#Fucling brainwotm

[anthillkid]

If my brain makes me stay awske anothet nigut i will go fucking insane abselute bonkers my brain will disapear will cry and fukinc fjfjbfkdkdigue self destruct

Lads i am not okay i promisrhdkfkkkfuaaaaaaAAAAAAAHHHH

Everything is bad bad bsd abd bad bad baf

I want to hug mu plushies but i am too ashamed of being myself dont want them to judge or hear my thoughts if they touch me they can hear my thoughts

I turned them away bc shame shame dont want them looking at me theyll resdy my mikd hate me everyonr who knew wjat id done would hate me i cabt its my fault dijdj ieceruthibg is ny fault jdjahashame shame ful lguilt

I cant staet new sxhool soon i dokt know how to communicate what how fo i fit in everyonr will hate me i will be alonr forever how do i hold a conversation i wsnt friends i swear why does all my relationships die i dont know how to talk to pwople how to reach out im so stupid 5 year olds know how to make friends why couldn it

Why if one of tje wolves are in mu class ill die

I want a hug

I wany a choldhood

I wakt to fulcing die if i have yo cotniue like this