#Going back to my parents tomorrow probably. Bc I literally cannot reliably keep myself alive otherwise. & it's just. How did I get here
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#Ed & suicide tw in further tags.#Going back to my parents tomorrow probably. Bc I literally cannot reliably keep myself alive otherwise. & it's just. How did I get here#How did I get so good last year! and then go back to this shit. Useless and immobile and half-starved.#I'm going to get through it. I know how not to kill myself. But I'd really hoped not to have to use that knowledge#& my therapist is lovely and understanding but some of what she said was stuff that. While important to know in general#I really really shouldn't have taken in just now.#God. Just the fact that it's better for me to be with my mother who's actively trying to make me as anorexic as she is. Than to be alone#Fucked beyond belief!#I'm sick & tired. Mostly sick.
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