#EIJI'S LIL' GIRLIES

[modern-oedipus]

I’d like to cosplay Eiji. I just need to be taller, hide my long hair, hide my boobs, wear contacts and male perfume. Drink testesterone straight from a bottle and hope to make an appearance that’s more or less delicate for him.

Ok who am I kidding. With this lil girly physique?? With these curves???? This is first time I actually wanna cosplay a guy so like. How do y’all kinda fit in? Everything aside I’m too short for Eiji I’m—

Okay nevermind. There’s no con anytime soon anyway. All I need to do is to learn how to cosplay guys, prepare wig & make up for Eiji and find my Ash until 2021. I got a year. We got this.

[gmcvr]

@snw-cnvs​ asked:  🚫🛌🍰🙉💚 eiji and han and sb else u want

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under a readmore cause its long 

🚫 - his fear of commitments; it’s part of the reason he works at a temp agency because he’s worried he’d lock himself into something he’d regret. his last relationship was also the cause of this development. 

🛌 - being on open waters, he’s almost drowned as a child and he’s developed a fear of large bodies of water and the thought of being trapped in the middle of the ocean can cause him to freak out. 

🍰 - shojou manga. he’s read a lot of it growing up since his older sister usually dumped them on him after she was done so he’s come to like them but he knows how embarrassing it is for a guy to like something so girly. 

🙉 - if asked if he plans to find a stable job or if he’s ever gonna settle down. it just comes back to his whole commitment issues. 

💚 - people with a set goal in their life since he doesn’t really have one. 

🚫 - he doesn’t want anyone to know that he’s actually the bastard child of his father, he’s already had to deal with the knowledge from a young age and worries about the repercussions if it’s found out. 

🛌 - meeting his birth mother and learning the reasons why she didn’t fight to stay in his life. he’s scared to learn his true thoughts might be true, that she didn’t want him and that he’s nothing but a stain on her life she made when she was younger. 

🍰 - dramas, he finds them amusing and is an avid watcher when he’s not busy with his studies or photography.

🙉 - ask him about his relationship with his father and he’ll end that conversation quick af. that and anything about feelings, he’s not great with those and avoids them. 

💚- families since he comes from a broken one, he gets annoyed that there are some that actually get along with their family because he sure doesn’t. his parents don’t pay him any attention unless they need something and he has a strained relationship with his younger sister. 

🚫 - he’s actually pretty much anxious when he leaves his house because he puts on a front that he doesn’t care. he’s worried something might happen that renders him even more useless in his eyes. 

🛌 - waking up to pitch darkness, just not being able to tell the difference between light and dark and being able to see the shapes he’s grown used to. he wouldn’t know what to do he’d just sit there and break down.

🍰 - he actually really loves cartoons because he likes the voices that he hears and the dumb jokes they do, but he’d never admit out loud since he knows it really clashes with his whole personality.

🙉 - if someone brings up his childhood he shuts down extremely quickly since he doesn’t have fond memories of it and if he has friends cause he cuts people off pretty easily he’s doesn’t like talking about friendships. 

💚- sometimes he gets a lil envious of people who can draw/paint/color etc. just because he wants to know what colors look like, but knows that’s impossible so its just something he buries inside.