#H1GHRGANG

[sojujaybum]

From Jay Park’s OF.

[dreamperfectarchives]

KHH Masterlist

༉‧₊˚✧ DPR/ Dream Perfect Regime

DPR Live/ Hong Dabin

[Neon Lights] — Club!AU

↬ Summary: You and Dabin work in a club, that’s it, that’s the fic.

(The link for this fic will send you to my main account)

[Sweet Silence] - Bet!AU

↬ Summary: Dabin makes a bet with his friends without thinking about the consequences and gets into trouble.

Or boys will be boys, Ugh.

DPR Ian/ Christian Yu

[One Step Closer] — Post-Apocalypse!AU

↬ Summary: The worlds come to an end, there’s chaos and dead-beat silence, but above all that, you’re one step closer to a happy ending.

or you’re looking for your brother and find Ian.

(The link for this fic will send you to my main account)

[Written In Pages] - Work!AU

↬ Summary: Sometimes, it’s for the best.

(The link for this fic will send you to my main account)

[violenttbabe]

unsteady☆

[whats-wild-to-you]

Dr. Daredevil (Jay Park AU)

Chaeyeon

'Nurse Jung could become an issue.'

I replayed Kang Hyuntae's words in my mind over and over again.

Jaebeom had left for the hospital but insisted that I stayed here and, as he so eloquently put it, heal.

I was absentmindedly chewing on my french toast when I heard the front door spring open. Thinking that Jaebeom came back because he forgot something, I jumped on my feet, eager to meet him halfway.

Only when I stared into the cold eyes of his grandfather, I realized I was wearing one of Jaebeom's shirt that barely covered my ass.

"Figures." The old man commented dryly.

"Mr. Park, I-"

"Save it. I'll wait here while you get dressed."

Much to my surprise I complied and shuffled back to the bedroom, picking up my clothes that there scattered all over the floor.

"I had no idea Jae-"

"That stupid immature boy really thinks he can keep secrets from me."

"I-"

"Let's get to the point of my surprise visit. Ms. Baek, I'll make it quick. I want you gone! Out of my grandson's bed, and life. Out of Seoul. Tell me, how much will it cost?"

I was so taken aback that for a moment I was glad that I didn't sell my parents's house in Andong. But then I came back to my senses. Jaebeom's grandfather was controlling his life and maybe he was intimidating enough to threaten a few more people but he wouldn't succeed with me.

"I'm not quitting!"

"I gathered that much. I'm sad to say that leaves only one option."

He turned on his feet and left without finishing his thought, but I had a pretty good idea about what was going to happed. He would get me fired. I had no doubt that Jaebeom's grandfather possessed that kind of power. All I could hope for was that Kim Donghyun wouldn't let himself get bullied by an old man with money.

Kang Hyuntae

The minute I saw Chaeyeon walking towards me, I knew something was wrong. All her measly attempts to appear busy and dodge everyone who tried to approach her couldn't fool me.

When she passed by me, nodding her head in greeting, I grabbed her arm and dragged her inside the nearest supply closet.

"What the fuck is wrong?"

"With you? I'd say a lot!"

"Quit bullshitting. What happened?"

She pushed past me, shooting me a warning glare. I decided to let her go, I'd approach her later when she had time to cool off.

But I didn't see her for the rest of the day, and stayed well after I was done with work, waiting for her.

Chaeyeon

Thank God my day turned out to be busy. I welcomed the workload, as it kept my mind from spiraling. There was no doubt in my mind that Jaebeom's grandfather had threatened me. I needed someone to confide in, but I couldn't talk to either Jaebeom or Dr. Kang.

Twelve hours after I entered the hospital this morning I checked up on my last patient and handed my files to the night nurse. My job here was done and I had earned myself a hot bath and a warm meal at home.

"Dr. Baek?"

I turned around, looking into the frightened eyes of a younger doctor.

"The director wants to see you."

Even though I was desperate to take a quick shower and change out of these filthy scrubs, I nodded and changed my direction, walking towards the elevators.

At an easy pace I walked up to Kim Donghyun's office. I had caught a rare case earlier. A patient who came in, displaying conflicting symptoms. Every doctor was in his room, trying to figure out what was wrong with the man, but in the end it was me who diagnosed him correctly. I guess word travelled back to Kim Donghyun and he wanted to congratulate me. Maybe even present me with a premium. Already schemening about how I would spent the money, I pushed down the handle, casually walking in and plopping down on his comfortable couch.

"Hello, Mr. Kim." I said in a chipper tone.

Kim Donghyun looked up from his folder, acknowledging my presence.

"Dr. Baek, you're here."

I was still on a high from my earlier success that I failed to hear the dull tone in his voice.

"I heard you had an interesting case earlier..."

I was grinning from ear to ear, impatiently waiting to hear about my reward.

"... which makes what I'm about to say even more difficult. Dr. Baek, I'm sorry but you're fired."

It was as if someone had dropped a bucket of ice cold water over my head. I was petrified, my mind was racing to make sense of what I just heard, yet I couldn't move my lips to utter that one word swirling around in my head.

Why?

I watched as Kim Donghyun shifted his focus back on the folder on his desk, indicating that our conversation was over.

Just like that?

Fired?

Without any plausible reason?

Really?, the voice in my head screamed.

It took all my willpower to get up and leave his office with my head held high, when all I wanted to do was cry, drop down on my knees and beg him to change his mind.

You know why you're fired!, a much smaller voice answered in my head as I finally shuffled out of his office.

It appeared that Jaebeom's grandfather was a lot more powerful than I had imagined.

