#EVERYTIME I CLOSE MY EYES I WANT TO SEE HIM SWEATY AND BATHED IN BLUE

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Mystery of Laufey Manor (Loki x Female Reader) (Horror Au)

Read chapter 22 here // Series Masterlist

Chapter 23

Summary : Loki tells you about his third wife Naina. You realise that you weren't the only gullible one in the relationship. He has been the same way.

Warning : Mention of miscarriage

That day he made sure you were asleep before he got off the bed. He saw Maira in the corridor as he stepped out of the bedroom and she was smiling at him.

"It's happening Maira, I'll be free, I'll get rid of you" he walked over to her and she closed the distance between them. He flinched as she wrapped her arms around his neck, he could feel her touch and smell her rotten flush, it made him want to hurl but he was so close to finding his freedom and he wouldn't give it up. 

"You really dare think she'd give it up for you after what you are doing with her heheeenheeeeee" she started cackling and he pushed her off him.

"She would, she's not selfish. She'd rather save me then..she'd save me"  he mumbled and her smile faltered. He looked at the side, there was a mirror hanging on the wall so he walked closer to it. He took his mask off and his eyes teared up, half of his face seemed as perfect as he remembered himself to be before the curse. He touched his right cheek, his skin felt smooth and it made him want to cry. He was blessed before the curse and he knew that, that's what got him in this murky situation in the first place. 

That night he fed you and you slept snuggled into his arms as if he didn't kidnap you. And then you had a dream.

You found yourself in your old apartment, in the kitchen, sitting on the countertop while your mom prepared breakfast. Everytime she looked at you, she gave you a smile. You could see the locket she gave you on her neck. It seemed like such a beautiful morning, you were expecting your dad to come around anytime and hug her from behind. Then you felt it in the pit of your stomach, a dreadful feeling.

"Mom I thought you were dead" you mumbled as your eyes teared up then she looked at you, her eyes turned black, her body started crumbling slowly and she was hanging up in the air. The locket was gone, and you looked down. It was on your neck now. You looked at her as she started weeping and speaking at the same time.

"Don't believe, believe your heart, everything else is a lie, believe your heart my child. They're playing you, they always played you, believe in love" 

You woke up suddenly and gasped for air as you realized you were having a nightmare. Another message or warning, you have never seen your mom like this before, in the last few months you had only seen that ghostly figure and those women that now you know are his wives. You saw him entering the bedroom and turned your head to avoid looking at him, he noticed your frazzled sweaty condition so he wiped your forehead with the sleeve of his shirt.

"Had a nightmare?" He asked you and you huffed

"Why do you care, aren't you going to kill me once you're done?" He didn't say anything and crawled next to you in the bed, then he held you tightly in his arms to comfort you.

"What would you like to have for breakfast?" He asked you in a soft gentle voice but you didn't say anything. Once he felt your breathing calm down he got off the bed.

"I prepared a bath for you, come on" he untied your hands and took you to the bathroom, then he locked the door from the outside. After your bath you looked around and you didn't find anything sharp or heavy you could use to attack him. He had removed everything but essentials, he was well prepared so you won't escape. When you came out, he had the breakfast ready which he fed you forcefully.

"I need my clothes" you crossed your arms, he had very graciously allowed you to stay untied since you got out of the bathroom. 

"I actually have a present for you wifey" you saw a dress hanging in the corner, it was hard to miss. It was a gown in sky blue color, very princessy and flowy. 

"I don't want a present" you huffed and he glared at you.

"Well it's not your choice darling, you're going to wear it and twirl around for me" you glared at him as he bossed you around. He brought the dress to you and tried to hand it to you but you kept your arms crossed and he tilted his head at your stubbornness. He put the dress down on the bed and took the bathrobe off your body. You gasped as you found yourself butt naked suddenly. 

"What do you think you're doing?" You asked him but he ignored it, he took the dress, bent down and asked you to put your legs inside the fabric so he could pull it up. His head was so close to your nether regions so he looked at it and then looked at you. 

"I'm trying to dress you up but it seems to me that you enjoy standing all bare in front of me so shamelessly" you huffed again and his lips curved into a smirk, you ultimately gave into his demand. He pulled the dress up and zipped it. Then he turned you around so you could look at yourself in the mirror.

