#FINALLYYY and the lyric change !!

[breakbleheavens]

LONDON BOY The Eras Tour — London, UK (Night 5) | August 16, 2024

[her-favorite]

CRY, CRY; M. STURNIOLO

MATT STURNIOLO X F!READER

warnings: angst, Matt’s kinda mean (heartless), break up, no dialogue :(

wc: 846 (really short, im sorry but there aren’t many lyrics 😭)

a/n: REQUESTED! this song is so beautiful - guys ive never written sm ever those two fics i posted yesterday and this one i wrote all yesterday i finallyyy have motivation!!!

SYNOPSIS: You’ve devoted so much love and time to Matt, yet he doesn’t care. So many endless nights spent crying exhaust you.. because as much as you don’t want to, all you can do is cry, cry.

@mattybsgroupie <3

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Matt was your person; someone you went to whenever you didn’t feel good, someone you trusted with your life.

But he threw it all away.

He used to be so kind to you, attending to your every beck and call without you asking him to. He devoted so much time to you, caring for you, loving you. But something changed in him. You didn’t know what happened, but as days went by, he grew distant. Cold.

You didn’t want to cry, you knew Matt expected you to.

The day he broke up with you felt like a piece inside of you shattered. Matt was yours, and he used to love reminding you that. But now, as you weep in your room alone, you knew you had to come to terms with the fact he wasn’t anymore. And you weren’t his.

Things weren’t going to be the same anymore. You weren’t gonna meet up with him to go on late night dates anymore. Or have him pick you up to hangout with his brothers together. Or even message each other. The thought alone made the air leave your lungs as your hands shook, covering your face as if hiding yourself from the terrifying reality.

You did everything to support him. Those nights where you two would fight, especially that night when he had tore things between you. You were the one that drove him home. It was quiet, besides your sniffles and the way Matt’s leg bounced. Your hands had been anxiously turning the wheel when needed - though, in the back of your mind - you were silently aware of how dangerous it was to drive with you on the brink of breaking down. Your palms barely wrapped around the wheel, too upset to even try to grip it firmly. There was no use when you had no energy.

When you had dropped him off, Matt had gotten out of your car wordlessly, shutting the passenger side door before making his way to his front door. As soon as he made his way inside, the dam broke as a heaving sob escaped from your lips, your head resting against the wheel in exhaustion.

Unbeknownst to you, when Matt had told Nick and Chris about his actions, they swore and yelled at him. Why would he break such a sweet girl’s heart? What were you to do?

That night, you had drove anywhere. Anywhere to rid yourself of this situation, of the feeling of your body caving in on itself as it pleads for Matt. The lampposts invade the dark scenery, lighting up the area, but nothing else. You were sure there’d be no more light in your life anymore.

Despite your grief and anger towards the man, you stood with him through everything. In the back of your mind, you knew it was a stupid decision. He didn’t care for you anymore, yet you stuck to him like some spilled drink on a dirty floor. That’s all you were to him: just some spilled, useless girl.

You hated crying when it came to him. Matt used to promise you that he’d never made you cry, purposely or not. He would swear by it, claim to never hurt you. But here you are, for the tenth day in a row, sobbing for him to come back as enervation plagues your brain and body. Truthfully, you didn’t know what to do without him. Ultimately, it was pathetic, the way you used to rely on him so much. Because, as you sit here, reflecting over every moment together trying to decipher where it went wrong, you realize how much you truly, deeply loved him. Sure, he might’ve reciprocated it in the beginning.. but there’s no way he did now, as he broke his millions of promises of never making you cry. But now all you’re doing is crying and crying.

Countless nights, you’ve spent sulking, pleading to no one for Matt to just hold you. You hated feeling so weak, so pathetic. Especially over someone that threw your love away; over someone that didn’t care enough in the first place. You knew that he wasn’t crying like you were, he was probably too busy with his job and having fun with his brothers to even think about you. And you’d be lying if you said that thought alone didn’t hurt you more.

There were times where Nick and Chris have contacted you. You were almost positive that Matt had told them otherwise, that he didn’t want them to speak to you. But they didn’t care for his wishes, you were still his brother’s ex-girlfriend and their friend. Even if Matt didn’t necessarily care about you anymore, Nick and Chris did.

