#God is very patient
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ehhhhhdjkddnjssn idk man traditional stuff.
Some protocol stuff I made while back and me trying to figure out Tim and Sasha’s s1 designs (not like Sasha has a s2)
I still need designs for the other protocol characters, I’m planning to relisten  to it with designs in mind
#my friend is listening too s1#so I’m trying to stick w drawing s1 so I can show them#No promises tho cuz they are very slow consuming media and I’m not patient#the magnus archives#tma#tma fanart#the magnus protocol#the magnus pod#the magnus archive fanart#alice dryer#colin becher#sasha james#tim stoker#god I miss when Tim was happy
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So you're telling me Eclipse opened up to Sunpea? After he went on about how he didn't want to come in here with hate, that he just wanted a genuine answer, but that he wont force one out of Eclipse it is ultimately his choice? Yeah I'll just go cry then
#and Eclipse was so patient with Sunpea too#who has improved a Lot but even when he wasnt understanding due to no fault of his own Eclipse was very chill n continued talking#was more spicy with Moonpea but also better#god i love them#sun and moon show#tsams#eclipse and puppet show#eaps#sams eclipse#eaps sun
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You seem very white. Maybe when you are screeching about Watson you should shut the fuck up and keep in mind that your little bullshit doesn't fucking matter in the face of representation that does matter. And yes, actually: to the sane world, Adler and Holmes were lovers. They were literally written that way in the vernacular. Sorry you're too dumb to know that. Go jerk off to Bernadick whitedick slash and leave Black watson alone.
i considered deleting this coz it's easily one of the nastiest asks i have ever received (and that's saying a LOT) but it's just so perfect. like i'm fully convinced you don't actually think any of this because every single word of this seems crafted specifically for me to try and make me angry. i can't even pick a favourite line. you're SO pissed off at me even though i never even said watson was bad. i literally only have bad things to say about bbc shitlock on the very rare occasion i mention it but you somehow assumed i like it for seemingly no reason. the way "maybe when you are screeching you should shut the fuck up" is like a direct quote from rdj sherlock (i can't do both). and again i literally never even said watson was bad😭
i have nothing serious to say to this coz clearly none of it is in good faith it's just designed to bait me into being mad but "to the sane world adler and holmes were lovers" was so fucking funny. what in the god damn hell are you talking about. here i made this one special just for you<3 goodnight
#like i didnt even think it needed to be said but i think the guy they got for watson was an insanely good casting choice like woof#i just dont get why he's a yankee. or why he's so toned like oh my god put some fat on that man. but he has the#exact right vibe of kindness that watson should have especially when dealing with patients so that's a huge W#like why would i need to address anyones race he's far from the first nonwhite watson😭 I don't think it#should be a big deal or even a deal at all it'd feel weird as fuck to tokenise (?) him like that#I should've just deleted this fr this entire thing is very gross to me but the idea for the#video made me laugh really hard and i knew it wouldn't leave me alone til i made it so here you go#anyway um touch grass. the block button is free. sherlock holmes is a homosexual and had nothing to do with romantically adler. god bles#i got mail!#hatemail#shlock#irene adler#sherlock holmes#cbs watson#my vids
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Please don't hurt yourself
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#library of ruina#hod#hod lobcorp#hod lobotomy corporation#hod library of ruina#erm... michelle. hii michelle. going to have to spoiler tag for you though baby#lobotomy corp spoilers#lobcorp spoilers#okay i think thats it#no shading because this made me want to KILL YMSELF#it looks fone w out it anyways. yay. thank you filter after effects for saving my ass this . hurt me so muchh to try to finish#nothing specific that had me make this. at least from lobcorp lor. its more of having more empathy towards my past self or when i was young#than me. right now. it feels as if the past is so devoid of my current self yet i know that its Me. its just so distant. to the point where#at times it feels as if the me of the past is devoid of the current me. im told im very empathetic? hard to tell. that im patient and kind#or more of understanding to everyone but Myself. so when i try to be kind to myself it feels impossible. but im able to do it to my past se#which makes a disconnect. please dont hurt youself. please dont hate youself. you dont need to do that. i know you want to live it hurts#i know. its alright to want to live. you dont need to apologize and feel Guilty. but never towards Myself. to console and wish to soothe bu#not to the current self. to pardon and accept but not to this Me. so i wanted to put it down kinda. felt most similar to hod ish.