#Especially when 3 different friends reach out- randomly- within a half hour of one another. As if they knew you needed it
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Cozytober - Day 25 - Sunflowers
#Cozytober#Margot's RF Art#Rune Factory Frontier#RF Frontier#RFF#The internet isn't down today so I can submit at a normal time yay!!#I legit had a relaxing time painting this. I was starting to feel burned out yesterday- happens when you draw every day.#when some don't turn out like you liked. Happens with all art. Especially when you were ill while drawing some.#and you have to return to work after not being able to BREATHE. Physical burnout too.#But. Today.#Today I felt so relaxed and nice. Had nice social moments from across my life that helped kick burnout/self worth in the face#Especially when 3 different friends reach out- randomly- within a half hour of one another. As if they knew you needed it#Feels very nice to be reminded you're loved (and you out there- you are.)#And what else I love- Anette. A woman who loves early mornings and fruit after my own heart#If I'd played Frontier before discovering 1 Anette might be the other otp half. As it stands I just adore HER & love drawing her every year#Rune Factory Anette#RF Anette#While I had run out of prep sketches I can snag 2 or so from unfinished sketches from earlier this year for this week#Let's see if it helps--
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Dust - SUPERHERO!NCT Fic
CHAPTER 1 - HUNGOVER
Description: College is the literal worse but now a bunch of dudes have superpowers and itās literally somehow worse??? srsly who thought it was a good idea to give college guys superpowers jfc??? especially to nct like ten canāt even wash his goddamn hands likeĀ except for the dreamies leave them out of my mess they deserve better
Warnings: Assault, rape, LOTS OF PROFANITY, too many of my opinions, sexual situations, depression, anxiety, dRUGS, unedited, alcohol, college sucking, violence, nct being dumb per usual (assault & rape are only talked about not described in detail)
Index: Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 - coming soon folks
Word Count: 1392
The night had already begun to fade. Bright lights flickered in every direction as Jason Deruloās lonely voice echoed off of the paneled walls. Beer cans and other empty containers littered the floor. Hazy smoke billowed from the porch, pungent, yet fleeting. Taxis lined the curb as belligerent freshmen forced their other belligerent friends into the back seats and followed suit. It was already Sunday.
You had faded some time ago, having fallen asleep on a strangerās bed early in the night. An unfortunate game of Slap Cup left you with your head dazed, and your liver most likely coming terribly close to failing. You were passed out within half an hour after losing and entirely unsure of the most recent events.
Forcing yourself to your feet, you exited the strangerās bedroom and glanced at your phone. 3:30 A.M., Sunday September 18th. National cheeseburger day according to snapchat filters, and also your 20th birthday.
As you wandered around the mostly empty house, you found that your friends had most likely already left. It couldāve been hours, but they hadnāt left you any message or indication of concern.
You stepped outside, feeling the cool air pinch your skin. A lone person remained on the porch, leaning over the railing and rolling a thin joint between his fingers. His hair had been through some sort of massacre, thick dusty-blond locks sticking up wildly. It appeared as if his clothes hadnāt fared well either, as dried vomit remained on his shirt. If you had to guess, you wouldāve said his night had been far worse than yours.
He flinched as the screen door snapped closed behind you. āJesus,ā the boy muttered before taking a long hit.
Somehow, you managed to recognize him. Hours before, he had been an entirely different person. He stood next to your during Slap Cup, and took no mercy on you. In that game, he had made you drink about four beers before he made you lose and drink that awful vodka contraption. The boy played Slap as if he spent most of his days playing golf with his fraternity brothers and nights chasing after girls and chugging Natty Lite. Everyone was chanting his name by your third beer in Slap. Jeffrey! Jeffrey! Jeffrey!
āIs that my vomit?ā you inquired quietly, joining him at the railing. You had to grip the chipped wood tightly, as if you were going to fall off the porch.
He didnāt meet your gaze, and took another hit. āYeah. You were about a foot away from the toilet when you hit me.ā
āIāll buy you a new shirt,ā you offered.
The boy shook his head. āItās my fault. Shouldāve known you were a lightweight.ā
You stood silently, looking out into the street. All of the cabs had driven away at that point, leaving just you and the boy outside.
