#Every day in the wards i used to see stroke patients ppl w heart probs copd patients and literally my first thought used to be abt my dad
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#So my brothers friends dad had a stroke and like w/i a day he passed away and likeeeee we were vid calling like me my brother and mom#And she was like something something you guys should also be ready (abt my dad) and like#Shes literally not wrong like obv my brother got scared for our dad too bc he has diabetes high cholesterol smokes a LOT drinks too etc so#So like he couldn't wrap his head around ~being ready~#But that's exactly what I've been doing for this last year#Every day in the wards i used to see stroke patients ppl w heart probs copd patients and literally my first thought used to be abt my dad#And for the past year I've been mentally separating myself from... him? Like obv i cant but I've forced myself to stop caring abt his healt#Bc he never listens to me or anyone his health has completely gone to shit and its easy for others bc they hear abt someone else and get#Worried for couple of days then forget about it but i can't lol bc I literally see it everyday everytime#So what im trying to say is that#Fuck this shit lol#~
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