#Holy shit Alex growing up with the ''I could've saved her'' mentality even though she literally died under circumstances that were entirely

[eggyolkguzzler-archive]

Alex..... I am so glad to see you have grown into the kind young man I knew you always were. Or, well, are. It brings me so much joy to see you so well loved.

Tell me. Are you happy dear? < @claramullner >

M-MOM!? MAMA!?

Wah- How!? How is this- How are you talking right now? You were-

You-...

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Mom. Mama. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I was such a- I was such a brat! I was just- I was so scared. And I hated him so much! What he did to you, I just- I couldn't- I didn't know what to- I couldn't do anything! And-...

And I'm sorry...

I'm trying to be better. I'm not a little brat anymore! I promise! I'm trying so hard! I- I'm-

*Hic*

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I... I am happy... At least, I think I am. Sometimes I'm not. B- But I have a lot of friends. And I have a job that I work in the summer. And I take really good care of Dusty. He-... He misses you so much.

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I... miss you so much.