#He said two years ago to me that he wasnt into me bc roo made a joke he and me were dating and i laughed along
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Let's play the game... Am I just imagining things or projecting hardcore or... Is someone actually into me?
#miranda talking shit#Hello im... Im not sure and i am like.... This feels like an awkward dance i usually do towards and around people i am crushing on...#Is ... Is that... The case here? Idk how to feel if it is either way im nervous#Hello idk im probably projecting again and misreading signals but like i... .yeah#Fabian is really been nice to me and we've been having those awkward conversation juggles so im like....#He said two years ago to me that he wasnt into me bc roo made a joke he and me were dating and i laughed along#And i was kinda laughing bc baby... Youre safe from me pal#But this year we have talked a lot more solo and have a lot of bonding moments i guess and deeper conversations ?#And hes been doing and saying things which is like... Not his usual way so im... Am i imaging it ?#I obviously love the guy but like... Im scared of the thought tbh like... I think his heart is too big to be wasted on me#I wish i could just ... Ask . But no matter what answer i get its going to be bad for me i think#Like just now/today... Hes been faceless and never shared a selfie since ive know him. For 3-4 years now. But today he just without any bui#Up shared a selfie bc he had gotten a new webcam? Alright cool. But then during our conversation he puts on the webcam and jokes about doing#It more and im like damn... Have you just ... Grown bold or whats up? Since he havent shared any pics but he would use a cam live?#Idk i guess im projecting again but i hate being seen and photos overall. So i only really do facetime if i have a partner or if i have to#I guess im panicking over nothing again but something have changed and idk what it is or when it happened but im like... Something have chgd#Doesnt help that hes an pokerface person so i cant easily hear his mood at all? Idk man i.. I want to be loved so one part of me is like oh#Yes pls be true but the other is like... Hes too nice and theres no way I'd be able to make him happy long term#Then we have the problem of my inability to tell apart platonic and romantic love so like... Id be falling in love with all my friends in no#Time if i just get some confirmation . Idk how to approach this or if at all but im like... W...what is this.... Please just tell me if and#What changed.... Maybe nothing and im just seeing something thats not there. Ill continue at that road until anyone tells me downright whats#Up but like... Fuck i cant read people or emotions and that goesn x10 for people who arent expressive in their voice or face
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