#I AM FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE ON THIS PHONE

[squeakadeeks]

"I am but a grain of sand in an ocean of stars" 💫🪐✨⭐️

JESUS H. CHRIST

Stardust Cookie's cosplay is finally done _(:3」∠) to tell true this costume was actually pretty quick in the grand scheme of things, but it felt like eons. Which is largely due to the nature of this costume, Stardust has two 3/4 circle capes with multiple layers of trim that I ended up calculating to be around 160 feet of hemming....AND a whooping 610+ LEDs (100 in the wig alone) smashing my previous LED record from Wadanohara.

This costume was a huge gamble since I dont like making big things like capes and Stardust's design was not an easy one to translate IRL (he also took over my entire bedroom). I was griping the whole time on this project BUT I really like how this costume turned out. I'm seriously so happy with the outcome!!

[dangoulains-devotion]

[thisfairytalegonebad]

So turns out when you grow up with another person being there for almost as long as you can remember, you really fucking miss them when you eventually move out

[thechosenkwan]

Hi everybody I'm going to take a nap Will somebody wake me up in about an hour or so. Thank you

[shadow-genesis-yay]

For systems that follow us/see us and/or this post;

You are welcome on this blog

We do not care what kind of system you are

Every system is welcome, and we mean every 🫶

-Entity 303 🔳 and Eilian ⚙️

[moe-broey]

Besties it may be so fucking over. I think I might literally unironically have covid.

Which is. So unbelievably Stupid. For the entire duration of its existence I managed to avoid it. I was gonna get my updated vaccine at the end of the month. I go to a concert (one of many for the fucking record) and I am masking for the majority of it. I get fucked up by a crowd surfer I almost lose a piercing (bloody but healed okay, was only a bit crusty the day after). Maybe it wasn't the wisest decision to put it right back in but like bitch???????????? What else was I gonna do?????? I mean. Maybe if I were smarter I would have just waited til I got home to fully sanitize it. It did happen during the last set. But like are you kidding me do you think I'm thinking anything other than "Oh shit I almost lost a piercing and it would be a pain in the ass to replace it and I don't wanna risk my hole closing up". In all fairness I think I'm allowed to be a bit stupid there.

Anyways my symptoms haven't been cold like or flu like and they feel exactly like what I experienced when I got the vaccine way back when. Headaches, muscle aches, loss of taste, difficulty breathing even just with. A sports bra. I kinda stopped binding a while ago bc of the strain. It may be so fucking over for me. Literally get top surgery or just fucking die. Have to figure out what's up here first though, gonna call my doctor about it. 🧍

[lesbiansanemi]

I’ve been spending less and less time on this stupid ass website recently and honestly….. good

[gayafsowhat]

To everyone who has sent fic prompts I love you spinning you around and kissing your forehead forever 💞💞💞 I am literally so excited to write these and the only thing stopping me is my laptop acting like it's an ancient relic that I have just awakened from its slumber

[fox-guardian]

one thing about me is i fucking hate making new accounts

[punkrockisafulltimejob]

I'm working on a project on my computer and vaping, this is the closest I've been to my normal pain level in days. I know it won't last, especially not when I'm trying to sleep later.

Trying to ignore the guilt of disappearing from work for three days, when the last time I did that it was my mental breakdown two years ago.

[lostrealities0]

Does anyone else struggle with not being able to do things unless certain requirements are met? For ex, temperature, sound, lighting, location, etc.

I cannot be productive for the life of me unless I am alone in my room. Anything else and I will procrastinate for days and only get a little bit done. And it's something I love doing too!

[battle-subway-ghost]

keep having this dream where I'm all fuckin. grey and shit. something about teal? and im talkign with my fucking rival on some old chat app but the letters look all weird. I think he's jade colored for some reason too idfk. it's not even a nightmare but this is the 3rd time and I haate it, what the fuck is my brain doing this time?

[fingertipsmp3]

I am legit not sure I could’ve picked a harder language to try to learn than Arabic. Because why do I now have beef with LETTERS

[rainbowstargazerlilies]

Okay, that’s an interesting paper! I don’t think polyvagal theory’s quite the same thing as “dysregulated nervous system”. (Also, I don’t think that paper on its own disproves polyvagal theory, but I am interested in seeing where the research goes!)

