#Everyone has noticed a slight weight gain in his face but dont say anything

[sabbathbloodysabbeth]

Trans Steve

So like I have had this ungodly obsession with a trans Steve who is very secret and undercover. Like not even Robin knows hes trans. I sort of headcannon that his parents arent supportive but like, Mr.Harrington really wanted a son to take over his buisness so if this means the only way possible he will. Of course not everything is available through the 80′s but what Steve is able to get done is done. (Top Surgery and Testosterone) 

But because there isn’t the greatest education for trans people he doesn’t think he can get pregnant. So he ends up having a slip up under some circumstances and hes now currently very sick from morning sickness. But thing is he still wants to stay hidden but he doesn’t want to hurt the baby. So he lies and says that he has the flu to the party and they all believe him.

He is convinced that he can stay well hidden, and he does. He starts to wear way more baggier clothes then what he normally does and he is super dysphoric over the entire pregnancy but he doesn’t want anyone knowing hes pregnant. There is obvious signs like the cravings.

He’ll constantly be sitting next to Argyle when he hangs out with him eating the strangest combinations there is. Argyle simply just accepts it and goes along with the fries dipped in ranch. Of course Robin gets a little suspicious because of course her friend is hiding something.That and he has been wearing way more baggier clothes then normal which isn’t a steve thing to do. So she is worried hes getting self concious of his scars. So what does she do? She sticks Eddie on him because coincedently he has the same ones. 

Steve can’t help himself but laugh when the other tries to give the other a pep talk which just turns into Steve giving Eddie the pep talk. (Literally the boy will be floating for years after this.) But each time someone comes close to guessing Steve confuses them. Literally no one thinks hes pregnant because hes a dude.

Though when he actually starts to pop out more he is having a increasing amount of difficulty hiding. He feels fat and his hands and feet are swollen and he cant stand it. He also gets very dysphoric and hates his clothing. So a conversation happens one day and thats how he finds himself buried in Argyles clothes. They feel like a actual guys clothes and he loves it. Of course Eddie hops in and lets steve wear a bunch of his baggier metallica sweaters. To be honest he just enjoys seeing  the other in his clothes. 

Though now Steve is having a difficult time standing up on his own, so now he tries not to sit. Which obviously fails. He sits and hes very embarrassed when it first happens. He ends up stuck on the munson couch while Eddie was in his room doing god knows what. He really has to pee because of the baby and the only one around to help him is Wayne. Wayne who isn’t dumb. Hes caught onto how strange the harrington boy was acting and cant help but be suspicous. 

Though it all finally clicks in the older mans head when Steves face goes a little pink and hes cradiling his stomach like its a baby. The sweater tightens a little around his middle and right there is a very obvious baby bump. Wayne is shocked and confused and thinks it isnt but he recognizes the signs of pregnancy. Eddies mother had very similar cravings Steve had, she couldn’t stand up on her own. Though he wasn’t sure his suspicions are proven when the boy flinches holding his stomach as if he was kicked. 

Wayne moves over and helps the other up with a knowing look and neither of them say anything. Though Wayne does when they are by themselves because he doesn’t want the boy to go in labor when he was by himself. So now Eddie is very confused as to why his Uncle was jumping up and around as Steves slave when he comes over. 

(I think I might do everyone elses reactions in a part 2 lol, I have been really wanting to write this but this is literally all the energy I can muster up to do) 

[serenataichou]

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SEVENTEEN FANFICTION: WOOZI X READER

PART 1 >> PART 2 >> PART 3 >> ??

AU, ANGST, SLIGHT LANGUAGE

*Actual release dates of songs/albums do not apply to this AU*

SUMMARY:

You stare at him blankly from across the street. He knows you don’t want the surgery, is that why he is telling you this now? Tears slowly stream down his face, you want to cross the street and wipe them away but you remain still. You’ve never seen him cry. Not even when he first found out about your disease.

Jihoon slowly opens his eyes, Joshua's wake up call disturbing his sleep. The first thing he does when his mind is able to think clearly is check his phone. He doesn't see the notification he wants and immediately lays his head back on his pillow with a slight whimper. He checks his phone again and looks at the time, 'Its 5 am. Why would she be up at this hour anyways? Dumbass.'

Jumping out of bed, he gets ready for their schedule. They have a comeback stage to record among other promotions for their 4th mini album. They also have to further discuss the plans for their world tour. Jihoon can feel the lack of motivation start to settle into his bones. He reminds himself that he's a leader and their producer, he out of everyone cannot slack off even the slightest bit. The heaviness on his shoulders does not lessen, but at least it gets him out of his room.

Throwing the album to the side, you decide to forget about it until you can talk to Adam about it. You don’t usually talk about Kpop related things with him, not because he’s judgemental about it but you find that he has much more interesting things to say than you do. However, you want to respect Jihoon’s privacy and quite frankly you don’t trust any of your kpop friends to not go blabbing about what happened on social media. Not that they are bad people, they would just get way to excited in the moment to think about their actions. You trust Adam completely, mainly because he has no idea who they are and he better than anybody knows how much music, and by extension some artists, means to you. He would never hurt you that way.

