#Fuck cringe culture I dont fucking care about that stuff life is too short and Im too goddamn old 💀💀💀

[thelindenpapers]

Thank you for the tag, @13thpythagoras !

Last song: It's so hard to put just one! 😖

(Admitting that I'm goofing around with writing lyrics for this. ^^; Because I got this idea for making a "modern" DND character who claimed it as her theme song.

Tall Black woman with gigantic blowout Afro, silver lipstick, white long-sleeved tunic with silver rings and light grey straps across it...some small pouches and potion vials secured to the hardware. Old school black leather motorcycle jacket, ripped white stonewash jeans, tall black leather goth platform boots.

Possibly paladin or bard/fighter?

She does mounted combat...just, on a motorcycle, not a horse, because she belongs to a "biker gang".

It's kinda tongue-in-cheek tho, because, the way they act, it's a biker gang as portrayed by the cast of a movie musical 😆... 🕺🏻💃🏾👩🏽‍🦽🤸👨🏼‍🦽🕺🏿💃

Also, she lives in an anarcho-communist-solarpunk-city, sooooo....

It's like, a biker gang, IF a biker gang were basically a group of street medics/nurses, construction workers, and varied laborers and carers riding around dancing and partying and hooting and hollering while offering all kinds of immediate no-strings-whatsoever free assistance to all their fellow city residents and visitors all day.

o.o Oh, and they're mostly comprised of disabled and mentally-ill folk...so, there's a heavy "cripple punk" flavor to them....i-it's this whole thing that, I just, I love it so much. 😂 Music gives me too many fun ideas to keep up with!

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YO WAZZ UP?!?? n0n YO WAZZ UP?!?? >:3

We scream, "Yo wazz up!", Full of Mad Pride, And where we walk we fuckin' crack the sky-- Ooohh -- Working side-by-side Ooohh -- Our city's so damn bright!

We shout, "Yo wazz up!" Vibing day and night, And where we speak, our voices shatter lies, Ooohh! -- So, what makes you sigh? Ooohh! -- We gonna make that right!

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[Bridge later in the song:] 🗣️"Yeah!!, we will dance and play...join us if you could use some bright to your day... *twirls a random kid*

🗣️🎶Annnd, if you ever neeed~? We are the bullies here to bully bullies!" ... >:} *cracks knuckles at a tourist harassing a little old lady* ✨)

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Favorite color: Red ✨⚡🌹🍒🍓🐾🍷🌶️🦊🍂🌺💋❤️‍🔥🫖🛵🎈🎀🏮🪭👒🔬🪓🧰🎸🧵🍰❤️🫀❤️‍🩹🚩🏴🇵🇷💃🏾💅🏾🩸🌹⚡✨

Last book: The Word for World is Forest -- Ursula K LeGuin

Last movie: Identiteaze

Last tv show: KAOS [ And a re-watch of Star Trek Discovery 🌌🪩💃🏾✨ ]

Sweet/spicy/savory: I'd say "?porque no los tres¿" 😋, but I've had to cut WAAYYY down on the sugar these days, so:

Savory.

(...Punctuated with healthy amounts of spicy: because, not only is spicy delicious, but it's great for keeping the throat and lungs on point! ☝🏾😤👏🏾✨)

Relationship status: (Unfortunately) married. (Fortunately) no kids.

It is NOT a good relationship. In fact, it has been abusive and neglectful for over a decade, to the point of ruining my life and about 99.999999% of my opportunities, when I was already in a precarious position from a fucked up childhood to begin with...

The thing about that is, abusive people and families have a way of making SURE, that, either financially or physically(i.e. medically) or both -- via sabotage, weaponized incompetence, flat out lies, all sorts of things -- you get put into a corner where you can't leave and can't make any moves...so, as much as I'm starving to leave, I'm in no position to.

Last thing I googled: Autumn trees 🍂🍁✨ (for something I'm writing, though they're certainly a pleasure just to look at n_n )

Current obsession(s):

Casual stuff -- DND, music. Games: Fields of Mistria and Pacific Drive (let's plays for winding down, cause I don't personally have anything to ACTUALLY play the games on 😅).

Guava empanadas. Blackberry black tea. Swords.

IRL Goals --

Goal 1: Trying to figure out how to commission art for a children's book *without* cheating the artist out of the kind of funds they SHOULD get (as opposed to the funds I actually HAVE 😅😅😅)...may well be a pipe dream.

Goal 2: Wondering if I could use a family resource I've suddenly been given access to (🤯unintelligible squeaks of disbelief🤯), to create a private space where I can go to finally rest once in a while from my miserable home life and focus on rebuilding my health and my writing...it would probably take a GoFundMe and a ton of planning and some time...but it might mean that I get to do SOMETHING with my life that actually makes sense to me before all is said and done...

Best case scenario? If I can get the right materials and plan together, I could even plant a food forest nearby! 😳😭❤️‍🩹❤️‍🔥✨ And that could provide a way for me to subsist on very little money...and then I could offer excess produce to pretty much anyone in need!

( Goal ∆§∆???--

....And I've been wondering if maybe these two IRL goals could be combined. (⁠・°・)⁠ゞ

Like, maybe I could offer the children's book for free online, but any DONATIONS the book draws would get split 50/50 between the artist and me.

