#GAWDDDDD it’s not fair

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[eatmangoesnekkid]

Cassie: Friend, Soulmate, and Self-Regenerating Muse

One of the ongoing themes of my multi-book series is The Muse: the consciousness, archetype, and ways of moving and being of the Muse, who is the Muse and why this energetic matrix is important for every femme to embody for her aliveness and manifestation potential. I made a major edit in this chapter after randomly meeting someone one warm day in Amsterdam recently. The chapter now opens with a story about her.

Cassie is her name and she is stunning. I don’t know what it is about Amsterdam but I rarely—meaning—never —meet people I feel a deep soul kinship with. To be fair, I spend more time biking in Amsterdam instead of walking because the weather is often trashy. But walking is my favorite exercise and I tend to walk a whole lot more in other cities when I’m traveling because, hello, beautiful weather. But on this warm beautiful Sunday in Amsterdam, I joyfully walked everywhere. That’s how I met Cassie, an Indonesian and Surinamese (Black) 38 year old Goddess as she was lightheartedly and confidently sashaying down the street in her short denim dress with peak-a-boo air holes cut out on the sides which illuminated her waist.

She was alone with no cell phone or bag, casually strollin' to her own rhythms while licking a vanilla ice cream cone and delighting in her own innocence and pleasure after walking through the city for hours I would later find out. That is so me—walking for hours in a city and getting lost without a cell phone on me. It was like seeing myself and one of my favorite Minnie Riperton album covers come to life in full-size, "Perfect Angel," the one where she is holding a dripping ice cream cone while smiling so sweetly. Suddenly Cassie made a u-turn and sat on the bench directly across from me. I knew I had to say something to her.

The first thing I said was “you must tell me what you do to have that kind of body.” She responded “you must tell what YOU do to have that kind of body.” She reminded me of me so much—it was dreamy and surreal as watching a Maya Deren “black and white” film yet it was as real as human flesh and a beating heart. You know what her answer was?! “I don’t workout my body. I just workout my mindset and emotional body.” I responded with all manners of celebration “you magical neuroscience quantum theory Gawddddd.” We both laughed! We ended up talking for 4 whole hours— nerding out on everything from quantum physics and metaphysics to speaking about our dreams, love, farm life, and why high-quality, non-extractive penetration (when mutual love and reverence are present regardless of the 'relationship status' between the two) is essential for the healthy shape of a woman’s body and to liberate the deeper coiled wisdom living in her female tissues that no male guru in India could ever possibly understand or teach. It felt like Cassie and I had only been sitting there for only 30 minutes. She was my muse and I was hers. We went on a real journey together.

To open yourself up to The Muse and allow this regenerative consciousness to be your lighthouse in the world requires devotion and a kind of playful endurance and resiliency where you begin to hold a quality of self-worth that does not allow you to give up before the miracles start to happen in your life. Being able to follow a dream -your heart's desires and big visions, capable of trusting the process of what is being divinely asked of you to do and not give up, truly embodying the mindset of a divine being, yield a greater energy of pure power. And what I know about energy is that everything is sourced from it, even though it appears physical to our eyes.

Of course, if you desire to work through the physical/3D world/matter, those things you can logically track and measure, you can. But the truth is that you access more infinite power to shift your body and whole life when you begin to tune into E-N-E-R-G-Y, the subtle, immaterial, and invisible, the spirit that lies beneath the surface, like blessing your food and directing it to travel to the parts of your body you’d like for it to energize or nourish, to make more shapely or healthy. Also, getting into energy work and metaphysics, the essences of your chi, makes you prettier like a beauty ritual, more naturally attractive, magnetic, and wiser. I can’t wait to finalize this chapter and share a snippet here. Yum!—India Ame’ye

[huntinglove]

Homophobic fans are kinda funny because they'll defend a het ship with tooth and nail and bash a gay ship for no fucking reason

And most of the time it's like:

