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Thoughts on SANABI

So. I want to talk about SANABI.

For those of you wondering, SANABI is a Korean indie platformer released in November 2023. The platforming revolves around a grappling hook mechanic that you use to swing around levels. In a dystopian cyberpunk world, you play as the General(1), and you’ve been tasked with hunting down an elusive entity known only as Sanabi; it’s responsible for the disappearance of the entire population of Mago City, an independent city run by the conglomerate Mago Group. You, along with a hacker named Mari, slowly uncover the secrets around… pretty much everything, but Mago Group especially.

While the mechanics, visuals, animation, and OST are great, what really grabs my attention is the game’s story. The storyline is absolutely fantastic, I love it to bits, and I need to talk about it or else I’ll explode. It’s unfortunate that the game isn’t well known; one of the reasons I’m talking about it is because I want more people to know about this gem, gosh darn it! (And it'll be a nice change of pace from my other long posts, which are mostly me being angry and insecure respectively.)

First, a quick rundown of non-spoilery things. All the juicy stuff is behind the cut.

Many Western cyberpunk stories heavily feature elements from Japan or Hong Kong (such as Japanese corporations or the aesthetic of the former Kowloon Walled City), and some of these stories have been accused of being “techno-orientalist” by promoting fears of East Asian dominance in the West. Yikes. However, SANABI utilizes what can best be described as… KOREAN CYBERPUNK! The game combines elements of traditional Korean culture with cyberpunk, which in my eyes makes for a refreshing take on the genre. The enormous neon signs are Korean, the characters wear traditional Korean clothing, and the architecture incorporates Korean elements. It’s all super great to look at. (And as someone who’s partially Korean, it brings me personal joy.)

The characterization and interactions in the game are excellent; sometimes the dialogue is strange or clunky, but I’m chalking it up to translation and localization issues and I’m not blaming the team for that. This game is heavy on cutscenes, but I didn't mind because the story is so well written; in fact, they’re almost a relief because gameplay requires a lot of concentration and cutscenes provide an opportunity to unwind.

I’ll mostly be talking about the storyline, since that’s basically my specialty as a writer and all, but I may dip into talking about other aspects of the game, such as the visuals or music; I will also be looking at the cultural and economic context behind the game, which (if you ask me) explains a lot about Korean media in general.

Content warnings for terrorism as well as in-depth discussions of death and grief. I will post screenshots of the game, a few of which are quite bloody (rendered in pixel art).

One last thing. SANABI is one of those games where it’s best to go into it knowing as little about it as possible due to the nature of the story. If you have not seen or played SANABI, I highly recommend playing the game or watching a playthrough before reading this post. (If you’re looking for playthroughs, I recommend Dan Floyd/PlayFrame’s Let’s Play, which can be found here. It was actually a one-off before Dan decided to expand it to a full playthrough, and it’ll probably be complete before this post goes up, because I am very predictable.) (Edit: Yup.) I do not wish to rob anyone of that first-time experience. If you want to read this post before checking out the game, I can’t stop you, though I strongly dissuade you from doing so.

Laaast warning!

When you boot up the game, you’re greeted with the main menu (because of course that’s where I’d start, not by immediately jumping into the game proper or anything). The menu song, “SANABI,” utilizes a distinctive melody that we’ll hear throughout the game—a leitmotif, if you will. I will make sure to point out this little motif whenever it appears given how thematically important it is. By the way, this game’s soundtrack is excellent, so expect me to ramble about it every so often.

Anyways, let’s start the game, shall we? The game offers four difficulty modes, the hardest of which you unlock after beating the game. The easiest difficulty makes you invincible and is for the casuals who are just here for the story, and that’s perfectly fine. Of course, my sibling saw this and immediately said, “Who would play the game with invincibility?” (They’re a Celeste speedrunner, you see. They’re 100% a hardcore gamer.)

Okay, let’s start the game for real.

The game starts with a girl telling her father, among other things, that “Getting all the way to the end is not important!” This phrase is a motif throughout this game (aka Arc Words), so remember it.

The General wakes with a start, so apparently what we just saw was a dream/vision. When he checks on his daughter, she runs over and hugs him and it's the most adorable thing ever.

The animation and designs do a lot to convey character in this game. The General's outfit is black and red and the brim of his hat always cover his eyes, which gives him that mysterious badass look. (By the way, that hat is called a jeonrip and was historically worn by Korean military officers, so this outfit should immediately tell its Korean audience, as well as anyone who watches enough historical K-dramas, what this guy’s job is.) He walks, and runs, using a steady, professional gait. His daughter, in contrast, is dressed in a bright yellow and red hanbok. She bounces up and down, practically radiating energy, and she has sparkles coming off her. It's all very cute.

Strangely, the game offers dialogue choices in this prologue. We don't see this anywhere else in the game except for one scene far later, which I’ll get to when we get there. This is probably a relic of an earlier iteration of the game that had dialogue choices, but I'm glad they scrapped it. It suits this game better.

The daughter wants to play with a box of “fun objects,” so she and dad head into their small, remote shack.(3) The interior is based off that of traditional Korean homes, or hanoks; feel free to compare to this image. The furniture has a distinctly Korean feel, down to the blankets stacked against the wall and the black lacquer closet decorated with designs of birds and mountains. I also spot lots of vases and what looks like calligraphy on the wall, as well as several medals and certificates.

The daughter rifles through the fun objects, aka her father’s military stuff, and says she wants to play soldiers with him. “Can I be the general? Can I?? I want to be the general!!” she cries, jumping up and down like she doesn’t have a care in the world. Her father immediately obliges, even letting her borrow his general’s Steel Tiger medal.

Our General has been tasked with rescuing Agent Raspberry from “the hill in the back,” which is filled with dinosaurs and lava; he’s the only one who can do it because he’s an “inbincible elite soldier.” Of course, there's no actual lava, and the General even points this out, but he’s a good dad, so he sets up a red visual overlay over the grassless areas. Might as well be the real thing.

This starts a fun tutorial that teaches basic gameplay, including how to use the Chain Arm, the grappling hook mechanic. I’ll skip over this part for the sake of time, but it's very cute. (You can pet a cat named Agent Meow, and if you don’t touch the “lava” while he’s watching, he applauds you—wait I said I’d skip over this part shoot—)

The General successfully “rescues” the raspberries and brings them back to his daughter. She’s asleep, but she’s drawn something for her dad.

To her we are the “invincible soldier.” Which is pretty sweet!

Our kid wakes up later and pulls out a walkie-talkie, which she had gotten earlier from the box of fun objects/military gizmos, but she's only brought one, whoops! So she gives the walkie-talkie to her dad and heads to the house to grab a second one.

The radio crackles to life, and the daughter says there’s a large clock in the house. That’s a bit strange. There's something written on it, and she reads it aloud.

“Sa… nabi. What's a Sanabi?”

The game starts off slowly, which is probably a large turn-off for people who want to cut straight to gameplay. This intro follows in the vein of Korean revenge films, where there’s often an introductory scene showing the protagonist going about their usual life with loving family members that the plot will take away from them, starting their revenge spree. I’ll discuss Korean revenge thrillers later on.

The General abruptly stands up, radio in hand.

“Love, listen to daddy. Get out of the house right now. RIGHT NOW.”

But she can’t hear him over the radio. He runs towards the house, only to be thrown back by an explosion—cut to black.

When consciousness returns, the world has faded to gray, and the only thing that can be heard is a distant ringing. The General slowly gets up, and a QTE prompts you to get him to slowly move towards the house. (More on QTEs later.) Turns out the house is completely destroyed, and the General falls to his knees.

Aaand smash cut to title! Welcome to the game.

I love the abrupt tone shift here. I'm willing to bet a lot of you were jaded enough to expect something to happen to the daughter eventually, but still! Darn. This shift reflects the General's outlook on the whole ordeal—he had a great life, with a great daughter, until all that was snatched away from him. Yikes.

17 days later, we’re in an extravagant office in a highrise building; most of the screen is dark, obscuring our view, and we can only see two robots standing next to a window. (This game plays with perspective in this way a lot, as you’ll see.) One of the robots, a bodyguard named Cheol(4), approaches someone we can’t see with the intent to kill him—only for a metal claw to attack from the darkness and completely wreck the guy. We all know who it is.

The other robot, who appears to be the boss of some kind of weapons company, panics and says they have information on Sanabi, but as it turns out, the General has already tracked those leads and found nothing. When the boss makes the mistake of asking what he wants, he grabs the boss and suspends them over a broken window; the boss offers all their money as compensation for whatever the General lost, and he responds by dropping them out a window.

When you take him to the door leading out of the office, he opens it, revealing a corridor lit by a flickering emergency light. The walls and pillars are covered in enormous rake marks, the paintings are askew, and the body parts of robots litter the ground. There’s a red haze in the air.

I love the environmental storytelling here. It’s efficient, for lack of a better word—with one glance you can infer what happened here. It’s a powerful mood-setter, too.

Now this right here is in line with Korea’s revenge thriller films, one of the country’s main exports besides rom-coms about shy teens and K-pop. This genre is native to our favorite peninsula, featuring brutal levels of violence, villains who are usually rich people, and an inept police force. Emotional catharsis not guaranteed!

I did a lot of reading to trace the roots of this trend, and over and over I came across the term han, a Korean concept that’s difficult to translate to English but can be described as a sort of grief or unresolved anger at societal injustices. The feeling can be traced back to Japan’s colonization of Korea and has been refined, if you will, by the Korean people being divided by the 38th parallel and the South subsequently being ruled by a string of dictators. So basically, the Korean fixation on revenge films comes from an innate anger at the unfairness of the world and the desire to lash out. Fun!

If you want more information about the historical context behind Korean revenge films, click here. And for more information about Korea’s long, often troubled history, click here or go to footnote #8 for the extra-long version.

Now I know what some of you are thinking. “Truthseeker/Thunder, you spent several months writing an essay about a boring game with a fridging that’s setting up a clichéd revenge plot? I’m so disappointed in you.” And to that I say, “Listen, this is one of the best games I’ve ever seen or played and I do not say that lightly. Just trust me on this, alright?” And those of you who are reading this and know what’s up are nodding knowingly or something. I dunno.

Anyways, back to the game. The General takes the elevator, telling the operator to take him to the first floor; the understandably terrified operator obliges. As the elevator slides down, it passes by rows and rows of similarly devastated hallways. To put it in Dan Floyd’s words, “We’ve been busy.”(5)

There’s a servant on the first floor who aims a gun at the General, but loses his nerve and runs for it. When you enter the lobby, the servant appears again. A thin laser appears that goes through both your bodies, and the servant is confused, but not for long. The laser fires, vaporizing half the poor guy’s body. You survive, though, presumably because the servant took the brunt of the blast.

An extravagantly dressed guy saunters into the lobby. This is Kang Seon(6)(7), and he has a gun for a head. This game utilizes rule of cool a lot, but never in a way that breaks immersion, at least for me. It’s one of the things I love about it.

Kang Seon kicks the servant-bot’s corpse and complains about, if I were to guess, him not opening the entrance. The characterization in this game is excellent, by the way, even for minor characters like this.

When the General attacks him, Kang Seon is impressed, excited to fight “someone who’s got chops.” It’s time to put your skills to the test.

My sibling (who’s played a bit of the game as of my writing this) felt the need to say that the timing of Kang Seon’s laser attacks was “extremely generous,” by the way. Don’t have much to add to that; this guy is the first boss you encounter in the game.

Once you defeat Kang Seon, he threatens to blow you up along with him, but a cannon blast from outside kills him. Leaving the lobby reveals a military helicopter parked outside. An officer is waiting for you—Colonel Baek.

At first the General isn’t interested in what he has to say, but Baek tells him, “Sanabi reappeared.” This intrigues our murderous, rage-filled, inbincible elite soldier and he gets into the helicopter. The boss slowly gets up from the pavement and tells Baek to shoot his comrade, but Baek shoots them instead.

Before I forget, I should probably mention the architectural style of the game—the classic cyberpunk look we all know and love mixed with traditional Korean architectural elements such as tiled roofs, dancheong, and a distinctive bracket structure. Those brackets painted with colorful patterns can be seen within the military HQ.

The General gets a mission briefing. Apparently Sanabi has resurfaced in Mago City, a city owned by a company known as Mago Group. The base wants to assign him a specific mission because he’s apparently the only one who’s ever met Sanabi in person.

Mago Group is a megacorporation reminiscent of chaebols, a Korean term used to describe enormous companies run by a person or family (Samsung Group is the largest of these). In South Korea, chaebols dominate politics and the economy and have enormous influence over the country. They’re essentially monopolies with close ties to the government and are comparable to Japan’s keiretsu.(8)

If you’re familiar with Korean media in pretty much any capacity, you’re probably aware that rich people, companies, or both often appear in an antagonistic capacity in such media. SANABI is no exception. Mago Group has some connection to Sanabi, but it’s not clear what exactly that connection is. At least not yet.

Another nifty fact: Mago Group is named after Mago, a creator goddess from Korean folklore. Is this a thematically appropriate name? We’ll see. Heck, I’d even argue that Mago Group’s logo—a triangle overlapping with a circle, resembling a mountain silhouetted against the sun—is also thematically relevant. Everyone jump on the overthinking train! Our destination is, um, I dunno. I hadn’t thought this far ahead. Aaaugh. I’m gonna curl up in the corner now.

The General agrees to start the mission, but only if he orders something called Operation Zero, which seems to be a big deal. He also plugs in a chip, which causes something called “S.O.S” to appear on the HUD.

Our General also wants to do some limb maintenance, and Baek directs him to the supply area. There we meet Major Song. Compared to the soldiers who stiffly salute the General, Song is a lot more laid back, slouching off the ledge she’s on to give a casual-looking salute. She’s much more relaxed but still respectful around our inbincible soldier than the other guys. This is because, as we will soon see, Song is utterly fearless and someone who is not to be messed with.

Song says the parts for the chain arm can’t be found on the base, since it’s pretty out of date, and she recommends her superior check the black market for parts. We also head into Training Ground #17, where we have our tutorial the second.

This tutorial is more comprehensive than the first one where we were dodging the “lava,” introducing how to fight enemies, dash after taking damage, etc. Unfortunately it’s also more boring because there’s no fake lava we have to avoid for our daughter. This seems to be some kind of design limitation that comes from having to introduce the player to concepts like fighting enemies that realistically won’t come up when roleplaying with our daughter, but it’s still not ideal.

We also have a training test at the end of the tutorial to evaluate how fast the player can navigate the course. If you beat it in under 26 seconds (the General’s old record), which is quite tricky, you get an achievement! The fastest I’ve seen it completed utilizes speedrunner methods.