Not wanting to deal with anyone, I just exited the hospital, needing to get far away from this place. In reality I was cowering on a park bench in a nearby park, waiting for the time to pass. Eventually I had to go back for my clothes and stuff but the later it got the bigger were my chances to walk into an empty hospital.

It was close to midnight when I heaved my body off the wooden park bench and began walking towards the building. I passed by the security guard who greeted me and turned left heading towards the cafeteria. It was a shortcut. If I took the emergency staircase up to the fourth floor I could avoid the night nurse too.

"There you are!" I heard someone call after me.

I immediately recognized his voice. Moments later he emerged from the shadows.

"Maybe you want to talk about it now?"

"What's the point? You already know!"

"I do. You got fired. Did you run into Jaebeom's grandfather? Where? Did he threaten you? Ask you to leave? Talk to me!"

I cringed when Kang Hyuntae mentioned Jaebeom. For a moment I wondered if he knew. If I would find a dozen unanswered calls and messages on my phone.

"He doesn't know. He left early."

Does that mean everybody else in this hospital knows I was fired?

"I just came back to get my stuff."

"What will you do?"

I just shook my head, unable to form a coherent thought. I'd have to confront myself at some point and seek answers to these questions, but not tonight.

Jaebeom

After I had left work early, I had dinner with some businessmen my grandfather insisted I had to meet. Dinner led to drinks, which led to more drinks at a bar and by the end of the night I was drunk and had to call a substitute driver.

I barely made it into my apartment and sulked when I realized Chaeyeon wasn't there. Surely she must've seen the key I left for her on the shoe rack. I smiled to myself, realizing I probably had to spell it out for her.

I didn't think I was ready for her to move in permanently but I definitely wanted her to use the key and make a surprise appearance every now and then.

My last thought before I drifted off to sleep was how the sheets still smelled like her and how that was the closest this place ever felt to a home.

I texted Chaeyeon first thing in the morning, asking if we could meet outside the hospital for lunch. When I didn't get a text back I chalked it up to her busy schedule. As I walked in through the door I texted Hyuntae, asking him to meet me in my office.

When he showed up, he looked like he had a rough night and an even rougher morning.

"Everything okay? You look like crap."

He nodded, but there was surprise, astonishment and worry in his eyes. His lips formed into an o-shape and he avoided eye contact.

"You're being weird today. Weirder than usual. Hey, have you seen Chaeyeon this morning? She must be super busy!"

He shook his head, trying to squeeze his body past mine even though I was effectively blocking the door.

When I fixated my stare on him he sighed before racking his fingers through his hair.

"Last night Kim fired Chaeyeon."

"What?" The word came out as a angry roar.

Why didn't she contact me? Why didn't Kim contact me?

"I don't know the specifics, all I know is that this has Park Min Gu written all over it!"

"My grandfather? Why would h-" The words stuck in my throat. Of course he would do something like that. He probably had planned it all along.

"I tried to talk to her, yesterday morning, but she wouldn't tell me what was wrong with her!"

"Yesterday morning?!"

My mind was going a mile a minute. I left in my apartment yesterday morning. Could my gr- No! Impossible. I bought the apartment with my own money, using an alias. There's no way he found out I own it. But what if he-

"Fuck! Do you know where she is right now?"

"No idea. I tried to call her but her phone must be turned off."

"What about Lee Kangmin?" I hated this guy with a passion but he was Chaeyeon's friend. Maybe he knew something.

Kang Hyuntae's face lit up. "I didn't even think about asking him. I'll track him down and see what I can find out. I'll text you as soon as I know more."

He patted my shoulder and left me alone with my thoughts.

This time the chairman went definitely too far.

Chaeyeon

Soojung loaded my plate with scrambled eggs and french toast and placed a mug of black coffee next to it.

"Eat. Then talk." She demanded, while angrily stabbing the scrambled eggs with her fork.

I had showed up at her door late last night and initially offered no explanation for my sudden visit.

Instead I noticed the absence of her husband, but not only he was gone. His stuff was gone too.

'We're not going to talk about my failed marriage when you look like you've been crying. Spit it out or I'll make you!'

Soojung had always been intimidating, but because I was her friend I was immune to it. Last night though she was terrifying, so I gave her the Reader's Digest version before curling up into a ball on the couch and falling asleep.

After I had told her the whole story over breakfast the next morning, she sighed, impatiently tapping her perfectly manicured nails on the marble counter.

"What are you going to do next?"

"What else? I'm going back to Andong."

"No way! You have to stay and fight. They can't fire you like this!"

"What's the point? Jaebeom's grandfather has too much influence! I can stay but I won't get hired by another hospital in this city! Mr. Park made sure of that."

"What will you do about Jaebeom? I'm sure he's going to call when he finds out what the old man did. Are you going to ignore him?"

I shrugged my shoulders. "They're family."

"And you really want to go?"

"Want, no! But I have no choice. I'm going to call Hwang Inseok and beg for my old job back, and pray that the news haven't reached his ears yet."

My genius plan backfired, royally, when Hwang Inseok ignored all my calls.

An unnerving thought sat in the pit of my stomach. Did the old man's power reach so far that he was able to manipulate Hwang Inseok too?

Surely that wouldn't be the case, but I had to see for myself. I had to go to Andong and see Hwang Inseok in person.

After charging my phone, I switched it back on and, no surprise, found several dozen messaged and missed calls from Jaebeom. Out of instinct, I blocked his number and asked Soojung for the keys to her car.

