#Honestly I might just try and transcribe all the 'shilo's fucked up morals' moment i can find bc that sounds fun and text versions are nice

[maggotmoment]

Slimecicle (to Bizly): is guilt and remorse over this-is this like a surprising feeling for Shilo? Over-over taking these people in and leaving them there? Bizly: I think like.....weirdly less guilt then I would have expected to feel? Because there is so much going on that I don't think he'd really even feel as bad as he would've just normally. Slimecicle: okay. Bizly: and maybe he feels guilty for not feeling guilty.

^ moment from the beginning of ep 7 right when shilo realizes he left all those old ppl at the warehouse with spider gabriel. Which like...he doesn't feel that guilty! he maybe would have felt more guilty if he hadn't gotten hurt and emizel hadn't died, but like. shilo is somewhat self-absorbed, and I think he does-at least subconsciously-see his life-and maybe emizel's at this point-as more valuable then other people's. Which makes sense, of course you're going to value yourself and your family more over some random strangers, but he's the one who brought them there. So that they could what-help? they're a bunch of old people, what are they going to do. But its not like shilo has any guards to face the danger for him, so he has to find replacements somewhere.