After that, we return to Major Song, who’s heard about the whole Operation Zero thing and is skeptical. We don’t hear what exactly Operation Zero is, only that it’s presumably something that’ll deal with Sanabi. For that matter, we don’t know what Sanabi is either, only that it blew up our kid. Whatever Operation Zero is, it’s clear the General isn’t planning on coming back alive.

Song tells the General to leave behind what he wants to leave, and he pulls out a piece of paper. We saw him with the same paper earlier when he was issuing Operation Zero. Song picks it up and reads aloud, “Invincible.. the elite soldier…”

The General heads to his quarters and pulls out his Steel Tiger medal, which looks a bit scuffed. We flashback to a time when the Steel Tiger was pristine, where the General is explaining to his daughter that it’s a medal given to generals. The daughter hugs him and calls him the coolest in the world. We return to him in the base where he’s crying stoically, which is incredibly sad(9). Don’t pull on my heartstrings like that :(

Next up is the briefing. We’re now in a helicopter in Mago City airspace, and a hologram of Colonel Baek tells us something highly confidential: after a network blackout in the city, every citizen in the city vanished into thin air. It’s almost certainly Sanabi’s doing. We’re given the task of retrieving Mari, a member of an investigation team who’s sent a distress signal and reported she found information.

An artillery blast hits the helicopter, and the General prepares to jump out of it, but it crashes. We see the same scene from the very beginning of the game, complete with our daughter telling us again that getting to the end isn’t important. However, the memory—if it can be called that—seems a little off. The HUD seems a bit different, for one. And at one point our daughter, instead of giving normal dialogue, starts talking in censored boxes. That’s not how language works, kid!

Oh, and our S.O.S doesn’t work. Yippee.

We are a short distance outside Mago City’s gates. This is where the prologue ends and the game proper starts. It was a long journey, but we’re finally here, people! There are five more chapters to go. I have to analyze all of it. Lemme just add weirdly titled headers for my personal convenience.

Chapter 1: Program

And off we go!

Well, you probably know how platformers work. I don’t think I need to explain how you, as the Brigadier General, have to swing around and avoid stuff that will kill you such as the volt potholes (the red bits of floor). I do want to say, though, it is satisfying as heck (evidence: every time I cheer loudly after defeating a tricky boss or navigating a difficult area).

Once you reach the first gate, you encounter a speaker that says it’s best to evacuate the city. Huh. What is with this place, anyway? What happened to everyone? These are questions we will slowly unravel throughout the game.

Inside the first gate, we encounter turrets and robots. Mago City is suspiciously well armed, as we will soon find out. Yes, megacorporations having private armies are a genre staple, but seriously, why is there so much security? Yet another question to throw onto the pile.

Right after the General enters Mago City proper, we see a floating orange drone tailing him. This little guy’s name, we later learn, is Mufin. Not Muffin, Mufin with one F. I decided to investigate the original Korean, and its name is “머핀” (pronounced “meopin”), lit. “muffin.” So if this guy’s name is Muffin, why is its English name spelled with just one F? Who knows, it’s probably a small mistake. Trust me to get hooked up on a tiny detail like this. Moving on!

We can see Mufin make appearances here and there as we platform. Weirdly, I never catch these appearances while watching a playthrough, but while playing the game itself I was constantly like, “I see you there!” Does playing a video game make you hyper-aware of your surroundings or something? Probably. Definitely.

After a while the General decides to hide in an alley as Mufin passes by, then grabs it. Turns out Mufin is Mari’s drone, and it gives the General her coordinates. Off we go, then.

Some platforming/robot-destroying later, we find Mari hiding under a sack.

Quick note on Mari’s design: her clothes are blue and yellow. The daughter wore red and yellow clothing. Read into the color symbolism as much, or as little, as you’d like. For my part, I couldn’t tell you how much “Mari wears blue, which represents hope and the future in Korean culture” was an intentional design choice on the devs’ part; for all I know, they made her clothes blue because they liked the color. How much am I overthinking things? You be the judge!

Mari is terrified. At first she asks who’s there (the Brigadier General), then asks if we’re human (yes). The General tells her he was sent to protect her, but Mari has serious doubts on the capability of one person. After all, what can one person possibly do?

The General informs her that he’s killed all the murder bots(10), but this makes Mari freak out even more. Turns out there’s something beneath the floor of the city. Something very large and very hungry.

It’s a giant metal worm.

It erupts out of the ground, leaving behind a volt pothole where it chewed through the floor. Mari immediately hops onto Mufin, flies off, then returns to the General and shouts, “Why are you just standing there?!! Run!!” You should heed her advice, because the worm is now chasing after you.

After a narrow escape from the metal worm of death, our characters get a chance to relax. As it turns out, the network blackout we heard about earlier actually meant the city’s data has been wiped. Mari doesn’t actually know anything; she only said she had information because no one would’ve come otherwise.

I’ll add something real quick here. Throughout the game, Mari refers to the General as “mister.” A bit odd and overly formal for an English speaker, but we’ll have to turn to the game’s native language for the full picture. In the original Korean, Mari uses the term “아저씨,” romanized as ajeossi, to address the General. This term is used to politely address a man older than the speaker. If you’re wondering why I’m bringing this up, besides for a fun piece of trivia, it’s because I’m gonna bring it up later along with a longer explanation. You’ll see why when it comes up again.

So what’s the plan now that we have zero information to go off of? Luckily, Mari has a plan that involves… fishing?

We’re then shown a presentation of sorts that feature Mari drawing out pictures as she explains the plan. These are absolutely fantastic, not just because of the music that plays during these scenes (appropriately called “Mari’s Theme,” which also includes the SANABI leitmotif) but also because stopping to make drawings while explaining the plan is such a Mari thing to do.

Right, the characterization! Still love it. Mari is very talkative and energetic, especially in contrast to the quiet, no-nonsense General. In writer speak, placing contrasting characters next to each other like this is known as foiling. It’s a good technique is what I’m saying. I love my foils.

Anyways, Mari’s plan is to pull the Writ of Execution (the crusher’s official name) out of the ground using a crane hook, although the power source has to be disabled first. Unfortuntately, the worm’s power source is located in its mouth. When the General hears this, he immediately turns around and leaves, which I find hilarious.

Luckily, Mari has a plan for that also. How does she come up with these so quickly? Her plan is to hack(11) Mago City’s internal network and overload the crusher when it connects to the network for maintenance.

Fun fact, each time after Mari draws out a plan you can actually see the drawings on a nearby wall where she drew them. I love small details like that, and the game is full of them.

There’s a network hub nearby, so we have to get there to hack the worm. Oh, and Mari’s gonna follow you around by riding Mufin, which is very cute.

Our grand cast of two characters (I am not counting Mufin, sorry folks) reach the station. Mari tries to engage in small talk, asking the General what he does and why he has a claw arm, but he isn’t gonna say anything. Mari then tells him that she did unsavory hacking work, got caught, and is now working for the government. Interestingly, when the General tells her to live a normal life after all this is over, Mari responds with, “Well.. that’s not really something I can control. But, well… Okay. I could give it a shot…”

In response, the General gives her a card and tells her to look for Colonel Baek once they get out of the city. He says Baek will be able to give her a fresh start. Interesting move, considering the two haven’t known each other for long.

It turns out there’s some interference preventing Mari from hacking the crusher; we have to shut down three transponders. Mari offers to split the work, but the General immediately says no; he’s gonna shut off the transponders by himself. Mari is annoyed, pointing out she’s not five, and when the General is insistent she says she can handle herself, adding, “It’s not like I’m your daughter or anything!”

Ohh. I see. Let’s see where this goes, shall we?

While we’re off to shut down the transponders, Mari talks to the General via comm. She sends him the transponders’ coordinates and snarkily tells him he’s welcome, and he tells her to cut the chatter. You see what I mean with the characterization? I can’t stop talking about it. Help.

Interestingly enough, there are a couple lines here where Mari mentions that the slums lack any sort of housing. This seems to be a reference to an earlier version of the game where the plot was a bit different. A lot of things about SANABI changed during development; for instance, the game was originally supposed to be a metroidvania—you could choose different chain arm upgrades through the black market and explore a non-linear map—but the devs had to scale back their ambitions because they realized a metroidvania was well beyond their scope. (Here are the sources in Korean if you want a look.)

After destroying the second transponder, Mari realizes we’re smashing them instead of, you know, just turning them off. (I mean, when all you have is a hammer, or in this case a giant robot claw…) And the General’s like, “You talk too much. Tone it down. I can’t focus.”

Shortly after this, when a large steel door shuts in front of us, Mari takes the opportunity to say, “You’re like, dry AF you know that?” and starts complaining about how he never lets her do anything, and he responds to this by blocking her on the comm. I love this game.

After we destroy all three transponders, we return to the station, but Mari is missing. Turns out she left to investigate something, but the General didn’t hear because… you know.

Mari takes him to a ledge overlooking the crusher’s maintenance center, because it looks less like a maintenance center and more like an enormous hole in the ground where garbage is disposed of (aka dumped). Oh, and apparently this spot is the cargo drones’ default dump point, too, so pretty much everything was being dumped here. The General wonders if this is part of the terrorist plans, and Mari responds with, “Terrorism..? What terrorism?.. Oh, never mind. This was found from within Mago Corporation.” Mari points out how strange this is, but the General doesn’t care. He’s more preoccupied with the, you know, three million missing citizens and Sanabi.

A light appears in the distance, which turns out to be a missile, and the General pushes Mari out of harm’s way before he gets exploded off the ledge. Ouch.

Don’t worry, he’s still alive, just falling into the giant pit that’s also the Writ of Execution’s maintenance center. Mari manages to grab him mid-fall, but Mufin’s not strong enough to pull them back up, so the General tells her to follow through with the fishing plan; he’ll figure out a way to weaken the crusher. He also tells her to stay discrete, since whoever fired the missile is targeting them.

We land in the bottom of the pit with nothing but a giant murderous worm for company. Yup, it’s boss fight time. Luckily for you, you can defeat the crusher by attacking the power source in its mouth that it sticks out when it tries to eat you. The game doesn’t really explain why the worm exposes its weak point like this other than for gameplay purposes, unfortunately. (My headcanon is that it does this to prevent the power source from overheating, heh.)

Mari helps out by sending down explosives (or, as she calls it, a “wombo combo happy meal”), and once it’s weakened enough she sends down the crane hook. When the crusher refuses to be pulled out, Mari tells the General to grab the hook so she can pull him out. And he does so, but with the plan to whack the worm real hard using a few QTEs. People often complain about bad QTEs, but I really like how they’re implemented in SANABI—they appear during dramatic moments when the character is expected to exert a lot of effort, such as during boss fights like this one. The animation during the boss fight QTEs helps a lot, too.

The Writ of Execution has been defeated, and its upper body is hoisted out of the ground using the crane. Mari opens it up and doesn’t find a black box, but something better: a Golden Key, which is basically the city’s equivalent of admin privileges. She calls up a lift and we get in.

If you’re wondering what’s next, it’s a flashback with our daughter. Dad is posed heroically while wearing a paper hat, and it looks like his daughter is drawing him. Aww. She even says she’s drawing the happiest moment of her life, because every day she’s with her dad is the happiest she has—then we get an abrupt cut to Mari shouting in the General’s face. Looks like he was lost in thought for a second there. It’s a jarring moment and I love it.

The two are in a giant underground chamber close to the Mago Construction exec’s office. This chamber also houses a lot of crushers. What, you thought there was just one? Nope! Seriously, what are all these worms even for?

As our characters ride the elevator up to the exec’s office, they have a little chat. The General wants to know why Mari’s accompanying him on this dangerous mission, especially when she already has her out. She says it’s because she’s worried about him, but the General can tell she’s not telling the truth. Mari also adds that she thinks he’s obsessing over something.

Oh hey look, the office has a giant portrait of Mago Construction’s CEO.

“Na E-lon,” huh? You know, this guy looks kinda similar to—oh my glod.(12)

Within the office proper, we find a magnificent view of Mago City and an interface. Mari accesses the interface using the Golden Key and opens a classified channel, but there’s no information there either. The VIP hotline is partially corrupted, but Mari manages to catch the word “Sanabi.”

The General grabs her in response and warns her about how dangerous Sanabi is, but Mari doesn’t seem to get what the deal is. Then the interface announces the activation of something called the penultimate solution protocol: “As per the manual, all VIPs are required to delete all of their personal data.. and then terminate their own lives. Have a great day.”

Mari checks the log. Apparently the protocol is activated when the city’s security can no longer be maintained; all data is to be deleted and the city’s nuclear fission plant is to commence meltdown. We are now on a time schedule, even though the uranium fuel in reactors can’t explode like a nuclear bomb can.

As the two are leaving the office, Mari insists on continuing the mission with the General, even throwing away the calling card that will wipe her slate clean. She tells him, “I just have a feeling. This will be my last chance. Give me this chance, please.” And when the General inevitably says no, Mari starts addressing Sanabi directly (and loudly), saying she knows they’re hiding on the topmost floor of the city. He grabs her again, but as Mari puts it, “You know, I actually managed to read everything back there. Now I’m also a dead man, or gal, aren’t I?”

Chapter 2: Manufacture

We enter the city’s evacuation tunnels. Since Sanabi is somewhere in the top floors of the city, we’re gonna find a vertical train and ride it all the way to the upper levels. Since Mari still wants to stick around with the General, he decides to give her one chance to prove herself. He also has one condition: Mari has to follow his instructions, even though she points out a little freedom might produce better results.(13)

This chapter also introduces large red zones that cover areas of the map. When we encounter one in our way, Mari insists that they’re harmless and even demonstrates by sticking her hand in, but when the General tries to run into them, this activates an interception system (read: giant laser). Apparently interception’s triggered by a high electrical output, but to quote Mari, “You would need to have a really high output to trigger it.. Like reeealy high..”

Apparently our giant mechanical arm prevents us from traveling through what I can only assume are anti-robot defenses, but luckily we can mask our electrical signal if we travel through these red zones using supply convoys, basically giant hooks on rails. Yippee for platforming! Now where was I? Right, the plot.

After spending some time traveling through the evacuation tunnels, we find ourselves in Mago Business District. If you were wondering which part of the game exudes the strongest Blade Runner feel, it’s here. Towering skyscrapers, enormous neon signs, everything—although there are still plenty of Korean architectural influences, such as in the designs of the archways.

There’s a black market nearby, and the General heads there to get new parts while Mari gushes over limited-edition merchandise.(14) The General notices an advertisement for memory manipulation and is thrown into another flashback, where we’re introduced to the hookshot mechanic. Oh, and our daughter gives us a birthday cake.