-> next chapter

[shelldeleo]

[milkybonya]

slip ☆ big naughty

order 070, anon: large taro milk tea with banana tapioca pearls, pudding, and regular tapioca pearls for big naughty

! : suggestive (kissing/making out), swear words/explicit language, a lot of bickering, kind of cliché and fast paced

# : enemies to friends to lovers, fake dating, academic rivals, big naughty (Seo Donghyun x gn reader, ft. bestie Haon

[💌: yes i keep using old photos of bigna because he looks cuddly n sof and what about it !!!! also my fav song from hopeless romantic is papillon. and why is he going to so many festivals pls do a world tour sir we're waiting]

"oh, fuck off y/n," Donghyun snaps.

"i literally just want to sit in my seat," you say, pointing to your spot that Donghyun is sitting in.

he scowls at you and sticks his tongue out, turning back to his friends.

"what the fuck is your problem?" you sigh. "why can't i just sit in my seat?"

"your mom," he replies, laughing with his friends.

you groan and sit in his spot instead. he watches you carefully, trying to find more things he can pick on you about.

"what did you get on last week's assignment?" he asks.

"your mom," you reply with a smirk, proud of your retaliation.

"touché," replies Donghyun. "well, i got 99%."

"i got 100 so suck it," you say, turning back to him and sticking your tongue out.

you hear someone laugh and recognize it immediately as your friend, Haon. he walks into class and sits in his spot usually next to you, but currently taken by Donghyun.

"suck it fr, Donghyun," Haon says, opening his books.

"shut up, you can barely even pass half the time," Donghyun whines.

you burst out laughing and Donghyun smiles to himself.

the two of you are sworn enemies, academic rivals.

"but you guys enjoy this, don't you?" Haon asks you as he eats his lunch with you in the cafeteria.

you shake your head.

"he's so annoying, i can't stand him. he's literally so dumb and immature."

Haon shrugs, continuing to eat.

-

that week in class, a new assignment is announced. you're ready to do research and present the best ppt ever... until they say it's a creative project... and a group project, too. a group project in pairs. assigned pairs.

"i'm placing the two rivals in this class together because i'm sure if you actually work together, you can get something spectacular done," your teacher explains.

all eyes on the class turn to you and Donghyun. you can see Haon laughing somewhere within your peripheral vision as you try to look straight ahead.

"y/n and Donghyun, you'll be the first group to present. come take your assignment sheet."

you look back to see Donghyun rolling his eyes and sighing, exaggerating his every move and sound. so, you get up and fetch the sheet yourself.

everyone gets 10 minutes to read the assignment over before the class continues, and you drag your seat to Donghyun's desk so you can both read it over.

"this is so dumb," Donghyun sighs.

"i.. think it's quite fun, actually! we're given a lot of freedom for the presentation.. what should we do?!" you ask.

"i say we write a song. i know a thing or two about music. and you can come to my place; i have the equipment," Donghyun quickly explains while looking down at his phone.

you sigh. this is going to be tough.

-

Donghyun's house is big, clean, and extremely organized. you look around like a tourist at a foreign museum, taking in everything and also trying to find any baby photos of Donghyun to use as blackmail. you find his class president promo poster on the door of his room and immediately take a photo.

"everyone's already seen that. it won't do much for you," he says nonchalantly, making you jump as he walks from behind you into his room and onto his bed.

"let's go to my studio; it's easier to work there," he says with a smirk.

deep down, he's excited. he's excited for you to see the studio and feel shocked. he's excited to show you that he's more than just a bookworm. why is he excited? he doesn't know.. well.. because he gets to show off and one-up you, right?!

you follow behind him, imagining his studio as a tiny closet with a cheap mic, but you're suprised to find a soundproofed room filled with art, a weird toilet-chair, and a setup that looks like it belongs to a producer.

"wha--?" your jaw is dropped as you look around.

Donghyun's face is burning up, your shocked face makes him feel so proud he could die right now and die happy.

"Donghyun, this is all yours?" you ask.

"yeah, it's whatever. anyways, come sit. let's figure out what we want to do," he says as he sits in his chair, leaning back and turning on the desktop.

it takes a while for you to come up with ideas because you're still so in shock, but eventually, the two of you come up with the bare bones draft of a song. by then, it's pretty late and you decide you should go home.

right as Donghyun is sending you off at the door, his mom walks in.

"oh, hey Donghyun! i'm home.. who is this? a friend from school?"

"i'm y/n, Donghyun's classmate. we were just working on a project together," you say with a smile.

Donghyun's mom smiles back and nods, saying goodbye to you along with his son who glares at you as you leave.

"what kind of classmate do you glare at as they leave, huh Donghyun?" his mom asks him once you're gone.

"a classmate i hate."

-

back in class the next day, you excitedly race to Donghyun to talk about the song you've made.

"i was thinking about it all night! i have so many ideas now... we can incorporate some of our favourite poets' work into the song.. we can also sample some classical artists because we're gonna talk about how copyrighting and stuff is a blurry line, right?!" you ramble on.

"excuse me, do i know you?" Donghyun asks, trying to glare at you but breaking out into a laugh.

his laughter makes you crack up, and you don't notice Haon staring at you. the classroom's biggest rivals are suddenly laughing together?

you spend all of lunch talking about the song with Donghyun, and you go back to his place that night to work on the song again. his mom brings you fruits and wishes you luck as the two of you keep getting more and more ideas for the song.

"what about a music video?!" you suggest.

"let's make Haon the villain," Donghyun jokes.

"hey, hey.. don't bring my friend into this!"

-

the next day, you use your lunch period to film the music video. at this point, all sorts of rumours are spreading throughout the school. most of them involve you and Donghyun dating.

