#From drafts. Written on October 12th 2024

[osvaldvvanstein]

Having people you love hurt you or die when you're a teenager is so isolating because I'll go to school and I can't quite focus in class or have fun with my classmates because the weight of all this pain is making my mind hazy. I'll talk to my friends and sometimes it's just so hard to explain that I'm acting odd or don't want to talk to them because of a pain they can't and hopefully will never understand