#FUCK MADISON TOO OH I HATE HER SM

[hsmtmts-arrows]

prom dress by mxmtoon being a maddox song, especially when madison broke up w her at prom...

I can't help the fact I like to be alone It might sound kinda sad, but that's just what I seem to know I tend to handle things usually by myself And I can't ever seem to try and ask for help

I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun Now I'm sitting on the floor and all I want to do is run

I hold so many small regrets And what if is down inside my head Some confidence it couldn't hurt me My demeanor is often misread

IM SITTING HERE CRYING IN MY PROM DRESS

[hauntedxchris]

Beach baby (part 1)

chrissturniolo!x fem!youtuber

summary: you fall inlove with a youtuber, your a girl and get alot of hate because of it but chris makes it better <3

fluff /angst / possible smut in other parts!! <33

"who's my celebrity crush? oh i love this question! chris sturniolo, like from the sturniolo triplets? he's pretty cute." you say on your stream, hoping it wouldn't affect the fandom of her and the triplets.

"uhh no we've never met, i'm just a small youtuber and started like a year ago. i do know tara yummy as you all know, i was in the trap house before we all split. i know she and nick are texting back and forth!" you say as the comments go crazyyy.

"oh i gotta go y'all, have an amazing day and see you on wensday for the video" you kiss the camera and stop the stream.

as the day starts to end, you go on tiktok to see edits but what you didn't expect is ship edits with you and chris.

user: "oh my godd y/n and chris🤭"

user2:"they should meet already!!"

christophersturniolo: "who's the y/n everyone is stalking me about?"

user3: "CHRIS KNOWS WHO Y/N IS NOW!!"

matthew.sturniolo: "yall what's her ig?"

tarayummyy: "MY BSF AND CHRIS??"

nicolassturniolo: "YOOOO SHE'S SO PRETTY!!"

christophersturniolo started following itz.yn.

matthew.sturniolo started following itz.y/n

nicolassturniolo started following itz.yn

nicolassturniolo: are you the actuall y/n?? I've heard sm about you, i was in your stream last night!

itz.y/n: no way😭🙏🏻🙏🏻 i litteraly love you guys so much!! i didn't know you were in my stream last night?!

nicolassturniolo: we all were y/n! chris might've blushed when you talked about him🤭 but anyway, we should meet up sometime with tara!!

itz.y/n: first of all, yes. you me and tara should meet!! and two, CHRIS SAW ME TALKING ABOUT HIM????? couldn't care to comment😔

nicolassturniolo: we'll talk later we're about to film, me and tara are meeting up tomorrow at my house, come around!! *adress*

itz.y/n: see you then!!

the next day, you got ready for tara to pick you up. you and tara called last night since she knows about the crush on chris. you've known her for what, 7 years and you've always let her know if you like someone.

"BITCH IM HERE" tara yells from downstairs, you gave her an extra key to the house since she's always here.

"UPSTAIRS!!" you yell back.

"come onnnn we have to hang out with nickkkk, also chris and matt are gonna be there." she says as you choke on water.

"and nobody cared to tell me?" you say.

"uhhh well i don't care, you look hot by the way. LET'S. GO." she says and takes your hand to the car as you two drive to the triplets house.

not to forget, CHRIS IS THERE. the person you liked for over a year.

"y/n are you nervous?" tara teases you.

"tara shut up!! im about to meet fucking the sturniolo's? and chris!!!" you groan.

"whomp whomp, get over yourself. maybe he'll fall inlove with you aswell!" she laughs.

"i hate you so much tara." i smile

"i love you too hun!" she smiles back as she puts on silence between songs by madison beer.

"oh did you know madison and the triplets are friends?? you're one step closer to madison now!" i smile at tara.

"oh shit, nick is close with madison right?" she says.

"yesss she's such a sweetheart." i smile.

"okay get over your fangirling, we're here."

estrella speaks!!: MY FIRST EVER FANFICTION😭 you'll get more chapters don't you worry!! y/n and chris?🤭 i love youu

[pirateboy]

Would love to hear you talk about any/all of Josh, Donna and Toby that you feel like for the characters questions!

Hi! Thanks for this, I'm gonna do all three of them because I can and they're all my faves :^)

Josh

First impressions: umm my actual first impression was probably just lmao that hairline tho. Sorry. I wouldn't say he was immediately my favourite? Because I was determined to hate the show having been forced to watch it by my parents. But definitely I respected him more in the first episode cos of his plot with the Christians. I thought that was cool.

Impressions now: Hot. Also I'm rlly obsessed with him. But also I want to be him? I love him a lot. He's rlly just an anxious bby at heart. He cares about his friends so much, and is probably too loyal, they're the absolute most important thing to him. He's dealing with a lot but he's trying his best and he needs a hug.

Favourite moment: Hmm. I feel like this is cheating since it's not actually something he does, but just everything that happens in Noel. Its very relatable to me and I appreciate it so much. Honourable mention would be simply the line 'can we have a civilisation?'. Honourable honourable mention anytime we get to see him be good at his job.

