#Hamtaro i've known since i was 12

[atlantahammy]

YOU KNKW HAMTARO HAM-HAM HEARTBREAK HIHIHI!!(I only actually know it from Courtney/ProjectSNT on youtube but STILL COOL-)

Yes, and for a matter of fact, that's where my username came from xD Atlanta (My name) and Hammy! Cause Hammy-ham-hams! I also Played Rainbow Rescue, Ham-Ham Games, brute forced some of Nazo-Nazo-Q and course Hi! Hamtaro xD

[chaifootsteps]

I was just thinking about I've really never written anything particularly bad before. Not like in a bragging "Everything I write is amazing " way, but more just in a morality kinda way. Like, yeah, I've written smut, but nothing egregious. No questionable age gaps, no dead dove don't eat, no non con or even dub con, nothing. All my stuff is about as squeaky clean as smut can get....

then I remember how when I was 18, I wrote a incest fic about the Wild Kratt brothers fucking in wolf creature power suits and submitted it to some tumblr blog that posted art and shit about that ship, which has since been deleted I think?... like I didn't even nessecarily ship it, my fuckin teenage brain just was lookin at all of this shit and said "Hey yo, let's write furry incest about this shit."

And I realized that... no one knows it was me that did that. Litterally, the only copy of that fic was written on tumblr, so I dont even have it saves anywhere on my old phones or laptops. I specifically asked the person who ran the blog to keep me anonymous too, so unless they just suddenly decide to out me for no damn reason, no one's gonna know it was me.

And honestly, I hope to keep it that way. Not even necessarily because I'm ashamed of it or that I hate myself for writing it, because despite what it was and my skill level at that time, I was genuinely really proud of how it turned out, and I feel like it was a step towards me improving my writing skills. I want to keep it secret strictly because I don't want to be known as the Krattcest furry knot fic author.

I plan to take this to my grave, and this is probably the only time I will ever talk about it. I will sooner admit to homicide than to being the one that wrote the Krattcest knot fic. You couldn't waterboard this shit out of me.

We've all got demons, Anon. Mine is the Hamtaro thing I wrote when I was 12.