#GODD everyone in this movie. i am passing out

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breaking news: local queer is rewatching pirates of the caribbean and you will hear about it

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Hello there, I hope youre doing okay! okay so, I was planning to left a review into the tag of your mark's fic Launch but for some reason I don't know I can't reblog the post as in it close the app when I try to. So I'm going to left my thoughts here if you don't mind ? 🦫 (also im French so my english is not perfect sorry djfjjf).

I dont know if Launch was posted a long time ago or not, but I still wanted you to know how emotional I am after reading this piece of absolute art. I want you to know how well you've done by writing such a beautiful and moving story!! I'm not gonna lie, when I saw in the warning the precision of 'death', i was already scared to have my heart broken if it was mark who died, but bub, even if it wasn't him, I still get my heart broken  *I was SOBbiNG so hard, johnny didn't deserved it omg*.

The beginning of the story was just.. I don't know, you had a way with your words and sentence who made me feel like I was watching a movie in a movie room, with a cheerful background song and I literally loved how you introduced subtly the growing passion of space into Mark's mind, and I found it cute and funny how at a young age, he ditched his own birthday party to go find his grandpa! (their scene was so cute omg I couldn't stop myself from smiling) 🥺

FJJFJFJKKCKKCKFKF MARK AND SUNSHINE'S LOVE STORY OH MY GOD I DON'T HAVE THE WORDS to express my feelings about thEM. all their dialogues, the emotions they felt for each others over the years, their characters' developments (who btw, was *chef kiss*) over the years, the different situations they had to go through *cough*Johnny's passing </3 and all the hard moments after this*cough*, I was in admiration during all the reading. Even if what Mark did was not the right thing to do, I could understand it was his way to try to mourn his bestfriend's death, even if sometimes if would have been better for him to accept sunshine's help than him stepping away from his family (it did things to my heart), you know what I mean ? But I get what he was feeling, especially when yn said to him the words he wanted to hear to finally let go of his pain, I quote: < "You go silent for a moment. “Mark… Johnny would be really proud of everything you’ve accomplished, you know that right?” >. Oh God, the way I realized how broken he was *sob*. Also, at this moment, I understood how strong and important was yn's character in this story. The way her character is just so.. delicately beautiful, kind, she was radiating positivity in all the scenes of this story, minus the confrontation scenes and the very sad moments of Johnny passing, you get what I mean? Like.. sometimes, you come across some characters who you're really thankful for their presence in the story ffjfjjfjf. In the end, she played a big role into Mark's life, and I'm grateful for that hehe (dude that's just a story but I lived it like a real lifetime happening in front of my eyes). Also I noticed how you protayed Mark's character crying a lot, and that's not a bad thing, on the contrary, it showed us how human and emotionally courageous he was to try to be better after John's passing (? I'm not sure of this sentence, but I tried fjdjdj, I hope you understand what I mean), like.. im still speechless over all the hardship they all had to do through.. like.. its impossible to not be emotionally destroyed after this, but not everyone have a love like yn and mark (omg, help, i want to cry just by thinking about their beautiful love). Also, I know loving someone can be sometimes exhausting, or how it might be difficult to still be over the hells for someone while time pass, but.. for yn and mark, it was like love was really worth it and was the most important thing in the world.

I forgot to talk about Elliot omg, okay, he's a cutie pie and i particularly loved one of his innocent moment: <“Daddy?” Elliot’s soft voice ends your long eye contact. Mark looks at your son, humming. “At school, a girl told me that when a boy looks at a girl for a long time, that means he likes her... Do you like Mommy?” [...] You scoff, looking away. You stand up grabbing the empty plates and walking towards the kitchen, missing the moment where Elliot leans close to Mark and whispers: “I think she likes you too.”>. there is something in this scene who make me smile about Elliot's character. He was really not aware of what was happening between Mark and yn, and yet, he made a real statement even for his young ignorant mind. He was able to see the love between his parents (aaaaah idk what I'm saying I'm sorry fjfj this is a mess, I don't know how to explain my thoughts into words), and it reminded us again about their beautiful string even in the most complicated moments.

This message is long, im sorry 🤭

I was sweating during the scenes of Launch's day, i was scared you would put an reverse card and be like "bitches, mark is dying too", I don't think I would have been able to get over this after all the sad moments you wrote fjfjf. Even yn's wasn't able to appease my mind lmao bc she was scared too for Mark's life 🤧.

