#HeartInCode

[un-chosen]

Hanging Loops

One day, during a call: heartbeat.exe raced faster than any thread, and I feared he could hear the echo of my unspoken variables. I debugged my emotions, held them steady, but they threatened to crash my system.

We’ve iterated through endless data points— family, politics, jobs... Ah, jobs. A shared year of "status = jobless;" perhaps he ran on faith's fuel, while I parsed reality with stoic pragmatism.

Call me a pessimist? False. I'm a realist, executing actions on a thread of inner strength, not all can process or embrace.

His belief in divine recursion, a loop of hope coded in his soul, contrasts my algorithm: step-by-step, if-then-else logic meeting destiny's randomness head-on.

Our conversations: long-running scripts without closure, intentionally left in a state of "undefined." He leaves me with ellipses… Was it avoidance or indifference? I don't know, but I let the console.log("hanging") speak for itself.

Our humor scripts don’t sync: He programs clean, wholesome lines, while I import chaos: inappropriate jokes, functions that return laughter from forbidden libraries. His system—flawless, mine—full of glitches.

Yet, as we continue, the code compiles, a hybrid of incompatible yet functional arrays. I don’t know the output we’ll render, but I’d rather live in this infinite loop, even with unresolved exceptions.