You move your head slightly to look at the time, it’s far far too early and you don’t even have class today. Suddenly, your apartment feels unbearbly quiet. You shared a room with at least one of your siblings most of your life and although the school year is already almost over you still aren’t use to being alone. You turn the TV on and just let the news play while you start cleaning up and making yourself breakfast. Despite yesterday’s episode and the ache in your body, your chest feels lights today. Talking to Adam always did have that effect on you.

It’s almost lunchtime when you finally finish doing all the chores you could possibly think of. You have homework to do but just thinking about the assignment makes you want to cry out of laziness. You are more of a music nerd than a film nerd, which isn’t saying much because you can’t even read music notes for christs sakes, but you’d much rather analyze a music track than a film. Working toward a journalism degree, you don’t understand at all why you have to take these TV & Film classes. You groan as you throw yourself on your couch. To procrastinate you scroll through Twitter with your fan account.

You notice that your follower count increased and you make sure to follow back. A year ago, you started gaining followers when you tweeted that you were going to school in South Korea. Then you started gaining more followers when you tweeted that you were going to the Seventeen fanmeeting. You didn’t tweet those things for any special attention. You tweeted them because you were excited and wanted to share it with your followers who would be happy for you. But people were eager to know how life in South Korea is like so they followed you. Being an international fan you felt sympathetic so of course you opened a curiouscat account. Some questions are weird, others quite serious, and the rest are simple. Today most of them are from carats asking about the fansign. You skim through them all so that you can see which questions are asked more then once.

The beginning ones are just typical questions like how did it go and what did they say, but after that they get really strange.

Anonymous:

You’re the only international fan I know who was there. If it’s you, please talk to k-carats.

Anonymous:

Is it true? People are saying its you :( please be okay.

Anonymous:

I don’t know if it’s you, you’re probably getting a lot of asks and dont know what’s going on :/ here: https://twitter.com/wooooooooooozi/status/975688491420938241?s=21

You’re glad that your online kpop friends are all from Tumblr, not Twitter. You never participated in selca days so none of your followers know how you look like. Before you had started gaining follower your account mainly consisted of retweets of photos and videos of your favorite groups doing cute or stupid things. So without thinking twice you deactivate. Truthfully, most of your social interactions are all done online or through text. But you didn’t think that deleting your stan account would leave you feeling so empty.

You go into your room and throw yourself onto your bed. It wasn’t uncommon for you to lay there and wish for your existence to just end. You didn’t want to die. Not when you knew you would be hurting your friends, your family, and Adam if you did. But you are dying. You will die soon.

You accepted that the night of graduation, when Adam had ditched his track friends and went to go look for you. He found you on the rooftop, looking at the stars while drinking an iced tea that mainly consisted of tequila. He was never a drinker, but you definitely were. There was a point in high school where’d you go to a party every weekend just to get plastered, not because you necessarily liked parties. You just liked alcohol. So you were surprised when he took your drink out of your hand just to chug it himself. “I...I needed to get shitfaced...to try this,” he slurred before smashing his lips to yours. You were too surprised at that time to quickly process what was happening, and just as you were about to reciprocate he pulled back. With a disappointed sigh and a frown on his lips he said, “I...I didn’t feel...anything. I wanted to.”

That was the first time you coughed up hydrangeas, blue petals stained by red as the crushing weight on your chest, that you normally associated with anxiety, became all too real. Upon hearing his words you knew immediately that that its not like he’s never thought of you in a romantic sense or whatever else typical troupe is used in those movies where the two best friends fall in love. He just doesn’t like you romantically. So there will be no happy ending for you.

Your breath hitches and your eyes burn. It’s been awhile since you last tasted salt instead of iron. You start sobbing. You are most likely going to die while studying in South Korea, with no family or friends around. Which is what you want, you don’t want them to see you. Hanahaki is not a pretty death despite the presence of flowers. Even so, it hurts to think of how you are going to die all alone.

Jihoon eagerly checks his phone when his manager says their lunch break is about to start. The little red one at the top right corner of the messages icon gives him more hope than it should. Licking his lips nervously, he opens the app.

XXX-XXX-XXXX

Is this Jihoon-ssi? It’s Y/N from the fan meeting.

He can’t help the grin that shows up on his face, but hides it quickly before the members can see. If they notice he will definitely get interrogated and he’s not exactly sure if what he did was something he’s allowed to do. However, now that he’s received the message he’s not sure what to send back. Quite honestly, he didn’t think he would get this far. Before he can start panicking and end up sending whatever first pops in his head another message pops up.

XXX-XXX-XXXX

Do you listen to Epik High? Have you listened to ‘We’ve Done Something Wonderful’? I’ve listened to it so much but didn’t notice that ‘Here Come The Regrets’ was all in English until like two days ago.

Jihoon licks his lips to keep himself from chuckling. He doesn’t really understand the struggle of knowing more then one language, yes they sometimes sang in Japanese but he wasn’t fluent and his English was...well..He’d rather not think about it. But it’s amusing nonetheless.