"That's ..that's a beautiful dress" you mumbled softly as you looked at yourself. You did look like a princess. 

"You're beautiful my love" he pressed soft kisses on your neck and then brought the rope to tie your hands in front of you. He took out an underwear from your closet and helped you wear it. Why was he doing this? Why won't he just kill you and be done with it?

He grabbed the end of the rope and walked you out of the bedroom. You felt like a prisoner, no worse you felt like a dog that he dressed up and had on a leash so he could entertain himself. He was walking a few steps ahead of you and you couldn't help but gawk at his shapely behind. His pants made everything look so good. When you both reached his office he pressed you against his desk and kissed you. Should you have stopped him? Yes. Did you stop him once you felt his soft lips moving against yours? No 

He cupped your breasts and gave it a squeeze making you moan in his mouth. He picked you up and made you sit down on his desk, his hands went inside your dress and he pulled you closer to him by grabbing your thighs. 

"Do you want me to touch you like this or am I making you uncomfortable?" He asked you as he pulled you in for a kiss. You should have said no. Why did you feel so horny and weak around him? what was it about him that made you want to submit to his every whim. 

"I asked you a question little harlot, I know your answer but I would like to hear it" his voice sounded so rough, so commanding and that made you gush instantly. 

"Keep.. touching" you mumbled meekly making him snicker in response.

"You pretend to hate me but you can't help yourself now can you? You act like a drunken cockwhore as soon as I'm close to you" his words burned you with shame and humiliation. What was this and why did you enjoy it so much when he talked to you like that ? His fingers played with the waistband of your panties then he slowly pulled them off your legs. He grabbed your tied arms and placed them over his head, you wrapped it around his neck instantly.

You looked down as he unbuttoned himself and his cock sprung out, hard and leaking. He needed you as much as you needed him. He rode your dress up as high as he could and lined his cock to your entrance. You gasped as he thrusted himself in smoothly. God you have missed him filling you up and it's been just two days. 

"Lift your hips up darling, wouldn't want to ruin your dress with your dripping juices now would you?" He whispered in your ears and you shook your head, he wrapped his arm around your waist then he removed the dress from under your hips and made you sit back down on his cold desk. The cold wooden surface gave you goosebumps. His cock went in deeper to the hilt, you were pressed to him as close as physically possible. 

He used his handkerchief to blindfold you and you yelped, it was all dark and you couldn't see anything, then he took his mask off. Your hands were tied and you couldn't touch his face, which he was thankful for. He didn't think you were ready to hear about that just yet. 

His heart soared as he looked at you, your mouth stayed open as he thrusted in and out of you slowly, the sound of your moans mixed with his grunts. You're a sight to behold, he'd never not cherish the look on your face when you're being fucked so tenderly. As he kissed you again, his cheeks brushed against yours and you felt a difference, it felt soft, like normal skin. Skin that didn't feel scarred. 

"Something feels different" he pulled away as he heard you and his pace increased suddenly, knocking the breath out of your chest. 

"Shhhh darling, focus on how deep my cock is inside your quim..feel that?" he thrusted in and moved his hips around in circles, his cock rubbed against that sweet spot that made your toes curl "You missed me darling?" 

"Mmmm yesss..I bet your other wives miss you as well" he snickered at your response and his hips started moving roughly. You felt the hard surface of the desk rubbing against your asscheeks, you're going to be defiled and bruised. You shouldn't be allowing him to take you so easily but you needed him so badly. Your body was desperate for his touch.

"I bet they do darling, I bet they do" he unzipped you so he could free your breasts out of your dress and play with them, you gasped as he pinched your nipples between his thumb and index fingers 

"Enjoying this.. aren't you? You.. love being tied up and at my mercy" his voice came out in halts as he slowed down his pace making sure that you felt each and every movement his cock made inside your cunt. You could only moan in response, everything he was saying was true. You wanted to deny it all but you had no self control 

"Did your other men please you like this? Did they make you fall apart so easily? Were you as whorish for them as you are for me?" He fired a round of questions, your numbing brain didn't register most of it but you did hear about other men.