#its guilt for living. apologizing for existing. wanting to be accepted and pardoned. but also forgiving and accepting the self of before#not so much forgiving. forgive is a weird word. the hurt never leaves. and the guilt is there regardless. but. yknow. accept#sorry some random shit. yappin. who gaf abt that guy. who was that guy. anyways. hod <3 HODD!!!#just like to ramble abt what i think abt when i go to make pieces. since i uhh dont really have anyone to tell who would care. so. awkward.#god thats embarrassing actuallt migjt delete if im not lazy asf later. loser oversharing on the internet AHH 💥💥#uhmm back to the actual piece. the proportions and fhe coloring were having me feel like i was dging trying to get it right. almost#considered just gettinf rid of it and scrapping the whole piece. didnt though. wanted to have it done and finished. hod <3#the feeligns described arent what i would relate w hod? but closest chatacter towards the general thougut. so wanfed to draw her#i wanted to do more w ligjting and such as well. but it never ended up getting in. maybe later
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I'm surprised that if you go to the party with D they don't ask the MC about C at all, since they only just found out that they were C’s infamous rival lol. Weren't they curious about MC’s side of things?
of course they were, and that’s a scene i’ve written for the next chapter 🤭 at the moment tho, D just wanted to enjoy MC’s company (and the first party to kick off the new semester).
plus, it’s not like there was going to be much of a variation in the accounts unless MC had a pre-existing crush on C or had a different outlook on the whole rivalry situation.
#D’s reaction would vary from nonplussed to very amused lmao#but they can be patient where it counts#if: the ballad of the young gods#interactive fiction#interactive novel#interactive story#twine wip#ro: d diaconu
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manifesting a s7 bi buck confirmation where the 118 are on a call and the victim/their friend/Random Civilian is getting annoyed makes a comment aimed at buck & eddie about "straight white men" and they both look offended then eddie says "do I look white???" and buck's like "do I look straight???"
how the others react (if at all) is tbc at this stage
i'm a sucker for inappropriate whisper arguments in the Absolute Worst of Situations so now all i'm seeing is eddie whipping around to buck when he says it with the widest doe eyes any human being has ever achieved and oblivious little buck waving the vic/friend/civilian off like "it's fine, could happen to anyone, you know" and then eddie's like "uh, yeah, it did, you're not straight?" and then it's like for the GA oh no are they going to do a kind of internalised homophobia arc for eddie where he re-examines his entire friendship with buck after finding out he likes men and yes he is going to re-examine his entire friendship with buck after finding out he likes men but it'll be the opposite of internalised homophobia (externalised homoeroticism)
#sami answers#very attached to their little whisper argument ive created in my head as hen and chim try to treat the patient#eddie: you're not straight?#buck: no??#eddie: since when?#buck: since always eddie? i know you know how gay people work#eddie: but. natalia? taylor? ali? abby? oh my god you weren't like punishing yourself for being gay with them were you?#buck: no wtf eddie. you were there when i was explaining bisexuality to chris the other day. when i came out to him u know#eddie: im pretty sure id remember you coming out to my son buck#buck: why are you being so weird about this#eddie: because im your best friend!#buck: what and it's freaking you out that i like men?#eddie: NO! i'm freaked out that i didn't know. did you not think you could tell me 🥺#buck: I THOUGHT YOU KNEW#and bobby's just live slugging it over in the corner like 'should i intervene or are they going to come to some realisations rn'
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thoughts on dave and aradia (<>)?