They’d console you on some nights, holding you as you sobbed, ignoring the texts and calls from Matt since he knew where his brothers were. They’d make you feel slightly better about the situation, until they leave and you get reminded that they’re going home to Matt.. and you can’t anymore.

Getting over a breakup is difficult, but getting over Matt was even harder.

[brights-place]

Dating The Sano Family Members

Pairings: Sano Manjiro, Shinchiro Sano, Emma Sano, and Izana Kurokawa A/n: Sorry for being gone for awhile school started back up again!

Shinchiro

- When he introduced you to his siblings they look at you and walk away to a different room while you hear them scream out loud mainly hearing Emma shout “FUCKING FINALLYYY”

- You Go on Small p dates or sometimes hang around his shop

- He love show you look out for him

- When he see’s other people staring at you he holds you close and flips them off while you stare at your phone.

- he sometimes worries if you will leave him for another man like Wakasa. You and Wakasa just stare at him and continue your game of Uno “Uno Reverse” You say smirking while Wakasa throws his cards at you pissed off.

- He loves cuddling.

- he dosen’t smoke around you cause you say it reeks and have tried to make him stop every time you catch him he gets a smack in the face and a scolding.

- Takes you out on bike rides morning or night anytime any day cause he enjoys it

- tried to cook for you once but failed

- asks Emma for tips on how to make you feel better when your angry or sad also asks Emma to help plan stuff for you.

- Loves taking photos with the both of you together and flexes on Wakasa, Benkei and Takeomi while the comment.

- Wakasa,Takeomi and Benkei like to tell you about their past but mainly about shinchiro and how he couldn’t pull any girls when they where younger.

- They showed you a photo of his hair being held up when they where teens and you commented “No wonder he couldn’t pull anybody he wouldn’t even get to pull me with that hairstyle”

-Shinchiro stared at you clutching his chest being dramatic “how dare YOU!” You stared at him with a deadpanned expression “I dare”

- When shinchiro is mad you kiss his cheek which makes him get all flustered and hide his face.

- Grandpa Sano gives you a thumbs up and always says you wear the pants in the relationship.

- He sulked

- When Shinchiro died you cried till there where no more tears. nobody could look at you after seeing you in pain.

Izana

- He Likes to show you off

- He dosen’t Talk much in conversations but He listens. When you think he isn’t he would bring up something you said awhile ago to get your mood up.

- Struggles with saying “I love you” so he pecks your cheek or says “You too”

- When he plays guitar he hides it from you and when you ask him to play he denies that he plays it.

- You hide behind a wall and listen to him play sometimes you can hear him singing the lyrics.

- Night walks and late night drives

- He would never responds to texts cause he’s to busy

- sometimes he does answer but that’s rarely. Though he likes to bring back the topics in conversations.

- You have to sneak up to hug him or wait to see if he will hug you.

- Buys you lots of gifts

- when you get the gift you want to cry cause it was so cute when you saw him choosing it out when you went out with friends.

- When your Happy about something he dosen’t show it but he has to hold himself back from smothering you with kisses.

- The First time you tried to cuddle him he kept pushing you away. Though he gave up after awhile and would groan before forcing you to be little spoon.

- When he’s bored he does little drawings in your back for example he would drag his finger imagining himself making little drawings.

- When you do something romantic or kiss him in the cheek he tries so hard not to blush.

- He opens up about himself after awhile you cried so hard.

- takes you to the orphanage he grew up in and plays with the kids.

- Dominant Nobody can change my mind

- When someone stares at you he would stare them down. If anybody looks down upon you or even DISRESPECT you this man will be on death row.

- Watches you dance around when listening to your favourite artists.

- You tried to slow dance with him he was confused before he slowly understood.

- Dosen’t even want to remember his past life ever again once he met you.

- hold you close to his heart.

- Takes You on Dates whenever you ask or when he feels like he wants to.

- Like’s it when you scold him and his gang members when they aren’t careful he finds it cute

- He would protect your younger siblings with his LIFE

- Love Language is Acts of service

- Every little thing he does to try show you affection you crumble to the floor and clutch your heart cause it was so sweet and you know how difficult it was for him to show affection.