When the flashback ends Mari is quoting lines from a fictional anime at us while wielding a “Neo-Data Blade,” a piece of merchandise that’s also a real hacking tool. This game is amazing.

Oh, remember the memory manipulation that was mentioned moments ago? Turns out that’s a thing! Mari even says she messed around with it when she was younger, but adds it’s obvious whenever a memory is false. Feel free to pull out the tinfoil hats, because introducing the idea of false memories immediately shakes things up. Have fun theorizing! The people watching PlayFrame’s playthrough certainly did.(15)

While platforming through the business district, we encounter Mago City’s worker bots, which have all been destroyed for some reason. Turns out these robots are being destroyed by the city’s security robots, who seem intent on making sure these workers are completely destroyed. Is there a reason for this extreme prejudice? Who knows.

During our adventures through capitalism land(16), we eventually encounter a mech suit piloted by a girl. This is Justice, a famous elusive, wandering hero of the people. Mari immediately rushes in to snap a selfie with Justice, but the General is more suspicious.

Unlike the other characters, Justice’s design evokes Japanese aesthetics. She has a hime cut (which you can see better in this image(17)), and she’s meant to invoke the image of the lone wandering samurai/the modern conception of ronin. The thing is, due to historical reasons that are beyond the scope of this essay and continue to influence culture and society up to this very day, Japan is viewed extremely negatively by Koreans. It’s more of a hatred for the country than any individual or cultural export like anime, uber-nationalistic Koreans aside. I have to wonder if Justice’s design is meant to deliberately invoke a level of distrust in the player as a clue-in that Justice may not necessarily be a good person. (You know how Cold War-era media often feature Russians or Germans in an antagonistic capacity? It’s similar to that. The Korean horror film The Wailing, for instance, features supernatural events that seem to revolve around a mysterious Japanese man.) Again, this is beyond the scope of this essay, so I won’t talk about it much.

Well, either that or I’m overthinking all this and the devs designed Justice this way because it was cool and/or to tie the design into Mari’s love of anime.

Back to discussion of the fun video game! Justice tells us, “I’m watching,” then vanishes into thin air. Mari explains that Justice is a famous wandering hero, but the General already knows who she is. The problem is, why is Justice in a city where everyone vanished into thin air? He also adds that Justice has a class-3 camouflage unit, which is the kind used by the military; a civilian shouldn’t have that kind of thing.

We come across another giant portrait, this time the one of Mago Products’ CEO, Choi Gyeon. She’s not a famous person reference, unfortunately. There are also some security force-owned mech suits present, and it looks like Mufin wants one, but it ain’t getting it. At least for now.

Remember how we were looking for a vertical train? Well, we’ve reached the subway and we’ve found them. They’re not moving, and Mari heads out to reactivate them, but the shutter doors close and security bots with rocket grenades and shields appear. It was a trap all along!

After defeating the robots along with a rocket grenade that we hack using the Neo-Data Blade from earlier, a police mech grabs the General. It looks like the end, but Mufin in the mech suit from earlier busts through the door, followed by Mari. Mecha-Mufin powers up a laser beam, but the police mech whacks it with a baton before it can finish. The rainbow shades fall off Mari’s wide-eyed face before she shouts, “Hey!!! You’re not supposed to attack during a powerup sequence!!!” (I love this game—) The General then destroys the mech, says he’s fine, and immediately falls over.

We’re back in the formless void with our daughter (what is going on here? Is this a subconscious flashback or something?) while a haunting melody plays. Mari’s playing the harmonica.

According to Mari, the trains aren’t functional, and the General says they were never designed to be used.(18)

A beat passes. The General says, “Mari. You almost died back there.” Cue the emotional music (the leitmotif appears here too!), because it is deep discussion time. You even get an achievement after this scene!

The General asks why Mari’s doing all this despite the risk. It’s clear he wants her to be honest this time. In response, she pulls out the harmonica she was playing earlier. “Can you play it for me?” she asks. She’s being serious—what’s the deal with the harmonica, anyway?—but the General doesn’t know how to play it.

He also tells Mari he’s not planning to leave the city alive. Sanabi took everything from him, and he has no reason to live besides getting revenge. After a pause, Mari says, “Me too.” She reveals her father was killed by Mago Group and she’s here to find out why, adding that she’s already decided on this and doesn’t want to hear any “you’re too young to die” comments.

A pause. Then she says, “Hey now! Sheesh! What a downer! I wasn’t gonna say anything because I knew it’d end up like this.” Holy mother of mood whiplash. Hey, does anyone else think Mari’s only pretending to be silly and that we just got a glimpse of what she’s really like back there?

After getting that off our chests, it’s time for another of Mari’s plans! Our goal is still to reach the top levels, so her plan is to grab a flying car from a nearby warehouse and fly it to the top. What a flawless plan! Mari can’t drive, but that isn’t important. She has plenty of experience playing racing games, after all.

Our merry duo reach the warehouse, but all the cars have been destroyed. Turns out this is Justice’s work, and the General tells Mari to leave the warehouse. “I’m watching,” Justice says, and it’s time for another boss fight! Great jams, too.

During the fight, it turns out that there are multiple copies of Justice that decloak and attack you; apparently Justice can duplicate herself at will. When you destroy them, their mech suit bodies pile up on the floor, which is a very nice detail. Really solidifies how many you’re fighting.

At the end of the fight, the General asks Justice why she’s working so hard. In response, she says, “Watching.. And watching.. And watching.. And watching…” Something’s clearly wrong. Do I even need to explain that something’s wrong? Am I being an annoying rambler right now? Moving on!

“I hope you won’t hate me for this,” the General says, and with the help of a couple QTEs from the player he whacks the mech hard enough to send it crashing through the warehouse door.

Once we leave the warehouse, Mari is very concerned about the Justice mech we just hit. She asks the General if he killed Justice, and he says, “Kill? Was she even alive?”

Our samurai-hunting soldier demonstrates Justice’s cloning feature, even opening their cockpits to reveal that each mech contains a Justice duplicate. (I dare you to find an essay that uses the word “justice” more than this one.)

Justice is a program, something that used to be human whose personality has been digitized and copied to be used by Mago Group. Not only is this highly illegal—who knows how the Royal Court(19) will punish this—but is also just a “congratulations, you are absolutely terrible” move on Mago Group’s part. It’s even explicitly stated that there was an original Justice who wasn’t like this, but Mago Group took this Justice, then digitized and copied her and made her a corporate lapdog. Kind of like how companies will take a people’s movement and alter it to suit their own ends without realizing why the original worked in the first place. You know, like the corporation-fabricated Saw Patrol trying to ride the coattails of Barbenheimer.

After that unsettling revelation, Mari checks the warehouse for any operational flying cars. But since all of them have been destroyed, there’s only one way to reach the top of the city now. And that’s through the enormous Mago Electronics factory.

Chapter 3: Installation

Good luck on this chapter. So here’s the thing: certain sections in this level require a high degree of precision timing. Trust me, you’ll need that luck—wait, you’re telling me that the devs altered some levels to be easier after there was a lot of discourse around the factory being too hard? Alrighty, then. Well, uh, keep the luck, I guess.

The factory is in an emergency lockdown mode. Nice. Oh, and Mari says she’s heard all kinds of ghost stories about this factory. Clear nonsense, right? The plan is to undo the lockdown in the control room, then take an elevator to the top of the factory.

Mari still looks worried, so the General says, “No matter what happens, I’ll…” and SURPRISE FLASHBACK TIME! Yes, it’s time for another one of these! This time we’re in a dinosaur costume, because yes,(20) while our kid is cosplaying as Justice. It’s all very cute until the daughter runs towards the house and it blows up. Oookay, then. The General snaps out of the memory zone and, after Mari asks him why he stopped talking, completes his sentence: “..get you to the top level.” It seems that he intended to say “I’ll protect you,” based on what the daughter says in the flashback, but then he got distracted. Whoops.

Now after all these flashbacks, I'm sure you all have a burning question in the forefront of your mind, one of the biggest mysteries of the game: WHERE THE HECK IS THE KID’S MOM?

Our dynamic duo (how many nicknames can I come up with on the spot, I wonder?) make our way through the factory, which is absolutely enormous. There’s also a large machine called the Overseer that manages everything, but it’s pretty far away. At least for now. Once we reach the control room, our characters start talking about Mago Group and how it seems to be trying to destroy Mago City in its entirety; every aspect of the city’s destruction is running smoothly, meaning it must’ve been planned out over a long time. Mari says that this couldn’t have been accomplished by people outside Mago Group, meaning that it’s Mago, not Sanabi, that’s destroying this city.

It’s right around this time that the lights in the factory turn off. Mari orders the lights to turn on, but she doesn’t have sufficient authority despite having admin access. Apparently the Overseer turned the lights off for whatever reason; undoing the lockdown turned it on, it seems. Luckily, the elevator’s still working.

While we ride the elevator up, Mari explains that hackers discovered that this factory was using way too much power than it was supposed to, even with its absurd size, and anyone who dug deep enough into things ended up disappearing. And then the elevator stops going up and starts falling instead. Isn’t that just pleasant?

The elevator stops on the same level we started on. We step out of the elevator… and the Overseer is staring at us.

And here begins the horror movie section of the game.

According to the devs, it was extremely difficult to incorporate the Overseer as a 3D element in a 2D game; it required months of editing the model, lighting, colors, etc to get it to look just right for those horror points. I love how the end result looks, so good job, devs!

Mari has a breakdown and the General tells her to get out of the city. “You can let me win just this once, can you?” he asks, and Mari leaves.

Time for analysis, which is the whole reason I started writing this (and there’s been very little of it so far for some reason, which I need to change). There’s a constant push-pull dynamic between the General and Mari, with the General constantly prioritizing Mari’s safety and asking her to leave the city, with Mari wanting to be able to act more independently. It’s a simulacrum of parent-child dynamics, which you probably already know isn’t uniquely a Korean thing—although family drama is quite common in Korean media, all things considered. Think of all the K-dramas where the heroine has to deal with her overbearing mother. Not really a surprise when you consider the culture’s strongly Confucian values and how strongly they prioritize a good family dynamic (this is called filial piety), an aspect of East Asian collectivist values.

It’s pretty clear the game is pushing this familial dynamic with these characters. There’s a father who’s lost his child and a girl who’s lost her father, and it seems obvious where this is going. But then there are the holes: memory manipulation, the whole deal with Justice. Things definitely aren’t as they seem.

Back to the game: it’s on to swinging through the factory while a giant death robot watches us. The whole deal with this part of the game is that if you spend too much time under the gaze of the Overseer, you’ll die. Luckily, the game’s pretty generous with hiding spots (at least for now). The game also introduces new mechanics in this section at a manageable pace, which include:

Stationary plasma beams

Moving plasma beams that target you if you enter their radius

Batteries that you can control like an enemy and throw at obstacles

Worker bots that you can take control of to hold down buttons or hit buttons that are otherwise inaccessible

Wait, the General can control robots? And the robots come equipped with a grappling hook? Isn’t that kind of weird? Eh, I’m sure it’s just a fun gameplay mechanic thing that totally isn’t foreshadowing.

There’s a point where the Overseer nearly kills the General, but Mari comes in to the rescue in a flying car. “Did you miss me?” she asks.

Once everyone’s been driven to safety, the General asks Mari why she came back. She explains that the Overseer is equipped with a Medusa processor, which is a device used to hack and permanently delete data, then says that she can’t stop what she’s doing now, not when she’s waited her whole life for this. Mari also adds that he has to keep his promise of getting her to the top level.

Oh, and she’s stashed a bunch of guns plus a boxed totally-not-a-Nintendo Switch in the car trunk (this factory makes a ton of stuff, apparently), but unfortunately she forgot to bring bullets for anything. That is, except for a handgun, but the General tells her not to use it. Guns are dangerous, you know.

The General also manages to say “thanks,” which is pretty neat! He’s loosening up and all that. Mari also offers him a present: a harmonica. She tells him to try it since her father used to play for her; unsurprisingly, he doesn’t know how to play it. Shrug, I guess.

Now it’s time for another one of Mari’s plans! She says that the factory is being powered by a backup core; if they can reach that and limit its output the Overseer will lose power and they can get out of the factory safely. The General is skeptical, because literally none of Mari’s plans have worked out thus far, but we all have faith in her, don’t we?

Unfortunately the flying car is in a less than optimal state, so Mari and Mufin will take the vents. The General will just have to traverse the factory the more dangerous way—namely, platforming via grapple hook and feeling amazing.

Once we’re done, we find a lot of worker bots all neatly lined up. Mari pops up out of the vent and, uh, starts talking to one? She’s curious about the General’s robot-possessing ability, but it’s weird that she’s addressing the robot. And later she plays it off as a joke, but I think we all know something’s up.

Anyways, on to the next CEO portrait! This one’s of Director Sylvia, a reference to a prominent Korean Twitch streamer who backed the game.

The characters reach the backup core, which Mari observes is an older model, ten years old at least. The General seems to think it’s the newest model, though, which is odd. Then the core’s guardian, another giant robot, shows up. Things get weirder, because the giant robot directly addresses the General as “Worker 17287,” then tries to kill him with a photoevaporation plasma when he’s designated a “malfunctioning project.”

It is now time for the plasma beam parkour boss fight. While Mari tries to hack the guardian, you have to make your way behind large training panels before the plasma beam can reach you. A neat element of game design I really like is that once you’re hiding behind a panel, the plasma beam speeds up so you don’t have to wait as long.

The General nearly dies (again) and Mari saves his life (again) by replacing the guardian’s program with, and I am not making this up, the Morning Star Teacher. Since its original program was completely replaced(21), the whole “Worker 17287” thing will have to remain a mystery. At least for now.

The guardian abruptly shuts down and the platform beneath the characters begins to lift up. Behind them, red lights turn on, revealing dozens, if not hundreds, of cores that are powering on. Beethoven’s Egmont Overture(22) begins to play; a drone appears and addresses the characters in the kind of dull corporate language that you’d expect, but there’s a bit of a twist here.

“Executives and staff members remaining in the factory, how are you? We would like to sincerely thank you for your service to Mago Electronics. Please be informed that as of this moment, the central factory of Mago Electronics is completely closed. According to internal company regulations regarding to factory closures, all objects, equipment, structures.. and humans remaining in the factory will be eliminated. If you believe this process is in violation of your human rights, we will inform you of the appropriate response through our legal representatives.”

All these cores are what’s responsible for the factory’s abnormally high power usage, it turns out. The platform rises through a floor; we’re about to see something big.

“In accordance with the factory elimination process, the Overseer has entered Obliteration Mode,” the drone continues. “The elimination process will be executed through the de-ionization plasma accelerator. If you experience any damage, aside from death, eradication, or evaporation, please submit a letter of explanation to the Damage Compensation Center with documentary evidence of the facts related to the damage. A representative will inform you of the appropriate compensation.”