"i heard from someone that you went over to his house and spent the whole night making out with him instead of studying. what do you have to say for yourself, y/n?!" Haon asks you before a class begins.

"they can all fuck off. everyone will see when we present that we've actually been working hard," you explain.

-

at Donghyun's place, the two of you meet to add the final touches to the song and music video. you're so invested on fixing up a specific scene that Donghyun speaking makes you jump.

"don't you think it's so dumb that everyone thinks we're dating," he says.

you raise your brows at him while your heartrate returns to normal. "you heard it too?"

he nods, running his fingers through his soft, dark locks.

"yeah," you agree with a scoff, "it's really dumb."

"what if we fake date to make them think they're right and then a week later or something tell everyone ha we were just pranking!" Donghyun explains with a toothy grin, his hair falling back into his face.

"huh? w-why would we do that?"

Donghyun shrugs. "because it's fun."

you don't see the fun in any of this.

"okay, if you agree to fake date me, i'll... purposely fail the next test."

you perk up at the sound of that and Donghyun smirks.

"deal, then?"

"no... what would fake-dating entail?" you ask, leaning back in your chair next to Donghyun.

he presses the keys on his keyboard as he speaks. "acting like a couple but not actually being a couple?"

"okay, i know that much, but are we talking full pda or--"

💌: (pda means public display of affection, things like holding hands, kissing, etc that a couple does!)

"gross!" Donghyun yelps, pushing you and covering his face as it turns pink.

"get your head out the gutter! we'll just go with the flow, nothing too wild," he explains, pushing the hair out of his eyes.

you find yourself agreeing and the next morning, the day of your presentation, Donghyun is at your front door.

"Donghyun?" you ask, shocked.

"we're dating, aren't we? so let me walk you to school," he says, slipping his hand into yours.

"fake dating," you clarify as you lock the door.

"well.. anyways, all ready for the presentation today?" he asks, pushing his glasses up with his free hand. he grins at you; a small, curious grin.

"yep! i'm so excited... i think the reactions will be legendary," you say.

you both try to ignore the butterflies you feel each time you look at your interlocked fingers.

-

"they're holding hands?"

"i told you they're dating!"

"is it a prank?"

"y/n just wants to make Haon jealous."

the whispers start the second you and Donghyun enter the school grounds while holding hands, and they don't stop.

Haon races up to you in class once you're in your seat, demanding answers.

"i haven't seen you in a week and you say it's because of this project and now you're holding hands with your sworn enemy?!"

you shrug in response and he sighs.

looking back at Donghyun, you find he was already looking at you. quickly, he looks away, his cheeks red.

"okay, class. let's start the presentations! Haon and Seunghoon can go first," the teacher says.

you watch your best friend sigh as he stands, shuffling over to the front. you cheer him on and watch eagerly as he presents, but you're also nervous for your turn.

well, you don't even have time to be nervous! you're up next!!

the class murmurs as you both walk up and Donghyun smiles at you, lovingly? you can't tell if he's putting on the fake dating act or if his small smile and warm eyes are genuinely shooting out love hearts for you.

you shrug it off and focus on the presentation. luckily, you and Donghyun both present without any mistakes, and both the class and teacher love it!

"i knew something good would come out of pairing you both together!" the teacher says.

after the class, so many people come up to you both with questions about the song. Haon jokingly tells everyone that no paparazzi is allowed.

"move back!" he shouts, gently pushing the students away.

while Haon is unknowingly distracting them, Donghyun whispers into your ear.

"on the count of three, let's run."

"one." he smiles at you.

"two." he takes your hand.

"three!" he pulls you towards him as he sprints out of the class and you trail behind him.

your laughter echoes through the halls as you both stop in an empty classroom to catch your breaths.

"why?!" you ask Donghyun, who shrugs his shoulders.

"this is so much better," he says, panting while smiling.

"agreed," you reply.

there's an awkward silence between you both and you look around the classroom, not noticing Donghyun's eyes on you.

"can i kiss you?" he suddenly asks.

"huh?!" you whip your head around.

Donghyun's eyes are sparkling. he's serious, genuinely meant the question he asked.

"yes," you reply, knowing you mean it but not knowing why.

before you can try to find out, Donghyun is pressing his lips to yours and cupping your cheeks. his kiss is warm, and soft. you see stars; you feel butterflies like never before. he's practically taking you to heaven but brings you back down the second he pulls away.

"i-i'm sorry," he says, sheepishly, looking ashamed but cute with his cheeks all rosy.

"no. i wanted to," you say, reaching for his hand.

why are you reaching for his hand? your body is acting on instincts that you aren't even aware of.

you hear a low whistle from outside the classroom.

"so this is where you ran off to?" Haon asks, stepping into the class.

you quickly let go of Donghyun's hands.

"you have a lot of explaining to do, y/n," Haon tells you.

-

an hour spent at a café with Haon and he's had his jaw dropped the whole time as you've been talking.

"okay and so basically now you both kissed and you're wondering if you have real feelings for him?" Haon asks.

you slowly nod, taking a sip of your drink. your friend shakes his head at you, smirking.

"you fucking idiot. you've had feelings for him this whole time and haven't known! just date him for real already," Haon says.

"it isn't that easy! who knows how he feels about me," you point out.

Haon laughs, "he asked if he could kiss you. you don't think he likes you?"

your phone vibrates on the table. Donghyun's caller id flashes on the screen.

"answer it," Haon says. "i bet he wants to confess."

"hello?" you speak into your phone, stepping outside of the café so you can hear better.