- Observes and listens to everything you have to say and notices every little thing you do

- When your sad he sits beside you and strokes your hair humming before cuddling you

- Very sensitive to comments about his appearance. When you told him once that his hair looked a-bit off one time he kept on checking it out the whole day before you asked him about it. He didn’t say anything but looked away saying that you were lying.

- Forgets any special day so he asks Kakucho to remind him.

- He once forgot and he was about to see Shinchiro I SWEAR that man never wants to piss you off ever again for forgetting your anniversary.

- dosen’t hesitate to hide his displeasure about something like when you introduced your friend who was getting touchy with you or the food that you guys went to get that smelt funky.

- hands on your waist and head on your shoulder when he’s tired and needs something to hold.

- when Izana died you climbed onto his grave and you where the only one that went to the funeral due to the others going to jail. Kakucho couldn’t face you at all.

Mikey/Manjiro

- Shows you off to everyone even strangers on the streets “HAVE YOU SEEN MY LOVER LOOK AT THEM THATS FUCKING MINE!”

- clings onto you forever

- Loves when you wear his clothes cause it’s too big/tight

- He loves talking a lot and you smile a lot cause how cute he looks.

- you and Draken both carry flags and complain about mikey sometimes when he’s unreasonable

- Loves animals but mainly dogs and coo’s at them

- Gets whiny when you don’t show affection to him or are doing something busy.

- amazing with kids/babies the most grumpy ones have a smile because of him.

- Smothering home it’s kisses and hugs.

- Likes when you take the lead he finds it “Hot”

- He asks Emma to help him get gifts. last year he gave you something you hated so much as an anniversary gift he was about to see original timeline Hina.

- He is usually chill but when stressed out he screams

- in the situation when pah-chin got arrested he yelled at you when you tried to explain draken’s side.

- later he apologised but you stared him down and made him sit at the corner without any hugs for 5 minutes he was complaining.

- Eats anything you make cause he finds it delicious

- Motorbike rides, walks or going out to cafe’s and diners for dates

- When he loses a video game he starts complaining and flops onto your lap

- Forces you to have mid-day naps with him whenever.

- He holds your hand wherever you go and kisses your hand.

- Messy person and you have to take care after him

- Emma likes to show you embarrassing photos of when he was younger

- Mikey appears out of nowhere in your house and waves at you.

- You where so confused but you accepted him appearing out of nowhere.

- Mikey killed You by his own hands he didn’t show any emotion but kept quiet seeing you bleed out in his arms he kissed your soft lips and carried your corpse to your silk bedsheets going to deal with you later.

Emma

- She hides the fact that you two are dating

- When Mikey and Shinchiro Found out their jaws where on the floor. Izana raised an eyebrow at them confused “She is bisexual nobody knew? She was radiating off Bi vibes”

- She loves to cook for you

- both of you shop together and have so much fun. She likes to pick outfits for you and you pick some out for her.

- You have cute Dates anywhere

- you flex on draken who gives you a deadpanned look

- She’s really affectionate and you love it so much.

- You both like to dance together when listening to Any of your favourite artists.

- when she asks If it’s to revealing you kiss her cheek “Wear whatever you want I can fight anybody” She blushed

- easily flustered and you find it adorable

- she takes lots of photos of you two and you don’t mind at all.

- daily calls and meetups

- she likes to embarrass her siblings and you laugh every-time seeing the others get annoyed by their baby sister

- you listen to her gossip and rants

- when she needs comfort your their in a flash

- You guys go on morning walks together and have fun

- when an old man stared at Emma and tried to touch her ass she didn’t know and you stood in-front of her and shouted “PEDOPHILE” everyone on the train noticed this and gave the man dirty looks.

- You guys have romantic moments and mikey or Shinchiro or both of them Ruin the special moments.

