#Exam went well though and I went ice-skating with like 12 other people

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Prove You Wrong - J. Skinner

Summary: Audrey James, the girl with the loving heart, and Jeff Skinner, the boy with the brilliant smile, had been best friends for most of their lives – will their friendship ever develop into anything more?

Word Count: 9.1k

Warnings: pining, childhood friends to lovers, a little angst, a lot of cute fluff

A/N: I’ve wanted to write for Jeff for a while because I love this smiley pretty boy - and now that I’ve reached a new follower milestone (600!!) I thought I’d finally crack this out! I hope you all like it 💖

Tagging some lovely people who make hockeyblr a better place for me: @itsbadgerbadgermushroom​ @danglesnipecelly​ @texanstarslove​ @princessphilly​ @broadstbroskis​ @denis-scorianov​ @chicagoblackhawkslover96​ @kallmekmk​ @thebookofmags​

*

“Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same.” – Emily Brontë

Audrey James had known Jeff Skinner for as long as she could remember. Having grown up together in Markham, Ontario, Jeff the second youngest of six siblings and Audrey the youngest of four siblings, they’d bonded so quickly – and so strongly. Where Jeff went, Audrey was sure be by his side, most often a calming presence, a balancing figure, even from a young age.

When Jeff started skating like his siblings, Audrey was scooting along beside him.

When Jeff started figure skating lessons, Audrey twirled right there with him.

When Jeff started hockey practice too…Audrey helped him practice in his backyard.

She kept his many emotions as level as possible – he made sure she strayed out of her comfort zone. Friends came and went, schools changed, injuries healed, but things never changed between Jeff and Audrey. She trusted him as wholly as he trusted her, and their friendship only grew stronger every year. It didn’t matter that they couldn’t have been more different in appearance and personality – her long straight blonde hair versus his dark brown curls, or her grey eyes versus his brown eyes, or even her sweet retiring nature versus his joyful energetic nature. They complemented each other perfectly, balancing each other out and boosting each other up, and this only strengthened as they grew older.

Summers were spent practicing hockey in the backyard with all of their many siblings, road hockey games leaving sunburn, grazed knees, the occasional tears, sticky ice-cream and fond memories. Whenever Jeff got cuts on his knees, elbows or on one occasion his chin, he accepted Audrey’s pretty princess bandaids with a shaky smile. Whenever Audrey got knocked on her ass (by accident) by one of the older girls, she blinked away her tears as Jeff fiercely defended her, yelling at his sisters and hers in turn. When Jeff’s curls got too much for the summer heat, she held his hand as his dad clipped his hair short, watching sadly as the curls fell to the ground. When Audrey broke her arm in the last hockey game of the season, Jeff pestered his sisters to teach him how to braid their hair, so he could surprise Audrey by braiding her long blonde hair back out of her face for her, earning him the biggest smile he had ever seen. Every summer held a special memory for Audrey and Jeff, the sweetness of childhood and the beauty of friendship, and it didn’t matter what else was going on, what other friends joined or left – they always made time for each other. Summers were their thing, even more so when Jeff went to Kitchener – this made summers even more special, their time to spend together without normal-life distractions, and Audrey treasured it more than anything.

Time seemed to only be going past faster as they grew older though, and with that came changes. Growing up came with growing out of love with figure skating for Audrey.

While her interest in figure skating waned by the time she was 12, she never lost interest in his skating, whether that was figure skating or ice hockey. Audrey was even there watching with his family at the Canadian Junior National Figure Skating Championships (she couldn’t have been more proud of his bronze medal) before he chose to focus just on hockey. And as for hockey – Audrey truly was his biggest supporter. She went to every game possible, with either his family or with hers as well, and whether it was a win or a loss, Audrey was ready with a big hug and a smile. And Jeff appreciated it more than he could ever say. When he heard murmurs of people commenting on his small size, she would fiercely defend him, insisting that his speed, skill and heart were more than anyone could ever hope to measure up to. Because it was true. Jeff had always been special, Audrey knew that, and her heart could only fill with pride as he continued to prove people wrong.

But he never proved her wrong. She always knew he was going to be magnificent.

That was the funny thing about love – when you know, you know. And Audrey had known how she felt about the boy with the brilliant smile for a very long time. Her heart had been Jeff’s before she even knew what it meant, and as they grew older, especially as early teenagers, Audrey realised just what her feelings for her best friend meant.

She knew there was a glimmer of hope that Jeff felt the same. She knew that Jeff shared things with her (thoughts, feelings, fears) that he shared with no-one else. She knew that there were moments that lingered with a what if? She knew that the boys on his teams always teased him for having a girl best friend and that he always shrugged it off. She knew that the way he blushed around her sometimes was more than just nothing.

But she also knew that she could never tell him how she felt. Why? Because even at 16 she knew that he was destined to play in the NHL – and she wanted a career of her own too. Was it selfish? Perhaps. Was there a hint of cowardice? Perhaps. The thing is, Audrey had only ever known herself by Jeff’s side – and she wanted the chance to know who she was without him, as much as the very thought scared her.

So when Jeff was drafted to Kitchener, Audrey buckled down in school to get herself into college. She still went to as many games of Jeff’s as she could, still told him all the time of how proud she was, still phoned him every week to talk about anything and everything, still went with him family to his draft day and cried when he was selected 7th overall by the Carolina Hurricanes.

He was finally living his dream – now it was time to live hers.

Over the next four years, Audrey completed a civil engineering degree from University of Toronto. Staying in Toronto meant she got to stay close to her family – and to Jeff’s, who she saw in some capacity at least once a month. And naturally, regardless of exams or school events, if Jeff was in town playing the Leafs, Audrey would be there watching with his family – always with that big hug and a smile.

And as Jeff’s career continued to soar, Audrey’s narrowed into focus. After another year in education, completing a Masters in Environmental Sciences, she graduated straight into a job for a green energy company, staying in Toronto like she always had done. Same old Audrey.

That was, until the summer of 2018. That was the summer that Jeff got traded to Buffalo. That was the summer that Audrey’s company offered her a promotion with the condition that it came with an office transfer…to Buffalo. She would be managing her own pollution project with a small team, her first by herself but an opportunity that she knew she was ready for. And Jeff had been ecstatic – the nerves and anxiety of moving to a new city, to a new team, was lessened by the promise of being in the same city as his best friend after all these years. Audrey called it a happy coincidence. Her mom called it fate and a kick up the backside.

She ignored her mom on that one.

Two years passed and that happy coincidence was working out perfectly. Around both of their busy schedules, they tried to see each as often as possible, whether it was dinners after a long day in the lab, meeting each other for lunch nearby Audrey’s office, weekends off chilling on the sofa, or going out for drinks after her meetings or after his games.

With that came the standing tickets that Jeff always put aside of Audrey for all home games he played in. Audrey had yet to miss one, so happy she got to give him that big hug and a smile like she used to when they were younger.

And Jeff couldn’t have been happier. He had his calming rock, his confidante, the person he could be his most vulnerable self with. Just like he listened to her vent over her frustrating lab results or her long admin days in the office, she listened to him vent about his stresses in hockey. She listened to him get angry and sad and frustrated and desperate about the slump he had last year – and every time she reminded him of the love he has for the sport, for his career, always encouraging and telling him that if nothing else, she thought he was wonderful. She also listened to his nerves and excitement about Eric getting traded to Buffalo this summer, knowing that as much as Jeff was worried that things would be different within his friendship with his old mentor, their reunion would be a good thing for both players.

Audrey was his everything, and Jeff only wished he could show her how much she truly meant to him.

*

One thing that moving to Buffalo did change about their relationship was that they both saw the other one go on dates. Sure, Audrey was well aware that Jeff’s charm had worked well for him in Raleigh, and Jeff was more than well aware that Audrey turned heads wherever she went, but before they’d never seen the other one going on a date or being in a relationship.

Not that either of them had lasting relationships over the past two years, but there had definitely been enough dates to affect both of their hearts.

Audrey was the one that was currently dating – had been on a few dates now with the same guy. David. Jeff had weird vibes from this one already and he hadn’t even met him. But just from the way that Audrey described him, recounted their dates, Jeff had a bad feeling about this guy. David was an attorney, ambitious and confident, and he’d taken Audrey out to three fancy cocktail bars, a night out watching a play, and two very fancy restaurants, but…Jeff didn’t know. He just had that niggling thought that something wasn’t quite right about him.

And unfortunately, Jeff was proven right.

It was 10pm on the night of their seventh date that Jeff’s phone rang. Audrey. A pang of dread ran through him, and he quickly answered.

“Hey, Aud, you okay?” he asked, worried.

“No. He…”

He heard her take a shaky breath, and immediately felt sick.

“I’m coming over,” Jeff said, walking over to his front door and shoving on the first pair of shoes he picked up.

“Jeff, no, it’s okay,”

“I’m coming over,” he repeated firmly, before sighing, “you sound like you need a hug,”

Audrey choked out a laugh, settling Jeff’s stomach a little. At least she could still laugh.

“I’ll be with you soon, okay?” Jeff said softly.

“Yeah, okay. See you soon,”

He wasted no time in driving over to her apartment, potentially pushing the speed limit a little, but as soon as he saw her tear-streaked face he knew it was worth it.

“Hey, it’s okay, I’m here,” Jeff cooed.

As soon as he pulled her into his arms, Audrey started crying into his chest, making Jeff curse under his breath. He carefully walked her backwards, shutting the front door behind himself, and manoeuvred them both over to the sofa, letting her curl up on his lap. It was all he could do to hold her tightly as she cried, rubbing her back and murmuring nonsense into her blonde curls, trying not to tense up too much as he plotted David’s murder in his head.

Eventually she calmed down enough to lift her head, the smudged mascara under her eyes breaking her heart. He rubbed at the marks with his thumb, making her laugh a little watery, before he sent her an encouraging smile.