"hey.. you're not busy, are you?" Donghyun asks in a small voice.

you look back at Haon. "no, why?"

"about what happened today.. i want to say that i don't regret it. i wanted that.. and i still want it.,"

"what do you mean?" you ask.

"i like you, y/n. for real. let's date.. for real?" he asks.

"you idiot. why aren't you telling me this in person," you joke.

"because i'm shy. answer me first," he whines.

you laugh, telling him that you feel the same.

"everything is happening so fast," you say.

"you're right, but let's not waste any more time. do you wanna come over?" Donghyun asks.

Haon looks up moments later to find you rushing in to grab your things.

"i'm so sorry Haon, i've gotta go," you say.

"just go. go to him," Haon says, sipping on his drink.

-

at Donghyun's house, his mom invites you in and you walk straight to his studio. the second you knock on his door, he opens it. clearly, he's been waiting.

and he wastes no time before he pins you to the door and his lips crash onto yours, tenderly melting against you as his hands slowly come down to wrap around your waist. he sighs in relief as your cool hands cup his warm cheeks, pulling him closer.

"was that okay?" he whispers after he pulls away.

"yes.. we like each other and we're dating now, right?" you ask.

Donghyun shyly nods. he takes you by the hand toward his chair, inviting you into his lap after he first takes a seat.

"wanna watch a movie with me?" he asks.

-

in class the next day, the two of you act as normal... as normal as a couple who were enemies before, then fake dated and are now dating for real could act.

people still don't know if your relationship is real or not, and some snobby popular girl comes all the way to your class from hers just to find out.

"it's real.. right? Donghyun, you wouldn't be dating your rival.. right? c'mon, i know you like me--"

she's cut off by the sound of your boyfriend scoffing.

"excuse me? like you? who even are you?" Donghyun asks, not even looking at the girl but instead focusing on drawing circles on the back of your hand as he holds it in his.

the girl is dumbfounded and storms away. you look at Donghyun, surprised that he stood up for you. he kisses your nose and giggles.

"i have to get used to this," you say.

"used to what?"

"you defending me for a change."

Donghyun shakes his head at you.

"get to your spots, everyone! we have a test today," the teacher says.

you look back at Donghyun before going to your desk, and he throws you a wink.

it's after class that you realize why--he kept his promise. he purposely failed his test because you agreed to fake date him.

"why would you do that, though? we stopped fake dating," you explain during lunch.

"but you still agreed, and a deal is a deal," he says with a small smile.

-

that night, you go to Donghyun's house again. in the studio, you recount the events that happened with that dumb popular girl and how Donghyun failed a test for the first time. you both laugh your heads off until a long silence prompts you to speak again.

you kneel down so you're eye-level with your boyfriend as you say, "Donghyun, you did really well today. i'm so proud of you. you did so much for me.. i don't deserve it."

"can i kiss you?" he suddenly asks without hesitation.

as soon as you nod yes, he presses his lips to the corner of your mouth, below your lips and above your chin. his touch as he gently caresses your cheek with his thumb is warm and soft. when he pulls away, even though you weren't kissing him, you miss the feeling of his lips on you.

his eyelids flutter open and he stares at you with stars on his eyes, his cheeks dusted red.

you unconsciously whine and pout, wanting to kiss him, making Donghyun break into a smile.

"you missed," you say, pointing to your lips.

"you're crazy," he tells you, but he still kisses you for real this time and butterflies rage within you as he pulls you onto his lap. it feels like you're melting onto his chest as one of his hands hold the back of your neck and the other your back.

Donghyun's phone starts vibrating on his desk but he pays it no mind, fully focusing on his racing heart and how sweet you taste, how warm you are to hold and how much he loves you.

he tells you this, breathes and mumbles it against your lips and you have to hold onto him because you feel so weak.

"D-Donghyun i can't.. i need a break.. my heart is exploding," you stutter.

he holds your waist and lets you lean back, admiring you.

"you don't think my heart also feels like there's warfare happening in there?" he asks with a toothy grin.

"i hate you," you say while smiling.

"oh? why are you sitting in my lap then?"

"fuck off."

"did you mean 'fuck me' instead? cause i will--"

"SHUT UP!" you shout, standing up.

Donghyun is a laughing mess, clapping his hands together and gasping for air.

"i'm sorry," he says with a smile, reaching for your hand as you jokingly turn your back to him.

[sikkeizetrbl]

💾 hijack your heart

[justlissy]

Holly the cupid

genre: fluff

artist: pH-1

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'Holy come here', whispered Harry in vain as the cute puppy made its way to you. Holly hopped on your lap during your photoshop making you grin.

'Yes perfect!' complimented the photographer as she snapped multiple pictures, taking advantage of the fact that Holly was posing ever snap she heard.

Harry froze not knowing what to do, he wanted to go to you and bring Holly back but he could only focus on you. From your round brown eyes to your curly hair, to the dimples that appeared every time you would smile. How could someone be so… beautiful? Before he even realised he was smiling at the sight of his cute puppy playing with a cute girl.

𝘋𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘏𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘶𝘱𝘪𝘥 𝘯𝘰𝘸?

‘Harry!’ Woodie shouted, getting Harry’s attention and he saw the others waving at him waiting to start the shoot.

‘𝘞𝘦𝘭𝘭, �� 𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘔𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘏𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘵, 𝘪𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯’𝘵 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘸𝘢𝘺.’ Harry thought. He jogged towards the other members, after looking back at you one more time.

‘Okay and… we’re done!’ everyone started clapping while you stood up and thanked everyone for their hard work. Then you crouched down to Holly’s eye level grinning at her cute little outfit.

