#HAPPNEWYRRRR

[caramelmachatwo]

bye 2023

it's new year's eve!!! and of course i will write abt it. i wanna give thanks to everyone that has been part of my year — especially to people who remind me why i continue to be kind. most of my life, i've lived timidly and afraid. it made making friends, trying out new things, and living harder than it already is, even talking was hard. thankfully, this year was full of love, courage, and hope. :)

i started to not care about everything, about everyone. all that mattered was how i felt. i did pretty scary things like; took counseling, transferred to a new school, fall in love, turned down opportunities, i even started to write this. seeing where i am now, i'm super different than who i was a year ago, and i couldn't be happier that i've changed, everything has changed. i would like to thank my friends, sobra sobra sobra. i don't say it enough, but the whole reason why i love to love others is because of u guys <3. i learned how to love myself because the people around me never made it seem impossible, it was certainly hard but that just made me even more stubborn in giving up in loving others. to my mom & dad, thank u for being so patient, i believe that we're meant for each other as a family. thank u for raising me to never forget to thank god for all that i have. to those who are able to read this, please read it with care, i entrust the world enough for it to be read by the right people and come across the audience it is meant for, wow, so silly AWJEIAWJE happy new year! take all the risk, cherish all the love, drink all the beer 🍻