“So what happened?” he asked softly.

Audrey’s bottom lip wobbled briefly, before she took a deep breath.

“He broke up with me,” she whispered.

Jeff immediately scowled, and Audrey’s lips twitched in a smile.

“That asshole,” Jeff growled.

“Well, it wasn’t a break-up break-up because we were never official, but it was 7 dates, y’know? I thought we were exclusive and heading somewhere,” Audrey sighed.

“It was still the end of something important, Aud. And you liked him,” Jeff said firmly.

“Yeah, I did,” she said shakily, sniffing as her eyes filled with tears again.

“Hey, no, don’t waste any more tears on that asshole,” Jeff said sadly, cupping her face with both hands.

Then he squished her cheeks making her pout like a fish until she giggled, batting at his hands to let her go. Jeff smiled again, earning a soft smile back.

“Did he say why he wanted to break up?” Jeff asked, wincing.

Audrey swallowed heavily, dropping her eyes from his face, before she forced a smile on her lips.

“Apparently he didn’t want to waste any more time trying to get into my pants when he could get sex on tap with his secretary,” she said as calmly as possible.

Jeff’s jaw dropped, rage immediately flooding through his body. Audrey saw this and held her hand up to stop him exploding, which barely made him simmer down.

“Oh that fucking asshole!” Jeff spat, hands gripping onto her hips where she was still sitting on his lap.

She just nodded, smiling sadly. “At least I never actually slept with him,”

“Thank fucking god for that,” Jeff scowled.

Audrey placed her hand over his heart, making him look at her properly. “Hey, it’s okay. Well, it’s not, but it’s better that I know now than before we went into anything more, right?”

Jeff’s anger melted down a little, realising that she was trying to be brave, trying to protect herself, and steeled himself, nodding.

“Yeah, you are so much better off without him. He never deserved you,” Jeff said firmly.

“I know you didn’t like him,” Audrey said dryly, making Jeff blush a little.

“No, I didn’t. But you did. I only ever want you to be happy,” he said softly.

Now it was Audrey’s turn to blush.

“I know. And I appreciate that,” she said sweetly, although the sadness in her eyes told him she wasn’t quite there yet.

Jeff smiled sadly, leaning forward to press a gentle kiss to her blonde hair.

“I’m here for you, no matter what. You know that,” he said, looking into her grey eyes.

Audrey’s eyes filled with tears again, and she looked away, trying to blink away the sadness that he didn’t deserve.

“Are you okay?” he frowned.

“Yeah,” she sniffed, nodding.

Jeff paused for a moment, looking over Audrey’s exhausted face properly.

“Honest answer?” he pushed.

She choked out a laugh, a small smile teasing at her lips. She should’ve known she couldn’t fool him, not the one person who knew her better than anyone.

“No,” she admitted.

Jeff nodded, smiling sadly, as if he had expected that response. “Would it help if I stayed?”

“Oh god, so much. But you-”

“If you’re about to finish that sentence with don’t have to then I will be so mad,” Jeff interrupted, raising an eyebrow, making Audrey blush lightly, “You’re my best friend, Aud, of course I want to stay,”

“Okay then,” Audrey said softly, “let’s get to bed then,”

Jeff followed her silently, smiling at the familiarity. This was far from the first time they’d shared a bed, sleepovers when they were younger a very common thing, and it wasn’t the first time they’d shared a bed in Buffalo either, a few drunken nights out leaving them passed out snuggling. But it was the first time they’d shared a bed after a broken heart – and that changed things.

They stayed silent as they got ready for bed, Jeff just pushing off his sweatpants to leave him in his t-shirt and underwear while Audrey changed into short-shorts and an old t-shirt, but Jeff was basically vibrating with the need to talk by the time Audrey came back from the bathroom.

“You know what, this isn’t enough,” Jeff said suddenly.

Audrey jumped at the sharpness in his voice, earning a sheepish smile from her best friend.

“You deserve to be happy. I want to make you happy,” Jeff said softly.

“You already do, Jeff,” she said, a little confused.

“I just mean…you deserve a date that makes you happy. You deserve to be so happy. So I want to take you out,” Jeff explained.

Audrey inhaled sharply. What did he…

Take her out?

Jeff saw the confusion, the nerves, the hope on her face, and swallowed heavily. Maybe he hadn’t been thinking when he first opened his mouth, but now he couldn’t take the words back. He didn’t want to take the words back.

He wanted to take her out.

He’d wanted to take her out for so long, the urge getting stronger and stronger with every terrible date she went on, with every terrible guy she met. He’d loved the girl with the loving heart for as long as he’d known what love is, but she’d always been just out of reach, never the right moment. And he didn’t want to scare her off, not after her heartbreak tonight. So…a dinner could work, right?

But he had to do this properly. She deserved that.

“Go out to dinner with me. Tomorrow night?” Jeff asked softly.

“In what context?” Audrey found herself asking.

Because as much as she wanted to curse herself for not just saying yes, she needed to know. Jeff chewed his bottom lip, thinking over his words carefully, and Audrey just waited with a fluttering heart.

“I want to make you happy. Can we just say that for now?” Jeff eventually said.

Audrey let out a breath she didn’t know she was holding but nodded. That…perhaps that was for the best for now. The thought of anything more, so out of the blue, after such a bad break-up, was extremely overwhelming. The thought of anything more with Jeff in itself was overwhelming after so long. Maybe it would feel too weird at dinner with him – keeping it low-key would limit any damage to their friendship, right?

“I would like that,” she nodded.

The smile that Jeff sent her was devastatingly happy, and it was impossible not to smile back.

“So we’ll have breakfast together before you have to leave for work, and then I’ll come come back around 7 to pick you up?” Jeff suggested.

It was all Audrey could do to nod, the smile still on her face. Whatever tomorrow night would bring, whether it was just a nice dinner out or the start of something new, she couldn’t wait.

*

7pm came around for Audrey before she even realised it. Her outfit was on, her hair was curled and pinned half-up half-down, and she was wearing a cute little pair of heels she had been saving for a special moment. And this was a special moment, no matter what they’d agreed. The butterflies in her stomach told her that much.

Of course she’d gone into work and told her colleagues all about what happened with David (who were all completely shocked and disgusted – and she had her suspicions that one of them would send him a glitter bomb to his office), as well as letting her older siblings know in their group chat. Her oldest sister Laura offered to send an anonymous tip to his work place to ruin him. Her older brother Simon offered to fly down and punch him in the throat. Her sister closest-to-her-in-age Dana offered to visit for as long as Audrey needed. She smiled and thanked all of them, but said it wasn’t necessary and that Jeff was taking care of her. Laura and Simon teased her like they usually did (and she knew that Laura, who was good friends with Jeff’s sister Jennifer, would be telling the Skinner family too), but Dana messaged her separately.

Because after Jeff, it was Dana who knew her best. And Dana could tell that something was different this time.

So Audrey had confessed everything during a call on her lunch break, telling her sister how Jeff had asked her out to dinner, admitting that it wasn’t quite a date but that he wanted to make her happy. Dana, naturally, had been over the moon, basically squealing in excitement down the phone, but Audrey had sworn her to secrecy. It wasn’t a date date. Nothing had been said between them. And she didn’t want to get her hopes up. Reluctantly Dana agreed to keep quiet for now, but she did insist on helping Audrey get ready for their not-date after work.

And to be honest, Audrey had really appreciated the confidence boost. Over video call, her sister her helped her narrow down her outfit to a cute long sleeved blue dress with a swishy skirt, knowing that blue really made her hair and her eyes pop. Pairing that with the cute comfy silver heels and a matching silver bag, Audrey was waiting by the door with her grey coat in hand, trying not to chew off her lipstick.

Then her phone buzzed. Dana.

~

From: Dana

Have fun tonight!

I know you’re trying to keep things low-key, but just see what the evening brings.

Go with the flow.

Be open to opportunities.

Call me tomorrow!

~

Audrey couldn’t help but smile, sending back a trio of heart emojis. Her sister really was the best. It was only moments later that Jeff arrived, and she rushed downstairs to meet him with a smile. She could do this. She could be open to possibilities. She could go with the flow.

“Wow, you look amazing,”

Audrey blushed at Jeff’s words, earning a blush back. She looked him up and down dramatically, making him laugh, but to be honest? He looked incredible. Jeff was wearing her favourite dark grey suit, a slight tweed in the pattern, with a white shirt that had the top two buttons undone. Incredible.

“You look great yourself,” she replied.

Jeff’s answering smile made her heart skip a beat. They walked to his car without further hesitation, just talking about their days as he drove, until Jeff parked up outside of a nice sushi restaurant.

“I hope this is okay?” Jeff said hesitantly.

“You know I love sushi,” she mused.

“I know, but we’ve never gone into an actual sushi restaurant, we always just order take-out,” Jeff pointed out.

She put her hand over his on the gear stick, making him inhale sharply.

“Then it’ll make a nice change to try a new setting, Jeff. I’m excited, let’s do this,” she said happily.

Jeff just nodded, the nerves in his stomach settling a little. They ate sushi all the time – this was just a nice dinner. Nothing weird or unusual about this at all. He could totally do this.

The way she looked shyly at him as they walked to the door still made his body thrum with nerves though.

But neither of them should’ve been nervous. The dinner went past so smoothly it felt like magic to Audrey. The food was fantastic – both of them daring the other to try at least one dish they hadn’t had before – and their conversation flowed like it always did. To be honest it felt like their usual nights – if Jeff hadn’t added that level of what if then it wouldn’t have been any different. But he did add it, and neither of them could forget that.

As always, Audrey made Jeff feel like the only guy in the world, her warm smile focused only on him. As always, Jeff made Audrey feel like the most important person in the world, so sweet and kind. And as always, they laughed and smiled and talked, and Audrey couldn’t have been happier.