‘Now who do you belong to pretty baby?’ she tilted her head to the side making you melt at her cuteness. You grabbed her into your arms, looking around to see if there’s anyone looking for her. The other artists were busy doing their own shoots so you decided to look for the owner yourself. You asked around to see if anyone knew whose puppy it was but no one seemed to have a clue.

‘I think she’s from someone of H1ghr Music’ a member of staff told you and you thanked them, happy to see that your long walk was coming to an end. At the end of the hallway, you saw a sign saying ‘H1ghr Music’ and looked down to smile at Holly to find her fast asleep. You knocked on the door and peeped your head first to find everyone staring at you.

‘Hi, sorry to bother you guys but I think I have something that belongs to one of you.’ You said nervously, fully entering the room and their looks then fell onto Holly. A guy with a mustache tapped on the shoulder of another guy with a orange beanie, making him turn around. He was holding a bag of gummy bears, one already entering his mouth when his eyes locked with yours slightly widening as if he was surprised to see you. His eyes quickly fell onto his puppy, who looked way too comfortable on your arms. Harry stood up quickly making his way to you with a little awkward smile. You also started walking his way, not really knowing how to act.

‘Hum hey thank you for bringing Holly back, she ran away out of nowhere and found you and even disrupted your photoshoot. I didn’t want to get in the way of it, so I just left in the hopes that she would come back but it seems like she had other plans.’ Harry quickly said making you smile at how flustered he looked.

‘It’s fine, Holly made the pictures even better so I’m the one who should be thanking you…’

‘Ph-1 or you can call him Harry since he finds you cute’ you were interrupted by the moustache guy as he carefully took Holly away from your arms and winked at you.

‘Minsik I swear if you don’t shut your mouth’ Harry hissed, making you giggle at their interaction.

‘Then thank you Harry, I hope I didn’t worry you much’ you say apologetic.

‘Why would you make Harry worry y/n-noona?’ says someone with super long hair wrapping his arm around you.

You look to see who’s talking to you so casually to realise that it's your favourite maknae.

‘Haonnnnieee’ you say in a baby voice, turning to pinch his cheeks that no longer had the baby fat that you remember.

𝘞𝘢𝘪𝘵- 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵’𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦? 𝘠/𝘯 𝘯𝘰𝘰𝘯𝘢? 𝘏𝘢𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘦? 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘏𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘺.

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Hey cupid why you hiding

(Shoot on and shoot on)

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My cupid where you at right now

(Shoot on and shoot on)

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Dr. Daredevil (Jay Park AU)

Chaeyeon

I squirmed when I saw Jaebeom walking towards me. The corridor was crowded with doctors, nurses and patients. I wanted to believe he wouldn't be stupid enough to reveal whatever it was that we had to all these people, but with him I never knew.

I sighed a breath of relief when he just walked past me, nodding, as our eyes met.

To others this might just have looked like a cordial greeting amongst colleagues, but I clearly noticed the smirk on his lips, the twinkle in his eyes.

My stomach churned, and it wasn't hunger that I was feeling.

Thankfully, my day was very busy so I didn't get a chance to run into Jaebeom again. It was close to 10pm when I handed over the last patient file to the night nurse and went to my locker to change.

I had texted Soojung as soon as I entered the hospital this morning. Though I didn't say what was so important, I thought the fact that I wrote twice that I really, really needed to see her tonight would be enough to get her attention. But when I checked my phone I had no messages from her. The six unread messages taunting me were all from Jaebeom. I didn't have to read them to know what they said.

Sighing, I dialed Soojung's number. No matter what she was in the middle of, it would have to wait.

'Hello?'

"Did you not receive my texts this morning?"

'Oh, yeah, no, I- I did. I just- I haven't gotten around to reply. What's up?'

"I should be asking you this. You sound stressed. Everything okay?"

'Yes. Of course.'

"I'm coming over. Should I bring anything?"

'Snacks! Snacks would be good.'

"I'm on my way!" Frowning, I ended the call and walked out of the hospital, taking the shortest route to Soojung's place.

I didn't get very far.

"Stop!"

His voice made the blood in my veins freeze momentarily. Like a fool, I complied, my feet firmly pressed against the concrete. I slowly turned around on the spot and saw Jaebeom walking towards me.

"You're avoiding me."

It wasn't a question, but an observation. And we both knew it was the truth.

I contemplated saying anything, but then again what could I have said to appease him?

Noticing my inner turmoil, he brushed his fingers through his hair, letting out a strained breath.

"I didn't- I... I know I made mistakes, I treated you unfairly. I didn't want to be it this way!"

The wind blowing scattered his words around but when I looked at his pained expression, I could see sincerity in his face.

"Can we talk? Really talk?"

I nodded in agreement and watched as he grabbed my hand, intertwining his fingers with mine. Slowly he walked over to his car with me in tow, keeping silent even after we drove onto the main road.

I was so deep in thoughts, I didn't even realize he wasn't taking me to his grandfather's mansion. Too much was on my mind.

What does he want to talk to me about?

Was he really serious when he told me he wanted to be with me?

Was I serious when I agreed to give this relationship a try?

Since the car stopped, I looked up, realizing we were in an unfamiliar neighborhood.

"You don't live with your grandfather?" I blurted out, which prompted Jaebeom to chuckle.

"He thinks I do. I bought this penthouse apartment two years ago."

"Doesn't he get suspicious when you don't go home at night?"

He chuckled again, shaking his head, but it wasn't amusement that adorned his face.

"He thinks I'm at the hospital all night, busting my ass off."

