJIN! im always game for some myungjin, if you guys havent guessed at this point. and this myungjin just left me feeling like a toasted marshmallow. actually, probably a gooey marshmallow. a marshmallow you toast so much that the outer portion comes off and all you’re left with is the gooey, innard marshmallow mess. that’s how i felt reading this fic, not even lying. i want everyone to read it and we will all become gooey, marshmallow messes together.

for aroha by shinigamibutter

MYUNGJIN! i ignored the hurt/comfort tag warning and dived into this fic expecting nothing but pure, cutsie fluff, and i ALMOST got that, but the small douse of hurt/comfort it did have was really nice to read, anyway. idk, im such an emotional girly girl, so people being sensitive to comments and what have you really gets to me, and i like it when authors explore these insecurities, and Butterfly does a FANTASTIC job at it. also, eunwoo at the end is hashtag me.

mistletoes and christmas by rach4040

guess what i am always in the mood for? christmas. guess what im also always in the mood for? cute binu. GUESS WHAT ELSE? harry potter aus. ONE MORE THING? rach4040. that’s stuff im always in the mood for, and so this was a quadruple whammy right at my face, like someone just gifted me a pecan pie, and i ate this fic up. it was perfect and amazing and i REALLY can’t wait until rach4040 writes some more, seriously, this piece of work was flawless! <3

alone by gachigallae

be still, my binu-loving heart. but my heart can’t be still after this fic. it can never be still again. the thought of moonbin waiting for eunwoo to return from his busy schedule, texting him to display his loneliness, accidentally - i dont even want to say it all, so pls do give this one at least ten read throughs, like i did.

problems with pastry by sanhasbinu

this fic manages to leave me hungry for pastries while also filling me up with myungjin. and, tbh, i’ll die of starvation if it means i’m full of myungjin (maybe not that far, you guys get me, tho, right?). MYUNGJUN BURNING COOKIES THO! AND JINWOO BEING ADORABLY HELPFUL! and love and romance and great golly gee, i seriously cannot wait for this fic to reach the true romantic plot, wowie gee, i’m going to pay my dollar bills for this, i promise.

deaf by shinigamibutter

the butterfly struck again with more myungjin, holla for a dolla. ALSO SHE GIFTED THIS TO ME, I AM NOT DESERVING OF THIS. it was seriously so adorable and cute and a little heartbreaking but, like, in a good sort of way, just imagining jinjin communicating with myungjun, i just - and the last line, if you read it just know that im going to marry that last line, gosh darn it.

the death of a potato by slaymyseoul

THIS IS SO CLEVER! this is so cleverly written and hilarious and i couldn’t stop laughing at the conclusion. i mean it, it was perfect, and i can actually see it happening, no lie, and also i just want everyone who reads it to know that i am Team Sanha and i will fight you for that crime, im serious. otp = sanha x potatoes.

give me a 'e-u-n-w-o-o' by adri_ya

SANHA AS A CUTE CHEERLEADER! (would you guys know it, i went to one of the cheerleading tryouts in middle school, but i was hella ugly and not cute at all back then, but also i backed out bc i hated the idea of attending sport games). also SANHA HAVING A MAD CRUSH ON EUNWOO! tbh, all of the boys get along so well, so while i definitely have otp preferences, they all work. and sanha and eunwoo work super duper well, and i just loved this fic. eunwoo was flirty and sanha was dorky and it was perfect <3

we've never met but, can we have a coffee or something? by hyngwhn

i never commented on this on a03, i am SO sorry, im going to totes leave a comment im just behind, but I DID LOVE IT SO MUCH! the way it was written was so poetic, and the way it ended made me all warm and gushy on the inside. im going to pay you money to write description for me, okay, because wowzers mouser, this was beautiful.

because of hani by gachigallae

do you guys know that im the biggest sucker ever for fics with kids and loving fathers??? do you guys know that? do you know it, gachchigallae? you must have because whoa my goosh, you wrote this and i just collapsed on the ground and died of pure joy. im dead, pls go dig me up so i can read the following chapters. ALSO EVENTUAL BINU! holy cow eventual binu, and the setup is just perfect, and here, take my life.

inked by jinwoosmile

tattoo aus and binu and SASSY DONGMIN! this fic has it all. this fic is going to be tattooed on my back (ahahaha, nudges @jinwoosmile, find me a bin tattoo artist pls, i’d like that). so far two chapters are out and i’m anticipating at least 97 more chapters, because i want to be 34 years old and still waiting for updates pls. thank you, i know this will happen.

worth the wait by @heybinnie

minhyuk, you’d better make money bc my boy binnie needs his steak. NO MAN FAM, this fic was such a nice, wholesome fic. i love heybinnie’s fics, they completely brighten my day in ways only heybinnie can do, honestly. i hope they make a new bet of filling out stadiums with 7000 seats, they need to do that, my sweet boys. <3

UPDATED FICS FROM LAST WEEK -

hide and seek by Mintwho (NaCltyRy) - tbh i think i keep switching out between jinwoo and myungjun, i dont know who to choose, im like a girl in a kdrama, send help.

new phone who dis? by moonbinsonesie - petition to shun lee dongmin for not knowing what the sims is 

the year we met by fivepixelphan - once again how dare

stray romance by alette - this will never not be perfect. oh my gosh, im in love with alette and this story.

and if you ever have anything you think i need to check out, hit me up with that fic, fams. i dont even care if it’s your own. i check a03 regularly, so if it’s something posted elsewhere, pls let me know!

[s3venpounds]

1-50

damn seriously whos doin this fam. like im enjoying myself but im not sure yall even care at this point lmaooooo 

1. have you ever been in love?

i’d like to think yes. if im wrong ive got a HUGE storm coming. pretty sure im in love atm who knows tbh.

