#FUCK YOU JONNY AND FUCK YOUR FANTASTIC WRITING /nsrs
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Every day I think about episode 160 and cry. Like. Like. Jesus christ! The. Everything. Like. Every so often I think of TheOestOfOCsā tag on their Dracula fusion fic, āthis is still a fix it fic compared to canonā AND IT IS??? Fucking. Apparently Elias kidnapping Jon and turning him into a vampire and generally being the most awful person ever is a FIX IT FIC compared to what weāve got.
And Iām like, Iām not complaining, I signed up for this, but like yeah, signed up for this (emotional ruin), but that doesnt make me HAPPIER ABOUT IT?
Okay, so, itās three years, about. Starts in 2015, 2016. Ends in 2018. Because. Goddamnit. And itās just. He gets eaten by fucking worms. You know that line, āone hand on the gas release from the startā? That line lives in my head rent free, because itāsā¦ Elias is holding the cards, he has Jonās fate in the bloody PALM OF HIS HAND and justā¦ yknow how. Like. Fucked up Jon is in MAG 40? How he keeps asking them to Please Not Talk About The Worms, I Know About The Worms, Stop, I Beg Of Thee. And Elias is there, Elias is talking, Elias is seeing all of this and heās just like ājolly good, job well done, 11 more to go!ā
And justā¦ Sasha. Tim. Melanie, Martin. Basira and Daisy. Everyone who got caught in the crossfire. Sasha, who died, unintentionally on Eliasā part, for a mark that was redundant. Tim, who died saving a world Elias knew was never in danger from the Unknowing. Melanie, who had to gouge her bloody eyes out, because Elias decided she was useful to him.
Useful. Fucking bastard.
And then, and then, season 3, right! God, Iām just thinking about Jude Perryās mark, because thatās a burn, he probably didnāt go to a hospital, since he was on the run for a murder, so considering Lightless Flame nonsense, thatās probably a severe burn that probably caused nerve damage, caused a difficulty moving that hand, presumably the right hand, because I donāt think they were doing a scouts handshake. And while I do try make all my blorbos left-handed, Jonās most likely right-handed. And even if heās not, he still probably canāt move his right-hand right because someone decided to end the world through him, like a fucking bastard! Thatās what gets me, right. Itās that everything, everything Jonās bloody been through for Eliasā plans is immortalized on his skin, with his scars. Psychological trauma just isnāt enough for him, there has to be a constant reminder every time Jon looks at himself.
And then! And then! Speaking of season 3, what the fuck was that second kidnapping? Like, first kidnapping was horrifying but it was āfor the planā and the third kidnapping was in America and somehow ānot that bad,ā yknow, compared to finding out youāre like, physically dependent on reading horror stories, and your fucking awful bastard of a boss decided to drop that bombshell on you while you were actively, yknow, GETTING SICK FROM IT! Oh Joy. But second kidnapping was a) redundant, heād already gotten the Stranger mark. b) completely fixable.
Completely fucking fixable. Just. Tell them. Tell them where he is, or tell them thatās heās been kidnapped, if Elias doesnāt know, I think he did, because I think heās exactly the kind of bastard who would just let it happen despite knowing exactly how to stop it.
And you know why? Why I think? Because thatās easier, right. Itās harder to be self-destructive, itās harder to throw yourself into Situations, itās harder to be isolated when you have one extra month to reconnect with your colleagues.
A month. Maybe the month would have done nothing. Maybe the month would have helped Jon and Tim. Or Jon and Melanie. Or Jon and Basira. Jon and Martin were already fine, and Jon and Daisy at that point isā¦ ahā¦ Nope.
And you think a month is bad? 6 months. And I know, everyone was suffering ā Martin especiallyā while Jon was gone, and I know that itās other peopleās trauma that heās watching and actively perpetuating, but! Thatās also traumatizing!! Itās traumatic to have to watch other peopleās worst nightmares for six months straight with no end in sight. Itās traumatic to have to. Everything??? Fucking everything in MAG 120??? I can pull quotes but thatāll detract from the rambliness of this. Iāll do that sometime, I will.
And honestly, season 4 is just a fucking mess, itās. Itās. Iām sad about it. Iām Very sad about it, and. God. Like. Itās just. Melanie hates him, and part of that is because Elias used him as a meat shield in MAG 101, not all, not most, but part. Jonās a monster now, and heās hurting people, and thereās got to be a little voice in his head telling him heās just like Elias when Elias is the one who made him like this. And theyāre tearing each other apart and Jon is diving into Situations and Elias is watching from prison all fucking smug and then MAG 158 happens, god. damn. MAG 158 happens.
āI called you.ā Like a fucking dog. Like. Like. āAre you scared, Jonā āYesā āGoodā
I have the words for MAG 159. A bet. A fucking bet. A motherfucking bet. I do not think I need to detail how horrifying and dehumanizing and horrible that is???? I donāt think I need to do that.
A bet. A bet.
And it brings us back to MAG 160. Make him monologue every fucking time this happened, every fucking time Elias used him to end the world, marked him, canāt word. But. Horrifying. Jesus.
2, 3 years. āYou are a living chronicle of terrorā what kind of fear. Over two years, just. Two fucking years.
But itās not two. Not three.
Itās his whole bloody life, his whole life, leading up to this. End the world. Spread it. This is it, his purpose, heās spent so long hurting himself for a purpose.
And at the end, after everything heās done, after everything thatās been done to him, by Jonah Magnus, by the Web or fears or-
He canāt break free. He follows his purpose. He dances the steps he was assigned.
#im so fucking upset about him#jonathan sims#mag 160#tma#the magnus archives#tma meta#tip: i am so fucking mad#landscaping your mind chapter one#jonah magnus#ITS NOT FAIR#ITS NOT FAIR THAT HE HAS TO GO THROUGH THIS#FUCK YOU JONNY AND FUCK YOUR FANTASTIC WRITING /nsrs#(ty jonny ty for your fantastic writing)#i want to kill. i want to give jon a hug#mr. jarchivist sims i care you.#anyway good morning. itās being really upset about jon & hating jonah magnus hours#(all hours)#landscaping your mind is garbage and hereās why
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