day 356
BIG fan tbh. in this house we love and respect timerails
truly yall read this log and tell me theyre not cute
#day 356#year 4#dave strider#aradia megido#aradave#homestuck#she really saw this kid and was like OH YOU HAVE ISSUES WITH YOUR MORTALITY?? :D#boy do i have some relevant life experience and wisdom to impart on THAT ISSUE SPECIFICALLY#and then she just. very gently and kindly makes the subject more approachable for ghostdave#the pesterlog i linked is literally my FAVORITE aradia moment. to me it is THE character defining moment for god tier aradia#yes she is being kind of ominous and trickstery at first#but it VERY quickly becomes clear shes got genuine concern for this kid she's had very little to do with up until this point#she really wants to connect with him over their shared time aspect stuff#and she really DOES care about how he feels about everything. she wants to help and she wants to put him at ease#because she KNOWS from experience that being dead and having to cope with what that means for you is like VERY UPSETTING AND TRAUMATIC#shes not just like. 'hee hee i think death is great and awesome because im edgy'#shes like 'no dude being dead is scary if you dont have anybody to explain this shit to you. so im going to explain it-'#'-and hopefully by the end of this conversation you will have some new things to feel relief and maybe even joy and excitement about'#'not just in spite of the death thing but BECAUSE of it'#i know shes spooky and has weirdgirl swag and we all love that about her but like#at her core she is a very KIND person. she may occasionally struggle to connect to people through the Death Special Interest Haze#but she WANTS to and when she DOES she is like. a genuinely very warm and comforting presence for her friends#ANYWAY. if andrew hussie or i guess james roach now want to give me an honorary doctorate for my 12+ years of intensive aradia studies#i will be here waiting patiently#timerails
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Monster where everything is the same except Dr. (Kenzo) Tenma is swapped with Dr. (Umataro) Tenma and he responds to johan accordingly
#naoki urasawa's monster#umataro tenma#tetsuwan atom#johan liebert#astro boy#my art#my comic#I wanted to Try to evoke monster with this one so its very Dramatic#tenma has saved so many people god bless#if I think about just a tenma swap (not a proper monster AU just sticking one guy in the other series) I do think this is how it would go#ur going to kill his patient in front of him and just walk off........No#extremely fun to think about where the hell this would go after because........Lunge is still gona chase him across germany#hippocratic oath? more like hypocritic oath
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heres another piece i wanted to make as pendog fanart! the original idea was to post this with the first piece but well. i did not finish it. because of the hecate curse.
#pendog creative library#[cherry on top]#pendog creative library spoilers#<- TECHNICALLY. its very very very vague spoilers but still spoilers nonetheless lol#“didnt the website just publish itself last month. how the hell did you spoil yourself already”#i may or may not have binged through the main creators art blog and saw some story posts about pendog. whoopsies </3#<- imagine im doing the eto bleh pose here#anyways. god i fucking love drawing water so much its soooo funnnnn#especially in a painted style like this. i should do it more often.#also love how dorothy do seems tailor made in a lab for me to like him lolll#raggedy ann inspired design + water/ocean motif that gives me the excuse to do pieces like this + having a stable g-rated cartoon life-#-until suddenly coming face to face with The Horrors. and then having to survive said Horrors.#(being vague on purpose there because those are Spoilers im Not Supposed To Know About Yet. Technically.)#= a character i am patiently waiting for more of :)
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Brilliant Minds is growing on me. Dr. Wolf is like... breaking all the rules about not getting personally attached to his patients, and consistently proves that can be a good thing. He doesn't give up on people. He takes on every case like their problems are his problems, like every patient he meets is deeply important. Which they are - but most doctors don't treat them that way. Nobody is just a list of symptoms or a name on a chart to him. He wants to know them as people - "ask not what disease the person has, ask what sort of person the disease has."