- You love to show her everything you like and she loves to show hers

- When she died you cried crumbling to the floor when Draken told you

[najatheangel]

Hello! I saw some of the ships youre doing, and thought they were fantastic. I was wondering if I could request a date with BTS ship? I'm quiet until I get to know someone, but then I open up, and can be very funny and sarcastic. Im usually the mom friend, and I've been told I have a very calming presence, as well as give great advice, but I also love to joke around, and be playful. My ideal type is usually someone good at communication, but who knows when to let loose, and when to be serious. Someone I can have a conversation with, but also tease. I also need someone who I can trust, and can help me calm down, as I have an anxiety disorder. I'm sorry this is getting so long, I tend to ramble. I'm very cuddly, and like affection but understand when people don't. Ideally for a date, id honestly be fine with anything, but I love being outside, or watching movies, or listening to music. Id honestly just want something where we could have fun, but can still talk and get to know each other. If possible could it end with some slight smut/ fluff? I hope you're having an absolutely amazing day, and are doing well!

Hello my dear, thanks so much for telling me about yourself, I think I know exactly who I’m going to ship you you with. Your so patient, here’s your ship...

The member your going on a date with is...Taehyung

His outfit for the date: 

Your outfit for the date: 

How it all started: You’ve just bought your record player for you and your roommate to share for her 21st birthday and you were on a trip to buy some new songs to play on the record player. Your roommate was out with her boyfriend as usual which really annoys you sometimes when she has him over 3x a day having their boom boom sessions in her room every night.

You just needed a break and you preferred to spend some quality time alone shopping or walking around the beautiful city of Hong Kong admiring the scenery. Another part of you wanted to meet a special someone sometime soon. After finishing school, moving to a different country and have a small friend circle, but one thing was missing, a love interest to keep you company.

You’ve entered the local record store that was five minutes away from your apartment and the smile on your face creeped immediately when you saw that they still had your favorite artist records still in stock. You’ve ended up noticing one of your neighbors that have recently moved in walking around the store tapping his feet along the music in the store, which made you pause and stare at him with heart eyes. The neighbor’s name, you guessed it...Kim Taehyung.

He first moved in next door with his 6 other roommates to focus on his music career in South Korea with his band Bts. Your crush on him didn’t blossom until your roommate invited him over one time (since she’s dating Jeon Jungkook) to pick up her boyfriend since he was too drunk off his ass to leave. He noticed you and smiled while carrying his tired friend next door saying “I’m so sorry about him. He partied a little too hard huh?” Ever since he noticed you that day, you both would only exchange smiles and “hello” and “good nights” to each other.

After keeping your head in the clouds daydreaming about that memory, you’ve snapped out of it immediately once you noticed his hand touching yours holding the same record you were going to purchase.

Y/N: Oh my god, I’m sorry about that, you can have it. Smiles blushing handing the record to him.

Taehyung: smirks. Oh that’s alright, I was just looking anyway. I didn’t know you listen to Labrinth? His new album was amazing wasn’t it? Looks at you speechless and then looks to the side coughing. Well it was nice bumping into you here, see you around y/n...

“He’s so gorgeous, it’s now or never girl”. Those were your friends words whispering in your head. You were nervous shaking in your boots, but you knew it was time to make moves. All of a sudden your body moved on it’s own holding on to the sleeve of his jacket and he turned around immediately with wide eyes.

Taehyung: What’s wrong y/n? You can have the cd if you want, I know how much you love him..

Y/N: No no, that’s alright. Actually clears throat. I was wondering if you wanted to share that cd with me at my place and we can listen to it together?

Taehyung: Oh, actually that sounds like fun. While we’re at it, let’s eat something before we head there. Offers you to link your arm with him. Oh and don’t worry about buying that, my treat.

Y/N: Giggles linking arms with him walking towards the register. Wow if I knew this was this easy, I would’ve done this a long time ago.

The date spots: Street Food Market/Apartment

Street Food Market: After a long day of browsing in the music store, what a way to start the night with walking around trying new foods at the street food market.

Taehyung was holding your hand like it felt natural. You weren’t the best with crowds so he allowed you to cling close to him as much as possible. He preferred it that way, because little did you know, he formed a little crush on you too.

For the main course you guys taste tested different Korean BBQ and tebokki from different food stands. A lot of people were giving packs of meat out for free, because ya know He’s V from Bts.

Market Lady 1: Here my dear just take it. I appreciate all the music you’ve made it changed my life.

Market Lady Husband: Share with the special lady too, she deserves it. Here’s some veggie wraps too and cook a good meal together.

You and Taehyung look at each other flustered, but you just decided to take their offer and take some free food home.