āHow are you not drunk right now?ā you asked while attempting to retrieve the joint from his hands.
He held it away from your reach and finally looked at you. āIt takes a lot for me to get drunk,ā the boy answered simply. āAnd no person in the right mind would let you smoke after that.ā
āIām not drunk anymore,ā you refuted. āI slept for five hours and vommed most of the liquor.ā
He smiled slightly, the corner of his lips barely turning upwards. āYouāre probably hungover, then.ā
You snagged the blunt and held it to your lips. āI am.ā
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Your dreams were reminiscent of that night. Instead of being surrounded by darkness, you saw red. The sound of shouts nearly roused you out of your slumber, but you remained in that hellish world. Your head still span, unable to regain stability.
There you were once more, in that bed, your body incapable of moving.
A shadow loomed over you, only a smirk able to be seen. You knew his intentions from the beginning, yet could not protest. It was as if you were held by a straightjacket, a muzzle over your mouth.
Before anything could happen, you heard the door slam open. āDude, what the hell are you doing?ā
The shadowed figure didnāt respond and attempted to push the other person out of the door. Thatās when everything became even more hazy. You could only hear punches landing and noises of defeat from the perpetrator.
You finally regained control and managed to sit up in the bed. āThanks,ā you slurred, tears running to your chin messily.
Your savior nodded curtly before turning away from you. The second he left, you realized his identity. Scarlet Hawk.
The realization forced you to awaken.
You glanced at your cell phone, the time reading 12:45 in the afternoon. Your roommate had awoken hours ago, and had turned from her laptop to give you a confused expression.
āI had this weird dream that I was being assaulted,ā you explained, wiping at your sweaty forehead. āAnd that Scarlet Hawk randomly saved me.ā
āHmm,ā she muttered, returning her attention to her computer once more.
You let out a quiet laugh. āYeah, itās rather horrible, isnāt it? When you have to look for men to save a girl from other men...I donāt think it would pass the Bechdel Test at all.ā
Your roommate ignored you, but you kept pondering the thought of it. Despite your friends being absolutely shitty, they would be ten times more likely to save you from a random guy than any other man. Yet this was a subplot of several superhero movies.
It shouldnāt have happened in real life.
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The second time you had that dream, you couldnāt help but think of one of your ex-boyfriends.
Your ex-boyfriend managed to get his hands on a gun long before the supers had appeared. At the time, he was only seventeen and hadnāt even graduated high school.
Neither him or his family had ever been in immediate danger at any point in their lives. Yet he claimed that he needed the protection at all times. And carried the gun around in his belt loop.
You, on the other hand, never felt the need for that.
When you were fourteen, you joined the cross country team without any expectations. Within the span of the season, you received a total of fourteen catcalls, you had been flashed, and the team was forbidden from running solely in sports bras. Your best friend had been raped after a party, after she begged the boy not to. Strange men followed you in a van as you walked to your bus stop on more than one occasion.
You tried to explain this all to him, but you couldnāt even explain it yourself at the time. There had been so many instances where you had been put in dangerous situations, all before becoming an adult. But you never bought pepper spray, or much less felt the need to buy a gun.
Itās needless to say, but as soon as he tucked a gun into his belt, you broke up with him.
When the supers first appeared, you couldnāt help but notice they were all men prancing around in tight uniforms shouting about justice and all. How painfully ironic.
You realized with the third repeated dream that those events were most likely real. It was more than common for girls to be taken advantage of at parties, especially when theyāre really out of it. Shit, was it a generic plot line, but it happened to be your reality.
Each dream became more vivid than the last. Every second slowed. You could make out Scarlet Hawkās dusty blond hair, the black speck in his eyes, the way his lip curled in anger. It was the first time you had seen another guy genuinely upset about the atrocities that happen to girls. He was quiet in doing his job, barely drawing any attention to himself.
Though he took your attacker out, he didnāt do anything excessively. He didnāt beat the living shit out of him. He didnāt make a lot of noise.
The dream remained recurring for the rest of the week. Each night you realized something different. Hawk had double eyelids, but definitely was of Asian descent. Dark bags rested beneath his eyes as well. You felt like some generic Ā bitch for this one, but you realized how attractive he was, too.