The characters turn around to see the Overseer behind them, its plasma beam being affixed to it as the emergency lights flash. The classical music is utilized very well with the scene, and the devs have stated that this is a sequence they’re quite proud of.

The music winds down. The drone says, “There is nowhere to run or hide. Please make sure to meet your demise with integrity befitting a member of Mago Corporation. Thank you. This was Mago Electronics.” It self-destructs shortly afterwards.

You can watch (or rewatch) the scene I just described, and definitely didn’t do justice, here. It’s in Korean; you can find the English version in the playthrough I linked at the top of this post or in another playthrough video. Flashing lights warning!

The Overseer is trying to kill you again, but this time with a giant plasma beam and with even less time to get to safety. It’s quite tricky and a lot of people struggled with this section. And the thing is, bumping down the difficulty doesn’t help since the plasma beam is basically an instakill.; this section of the game got a lot of flack from players, which I completely understand, and the devs have tweaked the level design post-release. The track that plays is titled, rather appropriately, “Meet Your Demise With Integrity, Please.” Please go listen to this game’s music, it’s fantastic.

Mari manages to temporarily take out the Overseer by using the emergency batteries, but the General is pretty tired. So tired that Mari has to drag him to safety.

Turns out he’s getting another flashback, but this time his daughter is telling him it’s important to make it to the end. They’re an altered version of the Arc Words.

The elevator’s been destroyed by the Overseer and Mari says there’s only one way out of the factory, but the General’s gonna have to trust her on this one. She instructs him to jump off a ledge when she tells her to, and when he does, he lands on Mari’s flying car, which is barely holding itself together. It’s nice to see their rapport improving throughout the story like this.

Mari’s plan is to ride the central ventilation shaft out of the factory; given the amount of energy this factory is currently producing, the ventilation is in overdrive and the wind speeds are akin to a tornado’s. Unfortunately the car’s steering wheel snaps off, so you have to steer the car and keep it from colliding with obstacles. Yes, this is a gameplay segment, meaning you can ride a flying car out of the factory. This, my friends, is pure distilled awesome.

The car crashes through the ceiling and into the sky. Nice view from up here.

Unfortunately, the car’s not working and we’re about to plummet to our imminent deaths, so the General grabs Mari and uses his claw arm as a brake against the side of a building. And with that we’ve reached the upper level.

Chapter 4: Unraveling

Unfortunately, Mari’s gone comatose. It’s flashback time for her, it turns out!

Mari, turns out, lives in an apartment by herself. The window is shuttered and the room is filled with garbage bags. She hasn’t been taking care of herself, like, at all.

Mari puts her face in her hands. “I killed him,” she says.

We see events that happened a few days ago from Mari’s perspective. She’s been investigating Mago Group for quite some time to the detriment of… living, as she’s dropped out of school to put all her efforts into hacking. She’s gone full hikikomori, basically.

A colleague of hers on the computer asks if Mari’s been using the memory converter again, which reinforces her statement earlier that she’s used false memory implantation before. It probably has something to do with her statement that she killed someone (who? her father?) and is trying to forget the incident or something like that. It doesn’t seem to be working, if I’m honest.

Mari and her colleague have been investigating personality digitization technology by hacking Mago Group’s networks. The colleague has uncovered a top secret project—the Sanabi Project. Mari recognizes the word “Sanabi,” but it’s unclear what it means or represents.

This seems to be the digitization tech Mari’s been looking for. Strangely, the project is about controlling personality data through indirect means, but there’s nothing in the project about creating said digitizations; this personality data seems to have come out of nowhere.

Personality digitization technology/brain uploading is a Class-1 forbidden technology; even possessing or researching it is highly treasonous and can result in the deaths of everyone involved, their family, friends, and even neighbors. How pleasant.

Unfortunately the colleague didn’t take the right security protocols, so Mago security agents show up at her house and… take a wild guess. When the agents learn the Sanabi Project has been shared, they decide to activate something called the final resolution protocol.

Mari wakes up in the upper floors of the city. The General asks her if she’s really after revenge or answers like she said back at the train station, because it sure doesn’t seem like it. Mari doesn’t want to answer, but eventually reveals she’s helping him because she wants to keep a promise with her father, whatever that means.

Also, Mufin is dead. The General found a similar drone with a cloaking feature as a replacement, but Mari really isn’t happy about the fact that her drone companion died. “Are you serious right now?!” she asks.

“Mari. Come on,” the General says. “That’s just a robot. A tin can that mimics a human. A machine can’t become a human just because it can mimic one.”

“It.. Mimics a human?” Mari asks, incredulous.

“Yeah.”

Mari sets down her drone, pulls out her harmonica, and holds it out. “Play! You know how to play the harmonica!!! Come on and play!”

“Mari,” he says. He’s gentle but insistent(23).

Mari raises her sleeve to her eyes. “Please.. Please play for me..” she says, her voice weak. “You know how to play… You have to know..”

“Mari. What do you want from me?” the General asks. Mari tucks away the harmonica, her head still lowered. She turns from him, starting to walk away.

“I’m not your father.”

A pause, then Mari laughs. It’s a hollow, joyless sound.

The General is… concerned, to say the least. “Mari?”

“Never mind. Yes, you’re right. You are not my father. It’s so simple now that I think about it.” She doubles over and laughs even harder. It takes several moments for her to regain her composure, and she clears her throat. “Sorry, Mister. I just got a bit emotional.”

Okay, so Mari, um, definitely needs a hug.

Mari tells us that Sanabi is at Mago HQ. She herself also has to go there to do something. “So I guess we just happen to be going the same way again? Shall we go together?” she asks. She also insists she’s okay, so she’s gotta be.

Mari also adds that since we’re here to find Sanabi, “we have to make it to the end.” She says this phrase twice, by the way. We see that twisting of the Arc Words again. First we’re told that making it to the end isn’t important, but now it is?

I’ve heard a really good suggestion/hypothesis that “you have to make it to the end” is a trigger phase. Like a sleeper agent kind of thing. Pretty interesting, huh?

We proceed through the upper levels, though we don’t get far before encountering the national army’s combat robots—specifically the Tomb Troops, presumably some kind of special ops or elite combat unit. They’re here now, probably because of Sanabi, and they brought giant turrets.

Our protagonist isn’t strong enough to face the army’s turrets, so Mari gives him a plugin chip and tells him to plug it in. And now it’s flashback time again.

We’re back at the training course, but our daughter is here with us too! Somehow she made her way into the top secret military base and wants to watch her dad train. After we finish the course with our new charge attack, Major Song drops by and plays with our daughter. She reveals that our daughter managed to get in here because the base was hacked, but only the base’s barrier was raised with no apparent motive; that was what allowed our daughter to get in. But before Song can finish her train of thought, the memory glitches out and ends.

Turns out that the chip is an overpower chip like the kinds used in the army. How did Mari get her hands on such a chip? She says she got it from the black market, but that’s an obvious lie. When the General tells her this, Mari responds with, “Sanabi!!! Don’t you want to go after Sanabi!” before telling him that ignorance is bliss, she can’t really explain the situation, and it would be best for him to focus on the original goal.

After encountering several hazards, including an off-screen sniper trying to blow us up and a floating cargo box that explodes, our characters finally hitch a ride on a flying train headed straight to Mago HQ. Mari plays that haunting familiar tune on the harmonica again, then our characters have another heart-to-heart. The General tells Mari to leave the city again, Mari tells him to stop since she’s not his daughter, then she asks him: “Did you.. love your daughter?”

Clearly the General answers yes, but Mari responds to this by saying, “Then you must really hate Sanabi.”

“Mari…” the General says. “Did I tell you that Sanabi killed my daughter?” (He didn’t. Mari just knows.)

Mari responds by telling him he’s… well, something, but whatever she said, it manifests as visual noise in-game. She says something else too that’s also censored. As the General puts it, “[t]here’s a noise on the voice.” He physically can’t hear some words.

Unfortunately, their troubles aren’t over yet. A giant military helicopter, the Firebird, appears and it’s time for another boss fight. The General tells Mari to separate the flying train cars so they don’t all get destroyed at once, so you have to fight the Firebird while holding onto floating trains as platforms without falling to your death. Also, the Firebird is shooting at you, dropping bombs, and shooting missiles, destroying the train cars; and as Dan put it, “replacements [new train cars] come, but never as fast as you want.” You have to beat it by launching the exploding cargo from earlier at it, which come from destroyed train cars. Fun fact, this is also the most annoying boss according to speedrunners.

Once you’ve defeated the Firebird, the conversation with Mari resumes. Mari’s up to something, and she keeps being all, “Haven’t you figured it out already?” Whatever’s going on, maybe it’s obvious to her, but it certainly isn’t obvious to the General. He asks if Mari’s colluding with Sanabi, and she says she isn’t, but when asked to explain, Mari says it isn’t easy. Given that the General can’t even hear certain words, she’s right.

The train car they’re on lands in Mago headquarters, and shortly after landing Mari sees something that horrifies her and makes her throw up. Whatever it is, we can’t see it. Mari says she needs some alone time and leaves.

By now I’m sure you all have your suspicions. I absolutely love how the game foreshadows the reveals later on, by the way. I was watching Dan’s videos as they came out and paying close attention to the speculation in both the YouTube comments and the unofficial fan Discord. I was surprised by how close the guesswork was to the truth, and I have to commend the game for laying the foreshadowing so well. The hints are never too revealing, just enough to allow you to put the pieces together before the reveals proper without it being too obvious. At least that’s how I see it. Some people like Yahtzee Croshaw didn’t like how the reveals were handled, but clearly these people are wrong and I am the only correct authority in all media.(24)

When the General finds Mari, she tells him she’s sure Sanabi is somewhere in this building. Then the S.O.S activates. Yeah, remember that from the beginning? The program opens a door in HQ, allowing us to access it. Inside is a room full of computers, but only one of them is active, and it’s talking about an abnormally activated project or the like. Apparently “Worker 17287” needs to be reactivated, so the General hits the shutdown button on himself. (Don’t ever do this to yourselves, people.) He gets knocked unconscious, the S.O.S tries to reboot but fails, and when he wakes up, there are corpses now! Wait, what?

Yeah, there are now corpses scattered throughout Mago HQ. When the General runs back to Mari to tell her about this development, Mari says, “It looks like the filter got turned off.” She then tells him she’s located Sanabi: “It’s in the basement. Sanabi, what you’ve been looking all over for. Isn’t that all you cared about?”

The statue in the main hall activates, revealing itself to be a robot, and instructs any remaining Mago executives to commit suicide according to the final resolution protocol. Mari states that Mago Group is destroying the city because it’s committed high treason, which is punishable by the death of ten generations(25). It would much easier to just kill everyone and erase all evidence. What’s the crime, then? Mari tells the General, “Your mere existence.”

She also tells him to question himself, saying “Who are you?” Around this time the statue comes to life and is about to kill the characters for disobeying the final resolution protocol, but before anything can happen the statue’s head is promptly smashed in by a large metal sphere. It’s Major Song from the army, from the prologue. She’s here to save the day, right?

“Long time no see,” she says. She walks towards the General and passes by him, stopping in front of Mari. “Miss.”(26)

The two have a terse conversation. Song tells Mari she’s here to take her out of the city. A nuclear explosion is imminent, and that’s why the army is here.

Our General is very confused and asks the two to stop for a moment, even putting his hand on Song’s shoulder. In response, Song grabs him by the chain arm and throws him against the ground. “How dare you put your hand on me?” she says.

So remember when, way way earlier, I asked you to remember that Mari refers to the General using the title “아저씨?” Well, now is when it comes up again! Sorry to interrupt the scene, folks.

You probably know that Japanese utilizes a complex system of honorifics to properly address other people; many of you are likely familiar with the -sans, -samas, -chans, and -kuns of the Japanese language thanks to the prevalence of anime. Well, Korean, being a language that is closely related to Japanese, also uses a ton of honorifics and titles (as well as different verb endings depending on level of formality, but that stuff is beyond my extremely limited Korean). I will point out a few titles that are relevant to this essay.

“아저씨,” romanized ajeossi, is—like I mentioned earlier—used to refer to a man older than the speaker. The honorific -ssi (pronounced “shee,” despite what the romanization thinks) in particular is used when the speaker is addressing someone who is of the same or of a higher social status. It’s an honorific that’s used for acquaintances, basically people you’re not very close to, and it’s rude to use this when addressing someone you know well.

So when Mari uses this title to address the General, what does that tell us? It’s fairly simple: Mari is respectful but distant. As she said earlier, the General is not her father, and her manner of address reflects this. Hang on to this idea of her being distant, I’ll bring it up later.

Another title we see in the game is “선배님,” romanized seonbaenim; it’s used to address a senior or elder in a given organization. The honorific -nim is used to address people of a higher rank than the speaker as well as people whom the speaker respects.

We see Major Song and Colonel Baek address the General this way in the prologue. This isn’t out of the ordinary given their military ranks.

Now here’s the kicker. Here, in Mago HQ, Song does not use honorifics at all when addressing the General. While this kind of thing would be acceptable between close friends or family members, this kind of language is completely inappropriate—like shockingly rude levels of inappropriate—given that Song is talking to someone who’s supposed to be her senior officer.

Now I know what you’re thinking: “I can already tell Major Song doesn’t like the General! She literally threw him! I didn’t need that explanation!” Well, what if I told you I’m so fixated on the game I decided to write an essay about it, and one of its main goals is to give the reader some cultural context behind the game? Korean is a high-context language, and stuff like this is innately understood by Korean players. I want people who don’t speak Korean, including myself, to experience it a bit like the Korean speakers would. That is why I went off on a whole tangent about the Korean language.

So given all that extra linguocultural context, let’s get back to the game. Anyways, Song is about to straight-up kill the General when Mari says, “Wait! Just let the mister (ajeossi) go.”

“Mister? Did you just call him ‘mister?’” Song asks. She turns towards the General, then back towards Mari. “.. Are you role playing or something?” Here, Song cannot comprehend why Mari is using a polite term.

Song says she had to break a lot of rules to get here, and Mari pulls out a gun. Yeah, remember that? When Song asks what Mari’s gonna do with the gun, she presses the muzzle against her own jaw.

“Let him go. He.. needs to go. To the basement.” Mari pauses and addresses the General. “Mister? It’s confusing, right? I’m sure… nothing makes sense right now. Just remember one thing. Sanabi. Remember. You’re here to find Sanabi. Find Sanabi.. And get your revenge. What’s important is making it to the end.”