BUT YOU DIDNT, THE SUFFERING WAS WORTH IT BC HE LIVED AS WELL AS HIS PARTNERS, I was happy and I just wanted soft moments between Mark and yn to appease my heart *sigh*, and we got it fjfjfj the final scene made me so happy and satisfied. You have no ideas, the last sentence about the Gemini twins, it made me think about the very first moments of the story and looking back to all the things who happened, it gave me an happy closure because in the end they were together. 💞 aaaah there are a lot of things I didn't mentioned, I want you to know that I loved every sentences of this magnificent story 💞

Have a good day and thank you so so much for writing this story, it's one of the best Mark's story I had the honor to read on this app!

OH MY GODD this review literally made me cry at prom 😂😭 (yes I’m class of 2020 and we FINALLY had our prom a year later) I always love receiving long messages like this, it’s so crazy that something I wrote and spent so much time and creative juices making can will someone to think so many thoughts !! Idk it’s just so exciting!! Also ! I love that you went through the fic in chronological order in your review too lmao. You also pointed out so many details I thought people had looked over that makes me really happy 🥺 as I write launch I kinda of thought of the idea as a film first (I’m a film writer !) so for you to say that it felt like you were watching a film was just everything I’ve ever wanted !! Thank you so much!! ❤️❤️

[everbrilliantheartbreaker]

Fanfiction Reader Tag

Tagged by @eyeliner-vampire  ♡ ♡

Fanfiction Reader Tag!

1. When did you start reading Fanfic (How old you were or how long ago)?

When I was probably...11 ish? so like 13 years ago

2. Do you have an AO3 account?

Yeh (LadyWisteria)

3. Do you read WIP (work in progress)? Why or why not?

All the time. I’m not picky about this at all. I’m a simple person. I see fic I think I’ll like? I read. doesn’t matter if it’s finished or not. I’ll make up my own ending til it is lol. also authors need that encouragement. finishing stuff is hard

4. What time of day is your ‘fic reading time’?

Usually late at night (like 1 a.m. and later..much later) but sometimes I’ll waste an afternoon instead (2 p.m. ish til I either have to go to work or I finish the fic)

5. How much time do you spend reading fic per week?

Not remotely as much time as I used, that’s for sure. Anywhere from an hour (if I’m rereading That favorite fic) to 2-4 hours if my friend has sent me a longfic again.

6. Do you listen to podfic (fanfic recorded like an audiobook)?

I...didn’t even know this was a thing tbh, so no. Sounds very neat but also I don’t listen to audio books anymore bcus my attention span re: audio input has gotten so bad over the years I can’t focus for more than a few minutes. 

7. What’s your favorite fic genre to read?

AUs AUs AUs. and fantasy. and fantasy AUs (although good long AU fics are harder to find). I am a very simple person. I see magic mentioned, I read. I also read a lot of romance fic (proving once again that fanfic writing is often better than mainstream original writing, bcus romance is one of my least favorite YA/movie genres). I don’t read as much of them but I also love mystery and paranormal fics

8. Are there any genres that you tend to avoid?

Super angsty no happy ending type stuff. “Major Character Death” is an automatic nope lmao (unless the summary looks reaallyyy interesting or it was recc’d to me). Tragedy is definitely Not my thing

9. What tag(s) do you track?

I don’t track any fic tags (I stopped tracking tags at all since Tumblr changed it from “keeping track of new posts in said tag” to “dropping random posts from that tag into the middle of your dash, and usually the same three”)

10. How do you find new fic?

Nowadays I mostly just read what friends send me or the new stuff a very few writers I follow post, but sometimes I also come across stuff through Twitter or Tumblr and curiosity wins out

11. How do you organize your fic bookmarks?

I..don’t? Is this a thing people do?? If I wanna reread something I either search through my bookmarks by title/author or just. filter by fandom. 

12. Do you subscribe to authors or stories?

Yeh. I only keep up with a very select few of them though. altho part of that is due to several of them being people I followed on fanfic.net years and years ago and never unfollowed, even though our interests may no longer be the same. (the other part is me going “oh I’ll read that later” and then just. never doing it.)

