#HOPIJG TO SEE SOMEONE IS TRYING TO FIND YOU SOMEONES TRYING TO TALK TO YOU TO TELL YOU YOUR OKAY
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okcoolthanks · 6 months ago
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IM DOING BAD THANKS FOR ASKING
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EDIT: DW ABT ME IM A LOT BETTER NOW I JUST WANTED TO SCREAM IN THE TAGS :))
OOOOOHHHHHH SKMEONE FUCKING LOBOTOMIZE ME I JUST HESRD A CLIP OF A SONG I WAS OBSESSED WITH WHEN I WAS HAVING AN AWFUL FUCKING TIME
#FUCKING SHIT DUDE#YOU DONT UNDERSTAND THE FEELING OF FINDING THIS THROUGH A FRIENDS RECCOMENDATION AND THEN GETTING INTO A FIGHT WITH THEM#IN A REPAIRABLE WAY BUT YOUR TOO FUCKIJG STUBBORN TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT SO YOU HIDE IN A SOOT NO ONE KNOWS HOW TO FIND YOU AND YOU CUT XS#INTO YOUR HANDS BECAUSE ITS THE ONLY FORM OF SELF HARM THAT DOESNT HURT TOO MUCH THAT LOOKS COOL IN A NON CONCERNING WAY#AND WANTING TO SCREAM THE LYRICS BECAUSE IT HURTS BUT GODDAMMIT ITS SO FUCKING GOOD#‘I CANT BE WHAT YOU NEED I AM STUCK. IN A DREAM I AM STUCK. IN A DREAM’#DONT YOU KNOW SHES BEEN HERE ALL ALONG IN A DREAM#YOU KNOW NO ONES GONNA TRY AND FIND YOU YOU FUCKED ALL MEANING TOWARDS THEM OVER AND OVER BUT YOU STILL LOOK BOTH WAYS HOPING TO SEE TH#HOPIJG TO SEE SOMEONE IS TRYING TO FIND YOU SOMEONES TRYING TO TALK TO YOU TO TELL YOU YOUR OKAY#‘DID I MAKE A MISTAKE’ RINGING THROUGH YOUR HEAD KNOWING YOU DID KNOWIJG YOULL REGRET THIS FOR YEARS KNOWING ITS YOUR FUCKING FAULT THAT#YOULL NEVER HAVE FRIENDS THAT YOU CANT PUT IN THE EFFORT TO TALK TO ANYONE KNOWING THIS WILL JEVER HAPPEN AGAIN#KNOWIJG YOUR WHY EVERYTHING BAD HAPPENS TO YOU. ITS NOT HER FAULT. ITS NOT HIS FAULT. ITS NO ONES FUALT BUT YOURS#AND YOU HAVE TO LIVE WITH THAT IMAGINING TRAINS IN YOUR HEAD WANTING TO RUN AND HAVE SOMEONE GO AFTER YOU WANTING SOMETHING#WANTING TO KNOW SOMEONES THERE AND THEY CARE AND THEY WONT LET YOU FALL OR DRIFT AWAY#cough cough anyways#uh goodnight yall I’m doing a lot better now lmao#it’s such a good song tho totally listen to it
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