"Yesss they did..yess fuck..they fucked me so good" you knew if you had your eyes open you'd see him giving you the deathly glares, the thought brought a smile on your lips then you bit on your lower lip to tease him further

"Filthy little liar, you wouldn't quiver and crumble for me so easily if there was even an ounce of truth hidden in your words" 

"Are you jealous of them ..is that what It is?" 

"Of Course I'm jealous darling, you're my wife and you're mine, you'd always belong to me no matter what happens in future. You'd always be my salacious slut" he pulled out of you and watched you taking a deep breath in, he made you dangle over the edge as you lost all the pleasurable sensation in a matter of seconds.

"Lokii..pleasse baby" he gripped on your hair and pulled your head back. He wanted you to remember that he's the one who owns your body now and even when you're gone he'd be the only one who could ever make you feel this way. 

"Apologize for that nasty attitude darling and I may consider filling up your greedy hole again. Choose your next words very carefully sweetheart because I'd have no problem leaving you bound up to my desk and going on my merry way for the day."  your cheeks flushed at his filthy words. What were you trying to prove and to whom?

"Mmmm please you won't do that" your voice sounded so whispery sweet, he wasn't the only one to push your buttons it seems, you knew the effect it would have on him.

"Why not?" 

"Because you love me..you love me lo..you love me don't you? ..I love you and I'm sorry baby.. please fuck me..please" his lips curved into a smile and he penetrated you again. You gasped as you felt him stretching your walls around his thick girth.

"Are you going to tone down that attitude?" 

"Mmm yesss yesss ..just please..need your cock" he placed both of his hands down on the desk, on either side of your hips as he thrusted in and out of you. 

"That's my good girl" the praise made every cell in your body tingle. And then a thought interrupted your day dream and the hottest sex of your life

"Mmm tell me that you love me" you asked him like he asked you yesterday and he chuckled

"I love you so much.. It's crazy how obsessed I am with you my darling" 

"Did you fuck your other wives while you held them captive?" 

"Noo I didn't" he groaned as he felt his orgasm approaching slowly

"I'm special then?" Your voice sounded so sad and it hurt him, he only wished he could have protected you and treated you better than this. 

"So special darling, the best.. fucking hell..cum with me.." he moaned your name as he came inside you, his warm cum filled you up to the brim and you couldn't help but let go with him. He kept moving his hips slowly as you both rode your orgasms together then he put his head down on your shoulder enjoying the aftermath of the intense high. Once he calmed down the mask was back on his face, he got himself out of your clutches, picked you up and laid you down on the sofa while he took care of you.

"Tell me about your third wife Naina" he sighed as you asked him that. It was the first thing you asked after you got back to your senses from that mind numbing sex.

"My leg has been bothering me alot, my doctor advised me to let nature heal me, I went on a trip to India to look for ayurvedic medicines. They use natural roots and herbs to heal physical, mental and spiritual ailments. I went all over India, didn't stick around for long but in Lucknow I found a Vaidya- that's what the ayurvedic practitioners call themselves. He promised to make my leg much more functionable so I stayed at his place for a while while he treated me. He had a daughter Naina, his only daughter" you glared at him as he said that. 

"She was beautiful, long black hair that went past her waist, big brown eyes, light brown skin always glowing under the sunlight. She was younger than me, just 21 when I met her. Shy, timid thing, she wouldn't even look at me, I was enthralled by it. She loved reading and, I would often find her reading on her terrace. She'd blush and hide her face in her book everytime I complimented her, she loved my accent, I found her's quite adorable too" 

You started to feel the jealousy surging through your veins again, the way he described her made you want to bash his head but then you were the one who wanted to know about her. 

"At that time in India, women were not allowed much of a freedom, so it was really surprising to see a young girl, who could read not just in her own language but also English. Her father educated her well, that book you found belonged to her, she told me that her mother gave her that book before she died, she would have died to protect that book, she was obsessed with it." 

You looked down at the locket your mom gave you, you could relate to her situation pretty well. You wouldn't give up her last gift that she gave you for anything else either

"She was practicing to become the vaidya herself. On one rainy night I found her dancing on her terrace, I was enchanted. I couldn't help myself, I kissed her and she didn't stop me. Her dad was out of town for business and it was just the two of us at her house, then she took me to her bedroom, put me out of my wet clothes, seemed so out of character for her but I didn't think much of it" 

"Then you fucked her I assume?" 