Story idea: Josh's mental health!!! Literally anything exploring Josh's mental health. Whether that be his ptsd (still mad about the fact he was magically cured after Noel ig), his suicidal thoughts (again, they just dropped that in there and never mentioned it again??), whatever the deal with first Stanley is, Joanie or anxiety. I want to write about all of it. I don't rlly have any fully formed ideas yet, but definitely a fic about his ptsd recovery is in the works.

Unpopular opinion: This isn't solely about josh ig but I'm still gonna put it in here cos I can't rlly think of stuff. I think his friendship with sam is the least interesting of his relationships. In a few episodes I rlly like it but it's like half the time they forget that they're supposed to be best friends. I dunno if it's just something I'm missing tho cos ik lots of people like samjosh.

Favourite relationship: and to the surprise of absolutely no one, it's josh/donna/toby. Unless this means romantically, in which case it's josh/donna, but josh/toby is fucking as well i've gotta be honest. But platonically they are the ultimate trio I love them sm.

Favourite headcanon: oh god I've got so many. I think I'm gonna have to go with adhd josh, it just makes so much sense. Oh also josh plays a musical instrument. I tend to lean towards piano or violin but I did read a fic where he played the trumpet which was interesting. But yh anything linking josh and music.

Donna

First impression: I don't know if I had much of an opinion about her character on her own? I do remember thinking oh god she has a crush on her boss they're gonna be in a relationship this is gonna be problematic. But also that this was a ship I could fall into v quickly if I wasn't careful.

Impression now: she's my absolute favourite, she makes the show what it is. Her character arc is so interesting, and not only does she grow sm throughout the series she's so funny and entertaining as well. I think she struggles with putting her needs before others and feeling like she's not important enough to matter. She doesn't feel safe on her own so constantly latches onto other people and ignores her needs till it reaches a breaking point. She's one of the smartest people in the whole series. She can be kind of ditzy tho and has a sort of subdued chaos.

Favourite moment: 'I wouldn't stop for red lights' has to be here it's iconic. I also love everything she does in 20 hours in America and when the president makes a call to Mrs. Morello. Ooh also when the Toby tells her about the ms.

Story idea: I'm rlly obsessed with Donna's family so anything involving that. I'm currently working on a post-series fic about aro josh and donna trying to navigate their relationship while in Madison for Donna's brother's wedding. Also anything pre-series, maybe about Dr. Freeride.

Unpopular opinion: not sure this is unpopular? But I rlly love late seasons donna. I agree that she loses some of her personality but I feel like this is realistic, especially after Gaza. The only thing is I wish we had gotten to see her come to more of a middle ground between the 2 donnas as it were as she starts to heal. Also because I feel like she was done dirty by the writers in s*rkin-era. A lot of her storylines revolved around her messing things up and it felt like she was in this weird in between state of we want to make her a bigger character but also being slightly stuck in comic relief assistant mode. Plus y'know just general misogyny.

Favourite relationship: Donna and Toby, Donna and Toby!!!! So underrated, I'm so sad we hardly got to see any of them interacting, I genuinely feel like they're best friends. I feel like their relationship would be so interesting. Also I love Donna and Jed too they're just trivia nerds lmao

Favourite headcanon: I have quite a few for Donna as well, but I'd have to say Donna moss for president. I'm absolutely convinced that Donna would become president, I feel like she would be so good? She cares in a way that's so pure, she never forgets about the actual people that they're working for and she's just rlly nice tbh. Also josh as first gentleman lmao. Oh also Donna listens to vocaloid I said what I said.

Toby

First impression: I honestly don't remember hmm. I think I thought that he was scary, I kind of felt that I wasn't allowed to have hcs or think about him for a while. But also I remember in the first episode him calling out some people for antisemitism and I liked him for that.

Impression now: not scary any more lol but still kind of feels like I'm not allowed to talk about him a bit, he kind of feels like an authority figure. I rlly love him tho, I think he cares so deeply and loves so much and he has such a genuine passion for change. He's also awkward and a romantic and just as loyal as any of them if not more.

Favourite moment: Toby meeting his kids for the first time. I dunno bro it's just such a nice moment. Also Toby hugging ginger. And when he goes to the protest. And that episode with Tabitha Fortis. Probably a lot more as well. Also just any moment where Toby is genuinely happy.

Story idea: Toby going to help josh with the Santos campaign. I just need to not feel sad about what happened to him sometimes and would this not be epic? Also a story about him and donna because I am truly obsessed with this relationship. Also his and cj's relationship is rlly interesting I could write about that. Also maybe just a fic about loneliness.

Unpopular opinion: sometimes I don't hate what they did to Toby? I think the problem for me comes in because he got an objectively way worse ending than the other characters and he didn't deserve to have that. But if the later seasons had gone all in with the degredation of relationships and losing faith in authority figures and rlly just made the whole thing fall apart I genuinely would have enjoyed that probably. But instead everyone else only gets little tastes of that and they take it all out on poor Toby.

Favourite relationship: his children. Listen to me Toby is a good father don't accept their lies. Also Donna and Josh but I've already talked about them lol. Hmm actually I didn't talk about josh that much their relationship is so good. They provide perfect foils for each other. In some ways their rlly different in how they go about things and their life experiences but in other fundamental ways they're the same? Also adhd autistic solidarity. And ace aro solidarity.