Me

Sometimes when I watch anime for too long with the subtitles on, I swear I hear them speaking Korean.

XXX-XXX-XXXX

That happens to me, but with English. Thank god, I thought that only happened to me and that I was crazy.

Me

Honestly, we are probably still crazy.

XXX-XXX-XXXX

That’s true.

The conversation goes along so easily. He doesn’t feel nervous at all, but his heart is still beating far too fast.

[robomin]

reasons why i love lee seokmin an essay, by me gayle the date is the 17th of february, 2017 time now is 10:51 pm, kst i love lee seokmin he's so precious and amazing and pure and too good for this world??? honestly i am someone who sees flaws in everything, everything including myself and everyone including strangers i've not yet seen. but in him, i'm not sure if it's plain infatuation or dumbness but he's so radiant and bright i don't see what it is that's wrong with him?? at all? and to err is human nature. but this boy this boy defies all logic he is !!!!!!! he is the literal sun like i'm not even joking this isn't even a hyperbole he's so warm and heart stoppingly pure and strong and sweet it's ??? and honestly, mere pictures of him through my cracked phone screen make me grin and smile so much it's unreal i swear i'm so :-( all the time but LEE SEOKMIN MAKES ME SMILE!! i love how he doesn't care for losing weight or improving his image or anything except his family (incl his 17 hehe), his fans and how he can improve his singing and dancing! and honestly if that doesn't ???! :000000 you we cannot be friends i'm joking and LEGIT i'm being serious whenever i'm dead tired and exhausted from work and school i find myself thinking bout seokmin?? and BOOm instant mood booster DONT GET ME STARTED ON HIS PHYSICAL APPEARANCE like sure his thighs are Thicc™ and his jawline is Wowza™ BUT THEY ARE NOT THE POINT i swear to God i am so ?? questionably attracted to the moles on his face???? and his DIMPLES i'm!! and need i mention his body? like bro! he does not need to lose weight, gain weight or get fit!! his body is so normal and achievable and NORMAL like a HUMAN not an IDOL that it makes me adore him more also this kid. whenever this kid cries i lose it??? whenever he feels like he's not good enough i get so sad because! he IS!!!!!!! he's so talented and amazingly wonderful and so so so so humble that i cannot help but find myself hurting whenever he feels sad or is just down about anything :-( and i don't know if you noticed but he's one of the few members who ALWAYS BOWS to EVERYONE and he's super super respectful and polite and he BOWS ALL THE TIME even when he's evidently tired and not in a great mood? he has such good manners it drives me insane and long days get so much better whenever i watch him sing or watch videos of him!! there's this one video i absolutely love, and it's the one where he sings little prince by ryeowook and i was so fucking SHOOK when i heard it for the first time because how can anyone channel that much emotion and feeling and slight pain into a song?? and i honestly don't know how many of y'all notice his passion and his voice cracks and how he's a LITERAL perfectionist. he does this finger thing when he sings and changes words, and his pinky goes up and down on the mic and that is so endearing i and i'm so in love with that video too because he was so nervous to sing it in front of ryeowook, a literal vocal legend, and he was so evidently disappointed in himself when he couldn't hit that ONE note and his voice cracked, he shook his head and i get so sad BECAUSE HE STILL DOESNT THINK HE'S GOOD ENOUGH??? like bab no :-( and he was so nervously smiley he was clutching his chest as he sat down and honestly :-(((( honestly i can't believe he's 20 now! it's only been like. 2 years ish? since he's been an official idol but his singing is so mature and developed and so GOOD and wholesome and so distinctively LEE SEOKMIN that i cannot help but be so unbearably proud of this doof?? i can't even believe people don't love him as much as i do and! he's so, BLUR like he does so many so many funny things and he's so good at so many things ?? he's so underrated i really can't deal. and he's an idol but he loves his hoobaes music so much he thought his hoobae was a sunbae CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS KID no i can't,, he really has so much humility and he's so willing to put himself second and others first? HES ALSO SUPER CARING like he's almost in everyone's solo vlives and he cares so much about all his members and all his fans it's the best he does the cutest, most extra things ever but they're so endearing to me i !! really love him a lot and in all honesty, i am willing to be tired for his sake, and suck in all his negativity and suffer for him instead OK SOUNDS CREEPY but ?? he does not deserve to go through any shit whatsoever, and i am willing to be tired, exhausted and :-( for him. i never want to see him cry or feel unworthy of anyone or anything ever again I WILL TARGET YOU IF YOU HURT HIM IM SERIOUS and he knows he isn't the most popular member, he knows all that but it doesn't stop him from caring so much about his fansites and doing his best all the time, when a bunch of his fansite closed down or went on hiatuses i was so upset because they were taking away the little solo attention min received and i was upset and i think he was too :-( and i would say more but to sum it all up he's just so... extraordinary but yet so normal at the same time it's baffling and so so endearing it's now 11:19 pm kst still 17th of february and i still love lee seokmin happy birthday seokmin gayle