Nervously, I bit down on my bottom lip as the elevator took us to his penthouse. I didn't know whether the topic was off limits when Jaebeom suggested that we should talk, but since he brought it up himself, I felt a little less guilty about asking.

"How did this happen?"

He answered my question with one of his own.

"Did you know I wanted to be a teacher when I was still a kid? It was my grandfather who forced me to go to med school. I was rebellious at first, but soon realized I was fighting a lost battle. So I complied."

"I'm sure he just wanted the best for his grandson." I offered encouragingly, but his face told a different story.

"He wanted to control me. He took me away from my parents and acted like he cared about me."

"I'm sorry to hear, I had no idea."

There were unspoken words floating in the air and I licked my lips, opening my mouth, allowing them to escape, when Jaebeom cut me off, smiling bitterly.

"Of course that doesn't excuse my actions, I know that, but at some point I forgot who I was, all I wanted was to appease my grandfather."

I noticed the change in tone when he said that last part, but decided to not pry on it. He had said he wanted to talk, so I assumed he was going to come clean, but now I realized he still kept some secrets from me.

For the time being I would be satisfied with what I learned today. I could always worry about the rest later.

"It's not too late to run away from it all." I said, more to myself, because I imagined Jaebeom was the stubborn type who held on to something, no matter how destructive it was.

"And do what?"

"Become a teacher. Do something you want to do!"

He shook his head and it broke my heart. "I can't."

"But you also can't go on like this. What if someone notices? What if someone starts asking uncomfortable questions? Will you also sleep with them to keep them on your side?"

He chuckled at that and for a brief moment his face lit up in amusement.

"Not sure it will work every time."

"Do you think that's why we had sex?" He asked, visibly hurt.

"I didn-"

Jaebeom

Chaeyeon's eyes darted around panicked. Did she feel bad because she made a wrong assumption and hurt my feelings or was she flighty because she thought she had been caught?

"I really like you, Chaeyeon!"

"You have a weird way of showing affection."

Instantly, a hand flew up to her mouth covering her lips, her eyebrows furrowed in anguish.

"I'm sorry."

Suddenly I noticed to distance between us. Chaeyeon managed to scoot away from me as much as possible, sitting on the edge of the big couch.

Plucking up all my courage, I slid closer to her, my eyes trained on hers. I was looking for the slightest sign of discomfort but she just stared back.

"I was mean to you because I wanted to keep you away from all that drama. I didn't want you to deal with my mess. But I guess I was being a fool because even when I tried to push you away, I secretly wanted to get closer to you."

Chaeyeon was biting down on her bottom lip again. When she caught me staring, she released it, the rosy colored flesh looked plump and inviting. Instantly, my lips were on hers.

I had told myself I would try to restrain myself, but in Chaeyeon's presence, being able to smell her perfume and drink in every detail on her face, I found myself turning weak.

I remembered how she looked in med school. I would be lying to myself if I didn't admit that I thought she was pretty back then too. But back then she wouldn't care about her appearance, walking around like a homeless person, wearing the same clothes for a week, hiding her beautiful face behind thick-rimmed glasses. Back then I thought she only cared about school and grades. Only recently I found out about her humble upbringing.

I released her lips only long enough for her to take a much needed breath.

"Jaeb-"

I placed my index finger on her lips firmly, only to replace it with my own seconds later.

She finally gave in when I felt her arm snake around my neck, pulling me closer to her. Her responding to the kiss like that gave me all the confirmation I needed to continue. There were times when I was confused about her because I couldn't decipher her relationship to Lee Kangmin. He was a thorn in my side, but as long as the two remained just friends I wasn't going to bring him up in front of Chaeyeon.

Careful not to scare her, my hand reach to the back of her thighs, slowly pulling her onto my lap. She didn't protest, and when I smiled into the kiss I noticed she did too.

Determined to speed things up, I stood up, carrying her to my bedroom. Gingerly placing her onto my bed, I began undressing her, leaving her in her underwear, before I started taking off my own clothes.

It had been less than 24 hours since we slept together but already I could feel that this time it would be different.

Chaeyeon

Scattered rays of sun peeking through the blinds warmed my face and I naturally pressed my back further into Jaebeom's chest. His warm breath nuzzled my ear and his strong arms rested underneath my bare breasts.

A sigh escaped his lips and I knew he was awake. Capturing his hand in mine, I caressed his long fingers, carefully choosing my next words.

"You're not incompetent. And you don't have to keep up this pretence. It's not too late to turn this all around. I will stay by your side and help you."

Even though I was whispering and he didn't respond, I knew he heard me.

Turning around, I locked eyes with him. He was still sleepy, his hair was tousled and I felt something within me change. No matter how scared I was for him, no matter how fast our relationship progressed, one thing was for sure. I wouldn't leave his side willingly. Ever.

Jaebeom

An alarm went off in my head when I watched Chaeyeon. I had seen this look before. Whenever I dated somebody, I tried my best to keep things casual. But once in a while the woman would catch feelings. That was usually my sign to end things. Now here she was, looking at me with the same expression. The voice in my head was urging me to do something. Get up, get dressed and get her out of my apartment. But the voice that was loud and firm in the past, was now only a whisper. There was another, much louder voice now, shouting from the depths of my chest. It urged me to hold her tight, keep her close and protect her at all costs. I didn't know what that entailed, but had already known that I didn't really had a choice.

Chaeyeon had already made a home for herself in my heart and it was now my responsibility to keep her safe.

"Did you hear what I said?" She whispered again, and the sound of her voice was like a thousand tiny needles pricking my skin, causing the most delicate pain.