Favourite headcanon: umm i mentioned before not being able to hc him well so I don't have a lot. Communist Toby is kind of a joke one but I think it's funny. Also ace Toby but that's just vibes. Autistic Toby I'm still figuring out but I like it. Can't give many reasons other than I relate. Donna and Toby being besties ig counts? Cos again I rlly love it. Oh oh oh Toby writes poetry. He does bro u can't convince me otherwise.

[jonghyunar]

Hi sorry to bother you but I was just wondering if u had any recommendations of shows/videos for new kpop fans to watch for shinee? I want to get my friend into shinee but I have so idea where to start with things to show her without overwhelming her 😅

YOU DON'T NEED TO APOLOGIZE you're not bothering me!! but oh yeahhhhhh after 10 years they have so much content so i understand the struggle LOL

i’ve been around too long so i’ll probably forget something… but here’s a list of shinee must-watch things - i’d maybe advise to go from way back in 2008 all the way up to now and i’ll bold the ABSOLUTELY YOU MUST WATCH shows lol (i don’t have the links, i’m sorry TT; but googling shinee and the name of the show should give you some links (HOPEFULLY), ask me in another ask for specific shows and i’ll do my best [i can definitely give you dates which will help narrow it down i’m sure]). also, this might not actually be chronological but i’m doing my best to remember lol:

shinee’s yunhanam - when they were babies! it’s kinda cringey lol but has its fair share of precious moments… they were all really shy and super wholesome.

shinee’s school of rock episode - their first cross-dressing moment (of many… lol).

flower boy generation - they had a fair share of episodes on this program (i think–) it was pretty entertaining imo lol. also kinda awkward.

shinee on invincible youth - only taemin and minho appeared on this show (i think?) and in separate episodes… it was cute to see them interact with girl idols though LOL. 

shinee on star golden bell - they appeared in a lot of episodes over the years and it was entertaining to see them interact with other idols, get asked questions, and so on. you only need to watch the first few minutes (when they’re interviewing each guest) to get the most out of it… the rest of the show is them playing games and it might be kind of hard to understand if you’re not well-versed in korean.

minho on dream team - he was notorious for this back in the day. get to see his competitive side and there was an episode taemin came on i think. they had a dream team episode later in 2013 too, WATCH THAT.

shinee hello baby (season 2) - this is a must. pure comedy gold. yOOGEUN!!! the show that got me into shinee. the episode they sang the wake-up song killed me (i think episode 9? 10? it’s later in the series–).

shinee on owl night - onew hosted this for a while. there was an episode where everyone came on too– 

shinee on happy together - i believe onew did an episode with luna back in the day and they have a more recent video (from view era or something) as well with all five of them? definitely watch that one.

shinee on the muzit - i loved their talk and the performances. they performed several songs in english; this was one of the first videos i found of shinee and i loved it so much :’). 

shinee on strong heart - this show really was something else. key, minho, and onew went on it (i think that’s all) and they shared very personal stories. if you wanna learn more about these members, i recommend watching this!

iam - this isn’t just shinee but all of the smtown artists (the latest debut being f(x)). it’s a documentary talking about their trainee / debut days leading up to their smtown concert in madison square garden and is extremely emotional imo. this movie made me cry my eyes out.

shinee on guerilla date - good content.

taemin on wgm - a lot of fans hated this show but personally, i kind of enjoyed it? lol idk, it’s so scripted and so awkward but… i like apink and shinee so i found it entertaining, especially when the rest of shinee came on the show and roasted the hell out of taemin.

key on wgm global - it was cute. imo more awkward than taemin’s lol.

shinee world date - jongkey was on this and it was them interacting with REAL FOREIGN FANS. SUPER CUTE.

shinee on idol sports - they really try... lol. minho carries the team.

shinee’s wonderful day - this was super sweet of sm to let them do this, getting to relax (even if they were filmed almost constantly). it also highlights their personalities in a way that had never really been shown before :’). 

shinee on weekly idol - they’ve done a few episodes. watch every single one. funny as fuck.

key’s know how - good perspective on key’s life heh.

jonghyun’s 4things episode - okay as a blinger, this is a must-watch. if you wanna learn more about jonghyun, this is the show to see.

minho on running man - in general, running man is great. even if there’s not much ‘shinee’ content persay, there’s a reason why it’s one of the most successful shows on korean television.

shinee on snl - SO GOOD. comedy gold again.

shinee on knowing bros - hilarious. yes.

onho on my last 24 hours - tears.

shinee on radio star - this was very recent and i don’t know if there are subs yet but in general if your friend gets to this point, i’d recommend for them to watch it. 

all the vlives - they’re so comfortable with each other by that point, it’s hilarious.

i know this is a lot TT but they just… they have a lot… lol…

anyone else is free to add anything in the replies– help this anon out! i know for a fact i’m missing something (I WAS ABOUT TO TYPE IT THEN I FORGOT IT. HELP.)