You guys even shared some donuts together couple feeding each other. A lot of people around the market admired you two together and were hyping you up in the background.

Y/N: Taehyung, say ahh. Attempts to feed him, but teases him by biting it. Mmmm.

Taehyung: Ohh so it’s like that. Crossing his arms fake pouting. Tears the big piece of the other end of the donut eating the whole thing with cheeks stuffed. Laughs uncontrollably.

After chasing him for almost an hour around the street for that donut, you both decide to do your shopping at one more store to get matching glasses. You decide to take some mirror couple like pictures with Tae on to send to your roommate messing around.

First few pictures were cute and friendly, but the last few got flirty really fast. You and Taehyung started looking at each other completely forgetting what’s around you and starts leaning in sharing a short, but sweet kiss.

Y/N: I can’t believe you kissed me! Holding your cheeks together looking at the mirror, but Taehyung of all a sudden turns you around to face him with a serious look on your face.

Taehyung: I have to tell you something, but it has to be back at the dorm. Starts winking at you and walks out the store holding your hand all cool.

Your Apartment: Taehyung on way home has been quiet, but very cuddly against you. You didn’t exactly know what to say either after he left you speechless in the store.

You unlocked the door and immediately set down your bags putting the food in the fridge and playing the new Labrinth album on the record player.

He was leaning on the couch looking at you just in awe as you do your little dance dance to the music. He licks his lips as the tension gets thicker.

Y/N: Didn’t you have something to tell me? Your getting a little off track... Sits next to him on the couch putting your hand on his thigh.

Taehyung: chuckles Oh yeah that’s right. Instead of telling you, why don’t I just show you.

He stands up all of a sudden switching the cd on the record player to a song that he has been working on and playing it off the record player singing it to you.

He lifts your body off the couch slow dancing with you as the song almost ends. The last lyrics hit you and you start shedding tears.

You learned that all along Taehyung has had a crush on you too and have been waiting for the right moment to spend time with you. His says last words before you give him your answer.

Taehyung: Y/N, will you be my girlfriend?

Y/N: Stands on your tippy toes kissing him romantically. Yes yes 1000x yes.

The kisses slowly turn from soft to sexy real fast. He pushes you against the wall in your room sliding his hands under your shirt.

Y/N: W-wait. Let’s close the door just in case.

Taehyung: continues multitasking by kissing you and kickstart the door closed by blocking out all the noises.

Aftermath: As expected you and Taehyung tied the knot last night and he ended up laying next to you holding you on his arms. All of a sudden you hear a knock at the door and two voices of your roommate and Jungkook saying...

Roomate Jamie: Heyy y/n it’s time to get up, it’s Saturday let’s go out to eat.

She knocked two times, three times, but still no answer.

Jungkook: Jamie let’s just open the door and wake her up.

Jamie opens the door and slides the cover off your body and has the most shock look on her face when she sees Taehyung playing with your hair.

Jamie: When in the hell did this happen? Baby come in here and look at these two.

After hours of explaining how you and Taehyung ended up together, both Jamie and Jungkook screams “Finallyyy” and giggles looking at the both of you so proud.

Jungkook: So now that you both finally made it official, why don’t we start our double date today? Pats Taehyung’s back.

Taehyung: Only if my sweetheart is okay with it. Looks at you holding your hand caressing it.

Everyone looks at you anc you nod smiling. Your friends squeal all excited and hugs each other.

Jamie: Ummm, and put some clothes on you freaky little lambs. Sticks her tongue out at you.

You throw the pillow at her as she walks out the room with Jungkook leaning her head on his shoulder.

Taehyung looks at you lovingly smiling like a precious angel. All of a sudden he tickles you and gives you one last soft kiss on the lips.

Taehyung: We seriously gotta get up, they’ll get made if we’re late. Let’s take a shower together to make this faster. Wiggled his eyebrows jokingly and you hit his chest laughing.

Y/N: Fine, but you better not try to pull anything while we’re in there. Five minutes...

You both get up chasing each other in your room as he grabs your clothes and you both played with each other until it was time to go.

@kim-jias-den Thanks so much for requesting my dear. I think I’m going to go rest my hands now lol, but I hope you enjoyed this ship. ✨✨💖💖