Male character: 'sup

Female character: hi

Bigots in fandom: THEY'RE LITERALLY SOULMATES OH MY GAWDDDDD

Male character one: You've seen the bareness of my heart and soul... And stayed. You saw everything that was wrong with me and extended me your hand to fight through all of it by my side... I want to be by your side for eternity

Male character two: It's the least I could do for the person who brought color to my world. You made me want to keep on living, keep on fighting, and I've never felt this way about anyone before... I want you to be with me until the end of time

Bigots in fandom: omg yall, guys can just be friends, you know?? Not everything has to be gay 🙄

Of course, people can ship whatever they want! Buuuut... If they're gonna be assholes about the ships they don't like then it's fair to have a lil bit of fun with it lmao ╮⁠(⁠＾⁠▽⁠＾⁠)⁠╭

[chickensarentcheap]

Esme stuff :)

@youflickedtooharddamnit​, @tragiclyhip​, @secretaryunpaid​

Millie (who recently came out to her dad and I as bisexual, wanted to go pride in Melbourne.  So that’s what the entire family did.  Even daddy wore a rainbow shirt!  Still can’t get the tiara on him, though. Not for lack of trying on Addie’s part, mind you lol

Afterwards, we hit up a street fair and daddy, Brookie, Millie, and the boys killed it on the midway.  As if we didn’t have way too many stuffed animals at home before this!

We love you so much, Amelia.  We are so, so proud of you.   You are beautiful and kind and creative and brilliant.  You are going to achieve amazing things.

 Oh fuck no!!!!!

Don’t make friends with it!

Let’s burn the house down and start over!

God he’s beautiful. 

And yes, people intimidated by him, he DOES crack a smile.

You’re just not important enough to get to see it :)

We make little beach bum babies around these parts :)

Date night in Phuket.  Damn he fine.

I might let him get me drunk and take advantage of me later ;)

I was in my office minding my own business and doing bookwork,  and my husband snuck in and dropped this...whatever this is...down in front of me.

Apparently his name is Potato. Why our children insist on food names for our pets, I will never know.

Welcome to the family, Potato. I guess.

#souglyheiscute #theanimalnotthehusband #justtoclarify

One thing about being a girl mum? Especially to a girly girl? All the cute dresses I can buy!

My husband reconnected with an old friend from his early years in the military.  Said friend sent me this pick! Taken on a leave.  Oh my gawddddd.  I would have crushed big time even then.

He was 24 at the time.

I was 18.

It could have worked!

I mean, the him being married thing would have been a problem.

Our newly renovated and decorated living room in our ‘mum and dad only’ place in Tasmania :)  Look at the ceiling.  That was the hubs’ idea :)  and hard work :)

I’ve been ignoring texts and calls from my brother for DAYS. Guess what just happened...

This won’t end well.

We finally got to the France! Staying for a few days at a beautiful home in Provence (owned by a client of Tae’s and graciously lent to us) before we head to Paris!  I finally get my kiss under the Eiffel Tower :)

Don’t let that cute, innocent smile fool you.  He’s deliciously evil ;)   In the best possible ways ;)

My sleepy surfer :)

We’re away for client business and we got a text from Millie saying she was asked out  the grade eight prom.  She’s in grade seven. AND she got asked by two people. A boy and a girl.  She’s not sure who she likes better and wants OUR opinions.  I was squealing with excitement, but Dad isn’t sure how to handle the news that his baby girl is has been asked out on a date. 

Family trip!! Enjoying some time in the Outback. Going to camp for a few days and then head to The Kimberley for a week :)

Our little peanut :)

Can you tell he just woke up?

And only a bit of sand was eaten that day ;)

There’s always that one.  Wait for it...

Holy crap who is the giant dude? ;)

First morning at Disney! Nanny Stel and the other kids are still asleep, daddy is in the gym (we’re on our way to see him) and this is already hyper AF and ready to go!

Ohhhhh....what are these?

Holy shit, I look fabulous

[miss-multi45]

*loud moan* LAWD HELP MEEEE

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