Jeff achieved what he had promised to do – he had made her so happy. So what next?

They arrived back at Audrey’s apartment building late, having taken a walk after dinner, not wanting the night to end so soon, wanting this idyllic moment to continue on as long as possible.

But eventually they had to call it to an end, both of them having early starts in the morning, as much as they wished otherwise. Like the gentleman he always was with her, Jeff walked Audrey up to the front door of the building, both of them pausing.

“I had a really good time tonight,” Audrey said softly, looking up into Jeff’s eyes.

“So did I,” Jeff replied.

They both blushed, Audrey ducking her head, before she looked back up at him. She’d always seen him look at her like this, so open and happy, but for some reason tonight added another level. He was looking at her like there was nowhere else he’d rather be. And that sent a thrill through her body that both excited her and overwhelmed her. But in a good way?

“I know you’re busy for the next couple of days, but we could do something on Saturday?” Audrey offered.

Jeff nodded so enthusiastically that she couldn’t help but laugh.

“That sounds perfect,” Jeff grinned, not deterred in the slightest, “I’ll bring takeout?”

“I’d like that,” Audrey nodded in agreement.

She bit her bottom lip, hand reaching out to brush against his hand briefly, before she stepped away, heart pounding in her chest.

“Thanks for tonight Jeff. Call me tomorrow?” she said, a little breathless.

“Yeah, of course. See you,” he said, smiling a little hopelessly.

They lingered in silence a little longer, before Audrey laughed, opening her front door as Jeff rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly.

“Bye Audrey, sleep tight,” Jeff smiled, finally starting to walk away.

And she absolutely did.

*

Audrey spent the next day in a daze. She’d woken up with more butterflies in her stomach than she ever thought possible, a stupid smile on her face as she read Jeff’s good morning :) text. Last night had been different. So different. But she liked it? She had definitely liked exploring this new side of Jeff, the guy she’d known since they were toddlers, but who walked to their dinner table with a hand on the small of her back and pulled out her chair for her.

He showed her the romantic side of him last night, and she definitely liked what she saw.

And when she gushed down the phone to her sister Dana on her lunch break again, she knew her sister was at least a little smug.

~

“I told you that being open to opportunities was a good thing!”

“I know, I know, but I didn’t expect this,” Audrey laughed.

“What, the boy who’s always been in love with you making you just as happy as we all always knew he would?”

Audrey blushed at the dryness in her sister’s voice, and shook her head.

“He’s not always been in love with me, don’t be ridiculous,” Audrey said simply.

“If I was with you right now I would be shaking you by the shoulders. Talk to him. I swear to god. You know I wouldn’t say it, not now, if I didn’t mean it,”

Audrey swallowed heavily. Dana’s voice had so much conviction in it, like she truly believed what she was saying, and that only sent Audrey’s head into more of a spin. Jeff…was in love with her?

~

That phone call hadn’t helped, to be honest. This was all still throwing her for a loop. Her feelings for Jeff had been building up for two decades, two long decades, and to have the potential of his feelings matching hers? It was almost too much to bear.

And she had to wait until Saturday to be able to see him in person again. This was so much more than something she could do over text, or over a phone call, but she knew that maybe waiting was a good idea. Maybe it would give her time to get her thoughts together, to not be impulsive. Maybe it would give her enough time to get her head around the thought of Jeff’s feelings. Maybe.

The day after that passed with a blur as well, going faster than she thought possible, and even after another phone call with Dana on the Friday night, Audrey still didn’t know what she was thinking. But she knew she had to try. So just after midday, changing into a pretty pale blue dress and curling her hair lightly, she headed over to his house. Jeff opened the door with his usual smile, and he welcomed her in straight away. She bit her bottom lip as he not-so-subtly checked her ass out in the dress, trying to stop the smile that threatened to break out. Maybe. Just maybe.

“So I told Dana about our dinner the other night,” Audrey blurted out.

Damn it.

Jeff’s eyes widened in fear, making Audrey laugh slightly, leaning against the kitchen counter.

“I swore her to secrecy, she’s not going to say anything to anyone,” she reassured.

“I mean, if it was Laura you told, I know she would’ve already told Jennifer, and then everyone would know within the hour,” Jeff admitted.

Oh god yeah, that would’ve been the worst idea.

“So, um, what did you tell her?” Jeff asked hesitantly.

“That you took me out to dinner because you wanted to make me happy. And that I had a really good time,” Audrey summarised, not wanting to admit the full extent quite yet.

Jeff’s instant brilliant smile made her heart race a little, before he blushed. “Okay, that’s not so bad. What did she say in response?”

Audrey hesitated, not sure how much detail to go into. She definitely couldn’t say that Dana thought Jeff was in love with her…

“That I should be open to opportunities, that we should see where this goes,” Audrey eventually said.

Jeff bit his bottom lip, but nodded, looking deep in thought, which Audrey didn’t know whether it was a good thing or not.

“She makes a lot of sense,” Jeff said softly.

Audrey inhaled sharply. Just like that?

“What if something goes wrong between us?” she whispered.

“What if something goes right?” Jeff countered, stepping towards her.

Audrey didn’t dare move, Jeff getting closer and closer until he was standing right in front of her, barely a foot of space between them, his beautiful brown eyes dark and intense, making her head swim. So she shook her head, trying to clear out the haze.

“I can’t lose you. If something didn’t work out between us, I couldn’t bear to lose you, I don’t know what I’d do,” she said firmly.

Jeff licked his bottom lip nervously, his eyes going through various emotions.

“And if we didn’t let ourselves feel? We just carry on as we always have done, never knowing?” Jeff frowned.

Let ourselves feel. Was he admitting his feelings? Did he know hers already?

“I don’t know, Jeff. I just don’t know,” she mumbled.

Jeff reached out with both hands, cupping her elbows gently.

“I don’t think we can just go back,” Jeff admitted.

Well, shit.

“So where does that leave us?” Audrey asked softly.

“I don’t know! But I can’t stand the thought of you giving your heart away again to some guy who doesn’t appreciate it! Who doesn’t deserve it!” Jeff snapped, stepping away from her sharply.

Audrey’s jaw dropped slightly, her heart beating faster as a lump rose in her throat.

Jeff swallowed heavily, taking a deep breath to calm himself down. “I didn’t mean to raise my voice at you, I swear. But can’t you see that these other guys have only ever treated you like shit?”

Audrey’s lips pressed together in a tight line, trying to control her emotions, and she clenched her fists.

“I know that I haven’t exactly had a good track record, but you haven’t really had the best taste in dates either Jeff. All the exact same type of woman traipsing through your life and not a single one has stuck around,” Audrey said angrily.

“That’s because none of them ever measured up to you!” Jeff retorted.

His words hung in the air, Audrey inhaling sharply. Jeff groaned and closed his eyes, wishing he could take his last statement back, but knowing that he couldn’t. It was out there now, the real reasoning, but he was nervous to open his eyes and see Audrey’s reaction.

Would she be angry? Disgusted? Happy?

“Jeff, please look at me,” Audrey said softly.

“I don’t know if I can,” he said, choking out a laugh.

“Please?”

Jeff took a deep breath, before doing so, the pleading in her voice making him powerless. When he finally looked at her, he could barely read her face, the first time in a very long time.

“None of them measured up to me?” she said quietly.

It was the sheer volume of hope in her eyes that made Jeff brave enough to speak.

“You’ve been it for me for a long time, Aud,” he admitted.

There it was.

The noise that Audrey made was so full of both surprise and hurt that Jeff flinched. But she quickly reached out towards him, tugging him back towards her with her hands at his waist.

“I’m it? You…you really do love me?”

Jeff laughed a little wetly, full of emotion, but he nodded which only made Audrey’s heart clench. After all this time…

“I love you Audrey Marie James. I have done for a long time,” Jeff said simply.

“Oh Jeff. Jeff, I love you too,” Audrey whimpered, “so much,”

Jeff grinned, so hard that he made his cheeks hurt, before raising his hands to cup her face. He squished her cheeks into a fish pout like he always did, making her laugh and bat at his hands, breaking the tension.

“Fuck, I love you,” Jeff said happily, hands moving to rest on her shoulders.

“I love you too. Oh my god. I love you. I can’t believe I finally got to say it out loud,” Audrey giggled.

Jeff just laughed as well, giddiness overtaking him, not letting him think of anything but her.

“We’ve wasted so much time,” he huffed.

But Audrey just shook her head, her smile a little sad. “I was just so scared of not having you in my life that I didn’t dare risk you rejecting me,”

“There is no parallel universe in which I would reject you,” Jeff laughed.

“Nerd,” she said fondly, earning a brilliant smile, “I just…I wanted my own career too, y’know? And I didn’t know what would’ve happened if I just followed you for the rest of my life,”

Jeff swallowed heavily at her confession, but nodded.

“I don’t know what would’ve happened either. We’ll never know. But what I do know is that you’re a brilliant woman, who is crazy smart and wonderful and beautiful, and I’m so proud of everything you achieved. Like, you’re literally a civil engineer and an environmental scientist! That’s so cool! I’m just happy you could possibly want to be with boring old hockey-playing Jeff,”

“You’re not boring or old. And I fell in love with hockey-playing Jeff a long time ago, so I really don’t think I’m losing out here,” Audrey mused.

Jeff huffed a laugh, his heart racing a little more at her firm words, leaning his head down to rest his forehead against hers. “Well would you be this hockey player’s girlfriend?”

“Only if you’ll be this engineer-scientist’s boyfriend,” she countered.

Jeff grinned, dimples out in full force, making Audrey tilt her head back to laugh. This was real life. This was really happening. Holy shit.

But there was just one thing left…

“Hey, Jeff?” she said suddenly.

“Yeah?” he asked, one hand rising to cup her face.

It was when his thumb stroked over her cheekbone that she knew this was everything.

“Will you kiss me?”