And then Major Song picks him up and throws him away.(27)

We find the General in an elevator. Once it stops, he gets up and slowly makes his way to the door, after which he tumbles down a flight of stairs illuminated by the glow of the elevator. It’s a metaphorical fall from grace: he’s been rejected by Song, and even Mari has told him to leave. There’s nothing left, and this is our lowest point.

The tumble/flop is kinda cute, actually. I am enjoying these animations way too much. In fact, these animations are so good this game appeared in a video about the best game animation of 2023! (28)

The General tries to get the chip to work again, but to no avail. He’s slumped against the wall, defeated, and a ghostlike memory of his daughter runs past him and away from the stairs leading up. That’s when the lights leading downstairs flicker on.

I think everyone who’s existed on this earth can tell this is symbolic of heaven and hell, with the stairs going up illuminated in white light and the stairs going down cast in red. Even the small details are telling: the stairs up look more polished and are lined with flowers, while the stairs down are more industrial, complete with a railing and pipe. The track that plays here is titled “The Final Crossroad,” and our good ol’ SANABI leitmotif returns.

When the General approaches the stairs leading up, he sees a memory of sorts. It’s a ghostlike image of the daughter behind him, almost as if she’s compelling him to go down, to descend into hell, and find Sanabi. To take his revenge. For her.

Here you’re given a choice: you can head back upstairs to figure out whatever the heck is going on, or head downstairs and destroy Sanabi.

And if you approach the stairs leading down, you see another “ghost” memory, but this time of Mari, who’s been your companion throughout this game. You have to choose between the past and the present. Revenge or salvation. Heaven or hell.

This is where the dialogue choices come back, by the way. When you reach the foot of each stairwell, you’re basically asked to confirm your choice—you can pick “…” if you haven’t decided yet and “Going Up/Down” to confirm your choice. The game is essentially telling you to choose wisely, although I have a pretty good idea of which direction most players wind up taking.

While the upstairs ending is the true ending, let’s take a look at the downstairs ending first, since it’s fairly short.

We open on a group of Mago personnel in a large control room, illuminated by an enormous white screen, discussing the overheating nuclear reactor. Their plan is to keep it overheated so it’ll eventually explode and wipe Mago City off the map, leaving no trace of anything behind; apparently it’s “the only way Mago Corporation will survive.” We can surmise they’re talking about destroying their city to cover Mago Group’s tracks.

The door bangs and the security personnel immediately train their guns towards it. “Who goes there?!” one of them shouts. The door opens and a person, stumbling and bleeding, runs out, managing to scream about “the project” before a mechanical claw grabs him and pulls him back through the door.

What follows is a sequence that looks as though it’s pulled straight from a horror film. The enormous screen turns red and flickers intermittently as the General slaughters everyone in the control room. The scene is absolutely terrifying, in no small part thanks to the music that plays during the scene, the sound effects, and the excellent animation. I cannot praise the animation in this game enough, it seems.

The last person who hasn’t yet been crushed into a pulp says, “You’ve been deceived. Sanabi doesn’t even exist.”

The General kills him. “I don’t want to hear it,” he says. He surveys his handiwork, then pulls out the Steel Tiger medal. It’s heavily scuffed, with its eyes in particular being completely blacked out.

We flashback to when the Steel Tiger was unmarred. It’s another memory with the daughter, but something’s wrong. The screen glitches heavily, the daughter’s words break down and repeat—then she says, “Sanabi eliminated. Mission accomplished. Terminating project.”

We return to the control room. “It’s important…… to make it to the end,” the General says, presumably his last words. And that’s it. The game takes you back to the menu after this.

You can find the scene here. The video does contain flashing lights.

The achievement you get for picking the downstairs ending, by the way, is “What’s important is seeing this through to the end,” with the description “Chose the lie you want to believe.” At this point in the game it’s clear that things aren’t as they seem, but if the General decides to head downstairs and continue his original mission, he’s ignoring these developments in favor of giving in to his rage. The Steel Tiger’s blacked-out eyes in particular represent the General choosing not to see the truth in favor of, as the achievement puts it, the comforting lie. (And Sanabi doesn’t exist? What is that supposed to mean? We’ll see.)

While I was surprised the downstairs ending wasn’t longer than this—maybe I was hoping for a longer wind-up and thus more suspense—perhaps this was the best way to go about it. It’s befitting of a Korean revenge story: bloody, brutal, and not quite as satisfying as one might expect. And besides, I can’t really think of anything I want to add to this ending. A level, perhaps? A boss fight? Those would’ve detracted from the ending, and it seems to me that the devs’ intent wasn’t to make revenge glamorous or appealing, as gameplay would make it, but rather… deeply unsettling, and perhaps a little sad.

Now let’s double back and take a look at the upstairs ending, the golden ending, whatever you want to call it. Here we’ll find the answers we crave.

We head upstairs, where Major Song is waiting for us. She doesn’t seem to understand anything we say, and she tells us she’s impressed by everything we’ve done in the city.

And that’s when she drops the bombshell.

“Advanced combat bots are targets of concern for their mere existence.”

There’s a pause, then she adds, “Yes, I’m talking about you. You.”

“I’m a combat bot…” our General says, lowering his head and raising his hand to his hat.(29)

Song tells him, “I know you saved that girl a couple times. And I’m grateful for that. Truly, I am. But that’s that, and this is this. I can’t just pretend I didn’t see you.”

She activates her metal sphere. It floats into the air and starts spinning. It’s also on fire. Oh, and the boss music kicks in, too.

“What you are… Why you are with the girl… I have so many questions, but I won’t ask. Because we’re not supposed to be curious.” Song pulls out her shotgun and spins it in one hand. “I shall execute the king’s orders.”

Major Song’s boss fight is the final one in the game, and it comes with an appropriately intense soundtrack: “The Execution of The King’s Order,” which you can find here. The powerful beat is complimented by Latin chanting, which according to the composer doesn’t have any particular meaning; it’s simply using the voice as another instrument. Wish I could tell you more, but again, music theory really isn’t my strong suit.

Song has an immediate counter if you try to grab her; you have to use your charged attack if you want to land any hits. After enough hits, she transitions to her second phase. And like all good sequential boss fights, she has a cutscene between phases.

She staggers onto a platform. “You.. What are you? How are you fighting exactly like the general?” She removes the military goggles on her head. “Yes.. I see. So that’s what it was. I sensed that something was off from [a] long time ago. There’s no way he would’ve died so easily.”

Her fist tightens. “You… You must have something to do with the general’s death.” The goggles break in her fist. “Forget about dying an easy death. I’ll chew on your limbs into a mulch, and then tear your head off and see for myself.”

And that’s the transitional cutscene. Fun!

Once you manage to beat her, the game transitions into QTEs where our General and Song engage in a close-quarters fight. The animation conveys the physicality and brutality of the fight very well, and I love it.

Once Song is defeated, she tells us, “Do you even know who you’re mimicking?! A tin can like you shouldn’t dare do that!” So the General was a real person, and we’re a digitized copy. Like Justice.

It’s around this time that Colonel Baek shows up(30), along with a squad of military bots that have surrounded the area using cloaking technology. He tells us not to move, but our General stumbles towards him anyway. He’s confused and hurting from Song’s apparent betrayal, he just learned he’s a robot, and he’s looking for something, anything that’s familiar to him.

Baek punches him, of course. Hard enough to send him flopping onto the ground. It’s a physical and metaphorical gut punch.

Baek tells Song that the military has been ordered to withdraw from the city. An explosion is imminent and the Royal Court has arrived to use “it,” which appears to be a floating palace/airship/superweapon, although the game never clarifies what it is exactly. When Song asks where Mari is, it turns out she left military custody and has chosen to stay in the city.

When our General tries to talk again, Baek says, “There’s an encryption filter on its voice.” So this is the reason the military couldn’t understand us, but Mari had zero problem with that, presumably because she’s a hacker. So if she knew we were a robot the whole time and not an actual person, why did she act like we were human? What’s up with her?

Song removes the filter and our General addresses the two by name. Baek asks, “How do you know our names?”

“I guess… the memories aren’t all fake,” our General responds. He then addresses the two as “Special task force of Uigeumbu No. 17. Colonel Hotae Baek. Major Isun Song.”(31)(32) He then adds, “I have a question for you instead. What are you guys doing here? The order for Operation 0… Is this fake, too?”

They decide to knock him out for interrogation later, because honestly, if you found a robot copying your dead superior officer, you’d have a lot of questions.

Chapter 5: Reunion

Scenes from the prologue reappear, but they’re… wrong. Visual glitches occur, there’s a distinct lack of music, and the General never speaks in these replayed memories. The dialogue is different, too.

“Sir, the operation has been confirmed. The briefing will commence. This helicopter is currently flying above (SNB_target_location). Approximately 24 hours ago, (SNB_target_situation) was established. Even though the tech department has concluded that it’s a (SNB_target_possibility), no other news so far.”

Other lines of dialogue follow in this vein. We even see our daughter tell us that making it to the end isn’t important, but her words promptly glitch out.

After this we get a little scene in the military plane; our General is still knocked out. According to Song, he has a so-called cognitive restraint preventing him from recognizing humans, meaning that from his perspective, the world is completely devoid of people, although she doesn’t quite know why. She also adds that this filter doesn’t seem to include herself or Baek. All she can do for now that won’t cause the digital personality to reset is lower the security level; only the digital mind can remove the restraint from themselves.

“If this is really the general… then I know he can do it. He’s always done the impossible,” Baek says.

We return to the void with our daughter for—what, the fifth time? I wasn’t keeping track, so I actually have no clue. Our General realizes something is off, though. We’re taken back to the beginning of the prologue yet again, but this time, when our daughter runs towards her dad to hug him, she glitches out instead and says “Memory replay was denied.”

“Is this… A dream?” our General asks himself. He runs past his daughter, then stops and turns around as the world abruptly turns into a computerized, blue-green landscape.

Our General sighs, then proceeds. He’s gonna figure out what’s going on here, and so are we.

The music of our memories, titled “Digitalized Dreams,” also includes the SANABI leitmotif—albeit in a distorted form. I only noticed because I listened to this composition about eighty thousand times. This track is great, by the way. There’s a slight sense of dread that permeates the track, and the computerized sound/glitch effects really help sell the setting. I know like next to nothing about music theory, by the way, so feel free to enlighten me about… any of this game’s tracks, honestly.

In this part of the game, you platform through the computer system and find recordings about a certain project, which you can now access because lowered your security levels, allowing you to access files you couldn’t have otherwise. While this is sort of infodump-y, video games are a preferable medium for this kind of thing: games are interactive, meaning the player feels like they’re discovering information rather than having it be spoonfed to them.

And if you’re thinking, “Well, still not ideal,” that’s what the devs think as well. Like I mentioned earlier, this game was intended to be a metroidvania, with different abilities unlocking different areas of the map and the player slowly uncovering the mysteries that way. When they realized they couldn’t make such a game, they had to restructure the reveals in this way. Personally, I think this still works decently, but like I said, interactivity is key.

However, since this is a blog post (and I still have to recap the game to refresh people’s memories as well as for the folks whose first exposure to this game is through this post), this key element will be lost here.(33) So I’ll just bullet through these recordings real quick. Or, you know, as quickly as I can given I’m the kind of person who just will not shut up about things they like. The length of this post is, I believe, demonstrative enough.

Record 1. Meeting: Some of Mago Group’s CEOs and a group of researchers discuss starting a project Mago Group has wanted for a long time. The researchers are basically forced into this high-risk, extremely illegal project with no choice. The head researcher also asks where the personality data for the project came from.

Record 182 Regular Report: The head researcher clarifies that digital personalities work the same way as a fleshy human would, so they can’t just give an order to the project and expect it to be perfectly obedient. Attempting to control personalities directly resulted in failures such as Justice, so the researchers have decided to indirectly control the project using the desire for revenge.

Record 478 Regular Meeting: Simulations of the project repeatedly gives up on getting revenge, so the head researcher suggests changing the target of the bombing from the project’s wife to his daughter, since his daughter provides mental support. It’s easy to tell when a memory is fake, however, so the head researcher suggests limiting and reordering the project’s memories.

Record 1190 Regular Report: The memory alteration was successful, causing the project’s rate of giving up on revenge to drop drastically. However, there’s a concept known as “Sanabi” in the project’s psyche that serves as an allusion to not having to make it to the end that also causes him to give up revenge. Also, more Elon Musk slander!

Record 2379 Urgent Meeting: The researchers are looking into Sanabi, trying to figure out its source, but they can’t find any information about it in the project’s memory. That’s because whatever memory it was, along with the memories regarding the wife’s death, have been purposely removed from the project since its creation.(34) Sanabi is a concept from a deleted memory. Oh, and the person who made the project was said project’s daughter, Mari.

Record 2801 Regular Report: The head researcher tells the execs that the best way to deal with Sanabi is to make it the target of revenge, thus weakening it as a concept.(35)

Secret Wiretap Record 283,951 Research Team 1: A researcher brings up the Final Resolution Protocol, which will destroy the city if the project is ever leaked. In addition, Mago Electronics has released a new product, the Worker robot, which has a wire arm that behaves identically to the chain arm used by the project. These workers are being mass produced, and the researchers suspect Mago Group is planning a coup.

Record 3777 Ad-hoc Meeting: The head researcher explains to Director Choi that a cognitive filter, meant to be a mental stabilizer, has been added to the project. This filter prevents the project from being able to see human beings; it’s intended to a) produce an inexplicable situation where Sanabi has caused humans to disappear, thus making the project’s incongruities seem unimportant by comparison, and b) to prevent the project from receiving information that contradicts the false narrative the researchers have made. However, the filter includes a few exceptions—presumably because those people already appeared in the project’s memories, or something along those lines.(36)

Record X. Completion Report: 10 years after it was started, the head researcher presents the completed Sanabi Project to the Mago execs and is promptly shot by the head of security. All the researchers have been killed to prevent them from leaking information, and security has been ordered to kill anyone that finds out about the project. Mago Group’s CEO, Director Kim, then makes an anime villain speech about how Mago Group deserves to rule Joseon instead of the Royal Court.

These records also come with so-called source memories, i.e. the unmodified, original memories, i.e. what really happened.

Basically:

The memories of the project were reshuffled, as stated in above. Kid Mari didn’t die in the explosion.

The General on his little revenge spree is somehow even scarier, as other characters point out he’s basically working outside the law. He also calls the enforcement bureau “[the weapons dealer’s] best friends,” which I’ll bring up later.

The General was the one who ordered Operation Zero, an operation to wipe out multiple criminal organizations. He also seems to blame Baek for the death of his wife.

Later on, he later decides to retire from the military to support Mari, since her mother is dead and all that.