Everything lined up. Fuck irony.
#nct#nct smut#nct fan fiction#fan fiction#fan fic#my writing#ten#jaehyun#johnny seo#nct 127#nct u#smrookies#lee taeyong#where's nct's comeback sm why DO U KEEP FUCKING UP#yuta#mark lee#kim doyoung#moon taeil#BYE BYE MOON MAN#dong sicheng#winwin#qian kun#where is kun#debut kun#shitty writing#college
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OTAYURI AND ALL OF THEM!! šš
Gee whiz thank youšššš here goes
Who is the most affectionate?I think theyāre both pretty affectionate but show it differently. Yuri is the most physically affectionate, heās always kissing Bekaās cheek or putting an arm around him (especially once heās tall enough to effortlessly put his arms over otabekās shoulders!) Otabek has quieter affection, and heās sappy as fuck. Heās the type to gaze lovingly at Yuri, give flowers and write sappy poems at any given opportunity, he always tells Yuri how much he loves him in flowery language with obscure metaphors for yuriās physical features. (e.g. you have the eyes of a soldier / your lips are soft and beautiful like rose petals / your body is pale and beautiful yet strong and handsome, like a classic sculpture / your eyelashes are like a soft feather, delicate and ethereal where they fan out from your eyes like the wing of an eagle / when you smile, you make me feel more whole than I feel when i see the sun in the dead of winter, splitting the dark clouds and illuminating the fresh snow, turning the world from a drab mundane setting to a magical wonderland)
Big spoon/Little spoon?Otabek is the big spoon until Yuri grows some more and his hair gets even longer and otabek goes āfuck thisā after one night too many waking up drowning in his soft blond hair
Most common argument?Hmm, I think they donāt argue about much but they sometimes have playful disagreements re things like, yuri (who absolutely ends up a lot taller) put stuff too high for otabek to reach, or otabek made another song about yuri when all his clients are complaining and ābeka i know you love me but really?ā Before they start dating they just argue about stuff like āYuri stop following me into clubs you arenāt even 18 yet and im gonna get into shit because of youā
Favorite non-sexual activity?I think they like hanging out, but the going out kind. Driving around on Bekaās bike, going to second hand clothing stores and window shopping, laughing at the granny clothes
Who is most likely to carry the other?Otabek would carry Yuri
What is their favorite feature of their partnerās?Otabek (obviously, canonically) loves Yuriās eyes. Yuri loves Otabekās hair, itās unbelievably soft and it always looks so nice, especially when he grows it out.
Whatās the first thing that changes when they realize they have feelings for the other?Otabek sort of realised it slowly so not much changed on his side. Yuri woke up one morning and was like āholy shit im in love with otabek what do i do" and he initially wouldnāt even look at him cause he was so embarassed. Once they got together pretty much the only thing that changed was that they stopped pining for each other and they kissed quite a lot
Nicknames? & if so, how did they originate?Well thereās the whole thing with russians and names so thereās obviously yura and beka which are just natural. Sometimes otabek calls yuri ākittenā to tease him. Once he called yuri ābabyā and yuri laughed for like five years solid. Yuri affectionately calls otabek Š¼ŠøŃŠŗŠ° Š¼Š¾Š¹ or Š¼ŠøŃŠŗŠ° cause of the whole teddy bear thing and cause he thinks itās cute.
Who worries the most?I think beneath his Cool Guy exterior, otabek stresses about a lot of things all the time
Who remembers what the other one always orders at a restaurant?Both! Yuri often remembers otabekās order but otabek unfailingly remembers yuriās order. Yuri finds it lowkey creepy how he always knows exactly what he wants to order lmao
Who tops?unpopular opinion but *stands on a table, pulls out a megaphone* *shouts into megaphone* YURI PLISETSKY TOPS
Who initiates kisses?Hmm, I think when theyāre watching a movie or lying in bed Otabek will initiate kisses, but Yuri always does spontaneous kisses. Heāll, like, kiss otabek randomly at practice, or while heās busy like cooking or something, or when he stops djing for a food break and is sitting down, about to eat his burger but yuriās lips reach his mouth before the food does. He sometimes kisses otabek at slightly inconvenient times but Beka isnāt gonna complain.
