#Hbomberguy is going to fucking destroy my wretched little girlie existence when he finds out that I didn't invent using comsic horror

[i-cant-believe-its-not-silk]

And they lead me from my dirty hovel decrepit wasteful thing it was

Lead me by the hand through shacks and ugly houses I felt like a doll being pulled on a string

They pulled me all the way to a palace so high in its majesty and colorful in its beauty.

Open flew the gates and my gaze was cast upon a Goddes for that is the only word in our pitiful pathetic wretched little world of meat that does HER any justice

Deeper than my fragile little mind could understand 

HOW COULD ANYONE EVER WANT TO LOOK AT ME AGAIN

HOW COULD ANYONE EVER WANT TO LOOK AT ME AGAIN

I HATE THESE FUCKING CHAINS

HOW COULD ANYONE EVER LIKE THIS

HOW COULD ANYONE EVER LIKE THIS

I WOULD KILL TO KEEP THIS FEELING INSIDE ME CAUSE FEELING ANY OTHER WAY WOULD BE DENYING HER BEAUTY

I SEEK VALIDATION 

AND SHE IS SMILING

If there is a God she is not the benevolent creator nor is she a malevolent tyrant 

She is the cruel performer dancing further out of reach 

She's the light to the only path that feels right

And the only thing that has ever mattered is her. 

She's the end the requirement and the punishment 

None of you fucking understand 

I just want to be a girl