In one of the source memories, Song confirms that yes, it was Mari who hacked into the military base because she wanted to see her dad. She adds that Mari has seemed anxious since the death of her mother, though she’s not sure why.

Alright, now let’s go over these points.

First: So that’s why we never saw a mom in the flashbacks!

Second, this explains a lot of the bizarre mysteries that have been floating around this game. Why did everyone in the city disappear without a trace? They haven’t, we just can’t see them. Why does Mari act so weird around us sometimes? We’re not really human, we’re a messed-up copy of her father. Why can’t we physically hear certain words? They’re filtered out as part of the program so we can’t figure out what we really are. Do the interception lasers target us because we’re entirely robotic as opposed to being heavily augmented?

Still doesn’t answer what Sanabi is, though it’s related to the repeated phrase about not getting to the end. Memories not fully erased and linked to the subconscious, mayhaps? Neither does it explain why Mari made a copy of her father sans her mother’s memories.

Earlier I mentioned I’d discuss the corruption of the enforcement bureau, which was only mentioned once in a throwaway line… but I’ll still talk about it. It’s quite common in Korean media, like in the aforementioned revenge thrillers, to have the police force be incompetent or corrupt. This is rooted in—you guessed it—Korean history, where incidents such as the Gwangju Massacre in 1980 gave the populace a very dim view of the government, martial law, and enforcement of the leader’s will.

Something I’ll note here: The researchers changed the target of revenge because otherwise, the project would give up quickly to take care of his daughter instead. This is something I absolutely love, by the way. Perhaps in a story made in the West, the General’s pursuit of vengeance would lead to his daughter turning bitter about being neglected, leading to a confrontation of sorts. But not here, not in a game from Korea, where devotion to family is so deeply entrenched in the culture. Here the General will always drop revenge to take care of his only child instead. It’s sweet.

A quick note (I have a lot of these, holy moons) of clarification from me: The Final Resolution Protocol was activated when Mari’s colleague uncovered the Sanabi Project as part of security measures. Using and altering a digital personality like this is basically the most illegal thing anyone can do, and judging from the info we got from the bad ending, we can figure out that Mago Group decided to purge its executives and destroy the city to get rid of evidence and ensure the corporation’s survival.

After all that, our General sees a memory of Mari and recalls the promise he made to her: that he’ll get her to the top floor. It’s an echo of the first time he said it, back at the factory, but with added weight and meaning this time now that he knows who both himself and Mari are.

After this, our General wakes up from coma (hibernation?) land and looks into a mirror. He finds a robot staring back.

The old members of the unit acknowledge the robot as their General when he completes the army motto—“We are owls that never cry and tigers that don’t leave footprints.” If you recall the Steel Tiger medal that appeared several times throughout this game, we get… TIGER SYMBOLISM! The tiger is a powerful guardian in Korean folklore(37), so yeah, I can see the military incorporating them as a symbol of might.

Anyways, before I get too distracted I have to finish writing this post that’s already a gajillion words long, but, you know, we’re in the home stretch. Our General’s told he’s been dead for ten years and that the Royal Court intends to use “it” (i.e. their unspecified WMD that can make Mago City literally vanish) before the reactor explodes. Our General decides to return to the city to see Mari one last time; he made a promise to her, after all.(38) Baek gives him his own hat, and Song returns his worn, scratched Steel Tiger metal. “You.. You’ve gotten rusty,” our General says. He asks them to take care of Mari—he doesn’t expect to make it out of the city alive. And with that he’s ready. He steps out of the helicopter.

The thing that I love about this is that it’s reminiscent of the mission briefing from the beginning of the game, but with a few key differences. Such as, for instance, the General getting angry at Baek for letting his wife die in the source memory, and later telling him in this scene that there was nothing that could’ve been done about his wife. We have the briefing, of course, but this time it’s real and our General acknowledges his true identity. And most importantly, while the General’s helicopter is shot out of the sky in the beginning, here he falls out of the helicopter of his own volition. Now that he knows who he is, he’s been freed from Mago Group’s influence. It’s the first real decision he makes.

Here’s a neat little fact. As we plummet from the sky, we pass the different levels of the city; its different color palettes have been emphasized here. The upper levels are mostly shades of pink, the factory is yellow, the business district is blue, and the slums are purple. Pretty neat, huh? The different color palettes really help make the levels feel distinctive. I love it.

Our General lands in the slums, removes his limiter and breaks it, and looks up at Mago City. Yes, we’re going to ascend the city again but much faster, Celeste-style.

The SANABI leitmotif also appears in “The Rise” and “The Long Voyage,” the latter of which also brings in phrases heard in other tracks. All in all, the leitmotif appears in a total of seven tracks if we include the title song.

Between the occasional glimpses our General gets of real humans and, you know, gameplay, we’re also treated to black-and-white child drawings accompanied by explanations. It’s Mari!(39) For the second time in this game, we’re gonna get to see things from her point of view (the first time was when we got to play as her character).

Unfortunately Tumblr has an image limit of 30 per post. Which means I have to be economical for once, so here’s my favorite of Mari’s pictures.

Mari tells us that her mother died in a terrorist bombing aimed at her father, and Dad was never the same afterwards. Mari wanted to help him, so she studied programming and used the army’s data to construct a digital copy of her father, all at the age of eight. All she had to do, she thought, was remove the memories of Mom’s death from Dad’s memories. That would make him happy again, right?

Mari finished the digital personality and presented it to her father. And, according to her, it “was the first and last time I saw my father in a fiery rage.” The thing is, just possessing a digital personality is extremely illegal, so Mari’s passion project could literally get her entire family killed for treason. That’s when gunmen enter the house, opening fire. Mari’s dad is killed trying to protect her.

Mari’s computer, she later learned, had a backdoor. And the only thing missing from the house after the attack is a computer hard drive, the one with the personality data she had made. She entered a downward spiral, convinced she’s responsible for her father’s death, and used her genius computer skills to find who took the personality data. She found out that Mago Group was in possession of the technology and had altered her father’s data, turning him into a weapon Mago Group could turn on their enemies.

As Mari herself puts it, “Innocence is a sin. And ungovernable talent is a curse. When these two meet… life becomes hell.”

When Mago Group discovered the leak of their top secret project, they initiated the Final Solution Protocol (we saw this in the Mari POV scene from earlier). Mari decided to grab a copy of the Project and place it in a worker bot.

“What’s the point… Even I don’t know why I’m doing this. The Sanabi project is no longer my father. I know that better than anyone else. […] He won’t be able to remember me no matter what happens.” She later tells us that she struggles to remember her father with each passing day. “If I try… If I can show him my old self… Maybe he’ll remember me. It would be wonderful… for him to miraculously remember me. Will he be happy to see me? Will… he forgive me?”

So. Analysis time (again).

SANABI, you see, is about grief. Our General sees his daughter die at the start of the game and lashes out violently in response; later on in the game, when we see his source memories, we can see that his wife’s death profoundly affected him. Mari herself says as much when she tells us that her father was never the same after the bombing. Then Mari sees her father die and becomes withdrawn and isolated, madly seeking out her father’s killer while her pain and guilt threaten to crush her.

The developers have have stated there are plenty of inspirations for SANABI, citing Ghost in the Shell and Interstellar as being the strongest sources in the theme department. Ghost in the Shell is… complicated, but has a central theme about the nature of humanity as it collides with technology, exploring what it means to be human in a mechanical body. There is also memory alteration and a sentient computer program developed under the name Project 2501, but if I listed every similarity between this film and SANABI we’d be here all day.

The film provides no definitive answers to the questions it poses about how human Motoko Kusanagi is—though the characters frequently bring up the idea of the ghost, or the human soul/essence, that remains intact even after one’s physical flesh has been largely replaced by machinery. The sentient program tells Motoko that he has a ghost, which makes him… human? Ghost in the Shell isn’t exactly easy to parse.

Then there’s Interstellar. Yes, Interstellar, the Christopher Nolan movie about flying into a black hole.(40) This film’s link to SANABI is hard to intuit until you remember that Cooper’s arc is about connecting with his daughter and how love is the one force that transcends time and space and all that. So yeah, there’s clearly a thematic connection.

According to Wonder Potion’s head developer Yun Seung-Hyeon, “Ghost in the Shell in particular is kind of the father figure that brought cyberpunk so far, and there's always this point where there's this incredible humanity in a technologized future where there's no humanity, and that's what I wanted to convey. […] Similarly, in Interstellar, I think it's humanity that saves the protagonist in the end in a universe hundreds of millions of light years away. There's a paradox of being saved by humans when you're so far away from them. I guess you could say that SANABI is also a story about humanity.”

What he is talking about is the irony of humanity, specifically what makes someone human, persisting even in the absence of physical humans. That humanity is exemplified as love and compassion. Even when surrounded by a noticeable lack of humanity thanks to the cognitive filter, the General—a machine—displays more humanity than the Mago Group executives who weaponized him. This game has a very strong sense of dramatic irony, especially on a second playthrough; for instance, Mari’s breakdown at the start of chapter four is immediately thrown into clarity if the player knows the General is a robot. Feel free to scroll back up to the part where I wrote it out, even if it’s several thousand words away by my estimation.

Because SANABI, you see, is about connection. The General ascends Mago City for the second time because he made a promise to Mari. Mari placed the Sanabi Project into a worker because she hoped against hope to see her real father again, and even after that hope is dashed and dashed again, there’s still a connection, and when they see each other at the end of the game—whoops, we’re not there yet.

It’s time, folks, for the ending. Which there is no way I’d do justice, so I’ll just leave a link here for you to watch and write up a recap. I’ll see you at the end.

Mari programmed her copy of the Sanabi Project to stop the nuclear reactor from exploding, but even when said project realized who he truly was and returned to her, she doesn’t see him as her real father. He’s only a tin can that mimics a human, after all. A fake.

Remember all the void flashbacks the General kept getting? They were from his subconscious, which finally dredges up the memory that makes Sanabi so important to him. He’s trying to play the harmonica, but his daughter tells him that getting to the end isn’t important if he gets all the notes wrong. But it’s alright. It took Mari a while to learn this song from her mother.

Mari admits she’s sad about her mother’s passing. She tells her father that after her cat Mufin died, her mother would play a song on the harmonica for her, and her sadness would fade. Her mother also told her that with every hello comes a goodbye.

Mari tells her dad she knows playing with her must be physically taxing, especially after work. But she appreciates that he still goes out of his way to make her happy.

Mari says she wants to be a soldier like her father and recounts imagined adventures that parallel the events of the game (fighting the Writ of Execution, taking a selfie with Justice, avoiding combat with the Overseer, and riding a flying train).

She then asks her father to make her a promise to play this song, Sanabi, whenever she feels sad. The song is, of course, the leitmotif that’s present in multiple tracks throughout the game.

We return to the present, where the General plays Sanabi on the harmonica. Mari hugs him, finally recognizing him as her father. She tells him how scared she was of acknowledging he was really dead. She tells him how sorry she is for giving up on him. He tells her it’s alright and there’s nothing to apologize for.

In order to save Mago City, the General decides to shut down the reactor. He, the Sanabi Project, started this mess; it’s time he puts an end to it. Mari begs him not to go, tells him she’ll try to fix him, that she can’t live without him. Why does she have to lose him again, and so soon?(41) He tells her that with every hello comes a goodbye. Getting to the end is not what matters; what does is that we spend the time we have with each other.

The General gives Mari the Steel Tiger medal and salutes her, calling her “my commander.” In the original Korean he says “나위… 대장님 [daejangnim].” Daejang is a rank that literally translates to “grand commander” and corresponds to the rank of general; it’s the highest rank available to an officer in the South Korean army(42). The honorific -nim(43), like I said earlier, denotes respect for a higher-ranking individual. This is a callback to the scene at the beginning of the game when Mari says she wants to be the general when playing with her father(44); it’s a reminder of happier times, one last opportunity for the two to connect before the General is truly gone.

The General leaves to shut down the reactor and Mari slumps against the wall. She pulls out the Steel Tiger medal, which glints in the light.

I cried.

It is now analysis time.

Here we have two individuals who are forced to let go of the past. The General may be a robot but it is still very much him, something Mari only recognizes when he plays the harmonica for her; up until then she only sees her father as the smiling figure in her childhood, a father she first lost when her mother passed away and he became a shadow of his former self. The General only recognizes Mari as his child once he lets his daughter, and by extension his past, go by choosing the upstairs route. They have to let go of their lost loved ones in order to see them again—and yet the game refuses to give us the happy ending. The General has to tie loose ends; he can’t stay with Mari, no matter how much both of them want to. Now they have to let go of their present for the future.

The General giving his daughter the Steel Tiger medal is a metaphorical passing of the torch. He is entrusting her with the task of carrying on his legacy, to remember him. Not only is it a reminder of Mari’s father, it’s a representation of their connection. It’s scratched and battered, because that connection has been tested, but it still holds firm. (Remember how the Steel Tiger’s eyes were scratched out in the downstairs ending? Then it represented how that connection was twisted and severed.)

A quick note on the game’s music, and this will be very quick because I know nothing about musical composition: I firmly believe the game wouldn’t have nearly as much emotional impact as it does if Invader 303 hadn’t done such a fantastic job on the game’s track. It’s that damn leitmotif, the one that represents the real Sanabi. It plays during the title screen, it’s in Mari’s theme song, it appears during emotional moments. Where it doesn’t appear is whenever something happens that the General thinks is due to Sanabi, such as right before his daughter dies in the beginning cutscene. Instead, we get “An Old Foe” (I like to refer to this song as “threat music”). No leitmotif to be heard here. It’s brilliant if you ask me.

And here’s something I noticed: for the most part, whenever we hear the leitmotif it’s in B flat major. When we hear it played on the harmonica—in the subway, on the train, and at the end of the game—it’s in B major. This scale shift, known officially as modulation, serves to make the melody more cheerful-sounding and hopeful.

I would also like to add that during this scene, the screen in the background cracks in a way that visually parallels the peach tree that is present during flashbacks.

Some time later, we see Mari again, standing over a grave in the idyllic hills where she used to live. She leaves a flower there.

The ground shakes and Mari looks up as a military helicopter flies overhead. She puts on a gauntlet of some kind, closes her eyes to collect herself, and runs off, shooting a grappling hook from her glove. She’s moved on from her father’s death and has chosen to follow in his footsteps, joining the military and even designing a grappling hook reminiscent of her father’s Chain Arm. It’s a great conclusion to her story.

After that we see the title card and credits roll to Ending Means Starting Again. We see some scenes of events occurring after the events of the game, like Mago City being evacuated once the factory is deemed too dangerous and Mari joining the military and cleaning out her apartment.