And then, whatever I get for my share, I could save towards building that private space that would make both my fucked up home life more bearable, and my creative work more... *possible*. .-.;;; )

Looking forward to:

✨🍂🎃👻🌕🐺🌌 Halloween 🌌🐺🌕👻🎃🍂✨

AZO: Absolutely Zero Obligation tags 🖖🏾✨:

tagging: @guthries-guitar @go-blackfeminism @queen-of-wisdom @disaster-cryptic @eldritchbeingisbored @batmanisagatewaydrug @bumblebeeappletree @wishiwasamallard @crowo08 @

ten people i'd like to get to know better

tagged by: @megkuna thanks <333

last song: the phantom of the opera

favorite color: muted green

last book: uhhhhhh oh man i really need to start reading books

last movie: phantom of the opera which i watched with a friend

last tv show: the original star trek which i also watched with a friend

sweet/spicy/savory: sweet, i love sugar too much

relationship status: single and not looking, i'd rather just have more friends

last thing i googled: "how to know if skincare routine is too harsh" my pimples hurt in a Different way now :(

current obsession: probably still mob psycho 100 but it's not what it used to be. yay depression

looking forward to: when my family finally moves into the new house

tagging: @scarecloud69 @disorganised-thoughtss @daneonrainbow @lawful-goof @officialkarinuzumaki @leo-probably @vychodocech @umkayonninay @mocha-blossom @spageddy29 no pressure though <3

[australet789]

ok so now im back home, time for a review of uncharted 2!

Ok first about the game in general: the game is still gorgeous. the landscapes are amazing and all the locations have a lot of little details it’s so good. the graphics obviously are better than the first one, altho there’s that sense of “3dism” that has increased here. The first one has choppy textures that make some stuff more “real” while this one is for not finding a better word “perfect”: some surfaces are too shiny which adds that sensation of cgi. That’s actually something i ahve noticed is a usual mistake: i noticed that in the narnia’s movies, where the first aslan is better than the second one. But that’s technical stuff and im picky af.

The movements seems more fluid, altho there were some bugs once or twice. The amin problem for me were the battles: the enemies were unbelivable strong or too difficult to kill which frustated me as a watcher of the playthrough cause the poor player had to do it more than once. That was more noticebale when Lazarevic killed the “monters” in one shot of his shotgun while Nathan spent more than 200 bullets of an M4 and nothing.

The mythology in general improved from the first one, and altho the “crazy monters” thingy still made me cringe, it was more understandable that a substance caused that and not just a curse. At least the explanation seemed more “real”

Ok the characters now

Boy if everyone had a character development! For good and for bad but character development nonless

Let’s start with Nathan

Ah, Nathan, Nathan, Nathan. A lot of things happened to him in the first part and we learned that he is the kind of characters that doenst care about the rest unless that rest involves the people he cares about. That tells me he is the kind of person that was alone when little and only trusted in few close people, believing that if the world didnt care for him when he needed to he doesnt need to care for the world unless it involves him. The museum part told me that he really doesnt care about the culture in general (he destroyed and invaluable relic. I gasped at that). And there’s also a part in which Flynn says he has guns and Nathan is very much realy to start killing the guards (which were only doing their job. Nathan and co. were doing the damage there). Also there’s a moment in the game that Nathan could throw a guard out of the roof and dont tell me that that guy didnt die of the fall.

His releationship with Chloe seemed something that wasnt going to last and im sure the both of them knew about it. But that releationship it’s crutial because it lets Nathan grow out of his “hero phase”. When Chloe rejects him and his attempt of being the hero day and he ends up losing, it really shakes him up. Again, when he is talking with Elena and Shafer about the damage Lazarevic can cause he doesnt care until he sees Shafer’s camp. And then the masacre of the town. I think is that moment when he realizes what is happening is bigger than him and his selfishness. I really hope he had learned from that experience tho. I still need to grow on him but we’ll see in the next games.

Let’s go with Chloe. Love her and her character. Very confident of herself, she is the kind of person that had learned to survive and adapt to the situation. She really cares about other people even if she doesnt know them and knwos are innocent, like Jeff and Elena. She wanted them to go away when they met in the town wans’t completly jealously: she was aware of how horrible Lazarevic was and if she heard about “Lazarevic’s shadow” she was completly sure he was going to kill them. Which end up sort of happening. Chloe also knows when to give up: when Nathan couldnt beat Lazarevic twice, she ended up ditching him. Understandable, cause Nathan insisted to be the hero and that only would have end up killing him (again, something that almost happened). 

But while she is concious of the damage Lazarevic could cause she is, like i said, a survivor so she was ready to run at the first opportunity. I liked that moment when Elena and Nathan are trying to convince her to go with them and Chloe is like “Fuck you” and then Elena approachs softly and Chloe changed completly to “ok, but still, fuck you”. Tbh i liked her chemistry better with Elena than Nathan tho. It took for the two women to be in a couple of near death situation and they ended up caring a lot for each other. Suck that, Nate.

Last main im going to talk is Elena. Love her too a lot. She didnt give a fuck about Nathan and his sheaningans, but still cared about him. She also didnt want to fight with Chloe when they both met, but she didnt submit to her neither. There was a respect between the two that grow with the time. She was also the only one wanted to help because it was the right thing to do and people were dying. That’s why it’s totally understandable her reaction to Nathan when she notices that he is part of the reason Lazarevic killed all the people. And then she’s more horrified when she becames part of the reason the tibetian town was almost murdered and Shafer, kidnapped. Sadly her willingness to help people almost end up costing her life. I really want to see more about her in teh next games.

For the villain tho the last final battle was amazing. Better than the last one and the difficulty was expected for a boss. It would have intereting seeing Lazarevic in the middle of the resin fire tho haha. 

So this game was betetr than the previous one, altho the fights were tedious to me except for the boss. Some puzzles also were tooooo long like the one with Tenzin. Having more short puzzles and less long fightings would be better tbh.

Let’s see what the next game has for then.