And I am having Feelings about that John Doe in episode 2. Carol said nobody cares about him anymore, he has no identity, no family, no ability to move or communicate, and everyone thinks he's as good as dead. Wolf said no, that's my patient now. Mine. No one else in the whole world seems to care about this man, so Wolf stepped up. Someone needs to care, might as well be him.
#my god the autistic hyper-empathy. mood buddy.#i love him as autistic representation so much. it's very different from the usual stereotypes.#he's great with patients because he cares. so. fucking. much.#he's kind of weird but people can tell how much he cares about literally everyone which is extremely endearing#he's just... odd in ways that i find deeply relatable. the hatred of rules that get in the way of helping people. the fern obsession.#swimming in the hudson river. the way he talks. takes things weirdly literally and responds to people in ways that are just.#not quite right. i love it i love him he's so much like me.#we are both hyper-empathetic weirdos who said 'someone has to care. might as well be me.'#brilliant minds#hylian rambles
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SORRY this is so fucking funny. van is like oh, my crush likes another guy. that really fucking sucks because i kinda thought she liked me? god. and then she invites him over and tackles him onto her couch.
#'wait i thought you had feelings for jacob??' '...uh' '...dont answer that.' *KISSING*#amazing#also what a twist! it being van#brilliant minds#brilliant minds spoilers#also a) losing it over june's two boyfriends. you go girl! iconic!#b) once again my logical brain understands dr landon as a complex character and person in her own right#while my mommy issues brain bites and gnaws and chews angrily#tom.... i wonder what he thinks of that whole thing tbh#c) FASCINATED to see where dr pierce's whole thing with the patient is going. and anxious. very anxious#d) still dont like nichols very much for literally no reason however their romance is slowly winning me over. very slowly. glacially even#just bc this show is good tv#grembospeak#anyway to go back to the original point of the post#dont get me wrong i fully get it#it's just. god. what a rollercoaster for him#you develop a crush. you think she likes you back. nope she likes your coworker. damn that sucks. she invites you over#youre like ah yes buddy hangout. she goes AH FUCK IT and kisses you senseless#and youre like doesnt she have feelings for...... ah no shes right. AH FUCK IT
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Being thanked for a lengthy dissection on a highly complex cancer chart is always so nice! :')
#Creepy chatter#I spent an hour yesterday writing a breakdown of some pancreatic stuff#And woke up to a very sweet email thanking me! :') now this person can educate the person below them for this patient!#God as my witness wherever I work from now on WILL focus non-punitive education + reward question asking. I cannot go back 👁️👁️#Cw medical#Cw cancer
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Personally, this is where I'm at as of 1.4
#waiting for Hugo/Sarah/Rokudo very patiently#also waiting to see if they change Lucia's design (and god willing her name bc there's too many Lucy-names)#I hope they don't change Lucia's design too much bc its honestly so fucking funny to me but ik in my heart they will#zzz leaks#story spoilers#zenless zone zero#wyzzze.posting
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Is it geologically probable for swallows rest to have basalt cliffs? Not really. Am i gonna headcanon it anyway? Of course.
Because I can picture Adrian and Victor walking along the beach, spending time waiting for lord vane to arrive. When all of a sudden Adrian comes to a dead stop in the middle of a sentence, staring at something ahead of them. Then he gasps, and gets so excited he forgets where he is, who he's with, and the collar around his neck, as he starts excitedly slapping Victor in the arm going, "Look, look, look, look--" at top speed.
Victor, who was primed for some kind of emergency since Adrian stopped talking is looking around frantically like, "What, what happened???"
Only for Adrian to point ahead and whisper-yell, "Basalt cliffs!!" And start booking it across the beach.
And yeah, maybe it painfully reminds Victor a lot of his younger self, and he's just about ready to remind Adrian of his manners as a priest, but then Adrian turns around to see if hes coming and the smile on his face is the most animated hes seen Adrian since he met him. And when he catches up he gets treated to a long winded ramble about crystal structure and volcanic activity and geologic hotspots and the Implications and how they could easily be the most ancient part of the island and erosion wear patterns and hes always wanted to see these in person cause they have them in northern ireland and and-- Its the most he's ever heard Adrian talk in one sitting.