Take this with a grain of salt, please, because I’m still a student, but here’s my take on things.

Nervous system regulation’s like most other forms of body regulation— similar to homeostasis. One example in the body’s how the body returns to normal temperature. You get warm, your body registers it, you start sweating. Nervous system regulation, when it’s working well, is just how people function in every day life. Being able to return to normal after emotional responses.

Dysregulation there’s just when you are having trouble with returning to an emotional/nervous system normal after things go wrong. It’s not a condition in and of itself. It could be a part of a number of mental health conditions, could be exacerbated by stress, and there is a wide spectrum of what that can look like. So, difficulty sleeping or relaxing could be a part of that— your body having a hard time relaxing or remembering how to return to a balanced state. Being on edge.

A big part of therapy can be learning ways to help yourself remember what a balanced nervous system feels like again. Learning coping mechanisms that will help achieve that. You can also take the time to think about what’s worked to help you relax in the past, and find ways to work that into your present life.

Thanks for sharing the article!

[zymstarz]

just want 2 remind the public that even the smallest medication doses changes can be colosally impactful on your mood. always take that shit as seriously as possible and im not joking

[missdynamighttt]

i am NOT done yapping about how in love husband! katsuki is with his dear wife.

you were curled up on the couch later that night, katsuki’s arm draped around your shoulders while you scrolled through twitter again. he was half-asleep, head tilted back against the cushions, soft breaths leaving his lips.

just as you were about to close the app, another tweet popped up on your feed— one that made you freeze.

original tweet: "yeah babe gimme a minute, js fighting crime rn"

underneath was a blurry, mid-action shot of katsuki during a recent mission. in one hand, his phone was visible, screen lit up, while his other hand was mid-explosion, sending a villain flying backward.

the kicker? he was grinning at his phone. not his usual battle-hungry, determined smirk. no, this was softer. goofy. a full-blown, lovesick idiot smile.

the kind of smile he only ever gave you.

"oh my god. katsuki," you whispered, shaking his arm. "wake up."

he groaned, cracking one eye open. "what now?"

you shoved the phone in his face. "explain."

he squinted at the screen, brow furrowing. his jaw immediately clenched when he recognized himself in the picture.

meanwhile, twitter had already decided:

- "hero of the year goes to dynamight for texting his wife while fighting crime."

- "bro’s out here fighting for his life and still prioritizing his girl. goals."

- "im jealous. getting a text back while he's FIGHTING VILLAINS IS CRAZYYY"

his mouth opened. closed. then he groaned, scrubbing a hand down his face. "shit. didn't think they got that on camera."

"you didn’t think holding your phone in the middle of a fight would get caught on camera?"

"i was multitaskin'!" his ears were bright red.

"oh, for fuck's sake," you huffed, half-frustrated, half-melting into a puddle of affection. "is this why you said 'one sec babe, busy' that one time like you were busy with, oh, i don't know, paperwork instead of fighting a damn villain?"

"i had it under control," he grumbled, running a hand over his face. "was just checkin’ in on you."

"checking in?" you echoed, laughing. "you were literally detonating someone with your other hand!"

he groaned. "s’not my fault. needed to text my girl. s'not a crime."

your heart stuttered. "while fighting villains?"

"yeah, well...ya texted first."

you blinked. "so this is my fault?"

"yeah," he crossed his arms, cheeks turning pink. "maybe if ya didn’t make me smile like a fuckin’ idiot, i wouldn’t get caught slackin’. you seemed excited over something... figured you'd wanna talk."

your heart stopped for a second, warmth flooding through you.

"you’re such a dumbass," you said softly, leaning in to kiss his cheek. you leaned up, wrapping your arms around his neck, nuzzling into him. "missed me that much, huh?"

he huffed but didn’t stop you, his arms tightened around you, his embarrassment giving way to quiet satisfaction. "yeah, yeah. always miss you."

and the next time you texted him during work, you made damn sure to add:

"don't text back. fight the damn villains first."

he didn’t listen, obviously.

"they can wait. they know my wife is important."

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