Jeff looked a little astounded, jaw dropping a little, before that brilliant smile came back.

“Yeah, ‘f course,” he murmured.

Audrey inhaled sharply, before tilting her head up, leaning up towards him as Jeff leant down to her. Their lips touched softly, sweetly, both of them breaking off to laugh, both a little stunned, before Audrey pressed her lips to his again a little firmer. Jeff made a soft happy noise, kissing her back, his free hand sliding around her waist to bring their bodies together. She moaned in surprise at the feeling of his strong body against hers, but melted in his arms, lost in the motion of their kisses, completely consumed in a way she’d never been before.

Jeff broke away briefly with another soft moan, eyes searching her face a little desperately, before he kissed her again, clutching her a little tighter. And then he broke away for a final time, taking a step back with wild eyes, leaving her head spinning.

“I don’t want to get carried away,” Jeff panted, cheeks heating up in a blush.

Audrey bit her bottom lip but nodded, knowing her was right even if her racing heart didn’t want to admit it. “At least it was worth the wait?” she offered.

Jeff just groaned, making her laugh. Then her breath caught in her throat as Jeff adjusted his dick in his pants, alerting her to just how riled up he gotten. Oh fuck. Carried away indeed.

“You’re worth so much more to me than rushing into sex. I want to ease into things, y’know? I’ve waited this long for you to be mine, I can wait a little longer,” he said seriously.

“I love you too,” Audrey said happily.

Jeff just smiled that brilliant smile.

~

To: Dana

He loves me.

He loves me!

~

From: Dana

Holy fucking shit, about time.

Can I actually tell everyone now?

*

The next two weeks were the happiest that Audrey could remember. They had three days in a row together where Jeff wasn’t doing anything other than light training and rest, ahead of a 10 day roadtrip, and they made the most of it. Well, after another long talk about their emotions, because they could do that now, and fielding various calls from their many family members, they’d also spent a lot of time sweetly making out on the sofa whenever Audrey wasn’t working. Because hey, they could do that now too. To be honest, Audrey was a little addicted to the feeling of his lips on hers anyway – she fantasised about it for years on the occasional forbidden burst of weakness, but the reality of it blew away all fantasy.

Jeff was finally hers, and she couldn’t be happier.

The 10 days that Jeff was away on his sweeping road trip was harder this time though too. She didn’t expect it to be this hard, but she supposed that the emotions she’d locked away for so long were finally out and they were vulnerable in this newness. It did help with Jeff calling her every night though. She did tell him he didn’t have to, that she sure as hell didn’t expect it, but he just said that he’d always wanted to call her every night but he felt like he would be pushing boundaries. So how could she say no to that?

And it did make having him home finally a sweeter moment.

Tonight was the first home game since they got together officially, and Audrey was a little nervous. It was tradition for the players’ partners to wear a special customised jersey, and Jeff had presented her with one in the hopes that she would wear it to the game tonight. She had immediately agreed, of course, but it didn’t make this new step any less daunting. It was a big declaration, so public, but she did want people to know that Jeff was hers just as much as she was his.

It wouldn’t be so scary, right? She hadn’t missed a home game since he’d been in Buffalo, and she wasn’t about to start now.

So after kissing Jeff goodbye, leaving him with a sweet smile as he headed to the rink early to prepare for the game, Audrey got herself ready to enter the arena as Jeff Skinner’s girlfriend, a little more make-up and hair curled a little neater than usual, just like armour.

“Oh my God, Audrey!”

Audrey jumped at the sound of Tanya Staal’s shriek as she entered the family box, unable to stop the smile that spread across her lips. There had been a few occasions in Raleigh, when Audrey had visited while Eric was still playing there, that Audrey had met the former captain’s wife, and she had always been so sweet and welcoming. And although Tanya mostly stayed up in the family box with their kids, there had been a few team occasions since Eric was traded to Buffalo this season started that Audrey had attended as just Jeff’s friend (as that’s obviously all she had been until recently) where she’d been able to make friends with the older woman properly this time round.

Audrey always had the impression that Tanya thought she and Jeff were more than friends, but obviously now with the statement of the jersey, it was clear that the situation had changed.

“Is this true? Is this really happening?” Tanya asked hopefully.

Audrey blushed but nodded, earning a happy squeal.

“Yeah, Jeff told me he loved me two weeks ago and we’ve been dating ever since,” Audrey admitted.

“Holy shit, about time,” Tanya laughed.

It was all Audrey could do to nod, laughing a little wetly, still a bit overwhelmed.

“Okay, let me introduce you to the other player’s partners? It’s totally different than just being a friend,” Tanya offered.

Thank fuck for a friendly face. Audrey nodded in relief, letting Tanya guide her around the various women and children, the partners that she’d met previously thrilled with the news of the relationship status change (most of them saying finally or about time, which really made Audrey reconsider how obvious she’d been), and the rest of them just as welcoming. She’d done it. She was officially introduced, and she felt almost giddy with it.

The game itself was choppy, rough with hits and scrappy with goals, but the Sabres managed to pull out a win making all the people in the family box cheer. Tanya walked down by her side to wait for their men, linking their arms together like she knew just how much Audrey needed the support. As soon as Jeff saw her by Tanya’s side in their customised jerseys, his face got a really dumb lovestruck look, making Tanya laugh and nudge Audrey over to him.

“Hi, wow,” Jeff said happily.

“You like it?” she asked softly.

“You know I do,” Jeff murmured.

It was all Audrey could do to lean up on her tiptoes and kiss him, earning happy sighs and coos from the other women around them. She broke away with a laugh, moving so that they were just holding hands, but couldn’t stop looking at him despite how sappy she knew it was.

“You were amazing. I’m so proud of you,” she said softly.

“Couldn’t let you down, not when I knew you were watching as my girl,” Jeff grinned.

Audrey just laughed, rolling her eyes fondly. More players started walking out now (Jeff must’ve rushed out, bless him), including…Eric Staal.

Eric took one look at the way they were looking at each other and whooped.

“Holy shit, about time,” Eric grinned, unknowingly mimicking his wife.

“Nice to see you too, Staal,” Audrey said dryly, although she leaned up to kiss his cheek in greeting with a smile.

“Oh god yeah, you’ll know about their long suffering pining, won’t you Staalsy?” Jack laughed from behind Eric, joining their little group, Tanya already under Eric’s arm.

“So much pining, it was painful,” Eric said solemnly, although the laughter in his eyes mostly ruined the effect, “Audrey visited a few times down in Raleigh and she was at every game against the Leafs too, and Jeff’s smile was always at it’s brightest when she was there,”

“Gotta support my best friend,” she said simply, nudging Jeff with her arm.

Jeff nudged her back, but she didn’t miss the pleased smile on his lips.

“Oh come on, it was so much more than that! Jeff’s crush was so damn obvious, right from the very first time Audrey visited,” Eric mused, looking at Jack.

Audrey grinned. Was it now? Jeff just rolled his eyes, making her laugh.

“We literally only started dating two weeks ago,” Audrey pointed out.

“You’re shitting me, I thought you were joking Jeff,” Eric said, jaw dropping.

“I can actually confirm that. That day that Skinny came in to practice smiling like it was Christmas and his birthday all rolled into one really was the first full day,” Jack smirked.

Jeff blushed furiously, making Audrey laugh. Eric just shook his head, still shocked.

“All that time and you never did anything about your crush?” Eric asked, confused, “I thought you were just keeping things low-key,”

Hah, not quite.

“We tried telling him,” Jack sighed dramatically, although he was clearly loving this.

“Holy shit Skinny, took you long enough,” Eric snorted, Tanya just giggling.

“If we’re done gossiping like old grandmas?” Jeff asked dryly.

“Never,” Eric grinned.

Jack just looked delighted, and Jeff knew there was no way that the rest of the team wouldn’t hear about this.

“I’d say it was worth the wait,” Audrey said happily, squeezing his hand.

Jeff’s irritation immediately faded to a soft happiness, and Jack made a loud gagging noise at their heart-eyes.

“Okay, I’m out. Hurry up and shower, Skinny. We’ve got team drinks to get to,” Jack said firmly.

Jack sent Audrey a wink, letting her know how happy he really was for them, before leaving them.

“So does this mean I can tell Jordie? He’s going to be thrilled,” Eric grinned.

Jeff just groaned.

*

Dancin' in the kitchen, You singing my favourite songs, Swinging on the front porch, Just laughing at the dogs, Now you swear you love me more, When you're whispering goodnight, All those little moments are every reason why.

Jeff watched from the kitchen door as Audrey sang to herself, swaying slightly as she stirred whatever she was cooking in the pot on the stove. He didn’t think he could love her anymore than he already did, but seeing her like this in his kitchen, blonde hair loose and messy, wearing one of his t-shirts instead of one of her own, well…he was happy to prove himself wrong.

Then she spotted him out of the corner of her eye and shrieked, swirling around to face him with one hand clutching her heart.

“You almost scared me to death,” she gasped, pouting.

Jeff laughed, shrugging apologetically. “I couldn’t help myself. You looked so cute singing and dancing to your music,”

Audrey blushed a little, but shrugged too. “I’m obsessed with this Kane Brown song right now. Although if I’d known you were watching I probably wouldn’t have sung…”

“Aww no, don’t ever stop because of me,” Jeff mused, shaking his head, earning a smile from her, “maybe I can make it up to you?”

Audrey frowned in confusion, before Jeff moved his hand out from behind him, revealing the flowers he’d been hiding behind his back.

“You bought me flowers? How sweet!” she cooed, reaching out for the bouquet.

“Yeah? You like them?” Jeff asked hopefully.

She nodded, smiling widely as she inhaled deeply, making Jeff smile in turn. “I love them Jeff. And, um, no-one’s ever bought me flowers before,”

Jeff’s heart flickered with rage, at all those stupid guys she’d dated, who never deserved her, who never treated her like she deserved, before he forced himself to take a deep breath. No, past assholes weren’t worth thinking about any more. He was going to prove to her that he was worth it instead of them.