13. What is your favorite fanfic trope?

fake dating and bed sharing are always good

everyone is gay. also Good

14. What kind of plot line are you always here for?

“everything’s the same but they’re soulmates” (oh my god they were soulmates)

mafia AU

MAGIC

I really like in-between scene fics too. the events and character interactions that happen off-screen. I like writing those

15. What can an author do to make you love them?

write about my faves frequently

cool AUs

write about minor characters

good sense of humor

16. What can an author do to make you avoid them?

not into mpreg fics

a/b/o fics make me super wary I usually pass on those, even if the summary looks mildly interesting. they’re rarely if ever done in a way that isn’t rapey and gross

don’t care for fics period that have rapey scenes but you’re supposed to find them romantic

adult/minor ships

characterization is a big deal to me so if I don’t like how they handle the characters, especially faves I probably won’t be back

17. What do kudos mean to you?

when I get one I have a few seconds of “oh someone kinda liked this thing I wrote” and then I carry on about my day >.>;;; (I do appreciate them tho)

18. What kind of commenter are you (No comment, short comment, keyboard smash)?

I don’t comment as often as I mean to or wish I did, but when I do they’re loong comments (I’ve passed the AO3 character limit at least once kshg)

I tend to quote favorite parts and then react to them, and I like to theorize and ask questions about character’s thoughts at a certain part or what author imagines happens before/after the fic

19. Have you ever stopped reading a fic? Why or why not?

Yes. Once because I stumbled into a very sexually explicit fic when that was. Not at all what I was expecting (I was also very young lol), I think there was a very few I quit because they were boring or very poorly written, but most often I “quit” a fic for the same reason I don’t do audio books anymore lmao: because my attention span is sht and my motivation and commitment are extremely fickle things. I either forget or just wander away for a bit and then forget. Often I mean to come back and finish it; it’s just a matter of how long it takes. (I also second hand embarrassed out of a fic so hardcore that it’s been a whole 9 months since I’ve touched it khdfgd)

20. Have you ever read a fic more than once? What is it about that fic that makes you want to read it again?

YES. This requires like a minimum 4 separate posts to really answer but:

Behind Bricks and The Penance of a Killer by Deathbelle

this person is my fricking favorite author ever and these are two of my fricking favorite fics ever, I must’ve reread Behind Bricks 6 or 8 times now and Penance is the BokuAka-centric companion piece to my favorite fic of all time that I always wanted 

Mending Bonds and If the Heart Breaks, Does That Mean There’s No Home? by RussianSunflower3 

Mending Bonds is soft found family fluff centering on a very minor fave of mine and If the Heart Breaks is very angsty found family fluff that also focuses on some minor characters and it always hurts my heart but the ending and the soft middle always heal it right back up (“[Hanamaki] has a heart big enough for everyone in the world, and then some.” ohhhh my godd)

Boiled Frogs by ReginaGalaxia 

this one is. a really hard read centered around emotional abuse and manipulation and hoooo boy it is a rough read especially if you’ve experienced any of that personally but it’s so well written and the character dynamics are great and in its lighter moments it’s fricking hilarious. 

(bits and pieces of) The Roost by Ugglabarn 

 bits and pieces only bcus Roost has a lot of very heavy dark content that I’d have to be in a specific mood to reread the whole thing because it hurts my heart way too much but also it’s one of the best Fukurodani-centric longfics I’ve ever read (PLUS AN AU..!!) and I love love how they write the characters and how much focus there is on the minor members and ships and in its lighter moments Roost is also really funny the most recent chapter was hilarious

Expensive Hotel by Crown_of_Winterthorne

smut. explicit smut. excellent explicit smut with loving polyamorous boyfriends and plenty of consent discussion and kissing. my entire jam right there

Class 1-A Whomst? by Ya_Boi_Hal

this is the funniest chatfic I’ve ever read in my life and the first good chatfic I ever read. absolutely hysterical. also has some really good serious content in the middle and some Aizawa dialogue that punched me right in the feels. 12/10 will read again. sometimes I just randomly say “Mineta whomst??” and cackle to myself

and back in the day it was:

The Flame of Betrayal by DataIntegrationThoughtEntity

I guess traitor! Tahu was a popular trope back when Bionicle fandom was at its peak?? and not everyone liked it apparently but I enjoyed this fic greatly every time I read it it was well written and had interesting OCs and I am actually highly tempted to go reread it again

and Asleep Beneath a Wheat Field by Feline Freak

this was a very peculiar little OC-centric one shot that was also very sad and I don’t know why it grabbed me like it did but I remember rereading it 3 or 4 times at least

21. Do you like sequels?

The fics I like don’t usually come with sequels but The Penance of a Killer is one so Yes

22. Do you like dabbles?

I guess? I haven’t read too many I don’t think but hey, more fic is more fic. Who’s gonna complain about that?

