#Heater MCcamara

[writing-fanics]

Dead!J.D. x Fem!Reader

Warning: angst, mentions of suicide, death, suicide.

Short and sweet

Title: the Goodbye Letter

Dear Mom and Dad,

I’m sorry that you have to deal with this, but I love you guys so much and I don’t want you guys to be sad. Please don’t cry, I hate it when you cry. And tell Alex I’m so sorry, it’s just this particular lose threw me over the edge.

He was the love of my life, and I know you guys felt as if he was not right for me. I still felt as if he was, and I still think he is even in death. And when he died, my entire world ended.

It felt as if I had lost my entire world, in that very moment seeing him there begging him to stop. Then to see him blow up like that, w-w-was just.........world ending.. I wanted to die with him, I wanted to spend my entire life with him start a family have two kids or more.

But.....he’s gone and there’s nothing I can’t do to change that, and now I’m gone as well by the time you’ve read this able to be at peace and not have to, wake up screaming and you guys running into my room. Worried about me, telling me it’s going to be all right when I never will be.

Alex, you are my best friend and I’m sorry I had to do this to you and be selfish. I’m so sorry, I want you to have Mr.Huggles and to have the picture of me and you on your first bday. I love you Alex, and I’m so sorry I did this to you.

Your a strong person, and I know you can grown pass this. I love you so much.

Im sorry you guys are saddened by my death, and I hope you guys can move on.

I love you, guys

Love,

Y/n

(M/n) and (F/n), and Alex cried as they read the letter holding onto eachother.

“Y-y-y/n!” Alex cried, as he held Mr.Huggles sobbing over his sisters death.

But y/n was there hugging her brother in her spirit form, J.D. behind her, upset that she did this to herself but he couldn’t stay mad at her.

“I love you Alex” y/n said, hugging him and kissing Alex’s forehead.