#HUAISANGS JUST A LIDDOL BEANNNN

[nyahuaisang]

YES YES YESSSSS

I just wrote a whole rant on their relationship but im gonna rant more here cause YES THEY LOVE EACH OTHER SOOO MUCH

NMJ knows that he's much more susceptible to a qi deviation then other sects, he could literally drop dead at any time, and that he's huaisang's only family(i mean theres probably a distant aunt or sumn but shes not here so *shrug*) so if he died, huaisang would be left all alone, unprepared for the sect leader position and the wars thatll come with it, and with no one to support or guide him and NMJ refuses to let that happen. Thus, he had to ingrain as much knowledge and skills into huaisang, even it made his brother dislike him.

And for all he complains, huaisang KNOWS that his brother is only harsh because he cares. But being a naive teenager, he took his brother for granted, believing that no matter how harsh mingjue gets, he's never gonna leave him. But he did.

From huaisang's perspective, he let his brother die thinking he despised him. All their interactions before mingjue's death with him avoiding mingjue and complaining about him and his brother died before huaisang could tell him how grateful he is to him and make him proud.

And this is why both his mingjue's resentful energy and huaisang's vengeance is so immense. Whereas JZS died knowing wei ying didn't intentionally kill him and JYL died protecting her brother, the little time the nie brothets had with each other was takem away from them prematurely with full intent, and NMJ died doing the one thing he wanted to avoid: leaving behind a brother who wasn't prepared either in leadership skills nor strength, who he injured and traumatized and never made up with. And huaisang knows this, which is why he refuses to leave his brother's death the way it was.

I don’t know how many people will agree with me (everyone’s entitled to their own opinion) but NHS had every right to be angry and want vengence. Imagine watching someone you love suddenly dying a horrible death and then learning afterwards that it was caused by someone you trusted. Did he do the right thing? No, he definetly didn’t. Did he know that? Probably. Did he care? No and he didn’t have to. He just backstabbed the one who did the same back that’s all.

*shakes bc i love NHS so much*

NHS must have really loved NMJ so much that he shed his own innocence and deceived everyone bc he feels his brother won’t be able to rest in peace otherwise if they don’t get their revenge (and yet despite how infamous nie mingjue was with his rage and temper, i think that if he had the chance, he would have let go of all that if it meant keeping his little brother’s innocence in tact with his safety and happiness)