“Well I happen to love buying flowers, so be on the look out for more,”

“Jeff!” Audrey giggled, “You know I don’t want to buying me things, spoiling me,”

Because it was true. She didn’t want it or need it. And she never wanted him to think that it was expected.

“Oh they’re definitely not for you. They’re for me,” Jeff grinned, clearly lying.

Audrey rolled her eyes fondly, before smiling. “Oh, well, if they’re for you then that’s definitely acceptable,” she teased.

Jeff just laughed, moving to slide his arms around her waist, Audrey sliding her arms up around his neck, the flowers still in her hand.

“Will you dance with me?” Jeff asked softly.

“Right now?” Audrey laughed.

“Right now,” Jeff nodded, deadly serious.

Audrey laughed again but nodded, letting him sway her from side to side in a simple two-step shuffle, resting her forehead against his. It was little sweet moments like this, Jeff surprising her with his romantic notions, that made Audrey’s heart ache a little for all the potential missed moments over the years, but also made her heart sing that she got to experience them with him now.

Because this guy was everything to her, and even something as simple as him buying her flowers, or asking her to dance in the middle of the kitchen, made her realise just how lucky she was.

*

Mornings were quickly becoming Audrey’s favourite time of day. Whether it was waking up in her own bed or waking up in Jeff’s, seeing his face first thing as she woke up just made her day started so perfectly.

How could she not love feeling his arms wrapped around her? How his face was usually buried in her hair? How his leg slotted between hers?

She knew she loved that first sleepy smile, his wonderful dimples soft and gentle, always giving her butterflies without fail. She definitely loved the way his groggy voice murmured her name, how he pressed a closed-mouth kiss to her lips, never wanting to wait for that first simple pecked kiss before he brushed his teeth.

It was everything she could ever have asked for, everything she could never have dreamed of. With the highs came the lows, of course, and being in his arms those mornings was just as important. Like this morning, for instance.

“Last night was rough…” Jeff sighed, scrubbing at his tired eyes with the palms of his hands.

The game. The game was so stressful even just watching, so Audrey could only imagine how it would’ve felt being on the ice. Turnovers, stupid penalties, sloppy passes – it really just wasn’t their night. And when Jeff had finally walked out of the changing room ready to go home…well, it was all Audrey could do to go to bed in silence and let him curl into her side.

“…but waking up with you by my side makes me feel a million times better already,” he finished.

“You, Jeffrey Skinner, are a sap,” Audrey said fondly.

“Well you already knew that,” Jeff mused.

True, she did.

“Kiss me?” she prompted.

“I haven’t brushed my teeth,” Jeff said hesitantly.

“Don’t care,” Audrey shrugged, “you didn’t kiss me last night,”

Jeff’s face looked horrified, making Audrey burst out in laughter.

“Babe, I’m so sorry,” Jeff insisted, eyes wide and serious.

Babe. Huh. She could get used to that.

“Well luckily for you, you’ve got all day to make up for it,” Audrey teased.

Jeff’s eyes lit up at that, making her laugh again, before he rolled on top of her. He looked down at her fondly, face soft in the morning light, before he leaned down to kiss her slowly, softly, sweetly, over and over again. One of Audrey’s hands reached up to slide into his messy curls, the other clutching at his waist, Jeff just moving in to lie between her thighs, making Audrey’s body stir with excitement. Yes, she could definitely get used to this.

Eventually their kisses slowed down to a final few pecks, Jeff leaning back to look down at her properly.

“Have I told you that I love you?” he asked, resting his weight on his forearms as he hovered over her.

“Not today,” she grinned.

“Well let me rectify that,” Jeff grinned back.

Audrey shrieked as Jeff pressed a flurry of kisses to her face and neck, saying I love you between every few.

*

6 months later

Jeff’s hand was resting on Audrey’s thigh as they drove through the familiar streets of Markham, two weeks of vacation booked for her and invitations to come home from both their families guiding the way. To be honest, Audrey was pretty excited to experience their childhood homes with this new evolution of their relationship, to see things through a different perspective, and she knew that the childhood friends that were still around were excited to see them as them too.

It was a long time coming, after all.

“My mom is thrilled that I’m bringing you home as my boyfriend for the first time,” Audrey said softly, when they were about 5 minutes away from her family home.

“She’s known me for nearly three decades…” Jeff pointed out, trailing off in confusion.

“And she’s been cheerleading us for at least half of that,” Audrey admitted.

Jeff’s face froze briefly, before it shifted into fear.

“We’re about to be ambushed by your whole family, aren’t we?” he sighed.

“Definitely. Potentially all of yours as well, if I know my mom,” Audrey smirked.

And Audrey did know her mom – she knew in her gut that the moment Audrey told her that she would be bringing Jeff by as her boyfriend, that her mom rang Jeff’s mom to organise a joint group effort. There was no way that the women weren’t going to see them both at the same time, and there was no way their siblings wouldn’t be around to say I told you so. It would be ridiculous…but it was just who their families were.

Jeff just groaned, making Audrey giggle.

“There’s still time to turn the car around you know. Say we changed our minds, hide away in a cabin somewhere for a couple of weeks?” she offered.

No amount of stress was worth losing Jeff, not now she finally had him by her side.

But Jeff anxious face split into a smile. “As much as I would love to avoid the combination of our giant families…we can’t avoid them forever,” he mused, “and besides, you’re worth it,”

Audrey didn’t think she could love him any more than she already did, but there he goes, proving her wrong.

[ivett-toth]

New interview by hunskate with our beloved Ivett, in where she talks about her new training enviroment, new programs and other personal stuff. Translation by @fanpower98​, please don’t repost!

Ivett Tóth successfully passed her final exams so now she can concentrate on training with full power. Our olympic figure skater can start the new season with a new SEAT and supported by MOL*, after two weeks resting she started training again. We looked back to last season with her and we talked about her new programs, plans and goals.

[*N/T: MOL is a famous hungarian oil and gas company]

Congratulations on your graduation! There was a fully scheduled year behind you. How did you get by?

Thank you, I’m happy I could finally check this off. In the olympic season, when I trained in Switzerland, the school took a backseat, I couldn’t travel back home for the exams so I had to do grade 12 again. It was hard but it affected me on a positive way, where something also got my attention beside skating and didn’t overthink while training. In the last weeks I spent less time on the ice because of the exams, I usually had one practise a day. I could get to work again after the written [exams] then Vasas had an outage where, without ice, meant us a two weeks break. In the meantime I got beyond the oral [exams] so now the intensive preparation can start.

You started the last season with the Italian and the Finnish challengers. How did you evaluate your performance there?

I’m happy I started the season earlier like in the previous seasons because it made me feel calmer, I didn’t had to rush or act in haste to go through the road I planned. Thanks to a good short program, I could do my free in the best group at Lombardia Trophy and I got 7th place overall, so I got ranking points with that. At Finlandia Trophy I did a lot of stupid mistakes so I slipped really down, in the end I didn’t need that much to reach the settled goal. I learned from both competitions.

Then you had two competitions at home: you had the lead at the Halloween Cup after the short program, but you got bronze at the end, at Christmas Cup you were able to keep the first place and you won with high scores. Is the pressure bigger if you have to compete at home?

I always have some nervousness in me but it rather gives me safety when I can compete at home. Moreover they organized the Halloween Cup in Vasas where I practice day by day and since I live close to the rink I just walked to the competition. This is why it was special to me, because it was the first time I competed there. However I already got a lot of experience in the Gyakorló Jégcsarnok (Practice Rink), Christmas Cup went better because it was more than one month later and I could get in shape until then. Actually we should keep out where we compete but of course we know that at home there are more familiar faces, there are more hungarian fans in the spectators’ area which affects me in a positive way on stressful situations.

Yet before Christmas Cup you could be glad for a foreign win: you got a gold medal in November in Riga at Volvo Open Cup. How do you recall that competition?

I did my short program for the first time in the season where, when I got off the ice, I was satisfied with my performance. The free wasn’t perfect, though. But I accomplished it better than in the previous competitions. There was this feeling where for the first time I felt I was able to show for what we worked so hard that I started to find myself. It was a little milestone for me from which we could build.

However at Four National Competitions, which is also the Nationals, you didn’t do well. How did you prepare after that to the European Championships?

I’m a very nervous type of person, I have to consciously pay attention to relax even if the training went very well. Although the competition was here in [Buda]Pest and I felt the fans’ support, I couldn’t relax for some reason. I didn’t perform well but at least my performance was enough to not to have to participate in another sorting competition so I could concentrate on the training with my nerves. I knew if I keep calm and only follow my coaches advices, we can reach our goal.

This goal was to be in the top ten but at the end you managed to get the 13th place from last year. You had some trouble with the double Axel in both programs but you got an ISU season’s personal best for the free skate. You could perform before a big crowd, how did you live it through?

I was very surprised that so much people came, I didn’t think figure skating or any other ice sport is that famous in Belarus. The audience encouraged all competitors, clapped through the programs, it had the feeling like the stands were full with asian fans. I still haven’t found whys for that two double Axels, maybe some short circuit [I can’t remember the word we use in english fs fandom]. True, I haven’t got into the top ten but I feel like I managed to get better at both programs compared to last year and I think back with with good feelings to Minsk EC. Particularly to the free, I slapped into the air at the end, I felt like I did my best this time. When I looked into my coaches’ eyes, that said everything, I knew they are proud of me. Through that one year together Zsófi and Zoli [Zsófia Tokaji-Kulcsár, Zoltán Tóth] became extremely important persons in my life, there isn’t bigger pleasure than the fact I could bring them joy. These are the unforgettable memories what drives us forward in gray weekdays and in trainings and I hope we can live through more moments like this together.