2. what are your favourite colours and why?

a sort of lilac shade of purple. idk. 2 reasons i guess. i remember in a video i saw purple is the best color to stand out in terms of cartoons and clothing so thats how they get some villains to stand out so im like heck yeah attention ! lololol that and the color itself just seems “soft” idk

3. who was the last person you held hands with?

UHHHHHHH CK.

4. what is your zodiac sign?

Taurus stubbornly proud.

5. how many times have you read your favourite book?

6 times.

6. what are your favourite films?

how to train your dragon. treasure planet. high school musical series. hercules. pacific rim.big hero 6

7. what kind of weather do you like?

rain. lots of it. or just sunny or slightly cloudy with  ALOT of wind. i love wind. it makes me sleepy.

8. do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?

sun sets. crazy mindsets and shenanigans happen once the sun sets. but sunrises are good for waking up to while cuddling.

9. what kind of weather represents who you are as a person?

a flood. literal flood warnings. overbearing, extra, clings to the area long after its done. damages everything a little bit. everything is dirty afterwards and everyone is highly annoyed. some idiot decided to swim

10. what’s your favourite animal?

avians. most birds really. i just REALLY want to fly without the aid of a huge plane or something. like squirrel suits or jetpacks

11. what is your favourite song right now?

Lie to me George Nozuka

12. what is your favourite song of all time?

uhm no. I actually don’t show everyone this song because its special to me so i only show it to people who are either close friends or lovers.

13. do you like sunny days or rainy days better?

rainy days. most def.

14. have you ever been heartbroken?

yeah. 

15. what does the perfect kiss feel like?

it feels like every other kiss from every other person doesn’t compare. the lips feel like theyre in the right place. times seems to stop. nothing around seems to matter. past present and future intertwine and creates a phenomenon around you two and suddenly you aren’t aware of anything but the feel of their lips, how warm they are and how fast your heart is beating.

16. what is your favourite poem?

i don’t have a specific poem in mind but i loved a bunch of poems from lang leav’s love and misadventure

17. who are you most inspired by?

a multitude of people. depends on what youre asking about. say if its volleyball im most inspired by the manga characters from haikyuu most notably hinata shoyo because he loves to fly. if its in terms of how physically fit i am it would most likely be chris pratt. its different things and people depending on what youre asking

18. are you spiritual?

pfft i’d like to think no. but its a pretty general term so i could be who knows.

19. what is your favourite plant?

anything that eats spiders, mosquitos and any other venomous creepy crawlies or just any bugs.

20. what is your favourite feeling?

freedom. rushes of adrenaline. or just love. passion burning in the form of love.

21. what is your favourite word?

juxtaposition

22. are you an artist?

nope. i would like to be but i lack the discipline and patience for it.

23. what is your favourite flower?

lavender or lilac? idk

24. are you happy?

im not SAD. but im not happy either. im not neither im more of a constant sad and happy. at the same time

25. what are you thinking about right now?

should i confront this person or not on the day of birthday and assuming i get a negative result shall i drink my memories away? most likely.

26. what emotion do you feel most often?

annoyance and frustration

27. what is your favourite season?

winter.

28. are you in a relationship?

nope.

29. are you an introvert or extrovert?

ive been told im extroverted so ill go with that

30. do you prefer the moon or the stars?

stars.

31. what is your favourite scent?

her. she smells like happiness, the adventures shes been on, the smell of comfort. i just REALLY like it when someone im interested also smells delightful. it like amplifies everything. 

32. where do you feel most at home?

st clements park i ‘spose. maybe my computer chair. in the rays of sun in an open field?

33. what scares you the most?

death.

34. do you believe in soulmates?

yes. 

35. what is your favourite thing about yourself?

my singing? i guess? i use it the most and i enjoy it when i get to sing. or say dumb things with impressions of famous characters or actors/accents

36. what is the nicest compliment you’ve received?

“nice outfit” 

37. who is your favourite music artist?

ahhhhhhhh its a 3 way between Hedley, Goo Goo Dolls, and Aj rafael

38. what was your first kiss like?

awkward, literally not a full kiss just a peck.

39. are you a sensitive person?

apparently so. i’ve been described as emotional and passionate so i suppose.

40. when was the last time you cried?

couple of weeks ago?

41. do you believe that love can last forever?

not forever. forever seems like a label or chain if i die i don’t want to tie down my partner. if they fall even harder for someone in the next life i think i would be wise to let them be happy. 

42. what do you think happens to us when we die?

this is a bit morbid but i personally think we becomes ghosts but we can’t leave our body. when we pass we’re still conscious and see everything that happens to our body but we can’t move. so we get buried, burned etc. screaming at the top of our lungs but unable to do a thing.

43. have you ever broken someone’s heart?

sadly. yes.

44. what do you think about when you can’t fall asleep at night?

how many rounds of masturbating can i go before i pass out involuntarily. lmao jk . i set up my dream like “ okay i’ll be in… a zompie apocalypse living in a somewhat safe city having a sort of drama with other survivors and trying to live day by day off the little rations everyone gets.”

45. do you believe in aliens?

it’d be a lonely ass existence for earth to be the only life for a couple billions lightyears

46. what is the nicest thing anyone’s ever done for you?

deal with my shit. honestly im a handful.

47. do you find it hard to trust?

no. i sort of trust everyone until proven theyre not to be trusted. 

48. are you secretive?

to an extent yeah. anyone is usually.

49. what colour are your eyes?

brown? idk i really dont care ahahaha i’ll let my future spouse deal with that.

50. do you have a nickname?

Ag(silver on the periodic table since yknow. my names silver. >.>), tinman, silver yo yo, silverado, silver city.

okay seriously, whoever is doing this, are you doing this out of curiosity or because i asked for it? lmaooo