And he supposes that having an appreciation for the wonders of the world that God made is perfectly acceptable for their profession, and lets him talk as long as likes.
#Adrian would be vibrating in excitement the whole time they were on that beach anyway#the ground is just covered in ancient coins??? oh my god?#he fucking loves rocks and artifacts and always wanted to go mudlarking on the thames but didn't get a chance before coming to swallows rest#he goes out by himself one day and comes back jingling from rocks and coins in his pockets lmao#and yeah maybe i think about blorbo from my shows being very patient with my self inserts infodumping a lot#this has no bearing on my irl mental state shut up dont worry about it#father rambles#what manner of man#half sorry for spamming the tag but uhh as you can tell this story wont leave my brain#gotta call my boss and be like yeah im not coming in today i gotta read about this priest getting seduced by a vampire. yeah all day sorry.#to be fairrr re: would there actually be basalt in this island#northern ireland does have a pretty famous set of cliff like this: the giants causeway#idk which direction swallows rest is supposed to be from the mainland but it could be very close to there!
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Levi bad boy story has had me all day in tears...
I love that man with all my heart soul and body, and just when I thought I could not possibly love him more, I read a few, only a few spoilers! and my love grew x1000000.
We all knew his obsession with tea and the way he holds the cups had something to do with his mother, we have all made our theories and read hundreds of fanfics, and we were all right. But seeing more of Kuchel and Levi, the way he saw her, talked about her, loved her and the way she loved him, Levi probably thinks that she has been the only person who ever really loved him. Him trying his absolute best to save the tea set because it belongs to her and after awakening his ackerpowers he arrives home to make himself some tea... only for the cup to shatter and make him suffer even more than getting physically hurt... Levi had never had a day's rest, he had suffered since day one... and knowing how the story ended... seeing him finally free and having a life... It is so beautiful and heartbreaking... my heart aches for him...
PLEASE LEVI STOP BEING FICTIONAL SO I CAN HUG YOU AND HOLD YOU AND LOVE YOU AND NEVER LET YOU GOOOO!!!!!
#I patiently (very surprisingly) waited for the spoilers or info#because I knew this was going to be the very last Levi content we will ever have#i was excited but also incredibly sad#I've been crying all day#thank god today was a holiday and could stay at home#levi ackerman#snk
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literally how i feel any time i read this line. absolutely NOT
i think he's a great mirror type character for the mc depending on how much you draw on the default ra-on and their characterization, but more specifically their feeling of inferiority to solomon (which i take for my mc loyal). both the mc and bael are stuck filling in for a role for a king that neither feels they're well equipped for or were even born to hold and the fact that bael's so used to taking the fall that he's automatically ready to do it for you too is just. man. orz
#cliffnotes/.txt#whb#bael whb#its so...augh he makes me so sad#ik itll probably take forever to get to avisos since the promised chapter 6 hasnt even released yet#but waiting so patiently to pick bael apart (not really patient (vibrating like a chihuahua))#bael and mc spiderman pointing meme#god and both being like an imperfect copy#just similar enough to pass off as a fraud but so very different at the same time#and bc of that they'll never be true replacements#though the mc isnt even supposed to be one its like#the moment of disappointment almost everyone has shown when they realize its not solomon#even if they change tunes and bounce back quickly its there#happy to meet you but still upset its not him#and the underlying expectation that it *should* be him at first#like how it should be beel in avisos. but its not#both get a good amount of reassurance and support from those around them tho i will say its nicd#esp after seeing how the rest of avisos' camp feels abt bael#they love him and trust in him so much even though he always feels like hes failing them just by not being the king#he does so much and still feels like itll never be enough#ok now im just rambling its time to be quiet before i write an essay in here
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