After your fifth European Championships came your fifth World Championship where unfortunately you couldn’t perform your free skate. What was in you when you got off the ice and got your scores?

Between EC and Worlds I would’ve had an another competition but I got sick and I rested so much that my muscles got down so I had to concentrate on getting back to my condition instead of competing. I did succeed on it quite well but I felt the lack of the competitions’ atmosphere at Worlds. I would have liked to finish the season with a good performance but the missed jump and the stumble on the step sequence cost a lot. That hurt more that getting in the free depended on these .3 tenths but you also have to know how to handle this. With a harder heart we tried to take the opportunity that we were in Japan: we went to sightseeing in Tokyo, watched almost all the competitions and I could learn a lot from the others’ performances. We enjoyed the banquet very much and then when we came home I had to start to prepare to my final exams so I couldn’t stay dwelling on for long what happened there.

If you had to describe your season with some words, what would you say?

Maybe that that I did everything full of love and now somehow every training and every competition went easier than last year. Because I started to work with new coaches it was also a very good experience. A lot of times I couldn’t bring it out of myself during competitions what I did at practices but they always stood by me and helped me.

In May the selected ones could work with Alexandr Abt, who you could met at the competition in Riga. What gave you these four days?

He had great results as a figure skater and I already knew him by sight because I have competed many times with one of his Swiss student. Although it’s not possible to do miracles in four days he did a very good job with us, we learned a lot from him and we could get to know a fantastic person by him. We paid attention to steps, spins and also jumps, we mostly did exercises to move us out from the comfort zone and try other steps into the elements. We benefit from this a lot at practices and it’s sure I’ll build some little things into my programs from those what he showed us.

Since you already mentioned your programs: would you reveal what music did you chose for next season, what style will you come out with [this time]?

It’s important to me to stay interesting so I’m showing a new side of me again in my short program: I’ll skate to swing. It has a plenty of challenges in it but I enjoy it very much. It’s choreographed by Nóra Hoffmann and my coaches, in regards of the costume and make up still no decisions were made [T/N: the interview was in July so it’s probably done by now]. Because we performed the short many times I definitely wanted to change it so neither the judges and neither the fans would get bored. However I kept the free because I loved it and I feel I can make a lot more out of it. I haven’t had the opportunity to work with Benoit this time but we are in contact and I hope next year we can continue our work together.

What are your main goals for next season? In what would you want to evolve the most?

My main goal is to have a more balanced season, to get in shape earlier and to increase the number of my triple jumps. In the short program I would like to make my triple-triple more difficult, we will see which one is the best during practices. To the free I would like to put back the Flip, what was in it at some competitions in autumn but then we took it out. Besides this we are also working on them [the programs] performance-wise a lot and since my short was choreographed here at home and I have performed the free for a year I can practice them better.

Although you got two weeks resting, for you half of it was about studying. Do you still have the opportunity to go on a holiday to really get relaxed?

We always go somewhere with family but it won’t come together this year. I’ll have some free weekends but frankly, now I don’t feel like I need some rest. I couldn’t do intense training because of exams and I really missed the [physical] stress, I couldn’t wait to continue the practices. I really enjoy the work, I can absolutely give myself to the music we’ve found for the short and I also want to level up my free program. Based on all of what we went through last season with my coaches, I dare to say that there is “kraft”* in our collaboration and we still can show a lot of things to the audience.

I feel that I found my place.

*[T/N: “kraft” means “strength/force and Ivett used this word and I wanted to keep it. We use a lot of hungarized german words.]

[ask-the-phan-site]

Phan Cam: The Fright Before Christmas (Part 3)

>Shujin Academy. Social Studies class was in session.

They say that Black Friday starts the beginning of the Christmas Shopping Season. This causes a lot of people to wish that Christmas was back to the heartwarming values that made it special. Not even caring that that value never existed. That’s where the commercialism of Christmas came in. Does anyone here know the most well known commercialization of this holiday?

>Mr. Ushimaru looks around until he spots a hand in the air.

Mr. Ushimaru: You.

Rudolph.

Mr. Ushimaru: That’s correct, Amamiya! Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer. The story of a reindeer with a nose that glows in the dark and helps Santa Claus through a snow storm and saves Christmas. I’m actually quite surprised you knew that... But not as much as that you’re still here. Didn’t you transferred back to your old school?

Ren: ... This felt more natural.

Mr. Ushimaru: So you just came here to play? Well, play this!

>I feel a murderous intent.

Student 1: He dodged it!

Student 2: Guess he hasn’t lost his touch.

Student 3: I still think he’s some kind of ninja.

Mr. Ushimaru: (frustrated) Enough! Back to the lesson!

Ding! Ding! Ding! DING!

Announcement: Will the following students, please report to the faculty office. Yuuki Mishima, Futaba Sakura, and Ren Amamiya, even though he’s no longer a student here, but is here anyway.

Mr. Ushimaru: Alright, you heard her. Get going!

>Me and Mishima made it to the front of the faculty office where Futaba was waiting for us. I still couldn’t believe she was going here now.

Ren and Nishima have joined the party!

It’s Mishima, actually. Anyway, let’s head in.

>We went inside where we met with a familiar teacher.

(sighs) Am I really in the mood to ask why you’re back, Amamiya?

Ren: It just felt natural.

Becky (at her request): How did it come to this? Anyway, I just received a message for a Soul Taker.

Ren: I had Futaba change my name on the FBC registry. I know that the minimum age for entering is 12, but I feel a lot better if I entered with another name.

Becky: I see. Anyway, the message says it’s time to head for your physical examination. I don’t have to issue you a pass since you’re not a real student, but I’m issuing them to your two friends since I have a feeling that they had something to do with this.

Futaba: Are our other friends excused as well?

Becky: No. Then everyone would try to use this tournament as an excuse to get out of school.

Futaba: Fair enough.

(groans) The holidays cannot come sooner.

>After that, we were on our way back to Yongen. We let everyone now what was going on on our phones.

Hey! We’re on our way to Yongen for Joker’s... That is to say Soul Taker’s physical.

For real!? You got an excuse to leave school early!? Now I wish I signed up.

A little late for that now. The registrations are closed until next year.

Besides, even though you just became smart through Harry, you’re grades seem to be slipping.

How do you know about my grades?

Back on subject, good luck with your physical.

We’ll have our fingers crossed.

We’ll be cheering for Mako chan as well.

Are you coming too, Makoto senpai?

No, Sis insisted I go to an actual hospital. But I’ll see if I can meet you guys later at the hide out to discuss other matters.

Phantom Thieves business? Can I come this time? I hardly ever get to go to your meetings.

Alright, just behave yourself. And we’ll be discussing about “keeping secrets” later.

What!? It just slipped! Besides, that wouldn’t have happened if you actually studied. Just because you and Harry have a linked mind, doesn’t mean it will always bail you out.

Right. See you guys later.

>I was just about to put my phone down when I got another text.

I’m sorry I’m late in the chat. I take it you’re going to your physical?

That’s right. Will you be coming?

I’m in class right now. But I’ll see if I can meet you later at the hide out.

Great. I’ll really be looking forward to it.

Me too... I <3 u.

!?

What?

I’m learning to text short handed. Did I do it right?

(smiling)

You did beautifully... I <3 u 2.

>End chat.

>Takemi Medical Clinic in Yongen-Jaya. Inside, Joe, Setsuko, and Yuta were already waiting.

Ren: Been waiting long?

No. We just got here ourselves.

Futaba: And what about those two?

The medicine from the pharmacy just weren’t working for my grandpa.

We heard about this place from a neighbor of ours and thought we’d try here. Joe was already coming here for his physical, we decided to come with him.

Mishima: That’s good to hear. I heard this place has the best, even though it’s just a clinic.

??????: Oh stop it. You’re making me blush.

>We turn to see that Takemi came in from the exam room... She had someone with her.

I don’t know. I think getting some praise is nice now and again.

You maybe right. But there are limits to this.

Ren: I see you’ve hired a nurse.

Takemi: Not really. Sayoko chan came all the way from the boonies to volunteer.

Sayoko: I came here at the suggestion of a friend of Chie Satonaka. They should be here soon.

>Then, the elevator rings.

Sayoko: Speak of the devil.

>Then, five familiar faces came in.

Finally! I thought we’d never find this place! It like hidden in the middle of an alleyway.

I told you you should have asked directions, but no!

I’m sure it wasn’t Yosuke kun’s fault. He still uses a flip phone and those things haven’t worked in a long time.

Yosuke: I can get a smart phone if I want to! I just rather wait until someone gets me on for Christmas or even my birthday.

I’m sure you can get one. Maybe Big Bro can do it.

Yosuke: (blushing) Really? I guess if anyone can get me a smart phone for Christmas, it would be Yu.

It would make a good stocking stuffer. And I know you would really like it.

>Yosuke and Yu just stare at each other.

Oh kiss each other while we’re still young!

Yosuke: (snapping back to reality) R- Right. Sorry. This is about Chie. By the way, it’s good to see you guys again.

Joe: You know them?

Ren: We met last Christmas while we were visiting Hasetsu.

Yuta: Really? That means you met Victuuri (Victor Nikiforov and YuuriKatsuki).

Yu: We helped them with a show.

Nanako: It’s true. I even have pictures.

>Nanako shows us the pictures on her phone.

Yuta: Wow. Ice skating sure look neat. But not as great as boxing, though.

Takemi: Speaking of boxing and fighting, shall we get this examination underway?

>We nodded.

Good. Now, ladies first. Ms. Satonaka, please head to the exam room.

Yukiko: Good luck, Chie.

>Chie heads inside the exam room for her physical.

Futaba: So if you five are here, does that mean your other friends are here as well?