I nodded, albeit not agreeing with her. She didn't need to know that though. In my mind I had already constructed a plan so that her mind could feel at ease.

Satisfied, she beamed at me. An act so casual, yet it knocked the breath out of my lungs. My life was a mess, I could literally see everything crumbling down around me, but here, next to her, I felt serene. Wishing I could bottle up this feeling and carry it with me, I reached out, ever so slightly touching the soft skin of her cheek. A warm feeling spread across my chest thinking how well she fitted into my life. Soon reality would catch up with me but as long as she was here, my safe haven, I knew I would be okay.

Chaeyeon

My mind had wandered off as I scrubbed my arms in the shower, only snapping out of it when I noticed that my loofah had bruised my skin.

Jaebeom had already left, but insisted that I stay and shower in peace. He must've known I had a lot on my mind. The only person who didn't know was me.

No matter how emotionally draining last night was, no matter how emotionally laden this morning was, Jaebeom and I made huge progress. There was only one thing hanging over my head like a dark cloud.

I had failed to tell Jaebeom about Kangmin, and how I suddenly woke up in his bed, with him laying next to me. I knew that nothing had happened between us, but I couldn't shake off that uncomfortable feeling that Kangmin was having some secrets of his own.

Lee Kangmin

I had just come out of a five hour long surgery. All I wanted was to shower and change into fresh scrubs. It was still noon, which meant I would be here for at least another ten hours. Rubbing my temples to ease the oncoming headache, I nearly missed Park Jaebeom as he stepped off the elevator.

A painful memory pushed itself to the forefront of my brain. I had dragged Chaeyeon up to the roof, needing her to know she could trust me, that I would be always there for her. Instead I had felt betrayed by her behavior, her constant urge to protect Dr. Park. If it had been up to me, I would've walked right into Director Kim's office and handed in both our resignations, grabbed her hand and led her out of here and back to Andong.

This stubborn woman couldn't see what was in front of her, her judgement clouded by Dr. Park and Dr. Kang. I needed to know what these two did and said to her, but I had no one to ask. I highly doubted that Chaeyeon would ever talk to me again.

"Dr. Lee, good morning."

Even the most ordinary greeting sounded like a dig coming from his mouth. I looked up to meet his smug expression. Since we were surrounded by colleagues, it would be rude not to greet him back.

"Good morning, Dr. Park." My tongue clicked as I more or less spat out his name. Soon the other doctors left, and it was only me and him.

My thoughts revolved around Chaeyeon.

Where was she? I hadn't seen her all morning. Was she sick? After I left her on the rooftop, I assumed she walked down right after me, but when I came out of the OR three hours later I noticed Dr. Ahn was looking for her. Did she catch a cold standing on the rooftop for three hours by herself?

No! Stop thinking about her! She obviously made her choice.

"Dr. Lee, everything okay?"

I ignored him, his voice wasn't laced with concern but with amusement. But he wasn't gloating either. Instead, he just appeared to be in a good mood.

"Sure, yeah. I'll be off then."

I didn't have anywhere to go, actually I had hoped to doze off for a minute, but I didn't trust myself to stay in the same room as Dr. Park for too long out of fear I'd do something stupid.

As soon as I opened the door I noticed Dr. Kang slipping in past me. He mumbled a quick hello, which I didn't take personally since he seemed to be in a hurry.

"Here you are!" I managed to hear him cry out to Park Jaebeom as the door slowly shut close.

Against my better judgement, I looked left and right before pressing my ear to the door, not even sure I would hear anything. Since it was noon, every doctor who wasn't in surgery was either taking a nap or on a lunch break. Patients were eating too so no one wandered through the halls.

After concentrating really hard, I was able to listen to their conversation. Their voices were muffled but I could hear every word fine.

'What's going on with you and Dr. Baek? Did you threated her?'

At the mention of Chaeyeon's name, I gritted my teeth. He better not have threatened her after I explicitly told him to stay away from her.

'What? No!'

Ignoring Park's response, Dr. Kang continued rattling. I realized he wasn't really talking to Park but rather to himself.

'She wouldn't say anything, but I noticed that her mind was elsewhere. I swear, you nev-'

'Relax! Chaeyeon and I are fine!'

I pricked up my ears when Park Jaebeom mention Chaeyeon by her name. I didn't think I've ever heard him call her Chaeyeon. Dr. Kang must've been equally stunned, since the room went quiet.

'Chaeyeon? Ya! Park Jaebeom! What's going on?'

Dr. Kang spoke after a while and I could hear concern but also irritation in his tone.

'We met. We talked. We h-'

Park Jaebeom cut himself off and I heard shuffling in the room, like someone was pacing up and down. My money was on Dr. Kang.

'I thought you couldn't stand her?'

Even though Dr. Kang tried to sound nonchalant, I heard the anger in his voice. Park Jeabeom probably did too, because when he answered he sounded really pissed.

'Chaeyeon and I are together, so back off!'

"What the f-" I quickly covered my mouth, thinking the two might be able to hear me as well as I heard them. Scattering away from the door, I slipped into the first supply closet I saw, desperately needing to digest this new piece of information.

Was this true?

Did he maybe say it to discourage Dr. Kang?

I too had the impression that Park Jaebeom wasn't Chaeyeon's biggest fan. Chaeyeon also ranted to me about him on more than one occasion, so why the sudden change of hearts?

Maybe it was really Dr. Kang who had set his eyes on Chaeyeon?

"That doesn't make it any better."

My hand had already gripped the doorhandle when I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket.

Can we talk? There's something I need to tell you!

"Oh Chaeyeon! What have you done this time?"

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