"Then I fucked her yes, she was a virgin, never even been touched by a man prior to me. I didn't ask to marry her, I wasn't sure about her to be honest, she seemed nice but she didn't say much and I didn't get to know her but then she got pregnant. It was foolish of me to think that the pull out method would work" Yeah really foolish, so he does have flaws, he wasn't perfect. Is that why he put you on IUD before you had sex? Did he not want kids? 

"What happened then?" 

"Her father was livid ofcourse, he told me that he trusted me and I broke his trust. He wanted me to leave, and I would have left but Naina begged me to not leave her alone, she seemed afraid, scared of being with a child all on her own. It was my child and I had a responsibility. I begged her father to take her with me so I married her and brought her here " 

"She sounds completely normal until now, what happened then?" 

"Same thing, her motivation was a little different though, she wanted to move out of her country and I was her way out. However when she came here, she started to insist that we sell the manor and move to London. I kept telling her that I can't do it, this is my ancestral legacy and I can't abandon it but she kept pushing it. We'd fight every other day, she had a miscarriage just a month later and I was devastated. She seemed happier though as if she was free from the burden. She confessed later that she killed the child on purpose, she was young and didn't want to be a mother" 

As soon as he said that, you realized how screwed his judgment was when it comes to women and their intentions. But then you had no place to call him out on it considering the situation you were in.

"That's a horrible horrible thing to do, I'm sorry that she didn't include you in that decision, it must hurt to be lied to like that huh" he looked at you, he noticed the sarcasm dripping from your words but he didn't blame you for that. He deserves it after all the lies he has told you.

"When I married her, I thought we were on the path of making a family and love would flourish on its own but nothing of that sort happened. I started to get sick more and more, at first I didn't realize what was happening to me, but I knew she was doing something to me, I just got the same old feeling back that she was trying to kill me, one day while we sat at lunch together, I exchanged our plates and watched the colors drain from her face, she freaked out and I confronted her on it. She started crying, her plan was to kill me, sell the manor and run off to London to start a new life" 

You looked at him shocked at the turn of events, you were starting to feel really horrible about the way his wives have treated him in the past. You didn't understand how money and greed could make someone act so vile and inhumane.

"Why do you think they chose you and then tried to get rid of you" You asked him mindlessly so he looked at you

"Because it's easy to fool a disabled lonely, rich man, I was vulnerable, an easy target and they all could sense that" You felt bad about him in the moment, maybe he was just looking for love and he got played, maybe that's what got him unhinged and maybe that's why he's doing this now.

"I'm sorry about that, but then you were lying to them too. Doesn't justify them trying to kill you but you were hiding things from them as well" 

"I was, but would you have packed your bags and come here with me if I would have told you about my four wives?"

"Noo I would have asked questions and I deserve for you to be honest with me, you fed me lies since the beginning" 

"The lies were about my life, the things I told you, the moments we shared, the love I feel for you, it's not a lie darling. It's truer than anything else in this world" Your eyes teared up again, everytime he confessed his love for you, you felt the sincerity in his words. If he loves you as much as he claims you were hoping he wouldn't kill you but then what was his plan? What did he want from you? 

He tied your arms to the leg of the sofa and cleaned the desk up. Then he sat down and started scribbling, probably designing new dresses or whatever. You wanted to ask more questions but he seemed distant and you didn't want to push it. 

"Lokii" 

"Hmmm?"

"I love you and I want to help you..but you need to tell me the complete truth" You were being honest he could feel it, he knew you loved him enough to help him if he'd ask you to, even though he was acting completely deranged you still had faith in him, you still loved him and that's why he was continuing to heal.

"You're not ready for the truth, I'll tell you when I feel so" 

He couldn't tell you everything until he was all healed. He was stalling on purpose, he didn't want you to freak out and ruin this for him. 

"Tell me about your fourth wife" you asked him and he finally turned around to look at you,

"Oh you want to know about the worst woman I have ever known? I'll tell you darling but promise me you won't pity me after that" 

"I promise" 

You wished you could have fulfilled your promise but the truth about his fourth wife made your skin crawl and it made you fall in love with him even more if it was possible. 

You knew you were doomed.

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