Yu: Yes. Rise is having her private class at the moment. Kanji and Naoto are insisting that they are not on a date, just two good friends visiting Meiji Shrine to pray for victory for Chie. And I left Teddie to be look after by some acquaintances until we get back.

Ren: Acquaintances?

Yu: Just some people I know. I would have asked my neighbors, but each has their own plans for the day. Especially our more favorite neighbors from down stairs.

Ren: How come?

Yu: ... Let’s just say, one of them might be a colleague of your Takemi’s.

>I think I know who he’s talking about... But we’ll get to that later.

Setsuko: ...

Yu: What is it?

Setsuko: This neighbor of yours. Did he have someone with him at the time? ... A man in a dark grey hoodie?

Yu: No... But he was with someone. Someone we all know.

Ren: Sho?

Yu: Yes.

...

...

>Setsuko was more down than us.

Joe: I’m sure Ryuichi will be fine. Just have faith.

Setsuko: ... I’ll try.

Yuta: Is Ryuichi in trouble?

Joe: No, Yuta, he’s just doing what a man has to do.

Yuta: What’s that?

Joe: ... Ask your grandpa when we get back.

>Yuta was starting to get a little worried. Nanako notices this.

Nanako: I’m sure your friend will be alright.

Yuta: He’s my stepfather actually.

Nanako: Then, I'm sure what he’s doing, he’s doing it because he cares about you a loves you.

Yuta: Are you sure?

Nanako: I know how you feel. My dad does a lot at his work that usually makes him come home real late. But he does it because he cares about others and me. I have faith in my dad and I love him. I’m sure it’s the same for you.

Yuta: ... You’re right. I’ll have more faith in him. I love Ryuichi and I trust him.

Nanako: That’s the spirit!

Setsuko: That girl sure is smart for her age.

Yu: That’s the power of Nanako. She has heart of pure light that can survive anything. And she really cares about others and know how they feel and will always try to make them happy.

Setsuko: That’s so sweet of her. Yuta, what do we say?

Yuta: Thank you, Nanako san.

Nanako: You’re welcome, Yuta kun.

Setsuko: Now I just wish I know why Ryuichi would do this.

>We explain everything that happened at the TV station.

Setsuko: The prize money? I guess that makes sense. Joe said he was going to use the money to pay for Yuta’s CIP treatment. I guess he thought Joe needed help doing it.

Ren: I guess he doesn’t know. If I win the prize money, I’m giving it to you for the treatment.

Setsuko: You would do that? Why, thank you.

Joe: I guess with the three of us fighting for the same thing, victory is for sure.

????: Make it four.

>We turned to see that Chie had finished her physical.

Chie: I want to fight for the money for this treatment too. I want to help as much as you guys do.

Yosuke: Guess that means that beef bowl feast you were talking about is history.

Chie: Shut up! It’s still on... I’ll just put it on your tab.

Yosuke: (defeated) Why am I not surprised?

Setsuko: Thank you all. I really appreciate this.

Takemi: I’m glad to see such spirit. Anyway, Ms. Satonaka is quite healthy. She can be in the tournament. Now, who’s next?

Ren: I guess I’ll go.

Takemi: Alright, this should be easy. Please head to the exam room.

>Inside the exam room, my physical was underway. They tested my muscle dexterity, my breathing, eye sight, weight, and much more.

Takemi: Hmm. It looks like everything okay. No surprise, I have been examining your body for almost a year. And from what you said, your diet seems to be average. Unlike the Satonaka girl who seems to eat nothing but meat.

Sayoko: Well, Inaba is quite famous for its beef skewers. Almost as much for its hot springs.

Takemi: Yes, I’ve heard.

Ren: So what’s the verdict?

Takemi: You’re clear to fight. Welcome to the Fight Before Christmas... Soul Taker.

Ren: Thank you.

Sayoko: Soul Taker?

Ren: My wrestling name. I got it while me and my friends were in New York. I’ll tell you more about it later.

Takemi: I’ll look forward to it.

>We excit back into the waiting room.

Takemi: Well Joe Akamine, you’re the last one up. Are you ready?

Joe: Ready as I’ll ever be.

Takemi: Very well. Please head to the exam room.

>With that, Joe follows Takemi into the exam room.

Chie: You know who I’m the most disappointed is not here?

Futaba: Who’s that?

Chie: The Master.

Mishima: The Master?

Yukiko: Oh, you mean Akihiko san.

Yuta: Akihiko Sanada?

Yu: Yes. Chie was hoping he would have his physical with her, but Mitsuru san, his friend and sponsor, insisted he go have his physical in a hospital.

Mishima: I wonder if he’s taking at the same hospital Makoto senpai is at.

Futaba: Would you like me to ask?

Mishima: Can you?

Futaba: I’ll try.

>Futaba takes out her phone.

Yo, Mikoto! Are you done with your physical?

Yes. I just finished up and they said I’m ready to go. I’m on my way to the hide out now. How was Ren’s?

They said I’m great. Anyway, there’s something we’d like to ask.

What is it?

Did Akihiko Sanada have his physical at the same hospital you were in? Chie and Nishima wanted to know.

Again, that’s not my name.

Yes. Which reminds me, he passed, too.

He did?

Yes. He and Mitsuru Kirijo said they if Ren passes his physical, they would love to meet with us at the opening party.

That’s good. I look forward to meeting them as well.

Good. I’ll see you at the hide out.

>End text.

Chie: (happy) Alright, he’s in!

Yosuke: I wander why he wanted to meet Ren and the others.

Yuta: Is it because you guys are the Pha-

>I quickly look at Yuta and begged him not to repeat what Shinya told him.

Yuta: That you guys are the Fantastic Fighters.

Setsuko: Fantastic Fighters?

Yuta: I just thought since we have a common goal, I should think of a good team name for us.

Yosuke: I don’t know. That name sound a little bland.

Mishima: Hey, Ren. What do you think we should be called?

>I take out my dairy. I got a new one after I gave the one Boss gave me at the start of my journey back.

>I thought about it and I finally come up with something.

Ren: How about...

YUTA?

Yuta: Me?

Ren: It’s short for Yuta’s Ultimate Team of Angels.

Yosuke: That’s sound a little extreme.

Yukiko: I think it sounds great. We’re doing for hopes and dreams of a very special family. So we might as well be angels.

Nanako: I like it.

Joe: (coming out of the exam room and heard us): Me too. I think it’s a great idea.

Setsuko: Why... Thank you everyone.

Yuta: Yes, thanks.

>We all smiled.

Takemi: Well, I’m happy to report that you’re all healthy and able. Welcome to the Fight Before Christmas. I’ve already sent the information to the organizers and they will be sending you notifications about the opening party. And here’s the medicine for your father. Good luck.

Setsuko: Thank you.

Sayoko: See you at the party.❤

>We left the clinic and went our separate ways.

Joe: Hey, you’re going back to Ikebukuro, right? Mind if I come with you. I just want to make sure Ryuichi’s alright.

Yu: Sure.

Joe: Setsuko, I’ll meet you guys back at the restaurant.

Setsuko: Okay. Be careful, Joe. I hear Ikebukuro isn’t as safe as it was... Especially at night.

Yu: You mean the Headless Rider. Don’t worry. She’s not the one you gotta worry about... It’s the guy in the bartender uniform you have to watch out for.

>So Setsuko and Yuta head home while Joe and the Investigation Team head to Ikebukuro.

>Ikebukuro City. Joe and the Investigation Team came here. As we arrived, we were met by the rest of the members.

Senpai! We’re over here!

So how did the physical go? Is Chie senpai in?

Chie: You bet!

Well done, Chie senpai!

Kanji: And you said you wanted to go to Book Town in Jinbocho.

Naoto: I just thought I could research some fighting techniques Chie senpai could use in the tournament.

Yosuke: Are you sure you want to be explaining this in front of another fighter in the tournament?

Joe: I don’t think I can follow kung-fu. And you do know we’re on the same side here.

Yosuke: Just making sure things go off without a hitch.

Naoto: What do you mean on the same side?

>They explain what happened at the clinic.

Naoto: I see. That’s a very admirable cause.

Kanji: Using the prize money for a young boy’s treatment. That’s cool of you, Chie senpai. You too, Joe san.

Joe: Thanks.

>Suddenly, a van pulled up...

Yu: Ah, they’re here.

>The van door then opens.

Yu: Hey, thanks again for looking after him.

Anytime. Now can you please help us get him out of this van?

>It was a tough job, but they managed to get their friend out of the van.

OW! That was not a comfortable squeeze!

Yosuke: (frustrated) It’s your fault for going in your bear suit!

Teddie: I can’t help if these two kids like my plush and gorgeous self.

He’s got a point. He looks like one of those mascot characters in video games.

That’s right. And they’re the kind that can be adapted into...

Everyone presents: Anime and manga!

Walker: How did you know?

Yu: ... Lucky guess.

Uh, can we hurry this up? Ruri chan’s concert is going to start soon.

Kyouhei: We’re coming! Anyway, so around, man?

Yu: Yeah, see ya.

Erika: And good luck with the tournament.

Chie: You bet.

>With that, the Van Gang leave.

Yu: Let’s go check up on your friend. I know Shinra is a great doctor, but... Let’s just say he’s the textbook definition of “like father, like son.”

>With that, they head inside. They arrive at the apartment of the underground doctor, Shinra Kitishitani. Inside, they already see Sho Minazuki sitting on a sofa, most likely waiting for Ryuichi and Shinra. They also see in Shinra’s office, Shinra was examining Ryuichi’s eyes.

Oh, you’re here.

Yu: Same for you.

Sho: If you’re here for a fight, this ain’t the time or place for it.

Joe: We know. We’re just here for Ryuichi.

>They look over to the office. It looks like Shinra was done with Ryuichi’s physical.

So how’s it look, doc?

Well, you were right about your eye sight. It’s not as sharp as you described. Other than that, the rest of your body is in good condition. I guess you still exercise even after your early retirement.