Overall, SANABI is a fantastic game and I was glad to talk about it with y’all. If you don’t have the game, I hope you’ll consider picking it up or watching a playthrough, because to me it’s a masterpiece. I’m really excited to see what the game’s studio Wonder Potion will do next. Speaking of which, where’s the DLCs they announced? People on the official Discord are already making Silksong jokes—[PROGRAM HAS BEEN SACRIFICED TO TEAM CHERRY TO SPEED SILKSONG DEVELOPMENT]

Footnotes

(1) “산나비” in the original Korean, lit. “mountain butterfly.” The game’s English release was originally gonna be titled “SANNABI: The Revenant,” matching the Korean title’s Revised Romanization, but the game publisher’s localization expert told them that “SANABI” was better.

(2) Officially known as the Brigadier General. The General is never given a name in SANABI proper.(*)

(3) If you try to walk away from the house multiple times, the daughter will get fed up and just drag you to the house. This nets you an achievement, by the way, titled “There is nowhere to run.”

(4) ㅓ, written as “eo” in Revised Romanization, is designated with [ʌ] in the International Phonetic Alphabet and is known as the open-mid back unrounded vowel. It is pronounced similarly to [ɑ], the same way “o” in “got” is pronounced in Standard American English. It is not pronounced “ee-ah” or “ee-oh;” it is one vowel sound. If you know Koreans with “eo” in their name, they are probably endlessly annoyed by English speakers mispronouncing it.

(5) Honestly, if PlayFrame hadn’t covered this game in a one-off (later expanded to a full playthrough, which is the same one I linked at the beginning of the post), I would not be familiar with it. It was Dan’s praise of SANABI that compelled me to check it out, and now here I am, writing an absurdly long, rambling essay about it. By the way, when I learned Dan decided to do a full playthrough of this game, I actually screamed. Like out loud.

(6) Reread footnote 4. Yep. Go back and reread it.

(7) Kang Seon was namedropped by Cheol and the boss earlier. The achievement you get after you defeat him confirms his name.

(8) If you’ve seen this video about the prevalence of god-killing in JRPGs, Korean media’s all-consuming hatred for the rich applies a similar principle but minus the false god metaphor. Moony also made a two-parter about the Korean gacha drama and explains Korean culture and history far better than I ever could, so make sure to give those a watch.

(9) There’s this whole system of rules about funerals and grieving in Korean culture that I don’t want to get into, which were an even bigger deal in the days of the Joseon dynasty to the point where how long a royal wore mourning clothes was a huge political deal. Really. I made this footnote just so I could bring this up.

(10) You have no idea how tempted I am to call them murder drones.

(11) *ahem* Intelligence acquisition, as Mari would insist.

(12) “나일론,” romanized “Na Il-lon.” Elon Musk is known as “일론 머스크” in hangul. Cheeky. Apparently the reason why this game has a reference to the evil overlord of Twitter is because one of the game’s Tumblbug (basically Korean Kickstarter) backers thought Director Na’s original design wasn’t memorable enough. (Source if you want it. It’s pretty funny.)

(13) The General also tells her to cut the small talk, but Mari points out that’s two conditions. She’s right, you know.

(14) There’s merch for Mach Hedgehog, the Legend of Greenhat Boy, Mega Uario, and Time Samurai. The last one’s a reference to Katana Zero, from which SANABI draws inspiration in the form of dialogue presentation and art style.

(15) Watching people hypothesize about a story that you already know inside and out and seeing what they get right and what they get wrong is so immensely entertaining.

(16) This includes a scene where Mari gets attacked by pigeons. Are the pigeons in Korea particularly nasty? (Yes, apparently.)

(17) This image also mentions a haetae (해태) in reference to Justice’s mask. A haetae is a mythical horned creature that represents… you guessed it… justice!

(18) I’m pretty sure this is another early development thing like the missing houses from earlier.

(19) Since the setting of SANABI is some kind of cyberpunk alternate history where the Great Joseon State is still a thing, we can safely assume the Royal Court refers to the government. As we will later see, the Royal Court is terrifying.

(20) Unfortunately we won’t see him swinging around as a dinosaur. I’m still holding out hope for the DLC.

(21) According to Mari, it was faster to replace the whole program than to stop the attack function. But that sure is convenient…

(22) I timestamped the link to line up with what plays in the cutscene.

(23) Well, at least that’s how I choose to interpret it. And I’m writing this dialogue in a semi-prose format because yes.

(24) I don’t really mind Yahtzee or other people not liking this game, because everyone’s allowed to have their opinions and if they don’t like this game then fine, whatever, it’s not the end of the world. On the other hand, this is my comfort game and anyone who says it’s bad can duel me at high—[PROGRAM DELETED]

(25) Presumably like the nine familial exterminations, but worse. An unthinkably harsh punishment, even for the historical Joseon State, which is saying a lot. Joseon monarchs were up to all kinds of weird and horrific nonsense.

(26) “아가씨,” romanized agassi, is a polite way to refer to a woman younger than the speaker. “Young lady” or “miss” would be a rough English equivalent.

(27) This is followed by her grabbing Mari’s gun, breaking it, and giving Mari a slap upside the head.

(28) Yes, this was made by the same person who did the LP I linked above.

(29) He strikes this pose a lot. Like to the point where my friend and Tumblr mutual Some started calling it his prissy head tilt.

(30) While live reacting to the game, Some noticed how short the General was compared to the other military folks, so on a whim I decided to calculate the heights of some of the characters based on the height of an average Korean 8-year-old girl. The General comes out at 177 cm/5’10”, which is slightly taller than the average Korean man. Baek comes out at 225 cm, which is like, nearly 7’5”. That’s like basketball player height. Of course, that’s assuming the daughter is average for her height, and given her small stubby legs I have reason to assume she’s short for her age. We’ll never know unless we’re given a canon height for one of the characters, in which case I’ll be ready.

(31) “의금부,” romanized Uigeumbu, was basically Joseon’s judiciary police and were responsible for arrests and interrogations of high crimes such as treason. They operated directly under the king’s control.

(32) “Hotae Baek” and “Isun Song,” according to the original Korean, would be pronounced [ho:tʰe̞:pe̞k] and [i:sʌ̹n:soŋ] in IPA respectively—although keep in mind the surname comes first in Korean, so really it’s [pe̞k:ho:tʰe̞] and [soŋ:i:sʌ̹n].

(33) Lost in translation, if you will. Hehe, get it? Cuz this game was translated from Korean, and—[THE PROGRAM HAS BEEN DELETED FOR MAKING A LAME PUN.]

(34) The researchers always knew there was a gap in the project’s memory, of course. They had, however, assumed it was dissociative memory loss. A subsequent analysis revealed the pattern of memory loss was different from that of dissociative amnesia, as if the project’s memories had been purposefully removed.

(35) The head researcher says that removing such an important concept could cause the personality to collapse, and making them forget the concept is nigh impossible. However, creating a sense of inconguity is fatal to the stability of the character (is this what happened to Justice on top of attempting direct control?), but the head researcher is confident that the project’s sheer hatred will cause him to ignore the incongruities.

(36) Director Choi doesn’t like these exceptions, but the head researcher is like, “There’s, like, five exceptions in the filter out of all the human beings that exist. What are the odds of the project encountering these exceptions during operation?” Well…

(37) The Republic of Korea’s national animal is a tiger. Tigers are everywhere in Korean art, too; feel free to browse this at your leisure if you’re interested.

(38) Plus, you know, the fact that our robot here is super illegal, meaning that if anyone helps us it’ll constitute treason. He has to make this journey alone.

(39) Far as I can tell, these are Mari’s thoughts and/or ventings. Feel free to interpret them however you want. I’m also just… incredibly tempted to try and mentally recreate whatever the devs’ vision for this game was near the beginning of development to try and figure out how they’d fit in these segments in the context of a metroidvania. But I won’t spend too much time on these hypotheticals, because at the end of the day, SANABI is the game we got.

(40) There is also a giant sarcastic robot.

(41) Arguably for the third time: first when her father changed after her mother’s death and second when her father died.

(42) Not counting the five-star rank of 원수, or “General of the Army of the Republic of Korea,” because it has never been given.

(43) I just realized that the honorific Szeth uses for Nightblood (“sword-nimi”) in The Stormlight Archive is probably based off the Korean -nim. This would make a lot of sense given Brandon Sanderson learned Korean when he was doing missionary work in the ROK. This comment has nothing to do with SANABI, I just wanted to say that.

(44) I checked the Korean just to be sure, because the connection isn’t obvious in the English translation. Mari does use the term “대장님” in the intro cutscene.

(*) This isn't technically true. If you're here because you followed up on the asterisk from footnote 2 and have not seen/played the game in full, I suggest you scroll back up, read the entire post, then come back here and place the following text through a ROT13 cypher: Va gur tnzr’f bevtvany Xberna, Znev vf xabja nf “금마리,” ebznavmrq nf Trhz Znev. Fvapr fur’f gur Trareny’f qnhtugre, jr pna nffhzr gung uvf fheanzr vf nyfb Trhz.

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Chapter 10: Reciprocated feelings

Unspoken Love Masterlist /Chapter: 11

☆KAMAR-TAJ - ROOFTOP DEFENSE COMPOUND - MORNING ☆

Just like the previous day, the same morning at the Kamar Taj without any changes was a good day for students training on the rooftop without any interruptions. Although most of the students are more fond of spells training, it doesn't mean they don't need to learn martial arts. Some training may be a bit harsh for them but that's normal when they study at Kamar Taj.

A group of students there were solemnly taking and wearing the sling ring including Stephen who was still standing there. He and you were satisfied to meet and chat the day before which means your relationship is getting better. you don't need to train to make a portal today because you have passed the training much to Stephen's dismay. Well, Stephen still has a long way to go to be on the same level as you.

Which for him was a bit fleeting according to the photographic memory he had. He always skipped something that was not important to him, which made John a bit frustrated with him to the point that he had to monitor Stephen's lessons like a father monitors his son's schoolwork. Stephen is always eager with new things and John is very eager to calm him down and take things slowly and steadily. Not everything he needs to be skipped or accelerated.

Mordo who was in charge of supervising students there sauntered slowly among the rows of students with eyes like eagles. It should be John's turn to supervise students today, but he has to carry out a mission with Dhani in the Hong Kong Sanctum, which is relics hunting. As usual.

Mordo observing all the mistakes and steps of the students there. His eyes lingered on Stephen for a few minutes. Watching Stephen struggle to form the portal. A spark of fire could only appear in front of Stephen who was helpless and frustrated silently. His eyes darted around the students who managed to form their portal with a hopeless face.

A spark of fire could only appear in front of Stephen who was helpless and frustrated silently. His eyes darted around the students who managed to form their portal with a hopeless face.

"Visualize. See the destination in your mind. The clearer the picture, the quicker and easier the gateway will come." Mordo said with detailed. Mordo stopped for a moment by Stephen's side, observing his struggle before returning to continue on his way supervising students there without any words.

While they were in the middle of training, The Ancient One appeared there with Master Hamir, the one master that Stephen had mistaken. Mordo, noticed the Ancient One there commanded to stop training.

The Ancient uneasily fixed her eyes on Stephen after realizing his lack of progress. Master Hamir silently stood by the side of the Ancient One with his hands folded across his chest and hidden between his wide sleeves.

"I would like a moment alone with Mr. Strange. "Ancient One demanded.

Mordo nodded understanding. "of course" he then dismissed all the students.

Stephen sighed heavily. A look of shame engraved on his face. He looked defeated and resigned to his lack of progress. Although you have helped him to improve his progress but still he failed to improve.

The Ancient One and Master Hamir stood facing Stephen with their professional faces. Stephen approached them and sighed.

"I see you still struggle to cast any spells, don't you?" The Ancient One said while fiddling with her folding fan in her hand.

"My Hands" he complained while showing his damaged hands.

"It's not about your hands" Ancient One replied.

"how is this not about my hands? I've tried my best to cast any spells but none of them work. It's all because of my damaged hands that make my work difficult" he argued.

"Y/n is just like you but she doesn't complain about her lack of leg movement when she is doing martial arts training, she tends to ignore all those thoughts about her disability to move fast and yet she can still do martial arts training well. Like I said it's not about your hands" the Ancient One explained firmly.

"She's probably using magic to walk" Stephen replied not realizing that he had said bad things about you.

The Ancient One eye twitched faintly. She then turned her head to look at Master Hamir. "and how do you need to use magic with this? Master Hamir" she said the Master's name next to her.

Hamir who was standing next to the Ancient One started raising his wide sleeves, pulling his hands out of his robe or rather his 'hand' out of his robe. The smooth stump a few

inches short of a wrist is the other end of his hand. Stephen was stunned.

Hamir makes passes in the air, writing a calligraphy of light and Strange plainly sees that the stump of Hamir's missing hand is drawing runes as deftly as the living hand.

Strange is at once both amazed and humbled.

Hamir finishes the runes. Pulls his arms back into his robe.

The Ancient One turned her gaze towards Stephen with a knowing look on her face. She glanced at Hamir. "Thank you, Master Hamir" she said pleasantly.

Hamir bowed and walked away, passing by Mordo, who watched from a distance. The Ancient One looked at Strange.

"It's not about your hands. You cannot beat a river into submission, you have to surrender

to its current and use its power as

your own." said the Ancient One.

"I control it by surrendering

control. That makes no sense. Stephen said in disbelief.

"Not everything does. Not everything

has to. Your intellect has taken you

far in life, but it will take you no

further. Surrender, Stephen. Silence

your ego, and your power will rise. "Ancient One demanded.

Strange nods, although he doesn't truly understand this lesson just yet He is still on the verge of accepting the whole mystical things that are happening in front of him. His mind is still narrow.

The Ancient One draws a gateway in the air with her own sling ring, then walks through it. "come with me"

And Stephen followed her into the gateway like a chick follows its mother.

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۞ TIME SKIPS ۞

You walked past the rooftop defense compound with a tired face after 3 hours of Martial Arts training with the replacement Master who replaced Dhani for a short period of time since Dhani was still carrying out her mission (with John). This replacement Master is very brutal in training. You have been beaten by him endlessly many times and you can only think that this one will leave a lot of bruises behind you. Although the replacement Master's face looked quite good and innocent, but as soon as he started training, his face automatically turned very serious which made you gulp your saliva several times.

You winced when you accidentally bumped your shoulder on the collar there as your mind wandered everywhere thinking about Stephen's condition. He was supposed to meet you at the library to study together but then, he didn't show up. His training should be over by now, but you don't see him at all. Now you start to worry. You just met him and now he has disappeared again. God knows what happened to him.