23. What do you wish more fic authors would do?

Write about minor characters more

24. What do you wish more authors would stop doing?

that thing where they latch onto one facet of a character’s personality - or worse, one that fandom made up - and write them as if that’s the only trait they have

25. Do you like one-shots or multi-chapter?

Multi-chapter. I mean both are great obviously but the majority of my faves are multi-chapter and obviously if I like a fic I’m gonna wanna spend as much time in that universe as possible

26. How long do you like chapters to be?

Usually I feel the longer the better. once in a while I’ll hit one that’s so long it’s kind of distracting but extremely rarely

27. What’s your favorite POV (point of view) to read (first, second, third)?

Third

28. What do you think of OC’s?

I didn’t use to care for them very much but as I started reading fic by more advanced writers I found several I really liked. have a very small list of OCs from recent fics I’ve read I would actually kill a man for I love them so much

29. Do you download fic?

No, but seeing as my absolute favorite Bionicle fic vanished off the face of the earth several years ago and I cannot find anything about it an y wh ere sometimes I think about saving my faves. I never got to finish reading that fic and I am absolutely devastated every time I think about it. 

30. Tell me something else about your fic reading! Anything else!

best thing is when my friend and I buddy read a fic and send each other our favorite parts

Tag!

@yaelathewordsmith and @samantha-girlscout  ♡ ♡ ♡

[imaginemarvelbae]

Royalty-Part One

All the parts here in the masterlist.

Warnings: BLACK PANTHER SPOILER ALERT

Pairing: T'Challa x Reader, Erik Killmonger x reader.

Summary: in an alternative universe where T’Challa is the king and his best friend and cousin is Erik Killmonger, both fall in love with the same girl.

A/N: BP is one of my favorite mcu movies. This will turn into a mini series so let me know if you want to be on the tag list. Requests are open. Enjoy! I needed a black panther imagine ASAP btw.

Part two here . Part three here.

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I was coming back from New York. Coming back home. Wakanda. The most beautiful place in the entire universe. Okoye told me to be back as soon as possible because everything was a disaster. Something about a war between the tribes because of an new king. I remembered how much T'Challa meant to me and I was worried about him. So I stopped being a spy in New York City to go home.

It was a long way to Wakanda. When I arrived to the border of our country I was welcomed by W'Kabi. He was surprised to see me, his face was covered in bruises.

“It’s been a long time since the last time I saw you, Y/N” he said with a bow “Welcome back”

“Thank you, W'Kabi. Your love called me because the mess you made without me” I replied and he giggled. “May I ask about your face?”

“There was a war between the tribes because the new king was being questioned by the Dora Milaje” my eyes were wide open “now the country is in peace because the royal family could end their fight rationally and peacefully”

“I’m glad to hear everything’s fine. I’m going to the castle. I’ll let Okoye I ran into you” without saying anything else, I left to the castle.

The Dora Milaje were protecting the castle and saluted me when arrived. Everybody on Wakanda knows who I am because I was the best of the Dora Milaje and I served for King T'Chaka for a long time. Okoye would always greet me with kindness and love, she was like my big sister. I saw Nakia passing by but she seemed preoccupied and concentrated with something so I decided not to bother her. The minute I arrived to the throne room, I saw Shuri's face smiling.

“Shuri! I’ve missed you!” I hugged her really tight.

“Me too, Y/N! I see New York is your thing now” she looked down, staring at my clothes. I didn’t have the chance to change. I assumed that ripped boyfriend jeans and a white crop top wasn’t the best thing to wear in Wakanda. “Come here, T'Challa is waiting for you”

When she moved from my sight I saw my beautiful king sitting on his throne standing up to greet me but before making things very comfortable for someone who is not royal I bowed to him and gave him a great smile. He isn’t formal when it comes to me. He hugged me very tight.

“Hello my King. It’s been a while” I said and he sat back on his throne.

“Stop the formalities, Y/N. We’ve known each other our whole lives. I still remember when you stabbed a fork on my hand when I tried to steal a piece of your birthday cake” I laughed.

“I can’t believe you remember that! I was eight years old!”

“Yet, you were the bravest girl in Wakanda”I gave him a smile and looked into his eyes. Ugh, those eyes that could melt the entire iceberg that killed Di Caprio. I fell for him long time ago but he chose Nakia over me. No doubt, she was the most gorgeous. We were sitting in silence when the doors opened suddenly. And a man came walking towards T'Challa. I grabbed the Dora Milaje stick I always carry with me and placed it right in front of his face, causing him stop.

“Where did you get this occidental girl, cousin?” Were my ears betraying me? Did he just say cousin?

“Y/N relax. This is my cousin Erik Killmonger. Erik, this is Y/N. The youngest, bravest and best General of the Dora Milaje. She was my dad’s general for a long time until she had to go outside the country to become a spy for us” T’Challa explained. Erik was a handsome man, yet he had a weird face. Like a fuckboy face. He was handsome, still I knew he was an asshole.