Ryuichi: I had years to back that up.

Shinra: That’s good to hear. And as for your sight... Hold on.

>Shinra heads to a cabinet and takes out a small bottle of pills.

Shinra: I can’t promise that the effects of these pills will be permanent, but they should last for about 4 to 5 hours. And I advise that you don’t let yourself get hit in the head too many times.

Ryuichi: How many do I take?

Shinra: Just one each day and no more than that.

Ryuichi: How come?

>Shinra looks out of his office and sees that the others were listening as well. So he decides to tell the truth.

Shinra: The truth is... I made these pills not too long ago. In a way, they’re still a working progress. So I have no idea what would happen if you take more than one each day.

Ryuichi: That’s a little... Extreme. How many others have had these pills before me?

Shinra: Let’s see. Before you... None.

Everyone: NONE!?

Shinra: I never had the chance to test them. When Sho told me you were coming, I decided this would be the perfect opportunity to test my new eye medicine... By the way, you don’t mind signing some release forms, do you?

Ryuichi: (thinking to himself) What have I gotten myself into?

>After signing the release forms, Shinra told them to wait while he submits the info he gathered from Ryuichi and Sho. During that time, Ryuichi was informed about what happened at the clinic.

Ryuichi: I see. I guess I won’t be alone for this.

Chie: I can’t believe you talked him into this, Sho.

Sho: I merely told him the truth. Isn’t that what your group is about?

Chie: ...

Naoto: He’s got us cornered there.

Ryuichi: I just wanted to do this to help Yuta... And maybe see where I now stand in this world. I just have to know.

Joe: I can’t really blame you for that. But just remember what I said, Ryuichi.

Ryuichi: I know. I’ll never forget that.

Yu: And what of yourself, Sho?

Sho: As I just said, fighting is the only way I can form a bond with someone... That and the prize money.

Kanji: Wait. Didn’t your old man already left you a lot of money?

Sho: I’m choose to use that discreetly, those Kirijo jerks are still looking for me.

Joe: What do you mean?

Yu: ... It’s a long story.

>Just then, Shinra comes in.

Shinra: Well, I submitted my report.

Ryuichi: What did that say?

Shinra: Well, they were a bit hesitant about letting someone with eye problems enter. But I told them about the medicine and they said that as long as he remembers them and doesn’t do anything too hard, he should be fine. So Ryuichi Suzuki, Sho Minazuki... You’re in. Welcome to the Fight Before Christmas.

Ryuichi: Really!? That’s great!

Sho: Was there ever any doubt? Well, now that that’s settled, I better high tail it.

Kanji: What’s you’re hurry?

Sho: Wanna know how I met Shinra?

>They couldn’t help but nod.

Sho: I was here in Ikebukuro when I a ran into his woman. And, well, we kinda got off on the wrong foot... Or head. She spotted me dealing with these assholes called the Blue Squares and I kinda got banged up a little. Then she stepped and chased those guys off. After that, she saw I was hurt in the battle and insisted I go with her. I clearly didn’t want to. And then, well... Ever saw that episode of Steven Universe? The one where they introduced Lapis Lazuli?

Nanako: I did! I guess you’re talking about the part where Steven knocked Garnet’s glasses off.

Sho: Well, I did something similar with her helmet... It was not pretty. She really let me have it there. I should consider myself lucky the bartender wasn’t with her. In the end, she had her way and brought me here where Shinra fixed me up.

Shinra: I have to say, I was really intrigued about Sho’s scared body. It looked like he went through so much. But what really had me interested was... That thing in his body where his heart should be.

Yu: ... Also a long story.

>Suddenly, the sound of an elevator could be heard.

Sho: That’s her! See you at the opening party.

>With that, Sho quickly leaves... As Shinra’s fiance comes in.

...

>She takes out a PDA and types something.

Hey, did I miss something?

Shinra: Nothing much. Just giving some physicals to some people entering in the tournament.

Celty: (I see. Well, I’ll get started on dinner. Would you and your friends like to join us, Yu?)

Yu: No thanks. We were just leaving. Maybe next time.

Celty: (Alright. We’ll look forward to it.)

Shinra: That’s right. Now Celty...

>Celty punches Shinra in the side and she leaves to get dinner ready.

Nanako: Why did she punch you?

Shinra: (in pain) This is... Just how we... Show affection for each other.

Nanako: How come?

Yu: (quickly) We’ll tell you when you’re older. Well, see you.

>With that, they leave. Yu and his party goes up stairs to his apartment and Joe and Ryuichi go out to head for home.

Joe: So you’re really doing this?

Ryuichi: I am. I better find a way to make this up to Setsuko.

Joe: I’ll back you up.

Ryuichi: Thanks, man.

>The two men shook hands. Then, their phone rang.

Ryuichi: That must be the notice.

>They check their phones.

>The two men just stare at the notification.

Joe: Formal? You mean...

Ryuichi: Yup. Just like the wedding. Only more fancier.

Joe: (depressed) Oh man.

>The Fight Before Christmas will soon begin.

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i was tagged by @raefill @pureren @sugarplum-senpai and @glassesgirl0401 <333 You’re all too lovely and I love you all!

i tag @sparkly-icelander @chiruchill @gray-x-natsus-matching-hip-scars uhhmm again I’m so behind on these I feel everyone has done it already :< 

1. Are you named after someone? no I just needed a name easily pronounced in three languages

2. When was the last time you cried? Like 2 days ago I think? It’s exam season i’m doing amazing praise me

3. Do you like your handwriting? I used to love it but I haven’t written anything in so long it’s gone awful

4. What is your favorite lunch meat? wait why lunch meat i’m more likely to have meat for dinner (and I prefer fish)

5. Do you have kids? NO. 

6. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Oh.. well, idk, my sense of humor is awful and we’d probably bounce our stress off each other and that’s not good but... Like, at least I’d be sure I have someone I can trust with anything. And hey we’d understand each other haha

7. Do you use sarcasm? Only when I’m extremely comfortable with someone, and then it becomes my default mode. 

8. Do you still have your tonsils? yep

9. Would you bungee jump? YES PLEASE!!!!

10. What is your favorite kind of cereal? Anything with actual chocolate pieces in it. I love oatmeal too! I weep for how hard it is to get here though

11. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? aintnobodygottimefordat.gif (I have a history of HATING shoe-laces though, besides my actual running shoes I don’t buy shoes with laces)

12. Do you think you’re a strong person? I really used to be, to the point where I often think “ok what would past-me do” x) But now nope... I’m bitter about a lot of things, and that kills a girl, 0/10 don’t recommend. 

13. What is your favorite ice cream? CHOCOLATE CHIP-MINT ICE CREAM IS THE BEST THING EVER INVENTED

14. What is the first thing you notice about people? ... ok who else doesn’t really “see” people until they actually know them? I legit don’t notice anything until I can associate a personality to the features. Which makes jobs involving contact with crowds exceedingly difficult for me, oh boy, I have the most embarrassing stories about having a group come up, ask me for info, dashing away to get the info, and then coming back and having absolutely zero clue who asked me the question just because one (1) other group came up. It was a 50/50 chance, but I could not tell which one the new group was. Welp.

So uhm... the things they talk about, probably? recurring themes when I interact with them, or something like that.  

15. What is the least favorite physical thing you like about yourself? do I have to say it I have serious issues with this I’ve got pretty hairy thighs lmao so I mean I epilate but still it bugs me to no freaking end

16. What color pants and shoes are you wearing now? black jeans, no shoes because I’m at home (black socks though)

17. What are you listening to right now? !!!! dammit youtube stopped but I’m going through Game Music for Studying, all 24 of them, AGAIN

18. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? uh... wine red or something? 

19. Favorite smell? vanilla

20. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? my dad

21. Favorite sport to watch? OOH!!! Gymnastics, figure skating, synchronised swimming and volleyball

22. Hair color? it’s super dark brown people probably think it’s black

23. Eye color? brown

24. Do you wear contacts? ye

25. Favorite food to eat? SUSHI!!! When I went to Japan I was all “oh boy i’m gonna eat sushi everyday” and everyone thought I’d get sick of it but guess what, I ATE SUSHI EVERY DAY NO ONE CAN STOP ME

26. Scary movies or comedy? I reeaaallly dislike comedies nine times out of ten... I don’t specially love scary movies either, but honestly I do like them way better

27. Last movie you watched? The Visit (oh hey a scary movie, and I’ll admit this one was bad -_-)

28. What color of shirt are you wearing? gray

29. Summer or winter? Winter :D

30. Hugs or kisses? I am excessively needy I need both to survive D: I can’t choose! Though luckily here physical contact is a pretty normal thing, and I’ve got a very huggy group of friends, so I definitely get my share of cuddles now ^w^

31. What book are you currently reading? Welp I’d started three before putting my life on pause, the best one definitely being a French sci-fi/fantasy book “La Horde du Contrevent” by Alain Damasio, if you can find it in your language do read it’s AMAZIIINNGGG definitely one of my best reads. 

32. Who do you miss right now? My best friend, like all the time always 24/7 :’( It’s a conscious effort not to think about it most of the time, ok triggery question moving on

33. What is on your mouse pad? mouse pad? mouse? what wild concepts #MouseFreeSince2010

34. What is the last TV program you watched? ... when’s even the last time I watched TV

35. What is the best sound? hmmm... I would have said my best friend’s playlist but again, mOVING ON-- ok wait no the sound of the bathwater running *_* 

36. Rolling Stones or The Beatles? Eh I kinda don’t really have an opinion on either

37. What is the furthest you have ever traveled? that’s cute ok i’m aware that sounds super arrogant oops uhm idk what to say I’ve been very lucky and have lived in very different places

38. Do you have a special talent? If I do it’d be nice for it to reveal itself to me very very soon

39. Where were you born? NJ, USA actually :D