You silently arranged your steps past the Ancient One and Mordo who were standing looking ahead as if waiting for something to appear in front of them. You stopped and furrowed your eyebrows at them.

"You guys fine?" You walked to Mordo's side and looked at them both with a confused face.

"oh, we're fine. Just hoping that someone there is fine or not" the Ancient One replied while fiddling with her folding fan. Her eyes remained in front of her.

Mordo looked concerned and leaned closer towards you to whisper something. "It's Stephen she's talking about"

You gaped and widened your eyes after hearing what Mordo said. You looked at Mordo for confirmation to which Mordo only replied with a small nod.

"Is it sling ring training?" You asked Mordo.

"What else?" Mordo replied.

"oh god, not again." you palmed your hands and brought them to your mouth.

Mind silently replaying your rather brutal sling ring training where the Ancient One trapped you on a safari where a pack of lions were. Of course you are safe, the lions there just sit and look at you as if you are just a game for them. They don't attack they just watched you like you're some kind of performance to them but lion cubs there sure as hell have a high hunting spirit. They once tried to ambush you but you managed to open the portal and run into the portal with a few scratches on your legs which the lion cubs there kindly gave you. You flinched as you remember that brutal memory.

"Where is it this time" you looked at Mordo.

"mount Everest" The Ancient replied simply without turned her gaze at you.

You massage the bridge of your nose. "no.. how long has he been there?"

"seven minu-"

"eight minutes now" The Ancient One cut Mordo off her eyes remaining at the space in front of her.

You gaped and looked ahead of you. Expect Stephen's gateway to appear out of nowhere but nothing appeared. Time flies for about a second although it feels like an hour the three of you wait for Stephen to appear. Mordo became concerned.

"perhaps I should" Mordo began to reach for his sling ring on his belt.

Ancient One put her hand over Mordo's as if stopping him to help Stephen but then out of nowhere, Stephen's Gateway appeared and here comes Stephen stumbling to the ground with his body shivering from the cold. His beard, body and hair are full of white snow. You automatically crouched next to him and held his pale hand, noticing how cold his body was, you activated a warm spell on your palm hoping to warm his body.

Stephen raised his head to look at Ancient One. His face is somewhat between pissed off and grateful with what he has achieved. Piss off the way Ancient One did the scene a while ago on him and grateful because he managed to open the portal on his own. He then let out a relieved breath and looked at you who was concerned with his well-being. Your face and his are only about 2 or 3 inches close, one inch he can kiss your lips. Stephen's face suddenly started to heat up when he thought about such a thing.

"Come on.. let's warm you up.. otherwise you will die from hypothermia" you tried to lift his cold body, not noticing how red Stephen's face was. Warm spell still working.

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"Which one is your room?" You held onto Stephen's shoulder trying to stabilize him. He still shivered like someone who has tremors but the color of his skin is getting better thanks to the warm spell you cast.

Stephen glanced at you and then looked ahead of him. He nodded towards a second door at the end of the corridor. "that one, second door"

You nodded and led him to his room slowly. The door to his room opened, you took Stephen to the middle of his room. You look around. His room is very neat and awake compared to the owner himself who is still scruffy with a beard and long hair. You turned your gaze to Stephen.

"come on, I'll take you to the bathroom.. Let's just give you a hot bath, I guess.." You held Stephen's hand and led him to the bathroom.

Stephen's room is just like your room so it's not surprising if you know where the bathroom is located. As you enter the bathroom with Stephen in the back who is still cold, you release his hand from your grip and walk to the water faucet to set it to hot water which at first when you come here is quite surprising that the Kamar Taj is not a place that does not use technology other than wifi so it's no surprise that the bathroom faucet can be set to hot or cold.

After you set it in the hot water, you glanced at Stephen who was still stiff behind you. His eyes looked at you with an unreadable look on his face. You can't identify the reaction he is making now as he seems to be thinking about you as if you are an endangered creature and humans see it for the first time which makes them stunned.

Weird metaphor? yes i know. You walked up to Stephen.

"Stephen?" you call him

Stephen jerked slightly and looked down at your eyes. Both of you staring at each other's eyes for a good minute. You can feel butterflies in your stomach flutter as your heart beats fast and skips a few beats. Your face warmed when you held Stephen's gaze. Stephen didn't move but just looked at your face. But it didn't last long, as you broke the staring contest by looking at the bathtub.

"the water is ready.. I'll leave you to take a bath then." you said avoiding looking at Stephen, face still red.

Stephen nodded before silently walking towards the middle of the bathroom to undress himself.

"You should shave all those hairs you know? Maybe cut it short or shave it clean? Cut that hair too" You said while looking at Stephen who had half opened his tunic to reveal his firm chest.

Stephen stopped and looked at you. "I've tried but both my hands shook badly. I've had cuts on my face before so I don't want to take any risks" Stephen turned his back to you.

"need help with that?" you blubbered without hesitation.

Stephen turned his body to you back and looked at you confused. "have you ever shaved before?"

"Even though I'm a woman, it doesn't mean I don't have hairs to shave." you said simply.

"right" now he feels stupid for asking such a question.

"now stay there, I'll prepare the shaver and scissors, I know what to do with those hairs" you opened the mirror on the wall and took out the electric shaver and silver scissors. Stephen gulped nervously.

After you took the items, you closed the mirror and walked towards the towel rack next to the bathroom door which means outside. Stephen's white towel was reached by you and you walked towards Stephen who was still standing in the same place.

"Oh, Dammit i forgot. I better do it after you shower. You still cold. I don't want you to dead yet." you put the electronic shaver and scissors in the sink, silently cursing under your breath for forgetting Stephen conditions.

Stephen nodded without any words while you who still ashamed with forgetting about his condition left the bathroom to give Stephen privacy.

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"Can you just sit properly? Do you want your face full of cuts? Sit properly" you patted his bare shoulder with your free hand while the other was trying to shave and trim a little on his new beard.

Stephen rolled his eyes while looking up to the ceiling to allow you to work on his chin. "yes ma'am"

You glared at him and continued to trim his beard for the last touch where you stand in front of him who is sitting on a chair so that you are at the same level as him and it is easy to trim his goatee. His hair is already cut, which goes with his look and his new goatee.

You just followed Stephen's instructions regarding that he wanted to change his new appearance so was his new life which suited him with this new look and this made something flutter in your stomach when you made the last touch on his goatee. And then everything is done.

You smile satisfied with the results of your work. Stephen looked up at you with an appreciation look.

"yeay, all done" you patted his bare shoulder and walked to the side allowing him to look at himself in the mirror.

Stephen got up and stood in front of the mirror and took a small towel and gently wiped his new wet goatee before putting it aside and cocked his head upwards to look at your work. Clean, neat and tidy. Stephen nodded in satisfaction.

"not bad" Stephen praised.

"oh, thank you, Doctor Strange" you bowed slightly with a smirk.

Stephen pushed your head jokingly. "Stop it" He smiled.

You chuckled and glanced at his firm chest accidentally before quickly turning your gaze towards Stephen's face who still held his smirk. Your face started to turn red.

"Like what you see, stoat?" Stephen smirked teasingly.

"shut up, Giraffe" you turned your gaze to the side. Your face was very red and warm but you managed to hide it.

"don't be shy, sweetheart. You've seen me naked before" Stephen poked your shoulder with his index finger.

"Yeah well that was when we were 11 years old. We weren't mature at that time. Besides you're not completely naked at that time, you're just half naked like now" you waved your hands to the appearance of him wearing only a towel around his waist.

"Wait until I open-"

"wow, easy boy.. just shut up!" you smack his shoulder a little hurt.

Stephen winced and rubbed his shoulder that you smacked before he took both of your hands and held them tightly. His face softened as he looked at you and appreciated the things you did to him just now.

"thanks for helping me cut and shave me. I can't really describe how much you have done for me. So thank you" Stephen complimented.

"I'm just returning the favor you did to me before" You muttered.

"and yet this also means something to me" he put his forehead on your forehead and closed his eyes. So was you too.

You sighed heavily. "can we just be like this forever? like hangout with each other, treat each other like we did when we were kids. Can we do that again?"

"I want to do that too. Hangout with you until both of us fell asleep or just us having a silence moment together until we get bored and want to do something silly" Stephen replied, slowly rocking his and yours body together side by side . Stephen let go of your hands and put his hands on your waist.

You automatically put your hands on his shoulders and unconsciously played with his back hair. "I miss you.. I miss us"

Stephen sighed lightly. "I miss you too.. I miss us too.. We are just so busy with life that we rarely see each other"

You hummed. "Have you apologized to Christine? You know after you outburst your frustration on her. Even though you two have broken up, it doesn't mean you don't have to apologize to her. She deserves your forgiveness, Stephen"

"don't worry, I'm planning to email her for the 40th time again" Stephen said.

"She didn't reply to any of your emails?" you parted away from his forehead and stared at his face with a dumbfounded look.

"no, she.. I don't blame her for not replying to my emails.. she deserves to do that. She probably wants space" Stephen sighed and stared back at your face with a sad look.

"Oh, Steph. I'm sure she'll open her heart to accept your forgiveness" You stroked the back of his hair gently.

"What did I do to deserve a person like you?" Stephen muttered.

"we know each other for a long time, I'm sure you understand what kind of person I am" you replied with a twinkle in your eyes.

Stephen stared at your eyes for a long time. Stephen is no stranger to how you both treat each other. Whether it's touching, hugging or kissing one another's cheeks in greetings. That's what friends always do, right?

'friends' Stephen thought bitterly.

Friends are not like this. Hug like you've been together for more than 2 years. Not that they both care, they know and understand each other better than their own partners. It's like peas in a pod, meaning never separated and always going everywhere together and doing work together. Not counting a few months of silence treatment they did but still both of them always thinking about each other.

Is it possible to love your childhood friend? It is not impossible as this kind of thing has been experienced by many other people in this world so it is not surprising if one of them starts to confess.

Stephen's eyes stared at your own a few moments before he broke his staring by looking down. He sighed.

"I think I need to say this to you" Stephen began.

You looked at him confused. Stephen let out a small sigh and stared at your face in new found confidence.

"i-" Stephen paused. "we've been friends since we were both 10 years old until we were 40. Our friendship has never been challenged or broken even if we both fight or have a disagreement. We always apologize and help each other in our own way and that never becomes less in our friendship." Stephen put his hands on both of your cheeks. His face softened.

"And I think we should be more than that. We rely on each other no matter what happened and it's doing something inside of me like something flutter inside me whenever you help or accompany me in anything. I just love your presence, your voice, your knowledge about anything and I love what kind of person you are. In fact, I love everything about you because you are different from others. You don't care about other people's things. You don't care about what people say about me Nor did you care to be friends with me even though I have high ego and arrogance. You're still with me even after knowing that I'm dating Christine.. I don't realized that i pushed our friendship away knowing you just wanted to keep this friendship but then again, dating with Christine is not the same as I was with you. I didn't realize that I really want you..I have done all kinds of things for you so that you can get a hint that I actually want to be more than a childhood friend. I'm just afraid to say this to you. I'm just afraid that you don't have the same feeling about me. I still think that you are not destined for me but now I can see the other way" Stephen confessed.

You are speechless. 'He likes me' you thought. The heart began to beat faster when the long-hidden feelings now rose again. After all this time he likes you back. He returns your love to you. You are just blind and don't realize that all this time Stephen has done all sorts of things that a good friend would never do. He showed his love for you in an unspeakable way. He returns your love without saying anything but he used action to tell you that he likes you. Unspoken love in this term, he doesn't dare to say that he really loves you more than childhood friend and he wants more than that with you. The way he shows how much he loves you is so big and more than enough but you just blinded by your own doubt not knowing that he too feel like you doesn't have the same feeling to him.

"Stephen" you whispered, hands reached to rubbed Stephen's hands on your cheeks.

Stephen looked down, ashamed."I understand that you don't have the same feelings for me, but at least I can say what I want to say to you about my feelings that have been hidden in my soul for a long time. I always love you no matter what."

You softened your looks at him and caressed his cheeks softly. " Steph, you don't need to explain it, because I also have feelings for you. It's been a long time but I don't have the courage.. I don't have the courage to tell you this.. I'm afraid you'll reject me because I think it will ruin the friendship we built a long time ago"

Stephen shook his head and rubbed your cheeks with his thumbs. "no, don't say it will destroy our friendship.. we are the only two who don't have the courage to confess to each other. But only time will tell how organized our story is.. Look at us now, confess to each other. I always love you " Stephen leaning closer to your face.

You stared at the multicolored eyes in front of you with a softened look engraved on your face. Admire a beautiful galaxy in his eyes. Along with his face that you grew up with. And without hesitation, You leaned closer to his lips with yours. Kissing each other lips passionately without one of you parting away. Stephen returned the kiss deeply savoring the warm feeling of your lips with his eyes closed. His hands automatically go to your neck to bring your body closer to him while your hands slide to his firm chest.

After a good five minutes, the two of you parted away from each other to breathe with smiles on both of your faces and then both of you giggled like school kids whose love was returned by their crush. You giggled while rubbing Stephen's chest while Stephen giggled while rubbing his thumbs on your neck gently.

"wow" you giggled and put your head on his chest.

Stephen put his right hand on top of your head and gently rubbed your head while his left hand slide to your hips. His head on top of your head and then he automatically kissed the crown of your hair tenderly. "I know, love."

You blushed at that new nickname he gave you and hide your face on his chest. And then the atmosphere was quiet and the two of you enjoyed each other's warm embrace with an aura of love and affection around the two of you. Only your two breaths could be heard in Stephen's room.

Stephen decided to break the silence. "So you and that woman before had no relationship, right?"

"Dhani? Oh! no no.. me and her are just friends.. nothing happens between us.. She and John are the only ones who have something.. She's always disappearing with John" you moved your head to the side and listening to his heartbeat.

"oh, ok.." Stephen muttered.

You raised your head to look at Stephen with an arched eyebrow. "why.. do you think I'm into a women now?.. Gosh.. no, I still have lust for men and that man is you" you stand on your tip toes and peck his lips.

Stephen blushed. "But it's true what you said.. John also always disappears with Dhani.. Something must happen between the two of them.." Stephen paused. "wanna make a bet?"

You looked at him in disbelief. "Like when we were stupid teenagers? Remember that I lost a lot to you."

"That was before, but now maybe there is luck. Who knows, you won anyway.. My bet is John who confessed to Dhani first"

"fine.. Mine was Dhani who confessed first with her weird way" you mumbled.

"Whoever wins gets 10 rupees" Stephen added.

You hummed. "enough to buy ice tea.. deal" you started holding out your right hand to seal the deal.

Stephen nodded and without hesitation shook your hand with his and shook it a few times before kissing the back of your hand as an extra. "deal"

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