Who reaches for the otherās hand first?They reach for each other at the same time, itās almost uncanny. They always reach their hands out and then laugh before holding hands.
Who kisses the hardest?YURI!!!!! Heās the goddamned ice tiger of Russia and he kisses like it too. Once they spent some time just making out and otabek had to ask to stop because his lips were starting to hurt
Who wakes up first?Otabek. Heās a Morning Person, which Yuri thinks is abominable
Who wants to stay in bed just a little longer?Yuri, he never wants to get up
Who says I love you first?Otabek, after their first date (real smooth, dude) lmao. He planned on playing it cool but heās dropping Yuri at home and heās just parked his bike and he hugs him and yuri says āThanks, I had a great time.ā Otabek isnāt sure what he meant to say but he knows that blurting out āI did too, I love youā wasnāt planned. Luckily Yuri reciprocated the emotion
Who leaves little notes in the otherās one lunch? (Bonus: what does it usually say?)Uhmmmmm they leave notes for each other. Otabekās say stuff like āyour eyes are carved emerald medallions, set in the porcelain of your skin, your hair the softest strands of sunshine cascading from the gentle slope of your skull, you are the most attractive man i have laid my eyes on, I love you more than anything and I hope you have the best day ever ā”ā”ā and Yuriās say stuff like āenjoy, assholeā or āI love you š±ā or something in russian cursive that otabek doesnāt even try to read.
Who tells their family/friends about their relationship first?Otabek accidentally tells his mom three days after their first date during his bi-weekly compulsory khazakh-style family conference call
What do their family/friends think of their relationship?Yuriās grandpa (and the rest of his family too) is initially put off but Otabekās cool and badass image, but loves him the second he meets him. Otabekās family loves yuri but soon hear of his infamous attitude, after which Otabek has to endure his older sister threatening Yuri with the regular āyou break my lil brothers heart and i break you, kidā
Who is more likely to start dancing with the other?Otabek, i rate heās secretly a reeeally good dancer
Who cooks more/who is better at cooking?They both suck at cooking but it depends what theyāre cooking. Yuri sucks less so he cooks like 55% of the time.
Who comes up with cheesy pick up lines?Otabek will use a shitty pickup line, Yuri will reply with another one. They exchange pickup lines for hours. āHey do you wanna win gold? cause I know how to make sure you always come firstā āIs this your bike? cause iād love to ride with youā āyura that is the worst pickup line iāve heard what the fuckā āgimme a break beka iām improvising hereā
Who whispers inappropriate things in the otherās ear during inappropriate times?Yuri is a horny little shit and making Otabek flustered at an inappropriate/inconvenient time is literally his hobby
Who needs more assurance?Otabek
What would be their theme song?I have no idea but Affection by Cigarettes After Sex is literally the number 1 song on my otayuri playlist
Who would sing to their child back to sleep?I think otabek wonāt let yuri sing to the baby because āno yuri you cannot sing heavy metal to an infant!ā and Yuriās fine with it cause otabek has such a nice singing voice
What do they do when theyāre away from each other?Pining. Lmao, they sext a l o t. Itās common knowledge in their circles that if you respect either of them and want to be able to look them in the eye, never look at their chats with each other when theyāre not physically together.
one headcanon about this OTP that breaks your heartI actually have no angsty headcanons about them uhmmmmmmm well, Otabek is allergic to cats which is tragic because he can never go to Yuriās house without dosing himself to the eyeballs with antihistamines which make him so dopey he usually just falls asleep within half an hour. Seriously though? The idea of the seperate pining that went on for like 3 years before they got together, Yuri having a wild crush on otabek but thinking itās unrequited and otabek having a crush on yuri but suppressing it cause he knows Yuriās too young and he really is angry at himself for having such a stubborn crush on a goddamned 15 year old
one headcanon about this OTP that mends itWhen Yuri is 22, Potya has to be put down on so he buys a maine coone and makes sure to wash her frequently so Otabek can breathe freely again and all their relationship troubles are solved.Seriously though? how amazing of a couple they are once they do get together
#otayuri#geez this took me like 2 hours to answer lmfao#long post#otayuri headcanons#otaburi#ask#answered#ask game
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