“I’m sorry your highness” I apologized to T’Challa “I was informed there was a king that caused a civil war between the tribes. So I assume that was you, Killmonger” I gave him an angry look.

“Actually, the fault was also his. I mean, there were people that were on my side while there were some supporting his ideas. So maybe it’s our fault. What you say cousin?” I rolled my eyes and so did T’Challa.

“I’m going to the lab with Shuri, this is too many weird things for me. I hope there’s some white guy to fix. Goodbye my King” I smiled at T’Challa and left the room but I heard someone coming. I turned around and saw Erik coming to me.

“Let me walk you to the lab” he said with a grin on his face “are you always this moody?” I ran out of patience and pushed him against a wall.

“Listen, Killmonger. If you were a king that means that you tried to kill T’Challa and you failed or you succeed but his family managed to bring him back. That means, I’m not going to be nice to someone who betrays his king” I let him go (speechless btw). He still walked next to me.

“You were the one who left Wakanda and did nothing to keep it safe” he was losing his temper.

“I’ve always taken care of Wakanda, even when I was absent. I know everyone who came and who left. So N'Jadaka don’t you think you walked in here without me knowing who you are. If you are here, it’s because I let you in the first place” He was angry now and pushed me against a wall.

“Anyone could have told you my name lil princess. So don’t you think I’m scared of you” I let a small giggle out.

“Do you think that anyone could have told me who you are Erik Stevens? Do you think I asked someone about you? You are very wrong. Besides... you should be scared of me. If I had scars like yours-I mean one for each death, I would have more than just my torso” I tried to scape from his arms but he was strong. He looked me into my eyes. Like he was trying to read my mind or get into my soul. I felt a spark inside me in that moment. I hated him for trying to kill T’Challa but I still didn’t know him. He smirked at me. Douchebag alert.

“You don’t know it, do you?” I looked at him confused. “You are going to be mine, even if it means I have to run from here to the border for your love” OK he got me very confused at this point.

“What the hell are you saying? I am never going to fall for you. I’d rather be stepped all over by W’Kabi’s rhinos than be with a fuckboy like you” he laughed but he still wouldn’t let me go.

“I know you felt that spark inside you, we are meant for each other, love. I’ll pick you up at eight and you’ll see that I’m not the bad guy” he let me go and without looking back I headed to the lab with Shuri.

Maybe she could help me with this mess. I couldn’t be with T’Challa because he had Nakia. Was I falling for this beautiful idiot whose cousin was my first love? Either way I could still be royal. I mean, I was involved with the royal family. Erik was an asshole, a goddamn fucking handsome asshole. He was like a god. Please panther goddes don’t do this to me.

[tophertv]

I just watched The Accountant. This post will contain spoilers.

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GODD

This movie is everything to me right now.

Autustic math loving gun loving truck driving Ben Afleck reconnects with his brother, solves a money laundering problem, hangs out with Anna Kendrick, makes buddies with J K Simmons, and stares at Jackson Pollock paintings.

I have autism.

I love guns.

I love Mathematics.

I love this movie.

At no point is Ben Afleck made to be a villain because of his autism. He is a Hitman because he wants to be a Hitman, not because neurosis compels him to be. He is violent because his father trains him to be violent, not because autism makes people violent.

He does not have a nonsensical romantic relationship.

He does not have a healing moment where he is cured of his autism.

He has a normal rational conversation with another character about his condition, in which other people relate to and normalize him.

His reunion with his brother has nothing to do with his autism.

The idea that the main character should be "exposed" to the harshness of the world independent of his control is DEMONSTRATED to be bad for him.

Further, whenever autism is discussed in the film, it is done so accurately and realistically, and the only people who ever describe it are depicted as professionals.

I saw, in this movie, a man like myself. Similar interests, similar behaviors, depicted as a skilled badass, even if he had villainous actions.

All my life Ive known, KNOWN I was broken.

And now I see that I'm not. That even people who are broken the way I am broken are still people. Still worthy of action movies, etc.

I know that as a straight-passing cis-gendered white man, I see a lot of myself in films. The hero always looks like me. But this was the first time that I saw a movie where the hero acted like me. Thought like me.

I wanted to take this moment to make a post where I expressed how grateful I am. For the representation in media.

Everyone deserves this. Asian people, black people, gay people, trans people, autistic people, women (who are also people). Everyone deserves to see themselves as the hero. Not just as the monster.

Thanks.