#Explored the depths and I do not want to return. Kicking ass at life rn | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

lunasilvis · 4 months ago

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Sometimes I am so close 🤏 to convincing myself I carry around the weathered lonesomeness found only in old vagabond musicians in smoky dismal Parisian cafés. Like the unshakeable curse since birth.

Then I meet up with friends over lunch for longer than 10 min and I realize again I was actually carved from unblighted puppy material and sprinkled rainbow muffins 👋

#My joy is so large lol. It's amazing how happy to a soul's level I actually am. It's immense and therefore priceless #Explored the depths and I do not want to return. Kicking ass at life rn #However in love I feel I should be with someone who is (partially) able to grasp some of these concepts too #To have stood checkmate with yourself to know yourself. To grow yourself - y'know #To find wings in the fall and not to fear the foreign #If (future) my partner does not fear the dark as well as the intensity of what can be light. We'll have a great thing going #I really just want feisty discussions leading to new insights and new angles to look at things. Someone wise. that's important imo

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